What is Effective Philosophy? Juan and I simplify hard to grasp concepts into pragmatic takeaways that can be applied to every day life (fitness, goal setting, work, parenting, travel, hobbies, finances, etc.,).
Juan's away so Kyrin comes out to play, let's get to know me a bit better!
In Episode #422 of 'Musings', I discuss: what it was like growing up in Brisbane, why I have tremendous sympathy for teenagers, our fixation with owning a house, my period of experimentation & learning about myself, why I feel like I'm just waiting around at the moment and how I intend to fix that.
Massive thanks to Petar and Starky for the support. A bit slow at the moment but things will pick up into the New Year.
Timeline: (0:00) - Intro & housekeeping (1:36) - My childhood & family (5:34) - The Aussie dream (8:47) - The teenage years (16:40) - Boostagram Lounge (20:25) - Knowing myself (33:55) - Solidification & stagnation (37:25) - 4 life paths (50:31) - Summary (54:10) - Live chat (55:31) - V4V: Looking for a quote reader
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