Juan's away so Kyrin comes out to play, let's get to know me a bit better!
In Episode #422 of 'Musings', I discuss: what it was like growing up in Brisbane, why I have tremendous sympathy for teenagers, our fixation with owning a house, my period of experimentation & learning about myself, why I feel like I'm just waiting around at the moment and how I intend to fix that.
Massive thanks to Petar and Starky for the support. A bit slow at the moment but things will pick up into the New Year.
Timeline:
(0:00) - Intro & housekeeping
(1:36) - My childhood & family
(5:34) - The Aussie dream
(8:47) - The teenage years
(16:40) - Boostagram Lounge
(20:25) - Knowing myself
(33:55) - Solidification & stagnation
(37:25) - 4 life paths
(50:31) - Summary
(54:10) - Live chat
(55:31) - V4V: Looking for a quote reader
Value 4 Value Support:
Boostagram: https://www.meremortalspodcast.com/support
Paypal: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/meremortalspodcast
Connect with Mere Mortals:
Website: https://www.meremortalspodcast.com/
Discord: https://discord.gg/jjfq9eGReU
Twitter/X: https://twitter.com/meremortalspod
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/meremortalspodcast/
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@meremortalspodcast
{"version":"1.0.0","segments":[{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":4.754,"endTime":6.881,"body":"We can be Mere Mortals."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":6.881,"endTime":9.259,"body":"Welcome Mere Mortalites"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":6.881,"endTime":9.259,"body":"to another round"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":9.259,"endTime":11.052,"body":"of the Mere Mortals"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":9.259,"endTime":11.052,"body":"Musings."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":11.052,"endTime":13.304,"body":"Today you've got Kyrin"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":11.052,"endTime":13.304,"body":"and just Kyrin."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":13.304,"endTime":14.222,"body":"Juan is not here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":14.222,"endTime":15.515,"body":"He is adventuring about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":15.515,"endTime":17.934,"body":"in Australia"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":15.515,"endTime":17.934,"body":"with his young family."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":17.934,"endTime":20.77,"body":"And so you have me here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":17.934,"endTime":20.77,"body":"only 22nd"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":20.77,"endTime":22.772,"body":"of November 2023."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":22.772,"endTime":25.025,"body":"Live as always at 7 p.m."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":25.025,"endTime":27.736,"body":"Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":25.025,"endTime":27.736,"body":"Eastern Standard Time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":27.736,"endTime":29.988,"body":"Sorry, man, what am I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":27.736,"endTime":29.988,"body":"going to talk about today?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":29.988,"endTime":32.49,"body":"I've got to do a live one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":29.988,"endTime":32.49,"body":"just by myself."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":32.49,"endTime":33.366,"body":"Well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":32.49,"endTime":33.366,"body":"there's a couple of things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":33.366,"endTime":34.576,"body":"I wanted to just do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":34.576,"endTime":37.287,"body":"a little bit housekeeping"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":34.576,"endTime":37.287,"body":"at the start here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":37.287,"endTime":39.039,"body":"before going over, I guess"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":39.039,"endTime":41.708,"body":"general life in Australia"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":39.039,"endTime":41.708,"body":"that I've experienced."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":41.708,"endTime":43.126,"body":"So last time"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":41.708,"endTime":43.126,"body":"while I was away,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":43.126,"endTime":45.503,"body":"I did a childhood"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":43.126,"endTime":45.503,"body":"one about,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":45.503,"endTime":46.212,"body":"you know, Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":46.212,"endTime":48.423,"body":"wildlife and childhood"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":46.212,"endTime":48.423,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":48.423,"endTime":49.758,"body":"Today I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":48.423,"endTime":49.758,"body":"going to be talking about,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":49.758,"endTime":51.426,"body":"I guess, general events"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":49.758,"endTime":51.426,"body":"in my life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":51.426,"endTime":51.676,"body":"So it'll"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":51.676,"endTime":54.929,"body":"be half of me, my life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":51.676,"endTime":54.929,"body":"and then in Australia,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":54.929,"endTime":56.681,"body":"half about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":54.929,"endTime":56.681,"body":"Australian culture"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":56.681,"endTime":58.725,"body":"and observations"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":56.681,"endTime":58.725,"body":"that I've made whilst"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":58.725,"endTime":61.728,"body":"living"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":58.725,"endTime":61.728,"body":"here for my 31 years."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":61.811,"endTime":63.897,"body":"So just the housekeeping,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":63.897,"endTime":65.19,"body":"I just want to reiterate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":65.19,"endTime":67.067,"body":"that we're only going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":65.19,"endTime":67.067,"body":"to be doing one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":67.067,"endTime":69.11,"body":"episode, one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":67.067,"endTime":69.11,"body":"real episode of Week one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":69.11,"endTime":71.404,"body":"still doing his main"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":69.11,"endTime":71.404,"body":"models and motions"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":71.404,"endTime":73.323,"body":"of this small, tiny ones"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":71.404,"endTime":73.323,"body":"throughout the week."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":73.323,"endTime":75.45,"body":"So technically too,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":73.323,"endTime":75.45,"body":"I guess here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":75.45,"endTime":76.534,"body":"are the book reviews."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":76.534,"endTime":78.578,"body":"I live on a Thursday"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":76.534,"endTime":78.578,"body":"10 a.m."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":78.578,"endTime":80.205,"body":"Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":78.578,"endTime":80.205,"body":"Eastern Standard Time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":80.205,"endTime":81.372,"body":"I have now"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":81.372,"endTime":84.292,"body":"hopefully hook those up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":81.372,"endTime":84.292,"body":"to be able to do those"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":84.292,"endTime":86.086,"body":"live in the podcasting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":84.292,"endTime":86.086,"body":"apps as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":86.086,"endTime":87.921,"body":"So if you just want to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":86.086,"endTime":87.921,"body":"listen to the audio,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":87.921,"endTime":89.38,"body":"you can do it from there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":89.38,"endTime":91.299,"body":"The value for show"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":89.38,"endTime":91.299,"body":"is on hiatus"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":91.299,"endTime":92.759,"body":"probably"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":91.299,"endTime":92.759,"body":"until about January."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":92.759,"endTime":95.678,"body":"So that's just all"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":92.759,"endTime":95.678,"body":"the housekeeping there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":95.678,"endTime":97.555,"body":"And yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":95.678,"endTime":97.555,"body":"let's just jump into,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":97.555,"endTime":100.308,"body":"I suppose, my life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":97.555,"endTime":100.308,"body":"as an Aussie."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":100.308,"endTime":103.269,"body":"So I suppose we've got"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":100.308,"endTime":103.269,"body":"to start at the beginning."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":103.269,"endTime":104.02,"body":"Where was I born?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":104.02,"endTime":104.938,"body":"How was I born?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":104.938,"endTime":107.649,"body":"Well, I think we all know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":104.938,"endTime":107.649,"body":"how I was born."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":107.649,"endTime":112.487,"body":"I was born in 1992 here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":107.649,"endTime":112.487,"body":"in Brisbane, Australia."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":112.57,"endTime":114.28,"body":"So my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":112.57,"endTime":114.28,"body":"mom's side of the family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":114.28,"endTime":116.407,"body":"mum's from New Zealand"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":114.28,"endTime":116.407,"body":"and she grew up in kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":116.407,"endTime":118.618,"body":"like a farming type"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":116.407,"endTime":118.618,"body":"household."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":118.618,"endTime":120.495,"body":"She's got four brothers,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":120.495,"endTime":120.995,"body":"three of them"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":120.995,"endTime":123.873,"body":"actually flying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":120.995,"endTime":123.873,"body":"into Brisbane tomorrow"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":123.873,"endTime":125.166,"body":"and I'm picking them up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":123.873,"endTime":125.166,"body":"from the airport,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":125.166,"endTime":127.21,"body":"so that'll be nice and fun"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":127.21,"endTime":128.169,"body":"and all of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":128.169,"endTime":129.963,"body":"her side of the family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":128.169,"endTime":129.963,"body":"is basically"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":129.963,"endTime":131.923,"body":"all over in New Zealand"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":131.923,"endTime":134.676,"body":"and then my dad's family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":131.923,"endTime":134.676,"body":"is mostly"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":134.676,"endTime":137.929,"body":"located in Newcastle, also"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":134.676,"endTime":137.929,"body":"a relatively big family."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":137.929,"endTime":138.763,"body":"He's got,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":138.763,"endTime":142.684,"body":"I believe, three sisters"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":138.763,"endTime":142.684,"body":"and two brothers, so"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":142.767,"endTime":146.437,"body":"a a whole assortment"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":142.767,"endTime":146.437,"body":"of cousins and etc."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":146.604,"endTime":149.44,"body":"people definitely"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":146.604,"endTime":149.44,"body":"in my family. But"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":149.44,"endTime":152.819,"body":"I suppose for our family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":149.44,"endTime":152.819,"body":"we've always been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":152.902,"endTime":155.738,"body":"rather closely located"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":152.902,"endTime":155.738,"body":"and because we're here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":155.738,"endTime":156.656,"body":"in Brisbane,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":156.656,"endTime":159.576,"body":"I had one uncle here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":156.656,"endTime":159.576,"body":"for most of my life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":159.576,"endTime":160.994,"body":"but even he's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":159.576,"endTime":160.994,"body":"not here anymore."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":160.994,"endTime":163.454,"body":"So we've always,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":160.994,"endTime":163.454,"body":"although we've had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":163.454,"endTime":166.082,"body":"a large"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":163.454,"endTime":166.082,"body":"family on both sides,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":166.166,"endTime":167.792,"body":"we have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":166.166,"endTime":167.792,"body":"been somewhat cloistered"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":167.792,"endTime":169.878,"body":"and sequestered"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":167.792,"endTime":169.878,"body":"here in Brisbane."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":169.878,"endTime":171.421,"body":"That's not to say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":169.878,"endTime":171.421,"body":"we didn't know them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":171.421,"endTime":173.798,"body":"We sure we kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":171.421,"endTime":173.798,"body":"did a period,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":173.798,"endTime":176.551,"body":"I think of like every year"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":173.798,"endTime":176.551,"body":"or every third year"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":176.551,"endTime":177.427,"body":"we would alternate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":177.427,"endTime":178.72,"body":"between"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":177.427,"endTime":178.72,"body":"going to New Zealand"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":178.72,"endTime":179.888,"body":"for Christmas"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":178.72,"endTime":179.888,"body":"and then going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":179.888,"endTime":181.431,"body":"to Newcastle"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":179.888,"endTime":181.431,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":181.431,"endTime":185.393,"body":"So we've always had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":181.431,"endTime":185.393,"body":"a big family but just not"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":185.393,"endTime":186.227,"body":"very close to them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":186.227,"endTime":189.48,"body":"So this personally for me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":186.227,"endTime":189.48,"body":"has always fitted in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":189.48,"endTime":191.107,"body":"with my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":189.48,"endTime":191.107,"body":"general personality."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":191.107,"endTime":194.068,"body":"I've always enjoyed having"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":194.068,"endTime":195.486,"body":"not too many people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":194.068,"endTime":195.486,"body":"around."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":195.486,"endTime":197.697,"body":"I'm more of a loner,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":195.486,"endTime":197.697,"body":"I'm more of an introvert."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":197.697,"endTime":201.91,"body":"So big family functions"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":197.697,"endTime":201.91,"body":"and get togethers is not,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":201.91,"endTime":203.244,"body":"not my forte"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":203.244,"endTime":204.287,"body":"very much the same,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":204.287,"endTime":207.081,"body":"I would say, for my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":204.287,"endTime":207.081,"body":"my mum and dad as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":207.081,"endTime":209.375,"body":"The exception"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":207.081,"endTime":209.375,"body":"would be my brother."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":209.375,"endTime":212.503,"body":"He was always a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":209.375,"endTime":212.503,"body":"more extroverted and so"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":212.754,"endTime":215.715,"body":"he was born five and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":215.798,"endTime":219.052,"body":"mostly six years after me,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":215.798,"endTime":219.052,"body":"five and three quarters,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":219.135,"endTime":221.262,"body":"and he was always a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":219.135,"endTime":221.262,"body":"more extroverted."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":221.262,"endTime":224.557,"body":"But even now he was just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":221.262,"endTime":224.557,"body":"saying his, his girlfriend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":224.641,"endTime":226.726,"body":"and she's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":224.641,"endTime":226.726,"body":"got a large family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":226.726,"endTime":228.394,"body":"and then it's like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":226.726,"endTime":228.394,"body":"Oh God, Christmas gifts."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":228.394,"endTime":229.395,"body":"Oh God,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":229.395,"endTime":230.73,"body":"Christmas family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":230.73,"endTime":232.523,"body":"get togethers,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":230.73,"endTime":232.523,"body":"so much things going on."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":232.523,"endTime":234.525,"body":"So maybe even for him,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":232.523,"endTime":234.525,"body":"it was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":234.525,"endTime":237.946,"body":"it was suited for his"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":234.525,"endTime":237.946,"body":"personality as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":238.029,"endTime":240.406,"body":"So in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":238.029,"endTime":240.406,"body":"of just growing up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":240.406,"endTime":241.908,"body":"like my childhood"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":240.406,"endTime":241.908,"body":"and I'm going to split"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":241.908,"endTime":244.077,"body":"this into separate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":241.908,"endTime":244.077,"body":"four separate sections"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":244.077,"endTime":245.62,"body":"of my childhood."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":245.62,"endTime":246.955,"body":"Well, of my life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":245.62,"endTime":246.955,"body":"I suppose."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":246.955,"endTime":249.874,"body":"And it was always"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":246.955,"endTime":249.874,"body":"sunshine, lollipops,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":249.874,"endTime":252.877,"body":"rainbows,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":249.874,"endTime":252.877,"body":"you know, literally"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":252.877,"endTime":255.421,"body":"sunshine here in Brisbane,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":252.877,"endTime":255.421,"body":"lollipops,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":255.421,"endTime":257.173,"body":"because I had a massive"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":255.421,"endTime":257.173,"body":"sweet tooth"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":257.173,"endTime":257.924,"body":"and then rainbows,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":257.924,"endTime":260.593,"body":"just because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":257.924,"endTime":260.593,"body":"rainbows are pretty"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":260.593,"endTime":261.803,"body":"and I was never"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":260.593,"endTime":261.803,"body":"in real one."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":261.803,"endTime":262.845,"body":"So my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":262.845,"endTime":264.639,"body":"I think I've really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":262.845,"endTime":264.639,"body":"reiterated"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":264.639,"endTime":266.349,"body":"this tonnes of times"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":264.639,"endTime":266.349,"body":"for my mum and dad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":266.349,"endTime":269.811,"body":"were just amazing,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":266.349,"endTime":269.811,"body":"amazing parents, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":269.894,"endTime":272.397,"body":"strict but not too strict"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":272.397,"endTime":275.108,"body":"let you know comforting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":272.397,"endTime":275.108,"body":"but also pushing,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":275.108,"endTime":277.235,"body":"getting me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":275.108,"endTime":277.235,"body":"to push my boundaries,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":277.235,"endTime":279.57,"body":"focusing on the right side"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":277.235,"endTime":279.57,"body":"of things, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":279.57,"endTime":280.613,"body":"letting me be free,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":280.613,"endTime":282.115,"body":"but also watching"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":280.613,"endTime":282.115,"body":"what I'm doing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":282.115,"endTime":283.157,"body":"Like I think they just did"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":283.157,"endTime":285.576,"body":"a, a marvellous,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":283.157,"endTime":285.576,"body":"marvellous job."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":285.576,"endTime":287.412,"body":"Obviously"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":285.576,"endTime":287.412,"body":"having me as a child"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":287.412,"endTime":290.415,"body":"makes it easy"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":287.412,"endTime":290.415,"body":"to be a great parent now,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":290.623,"endTime":294.252,"body":"but you do get the sense"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":290.623,"endTime":294.252,"body":"that, okay, like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":294.335,"endTime":296.921,"body":"my childhood was amazing,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":294.335,"endTime":296.921,"body":"you know, good friends,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":296.921,"endTime":299.799,"body":"sleepovers,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":296.921,"endTime":299.799,"body":"School was primary"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":299.799,"endTime":301.217,"body":"school was just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":299.799,"endTime":301.217,"body":"you're just there"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":301.217,"endTime":304.929,"body":"to have fun, basically learn. So as long as you've,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":305.013,"endTime":307.682,"body":"you know, I've"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":305.013,"endTime":307.682,"body":"got a decent enough IQ."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":307.682,"endTime":308.016,"body":"I think."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":308.016,"endTime":309.267,"body":"So just learning during"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":309.267,"endTime":312.27,"body":"that whole phase, nothing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":309.267,"endTime":312.27,"body":"was too hard for me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":312.478,"endTime":314.439,"body":"Not even any personal"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":312.478,"endTime":314.439,"body":"tragedies"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":314.439,"endTime":317.942,"body":"or deaths in the family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":314.439,"endTime":317.942,"body":"to two people that I knew."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":318.026,"endTime":319.694,"body":"A couple of my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":318.026,"endTime":319.694,"body":"grandparents passed away."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":319.694,"endTime":320.945,"body":"But once again,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":319.694,"endTime":320.945,"body":"like I said,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":320.945,"endTime":321.946,"body":"I didn't really know them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":321.946,"endTime":325.7,"body":"So that that whole my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":321.946,"endTime":325.7,"body":"my childhood up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":325.7,"endTime":327.618,"body":"until about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":325.7,"endTime":327.618,"body":"the age of 13 was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":327.618,"endTime":329.12,"body":"was just really fantastic,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":329.12,"endTime":331.539,"body":"I suppose, till the end"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":329.12,"endTime":331.539,"body":"of primary school."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":331.539,"endTime":334.542,"body":"So that was,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":331.539,"endTime":334.542,"body":"I guess, my childhood."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":334.667,"endTime":336.127,"body":"How this relates"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":334.667,"endTime":336.127,"body":"to Australia."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":336.127,"endTime":337.754,"body":"Well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":337.754,"endTime":340.423,"body":"my, my parents were middle"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":337.754,"endTime":340.423,"body":"class, diligent workers."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":340.423,"endTime":343.426,"body":"They were both teachers"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":340.423,"endTime":343.426,"body":"at the high schools,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":343.509,"endTime":345.72,"body":"my dad doing English,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":343.509,"endTime":345.72,"body":"my mum doing music,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":345.72,"endTime":347.263,"body":"and I'd say they largely"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":347.263,"endTime":348.848,"body":"fulfilled"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":347.263,"endTime":348.848,"body":"the Aussie dream,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":348.848,"endTime":351.225,"body":"which is something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":348.848,"endTime":351.225,"body":"that you're probably going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":351.225,"endTime":352.685,"body":"to start hearing from"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":351.225,"endTime":352.685,"body":"Want a lot More,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":352.685,"endTime":355.688,"body":"which is that buying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":352.685,"endTime":355.688,"body":"a house,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":355.813,"endTime":358.149,"body":"having a stable"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":355.813,"endTime":358.149,"body":"life, having,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":358.149,"endTime":360.651,"body":"you know, a good school"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":358.149,"endTime":360.651,"body":"for your kid to go to just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":360.651,"endTime":363.154,"body":"growing up without any"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":363.237,"endTime":366.074,"body":"crazy, ridiculous things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":363.237,"endTime":366.074,"body":"like you hear about,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":366.074,"endTime":368.493,"body":"you know, topsy"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":366.074,"endTime":368.493,"body":"turvy stuff happening,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":368.493,"endTime":369.285,"body":"meaning happening"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":369.285,"endTime":373.331,"body":"in Ukraine or in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":369.285,"endTime":373.331,"body":"some of the Arab countries"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":373.331,"endTime":375.249,"body":"or even just in like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":375.249,"endTime":378.086,"body":"general parts of America"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":375.249,"endTime":378.086,"body":"and places like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":378.086,"endTime":379.087,"body":"you know, just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":379.087,"endTime":380.254,"body":"just living here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":379.087,"endTime":380.254,"body":"in Brisbane,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":380.254,"endTime":382.423,"body":"which is a mid-tier city,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":382.423,"endTime":384.467,"body":"million, 2 million people."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":384.467,"endTime":387.637,"body":"It's it's it was just like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":384.467,"endTime":387.637,"body":"idyllic, idyllic."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":387.637,"endTime":390.64,"body":"And I think it still"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":387.637,"endTime":390.64,"body":"is largely idyllic here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":390.765,"endTime":392.6,"body":"And so it's like owning"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":390.765,"endTime":392.6,"body":"a house, adding"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":392.6,"endTime":393.976,"body":"a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":392.6,"endTime":393.976,"body":"extra on top of that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":393.976,"endTime":396.354,"body":"That's that's kind of all"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":393.976,"endTime":396.354,"body":"Australians really want."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":396.354,"endTime":399.941,"body":"There's no real,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":396.354,"endTime":399.941,"body":"real hunger, no desire."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":399.982,"endTime":403.194,"body":"I feel that you would"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":399.982,"endTime":403.194,"body":"maybe see in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":403.236,"endTime":405.279,"body":"the American or"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":403.236,"endTime":405.279,"body":"entrepreneurial culture,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":405.279,"endTime":408.282,"body":"which is really go get"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":405.279,"endTime":408.282,"body":"a really getting after it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":408.282,"endTime":409.117,"body":"and that sort of thing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":409.117,"endTime":411.077,"body":"So I think that's still"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":411.077,"endTime":412.537,"body":"very much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":411.077,"endTime":412.537,"body":"is the focus here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":412.537,"endTime":414.997,"body":"When I go on"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":412.537,"endTime":414.997,"body":"to like The Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":414.997,"endTime":416.582,"body":"read it and hear"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":416.582,"endTime":419.585,"body":"people complaining"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":416.582,"endTime":419.585,"body":"about things that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":419.627,"endTime":420.878,"body":"and because I mean that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":420.878,"endTime":422.505,"body":"what you doing,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":420.878,"endTime":422.505,"body":"read it right."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":422.505,"endTime":424.173,"body":"And what they complain"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":422.505,"endTime":424.173,"body":"about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":424.173,"endTime":425.55,"body":"is just like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":424.173,"endTime":425.55,"body":"I can't afford to hire."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":425.55,"endTime":428.386,"body":"I'm like, It's impossible."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":428.469,"endTime":430.805,"body":"And they're not talking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":428.469,"endTime":430.805,"body":"about owning seven homes."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":430.805,"endTime":432.432,"body":"They're not talking about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":432.432,"endTime":434.976,"body":"really,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":432.432,"endTime":434.976,"body":"you know, I want this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":434.976,"endTime":436.978,"body":"and I deserve this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":434.976,"endTime":436.978,"body":"and this and this that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":436.978,"endTime":438.02,"body":"It's just like, no,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":438.02,"endTime":439.647,"body":"if that if they're"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":438.02,"endTime":439.647,"body":"struggling, it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":439.647,"endTime":441.816,"body":"just because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":439.647,"endTime":441.816,"body":"they're struggling to have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":441.816,"endTime":446.112,"body":"what you would call of a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":441.816,"endTime":446.112,"body":"relatively normal life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":446.195,"endTime":447.53,"body":"I guess."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":446.195,"endTime":447.53,"body":"And I think that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":447.53,"endTime":449.198,"body":"just kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":447.53,"endTime":449.198,"body":"Australian culture."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":449.198,"endTime":450.95,"body":"The funny thing on that is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":450.95,"endTime":452.493,"body":"it's still very much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":450.95,"endTime":452.493,"body":"the focus here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":452.493,"endTime":453.494,"body":"on owning a house"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":453.494,"endTime":456.122,"body":"That's that's very much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":453.494,"endTime":456.122,"body":"the Australian dream,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":456.122,"endTime":459.041,"body":"you know, a backyard"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":456.122,"endTime":459.041,"body":"and that sort of stuff."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":459.041,"endTime":462.044,"body":"And I was doing some rough"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":459.041,"endTime":462.044,"body":"maths with my dad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":462.295,"endTime":464.589,"body":"for when he was buying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":462.295,"endTime":464.589,"body":"properties"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":464.589,"endTime":467.925,"body":"in the kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":464.589,"endTime":467.925,"body":"seventies,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":468.092,"endTime":471.095,"body":"eighties, maybe, maybe"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":468.092,"endTime":471.095,"body":"even into my actually know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":471.22,"endTime":472.638,"body":"it would be more"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":471.22,"endTime":472.638,"body":"into like their"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":472.638,"endTime":475.516,"body":"nineties and early 2000"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":475.6,"endTime":478.394,"body":"and just the rough"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":475.6,"endTime":478.394,"body":"math that he was doing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":478.394,"endTime":478.686,"body":"You know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":478.686,"endTime":482.732,"body":"there's not that much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":478.686,"endTime":482.732,"body":"difference between the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":482.815,"endTime":485.526,"body":"the house prices then"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":482.815,"endTime":485.526,"body":"and now compared to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":485.526,"endTime":489.322,"body":"just like the average"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":485.526,"endTime":489.322,"body":"salary or wage and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":489.405,"endTime":491.115,"body":"it's just some people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":491.115,"endTime":492.074,"body":"are feeling the hurt"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":492.074,"endTime":493.659,"body":"because of inflation"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":492.074,"endTime":493.659,"body":"and stuff like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":493.659,"endTime":494.952,"body":"But by and large"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":494.952,"endTime":496.037,"body":"that's it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":496.037,"endTime":497.58,"body":"I don't think it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":496.037,"endTime":497.58,"body":"that much different"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":497.58,"endTime":501.417,"body":"but still the Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":497.58,"endTime":501.417,"body":"dream the per"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":501.459,"endTime":504.962,"body":"all of that stuff"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":501.459,"endTime":504.962,"body":"I think is is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":505.046,"endTime":506.672,"body":"that is pretty typical."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":506.672,"endTime":507.757,"body":"I think it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":506.672,"endTime":507.757,"body":"pretty typical"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":507.757,"endTime":510.218,"body":"to have a family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":507.757,"endTime":510.218,"body":"with a house"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":510.218,"endTime":512.094,"body":"maybe they're renting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":510.218,"endTime":512.094,"body":"but maybe"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":512.094,"endTime":513.638,"body":"maybe that earn"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":512.094,"endTime":513.638,"body":"it themselves."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":513.638,"endTime":515.056,"body":"And you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":515.056,"endTime":517.183,"body":"that was my life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":515.056,"endTime":517.183,"body":"that was my middle class"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":517.183,"endTime":518.768,"body":"Australian,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":517.183,"endTime":518.768,"body":"Australian life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":518.768,"endTime":521.187,"body":"And the extra pot,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":518.768,"endTime":521.187,"body":"the extra houses"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":521.187,"endTime":523.356,"body":"that I was talking about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":521.187,"endTime":523.356,"body":"were properties."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":523.356,"endTime":524.941,"body":"We'll get more on to that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":523.356,"endTime":524.941,"body":"in a in a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":524.941,"endTime":526.734,"body":"little bit later."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":526.776,"endTime":528.361,"body":"So I suppose"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":526.776,"endTime":528.361,"body":"that gets onto"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":528.361,"endTime":529.403,"body":"the next section"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":528.361,"endTime":529.403,"body":"of my life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":529.403,"endTime":532.406,"body":"which is the teenage"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":529.403,"endTime":532.406,"body":"years."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":532.448,"endTime":534.825,"body":"I think this is probably"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":532.448,"endTime":534.825,"body":"a typical experience"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":534.825,"endTime":536.244,"body":"for most, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":536.244,"endTime":539.914,"body":"it's completely new school"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":536.244,"endTime":539.914,"body":"and new friend group"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":539.997,"endTime":541.332,"body":"on the outside."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":541.332,"endTime":542.959,"body":"I think you'd say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":541.332,"endTime":542.959,"body":"I did well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":542.959,"endTime":543.584,"body":"So what I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":543.584,"endTime":545.711,"body":"what happened"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":543.584,"endTime":545.711,"body":"was I went to primary"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":545.711,"endTime":547.838,"body":"school really close"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":545.711,"endTime":547.838,"body":"to my house where I lived"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":547.838,"endTime":549.924,"body":"and then I went to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":547.838,"endTime":549.924,"body":"a high school"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":549.924,"endTime":551.425,"body":"a bit further out,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":549.924,"endTime":551.425,"body":"which is where I met"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":551.425,"endTime":553.636,"body":"one on that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":551.425,"endTime":553.636,"body":"first day of high school."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":553.636,"endTime":554.554,"body":"We've talked about that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":554.554,"endTime":556.764,"body":"in the episode"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":554.554,"endTime":556.764,"body":"not too long ago"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":556.764,"endTime":559.934,"body":"and that was a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":556.764,"endTime":559.934,"body":"more out of the way"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":559.934,"endTime":561.227,"body":"because it was kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":561.227,"endTime":563.229,"body":"like a special school"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":561.227,"endTime":563.229,"body":"that had a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":563.229,"endTime":564.855,"body":"an accelerated"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":563.229,"endTime":564.855,"body":"learning program,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":564.855,"endTime":567.024,"body":"which my parents put me in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":567.024,"endTime":569.11,"body":"and so on"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":567.024,"endTime":569.11,"body":"the outside I'd say,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":569.11,"endTime":570.736,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":569.11,"endTime":570.736,"body":"you'd probably say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":570.736,"endTime":572.154,"body":"tiring"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":570.736,"endTime":572.154,"body":"in this teenage years."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":572.154,"endTime":576.826,"body":"So I'm saying up till"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":572.154,"endTime":576.826,"body":"about until I turned 2021,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":576.909,"endTime":579.12,"body":"I lived the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":579.12,"endTime":580.58,"body":"idyllic life, I guess"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":580.58,"endTime":582.582,"body":"I guess you'd say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":580.58,"endTime":582.582,"body":"like on the outside I did."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":582.582,"endTime":586.085,"body":"Well I graduated dux of,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":582.582,"endTime":586.085,"body":"of Springwood State"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":586.127,"endTime":587.753,"body":"High School,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":587.753,"endTime":590.923,"body":"kind of won soccer"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":587.753,"endTime":590.923,"body":"trophies and was plays"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":590.923,"endTime":593.259,"body":"Player of the Year Club"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":590.923,"endTime":593.259,"body":"player, the club player,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":593.259,"endTime":596.178,"body":"the you know, players,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":593.259,"endTime":596.178,"body":"player and coaches player."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":596.178,"endTime":597.346,"body":"You know, we did well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":597.346,"endTime":598.514,"body":"I was a good soccer"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":597.346,"endTime":598.514,"body":"player."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":598.514,"endTime":602.059,"body":"I was generally near"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":598.514,"endTime":602.059,"body":"the top of the team,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":602.143,"endTime":605.354,"body":"graduated uni, graduated"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":605.354,"endTime":608.357,"body":"high school, graduated"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":605.354,"endTime":608.357,"body":"uni, did well with there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":608.357,"endTime":610.61,"body":"I got a scholarship"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":608.357,"endTime":610.61,"body":"from uni,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":610.61,"endTime":614.03,"body":"had solid friends,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":610.61,"endTime":614.03,"body":"stayed out of trouble"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":614.113,"endTime":617.116,"body":"and just slid into my very"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":614.113,"endTime":617.116,"body":"first job"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":617.116,"endTime":620.286,"body":"as a vacation student"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":617.116,"endTime":620.286,"body":"and then pretty much slid"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":620.286,"endTime":623.539,"body":"into my real proper job"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":620.286,"endTime":623.539,"body":"first real proper job of a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":623.623,"endTime":625.207,"body":"of a graduate engineer"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":625.207,"endTime":626.917,"body":"in the working for Rio"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":625.207,"endTime":626.917,"body":"Tinto"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":626.917,"endTime":629.003,"body":"and the coal mines"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":626.917,"endTime":629.003,"body":"here in Australia."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":629.003,"endTime":632.214,"body":"And it's kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":629.003,"endTime":632.214,"body":"the apple of society's I."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":632.214,"endTime":632.465,"body":"Right."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":632.465,"endTime":636.093,"body":"That's that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":632.465,"endTime":636.093,"body":"how you'd maybe say that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":636.177,"endTime":638.554,"body":"my my life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":636.177,"endTime":638.554,"body":"went in my teenage years."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":638.554,"endTime":640.389,"body":"But Jesus Christ, like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":640.389,"endTime":644.06,"body":"the internal turmoil"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":640.389,"endTime":644.06,"body":"was horrendous"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":644.143,"endTime":647.521,"body":"and I blame pretty much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":644.143,"endTime":647.521,"body":"all of it on hormones."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":647.605,"endTime":648.189,"body":"There's nothing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":648.189,"endTime":649.273,"body":"I don't think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":648.189,"endTime":649.273,"body":"there was anything"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":649.273,"endTime":651.275,"body":"that could have changed"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":649.273,"endTime":651.275,"body":"differently"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":651.275,"endTime":653.903,"body":"if I'd been in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":651.275,"endTime":653.903,"body":"a different environment,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":653.986,"endTime":655.404,"body":"if I'd had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":655.404,"endTime":657.031,"body":"some better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":655.404,"endTime":657.031,"body":"ways of thinking,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":657.031,"endTime":658.157,"body":"I think that could have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":657.031,"endTime":658.157,"body":"helped."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":658.157,"endTime":661.535,"body":"But internally, I was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":658.157,"endTime":661.535,"body":"I was not really happy."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":661.535,"endTime":664.538,"body":"I had a, I'd say, pretty"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":661.535,"endTime":664.538,"body":"miserable teenage years,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":664.705,"endTime":665.623,"body":"and I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":664.705,"endTime":665.623,"body":"this has happens"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":665.623,"endTime":667.958,"body":"to a lot of people. It's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":665.623,"endTime":667.958,"body":"kind of hard to tell."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":667.958,"endTime":670.961,"body":"I like to ask people this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":667.958,"endTime":670.961,"body":"because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":671.003,"endTime":672.546,"body":"I don't really know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":671.003,"endTime":672.546,"body":"many people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":672.546,"endTime":675.257,"body":"who would voluntarily"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":672.546,"endTime":675.257,"body":"go back to their teens."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":675.257,"endTime":676.342,"body":"I think there's a couple."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":676.342,"endTime":676.926,"body":"There's a couple,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":676.926,"endTime":678.886,"body":"but it seems to be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":676.926,"endTime":678.886,"body":"the rare"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":678.886,"endTime":681.305,"body":"and most people seem"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":678.886,"endTime":681.305,"body":"to be like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":681.305,"endTime":683.766,"body":"that was just a turbulent,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":681.305,"endTime":683.766,"body":"awful time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":683.766,"endTime":684.517,"body":"And yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":684.517,"endTime":687.061,"body":"pretty much I'd put"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":684.517,"endTime":687.061,"body":"the blame on on hormones."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":687.061,"endTime":689.188,"body":"So I hated how I looked."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":689.188,"endTime":690.314,"body":"I hated how I felt,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":690.314,"endTime":693.526,"body":"I hated how"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":690.314,"endTime":693.526,"body":"much social anxiety I had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":693.609,"endTime":694.026,"body":"had. My"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":694.026,"endTime":697.029,"body":"dad for some real,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":694.026,"endTime":697.029,"body":"like no apparent reason."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":697.029,"endTime":698.656,"body":"He was the most awesome,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":697.029,"endTime":698.656,"body":"incredible dad."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":698.656,"endTime":702.451,"body":"But I still just had like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":698.656,"endTime":702.451,"body":"this, this hatred."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":702.535,"endTime":703.119,"body":"It was apparent."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":703.119,"endTime":706.122,"body":"So for superficially,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":703.119,"endTime":706.122,"body":"because I can't lie,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":706.288,"endTime":708.999,"body":"I'm really bad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":706.288,"endTime":708.999,"body":"at containing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":708.999,"endTime":711.919,"body":"facial and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":708.999,"endTime":711.919,"body":"and expressions like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":711.919,"endTime":716.09,"body":"So when people would"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":711.919,"endTime":716.09,"body":"ask me how I was going or,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":716.173,"endTime":717.967,"body":"or you'd just look at"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":716.173,"endTime":717.967,"body":"my general body language,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":717.967,"endTime":720.01,"body":"it was all like hunched"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":717.967,"endTime":720.01,"body":"over and mopey."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":720.01,"endTime":723.055,"body":"And I had long hair at"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":720.01,"endTime":723.055,"body":"the time in high school."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":723.055,"endTime":724.807,"body":"So I actually grew it out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":724.807,"endTime":726.392,"body":"to basically"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":724.807,"endTime":726.392,"body":"cover my eyes."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":726.392,"endTime":728.227,"body":"So I was kind of seeing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":726.392,"endTime":728.227,"body":"through this,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":728.227,"endTime":729.437,"body":"this little triangle."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":729.437,"endTime":730.938,"body":"And I think that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":730.938,"endTime":733.649,"body":"that very much reflected"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":730.938,"endTime":733.649,"body":"the inner portion of me,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":733.649,"endTime":734.775,"body":"which was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":733.649,"endTime":734.775,"body":"I wanted to hide."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":734.775,"endTime":736.902,"body":"I wanted to not be seen"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":734.775,"endTime":736.902,"body":"by society."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":736.902,"endTime":739.28,"body":"I wanted to kind of crawl"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":736.902,"endTime":739.28,"body":"into a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":739.28,"endTime":741.24,"body":"a little hole"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":739.28,"endTime":741.24,"body":"and and for people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":741.24,"endTime":743.284,"body":"to forget about me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":741.24,"endTime":743.284,"body":"and not make comments"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":743.284,"endTime":746.662,"body":"and not say things to me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":743.284,"endTime":746.662,"body":"because, um, yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":746.662,"endTime":749.665,"body":"I'm mostly like body,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":746.662,"endTime":749.665,"body":"just all of this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":749.707,"endTime":750.583,"body":"I'd call it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":750.583,"endTime":753.586,"body":"a mini depression"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":750.583,"endTime":753.586,"body":"after reading a book like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":753.669,"endTime":756.756,"body":"The Noonday Demon"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":753.669,"endTime":756.756,"body":"by Andrew Solomon,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":756.756,"endTime":759.884,"body":"which is all about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":756.756,"endTime":759.884,"body":"depression and goes into"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":759.884,"endTime":762.762,"body":"it really deeply. It's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":759.884,"endTime":762.762,"body":"a massively thick book."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":762.762,"endTime":763.179,"body":"I wouldn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":763.179,"endTime":764.388,"body":"I wouldn't say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":763.179,"endTime":764.388,"body":"I ever experienced"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":764.388,"endTime":767.016,"body":"like a full on depression"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":764.388,"endTime":767.016,"body":"or anything like that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":767.016,"endTime":772.146,"body":"but I certainly felt that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":767.016,"endTime":772.146,"body":"I had something, a mini"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":772.229,"endTime":772.897,"body":"side of that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":772.897,"endTime":775.649,"body":"And like I said, I could"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":775.649,"endTime":777.193,"body":"tolerate living,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":775.649,"endTime":777.193,"body":"I could go on."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":777.193,"endTime":778.652,"body":"I never had any suicidal"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":777.193,"endTime":778.652,"body":"thoughts"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":778.652,"endTime":780.696,"body":"or anything like that, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":780.696,"endTime":781.655,"body":"there would be times where"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":781.655,"endTime":783.24,"body":"I would have kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":781.655,"endTime":783.24,"body":"panic,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":783.24,"endTime":783.908,"body":"panic attacks"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":783.908,"endTime":787.411,"body":"or emotional outbursts"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":783.908,"endTime":787.411,"body":"or things like this where"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":787.495,"endTime":788.871,"body":"it was like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":787.495,"endTime":788.871,"body":"Oh, okay, yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":788.871,"endTime":790.956,"body":"there's a bit of internal"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":788.871,"endTime":790.956,"body":"stuff going on there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":790.956,"endTime":792.541,"body":"So, um,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":792.541,"endTime":792.875,"body":"this is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":792.875,"endTime":794.084,"body":"not Australian per se,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":794.084,"endTime":795.544,"body":"but I just have a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":795.544,"endTime":797.671,"body":"tremendous sympathy"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":795.544,"endTime":797.671,"body":"for teenagers."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":797.671,"endTime":798.589,"body":"Like I said, I,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":798.589,"endTime":800.716,"body":"I don't think there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":798.589,"endTime":800.716,"body":"anything particularly"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":800.716,"endTime":802.843,"body":"uniquely Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":800.716,"endTime":802.843,"body":"about that experience."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":802.843,"endTime":807.473,"body":"I just gave teenagers,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":802.843,"endTime":807.473,"body":"just like Tim, that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":807.556,"endTime":808.682,"body":"what a shitty time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":808.682,"endTime":810.851,"body":"And so when I see"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":808.682,"endTime":810.851,"body":"teenagers"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":810.851,"endTime":814.563,"body":"acting like arseholes or,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":810.851,"endTime":814.563,"body":"you know, being gossipy"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":814.563,"endTime":815.231,"body":"or just being"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":815.231,"endTime":817.107,"body":"a general scumbags"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":815.231,"endTime":817.107,"body":"or ratbags"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":817.107,"endTime":818.025,"body":"like a lot of them are,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":818.025,"endTime":819.193,"body":"and there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":818.025,"endTime":819.193,"body":"nice ones as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":819.193,"endTime":820.361,"body":"But you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":820.361,"endTime":823.239,"body":"you see the, the scumbags"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":820.361,"endTime":823.239,"body":"and the ratty ones."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":823.239,"endTime":825.407,"body":"I generally"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":823.239,"endTime":825.407,"body":"just feel empathy for them"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":825.407,"endTime":827.91,"body":"or just be like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":825.407,"endTime":827.91,"body":"damn, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":827.91,"endTime":828.369,"body":"they're probably"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":828.369,"endTime":830.037,"body":"just trying to do the best"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":828.369,"endTime":830.037,"body":"they can."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":830.037,"endTime":832.748,"body":"Um, perhaps the only"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":830.037,"endTime":832.748,"body":"difference is that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":832.748,"endTime":834.208,"body":"I don't think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":832.748,"endTime":834.208,"body":"we have to be adults too"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":834.208,"endTime":835.626,"body":"quickly here in Australia."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":835.626,"endTime":838.629,"body":"There's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":835.626,"endTime":838.629,"body":"no rites of passage of,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":838.671,"endTime":841.674,"body":"you know, now you're a man"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":838.671,"endTime":841.674,"body":"sort of thing or"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":841.715,"endTime":843.759,"body":"there's no"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":843.843,"endTime":845.678,"body":"real bad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":843.843,"endTime":845.678,"body":"things that happened."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":845.678,"endTime":848.472,"body":"You know, our social"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":845.678,"endTime":848.472,"body":"safety net is wonderful."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":848.472,"endTime":850.266,"body":"It's, it's pretty amazing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":850.266,"endTime":852.351,"body":"So this is one of the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":852.351,"endTime":853.102,"body":"only things where I'll,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":853.102,"endTime":855.062,"body":"I'll give the government"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":853.102,"endTime":855.062,"body":"some credit here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":855.062,"endTime":858.816,"body":"um, because education"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":855.062,"endTime":858.816,"body":"necessities"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":858.899,"endTime":861.902,"body":"and this which is our kind"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":858.899,"endTime":861.902,"body":"of health care,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":862.027,"endTime":865.322,"body":"the National Disability"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":862.027,"endTime":865.322,"body":"Insurance Scheme"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":865.406,"endTime":866.699,"body":"which my mum is on"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":865.406,"endTime":866.699,"body":"at the moment"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":866.699,"endTime":868.45,"body":"with, with her"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":866.699,"endTime":868.45,"body":"Alzheimer's,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":868.45,"endTime":870.828,"body":"they take really, really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":868.45,"endTime":870.828,"body":"good care of people."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":870.828,"endTime":873.706,"body":"And so if you do have,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":870.828,"endTime":873.706,"body":"you know, a sick mum"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":873.706,"endTime":876.041,"body":"or you know, you're"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":876.041,"endTime":878.544,"body":"you're the son or"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":876.041,"endTime":878.544,"body":"daughter of a single mum"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":878.544,"endTime":880.838,"body":"or a single dad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":878.544,"endTime":880.838,"body":"and they get sick,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":880.838,"endTime":884.3,"body":"I do think you get taken"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":880.838,"endTime":884.3,"body":"care of pretty well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":884.383,"endTime":886.093,"body":"Once again"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":884.383,"endTime":886.093,"body":"I'm generalising here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":886.093,"endTime":887.344,"body":"I know there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":887.344,"endTime":890.264,"body":"portions of Australia"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":887.344,"endTime":890.264,"body":"which are lower on the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":890.264,"endTime":891.223,"body":"socio socio"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":891.223,"endTime":893.35,"body":"economic income"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":891.223,"endTime":893.35,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":893.35,"endTime":893.684,"body":"I know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":893.684,"endTime":894.268,"body":"those people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":894.268,"endTime":895.603,"body":"have their"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":894.268,"endTime":895.603,"body":"individual tragedies"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":895.603,"endTime":899.148,"body":"and individual hardships,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":895.603,"endTime":899.148,"body":"but I don't feel like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":899.148,"endTime":901.942,"body":"anyone needs to grow up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":899.148,"endTime":901.942,"body":"too, too quickly here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":901.942,"endTime":903.277,"body":"By and large, you can"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":903.277,"endTime":905.195,"body":"you can get through into"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":903.277,"endTime":905.195,"body":"like kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":905.195,"endTime":905.863,"body":"late teens,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":905.863,"endTime":907.781,"body":"early twenties where"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":907.781,"endTime":909.617,"body":"you don't even have to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":907.781,"endTime":909.617,"body":"really know about money."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":909.617,"endTime":913.579,"body":"You know, I joined"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":909.617,"endTime":913.579,"body":"university when I was 18,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":913.662,"endTime":916.373,"body":"so 18, 19, 20"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":916.415,"endTime":918.876,"body":"was and 21,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":918.876,"endTime":921.879,"body":"like my age, years of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":918.876,"endTime":921.879,"body":"of being at university."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":921.921,"endTime":925.466,"body":"And that was just a time"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":921.921,"endTime":925.466,"body":"where I like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":925.466,"endTime":926.592,"body":"I didn't even know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":925.466,"endTime":926.592,"body":"how much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":926.592,"endTime":928.385,"body":"my engineering"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":926.592,"endTime":928.385,"body":"degree cost, really."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":928.385,"endTime":931.43,"body":"I had a rough idea,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":928.385,"endTime":931.43,"body":"but the government can pay"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":931.43,"endTime":931.722,"body":"for that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":931.722,"endTime":933.307,"body":"You get a loan from them"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":931.722,"endTime":933.307,"body":"and it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":933.307,"endTime":935.476,"body":"a really cheap loan"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":933.307,"endTime":935.476,"body":"or used to be."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":935.476,"endTime":936.352,"body":"Nowadays it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":936.352,"endTime":936.936,"body":"kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":936.936,"endTime":938.896,"body":"jacked up a little bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":936.936,"endTime":938.896,"body":"about how much they"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":938.896,"endTime":940.481,"body":"add on top of it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":938.896,"endTime":940.481,"body":"in terms of interest."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":940.481,"endTime":941.899,"body":"But you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":941.899,"endTime":943.901,"body":"you didn't need to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":941.899,"endTime":943.901,"body":"really know about money."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":943.901,"endTime":946.695,"body":"I didn't really do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":943.901,"endTime":946.695,"body":"my taxes until I was 21"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":946.695,"endTime":949.698,"body":"when I moved out of home"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":946.695,"endTime":949.698,"body":"and started"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":949.698,"endTime":950.824,"body":"becoming a real adult."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":950.824,"endTime":952.701,"body":"So I think that's just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":950.824,"endTime":952.701,"body":"one of those times"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":952.701,"endTime":953.953,"body":"where it's like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":952.701,"endTime":953.953,"body":"yeah, okay,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":953.953,"endTime":955.996,"body":"Australian life is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":953.953,"endTime":955.996,"body":"is pretty damn good."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":955.996,"endTime":957.247,"body":"And, and once again,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":957.247,"endTime":961.085,"body":"even though I had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":957.247,"endTime":961.085,"body":"a turbulent inner world,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":961.168,"endTime":963.128,"body":"everything was still going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":961.168,"endTime":963.128,"body":"pretty good for me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":963.128,"endTime":967.007,"body":"And that was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":963.128,"endTime":967.007,"body":"just like nice."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":967.091,"endTime":968.008,"body":"It was nice to,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":968.008,"endTime":969.176,"body":"to be set up in that way"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":969.176,"endTime":970.761,"body":"for I suppose, some"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":970.761,"endTime":971.679,"body":"maybe more hardships"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":971.679,"endTime":973.138,"body":"that that would come later"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":971.679,"endTime":973.138,"body":"in my life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":973.138,"endTime":976.392,"body":"But I didn't really have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":973.138,"endTime":976.392,"body":"any emotional baggage"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":976.392,"endTime":980.104,"body":"I feel or anything"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":976.392,"endTime":980.104,"body":"that was seriously wrong."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":980.104,"endTime":982.272,"body":"It was just like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":980.104,"endTime":982.272,"body":"this is a nice"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":982.272,"endTime":983.565,"body":"there's a nice"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":982.272,"endTime":983.565,"body":"pretty good life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":983.565,"endTime":984.483,"body":"And even though I might"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":984.483,"endTime":986.151,"body":"have bitched about it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":984.483,"endTime":986.151,"body":"at the time, I,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":986.151,"endTime":988.57,"body":"I certainly look back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":986.151,"endTime":988.57,"body":"and go,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":988.57,"endTime":989.863,"body":"Yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":988.57,"endTime":989.863,"body":"you know, once again,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":989.863,"endTime":991.699,"body":"I think parents did"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":989.863,"endTime":991.699,"body":"a great job."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":991.699,"endTime":994.034,"body":"I think Australia is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":991.699,"endTime":994.034,"body":"a wonderful place to live."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":994.034,"endTime":995.411,"body":"And so growing up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":995.411,"endTime":998.998,"body":"like that was certainly,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":995.411,"endTime":998.998,"body":"certainly very, very nice."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":999.081,"endTime":1000.332,"body":"I'll keep going on"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1000.332,"endTime":1000.749,"body":"I suppose,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1000.749,"endTime":1001.709,"body":"about the next two"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1000.749,"endTime":1001.709,"body":"sections"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1001.709,"endTime":1003.836,"body":"of my life shortly,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1001.709,"endTime":1003.836,"body":"but I'm going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1003.836,"endTime":1005.754,"body":"to jump onto the Boosta"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1003.836,"endTime":1005.754,"body":"Gram Lounge."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1005.754,"endTime":1007.589,"body":"This is going to be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1005.754,"endTime":1007.589,"body":"a slightly shorter"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1007.589,"endTime":1009.717,"body":"episode just compared"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1007.589,"endTime":1009.717,"body":"to the normal ones"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1009.717,"endTime":1011.427,"body":"because I'm once not here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1011.427,"endTime":1013.47,"body":"So going out to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1011.427,"endTime":1013.47,"body":"the Boostagram Lounge,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1013.47,"endTime":1015.472,"body":"for those who don't know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1013.47,"endTime":1015.472,"body":"a boosta"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1015.472,"endTime":1016.306,"body":"Gram is message"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1016.306,"endTime":1020.561,"body":"you can send in directly"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1016.306,"endTime":1020.561,"body":"to the show as a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1020.644,"endTime":1023.981,"body":"thank you of of support"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1020.644,"endTime":1023.981,"body":"for us continuing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1023.981,"endTime":1026.567,"body":"to create these episodes"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1023.981,"endTime":1026.567,"body":"to continuing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1026.567,"endTime":1029.695,"body":"to put out the the podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1026.567,"endTime":1029.695,"body":"and as a way feedback"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1029.695,"endTime":1030.779,"body":"mechanism to know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1030.779,"endTime":1032.031,"body":"how we're going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1030.779,"endTime":1032.031,"body":"for the show"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1032.031,"endTime":1033.949,"body":"know if the topics"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1032.031,"endTime":1033.949,"body":"that we're talking about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1033.949,"endTime":1036.66,"body":"are relating to people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1033.949,"endTime":1036.66,"body":"or connecting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1036.66,"endTime":1037.411,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1037.411,"endTime":1041.29,"body":"So this is where I will"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1037.411,"endTime":1041.29,"body":"direct you"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1041.29,"endTime":1043.167,"body":"to go into a podcasting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1041.29,"endTime":1043.167,"body":"2.0 app,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1043.167,"endTime":1045.085,"body":"which is where you can do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1043.167,"endTime":1045.085,"body":"most of these"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1045.085,"endTime":1046.003,"body":"things, places"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1046.003,"endTime":1050.049,"body":"like Fountain or Pod fans"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1046.003,"endTime":1050.049,"body":"or cost Matic or podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1050.049,"endTime":1054.803,"body":"guru or pod verse"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1050.049,"endTime":1054.803,"body":"or what else is there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1054.887,"endTime":1057.473,"body":"You can go to the podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1054.887,"endTime":1057.473,"body":"index directly,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1057.473,"endTime":1059.516,"body":"you can go to Pod Friend."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1059.516,"endTime":1060.726,"body":"There's there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1059.516,"endTime":1060.726,"body":"a whole bunch of them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1060.726,"endTime":1062.394,"body":"There's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1060.726,"endTime":1062.394,"body":"a whole bunch of breeze,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1062.394,"endTime":1063.52,"body":"there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1062.394,"endTime":1063.52,"body":"a whole bunch of them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1063.52,"endTime":1065.481,"body":"So if you go to Miyamoto's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1065.481,"endTime":1066.982,"body":"podcast dot"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1065.481,"endTime":1066.982,"body":"com slash support,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1066.982,"endTime":1069.151,"body":"you'll see all the details"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1066.982,"endTime":1069.151,"body":"there about that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1069.151,"endTime":1072.321,"body":"So we only really got one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1069.151,"endTime":1072.321,"body":"in for this week"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1072.321,"endTime":1076.45,"body":"and this is from as usual"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1076.533,"endTime":1079.411,"body":"Peter this live actually"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1076.533,"endTime":1079.411,"body":"no, I've got another one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1079.411,"endTime":1081.121,"body":"just coming in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1079.411,"endTime":1081.121,"body":"live on here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1081.121,"endTime":1081.955,"body":"I'll pull out a live one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1081.955,"endTime":1083.373,"body":"first"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1081.955,"endTime":1083.373,"body":"because it's kind of cool."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1083.373,"endTime":1085.084,"body":"So this is from at Stocky"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1085.084,"endTime":1086.46,"body":"and he just says good"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1085.084,"endTime":1086.46,"body":"content"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1086.46,"endTime":1088.295,"body":"tense accent"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1086.46,"endTime":1088.295,"body":"using fountain"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1088.295,"endTime":1089.338,"body":"Thank you my friend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1089.338,"endTime":1091.673,"body":"and he wouldn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1089.338,"endTime":1091.673,"body":"be listening to this live"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1091.673,"endTime":1093.425,"body":"I don't think because this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1093.425,"endTime":1095.844,"body":"isn't live on fountain"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1093.425,"endTime":1095.844,"body":"but there we go."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1095.844,"endTime":1097.137,"body":"Good Good timing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1095.844,"endTime":1097.137,"body":"Thank you."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1097.137,"endTime":1098.555,"body":"Thank you very"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1097.137,"endTime":1098.555,"body":"much, Ducky."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1098.555,"endTime":1100.474,"body":"So the big one that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1098.555,"endTime":1100.474,"body":"we have for this week,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1100.474,"endTime":1103.31,"body":"the one and only really is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1100.474,"endTime":1103.31,"body":"from Peter the Slav."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1103.31,"endTime":1105.187,"body":"And he says, boosting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1103.31,"endTime":1105.187,"body":"your own show under a fake"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1105.187,"endTime":1108.065,"body":"fan identity is a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1105.187,"endTime":1108.065,"body":"dishonest, is dishonest,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1108.065,"endTime":1110.109,"body":"and that is immoral,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1108.065,"endTime":1110.109,"body":"immoral."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1110.109,"endTime":1111.276,"body":"Boosting your own show"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1111.276,"endTime":1113.028,"body":"under your real name"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1111.276,"endTime":1113.028,"body":"is just pathetic."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1113.028,"endTime":1115.114,"body":"If it's to gain"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1113.028,"endTime":1115.114,"body":"ranking in the algorithm."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1115.114,"endTime":1116.281,"body":"Most people have decided"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1116.281,"endTime":1116.74,"body":"it's better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1116.74,"endTime":1119.91,"body":"to live a virtuous life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1116.74,"endTime":1119.91,"body":"and nor be immoral"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1119.91,"endTime":1120.786,"body":"or pathetic."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1120.786,"endTime":1122.371,"body":"Living a virtuous"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1120.786,"endTime":1122.371,"body":"life is rewarding"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1122.371,"endTime":1123.789,"body":"and incentivising"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1122.371,"endTime":1123.789,"body":"on its own."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1123.789,"endTime":1128.335,"body":"25,000 o Bull sat sent"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1123.789,"endTime":1128.335,"body":"using fountain."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1128.335,"endTime":1129.67,"body":"Thank you very much,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1128.335,"endTime":1129.67,"body":"Peter."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1129.67,"endTime":1130.129,"body":"Yeah."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1130.129,"endTime":1132.84,"body":"Look, it was good"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1130.129,"endTime":1132.84,"body":"to just call that out."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1132.84,"endTime":1134.675,"body":"This is one of those times"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1132.84,"endTime":1134.675,"body":"where it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1134.675,"endTime":1135.801,"body":"obviously the thought"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1135.801,"endTime":1137.01,"body":"went through my head"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1135.801,"endTime":1137.01,"body":"and has gone"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1137.01,"endTime":1138.637,"body":"through my head"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1137.01,"endTime":1138.637,"body":"multiple times of, Oh,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1138.637,"endTime":1139.93,"body":"I could do that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1139.93,"endTime":1140.931,"body":"Never, seriously,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1140.931,"endTime":1143.684,"body":"never with the intention"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1140.931,"endTime":1143.684,"body":"of actually doing that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1143.684,"endTime":1146.186,"body":"And I think most people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1146.186,"endTime":1148.147,"body":"I wonder if most people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1146.186,"endTime":1148.147,"body":"have the thought"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1148.147,"endTime":1150.19,"body":"because once again, it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1150.274,"endTime":1151.942,"body":"this is where it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1150.274,"endTime":1151.942,"body":"getting into morality."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1151.942,"endTime":1153.735,"body":"And he says, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1153.735,"endTime":1154.862,"body":"most people decide it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1154.862,"endTime":1156.155,"body":"better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1154.862,"endTime":1156.155,"body":"to live a virtuous life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1156.155,"endTime":1158.157,"body":"And I think that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1156.155,"endTime":1158.157,"body":"probably the same thing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1158.157,"endTime":1160.576,"body":"I think a lot of people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1158.157,"endTime":1160.576,"body":"will see an opportunity"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1160.576,"endTime":1161.326,"body":"to do something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1161.326,"endTime":1162.995,"body":"which is maybe a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1161.326,"endTime":1162.995,"body":"in the grey area"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1162.995,"endTime":1165.33,"body":"or something,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1162.995,"endTime":1165.33,"body":"which is a bit pathetic."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1165.33,"endTime":1166.623,"body":"And they go,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1166.623,"endTime":1167.082,"body":"No, I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1167.082,"endTime":1168.292,"body":"going to choose"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1167.082,"endTime":1168.292,"body":"not to do that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1168.292,"endTime":1171.17,"body":"which I think is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1168.292,"endTime":1171.17,"body":"by definition good."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1171.17,"endTime":1173.755,"body":"Whereas if you don't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1171.17,"endTime":1173.755,"body":"even think about it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1173.755,"endTime":1175.34,"body":"and you just don't do it,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1175.34,"endTime":1176.842,"body":"that's kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1175.34,"endTime":1176.842,"body":"just grey area"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1176.842,"endTime":1177.593,"body":"or something like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1177.593,"endTime":1180.387,"body":"So I think that's a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1177.593,"endTime":1180.387,"body":"good thing to to call out."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1180.387,"endTime":1182.014,"body":"Thank you very much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1180.387,"endTime":1182.014,"body":"for that, Peter."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1182.014,"endTime":1185.058,"body":"And look, there hasn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1182.014,"endTime":1185.058,"body":"been that much Bruce"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1185.058,"endTime":1185.559,"body":"lately."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1185.559,"endTime":1189.104,"body":"Obviously I've"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1185.559,"endTime":1189.104,"body":"taken some time off to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1189.188,"endTime":1193.066,"body":"just chill out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1189.188,"endTime":1193.066,"body":"a little bit to reflect on"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1193.108,"endTime":1194.359,"body":"not necessarily"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1194.359,"endTime":1194.818,"body":"the show,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1194.818,"endTime":1197.654,"body":"but just in my own life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1194.818,"endTime":1197.654,"body":"my mom's life, how things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1197.654,"endTime":1199.239,"body":"are going at the moment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1199.239,"endTime":1200.115,"body":"And so,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1200.115,"endTime":1201.116,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1200.115,"endTime":1201.116,"body":"we're not putting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1201.116,"endTime":1202.659,"body":"as much value out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1201.116,"endTime":1202.659,"body":"as we normally do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1202.659,"endTime":1204.786,"body":"And so we get less"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1202.659,"endTime":1204.786,"body":"value in return,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1204.786,"endTime":1206.455,"body":"which is the value"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1204.786,"endTime":1206.455,"body":"for value way."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1206.455,"endTime":1208.665,"body":"And so we do very much."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1208.665,"endTime":1210.417,"body":"Thank you, Peter, for for"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1210.417,"endTime":1212.252,"body":"for bursting in like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1212.252,"endTime":1214.546,"body":"It does help"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1212.252,"endTime":1214.546,"body":"keep the show going,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1214.546,"endTime":1216.548,"body":"keep us motivated."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1216.548,"endTime":1217.507,"body":"Yeah, you kept us"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1217.507,"endTime":1219.009,"body":"motivated through"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1217.507,"endTime":1219.009,"body":"a long period of time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1219.009,"endTime":1222.221,"body":"So it's really a blessing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1222.221,"endTime":1223.013,"body":"Blessing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1222.221,"endTime":1223.013,"body":"to have you, mate."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1223.013,"endTime":1225.098,"body":"Thank you."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1223.013,"endTime":1225.098,"body":"Thank you so much."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1225.098,"endTime":1228.602,"body":"So I'll go on to the next"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1225.098,"endTime":1228.602,"body":"two sections here,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1228.602,"endTime":1230.02,"body":"which were I suppose"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1230.02,"endTime":1230.771,"body":"I've labelled"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1230.771,"endTime":1232.439,"body":"knowing myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1230.771,"endTime":1232.439,"body":"and then sort of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1232.439,"endTime":1234.775,"body":"solidification"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1232.439,"endTime":1234.775,"body":"and stagnation."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1234.775,"endTime":1237.611,"body":"So I just to try to think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1234.775,"endTime":1237.611,"body":"if there was anything"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1237.611,"endTime":1240.614,"body":"that I really missed"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1237.611,"endTime":1240.614,"body":"about my teenage years."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1240.739,"endTime":1242.282,"body":"So just some funny things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1242.282,"endTime":1246.119,"body":"I was a small, gangly kid."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1242.282,"endTime":1246.119,"body":"I was a pretty cute kid,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1246.203,"endTime":1246.87,"body":"had like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1246.87,"endTime":1250.666,"body":"golden rosy hair probably"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1246.87,"endTime":1250.666,"body":"up until turned into like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1250.666,"endTime":1254.711,"body":"this mousey brown"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1250.666,"endTime":1254.711,"body":"curly hair."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1254.795,"endTime":1256.588,"body":"Yeah, probably"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1254.795,"endTime":1256.588,"body":"about when I hit my teens."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1256.588,"endTime":1260.425,"body":"That was when it started"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1256.588,"endTime":1260.425,"body":"to become a bit more brown"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1260.509,"endTime":1262.594,"body":"and I grew it out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1260.509,"endTime":1262.594,"body":"really long,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1262.594,"endTime":1263.345,"body":"which was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1263.345,"endTime":1264.596,"body":"a really dumb thing to do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1264.596,"endTime":1266.89,"body":"because my face is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1264.596,"endTime":1266.89,"body":"just very long."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1266.89,"endTime":1268.475,"body":"So when I had, like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1266.89,"endTime":1268.475,"body":"this long hair"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1268.475,"endTime":1269.559,"body":"dragging from it, it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1269.559,"endTime":1273.772,"body":"just everything about me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1269.559,"endTime":1273.772,"body":"looked long and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1273.855,"endTime":1274.523,"body":"there's some photos,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1274.523,"endTime":1275.941,"body":"some way"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1274.523,"endTime":1275.941,"body":"I don't have them myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1275.941,"endTime":1278.402,"body":"of, of myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1275.941,"endTime":1278.402,"body":"at around 15."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1278.402,"endTime":1280.445,"body":"And I almost looked"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1278.402,"endTime":1280.445,"body":"anorexic."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1280.445,"endTime":1282.614,"body":"You know, I was so,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1280.445,"endTime":1282.614,"body":"so thin."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1282.614,"endTime":1283.865,"body":"I just played soccer."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1283.865,"endTime":1285.909,"body":"So I was very much into"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1285.909,"endTime":1289.663,"body":"the running and cardio"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1285.909,"endTime":1289.663,"body":"sort of things and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1289.746,"endTime":1292.082,"body":"yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1289.746,"endTime":1292.082,"body":"that was a lot of body"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1292.082,"endTime":1294.376,"body":"image issues back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1292.082,"endTime":1294.376,"body":"then as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1294.376,"endTime":1297.796,"body":"Yes. So the next 5 to 7"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1294.376,"endTime":1297.796,"body":"years was from"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1297.796,"endTime":1299.339,"body":"about the age of 21"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1299.339,"endTime":1303.635,"body":"through to 27, 28, 26,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1299.339,"endTime":1303.635,"body":"something like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1303.677,"endTime":1306.054,"body":"And these were all about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1303.677,"endTime":1306.054,"body":"experience and change."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1306.054,"endTime":1309.558,"body":"I got a girlfriend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1306.054,"endTime":1309.558,"body":"and which turned into"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1309.599,"endTime":1310.142,"body":"girlfriends."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1310.142,"endTime":1312.978,"body":"Eventually I had a job"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1310.142,"endTime":1312.978,"body":"which turned into jobs."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1312.978,"endTime":1314.73,"body":"Eventually I had a friend,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1314.73,"endTime":1317.065,"body":"a friend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1314.73,"endTime":1317.065,"body":"which turned into friends."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1317.065,"endTime":1319.443,"body":"I had a home and then"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1317.065,"endTime":1319.443,"body":"multiple different homes."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1319.443,"endTime":1320.61,"body":"And when I say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1320.61,"endTime":1323.238,"body":"homes with the SE"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1320.61,"endTime":1323.238,"body":"is just implying that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1323.238,"endTime":1325.449,"body":"I went through"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1323.238,"endTime":1325.449,"body":"a series of six sessions"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1325.449,"endTime":1326.074,"body":"of doing this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1326.074,"endTime":1329.036,"body":"So I myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1326.074,"endTime":1329.036,"body":"moved up to Mackay,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1329.244,"endTime":1333.081,"body":"which is north Queensland,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1329.244,"endTime":1333.081,"body":"about in the middle of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1333.123,"endTime":1335.792,"body":"Queensland and then"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1335.876,"endTime":1336.918,"body":"on the East Coast."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1336.918,"endTime":1340.13,"body":"And then where I worked"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1336.918,"endTime":1340.13,"body":"was inland in a coal mine"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1340.213,"endTime":1341.923,"body":"and I moved up there,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1341.923,"endTime":1344.426,"body":"I was there"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1341.923,"endTime":1344.426,"body":"for about three years"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1344.426,"endTime":1347.429,"body":"and so that was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1344.426,"endTime":1347.429,"body":"until the end of 2016"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1347.512,"endTime":1349.765,"body":"was when I quit that job."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1349.765,"endTime":1350.891,"body":"I did pretty"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1349.765,"endTime":1350.891,"body":"well at the job."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1350.891,"endTime":1352.517,"body":"I think I didn't get fired"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1352.517,"endTime":1355.645,"body":"or made redundant"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1352.517,"endTime":1355.645,"body":"during a turbulent period"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1355.645,"endTime":1357.314,"body":"of a downturn in the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1357.314,"endTime":1359.733,"body":"in the coal industry"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1357.314,"endTime":1359.733,"body":"and mining in general."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1359.733,"endTime":1364.279,"body":"So I must've done okay"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1359.733,"endTime":1364.279,"body":"or something like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1364.363,"endTime":1367.449,"body":"And I ended up leaving"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1364.363,"endTime":1367.449,"body":"because I just felt like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1367.449,"endTime":1368.909,"body":"I was stagnating in life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1368.909,"endTime":1370.952,"body":"I was just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1370.952,"endTime":1372.287,"body":"just kind of like moseying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1372.287,"endTime":1373.038,"body":"along and it,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1373.038,"endTime":1376.041,"body":"it almost felt like it was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1373.038,"endTime":1376.041,"body":"starting to pass me by."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1376.249,"endTime":1378.001,"body":"And so I ended up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1376.249,"endTime":1378.001,"body":"quitting."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1378.001,"endTime":1378.919,"body":"I moved back to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1378.919,"endTime":1381.213,"body":"here in Brisbane,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1378.919,"endTime":1381.213,"body":"which is where I am,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1381.213,"endTime":1384.174,"body":"and I also"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1381.213,"endTime":1384.174,"body":"left. My first girlfriend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1384.257,"endTime":1384.716,"body":"came back to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1384.716,"endTime":1385.801,"body":"Brisbane and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1385.801,"endTime":1386.885,"body":"this was where I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1386.885,"endTime":1387.969,"body":"started living in a couple"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1387.969,"endTime":1389.054,"body":"of different places here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1389.054,"endTime":1391.64,"body":"I had a, you know, a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1389.054,"endTime":1391.64,"body":"studio apartment I rented."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1391.64,"endTime":1394.643,"body":"Then I was in West End,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1391.64,"endTime":1394.643,"body":"which is right"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1394.643,"endTime":1397.646,"body":"by the river, whilst"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1394.643,"endTime":1397.646,"body":"also alternating"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1397.646,"endTime":1401.191,"body":"between my parents house"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1397.646,"endTime":1401.191,"body":"and seeing them a lot."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1401.274,"endTime":1403.276,"body":"I tried out a whole bunch"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1401.274,"endTime":1403.276,"body":"of different jobs."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1403.276,"endTime":1406.446,"body":"I painted my parents"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1403.276,"endTime":1406.446,"body":"house for them and Dad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1406.446,"endTime":1408.573,"body":"kind of compensated me for"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1406.446,"endTime":1408.573,"body":"that as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1408.573,"endTime":1408.949,"body":"And I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1408.949,"endTime":1411.952,"body":"did a kind of lousy job"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1408.949,"endTime":1411.952,"body":"because I painted about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1412.035,"endTime":1413.62,"body":"half of it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1413.62,"endTime":1415.08,"body":"in terms of the walls"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1413.62,"endTime":1415.08,"body":"and ceilings,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1415.08,"endTime":1416.665,"body":"but I didn't do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1415.08,"endTime":1416.665,"body":"any of the architraves"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1416.665,"endTime":1418.291,"body":"and the gloss painting."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1418.291,"endTime":1420.001,"body":"And then I just left"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1418.291,"endTime":1420.001,"body":"the Latin America."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1420.001,"endTime":1421.044,"body":"And so I had a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1421.044,"endTime":1424.172,"body":"kind of half painted house"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1421.044,"endTime":1424.172,"body":"for just a year"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1424.172,"endTime":1426.425,"body":"and a half, two years,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1424.172,"endTime":1426.425,"body":"basically. Sorry."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1426.425,"endTime":1427.676,"body":"I'm sorry. That was."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1427.676,"endTime":1430.971,"body":"And yeah, so everything"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1427.676,"endTime":1430.971,"body":"about this was just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1431.054,"endTime":1434.599,"body":"changed and experience. I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1434.683,"endTime":1436.226,"body":"was more"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1434.683,"endTime":1436.226,"body":"in the dating scene."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1436.226,"endTime":1438.812,"body":"I travelled around to like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1438.812,"endTime":1441.106,"body":"eight different countries."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1441.106,"endTime":1443.275,"body":"Now I fulfilled that dream"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1441.106,"endTime":1443.275,"body":"of travelling"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1443.275,"endTime":1445.068,"body":"to South America."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1445.068,"endTime":1447.446,"body":"And then even when"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1445.068,"endTime":1447.446,"body":"I came back from that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1447.446,"endTime":1451.575,"body":"when I was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1447.446,"endTime":1451.575,"body":"going to say 27,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1451.616,"endTime":1453.91,"body":"so this was around 2019."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1453.91,"endTime":1455.036,"body":"I got back from"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1455.036,"endTime":1456.663,"body":"from a big trip"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1455.036,"endTime":1456.663,"body":"and it's like, okay,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1456.663,"endTime":1459.082,"body":"am I going to go back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1456.663,"endTime":1459.082,"body":"into engineering?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1459.082,"endTime":1461.501,"body":"I don't really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1459.082,"endTime":1461.501,"body":"want to do that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1461.501,"endTime":1463.003,"body":"How about this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1461.501,"endTime":1463.003,"body":"podcasting stuff?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1463.003,"endTime":1465.255,"body":"I'll just do it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1463.003,"endTime":1465.255,"body":"for the moment whilst I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1465.255,"endTime":1466.256,"body":"I'm still in this kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1466.256,"endTime":1468.758,"body":"in between phase"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1466.256,"endTime":1468.758,"body":"and then COVID happened"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1468.758,"endTime":1470.01,"body":"and it was like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1468.758,"endTime":1470.01,"body":"yeah, well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1470.01,"endTime":1471.636,"body":"I mean, might as well"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1471.636,"endTime":1473.68,"body":"just keep doing this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1471.636,"endTime":1473.68,"body":"and see how we go with it."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1473.68,"endTime":1476.766,"body":"And, and so that got me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1473.68,"endTime":1476.766,"body":"into, I suppose the,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1476.975,"endTime":1479.936,"body":"the end of 2020"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1476.975,"endTime":1479.936,"body":"roughly where it was like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1479.978,"endTime":1483.064,"body":"a lot of self-development"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1479.978,"endTime":1483.064,"body":"and growth. And so"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1483.148,"endTime":1484.483,"body":"all of this was a rather"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1484.483,"endTime":1486.109,"body":"tremendous growth"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1484.483,"endTime":1486.109,"body":"period for me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1486.109,"endTime":1489.404,"body":"I'd say physically"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1489.446,"endTime":1492.449,"body":"I got strong,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1489.446,"endTime":1492.449,"body":"so I joined the gym,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1492.657,"endTime":1495.66,"body":"got over my belt"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1492.657,"endTime":1495.66,"body":"at body issues and,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1495.785,"endTime":1498.246,"body":"and just found out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1495.785,"endTime":1498.246,"body":"what I loved doing,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1498.246,"endTime":1500.957,"body":"which was callisthenics"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1498.246,"endTime":1500.957,"body":"and handstands."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1500.957,"endTime":1502.834,"body":"I achieved my ultimate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1500.957,"endTime":1502.834,"body":"bold form"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1502.834,"endTime":1504.753,"body":"by finally"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1502.834,"endTime":1504.753,"body":"getting rid of my hair."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1504.753,"endTime":1507.422,"body":"So even back in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1504.753,"endTime":1507.422,"body":"when I was in high school,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1507.422,"endTime":1508.882,"body":"you could already see"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1507.422,"endTime":1508.882,"body":"it was starting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1508.882,"endTime":1511.718,"body":"to recede a bit on the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1508.882,"endTime":1511.718,"body":"on the temples here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1511.718,"endTime":1512.636,"body":"And so"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1512.636,"endTime":1515.096,"body":"I was was a little bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1512.636,"endTime":1515.096,"body":"self-conscious about it."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1515.096,"endTime":1515.847,"body":"It's like, oh,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1515.847,"endTime":1516.056,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1516.056,"endTime":1516.765,"body":"I've got to try and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1516.765,"endTime":1517.933,"body":"grow it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1516.765,"endTime":1517.933,"body":"a little bit longer"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1517.933,"endTime":1520.727,"body":"and cover it up a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1517.933,"endTime":1520.727,"body":"because on a windswept day"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1520.727,"endTime":1522.604,"body":"you'd really see like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1520.727,"endTime":1522.604,"body":"oh is that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1522.604,"endTime":1525.106,"body":"Yeah, it's, it's really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1522.604,"endTime":1525.106,"body":"starting to recede there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1525.106,"endTime":1527.484,"body":"So that was in 2019."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1527.484,"endTime":1529.11,"body":"That was when I,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1527.484,"endTime":1529.11,"body":"I just shaved it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1529.11,"endTime":1531.78,"body":"all off and was like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1529.11,"endTime":1531.78,"body":"are and going to go bald."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1531.78,"endTime":1534.282,"body":"I don't really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1531.78,"endTime":1534.282,"body":"have an option here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1534.366,"endTime":1535.408,"body":"I never really looked at"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1535.408,"endTime":1538.203,"body":"doing hair transplants"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1535.408,"endTime":1538.203,"body":"or anything like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1538.203,"endTime":1541.039,"body":"And, and so that was just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1538.203,"endTime":1541.039,"body":"another like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1541.039,"endTime":1543.041,"body":"tick of the box of like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1543.041,"endTime":1544.251,"body":"right,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1543.041,"endTime":1544.251,"body":"that's another worry."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1544.251,"endTime":1544.876,"body":"Another thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1544.876,"endTime":1548.088,"body":"I don't really care"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1544.876,"endTime":1548.088,"body":"about solved emotionally."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1548.088,"endTime":1549.13,"body":"I think I shared"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1548.088,"endTime":1549.13,"body":"a bunch of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1549.13,"endTime":1551.007,"body":"the kind of unhelpful b.s."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1551.007,"endTime":1554.594,"body":"I learnt a lot of things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1551.007,"endTime":1554.594,"body":"of, of coping, of how"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1554.594,"endTime":1555.303,"body":"I thought the world"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1555.303,"endTime":1558.306,"body":"works,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1555.303,"endTime":1558.306,"body":"of particularly related to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1558.515,"endTime":1560.35,"body":"interactions with women."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1560.35,"endTime":1564.104,"body":"I just developed a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1560.35,"endTime":1564.104,"body":"a lot of mindsets"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1564.104,"endTime":1566.94,"body":"which were helpful"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1566.94,"endTime":1568.858,"body":"when I was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1566.94,"endTime":1568.858,"body":"socially awkward"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1568.858,"endTime":1571.861,"body":"and very, very anxious and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1568.858,"endTime":1571.861,"body":"got me to overcome that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1572.07,"endTime":1575.115,"body":"But one helpful later on."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1575.115,"endTime":1576.408,"body":"And so"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1576.408,"endTime":1578.034,"body":"this was a period"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1576.408,"endTime":1578.034,"body":"of shedding"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1578.034,"endTime":1579.911,"body":"a lot of the learning"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1578.034,"endTime":1579.911,"body":"those,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1579.911,"endTime":1581.705,"body":"unlearning those, I guess,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1581.705,"endTime":1583.081,"body":"and some of them"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1581.705,"endTime":1583.081,"body":"still stick around"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1583.081,"endTime":1585.041,"body":"and you'll hear"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1583.081,"endTime":1585.041,"body":"about those in my own,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1585.041,"endTime":1588.253,"body":"my goals and monthly goals"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1585.041,"endTime":1588.253,"body":"and things like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1588.336,"endTime":1590.922,"body":"Mentally kind of overcame"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1588.336,"endTime":1590.922,"body":"a lot of fears, overcame"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1590.922,"endTime":1592.465,"body":"the fear of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1592.465,"endTime":1594.718,"body":"talking to women, overcame"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1592.465,"endTime":1594.718,"body":"the fear of travelling"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1594.718,"endTime":1596.177,"body":"to a different country"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1596.177,"endTime":1597.387,"body":"where I didn't speak"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1596.177,"endTime":1597.387,"body":"the language."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1597.387,"endTime":1598.555,"body":"It's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1597.387,"endTime":1598.555,"body":"what's going to happen"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1598.555,"endTime":1599.222,"body":"when I land there?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1599.222,"endTime":1601.141,"body":"I'm like, how am I going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1599.222,"endTime":1601.141,"body":"to feed myself?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1601.141,"endTime":1602.392,"body":"I'm not going to be able"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1601.141,"endTime":1602.392,"body":"to talk."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1602.392,"endTime":1603.81,"body":"Someone's going to kill me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1602.392,"endTime":1603.81,"body":"and Rob me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1603.81,"endTime":1605.729,"body":"What's like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1603.81,"endTime":1605.729,"body":"what's going to happen?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1605.729,"endTime":1608.898,"body":"Nothing of that. Well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1605.729,"endTime":1608.898,"body":"I did get robbed, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1608.982,"endTime":1611.026,"body":"but nothing really,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1608.982,"endTime":1611.026,"body":"really bad happens."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1611.026,"endTime":1613.028,"body":"Even the bad thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1611.026,"endTime":1613.028,"body":"was kind of like, Oh,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1613.028,"endTime":1614.738,"body":"okay, well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1613.028,"endTime":1614.738,"body":"I was in too bad."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1614.738,"endTime":1616.74,"body":"And so mentally was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1616.74,"endTime":1618.366,"body":"was getting over"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1616.74,"endTime":1618.366,"body":"a lot of those fears"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1618.366,"endTime":1620.869,"body":"of the fear of dancing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1618.366,"endTime":1620.869,"body":"as well, things like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1620.869,"endTime":1622.621,"body":"Um, philosophically,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1622.621,"endTime":1625.624,"body":"I think I started"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1622.621,"endTime":1625.624,"body":"to create a, a framework"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1625.832,"endTime":1628.501,"body":"for how life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1625.832,"endTime":1628.501,"body":"actually works of,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1628.501,"endTime":1630.754,"body":"of what actually matters."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1630.754,"endTime":1633.715,"body":"And so for things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1630.754,"endTime":1633.715,"body":"like this,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1633.882,"endTime":1634.257,"body":"we've done"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1634.257,"endTime":1637.26,"body":"full episodes on this,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1634.257,"endTime":1637.26,"body":"but it's things like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1637.26,"endTime":1638.386,"body":"I don't necessarily"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1638.386,"endTime":1641.681,"body":"believe in karma,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1638.386,"endTime":1641.681,"body":"but definitely being good"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1641.681,"endTime":1645.727,"body":"and creating those kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1641.681,"endTime":1645.727,"body":"unseen and hidden"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1645.81,"endTime":1647.312,"body":"connections with people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1647.312,"endTime":1651.066,"body":"that tends to come around"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1647.312,"endTime":1651.066,"body":"again,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1651.149,"endTime":1653.526,"body":"aiming for the long term"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1651.149,"endTime":1653.526,"body":"and enjoying the process"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1653.526,"endTime":1655.654,"body":"of creating something out."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1655.654,"endTime":1656.529,"body":"You know, there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1656.529,"endTime":1658.865,"body":"the love of money is kind"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1656.529,"endTime":1658.865,"body":"of the root of all evil."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1658.865,"endTime":1660.45,"body":"So it's not that money"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1658.865,"endTime":1660.45,"body":"itself,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1660.45,"endTime":1661.534,"body":"but it's this greed, it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1661.534,"endTime":1664.663,"body":"this wanting to chase"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1661.534,"endTime":1664.663,"body":"after things to keep up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1664.663,"endTime":1666.79,"body":"with the Joneses"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1664.663,"endTime":1666.79,"body":"of a very much"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1666.79,"endTime":1670.168,"body":"have a, uh,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1666.79,"endTime":1670.168,"body":"an aversion to,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1670.251,"endTime":1673.129,"body":"to physical things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1670.251,"endTime":1673.129,"body":"in terms of like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1673.129,"endTime":1674.422,"body":"I need this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1673.129,"endTime":1674.422,"body":"or I need that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1674.422,"endTime":1676.007,"body":"I need this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1674.422,"endTime":1676.007,"body":"to make me feel happy."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1676.007,"endTime":1677.801,"body":"Now it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1676.007,"endTime":1677.801,"body":"if I'm not feeling happy,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1677.801,"endTime":1679.886,"body":"that's a,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1677.801,"endTime":1679.886,"body":"that's an internal thing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1679.886,"endTime":1683.264,"body":"Focusing on contentment"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1679.886,"endTime":1683.264,"body":"instead of happiness."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1683.306,"endTime":1684.015,"body":"The value"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1684.015,"endTime":1687.435,"body":"of pursuing a passion"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1684.015,"endTime":1687.435,"body":"and setting goals"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1687.435,"endTime":1688.019,"body":"for yourself."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1688.019,"endTime":1690.897,"body":"All of these sorts of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1688.019,"endTime":1690.897,"body":"things were just creating"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1690.897,"endTime":1694.526,"body":"how I wanted to live"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1690.897,"endTime":1694.526,"body":"and how I thought would"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1694.609,"endTime":1695.735,"body":"enable me to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1695.735,"endTime":1697.612,"body":"to live in the world"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1695.735,"endTime":1697.612,"body":"and to do good things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1697.612,"endTime":1699.656,"body":"and to achieve"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1697.612,"endTime":1699.656,"body":"what I wanted to achieve."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1699.656,"endTime":1702.033,"body":"So you what do I like?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1702.033,"endTime":1702.701,"body":"Who am I?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1702.701,"endTime":1703.868,"body":"All of these"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1702.701,"endTime":1703.868,"body":"sorts of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1703.868,"endTime":1705.578,"body":"All of this was done"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1703.868,"endTime":1705.578,"body":"in this period of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1705.578,"endTime":1709.541,"body":"kind of 21"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1705.578,"endTime":1709.541,"body":"to 27, I'd say 28"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1709.624,"endTime":1712.21,"body":"roughly"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1709.624,"endTime":1712.21,"body":"around that period."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1712.21,"endTime":1713.962,"body":"In terms of Australians,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1713.962,"endTime":1715.839,"body":"I think the same sort of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1713.962,"endTime":1715.839,"body":"period is,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1715.839,"endTime":1716.339,"body":"is something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1716.339,"endTime":1719.342,"body":"that maybe we struggle"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1716.339,"endTime":1719.342,"body":"with in general,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1719.426,"endTime":1721.428,"body":"geographically"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1719.426,"endTime":1721.428,"body":"and culturally."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1721.428,"endTime":1724.264,"body":"We are so isolated here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1724.264,"endTime":1724.514,"body":"You know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1724.514,"endTime":1725.724,"body":"we do not have to think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1725.724,"endTime":1727.934,"body":"about global politics"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1725.724,"endTime":1727.934,"body":"if we don't want to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1727.934,"endTime":1732.105,"body":"because we've got oceans"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1727.934,"endTime":1732.105,"body":"on every single side of us"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1732.147,"endTime":1735.024,"body":"to to the nearest,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1732.147,"endTime":1735.024,"body":"you know, like big power"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1735.024,"endTime":1736.359,"body":"or anything."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1736.359,"endTime":1736.86,"body":"It's not like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1736.86,"endTime":1738.737,"body":"we have melting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1736.86,"endTime":1738.737,"body":"and merging"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1738.737,"endTime":1740.155,"body":"like you would in Bulgaria"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1740.155,"endTime":1742.323,"body":"or, you know, a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1740.155,"endTime":1742.323,"body":"landlocked country,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1742.323,"endTime":1745.66,"body":"which is has people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1742.323,"endTime":1745.66,"body":"on every single side of it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1745.827,"endTime":1747.287,"body":"speaking different"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1745.827,"endTime":1747.287,"body":"languages"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1747.287,"endTime":1749.914,"body":"with different customs"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1747.287,"endTime":1749.914,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1749.914,"endTime":1752.584,"body":"I think we the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1749.914,"endTime":1752.584,"body":"the thing is,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1752.584,"endTime":1754.21,"body":"it's like a good"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1752.584,"endTime":1754.21,"body":"and a bad thing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1754.21,"endTime":1755.712,"body":"The good thing is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1755.712,"endTime":1757.797,"body":"we don't have to worry"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1755.712,"endTime":1757.797,"body":"about a lot of stuff."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1757.797,"endTime":1760.592,"body":"We don't have to really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1757.797,"endTime":1760.592,"body":"worry about being invaded."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1760.592,"endTime":1764.637,"body":"And so even though"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1760.592,"endTime":1764.637,"body":"we had some bombings"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1764.637,"endTime":1768.099,"body":"in World War"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1764.637,"endTime":1768.099,"body":"Two for on in Darwin,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1768.099,"endTime":1769.184,"body":"so in the very north"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1769.184,"endTime":1771.644,"body":"of Australia,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1769.184,"endTime":1771.644,"body":"you know that was a very"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1771.644,"endTime":1773.062,"body":"small, isolated thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1773.062,"endTime":1776.065,"body":"compared to the rest"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1773.062,"endTime":1776.065,"body":"of the country now."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1776.149,"endTime":1779.944,"body":"So, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1776.149,"endTime":1779.944,"body":"I think we try and make up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1780.028,"endTime":1782.655,"body":"for it, but by and large,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1782.655,"endTime":1785.158,"body":"as in the sense"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1782.655,"endTime":1785.158,"body":"of being culturally"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1785.158,"endTime":1786.618,"body":"and geographically"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1785.158,"endTime":1786.618,"body":"isolated"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1786.618,"endTime":1788.453,"body":"in terms of having a gap"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1788.453,"endTime":1790.538,"body":"year is very,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1788.453,"endTime":1790.538,"body":"very common instance here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1790.538,"endTime":1793.082,"body":"So that is when you will"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1790.538,"endTime":1793.082,"body":"graduate high school"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1793.082,"endTime":1794.542,"body":"and before you"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1793.082,"endTime":1794.542,"body":"go to university,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1794.542,"endTime":1796.419,"body":"you go to travel"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1794.542,"endTime":1796.419,"body":"for a period of time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1796.419,"endTime":1798.63,"body":"That's a very common"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1796.419,"endTime":1798.63,"body":"thing to do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1798.63,"endTime":1801.466,"body":"I did a version of that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1798.63,"endTime":1801.466,"body":"except I was just 25"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1801.466,"endTime":1803.134,"body":"when I did it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1801.466,"endTime":1803.134,"body":"and had more money."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1803.134,"endTime":1805.011,"body":"So it was a lot more fun"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1805.011,"endTime":1808.139,"body":"out, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1805.011,"endTime":1808.139,"body":"pretty multicultural here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1808.139,"endTime":1812.435,"body":"So even though I would say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1808.139,"endTime":1812.435,"body":"those were isolated"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1812.435,"endTime":1814.27,"body":"in one sense"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1812.435,"endTime":1814.27,"body":"in that we don't get"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1814.27,"endTime":1816.231,"body":"the full effect of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1816.231,"endTime":1817.607,"body":"this is what it is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1816.231,"endTime":1817.607,"body":"like to have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1817.607,"endTime":1819.734,"body":"a Ukrainian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1817.607,"endTime":1819.734,"body":"on your doorstep"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1819.734,"endTime":1822.737,"body":"and the whole country"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1819.734,"endTime":1822.737,"body":"on the on your doorstep."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1822.987,"endTime":1825.657,"body":"We do still have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1822.987,"endTime":1825.657,"body":"a lot of different foods."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1825.657,"endTime":1827.826,"body":"It like there's no real"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1825.657,"endTime":1827.826,"body":"Australian food per"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1827.826,"endTime":1830.829,"body":"se other than meat pies"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1827.826,"endTime":1830.829,"body":"and some desserts."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1830.954,"endTime":1833.373,"body":"Most things that people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1830.954,"endTime":1833.373,"body":"eat will be European"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1833.373,"endTime":1836.209,"body":"pasta or"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1836.292,"endTime":1837.418,"body":"Mexican, i.e."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1837.418,"endTime":1842.465,"body":"Tex-Mex or a lot of Asian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1837.418,"endTime":1842.465,"body":"foods, rice and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1842.549,"endTime":1845.134,"body":"and stir fries and sushi"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1842.549,"endTime":1845.134,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1845.134,"endTime":1849.931,"body":"So yeah, it's kind of this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1845.134,"endTime":1849.931,"body":"weird mix where I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1850.014,"endTime":1853.017,"body":"your average Aussie"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1850.014,"endTime":1853.017,"body":"in this period of life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1853.059,"endTime":1854.602,"body":"I think this is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1853.059,"endTime":1854.602,"body":"where you could get"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1854.602,"endTime":1856.145,"body":"a little bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1854.602,"endTime":1856.145,"body":"stuck in your own ways"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1856.145,"endTime":1858.189,"body":"and maybe not have to go"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1856.145,"endTime":1858.189,"body":"through this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1858.189,"endTime":1859.148,"body":"kind of personal growth"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1859.148,"endTime":1861.86,"body":"and things like this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1859.148,"endTime":1861.86,"body":"because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1861.86,"endTime":1865.446,"body":"we're kind of malleable"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1861.86,"endTime":1865.446,"body":"and we have had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1865.53,"endTime":1868.616,"body":"just forces directed at us"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1865.53,"endTime":1868.616,"body":"which aren't these huge"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1868.616,"endTime":1870.66,"body":"big ones,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1868.616,"endTime":1870.66,"body":"but the real subtle."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1870.66,"endTime":1871.953,"body":"So it's things like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1871.953,"endTime":1873.913,"body":"American media"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1871.953,"endTime":1873.913,"body":"dominate here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1873.913,"endTime":1875.039,"body":"That's, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1875.039,"endTime":1876.291,"body":"in terms of Australian"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1875.039,"endTime":1876.291,"body":"media,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1876.291,"endTime":1878.835,"body":"it's just a replica"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1876.291,"endTime":1878.835,"body":"of of America."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1878.835,"endTime":1883.256,"body":"And our culture is by"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1878.835,"endTime":1883.256,"body":"and large"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1883.256,"endTime":1884.507,"body":"a reflection of that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1884.507,"endTime":1886.467,"body":"things that happened"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1884.507,"endTime":1886.467,"body":"in the United States,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1886.467,"endTime":1889.387,"body":"they tend to happen here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1886.467,"endTime":1889.387,"body":"about four years later."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1889.47,"endTime":1890.68,"body":"Yeah, Asian immigration."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1890.68,"endTime":1892.181,"body":"So we do have that factor."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1892.181,"endTime":1893.6,"body":"And in here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1893.6,"endTime":1894.392,"body":"you'll find Latin"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1894.392,"endTime":1898.271,"body":"American pockets, European"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1894.392,"endTime":1898.271,"body":"political system here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1898.354,"endTime":1901.858,"body":"Um, I've always struggled"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1898.354,"endTime":1901.858,"body":"to describe"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1901.858,"endTime":1904.444,"body":"Australian culture"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1901.858,"endTime":1904.444,"body":"whilst overseas"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1904.444,"endTime":1908.114,"body":"and as a real distinct"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1904.444,"endTime":1908.114,"body":"entity,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1908.156,"endTime":1909.157,"body":"and I always thought"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1908.156,"endTime":1909.157,"body":"that was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1909.157,"endTime":1910.95,"body":"because I wasn't observant"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1909.157,"endTime":1910.95,"body":"enough."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1910.95,"endTime":1914.454,"body":"I didn't really know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1910.95,"endTime":1914.454,"body":"that much about Australia."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1914.454,"endTime":1916.289,"body":"I hadn't thought long"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1914.454,"endTime":1916.289,"body":"and deep about it,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1916.289,"endTime":1919.208,"body":"but I'm starting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1916.289,"endTime":1919.208,"body":"to rethink this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1919.208,"endTime":1920.293,"body":"and actually go,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1920.293,"endTime":1923.296,"body":"You know what, I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1920.293,"endTime":1923.296,"body":"the Australian culture is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1923.379,"endTime":1924.38,"body":"a bit malleable."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1924.38,"endTime":1926.09,"body":"I think it is a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1926.09,"endTime":1928.051,"body":"it's not as distinct"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1926.09,"endTime":1928.051,"body":"as I would say."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1928.051,"endTime":1930.094,"body":"Some other cultures"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1928.051,"endTime":1930.094,"body":"are like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1930.094,"endTime":1933.598,"body":"the American,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1930.094,"endTime":1933.598,"body":"like the Germans, like the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1933.765,"endTime":1936.768,"body":"Colombians, for example,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1933.765,"endTime":1936.768,"body":"or Argentineans"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1936.809,"endTime":1939.27,"body":"and and so"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1936.809,"endTime":1939.27,"body":"this is where I it's,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1939.27,"endTime":1940.605,"body":"it's kind of going like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1939.27,"endTime":1940.605,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1940.605,"endTime":1942.357,"body":"knowing, knowing thyself,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1942.357,"endTime":1944.192,"body":"which I think is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1942.357,"endTime":1944.192,"body":"is a very important thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1944.192,"endTime":1945.693,"body":"for for an average person."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1945.693,"endTime":1946.444,"body":"I do think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1946.444,"endTime":1948.154,"body":"it's kind of hard"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1946.444,"endTime":1948.154,"body":"for Australians to do just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1948.154,"endTime":1950.615,"body":"by and large in general,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1948.154,"endTime":1950.615,"body":"because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1950.615,"endTime":1953.534,"body":"how I struggled to say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1950.615,"endTime":1953.534,"body":"that there's a real strong"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1953.534,"endTime":1955.036,"body":"Australian culture"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1955.036,"endTime":1956.663,"body":"when I compare it to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1956.663,"endTime":1958.414,"body":"other places"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1956.663,"endTime":1958.414,"body":"that I've been overseas."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1958.414,"endTime":1960.541,"body":"And once again,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1958.414,"endTime":1960.541,"body":"this is just a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1960.541,"endTime":1963.711,"body":"nice lucky factor in me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1960.541,"endTime":1963.711,"body":"that I got the opportunity"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1963.711,"endTime":1964.921,"body":"to travel, that I,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1964.921,"endTime":1966.839,"body":"I had,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1964.921,"endTime":1966.839,"body":"you know, a lot of freedom"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1966.839,"endTime":1970.343,"body":"to go for a long"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1966.839,"endTime":1970.343,"body":"time and got to experience"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1970.426,"endTime":1972.971,"body":"most of Latin America and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1972.971,"endTime":1974.138,"body":"really get to know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1974.138,"endTime":1975.306,"body":"what it is like there"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1975.306,"endTime":1976.432,"body":"and just how different"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1976.432,"endTime":1976.933,"body":"their lives"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1976.933,"endTime":1977.642,"body":"are in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1977.642,"endTime":1979.477,"body":"of their financial"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1977.642,"endTime":1979.477,"body":"systems,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1979.477,"endTime":1979.894,"body":"in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1979.894,"endTime":1981.062,"body":"of their"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1979.894,"endTime":1981.062,"body":"political systems,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1981.062,"endTime":1984.273,"body":"in terms of their family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1981.062,"endTime":1984.273,"body":"and socio social systems"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1984.273,"endTime":1985.65,"body":"and all these"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1984.273,"endTime":1985.65,"body":"sorts of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1985.65,"endTime":1987.235,"body":"So that was a pretty"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1987.235,"endTime":1989.946,"body":"important period for me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1987.235,"endTime":1989.946,"body":"and I would say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1989.946,"endTime":1993.992,"body":"the best period of my life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1989.946,"endTime":1993.992,"body":"so far in terms of,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1994.075,"endTime":1994.826,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1994.075,"endTime":1994.826,"body":"when you're a kid,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1994.826,"endTime":1996.744,"body":"you just don't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1994.826,"endTime":1996.744,"body":"really appreciate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1996.744,"endTime":1998.371,"body":"what's going on."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1998.371,"endTime":2000.081,"body":"A teen age"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":1998.371,"endTime":2000.081,"body":"is definitely soccer."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2000.081,"endTime":2001.791,"body":"I wouldn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2000.081,"endTime":2001.791,"body":"go back to that, but,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2001.791,"endTime":2003.71,"body":"you know, I would"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2001.791,"endTime":2003.71,"body":"I would relive"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2003.71,"endTime":2005.211,"body":"at least portions of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2005.211,"endTime":2006.587,"body":"of this time period"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2005.211,"endTime":2006.587,"body":"because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2006.587,"endTime":2007.88,"body":"I still have my problems."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2007.88,"endTime":2011.801,"body":"And a lot of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2007.88,"endTime":2011.801,"body":"it was finding out how to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2011.884,"endTime":2013.886,"body":"think and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2011.884,"endTime":2013.886,"body":"how to react differently."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2013.886,"endTime":2015.93,"body":"But it was really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2013.886,"endTime":2015.93,"body":"when I was 25"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2015.93,"endTime":2019.1,"body":"where I feel like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2015.93,"endTime":2019.1,"body":"I kind of solidified it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2019.1,"endTime":2021.185,"body":"as who was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2019.1,"endTime":2021.185,"body":"I am as a as Carmen"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2021.185,"endTime":2023.479,"body":"and knowing myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2021.185,"endTime":2023.479,"body":"and things like this."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2023.479,"endTime":2024.48,"body":"And if you go back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2024.48,"endTime":2026.983,"body":"to the fifth episode"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2024.48,"endTime":2026.983,"body":"of the models."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2026.983,"endTime":2028.818,"body":"So number five,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2028.818,"endTime":2029.277,"body":"that was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2029.277,"endTime":2030.903,"body":"that was the whole point"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2029.277,"endTime":2030.903,"body":"of that episode,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2030.903,"endTime":2035.199,"body":"just talking about what"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2030.903,"endTime":2035.199,"body":"it was like to to turn 25,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2035.283,"endTime":2037.452,"body":"which gets us onto"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2035.283,"endTime":2037.452,"body":"the last section"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2037.452,"endTime":2040.705,"body":"here of of solidification"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2037.452,"endTime":2040.705,"body":"and stagnation."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2040.788,"endTime":2043.791,"body":"So, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2040.788,"endTime":2043.791,"body":"due to the above,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2043.791,"endTime":2046.627,"body":"I think I somewhat"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2043.791,"endTime":2046.627,"body":"breezed through COVID."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2046.627,"endTime":2048.88,"body":"I kind of knew"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2046.627,"endTime":2048.88,"body":"about myself."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2048.88,"endTime":2051.674,"body":"So this was I'm talking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2048.88,"endTime":2051.674,"body":"now from 2021"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2051.674,"endTime":2053.051,"body":"until the present day,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2053.051,"endTime":2055.887,"body":"and then we'll go"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2053.051,"endTime":2055.887,"body":"into the future as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2055.887,"endTime":2059.682,"body":"How you know, I spent 2"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2055.887,"endTime":2059.682,"body":"to 3 years in a real"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2059.766,"endTime":2060.975,"body":"slow, steady grind."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2060.975,"endTime":2062.351,"body":"I've talked about this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2060.975,"endTime":2062.351,"body":"many times"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2062.351,"endTime":2065.229,"body":"20, 21, 20, 20, 20"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2065.313,"endTime":2066.898,"body":"were basically"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2065.313,"endTime":2066.898,"body":"the same year for me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2066.898,"endTime":2068.566,"body":"I really cannot separate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2068.566,"endTime":2069.692,"body":"those two years apart,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2069.692,"endTime":2071.319,"body":"which is really strange"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2069.692,"endTime":2071.319,"body":"for me because"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2071.319,"endTime":2072.737,"body":"usually in life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2072.737,"endTime":2074.697,"body":"I have these distinct"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2072.737,"endTime":2074.697,"body":"moments of like, Oh,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2074.697,"endTime":2076.074,"body":"I remember what happened"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2074.697,"endTime":2076.074,"body":"in that year."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2076.074,"endTime":2077.95,"body":"I remember what happened"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2076.074,"endTime":2077.95,"body":"in this year."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2077.95,"endTime":2080.411,"body":"Big event,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2077.95,"endTime":2080.411,"body":"big change there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2080.411,"endTime":2083.414,"body":"Those two years,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2080.411,"endTime":2083.414,"body":"they've just were there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2083.414,"endTime":2084.707,"body":"Was they weren't wasted"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2084.707,"endTime":2086.334,"body":"because they were"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2084.707,"endTime":2086.334,"body":"spent in a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2086.334,"endTime":2088.544,"body":"a steady pursuit of goals."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2088.544,"endTime":2091.839,"body":"I really improved"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2088.544,"endTime":2091.839,"body":"my Spanish, my handstands"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2091.839,"endTime":2093.007,"body":"really improved."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2093.007,"endTime":2095.468,"body":"I made a great new friend,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2093.007,"endTime":2095.468,"body":"group"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2095.468,"endTime":2099.097,"body":"of handstand buddies"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2099.18,"endTime":2100.556,"body":"and and it was just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2099.18,"endTime":2100.556,"body":"pursuing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2100.556,"endTime":2102.725,"body":"all of these individual"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2100.556,"endTime":2102.725,"body":"little things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2102.725,"endTime":2106.395,"body":"Yet it kind of felt like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2102.725,"endTime":2106.395,"body":"I was stagnating in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2106.395,"endTime":2107.522,"body":"of many of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2107.522,"endTime":2109.565,"body":"the important"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2107.522,"endTime":2109.565,"body":"characteristics,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2109.565,"endTime":2111.651,"body":"the things that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2109.565,"endTime":2111.651,"body":"I really value in my life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2111.651,"endTime":2114.654,"body":"my my eight goals,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2111.651,"endTime":2114.654,"body":"which are related to,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2114.654,"endTime":2114.904,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2114.904,"endTime":2116.572,"body":"finding a long term"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2114.904,"endTime":2116.572,"body":"partner"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2116.572,"endTime":2118.157,"body":"to establishing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2116.572,"endTime":2118.157,"body":"relationships"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2118.157,"endTime":2121.536,"body":"with strong relationships"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2118.157,"endTime":2121.536,"body":"with friends and family,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2121.619,"endTime":2125.373,"body":"to getting my finances"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2121.619,"endTime":2125.373,"body":"all set and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2125.456,"endTime":2130.211,"body":"and, you know, in a way"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2125.456,"endTime":2130.211,"body":"where I'm not likely to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2130.294,"endTime":2133.756,"body":"experience financial"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2130.294,"endTime":2133.756,"body":"hardship and to do well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2133.756,"endTime":2135.633,"body":"if I can, from that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2135.633,"endTime":2138.052,"body":"of contemplating spiritual"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2135.633,"endTime":2138.052,"body":"things and building up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2138.052,"endTime":2141.931,"body":"my character of travelling"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2138.052,"endTime":2141.931,"body":"around the world, of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2142.014,"endTime":2146.853,"body":"being able to create"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2142.014,"endTime":2146.853,"body":"and make things better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2146.936,"endTime":2148.688,"body":"for my own,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2148.688,"endTime":2149.438,"body":"I called it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2149.438,"endTime":2151.315,"body":"just like general"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2149.438,"endTime":2151.315,"body":"knowledge and skills"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2151.315,"endTime":2153.025,"body":"and, and all of these"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2151.315,"endTime":2153.025,"body":"sorts of things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2153.025,"endTime":2156.612,"body":"I think really played"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2153.025,"endTime":2156.612,"body":"a part into my general"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2156.696,"endTime":2160.783,"body":"just disposition"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2156.696,"endTime":2160.783,"body":"then and of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2160.867,"endTime":2163.494,"body":"how I wasn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2160.867,"endTime":2163.494,"body":"and of my health as well."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2163.494,"endTime":2165.788,"body":"That was the last one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2163.494,"endTime":2165.788,"body":"that I had on there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2165.788,"endTime":2168.291,"body":"All of those things did"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2165.788,"endTime":2168.291,"body":"okay, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2168.291,"endTime":2169.792,"body":"I don't,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2168.291,"endTime":2169.792,"body":"I don't really feel like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2169.792,"endTime":2173.838,"body":"I grew as much as I did"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2169.792,"endTime":2173.838,"body":"in that period from"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2173.921,"endTime":2178.634,"body":"21 until about 26"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2173.921,"endTime":2178.634,"body":"in comparison to all of 27"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2178.634,"endTime":2183.181,"body":"and to 31 to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2178.634,"endTime":2183.181,"body":"this this current day. And"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2183.264,"endTime":2184.14,"body":"this is where I'm going."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2184.14,"endTime":2184.974,"body":"Like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2184.14,"endTime":2184.974,"body":"you know, it was slow,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2184.974,"endTime":2185.6,"body":"steady growth"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2185.6,"endTime":2187.226,"body":"of some things, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2187.226,"endTime":2189.645,"body":"I I'm coming"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2187.226,"endTime":2189.645,"body":"to the kind of conclusion"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2189.645,"endTime":2190.188,"body":"that I've just been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2190.188,"endTime":2191.814,"body":"stagnating a lot recently,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2191.814,"endTime":2192.857,"body":"and I can't help"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2192.857,"endTime":2194.734,"body":"but feel that I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2192.857,"endTime":2194.734,"body":"just waiting,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2194.734,"endTime":2197.695,"body":"you know, I'm kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2194.734,"endTime":2197.695,"body":"waiting, on happen"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2197.695,"endTime":2200.031,"body":"what's going to happen"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2197.695,"endTime":2200.031,"body":"with my mom and and like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2200.031,"endTime":2201.324,"body":"do I need to be in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2200.031,"endTime":2201.324,"body":"Australia?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2201.324,"endTime":2203.492,"body":"Would I be able to travel"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2201.324,"endTime":2203.492,"body":"overseas?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2203.492,"endTime":2204.869,"body":"I'm waiting at the moment"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2204.869,"endTime":2207.038,"body":"for just some wrist"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2204.869,"endTime":2207.038,"body":"and elbow injuries"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2207.038,"endTime":2209.207,"body":"that have been plaguing me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2207.038,"endTime":2209.207,"body":"the last year, too,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2209.207,"endTime":2211.584,"body":"to stopping me from"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2211.584,"endTime":2213.169,"body":"going after"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2211.584,"endTime":2213.169,"body":"the one arm handstand"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2213.169,"endTime":2216.172,"body":"like this dream goal"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2213.169,"endTime":2216.172,"body":"I have in my head"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2216.172,"endTime":2218.216,"body":"now. I'm kind of waiting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2216.172,"endTime":2218.216,"body":"for like a bull market"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2218.216,"endTime":2223.804,"body":"for the the Bitcoin and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2218.216,"endTime":2223.804,"body":"crypto for my finances."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2223.888,"endTime":2226.307,"body":"I'm waiting to find a girl"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2223.888,"endTime":2226.307,"body":"I'm waiting for like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2226.307,"endTime":2227.516,"body":"the network effects of the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2227.516,"endTime":2231.062,"body":"podcast to really kick up."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2231.145,"endTime":2234.148,"body":"It feels"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2231.145,"endTime":2234.148,"body":"like I'm kind of just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2234.398,"endTime":2234.899,"body":"I don't know."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2234.899,"endTime":2235.858,"body":"It feels like I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2235.858,"endTime":2237.86,"body":"not really doing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2235.858,"endTime":2237.86,"body":"much at the moment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2237.86,"endTime":2239.195,"body":"Even though"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2237.86,"endTime":2239.195,"body":"I'm doing things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2239.195,"endTime":2242.865,"body":"It all feels a lot"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2239.195,"endTime":2242.865,"body":"the same and I'll"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2242.865,"endTime":2245.117,"body":"talk in a second"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2242.865,"endTime":2245.117,"body":"about that, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2245.117,"endTime":2246.869,"body":"I kind of feel like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2245.117,"endTime":2246.869,"body":"I have full life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2246.869,"endTime":2249.747,"body":"past available to me now"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2246.869,"endTime":2249.747,"body":"and I'm living"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2249.747,"endTime":2252.833,"body":"in this weird section"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2249.747,"endTime":2252.833,"body":"now where one life path"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2252.833,"endTime":2257.255,"body":"is to go down the full"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2257.338,"endTime":2258.839,"body":"freedom."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2258.839,"endTime":2260.633,"body":"I wouldn't call it hippie,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2260.633,"endTime":2262.051,"body":"but very alternative life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2262.051,"endTime":2266.222,"body":"So go full in podcasting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2262.051,"endTime":2266.222,"body":"mode."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2266.305,"endTime":2269.934,"body":"You know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2266.305,"endTime":2269.934,"body":"where just random clothes"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2270.017,"endTime":2273.896,"body":"not care about what"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2270.017,"endTime":2273.896,"body":"you know, sports or things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2273.896,"endTime":2274.397,"body":"like that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2274.397,"endTime":2277.775,"body":"or getting a house"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2274.397,"endTime":2277.775,"body":"or having a wife and kids"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2277.858,"endTime":2280.611,"body":"or getting a 9 to 5"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2277.858,"endTime":2280.611,"body":"and having a stable job"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2280.611,"endTime":2281.612,"body":"and income"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2281.612,"endTime":2282.78,"body":"and and, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2282.78,"endTime":2285.658,"body":"going to barbecues"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2282.78,"endTime":2285.658,"body":"with friends and,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2285.658,"endTime":2285.95,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2285.95,"endTime":2287.451,"body":"the kind of standard"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2287.451,"endTime":2288.119,"body":"standard life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2288.119,"endTime":2289.328,"body":"that I guess"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2288.119,"endTime":2289.328,"body":"my parents live"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2289.328,"endTime":2291.998,"body":"through the Aussie dream"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2289.328,"endTime":2291.998,"body":"in many ways and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2291.998,"endTime":2294.959,"body":"and just doing something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2291.998,"endTime":2294.959,"body":"completely radical,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2294.959,"endTime":2297.378,"body":"keeping myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2294.959,"endTime":2297.378,"body":"as a nomad of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2297.378,"endTime":2299.297,"body":"of being able to travel"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2297.378,"endTime":2299.297,"body":"whenever I want,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2299.297,"endTime":2302.55,"body":"of just maximising"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2299.297,"endTime":2302.55,"body":"for freedom in my life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2302.633,"endTime":2305.636,"body":"You know, that's one life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2302.633,"endTime":2305.636,"body":"path that's ahead of me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2305.72,"endTime":2307.471,"body":"Another life path is, is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2307.471,"endTime":2309.473,"body":"to do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2307.471,"endTime":2309.473,"body":"all of those things is to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2309.473,"endTime":2309.765,"body":"perhaps"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2309.765,"endTime":2311.309,"body":"go back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2309.765,"endTime":2311.309,"body":"to an engineering job,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2311.309,"endTime":2313.185,"body":"which is a lot"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2311.309,"endTime":2313.185,"body":"more steady."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2313.185,"endTime":2316.105,"body":"And you know, that way"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2313.185,"endTime":2316.105,"body":"I might meet like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2316.105,"endTime":2317.315,"body":"you know, the kind of girl"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2317.315,"endTime":2321.152,"body":"who I really want to and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2317.315,"endTime":2321.152,"body":"we can settle down and,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2321.152,"endTime":2325.865,"body":"you know, have the 2.1"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2321.152,"endTime":2325.865,"body":"kids or 1.9 kids, which is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2325.948,"endTime":2328.409,"body":"what the the standard is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2325.948,"endTime":2328.409,"body":"now for Australians."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2328.409,"endTime":2330.286,"body":"I could get the mortgage,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2330.286,"endTime":2330.578,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2330.578,"endTime":2331.287,"body":"we could"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2331.287,"endTime":2334.165,"body":"move out into the suburbs"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2331.287,"endTime":2334.165,"body":"and be close to her"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2334.165,"endTime":2335.708,"body":"family and."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2335.708,"endTime":2338.461,"body":"You know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2335.708,"endTime":2338.461,"body":"I could do the 9 to 5 and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2338.461,"endTime":2339.712,"body":"and kind of hate my job"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2339.712,"endTime":2341.63,"body":"and then come back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2339.712,"endTime":2341.63,"body":"on the weekends and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2341.63,"endTime":2345.634,"body":"and spend time with her"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2341.63,"endTime":2345.634,"body":"and watch Netflix and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2345.676,"endTime":2347.678,"body":"not chase"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2345.676,"endTime":2347.678,"body":"after all of these things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2347.678,"endTime":2349.263,"body":"that I kind of want to do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2349.263,"endTime":2351.599,"body":"But you know that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2351.599,"endTime":2354.602,"body":"that holding me back"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2351.599,"endTime":2354.602,"body":"from from doing, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2354.769,"endTime":2357.355,"body":"I can't have a 9 to 5"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2354.769,"endTime":2357.355,"body":"and do the podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2357.355,"endTime":2360.191,"body":"like I do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2357.355,"endTime":2360.191,"body":"now. It'd be impossible."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2360.274,"endTime":2363.152,"body":"So that's, that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2360.274,"endTime":2363.152,"body":"like a second life path."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2363.152,"endTime":2365.529,"body":"The, the third life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2363.152,"endTime":2365.529,"body":"path is kind of where"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2365.529,"endTime":2367.49,"body":"I'm at at the moment,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2365.529,"endTime":2367.49,"body":"which is,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2367.49,"endTime":2369.658,"body":"is just alternating"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2367.49,"endTime":2369.658,"body":"between them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2369.658,"endTime":2370.993,"body":"You know, it's so bizarre"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2370.993,"endTime":2372.244,"body":"sometimes of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2372.244,"endTime":2373.913,"body":"hanging out with my high"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2372.244,"endTime":2373.913,"body":"school friends"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2373.913,"endTime":2375.956,"body":"who are more on the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2373.913,"endTime":2375.956,"body":"9 to 5 one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2375.956,"endTime":2380.044,"body":"and then on the weekend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2375.956,"endTime":2380.044,"body":"hanging out with my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2380.086,"endTime":2381.796,"body":"friends who do handstands"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2381.796,"endTime":2384.423,"body":"and are"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2381.796,"endTime":2384.423,"body":"into the circus and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2384.423,"endTime":2387.635,"body":"you know, don't care"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2384.423,"endTime":2387.635,"body":"about having a mortgage"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2387.635,"endTime":2388.886,"body":"or a house and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2388.886,"endTime":2392.431,"body":"more living in the moment,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2388.886,"endTime":2392.431,"body":"that sort of thing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2392.515,"endTime":2396.811,"body":"And and I'm jammed in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2392.515,"endTime":2396.811,"body":"between these two worlds,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2396.894,"endTime":2398.479,"body":"and I'm not really picking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2396.894,"endTime":2398.479,"body":"either of them."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2398.479,"endTime":2399.688,"body":"I'm kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2399.688,"endTime":2401.19,"body":"I'm trying to have my cake"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2401.19,"endTime":2403.192,"body":"and eat it, too, and just,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2403.192,"endTime":2405.444,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2403.192,"endTime":2405.444,"body":"it feels like I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2405.444,"endTime":2407.571,"body":"I'm kind of screwing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2405.444,"endTime":2407.571,"body":"both of them up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2407.571,"endTime":2409.698,"body":"at the moment,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2407.571,"endTime":2409.698,"body":"if I had to say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2409.698,"endTime":2410.866,"body":"And I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2409.698,"endTime":2410.866,"body":"there's a fourth life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2410.866,"endTime":2413.119,"body":"path,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2410.866,"endTime":2413.119,"body":"which is to be able to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2413.119,"endTime":2414.745,"body":"have my cake"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2413.119,"endTime":2414.745,"body":"and eat it too,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2414.745,"endTime":2417.206,"body":"which is to be able to,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2417.289,"endTime":2417.623,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2417.623,"endTime":2421.085,"body":"follow the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2417.623,"endTime":2421.085,"body":"podcast as a as a pursuit,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2421.168,"endTime":2422.545,"body":"but get real"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2421.168,"endTime":2422.545,"body":"serious about it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2422.545,"endTime":2425.548,"body":"to make it into a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2422.545,"endTime":2425.548,"body":"9 to 5 job to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2425.673,"endTime":2427.258,"body":"to make it professional."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2427.258,"endTime":2429.927,"body":"And, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2427.258,"endTime":2429.927,"body":"there is that opportunity"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2429.927,"endTime":2430.761,"body":"available."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2430.761,"endTime":2434.348,"body":"There is the opportunity"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2430.761,"endTime":2434.348,"body":"to, to travel and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2434.432,"endTime":2436.767,"body":"have freedom,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2434.432,"endTime":2436.767,"body":"but also to make sure"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2436.767,"endTime":2438.561,"body":"that I'm being responsible"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2436.767,"endTime":2438.561,"body":"with my family,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2438.561,"endTime":2441.897,"body":"to make sure that I am,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2438.561,"endTime":2441.897,"body":"you know, there for my mom"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2441.897,"endTime":2443.732,"body":"and my dad and my brother,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2441.897,"endTime":2443.732,"body":"if need be,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2443.732,"endTime":2444.9,"body":"and not be just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2444.9,"endTime":2447.903,"body":"gallivanting about doing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2444.9,"endTime":2447.903,"body":"whatever the hell I want."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2447.903,"endTime":2449.989,"body":"I think it's possible."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2449.989,"endTime":2453.409,"body":"And I think it requires"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2449.989,"endTime":2453.409,"body":"more effort on my part,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2453.492,"endTime":2457.163,"body":"more thinking and almost"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2457.246,"endTime":2458.122,"body":"becoming kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2458.122,"endTime":2461.125,"body":"a stronger person"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2458.122,"endTime":2461.125,"body":"of making decisions of,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2461.333,"endTime":2462.918,"body":"Yeah, if I feel like I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2462.918,"endTime":2464.545,"body":"in a rut at this moment,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2462.918,"endTime":2464.545,"body":"well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2464.545,"endTime":2465.963,"body":"what are you going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2464.545,"endTime":2465.963,"body":"to do about it?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2465.963,"endTime":2466.755,"body":"Are you going to change?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2466.755,"endTime":2470.134,"body":"Are you going to perhaps"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2466.755,"endTime":2470.134,"body":"go to a new gym?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2470.217,"endTime":2472.136,"body":"Are you perhaps going to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2472.136,"endTime":2474.221,"body":"really take time off"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2472.136,"endTime":2474.221,"body":"and go, You know what?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2474.221,"endTime":2474.638,"body":"I'm going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2474.638,"endTime":2477.641,"body":"to take six months off"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2474.638,"endTime":2477.641,"body":"to let my body fully heal"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2477.85,"endTime":2482.646,"body":"and not do stupid things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2477.85,"endTime":2482.646,"body":"and try and handstand,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2482.646,"endTime":2484.857,"body":"even though"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2482.646,"endTime":2484.857,"body":"you might not be ready."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2484.94,"endTime":2486.942,"body":"Are you willing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2484.94,"endTime":2486.942,"body":"to sit down and go, okay,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2486.942,"endTime":2488.36,"body":"how do I make the podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2488.36,"endTime":2490.821,"body":"into something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2488.36,"endTime":2490.821,"body":"financially viable,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2490.821,"endTime":2492.156,"body":"which can bring in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2492.156,"endTime":2493.282,"body":"maybe it doesn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2492.156,"endTime":2493.282,"body":"need to be super"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2493.282,"endTime":2495.659,"body":"steady income,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2493.282,"endTime":2495.659,"body":"but can bring in an income"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2495.659,"endTime":2499.33,"body":"which would be able to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2495.659,"endTime":2499.33,"body":"sustain a wife and kids."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2499.413,"endTime":2501.415,"body":"Have you thought about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2501.415,"endTime":2503.876,"body":"how you're going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2501.415,"endTime":2503.876,"body":"to find this partner?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2503.876,"endTime":2506.712,"body":"Should you be doing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2503.876,"endTime":2506.712,"body":"more things like going out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2506.712,"endTime":2508.464,"body":"to more social groups,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2506.712,"endTime":2508.464,"body":"which is perhaps"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2508.464,"endTime":2509.798,"body":"not your forte, but,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2509.798,"endTime":2510.174,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2510.174,"endTime":2511.884,"body":"I was part of a run"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2510.174,"endTime":2511.884,"body":"club for a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2511.884,"endTime":2513.344,"body":"and I made some friends"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2511.884,"endTime":2513.344,"body":"there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2513.344,"endTime":2516.514,"body":"And then just due to it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2513.344,"endTime":2516.514,"body":"being kind of far away"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2516.514,"endTime":2516.889,"body":"from where"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2516.889,"endTime":2519.058,"body":"I am at the moment"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2516.889,"endTime":2519.058,"body":"and having to drive"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2519.058,"endTime":2520.726,"body":"through peak hour traffic"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2519.058,"endTime":2520.726,"body":"and fucking hate"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2520.726,"endTime":2524.063,"body":"traffic are not doing that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2520.726,"endTime":2524.063,"body":"well, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2524.146,"endTime":2526.941,"body":"traffic is what a lot of 9"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2524.146,"endTime":2526.941,"body":"to 5 people do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2526.941,"endTime":2527.233,"body":"Maybe"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2527.233,"endTime":2529.443,"body":"you just have to put up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2527.233,"endTime":2529.443,"body":"with that and that is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2529.443,"endTime":2532.78,"body":"part of your determination"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2529.443,"endTime":2532.78,"body":"of living"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2532.863,"endTime":2534.198,"body":"those both of those worlds"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2534.198,"endTime":2536.033,"body":"and having your cake"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2534.198,"endTime":2536.033,"body":"and eating it too"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2536.033,"endTime":2539.245,"body":"does require"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2536.033,"endTime":2539.245,"body":"some sacrifices. So"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2539.328,"endTime":2539.954,"body":"I guess this all"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2539.954,"endTime":2544.333,"body":"gets onto"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2539.954,"endTime":2544.333,"body":"the Australian aspect,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2544.416,"endTime":2546.293,"body":"which is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2544.416,"endTime":2546.293,"body":"I feel we all kind of lost"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2546.293,"endTime":2547.086,"body":"two years to go."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2547.086,"endTime":2549.046,"body":"But that was just a,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2549.046,"endTime":2550.881,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2549.046,"endTime":2550.881,"body":"it was okay for me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2550.881,"endTime":2553.3,"body":"being solitude,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2550.881,"endTime":2553.3,"body":"working on something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2553.3,"endTime":2555.594,"body":"on a podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2553.3,"endTime":2555.594,"body":"where I didn't have to."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2555.594,"endTime":2557.096,"body":"I always had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2555.594,"endTime":2557.096,"body":"something to do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2557.096,"endTime":2559.265,"body":"I always had work to do,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2559.265,"endTime":2562.768,"body":"and that was,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2559.265,"endTime":2562.768,"body":"that was good for me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2562.768,"endTime":2564.937,"body":"That was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2562.768,"endTime":2564.937,"body":"that was a good time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2564.937,"endTime":2567.69,"body":"But I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2564.937,"endTime":2567.69,"body":"a lot of people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2567.69,"endTime":2568.732,"body":"didn't have that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2568.732,"endTime":2571.36,"body":"And I'm kind of wondering,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2568.732,"endTime":2571.36,"body":"you know, is this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2571.36,"endTime":2574.071,"body":"is this just me getting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2571.36,"endTime":2574.071,"body":"to an age in my life?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2574.071,"endTime":2577.908,"body":"I'm 31 now, so like early"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2574.071,"endTime":2577.908,"body":"thirties, almost 32"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2577.992,"endTime":2578.993,"body":"and four months time."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2578.993,"endTime":2581.704,"body":"And is this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2578.993,"endTime":2581.704,"body":"just a period of life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2581.704,"endTime":2582.413,"body":"where it's like, no,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2582.413,"endTime":2584.29,"body":"you've kind of solidified,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2584.29,"endTime":2586.166,"body":"you are going to become"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2584.29,"endTime":2586.166,"body":"more stubborn,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2586.166,"endTime":2588.294,"body":"more grumpy,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2586.166,"endTime":2588.294,"body":"you are going to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2588.294,"endTime":2591.171,"body":"change less"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2588.294,"endTime":2591.171,"body":"and be less malleable."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2591.171,"endTime":2592.381,"body":"And this is just a growing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2592.381,"endTime":2593.841,"body":"pain I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2592.381,"endTime":2593.841,"body":"kind of going through now."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2593.841,"endTime":2594.174,"body":"This is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2594.174,"endTime":2596.343,"body":"this just all in my head"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2594.174,"endTime":2596.343,"body":"and it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2596.343,"endTime":2598.095,"body":"just some bullshit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2596.343,"endTime":2598.095,"body":"that I'm coming up with"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2598.095,"endTime":2602.808,"body":"because our life is not"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2598.095,"endTime":2602.808,"body":"as exciting and I'm not"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2602.891,"endTime":2606.061,"body":"changing as much as I was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2602.891,"endTime":2606.061,"body":"when I was in my mid to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2606.061,"endTime":2608.063,"body":"early twenties."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2608.147,"endTime":2608.564,"body":"I don't know."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2608.564,"endTime":2608.856,"body":"We have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2608.856,"endTime":2610.816,"body":"access to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2608.856,"endTime":2610.816,"body":"so much opportunity here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2610.816,"endTime":2612.109,"body":"and I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2610.816,"endTime":2612.109,"body":"don't want to waste it."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2612.109,"endTime":2614.945,"body":"I really don't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2612.109,"endTime":2614.945,"body":"want to live a life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2614.945,"endTime":2618.198,"body":"where I look back and go,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2614.945,"endTime":2618.198,"body":"You didn't risk it."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2618.198,"endTime":2618.699,"body":"You didn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2618.699,"endTime":2620.242,"body":"you didn't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2618.699,"endTime":2620.242,"body":"put in enough effort to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2620.242,"endTime":2621.869,"body":"to try and create"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2620.242,"endTime":2621.869,"body":"the life that you wanted"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2621.869,"endTime":2623.537,"body":"and you had a substandard"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2621.869,"endTime":2623.537,"body":"life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2623.537,"endTime":2624.496,"body":"I don't want that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2624.496,"endTime":2627.291,"body":"I really,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2624.496,"endTime":2627.291,"body":"really don't want that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2627.291,"endTime":2629.209,"body":"And Australia is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2629.209,"endTime":2630.711,"body":"is a pretty accepting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2629.209,"endTime":2630.711,"body":"culture,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2630.711,"endTime":2632.838,"body":"all things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2630.711,"endTime":2632.838,"body":"being considered."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2632.838,"endTime":2635.674,"body":"I think if you want to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2632.838,"endTime":2635.674,"body":"carve out your own life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2635.674,"endTime":2639.678,"body":"if you want to be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2635.674,"endTime":2639.678,"body":"the entrepreneur and work,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2639.762,"endTime":2643.515,"body":"you know, 68 hour weeks,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2639.762,"endTime":2643.515,"body":"that's accepted here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2643.515,"endTime":2646.185,"body":"And if you want to laze"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2643.515,"endTime":2646.185,"body":"about and be a beach bum"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2646.185,"endTime":2648.312,"body":"and just take go,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2646.185,"endTime":2648.312,"body":"you know, go"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2648.312,"endTime":2650.356,"body":"with the flow,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2648.312,"endTime":2650.356,"body":"you're also accepted here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2650.356,"endTime":2653.233,"body":"And it's not like society"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2650.356,"endTime":2653.233,"body":"really shames"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2653.233,"endTime":2656.236,"body":"or pressures or pushes"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2653.233,"endTime":2656.236,"body":"one way or the other."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2656.236,"endTime":2657.279,"body":"I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2656.236,"endTime":2657.279,"body":"I think that's one thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2657.279,"endTime":2658.28,"body":"about Australian culture,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2658.28,"endTime":2660.908,"body":"which"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2658.28,"endTime":2660.908,"body":"is pretty good, which is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2660.991,"endTime":2661.825,"body":"like we"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2661.825,"endTime":2664.161,"body":"just we just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2661.825,"endTime":2664.161,"body":"don't care for a lot of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2664.161,"endTime":2665.621,"body":"a lot of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2665.621,"endTime":2667.748,"body":"We're content like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2665.621,"endTime":2667.748,"body":"well, we'll work hard,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2667.748,"endTime":2671.001,"body":"but also will want"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2667.748,"endTime":2671.001,"body":"to enjoy the fruits"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2671.001,"endTime":2671.96,"body":"of that hard work."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2671.96,"endTime":2672.294,"body":"And it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2672.294,"endTime":2673.545,"body":"and it's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2672.294,"endTime":2673.545,"body":"not like a constant"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2673.545,"endTime":2677.424,"body":"grind of trying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2673.545,"endTime":2677.424,"body":"to keep up of do better."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2677.508,"endTime":2680.052,"body":"And this is why, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2677.508,"endTime":2680.052,"body":"I think a lot of this is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2680.052,"endTime":2681.387,"body":"related to the weather"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2681.387,"endTime":2683.972,"body":"of just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2681.387,"endTime":2683.972,"body":"being in a sunny place and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2683.972,"endTime":2684.89,"body":"having good temperatures."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2684.89,"endTime":2686.6,"body":"So you can go outside and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2686.6,"endTime":2688.102,"body":"and hang out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2686.6,"endTime":2688.102,"body":"with your friends."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2688.102,"endTime":2689.895,"body":"You can go to the beach,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2688.102,"endTime":2689.895,"body":"you can go hiking,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2689.895,"endTime":2693.565,"body":"you can do all of these"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2689.895,"endTime":2693.565,"body":"sorts of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2693.649,"endTime":2696.485,"body":"The best of times"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2696.485,"endTime":2698.987,"body":"has for me has has been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2698.987,"endTime":2702.366,"body":"these kind of periods"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2698.987,"endTime":2702.366,"body":"where I feel like I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2702.408,"endTime":2705.411,"body":"not doing anything"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2702.408,"endTime":2705.411,"body":"or I'm doing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2705.411,"endTime":2707.454,"body":"I've reached"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2705.411,"endTime":2707.454,"body":"the end of the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2707.454,"endTime":2710.749,"body":"the stage of of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2707.454,"endTime":2710.749,"body":"just putting in solid work"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2710.749,"endTime":2711.25,"body":"and effort."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2711.25,"endTime":2711.917,"body":"I can do that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2711.917,"endTime":2713.419,"body":"But life passes"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2711.917,"endTime":2713.419,"body":"you by really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2713.419,"endTime":2715.421,"body":"quick when you do that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2715.504,"endTime":2716.63,"body":"When I was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2716.63,"endTime":2717.631,"body":"getting good at soccer,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2717.631,"endTime":2718.34,"body":"when I was going through"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2718.34,"endTime":2720.592,"body":"uni and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2718.34,"endTime":2720.592,"body":"just focusing on uni"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2720.592,"endTime":2722.136,"body":"and kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2720.592,"endTime":2722.136,"body":"knuckling,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2722.136,"endTime":2723.554,"body":"I was barely even"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2722.136,"endTime":2723.554,"body":"knuckling down."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2723.554,"endTime":2727.474,"body":"Like I said, you need"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2723.554,"endTime":2727.474,"body":"was never too hard for me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2727.558,"endTime":2730.811,"body":"I those periods"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2727.558,"endTime":2730.811,"body":"just flash by me so,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2730.811,"endTime":2732.104,"body":"so quick"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2732.104,"endTime":2733.814,"body":"and led up to these"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2733.814,"endTime":2735.441,"body":"periods where it's like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2733.814,"endTime":2735.441,"body":"okay,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2735.441,"endTime":2737.693,"body":"you can now going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2735.441,"endTime":2737.693,"body":"to leave university and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2737.693,"endTime":2738.902,"body":"have to fend for your own."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2738.902,"endTime":2740.195,"body":"You're going to have to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2740.195,"endTime":2742.489,"body":"find a place"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2740.195,"endTime":2742.489,"body":"you can have to rent it."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2742.489,"endTime":2744.324,"body":"You can have to fill it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2742.489,"endTime":2744.324,"body":"with furniture or not."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2744.324,"endTime":2746.785,"body":"You can"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2744.324,"endTime":2746.785,"body":"you can make the decision."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2746.785,"endTime":2748.245,"body":"You're going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2746.785,"endTime":2748.245,"body":"to have to experience"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2748.245,"endTime":2749.455,"body":"what it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2748.245,"endTime":2749.455,"body":"being in a workplace"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2749.455,"endTime":2751.707,"body":"with a whole bunch"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2749.455,"endTime":2751.707,"body":"of different people."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2751.707,"endTime":2752.666,"body":"You're going to have to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2752.666,"endTime":2754.209,"body":"experience what it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2752.666,"endTime":2754.209,"body":"to have a girlfriend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2754.209,"endTime":2757.212,"body":"for the first time for"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2754.209,"endTime":2757.212,"body":"for these sorts of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2757.212,"endTime":2759.339,"body":"And I feel like just this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2759.339,"endTime":2760.007,"body":"this period,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2760.007,"endTime":2762.676,"body":"this last period is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2760.007,"endTime":2762.676,"body":"just kind of been like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2762.676,"endTime":2763.427,"body":"stagnating."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2763.427,"endTime":2767.556,"body":"And I've put in a lot"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2763.427,"endTime":2767.556,"body":"of solid work and effort"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2767.639,"endTime":2769.808,"body":"and I think I'm ready to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2769.892,"endTime":2772.019,"body":"to do something new to go."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2772.019,"endTime":2774.354,"body":"And like I said, I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2772.019,"endTime":2774.354,"body":"still kind of waiting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2774.354,"endTime":2775.189,"body":"on a couple of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2775.189,"endTime":2777.775,"body":"I still kind of need to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2775.189,"endTime":2777.775,"body":"to see how"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2777.775,"endTime":2779.067,"body":"my mum's going to go,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2777.775,"endTime":2779.067,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2779.067,"endTime":2780.736,"body":"will I be able to travel"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2780.736,"endTime":2783.489,"body":"to Brazil next year, early"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2780.736,"endTime":2783.489,"body":"next year in April?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2783.489,"endTime":2785.949,"body":"Like I really want to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2785.949,"endTime":2789.244,"body":"will, will my will,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2785.949,"endTime":2789.244,"body":"my arms and my, my wrists,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2789.328,"endTime":2790.329,"body":"are they going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2789.328,"endTime":2790.329,"body":"to get better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2790.329,"endTime":2791.58,"body":"or do I need to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2791.58,"endTime":2794.875,"body":"take real proactive effort"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2791.58,"endTime":2794.875,"body":"and go, okay,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2794.958,"endTime":2797.252,"body":"I need to maybe get a stem"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2794.958,"endTime":2797.252,"body":"cell injection,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2797.252,"endTime":2800.255,"body":"I need to completely"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2797.252,"endTime":2800.255,"body":"stay off them for a while"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2800.422,"endTime":2802.049,"body":"I need to do more research"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2802.049,"endTime":2806.136,"body":"and more for on prep and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2802.049,"endTime":2806.136,"body":"all those sorts of things."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2806.178,"endTime":2807.262,"body":"I think I'm kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2806.178,"endTime":2807.262,"body":"getting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2807.262,"endTime":2809.64,"body":"to the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2807.262,"endTime":2809.64,"body":"stage where it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2809.723,"endTime":2811.892,"body":"this next"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2809.723,"endTime":2811.892,"body":"year is going to be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2811.892,"endTime":2815.813,"body":"pivotal in some ways of,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2811.892,"endTime":2815.813,"body":"okay, yeah, you're done."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2815.854,"endTime":2816.23,"body":"Okay."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2816.23,"endTime":2818.857,"body":"At the podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2816.23,"endTime":2818.857,"body":"you've got a loyal base."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2818.857,"endTime":2821.568,"body":"It's it's, it's small,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2818.857,"endTime":2821.568,"body":"but it's growing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2821.568,"endTime":2824.029,"body":"What if you invested"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2824.029,"endTime":2825.906,"body":"50 hours"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2824.029,"endTime":2825.906,"body":"a week into the podcast?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2825.906,"endTime":2827.449,"body":"I don't do that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2825.906,"endTime":2827.449,"body":"much at the moment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2827.449,"endTime":2829.576,"body":"It's probably like 20, 25,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2829.576,"endTime":2831.328,"body":"which is also getting"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2829.576,"endTime":2831.328,"body":"to another thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2831.328,"endTime":2832.246,"body":"I wanted to talk about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2832.246,"endTime":2835.249,"body":"was in the past"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2832.246,"endTime":2835.249,"body":"I've mentioned, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2835.374,"endTime":2838.21,"body":"I'm kind of like a self."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2838.21,"endTime":2839.753,"body":"It's not not"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2838.21,"endTime":2839.753,"body":"self-made man,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2839.753,"endTime":2840.754,"body":"I've never described that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2840.754,"endTime":2843.757,"body":"But whenever I was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2840.754,"endTime":2843.757,"body":"talking about finances"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2843.757,"endTime":2844.55,"body":"because it is kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2844.55,"endTime":2844.967,"body":"a little bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2844.967,"endTime":2845.968,"body":"of a black box,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2845.968,"endTime":2847.803,"body":"I can imagine you at home,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2845.968,"endTime":2847.803,"body":"you're like, Well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2847.803,"endTime":2849.221,"body":"you can't just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2847.803,"endTime":2849.221,"body":"buy my reckoning."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2849.221,"endTime":2853.1,"body":"Then you haven't had a real job for like six years,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2853.183,"endTime":2855.102,"body":"which is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2853.183,"endTime":2855.102,"body":"true from the end of 2016"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2855.102,"endTime":2858.897,"body":"to the and seven years"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2855.102,"endTime":2858.897,"body":"to the end of 2023."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2858.981,"endTime":2860.19,"body":"B coming up on seven years"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2860.19,"endTime":2861.859,"body":"and in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2860.19,"endTime":2861.859,"body":"about a month's time"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2861.859,"endTime":2864.278,"body":"and you go, okay, well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2864.278,"endTime":2865.737,"body":"what have you done for"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2864.278,"endTime":2865.737,"body":"money? Like what?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2865.737,"endTime":2867.531,"body":"How have you sustained"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2865.737,"endTime":2867.531,"body":"yourself?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2867.531,"endTime":2870.534,"body":"That was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2867.531,"endTime":2870.534,"body":"and I've always said like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2870.534,"endTime":2870.826,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2870.826,"endTime":2873.745,"body":"I have my own savings"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2870.826,"endTime":2873.745,"body":"and this is true,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2873.745,"endTime":2875.873,"body":"but I look at"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2873.745,"endTime":2875.873,"body":"a lot of things in my life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2875.873,"endTime":2877.249,"body":"and I go, you know what?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2877.249,"endTime":2880.919,"body":"I got given a huge leg up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2877.249,"endTime":2880.919,"body":"in so many different ways"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2881.003,"endTime":2882.629,"body":"of my net"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2881.003,"endTime":2882.629,"body":"worth at the moment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2882.629,"endTime":2886.592,"body":"Right now, I would say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2882.629,"endTime":2886.592,"body":"one fifth of it was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2886.675,"endTime":2890.095,"body":"was kind of given to me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2886.675,"endTime":2890.095,"body":"by family"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2890.178,"endTime":2892.806,"body":"as as you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2890.178,"endTime":2892.806,"body":"well wishes."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2892.806,"endTime":2894.266,"body":"As for doing good in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2894.266,"endTime":2897.603,"body":"university and high school"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2894.266,"endTime":2897.603,"body":"and things like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2897.686,"endTime":2899.313,"body":"And even"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2897.686,"endTime":2899.313,"body":"to this day, like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2899.313,"endTime":2903.525,"body":"you know, I live in a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2899.313,"endTime":2903.525,"body":"in a house that that was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2903.609,"endTime":2905.611,"body":"rented out to me and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2903.609,"endTime":2905.611,"body":"it's like dirt cheap rent."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2905.611,"endTime":2906.904,"body":"So, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2906.904,"endTime":2910.699,"body":"I'm paying almost"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2906.904,"endTime":2910.699,"body":"essentially nothing. The"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2910.782,"endTime":2912.701,"body":"is so many things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2910.782,"endTime":2912.701,"body":"where I'm like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2912.701,"endTime":2915.495,"body":"okay, I have always had"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2912.701,"endTime":2915.495,"body":"like a little bit of say,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2915.495,"endTime":2919.166,"body":"even just in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2915.495,"endTime":2919.166,"body":"of the safety net of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2919.249,"endTime":2922.252,"body":"when when my mum and dad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2919.249,"endTime":2922.252,"body":"passed away."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2922.377,"endTime":2925.005,"body":"That's a lot of wealth"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2922.377,"endTime":2925.005,"body":"that could is just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2925.005,"endTime":2926.089,"body":"going to go to me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2925.005,"endTime":2926.089,"body":"and my brother."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2926.089,"endTime":2928.425,"body":"Like I said, family wise,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2926.089,"endTime":2928.425,"body":"we're not that close"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2928.425,"endTime":2931.678,"body":"with everyone else,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2928.425,"endTime":2931.678,"body":"so it would just go to us."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2931.762,"endTime":2934.514,"body":"I try and not let that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2934.514,"endTime":2936.016,"body":"get to my head of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2934.514,"endTime":2936.016,"body":"of something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2936.016,"endTime":2938.685,"body":"that I can rely upon"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2936.016,"endTime":2938.685,"body":"and and things like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2938.685,"endTime":2939.895,"body":"And I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2939.978,"endTime":2940.854,"body":"certainly don't live"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2940.854,"endTime":2943.523,"body":"my life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2940.854,"endTime":2943.523,"body":"as like a trust fund baby"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2943.523,"endTime":2944.566,"body":"or anything like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2944.566,"endTime":2949.196,"body":"And if I did, my dad would"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2944.566,"endTime":2949.196,"body":"certainly cut me off."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2949.279,"endTime":2951.531,"body":"But but there is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2949.279,"endTime":2951.531,"body":"there has been this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2951.531,"endTime":2955.827,"body":"element of like almost one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2951.531,"endTime":2955.827,"body":"fifth of my life is just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2955.911,"endTime":2957.913,"body":"has just been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2957.913,"endTime":2960.582,"body":"supported, has been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2957.913,"endTime":2960.582,"body":"kind of on cruise control."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2960.582,"endTime":2962.459,"body":"There's always been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2960.582,"endTime":2962.459,"body":"a bit of a safety net."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2962.459,"endTime":2965.087,"body":"And I"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2965.087,"endTime":2966.713,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2965.087,"endTime":2966.713,"body":"I don't know that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2966.713,"endTime":2968.382,"body":"played into my thinking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2966.713,"endTime":2968.382,"body":"that much."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2968.382,"endTime":2972.511,"body":"And that's just in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2968.382,"endTime":2972.511,"body":"of, you know, I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2972.594,"endTime":2974.388,"body":"that that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2972.594,"endTime":2974.388,"body":"just in terms of finances."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2974.388,"endTime":2977.14,"body":"But even"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2974.388,"endTime":2977.14,"body":"when I think of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2977.14,"endTime":2980.435,"body":"have I really gone"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2977.14,"endTime":2980.435,"body":"all in on something,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2980.477,"endTime":2983.23,"body":"you know, I took a pretty"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2980.477,"endTime":2983.23,"body":"All-In thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2983.23,"endTime":2984.731,"body":"of travelling"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2983.23,"endTime":2984.731,"body":"Latin America"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2984.731,"endTime":2987.734,"body":"that that certainly was"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2987.776,"endTime":2989.444,"body":"of getting over my social"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2987.776,"endTime":2989.444,"body":"anxiety."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2989.444,"endTime":2992.28,"body":"That certainly was."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2992.364,"endTime":2992.99,"body":"I don't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2992.99,"endTime":2993.865,"body":"know if I have something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2993.865,"endTime":2995.784,"body":"that I can go"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2993.865,"endTime":2995.784,"body":"all in on at the moment"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2995.784,"endTime":2997.744,"body":"and maybe it's like I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2995.784,"endTime":2997.744,"body":"lacking a goal,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2997.744,"endTime":3001.164,"body":"maybe I'm lacking that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":2997.744,"endTime":3001.164,"body":"that thing that really"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3001.248,"endTime":3004.126,"body":"was such a pain point"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3001.248,"endTime":3004.126,"body":"for me at"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3004.126,"endTime":3006.086,"body":"different areas"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3004.126,"endTime":3006.086,"body":"of my life,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3006.086,"endTime":3006.837,"body":"and I don't want to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3006.837,"endTime":3009.84,"body":"have to create one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3006.837,"endTime":3009.84,"body":"just to fulfil it,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3009.965,"endTime":3011.842,"body":"but it's also like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3011.842,"endTime":3015.929,"body":"I wonder if that that kind"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3011.842,"endTime":3015.929,"body":"of like 20% holding,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3016.013,"endTime":3019.975,"body":"that 20% support mentality"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3016.013,"endTime":3019.975,"body":"has kind of affected me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3019.975,"endTime":3022.602,"body":"a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3019.975,"endTime":3022.602,"body":"where I'm just I'm content"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3022.602,"endTime":3026.815,"body":"to not get everything"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3022.602,"endTime":3026.815,"body":"that I can out of life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3026.898,"endTime":3030.861,"body":"And I'm a bit I'm a bit"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3026.898,"endTime":3030.861,"body":"concerned about that. So"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3030.944,"endTime":3032.696,"body":"what can you expect to sum"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3030.944,"endTime":3032.696,"body":"this all up?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3032.696,"endTime":3034.865,"body":"I suppose"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3034.865,"endTime":3037.284,"body":"living in Australia"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3034.865,"endTime":3037.284,"body":"has been a blessing."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3037.284,"endTime":3039.578,"body":"It's a it's an amazing,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3037.284,"endTime":3039.578,"body":"wonderful country."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3039.578,"endTime":3043.373,"body":"My life here in Australia"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3039.578,"endTime":3043.373,"body":"was amazing and wonderful"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3043.457,"endTime":3046.46,"body":"and I,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3046.501,"endTime":3048.295,"body":"in terms of regrets"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3046.501,"endTime":3048.295,"body":"or things like that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3048.295,"endTime":3050.005,"body":"I don't really have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3050.005,"endTime":3051.339,"body":"strong,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3050.005,"endTime":3051.339,"body":"you know, the things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3051.339,"endTime":3053.258,"body":"I would have done"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3051.339,"endTime":3053.258,"body":"differently if I could."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3053.258,"endTime":3054.76,"body":"And those people"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3053.258,"endTime":3054.76,"body":"that I hurt"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3054.76,"endTime":3056.344,"body":"unintentionally or,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3056.344,"endTime":3058.722,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3056.344,"endTime":3058.722,"body":"should have known better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3058.722,"endTime":3061.725,"body":"and I try to live"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3061.725,"endTime":3063.852,"body":"a better life and be a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3061.725,"endTime":3063.852,"body":"better person than I was."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3063.852,"endTime":3069.649,"body":"But I you know, I don't"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3063.852,"endTime":3069.649,"body":"necessarily know if I am."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3069.733,"endTime":3071.61,"body":"And that's not something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3069.733,"endTime":3071.61,"body":"to laugh as"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3071.61,"endTime":3074.613,"body":"nervous off the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3074.821,"endTime":3077.074,"body":"Australia"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3074.821,"endTime":3077.074,"body":"was really good to me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3077.074,"endTime":3079.034,"body":"and I think I've done"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3077.074,"endTime":3079.034,"body":"okay. All things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3079.034,"endTime":3081.828,"body":"being considered up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3079.034,"endTime":3081.828,"body":"to this point"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3081.828,"endTime":3083.622,"body":"and I feel I'm ready"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3083.622,"endTime":3086.917,"body":"for something new and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3087.0,"endTime":3089.419,"body":"I'm living the worst"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3087.0,"endTime":3089.419,"body":"of those kind of for life."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3089.419,"endTime":3091.963,"body":"So I had talked about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3089.419,"endTime":3091.963,"body":"before,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3091.963,"endTime":3095.258,"body":"I'm living the worst"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3091.963,"endTime":3095.258,"body":"one right now, which is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3095.342,"endTime":3097.803,"body":"just, just dicking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3095.342,"endTime":3097.803,"body":"around, stagnating,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3097.803,"endTime":3099.012,"body":"nothing's happening."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3099.012,"endTime":3102.516,"body":"And choosing one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3099.012,"endTime":3102.516,"body":"of the two others, which"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3102.766,"endTime":3105.477,"body":"I think would leave me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3102.766,"endTime":3105.477,"body":"ultimately unfulfilled,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3105.477,"endTime":3110.023,"body":"of the 9 to 5 or all"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3105.477,"endTime":3110.023,"body":"living the alternate life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3110.107,"endTime":3112.359,"body":"that would be better"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3110.107,"endTime":3112.359,"body":"than this kind of current"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3112.359,"endTime":3114.361,"body":"malaise"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3112.359,"endTime":3114.361,"body":"that I'm in right now."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3114.361,"endTime":3115.862,"body":"But there is"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3114.361,"endTime":3115.862,"body":"that fourth one, which"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3115.862,"endTime":3120.784,"body":"I think I can do,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3115.862,"endTime":3120.784,"body":"which I think will work,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3120.867,"endTime":3121.91,"body":"but it requires"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3121.91,"endTime":3123.12,"body":"some kind of like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3123.12,"endTime":3124.83,"body":"tough decision"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3123.12,"endTime":3124.83,"body":"and maybe even radical"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3124.83,"endTime":3126.206,"body":"decisions on my part."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3126.206,"endTime":3127.415,"body":"Not going to stop"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3126.206,"endTime":3127.415,"body":"doing the podcast"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3127.415,"endTime":3130.001,"body":"or anything like that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3127.415,"endTime":3130.001,"body":"but maybe it's like"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3130.001,"endTime":3134.172,"body":"I need to distance myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3130.001,"endTime":3134.172,"body":"from certain friends"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3134.172,"endTime":3137.05,"body":"or maybe I need to go out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3134.172,"endTime":3137.05,"body":"and create new ones."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3137.05,"endTime":3141.805,"body":"Maybe I need to put myself"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3137.05,"endTime":3141.805,"body":"physically and just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3141.847,"endTime":3142.514,"body":"completely different."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3142.514,"endTime":3143.849,"body":"I've been thinking about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3142.514,"endTime":3143.849,"body":"that, you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3143.849,"endTime":3147.352,"body":"just where I'm located"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3143.849,"endTime":3147.352,"body":"physically at the moment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3147.435,"endTime":3150.438,"body":"It's not"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3147.435,"endTime":3150.438,"body":"really near the city"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3150.564,"endTime":3151.314,"body":"organising."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3151.314,"endTime":3151.815,"body":"Like there's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3151.815,"endTime":3154.776,"body":"less serendipity in terms"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3151.815,"endTime":3154.776,"body":"of just meeting people."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3155.026,"endTime":3157.112,"body":"All the people I meet out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3155.026,"endTime":3157.112,"body":"here,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3157.112,"endTime":3160.073,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3157.112,"endTime":3160.073,"body":"they're mostly families"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3160.073,"endTime":3162.868,"body":"in the supermarkets,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3160.073,"endTime":3162.868,"body":"in the gym,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3162.868,"endTime":3164.661,"body":"everyone's kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3162.868,"endTime":3164.661,"body":"in the, in the lane"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3164.661,"endTime":3167.664,"body":"a little bit and knows"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3164.661,"endTime":3167.664,"body":"what they're doing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3167.873,"endTime":3169.875,"body":"and I'm not sure"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3167.873,"endTime":3169.875,"body":"this is the environment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3169.875,"endTime":3171.209,"body":"That's, that's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3169.875,"endTime":3171.209,"body":"right for me either,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3171.209,"endTime":3171.418,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3171.418,"endTime":3172.294,"body":"all these sorts of things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3172.294,"endTime":3173.253,"body":"just playing around"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3172.294,"endTime":3173.253,"body":"in my head."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3173.253,"endTime":3176.548,"body":"So I can't give any solid"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3176.631,"endTime":3177.757,"body":"proof"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3176.631,"endTime":3177.757,"body":"of what I'm going to do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3177.757,"endTime":3179.509,"body":"But that's certainly going"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3177.757,"endTime":3179.509,"body":"to be something I'm"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3179.509,"endTime":3180.135,"body":"going to be thinking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3180.135,"endTime":3183.805,"body":"about a lot over this next"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3180.135,"endTime":3183.805,"body":"month or two."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3183.847,"endTime":3186.85,"body":"And I'll keep you"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3183.847,"endTime":3186.85,"body":"informed."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3186.975,"endTime":3188.602,"body":"You'll probably notice it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3186.975,"endTime":3188.602,"body":"in my"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3188.602,"endTime":3190.228,"body":"in the general topics"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3188.602,"endTime":3190.228,"body":"we talk about"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3190.228,"endTime":3192.272,"body":"in the monthly goals"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3190.228,"endTime":3192.272,"body":"and things like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3192.272,"endTime":3194.649,"body":"I know this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3192.272,"endTime":3194.649,"body":"was a bit of ramble, but"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3194.733,"endTime":3196.401,"body":"I wanted"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3194.733,"endTime":3196.401,"body":"to kind of showcase"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3196.401,"endTime":3199.404,"body":"a little bit of who I am"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3196.401,"endTime":3199.404,"body":"because you've, you've"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3199.404,"endTime":3200.572,"body":"heard about the me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3199.404,"endTime":3200.572,"body":"and models."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3200.572,"endTime":3201.615,"body":"You've"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3200.572,"endTime":3201.615,"body":"listened to us a lot."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3201.615,"endTime":3205.535,"body":"Likely if you if you've"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3201.615,"endTime":3205.535,"body":"gotten to this point and"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3205.619,"endTime":3208.83,"body":"you probably know about me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3205.619,"endTime":3208.83,"body":"in terms of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3208.914,"endTime":3211.249,"body":"my characteristics"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3211.249,"endTime":3215.253,"body":"meant mentally"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3211.249,"endTime":3215.253,"body":"the things I joke about of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3215.337,"endTime":3219.257,"body":"what I, what I'll say"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3215.337,"endTime":3219.257,"body":"and how I consume things,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3219.257,"endTime":3221.593,"body":"what I consume"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3219.257,"endTime":3221.593,"body":"and that sort of stuff."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3221.593,"endTime":3223.595,"body":"But I think"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3221.593,"endTime":3223.595,"body":"just giving a broad"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3223.595,"endTime":3224.846,"body":"section there, I mean,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3224.846,"endTime":3225.972,"body":"this would be the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3225.972,"endTime":3227.682,"body":"perfect sort of thing"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3225.972,"endTime":3227.682,"body":"for someone who ever"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3227.682,"endTime":3229.309,"body":"wanted to interview me."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3229.309,"endTime":3230.644,"body":"Like I interview"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3229.309,"endTime":3230.644,"body":"other people."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3230.644,"endTime":3233.313,"body":"Like this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3230.644,"endTime":3233.313,"body":"is just a goldmine"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3233.313,"endTime":3235.482,"body":"of, of information"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3233.313,"endTime":3235.482,"body":"and things like that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3235.482,"endTime":3238.526,"body":"So I figured I'd create"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3235.482,"endTime":3238.526,"body":"that, put that out there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3238.61,"endTime":3240.362,"body":"Next time"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3238.61,"endTime":3240.362,"body":"I do a solo episode, I'll"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3240.362,"endTime":3242.239,"body":"I'll probably pick"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3240.362,"endTime":3242.239,"body":"a topic, which I know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3242.239,"endTime":3244.658,"body":"really deeply about,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3242.239,"endTime":3244.658,"body":"like hardstanding"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3244.658,"endTime":3245.909,"body":"or learning languages"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3245.909,"endTime":3247.786,"body":"and really dive"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3245.909,"endTime":3247.786,"body":"into that again"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3247.786,"endTime":3250.205,"body":"like I've done in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3247.786,"endTime":3250.205,"body":"previous ones before."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3250.205,"endTime":3252.666,"body":"So I think I'll leave it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3250.205,"endTime":3252.666,"body":"there for today"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3252.666,"endTime":3254.084,"body":"everyone and,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3254.084,"endTime":3255.961,"body":"and just say thank you"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3254.084,"endTime":3255.961,"body":"once again for,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3255.961,"endTime":3257.963,"body":"for tuning in all the way"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3255.961,"endTime":3257.963,"body":"to the end here."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3257.963,"endTime":3260.966,"body":"This is a Value"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3257.963,"endTime":3260.966,"body":"for value podcast."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3261.007,"endTime":3264.886,"body":"Oh, there's a bit of stuff"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3261.007,"endTime":3264.886,"body":"happening in the chat."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3264.97,"endTime":3266.263,"body":"So this is Lucas here"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3266.263,"endTime":3268.181,"body":"and he says, Boy,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3266.263,"endTime":3268.181,"body":"so I'm a bit late."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3268.181,"endTime":3269.891,"body":"The video's paused. Dang."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3269.891,"endTime":3271.977,"body":"All right, well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3269.891,"endTime":3271.977,"body":"that's not good."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3271.977,"endTime":3275.272,"body":"Um, Chip."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3275.355,"endTime":3276.731,"body":"Okay, well,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3275.355,"endTime":3276.731,"body":"I'm just going to have"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3276.731,"endTime":3279.734,"body":"to upload"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3276.731,"endTime":3279.734,"body":"that as a as a full one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3279.943,"endTime":3282.946,"body":"right at the end"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3279.943,"endTime":3282.946,"body":"and we'll just leave it"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3282.946,"endTime":3285.949,"body":"at that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3282.946,"endTime":3285.949,"body":"as an audio mostly one."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3286.157,"endTime":3287.325,"body":"How about he was saying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3287.325,"endTime":3288.368,"body":"you're more"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3287.325,"endTime":3288.368,"body":"than a friend, bro."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3288.368,"endTime":3292.038,"body":"Your family now, HomePod,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3292.122,"endTime":3293.707,"body":"you're in the right track."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3293.707,"endTime":3295.25,"body":"Definitely."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3295.25,"endTime":3297.043,"body":"Things happen at the right"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3295.25,"endTime":3297.043,"body":"moment."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3297.043,"endTime":3297.711,"body":"Relax, bro."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3297.711,"endTime":3299.587,"body":"I'm still here. Thanks,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3297.711,"endTime":3299.587,"body":"Lucas, man."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3299.587,"endTime":3301.756,"body":"Really,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3299.587,"endTime":3301.756,"body":"really appreciate that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3301.756,"endTime":3301.923,"body":"Yeah."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3301.923,"endTime":3303.091,"body":"Sorry about the video"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3303.091,"endTime":3304.509,"body":"I wasn't paying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3303.091,"endTime":3304.509,"body":"attention to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3304.509,"endTime":3306.052,"body":"that was assuming"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3306.052,"endTime":3307.429,"body":"that it was still"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3306.052,"endTime":3307.429,"body":"just going fine."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3307.429,"endTime":3311.224,"body":"Oh. Well, um, so, yeah,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3307.429,"endTime":3311.224,"body":"you know,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3311.266,"endTime":3312.6,"body":"that's one of the things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3311.266,"endTime":3312.6,"body":"I'd love to do."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3312.6,"endTime":3313.476,"body":"Love to go to Brazil"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3313.476,"endTime":3315.103,"body":"and catch up"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3313.476,"endTime":3315.103,"body":"with my friend"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3315.103,"endTime":3318.94,"body":"Lucas and live the life"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3315.103,"endTime":3318.94,"body":"of a Brazilian for."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3318.94,"endTime":3320.734,"body":"For a while to kind of"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3320.734,"endTime":3322.736,"body":"get me out of this"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3320.734,"endTime":3322.736,"body":"malaise to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3322.736,"endTime":3325.53,"body":"to see things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3322.736,"endTime":3325.53,"body":"from a different side, to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3325.53,"endTime":3326.865,"body":"learn"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3325.53,"endTime":3326.865,"body":"more about the world."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3326.865,"endTime":3329.159,"body":"None more about myself."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3326.865,"endTime":3329.159,"body":"I guess"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3329.159,"endTime":3329.743,"body":"so, Yeah."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3329.743,"endTime":3331.036,"body":"I'm just going to"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3329.743,"endTime":3331.036,"body":"leave it there."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3331.036,"endTime":3332.412,"body":"Thank you, everyone,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3331.036,"endTime":3332.412,"body":"for for tuning in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3332.412,"endTime":3335.165,"body":"to the end of this musings"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3332.412,"endTime":3335.165,"body":"episode."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3335.165,"endTime":3336.875,"body":"As I mentioned,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3335.165,"endTime":3336.875,"body":"as value for value,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3336.875,"endTime":3337.876,"body":"there's a lot of different"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3336.875,"endTime":3337.876,"body":"things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3337.876,"endTime":3339.961,"body":"you can do to support"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3337.876,"endTime":3339.961,"body":"these shows."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3339.961,"endTime":3342.547,"body":"First one would just be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3339.961,"endTime":3342.547,"body":"to share it, file"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3342.547,"endTime":3343.381,"body":"with a friend."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3343.381,"endTime":3345.592,"body":"Just say like,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3343.381,"endTime":3345.592,"body":"this guy is just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3345.592,"endTime":3348.011,"body":"trying to try to live his"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3345.592,"endTime":3348.011,"body":"best life, you know?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3348.011,"endTime":3348.553,"body":"What do you think?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3348.553,"endTime":3349.387,"body":"Have you ever been"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3349.387,"endTime":3351.014,"body":"in certain positions"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3349.387,"endTime":3351.014,"body":"to like this?"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3351.014,"endTime":3352.724,"body":"I'd love to hear from you."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3352.724,"endTime":3356.478,"body":"You can do that by just"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3352.724,"endTime":3356.478,"body":"going on to any of the"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3356.561,"endTime":3357.395,"body":"social links that are down"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3357.395,"endTime":3360.398,"body":"below talent wise, Here's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3357.395,"endTime":3360.398,"body":"something that's new."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3360.523,"endTime":3363.109,"body":"So for the members"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3360.523,"endTime":3363.109,"body":"book reviews,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3363.109,"endTime":3364.778,"body":"I'm kind of looking for"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3363.109,"endTime":3364.778,"body":"someone"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3364.778,"endTime":3368.782,"body":"who is willing to read off"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3364.778,"endTime":3368.782,"body":"a couple of quotes"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3368.865,"endTime":3372.494,"body":"that I would send to them"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3368.865,"endTime":3372.494,"body":"each week and I would"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3372.494,"endTime":3374.079,"body":"then put you in the value"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3372.494,"endTime":3374.079,"body":"block."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3374.079,"endTime":3377.082,"body":"The time split from that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3374.079,"endTime":3377.082,"body":"it would only take"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3377.165,"endTime":3379.084,"body":"probably less"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3377.165,"endTime":3379.084,"body":"than a minute of your time"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3379.084,"endTime":3381.211,"body":"to read off the quotes"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3379.084,"endTime":3381.211,"body":"from books"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3381.211,"endTime":3382.42,"body":"that I send you."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3382.42,"endTime":3383.797,"body":"I think that would just be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3382.42,"endTime":3383.797,"body":"a nice addition"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3383.797,"endTime":3386.341,"body":"to rather than me"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3383.797,"endTime":3386.341,"body":"reading out them"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3386.341,"endTime":3387.634,"body":"directly"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3386.341,"endTime":3387.634,"body":"from the book tab."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3387.634,"endTime":3389.052,"body":"Someone who's"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3387.634,"endTime":3389.052,"body":"willing to do that,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3389.052,"endTime":3390.136,"body":"I think that'd be"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3389.052,"endTime":3390.136,"body":"super cool."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3390.136,"endTime":3392.305,"body":"So if you're interested"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3390.136,"endTime":3392.305,"body":"in doing that, let me know"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3392.305,"endTime":3394.599,"body":"please, and reach out"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3394.599,"endTime":3395.642,"body":"and we can get something"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3395.642,"endTime":3397.185,"body":"cooking"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3395.642,"endTime":3397.185,"body":"organised for that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3397.185,"endTime":3399.479,"body":"And then finally"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3397.185,"endTime":3399.479,"body":"you can send in some"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3399.479,"endTime":3400.48,"body":"support to the show."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3400.48,"endTime":3402.19,"body":"I didn't talk"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3400.48,"endTime":3402.19,"body":"about the paper before,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3402.19,"endTime":3404.734,"body":"but I just check that"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3402.19,"endTime":3404.734,"body":"just before I started"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3404.734,"endTime":3406.778,"body":"we did not get any papers"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3404.734,"endTime":3406.778,"body":"this week."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3406.778,"endTime":3407.737,"body":"So once again,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3407.737,"endTime":3411.324,"body":"you can be the first one"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3407.737,"endTime":3411.324,"body":"to say in the saying"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3411.408,"endTime":3415.495,"body":"and the link that is down"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3411.408,"endTime":3415.495,"body":"there in the show notes,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3415.578,"endTime":3417.038,"body":"if you want to support us,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3417.038,"endTime":3418.456,"body":"please go to me on models"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3417.038,"endTime":3418.456,"body":"podcast, dot"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3418.456,"endTime":3419.499,"body":"com slash support"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3419.499,"endTime":3422.71,"body":"and everything is written"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3419.499,"endTime":3422.71,"body":"there in terms of how"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3422.794,"endTime":3426.798,"body":"and why you should"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3422.794,"endTime":3426.798,"body":"should support the show"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3426.881,"endTime":3428.925,"body":"and I really do"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3426.881,"endTime":3428.925,"body":"want to thank everyone"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3428.925,"endTime":3430.927,"body":"who has been doing that."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3430.927,"endTime":3432.095,"body":"Lucas in the chat."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3432.095,"endTime":3433.93,"body":"Pete are sending a boost."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3433.93,"endTime":3436.724,"body":"All these sorts of things"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3433.93,"endTime":3436.724,"body":"really do make an impact."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3436.724,"endTime":3437.225,"body":"Apologies"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3437.225,"endTime":3439.144,"body":"if there's a bit of a"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3437.225,"endTime":3439.144,"body":"rambling one,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3439.144,"endTime":3441.271,"body":"but yeah, just wanted"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3439.144,"endTime":3441.271,"body":"to get that off my chest."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3441.271,"endTime":3443.148,"body":"So now thanks to everyone"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3443.148,"endTime":3443.773,"body":"for tuning in"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3443.773,"endTime":3445.692,"body":"and I'll see you"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3443.773,"endTime":3445.692,"body":"for the next time,"},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3445.692,"endTime":3448.111,"body":"hopefully with Juan."},{"speaker":"Kyrin Down","startTime":3445.692,"endTime":3448.111,"body":"Chao for now, Kyrin out."}]}
