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Welcome to another episode of the Disorganized Productions Podcast, where we delve into intriguing topics and explore the depths of human potential. I'm your host, Rob, and today we have a special guest, Solara Voltara, an incredibly talented guitarist who is on the brink of fame. In this episode, we discuss a wide range of topics, from the political landscape and conspiracy theories to personal journeys and the power of music.

We kick off with a discussion on the political climate, touching on controversial figures like Donald Trump and Elon Musk, and their perceived roles in global events. Solara shares her thoughts on the unfolding political drama and its biblical parallels, sparking a conversation about the potential for a new world order and the implications of AI and economic shifts.

As the conversation deepens, we explore the concept of end times, the role of religion, and the impact of societal changes on personal freedoms. Solara offers her perspective on the challenges faced by those who resist control and the importance of staying informed and prepared.

In a more personal segment, Solara opens up about her journey as a transgender woman, sharing the struggles and triumphs of transitioning in a conservative environment. She discusses the complexities of early transition and the societal pressures faced by the transgender community.

We also dive into Solara's passion for music, her influences, and her creative process. She shares insights into her musical journey, the legacy of her father, and her aspirations as a musician. This episode is a blend of thought-provoking discussions and personal stories, offering listeners a unique perspective on the intersection of politics, identity, and art.

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Skip me bridge like squirrel, baby.   What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the lore.   Welcome fellow human to the disorganized   productions podcast.   The show that fuels your spirit,   ignites your potential,   and helps you become the best version of yourself.   I'm your host, Rob,   and each episode,   we'll embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you, tap into your limitless potential,   and conquer life's challenges.   On this website   Ladies and gentlemen,   a fellow human, today's a special episode. We try to arrange,   a meeting for for I think it's over a year now, almost. Almost.  

Yeah. And,   things went   from both sides, you know,   busy busy.   But, nevertheless, we finally have,   one of,   the the best guitarist I ever heard that nobody noticed about yet.   And then I gonna say say you that it's yet   because,   she's gonna be very famous 100%,   because she's an awesome,   human and,   accept that she's also an awesome guitar player.   Episode 92 already.   Please, a warm woke welcome for   Solera   Volterra.  

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Thank you, Rob.  

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Oh,   there's so much shit happening   last strong. And we're going to dig into it right away.   Donald Trump has inaugurated,   his presidential,   what's it called? Presidential   title?   Yeah.   What do you think about the shit show?  

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I think that,   there's a lot of people who are   old and brainwashed,   and we're about to see some really   crazy stuff happen.   And   I don't know if everyone's been paying attention,   but there's a lot of people that are saying that Donald Trump and Elon Musk   are   the 2 witnesses from the Bible.   They're saying,   that he's the Messiah   and all kinds of other crazy stuff, And it's just blowing my mind.  

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So   do you think he is the, the survivor, the,   the,   the one that can save humanity from all the evil?  

[00:03:48] Unknown:

No.   I think that he's the one that's going to bring about the end of the world.   Right.   Let's see.   And,   Revelation   13,   it says that   the beast I saw,   one of the heads   seemed as if it were mortally wounded,   and the mortal wound was healed. It does not say that he actually was mortally wounded.   And that's what all these Christians are saying is that it can't be him because he was not mortally wounded. Well, that's exactly what the Bible says. He's not mortally wounded.  

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Wow. So it's a screen play that's unfolding,   just up front of us. Right?  

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Yes. Exactly.  

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And that's like the end of times that they're gonna say, like the watchers and stuff like that. They coming down. We're gonna have 4 horsemen.   Whoop. Oh, shit. Yeah.   So, what do you think is the plan from from,   let's say Donald Trump. He he he said, when I will be president again,   I will end the war in,   I will end the war right away with Zelensky in Ukraine   Ukraine.   What do you think? That that he will play a big part of that?  

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I don't think that,   there's going to be any actual peace.   You cannot have peace from,   an aggressive posture   because it's always going to be reescalated.   And every time it escalates again, it's going to be worse than the time before it.   So, no, he's not gonna bring any peace.   And but that's why these,   people, especially   the Jews, think that he's their messiah because he came speaking peace. And that's what their Torah says, is that he will come speaking peace to the nation.   But what they ignore   is that it says   in Zechariah   that he will come riding into Jerusalem   on a donkey.  

They already had someone come riding into Jerusalem on a donkey, and they rejected it.  

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Wasn't he also getting America in the middle of,   Jerusalem   for, like,   3 or 4 years ago when the when the q   q annon, the q, movement was going on?   There's a lot of stuff that is really fascinating with this topic because I think he's a great businessman. He did a lot of business, which is good for politics because   you can learn politics,   but to do business with the country is is completely different. It it it helps each other.   Politics is more like, I don't like you, so I'm gonna boycott you all that stuff,   from in my opinion.  

Do you think that, Donald Trump is gonna have a huge impact with, his,   presidential,   with his what's it called? What's it called?   Do you think that   president Trump has a huge impact on the economy of America? That he's gonna,   take precautions and stuff like that so America will be great again, let's say?  

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And in the past,   the president has had minimal effect on the economy,   but,   his actions can influence the direction of the economy.   As we saw whenever we invaded Iraq,   the gas prices went way up and everything like that.   When they should've went down, we should've took the oil like Donald Trump said. He got in office. And did he take the oil? No. He did not.   So   the only thing that could possibly happen   is,   with this new   AI program,   Project Stargate,   is they're going to roll your medical files,   your currency, and all of this into one thing,   and,   they're going to create a new economy is what they're going to do. This economy   is going to crash   within this year, and they're going to create a new one.  



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Right. So you think that, BRICS   is also part of that, so they will combine   all forces together, like Russia, China, Brazil, you know, the the the big other countries, India.  

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I think the the   all of that is just smoke.   All of that is going to crash as well. It's all going to crash at the same time.  

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Right.   So   then they can put up the the the little sign of the new world order, let's say, because they are planning this for a long, long time.   Right?  

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Yeah. And, say,   how this is going to start,   it never starts the way that you expect it's going to start. So I could sit here and make a 1000000 predictions   and be wrong.   And then,   somewhat that no one thought of is how it will start, just like the pandemic.  

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Right.   So the restroom   gestures,   then some some some hints, like, oh, they're gonna do something, but we do not know what. And all of a sudden, within one day or 2 days, they shut down the whole world. So you think like an event like that is gonna be planned.  

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Yeah.   And the possibility of a alien invasion that's been talked about,   a fake alien invasion,   and all these things.   But I think   that a legitimate   nuclear war is going to start unexpectedly   and kill 2 thirds of the people.   Mhmm.   Because they want to erase 2 thirds of people anyway.   The public is going to think that it's unexpected   and not planned,   but in reality, it will have been planned from the start.  

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But   oh, sorry.   Would they pinpoint the location? Because   I think when you are   looking at a world with 500,000,000,   as you say on   Georgia Guidestones,   the population of 500,000,000, and they're all fucking idiots,   then, I mean, all the stuff that you did is is for for nothing. Right? So No. Would they probably little pinpoint? So, okay, we we do not need this region and that region.   What do you  

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think?   I think that they're going to target regions where there's a population that would resist.  

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Right.   So,   big cities,   Hong Kong, Shanghai, New York, this could be like   a target.  

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Maybe. Or they could target,   small towns in the country where people have weapons and a sense of freedom.   Whereas in the,   cities and stuff, people are used to being horribly controlled and monitored.   They're not used to that in the country, and they need to get rid of those people in order to   continue their agenda.  

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Right.   So Billy get your guns. Right? Yeah.   Well, they did a,   a great job here when it comes to,   gun control because I used to have a a gun permit, but, it was so expansible,   expensive, and it it wasn't   nice anymore. You you had to go this. You had to do this   and that, all regulations and stuff like that. So, eventually, I   took away my guts,   which is fine. You know? But, yeah, with with the   when I look at the world right now,   it's something like you you need to defend yourself in what kind of way, especially when it's like a terrorist regime.   Because I think that's the whole fucking problem. You know? It's not like your neighbor is gonna attack you, which is also very   plausible when the shit hits the fan, of course. But when you've got a government that wants to   kill you,   that's a different story. I mean, they have the guns and the power.  

So what do you think that we can do about that?  

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I don't think there's anything you can do.   They have   thermal   drones now that can see in infrared.   So if you're hiding in the woods, all they have to do is send up a drone, and they'll know exactly where you're at. And they'll either send a robot or a few soldiers in there to kill you or take you away. Right.   And   it doesn't matter how much firepower you have. You're not going to overwhelm   a bunch of robots.   Maybe an EMP,   if you had a way of building an EMP. Mhmm. The acromagnetic  

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poles. Right?  

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Yeah.   That might help.   And,   other than that, you have to figure out a way to disguise your heat signature   and   live   in the woods.  

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Right. Which is quite hard, especially when you look at the luxury that we have nowadays. When you're hungry, you just go to the grocery store. And when you have to,   grow your own food, it's not like, okay. I'm gonna put it in the ground. And and within one strong or one within 1 month, I can harvest the stuff that I'm wanna eat. Right? And, of course, they did tell you that they wanna spray and and, you know,   damage the crops and stuff like that.   So it's   yeah. Go ahead.  

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There's not going to I mean, they're not even gonna be able to go to the woods because, like, the game wardens are already out there. They've got cameras everywhere.   There's hunters that go out into the woods every time there's a new hunting season.   You're not gonna be able to go in the woods and stay hidden. It's gonna be impossible.   Right.   The only thing you can do   is   store up   what you can   and   be as mobile as possible.   You need gasoline,   a few 100 gallons of gasoline. This is gonna go on for a few years before it's over,   whenever they start marking people.  

If you look up Palisades,   the mark.   In ancient Rome, they used the palisades to mark people,   to denote ownership. It was a puncture win.   It was not a tattoo or,   anything like that. It was a puncture.   So they are wanting to use this new AI to create a personalized vaccine for everyone.   And   we've already seen that their vaccines   have nanobots in them that can construct microchips   after it's been injected into your body. So they don't have to implant a microchip.  

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Right.  

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They can give you your personalized vaccine, and it will construct its microchip.  

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So   do you think   that the world will be better off when   this has been planned for such a long time. And we we see that the world is well, not the the world, but humanity is,   is walking into the abyss. Right? Everybody has his,   his own little bubble and,   media.   A lot of people are not awake as they say or or whatever.   So do you think it's it's it's it's with the good intentions to,   you know, kill a lot of the population   and   start a new world order in a better way?  

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Maybe. Yeah. Probably.   It probably is done with good intentions,   but   it's all under   false perception   of the truth.   Like, we're not running out of fuel   that comes up from the bottom of the Earth, and it's always there.   They told us   years ago, like, 20 years ago, that we were almost out of oil, and we've still got plenty. So Right.   And climate change. They told us in the sixties that it was going to be another ice age. And,   then suddenly, it's go global warming. We overcompensated   for the ice age.   So   and now we have the coldest winter   on   as far as I can remember in the last 40 years.  

So Oh.   I don't know. They don't love the truth, so they believe the lies about,   the globe Earth spinning through space and dinosaurs   and men coming from monkeys. And   so that's why they wanna do this because they think it's for the best.  

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Right.   And and don't you think that all the lies that they tried to push against mankind   that nowadays you can see right through the lie? So   they do not have any credibility or accountability,   of course, when it comes to this kind of stupid bullshit that they're trying to sell you. Right? So a lot of people are   saying, like, oh, we don't want that. So   the so what's your take on if if you and you touched based on it a little bit about the bible and the things that that nowadays   are unfolding right at in front of our eyes. Is this something that the script of the bible,   one of the books, of course, has been written   just to to to to do this kind of stuff?  

Because probably too coincidence if it's not. Right? So somebody's wrote a script,   and now we're gonna  

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What I think is that   you could not   plan this   intentionally   even if you use the Bible   to try to do it.   I mean,   there is too much coincidence going on. It all falls together.   Okay?   So   not only did Donald Trump   fulfill revelations 13.   Revelations chapter 17   says that the beast   was in power,   is not, and will be again.   So he goes out of power and then comes back to power after   another   time of someone else being in there.   So and it also says that he is of the 7 and is the 8. Okay. This   is where it gets crazy.   He   is 78 right now,   but that's not the only thing.  

There have been 7 presidents   did not swear on the bible,   and he was one of them.   But   not only did he not swear on a Bible,   the other president swore on some book of law.   Donald Trump swore on no book of any kind of law   whenever he sworn into office.   So the Bible refers to the antichrist   as the lawless one.   Yeah.  

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And isn't there a song where I I don't know where it was.   There was this, seats for a lot of people,   presidents,   for the Vatican, all this stuff. And there was one seat   not yet been taken, and that was 666.   Yeah. A number of the beast.  

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Yeah. That's pretty crazy.  

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But then I will okay. I like to play the,   the devil's advocate because, of course, that's that's a beautiful title right now.   So what's your take on   on Jesus Christ? Because we you know, a lot of people know Jesus Christ from the Bible, of course, but he's also a light bearer.   And a lot of people see nowadays   something like, oh, wait a minute.   Maybe it's that we   worship,   don't worship at all, but if you worship   the wrong   God or the wrong   entity,   let's say, because   some of them say that Lucifer is the the light bearer,   but Jesus Christ is also the light bearer. So what's your take on that?  



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Okay. So,   first of all, the law   of Moses,   the law of sin and death   was created to be so complex that no man could keep the   law.   That's why Jesus said the heart of the law is mercy.   So,  

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I lost my point.   No probs.   So,   so so,   Moses said   the heart of the law.   I lost my point too.   My hair's pounding so hard. Oh,  

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but yeah. So he said the heart of the law is mercy, and,   Lucifer,   was   the chief musician.   Okay?   He had instruments   made into his body.   And   he was so arrogant because he was also the most beautiful   angel   that had been created.   And   so   he   tried to exalt himself above the creator   and was cast out of heaven for it.   So   he comes as an angel of light. He was referred to as the bright morning star.   Jesus has also   said,   I am the bright morning star.   But   he did not refer to himself as whisper. He referred to himself as the son of God. He said, I am the way, the truth, and the life.   No one come offended father but by me. Alright.  

So   they're not the same.  

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No. No. That that that's for sure. But,   I think that that maybe it's the new age   fashion   thinking,   people that they say, like, oh, maybe it's switched around.   So do you think that loose foreign genes are really persons? Or is it something that,   with the age of Aquarius could be within us and   we can   choose   what kind of god or what kind of angel that we are?  

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I think that,   if you   study enough of the Bible, you'll see that enough of it has been true   that,   you cannot doubt the rest of it.   I think that Jesus and Satan are   definitely   real people.  

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Mhmm.   So let's say   the devil could be Donald Trump or maybe   Elon Musk.  

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They are the base and the false prophet.   Actually,   no.   I'm not sure who the false prophet is yet because,   Kim Clement,   he was on the Internet. He's all over the Internet testifying about Donald Trump or prophesying about Donald Trump being president   and then,   being president again or something.   And there's the one guy who said that Donald Trump was anointed by being shot in the air because there was blood on his ear and pointed to some passage in the old testament. Okay. First of all, you cannot use your own blood to be anointed.   That   you're you're supposed to use a ram,   a ram's blood,   and be anointed on the earth.  

If you're,   being anointed by your own blood, then that is completely   against God. Okay?   Right.   That is exalting yourself   above   God because you're saying that   your blood is more righteous than   his blood or a sacrifice to him.   So,   Kim Clement   was in   a project   Stargate.   Now this AI thing that they're doing is project Stargate.   So   Kim Clement was in the CIA project, project Stargate, and project Morningstar.   In project Stargate,   they used sockets   to,   try to find,   terrorists   from 911.   So he was all wrapped up in this stuff, and then he started went out in 2015.   And,   he couldn't get out, and suddenly, he got brain cancer and died.  

So   so that's pretty crazy.  

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That is pretty crazy.  

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And,   anyone can look this up.   Let's see.   His   daughter   is on here.   I don't know what I've done with the app. But, anyway,   she's on there,   talking about this,   and saying that her dad couldn't tell her anything. And then   somehow or another, she finally got into his email later   talking about this.   So,   so this is   the person who was supposed to be, like,   sent from God to tell everybody that they needed to vote for Donald Trump because God ordained him or whatever.   Right. Hey. It was the CIA,   the   entire time.   So   there's your false prophet.  

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Right.   But still it's very fascinating.   Oh, my voice. Oh, my God.   Still, it's very fascinating that   it just unfolds just like the Bible says. That's something that really, I I wanna wrap my head around.   Like, how did they the are are they   if you look at the coincidences   taking part of that, or are they following the script, or are they making the script?   Because it it's so   neatly weaved together.   Just like you pointed out, you know, you know, with revelations and stuff like that. Like, oh my god. Some so someone wrote a script,   and they're playing out,   right in front of her eyes. And we can look it up, and the Bible has gonna happen next. Right? Or maybe some some cryptic   hints into something that's that could be possible.  



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Yeah. Well, it tells us exactly what's gonna happen next, but we have to know how to interpret what we're saying   whenever it happens.   Because,   like,   the rabbis who executed Jesus,   they had   great knowledge of the scriptures, but they couldn't interpret what was right in front of them.   So   it doesn't matter,   what you think you know if you can't interpret what's in front of you.  

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So is it,   I mean, maybe you know, but is is   is Trump a, Jesuit   or Zionist? Or what do you think that he is?  

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I don't think that he's any religion.  

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Not any.  

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That's not that's not true. Religion.  

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So maybe the new religion that he wanna   that he shake hands on for, like, a year ago. I think, the Vatican and,   the Jews and   the Buddhist,   all of them came together and and and and said that there's a new religion. I think it's like 1 year ago. How come Yeah. The Muslims and and everyone.   Right. Right.   So but that's what you said in the beginning. Right? So you can say, okay, we're gonna stop this war. There are gonna be one religion, but the people   probably not gonna swallow that kind of stuff. You know, they wanna   still murder each other.  

Yeah. For sake. Well,  

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that's why there will be part of this by force and the other part by,   by weaponizing religion. Okay?   My ancestors   and your ancestors,   most of us were   converted,   to Christianity   by the point of a spear.   And it's going to be the same way for this new one world religion.   So   and, see, the modern Christianity   does not resemble   anything that Jesus   said. Right. So   and then we have that version of Christianity,   Islam,   Judaism,   and   every other religion you can think of coming together to create one   religion,   and it's going to be a theocracy   with Donald Trump as their leader.  



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Do you think that the world needs a religion to be a fruitful   community  

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or human?   No. I think that,   it's part of the problem.  

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Exactly.   That's the fucking problem is religion   and politics.   If you let loose   from if you if you would scrap these two words   and occupations   on on earth, then it would be well, probably, there will be some chaos for 100%.   But after it, it will be very harmonious because,   I think a lot of people are really waking up, but that's that's not what they want. Right? So they want 500,000,000   people.   And please, if you're listening, Klaus Schwab or whoever the fuck you think you are,   pick carefully because you don't wanna end up with 500,000,000   stupid fucking people.  

That's that's I can't grab my head around that. May maybe it's gonna be, you know, like, a that they're gonna pick the the the cherries out of it because   I don't think that if I have all the power and all the money in the world, and I could rule a country or maybe the world,   that one that I wanna end up with 500   idiots.   Yeah. I mean Look around you. I mean, you know, you can pinpoint,   like, okay. Take   3 quarter of these people. Well, my perspective, of course.   Ego centric, narcissistic, egocentric   point of view. Of course. Don't pick me. But,   yeah, fascinating.  

So you think that we we, entered just 2025,   and we enter real   end times?  

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I think that   yes. Actually,   I believe that   Revelations 13   was in,   June 13th when Trump was shot in the air.   And so   that means that we've been in the end times for a while.   We've got maybe 3 years left, maybe 3 and a half.  

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And I see that you got a dog now on your lab. What's his name or her name?  

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This is Wolfie.  

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Wolfie.   So did you train her sorry. Wolfie.   Yeah. Wolfie. So did you train her as a as a assassinating   dog?  

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He's a eunuch.   No. All he does is wine, so I'll let him over here. I guess he's cold. I turned the heater off, so I guess we'll turn it back on.   Hold on a second. Yeah. Yeah. Sure.   Alright.   Yeah. He was   whining because he was cold.   Yeah. So,   I mean, there's a lot of interesting stuff here. Like, this is why they couldn't be planning this.   There's a planetary alignment   on February 28th.   Yes. And it's 7 planets.   7, not 6, not 8, 7 planets.   If you read Bible, God likes to do a lot of stuff in sevens.   And   on March 1st,   which is just a few hours later   Wow.  

Really, the planets will still be in allotment when this happens.   They are   having this gather 25   thing, and it is a   gathering of multiple religions and churches   from all over the world. There's gonna be 2,500,000,000   people,   1,000,000,000,   not million,   1,000,000,000   people in attendance   for this thing.  

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Wow. So   No. So that that's not a   very fascinating thing. It's not only religion. It's it's not only politics.   It's alignment of the stars. So astrology,   probably numerology,   28 is I think it's,   a god number also. 2 and 8 is 3.   So,   I really would like to meet the writer of this script because,   oh, that no. No. Let let's let's keep it let let's let's do it a different,   so if you   if you're figuring all this stuff out, Celera,   how do   you wake up   and live life? Is the is because I can imagine that it's gonna be,   like, I see through it. You know? Why don't you guys see through it? The the the the the NPCs or whatever you're gonna call the people around you. How does it,   influence your life once you let's say, I hate a word, but what that you are a critical thinker with some ideas that are a plausible truth. Wow.  



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I'll tell you exactly what happened.   Whenever you   start   digging into this   and start comparing what's happening   to the Bible   and start   reading enough of the Bible,   suddenly, everything's going to change. You're gonna see everything differently,   And,   you won't even worry about it. I'm not worried about it at all. I've never been more relaxed in my entire life than I am right now.  

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Right. Because you know what the story is gonna be or that you know   I can I   can read it up and know what happened, what knows knows what's happening?  

[00:36:58] Unknown:

No. Knowing what's happened,   all that did was   scare the shit out of me. But,   knowing what's going to happen to the people here who are doing these things   gives me peace.  

[00:37:17] Unknown:

Right.   I love this conversation already because it's,   it's something I I always like it when people connect some dots and you don't have to   believe it, but it's really fascinating when it's, like I always say, the plausible   for for someone, the plausible truth, but it's also very fascinating to see how it's lines up how it lines up. Right? Yeah.  

[00:37:44] Unknown:

So at this together 25 thing,   it's either going to be,   completely,   to create the   theocracy   around Donald Trump, or it's going to be the opposite.   And that remains to be seen.   But   they're   what they're doing is they're getting the 2,500,000,000   people together   and,   going to use those 2,500,000,000   people to try to preach the gospel to the remaining 5,000,000,000   people on the earth.   So   they're going to try to preach it to every single person.   And because, like,   40%   of the world,   40%   of nations   and tribes in the world   don't know anything about the Bible. They never heard of   it. So,   they're going to try to reach these people.  

And   the Bible says that whenever,   the gospel has been preached all throughout the world,   then the end will come.   Right. So   they're planning on,   reaching everybody within 2 years.  

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So you think that we really have to prepare for the new crusades   from the new age   religion?  

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It's a very good possibility.   Yeah.   One of 2 things is gonna happen. Either   these people who are going to go preach the gospel   are going to   be behind this crusade,   or they're going to be the enemies of it.   We don't know yet. Right.  

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That's the whole you know, it's like watching a movie and you do not know what side to pick yet.   Yeah. Because the, you know, because the criminals are criminals,   but they're doing good things for human for for for mankind. And the the police is a little bit corrupt, but you need that also. Like, it's it's   oh, it's so fucking fascinating.  

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Yeah. It's like that movie, the one, whenever Jet Li and his other Jet Li is fighting, and he's like, shoot him. No. Shoot him. Right. Who do you shoot?  

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Yeah.   But it it's it's also who has the power and who wants to,   that's gotta be very strange.   Otherwise, I think when,   when you close your eyes and when you do not look at the news and stuff like that, I think that you probably do not listen to the news and listening to or looking at TV also.   You pick the words from the Bible. You   you see what's happening. You hear what's happening in in a way.   That's an easier   path to go through life than, you know, oh, you saw the news today?   Did you saw these signs that they did with the inauguration?   Did you saw the did you saw the head of, Melanie or whatever the fuck? Ivanka or whatever the fuck. You know, it's like so it there's so many things,   especially on the world theater,   you know, with the masks and stuff like that.  

Even even blind people will   will probably see through that kind of scam.   But what is the   why do they do that? Why do they do it on such an amateuristic   way? It's like a c movie. It's not like an a or a b. No. It's like a c movie. It's it's it's like   ketchup. Right? It it's like   so and that in plain sight. So maybe   they do that to make you aware. Like, don't look at this shit because it's all bullshit.   And a lot of people, of of course, are trapped in this,   in in all the things that they're gonna say every single day, you know? Oh, oh, yeah. Biden, all war, all this. We need more of this. We   it's, it's too much in plain sight to   not look away.  



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Yeah. They bombard you with so much information   and move the news cycle so fast that you can't keep up with it if you're trying to keep up with it. So you're always distracted   from the important key points.   You know? Right. So today, Donald Trump's starting this AI thing, and tomorrow,   Melania   pissed her pants on the plane or something. You know? There's gonna be something.   So every day, there's something new. And,   they   do that so that you forget about the other things that really stuck out in your mind.  

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Right. And and we say it here in the Netherlands, we say it's com cucumber   time. You know, when when,   when there's no real news, but, you know, oh,   a 80 year old, drove, 60 miles an hour in a in a in a community, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. So every   and then, you know, you fade away with your,   what what the point of view is just like,   why? Yep.  

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But there is real news that they don't wanna talk about while they're bombarding you with all this bullcrap about Melania's hat and prince Harry's wedding and stuff like that. Nobody over here gives a fuck about prince Harry's wedding. Or No. I don't even know if that's his name. But,   right.  

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It's the same thing with with with Ukraine. I I mean,   they say they're gonna send this and they're gonna send that, but   you do not know. And of course, I offended a lot of people,   a few podcasts,   back with being a guest, and I say so things. I'm I'm fuck it. If you're offended, work on your trauma. You know?   But we do not know   if it's true.   It's like what I what what I say the last podcast like. I put a sign up, watch it, paint a door.   Everyone will approach that door differently than they normally do. And probably they don't check it out if it's really true. So I'm   I'm really skeptic about the things that I do not see with my real eyes. So that's what I'm trying to say with when I cut down off news   and TV and all that stupid bullshit,   my life is fine.  

Yeah.   There are no soldiers on the street who wanna kill me. There are no terrorists   in in my whatever the fuck.   I'm fine, you know? And   yeah, look here. No. It's like the puppet. You noted that it's the magician.  

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Yeah.   Well, Jesus said that they will say, look here and look there.   Do not follow them or listen to them,   because they're full of crap. All they're trying to do is guide your perception   with  

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their  

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there's no way to know, like you said, if any of it's true.  

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It was really funny that even that I do not,   read the Bible I have the Bible, but   not that fascinated by the book. I'm well, I'm fascinated by the book, but it's not that interested   for me. But still,   you can lead a life that's exactly as the Bible pointed out.   Right? So if you just like I said, I don't look at the news. I don't look at the at the scan they wanna play. Like, look here and look there, but eventually, you have to look there.   That's what Jesus said, as you just said.   But I'm I'm not   well, I'm trying not to live that life.   So that's really fascinating is is when you   cut loose of all that bullshit.  

And you know what I do normally when I wanna cut down all the bullshit?   I take my guitar and I'm gonna play.   Tell me, what are you gonna do if you wanna cut loose of the bullshit?  

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The same thing. Right? I get I get alone by myself and play guitar.   What do you do?  

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I think it's the best vibration   to get to the real zen.   The only thing is I got a very old   cheap, but it doesn't matter if it's cheap or not. Well, I'm pointing at this, but that that's a screenshot. But that's an old acoustic guitar because   as I showed you before we hopped on the show,   I'm I'm I'm a little bit little bit hopeless.   So my gear is stacked on an attic of my mom.   And yesterday, I was listening to shadow play from Rory Gallagher   live in Montreux.   And,   the intro and the whole song is about 10 minutes.   And, oh, I start to cry because I missed it so much to to   you know, divide that you when you got things going, and then push my loop station and to to have that loop going on and to to think something in your brain that's creativity, you know, start a new lick and stuff like that.  

Yeah. Right.  

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That's what they're trying to prevent.   They're trying to prevent your pursuit of happiness by guiding your thoughts into,   oh, no. What might happen?   Right. And that's how they were were able to get Donald Trump elected. Oh, look at all this crazy stuff that's happening. We got,   crannies in the bathroom, and,   Russia's going to Nucus if we elect Kamala and all this crap.   Right?   So it's all bullshit. We saw at the,   Gerald Ford funeral,   Donald Trump   leaning over to Obama and Obama leaning over to Donald Trump and George Bush walked by and pap Obama on the chest like that. Like, hey, buddy.   And, sit down right next to him.  

They're all buddies, all the former presidents.  

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Yeah.   Sure.  

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The only person that nobody   or that,   doesn't like any of them is Hillary.   We saw that too.   Bill Clinton's sitting there trying to joke with Hillary, and she's like   and,   like, I feel sorry for that.   Right.  

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Ki Hillary's captain.   Yeah.  

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But they're all in the same club together, and so all they   all they say on the news   against each other is all bullshit. They're all after the same exact agenda,   and they're guiding our opinion   to make us think that we have a choice Mhmm. While they're going to play out their agenda ultimately   anyway.  

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Right. So do you think that they are satanic   people that eating babies and stuff like that? Or do you think that's bullshit?  

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I think that's a good possibility.   I don't think it's bullshit at all.   I would not,   I'm not going to say that they are.   Mhmm. But I'm not going to say that they're not.   I felt that there's also a good possibility   that they don't even   realize   what they're doing.  

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Right. So they've been played out by another force or by another puppet master that's gonna   pull the strings. Right?   Yeah.   The I think that's the biggest possibility that there's something.   So   may maybe I'll I'll I'll punish my mind sometimes too much about thinking stuff because, the mind gymnast   gymnastic and the mind math that I do sometimes is like, oh my god. It's like, you know,   mind,   you you chew. And you can   get really bad when you do a lot of stuff like that. So,   you know, if you're thinking about, like, okay,   what if they do that? Where's the proof? Why would they do that? What what what does this   this entity or higher,   whatever the fuck,   want? So let's say we collect all the money of the world.  

And then what? You know? It's just like the shape of the earth. Oh, it's flat. Oh, it's a globe. Well,   I don't give a shit. I'm I'm on it and I can't get off of it. That that's that's that's for sure.   What the shape is,   I   mean, let's say that we could get an answer to that   question.   What's next? No. You're you're you're gonna you're gonna have your life only questions about   stuff that doesn't matter at all.  

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Yeah.   Well, ultimately,   it wouldn't matter except for the fact that   the government is telling us that it's wind shape.   And if it's not true,   then what else are they lying about?  

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Oh, I think we could read a book or we could write a book about that, Celera. Yeah. Yeah. There there   are more I think, like, 85 or 90% of all the, let's say, conspiracies   are been,   unfolded as true.  

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Yeah.   We,   I mean, it's so obvious that we didn't go to the moon. I mean,   if you take a piece of limestone,   it doesn't matter how bright of a light you shine at that piece of limestone   or even if you polish that stone.   It's not going to to be a bright white light in the sky.  

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Mhmm.  

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So the moon cannot be a rock.  

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Right.   Which is also fascinating. Right? You see every night well, not this well, you see the same stars, but, of course, they they   they they,   they move a little bit   towards the other day. But if you make a single picture today   from the stars at, let's say, 6 o'clock, 7 o'clock,   next year, they will wind up exactly the same.   So that's and there are so many fascinating things. I I I never thought, like,   are we really that stupid that we're gonna give 1,000,000 and 1,000,000,000 for other worlds like the moon or Mars, and we do not figure out our own fucking planet?   What the fuck is wrong with you? I don't get that.  



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Yeah. We wanna send people to Mars,   but we have   millions of homeless people in America and all over the world, people starving to death and dying of diseases and stuff. But we wanna send people to Mars. That's priority.  

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Right.   Oh, and, of course,   let's skip a little bit topic.   There's an there's,   a lot of agendas faulting out,   especially about well, you just mentioned it a little bit. You know, if I'm gonna dress up with a with a with a nice dress,   with a beard,   and not pretend to be a woman. I'm a man that dressed up as a as a female. And if I go to the toilet of of, females, I think,   people should   and,   should have the option to stop that bullshit.   And,   we were almost 1 hour in. A lot of people do not know,   but,   you are a very lovely girl, attractive woman,   but you weren't born as that. Right?  



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Right. I'm Pran.  

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And she's beautiful.  

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Yeah. I look horrible today.  

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Sit.  

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I got up out of bed and,   I had to clean up after one of my dogs   had a horrible accident.   And,   then,   like, my whole morning was consumed.   So   I got in the shower and just, like, rinsed off and got back out and   put some clothes on.   And then this would smash her and sit down here.  

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And just before we hopped on, I told you, like, I'm feeling like shit. I'm warm and cold.   My voice is fucked up. I got a headache, but, hey,   it's all part of the deal.   Excuse me.   So when did you figure it out when did you figure it out that,   you probably were trapped in a wrong body?  

[00:54:33] Unknown:

I always knew that.   Like,   I always knew. Like, it wasn't like,   there wasn't a time whenever I'm like, oh, what's I know what's going on. No. It was like, I always knew.   So   there was a point in time whenever   I knew that I needed to transition.   Like, I didn't have any other option.   Leading up to that,   I've done everything I could   to try to avoid   being trans.   And   then one day, I just had to transition. There was no   alternative.   You know? Like,   if you got a flat tire   and   you   don't want to stop and change the tire because you're out in the middle of the woods and it's muddy everywhere or it's raining.   And   you can drive on that flat tire for a while. But, eventually, you're going to have to change that wheel.  

So   Right.   It must be very hard   physically and mentally,  

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emotionally to deal with that, especially in   the is is it accepted in in the place that you are?   That that   you feel different, that that you are trans?  

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No.   Oh,   wow.   I live in a red state.   Like, the majority of the population, like, 75%   or something probably voted for Donald Trump.   And   part of the reason why they wanted to vote for Donald Trump was because he wanted to   get rid of trans people.   You know? I say,   make trans women passable again.   Like,   people with beards and dresses   should not be going into the women's bathroom.   No.   But in every   other culture,   even back in the Roman time,   if someone,   carried themselves   as a woman and,   tried to appear as a woman   and,   stuff like that, then they were expected to go to women's spaces. Not   they didn't look at it like, oh, we not sure we want you in here. No. They expected them to go into those women's spaces. They didn't want them in the men's spaces. Right.  



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But the thing is, I think,   is if I would,   show my feminine side,   First of all, I would shave my beard.   Yeah.  

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Yeah.   Hold on.  

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Oh, wow. Uh-huh.   But, you know, first of all, I would shave my beard, probably shave my,   my legs because I I got hairy legs. So you want to be as much as a woman as you want,   as you want to copy paste the the the feminine side, of course. And if you like,   like say like you said, like,   a a a hairy bear   a bearded man, and you dress up with a woman, that is not   the way,   things go. So   how long has it been Solera,   since your first trans,   transition, they called. Right?   Yeah. And what was that?  

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Well,   let's   see.   I guess it was, like,   2012   whenever   I was   passable for the first time.   The first time that I passed as a woman was in 2012.   And   then,   for   2 or 3 years,   I had someone in my life that was constantly fighting against me.   So   I got away from that person.   And,   then I started presenting full   time as   as well as I possibly could.   And   immediately restarted my HR team. I had been taking it   throughout the time that I was with that other person, but they would get my stuff and keep it from me and flush it down the toilet and stuff like that.   So I didn't consistently get to start HRT till   2017,   and then I was on it every day   after that.  

And   did a lot of stuff happen since then, and   it kinda went downhill, I guess.  

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Right. Because it's really hard, you know, that when society   doesn't support you,   when,   people who are downing you don't know what's happening in your mind, physically also, of course. Because when you   having a transition, you have to,   accept that   transition. And, hopefully,   it,   it comes to your,   expectations. Right? You you know, if you wanna have boobs, that you wanna have beautiful boobs, of course.   And of course, the the the pain and the the medical stuff and all that stuff that,   it'd be lined up for you to get through that transition.   But   you are   a mature woman.  

A lot of people   nowadays   wanna trans,   transition   when they are younger than 16 or 70 years old, and even the government is supporting that.   What's your take on that?  

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Well,   I   I knew that I wanted to transition whenever   I didn't even know what transition   was.   So to   to say that   a kid can't be sure of what they're doing   is   incorrect.   It's a flawed   thing.   But   that's not to say that   every kid knows what they're doing. So   I think that   if you're 15 or 16 and you're pretty sure that you want to transition.   At 14 years old here in the United States,   you can be emancipated   and get a motorcycle   license.   So,   in my opinion,   if you can be declared legally an adult   and   transport yourself legally   on a motor vehicle,   then   you should be able to drink, smoke cigarettes,   transition,   whatever else you wanna do that's legal for everyone else, you should be able to do it.  

If you're and that's another thing with the military.   If you're old enough to enlist in the military and   die for your country, then you're old enough to smoke cigarettes and drink. Give me one second.   And you should be allowed to smoke weed or anything else you wanna do.   If if I was on the battlefield and they told me I couldn't get drunk or smoke any weed,   I'd be like, fuck you. You go shoot them motherfuckers then. Yeah.  

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Wow.   And we we touch we we once had a conversation,   and,   you told me and I think I have to agree with it, that   the the sooner   you know that you wanna transition, the better it is that,   at the younger age to get it for, you know, complications and stuff like that. Although, it's still very,   very,   dangerous to to get a transition. Right? Because I think that the most dangerous part   is,   with your genitals.   Right?   Yeah. See, that's the thing. If if you start taking hormones early  

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and so this is a problem. Okay. You've got 2 things that you have to consider   whenever you're talking about early transition.   If,   you take   if you get on,   testosterone   blockers   and start taking estradiol   and progesterone   whenever you're 14,   then   you're going to be much more passable without any facial surgery than someone else,   who transitioned   at 18 or 19.   Because as soon as that testosterone   hits you, your face changes,   and your nose goes to one side and stuff like that. Right.   So   and you get   ridges here. And   yeah.   So   if someone starts that stuff early, they don't have to worry about having to pay $20,000   for face surgery.  

But then at the same time, if someone starts that early,   then   they're not gonna have very much skin   for the,   male to female   vaginoplasty.   So they're gonna have a very   shallow   vagina.   Uh-huh. So   so is it better to be more passable without having to have   any face surgery,   or is it better to have a deep vagina that's deep enough to be put?  

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Right.   And  

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so if you   give a kid all these procedures while they're still   young,   then   they might not,   be satisfied later because they might not be able to be sexually satisfied.   Right. And that's a big danger. I mean, if anything can make someone   more depressed than anything else,   it's if   they are corny all the time and can't get off.  

[01:05:27] Unknown:

That's torture.   Yeah. That's torture.   But that that's also something that   so   they can reconstruct   a vagina or a penis.   I don't think they do it in Thailand. They do it, because I had a a another trans   on maybe listen to the show, from Lola, Christina.   Adult star, OnlyFans,   she still has a cock   because   the transition   to having a vagina   is very complicated.   So my question to you is, you still,   do stand up pissing?   You still have a cock?  

[01:06:17] Unknown:

I still have one, but I sit down most of the time,   unless I don't have any other choice.   But, yeah,   honestly, I think that the question I was asking earlier,   it would be better   to,   be completely passable   than to have a vagina.   It'd make more sense for daily life. You know?   Right.   There's no point in getting,   a vagina if you look like Jackie Gleason or something at the Right.  

[01:07:00] Unknown:

And especially when it's very complicated. And,   it's it's so fascinating that they can nowadays   do that.   You know, make a vagina   and make   a cock that works. I think it works. Right? It maybe doesn't look like a cock, but   wow.  

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Wow.  

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Wow. Let that sink in.   So you you you you're dealing with some   questions you have since your youth,   since you were young about, like, I'm trapped in the wrong body. And then   back in the days, it wasn't something like, oh, you're gonna knock on the door. Like, oh, I wanna, you know,   I think I'm a trans, so let's do it. Right? So the the the complications   that you that you had to fight for and the the   the the struggles you have to   be   in mentally,   physically, emotionally to to get that transition must be really,   hard, taking a toll almost on you.  



[01:08:05] Unknown:

Yeah. It was very difficult.   Everything was an uphill battle, and it's still an uphill battle.   You basically   have to   doctor shop.   And if that doesn't work, then you have to demand   that your doctor do something. Otherwise,   you're never gonna get any help. And if that doesn't work, then you have to go online and order stuff from China or Thailand,   and you don't even know if it's real.  

[01:08:36] Unknown:

Oh, shit.   And do do you,   so, of course, there were a lot of,   different   figures that they can give you for, you know, in Thailand, this may maybe cheaper to   make a penis or to have a breast   plantation, stuff like that. But   I think it's a very, very,   let's say expensive,   life wise, isn't it?  

[01:09:05] Unknown:

Yeah. Definitely.   The first thing that's gonna happen   90% of the time, unless you have,   your life already together   and own your own place and all this stuff, is you're going to wind up living in hotel   and escorting   just so that you can present   as female.   That's what happened   to people. And   I was on drugs,   and   I was   seeing anyone who had come over   just so that I could pay my hotel bill   every day. I went from making   1,000 of dollars a day to that.   Well,   I was making   $2,000 off of each date   and living   exclusively   on the beach and went from that   seeing anybody and everybody   just so that I could have a roof.  



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Oh, fuck.   You must be feeling so isolated.  

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Yeah.   And so   I had all these people   that I thought were my friends.   And   whenever I needed them,   if I wasn't going to fuck them,   they didn't want nothing to do with me. So   I came home and   stopped doing all of that.   If they're not my friends, I'm not their friend.  

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Right.  

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For any amount of money.  

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Right.   But I I think that's that's something that's in the whole porn industry. Right? So the   the exhibit the exhibition   of of,   Flash   eventually.   And a lot of people have to deal with it. Especially what you said, if if you bring in some some real high amounts of money,   you could live by it. You could party all the time.   But all of a sudden, when that falls away, dude, that's that's oh my god.   Yeah.   That's that must be hard.   So I know that you shred your guitar like no one else.   And if you wanna talk about it, cool. If you don't, that's also very cool. But   who told you,   who learned you,   who,   who did   I'm stumbling above my words. Oh my god.  

Who taught you to play the guitar like that? Because I think it's very   familiar, like,   a guy that I know from the eighties.  

[01:11:58] Unknown:

My dad.   My dad taught me how to play guitar.   And, actually,   my dad just shown me   a few things whenever I'd ask him questions.   Most of what I learned playing guitar, I watched   I learned from watching him play and being around him playing guitar all the time.   But, yeah, that's who taught me. My dad. Right.  

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And and,   back in the days when we're just, starting the, the channel together with the shout out to snake turban head.   Love you, motherfucker.   He showed me or you showed a picture. I thought, oh, dude. I know 100%   for sure that, this guy. I know that guy. And then when I listen to your,   then I listen to your,   tapes from your dad in the early days, I said,   dude, that's   you know, I'm don't I I not wanna mention the name   only if you want to do that. You because I respect you so much.   But,   my heart was pounding   so hard. So my head is pounding now because it's starting to feel a little bit sick. I'm very excited right now because you talk about this subject.  

Yeah.  

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I'm not gonna mention his name. No. But,   whenever I was in high school,   long before I put all this together,   I was in high school, and   some friends came over to jam. And they're in the studio,   and,   there's a picture up on the wall.   And,   my friend goes, that's a cool picture of your dad. And I looked at it, and I'm like,   that guy's dead. What are you talking about?   And,   I knew that he looked like my dad, but I didn't put it together   for a long time.   And   I'm   I mean,   if I'm wrong about this   and I start talking about it   and I turn out to be wrong,   I'm gonna feel really   bad.  

Right.   So   but I don't believe I'm wrong. I mean,   there's too many coincidences.   Someone   from,   the middle of nowhere in Tennessee   does not just suddenly   play guitar like that and know how to run a whole recording studio and all this other stuff. Oh, fuck. No.   No way. Just happened.  

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And especially when you're playing guitar,   you know that everyone has his own signature.   You know? Yeah. The way he plays and stuff like that. I hear that in your playing.   And,   what I really like about you,   is besides that you're just a fellow human being,   thank God,   and a really cool girl.   But   you want   to bring out some cool music,   but not want to lift on the success   of your dad.   God knows who it is. Right? We we we we probably know, but,   that that they are just like   be there   and hang around.   But the I I really like that about you because,   the easiest way is just to shout out, you know, okay. This is my dad, blah, blah. Everyone will will attack you. You will be instantly famous within a few   a few minutes, probably.  



[01:15:49] Unknown:

Yeah.   Yeah. But All I have to say is if anyone goes and listens to   It's a Mad World   by Salar Voltar   and lets that song play all the way through,   then by the end of that recording, you're going to know exactly who my dad is without me telling you.   And if you don't,   then you've not listened to very much music from the eighties.  

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Right.   Right.   Was it the song that,   that you said to me, like, like,   a warning, and then then I said, oh, with with the audience and stuff like that? Was it that song? Right? Yeah.   Yeah. That's so cool.   That's so cool.   So   how many guitars do you have,   if you wanna tell them?  

[01:16:42] Unknown:

I don't even   know.   I've got 4 behind me.   6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11,   12,   13,   14, 15,   16,   17.   Oh, shit.   18, 19.   There's, like, not paying   downstairs here. Maybe 20.   Wait.   Wow.   No. There's,   about 30 guitars downstairs,   And there's about   200 upstairs.   Oh, fuck.  

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Yeah.   So there's definitely one that I can pick up if I'm going to be in America, and we're gonna meet each other. Right? And we're gonna jam?  

[01:17:38] Unknown:

Yeah.   Plenty of things to play.  

[01:17:42] Unknown:

What's your what's your favorite, model and and brand that you play?  

[01:17:49] Unknown:

It is   probably   I don't know. I change favorite guitars all the time.   I'll pick up a guitar and play that and won't put it down for, like, a month or 2.   And then I'll take a couple weeks break   and see another guitar that I wanna play, and I'll pick that up. And   whenever I start playing one guitar and I pick up another guitar,   that other guitar feels foreign to me. Right. Right. Play it.   But then another time, I'll pick that guitar up, and that's the one that feels right. None of the other ones do. So I don't know. I don't know. You have a favorite guitar.  

[01:18:30] Unknown:

So you you got here 3 of my guitars that I oh, look. I have to bend over like that. So this is my country western guitar, which is at my sis   home.   This is my black black beauty, but it's a a p four because I can't afford yet   the Gibson one. Although, I really, really love My Black Beauty from the SG,   from a headphone.   That is a Squire model.   I think it's paid, like, $65.   New.   It's a Harley Benton.   And   it's   it's such a nice guitar.   The the the the way they put it together isn't,   you   know, really neat. But if you do a little bit grinding and stuff like that and and you you play a little bit, then, it all comes together. And just like you said, you have to   especially for a guitar, you have to you pick it up and you you play it and you   you're going in in some kind of relationship with it. Right? You know, all of this is the sweet spot here,   and this is what you like to do. And, especially, I got an, Epiphone SG,   although I really,   really   Gibson. If you're listening to this episode, I love to have a fucking SG   Gibson.  

That guitar   plays so   amazing.   The the way you can have because you have to do this, double cutaway.   And the sound is the  

[01:20:05] Unknown:

My my thing   my whole thing   is   generally, I like thick necks,   and I want my guitar to hang like this as if I'm playing a cello. I don't want my guitar over here like this.   Uh-huh.   Up here. You know? Oh, you can't see my hand. I want it up here like this. Right.   That way everything is accessible.   And if the guitar will not hang like that without me holding on to it,   then I'm not gonna play it.  

[01:20:39] Unknown:

No. Because you have to grab it for for preventing it, falling it. Right? If it's not balanced good enough, it's gonna be Alright. It's not on your always be doing this, and  

[01:20:50] Unknown:

then that's gonna make it hard to do things down here, stuff like that.   So, usually, I play big guitars,   and   Les Pauls if they're full weight, not   hollowed out Les Pauls because they'll hang lock that too. Oh, cool.   Yep.  

[01:21:14] Unknown:

It's a flying Veed and Explorer?  

[01:21:19] Unknown:

An Explorer will hang like that sometime. Depends on how you've got the strap, but,   those Gibson v's   tend   to be top heavy. Like, I don't like this. I don't like the the Jackson   style, the nothing.  

[01:21:38] Unknown:

So you got now your studio.   You got,   variants of   guitars that you can pick from.   You made some awesome songs.   I I have listened to some of them.   And,   I really would like Oh, look.   That's a Van Halen.   That's a Van Halen.   Oh, wow.  

[01:22:02] Unknown:

I built this.  

[01:22:04] Unknown:

You built it yourself?   Yeah.   Oh, that's   awesome.   How does it play?   Does it meet your expectations?  

[01:22:15] Unknown:

It plays really good. But right now,   it's been really dry weather.   So the sides of the frets are sticking out, and I need to file them off.  

[01:22:26] Unknown:

Yeah. Some some lemon juice.   What's it called? C 33 or something like that that you're gonna put on the fretboard?  

[01:22:33] Unknown:

Yeah.   But   this thing's killer. It's got   this was a strap with,   like, 3   humbucker pickup holes.   And,   plugged this one and this one,   and it's got a wooden pit guard   and a shaler   fluid rose on it.   Wow. It  

[01:23:00] Unknown:

I like the neck.  

[01:23:03] Unknown:

Yeah. It's it's got a really good neck on it. It's a wide neck.   Yeah.   I actually built this for my cousin.   But if you see   right here,   the Van Halen logo Yeah. On the  

[01:23:22] Unknown:

That's absolutely the the Van Halen signature.   There you got   it. Yeah.   That's also something like   so so if if you see, like, the the   the guitarist in the eighties nineties,   Of course, also the seventies, like Ritchie Blackmore,   Rory Gallagher.   There are so many to to to to pronounce. You know? Eric Clapton   slash,   Jimmy, of course. Jimmy Hendrix and stuff like that. What's,   what's the the the the the the most influential,   group or or music that you like to play? Because a lot of people do not know that. I think I know, but  

[01:24:08] Unknown:

the most influential.   Randy Rhoads is the most influential guitarist on me.   I   spent most of my time   watching   Eddie Van Halen whenever I was a little kid.   But,   because I had this Van Halen tape, and my   first words were rewind.   And,   no. It was Van Halen, and then the next first word was rewind.   And   but I didn't even know who Ozzy was back then. Like,   I thought my dad was Sammy Hagar.   Because   because I had the live without a net tape. And   whenever I was little, dad had got   some   do they call it   he had got a perm for a little while, and he would go in and fall out, But in the eighties,  

[01:25:21] Unknown:

the   pego.   With the yeah. The the crazy hair, like Yeah. Glamour and stuff like that? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We under that.  

[01:25:31] Unknown:

Yeah.   So dad had done that for a photo shoot with his hair, and so I thought my dad was Sammy Hagar   because Sammy Hagar had the same kind of hair on the videotape.   Right.   So   I lost my oh, yeah.   But it was Van Halen,   my dad,   because I was in the studio watching   my dad play guitar before   I even   knew who Van Halen was. Like,   he used to take me to the studio, and I would sit in the car seat, and he would stand there and play guitar and record and stuff. That's whenever I was little, little, like,   we're still in the car seat. So,   that's, like, 1986.  

So,   besides,   besides   dad and,   it's classical music. Yeah.   Whenever I sleep,   sometimes I listen to classical music.   And sometimes I don't. If I'm asleep and something comes on that's disturbing,   like something really happy and loud,   I get mad and I get up and turn it off.   I don't like happy music,   for some reason.   I don't know.  

[01:27:06] Unknown:

So you're more, like, into the punk and and, like, a little bit, the fast rock and roll, stuff like that?  

[01:27:19] Unknown:

I don't know. Like,   I don't listen to music except for classical music,   unless   I'm trying to,   listen to another guitar player's guitar work.   And   some guitarists   that,   are really impressive,   I don't bother with because, like,   to me,   if you have   5,000 notes per measure that you're playing on the guitar, nobody knows what you're playing, and they're not going to remember it, and they're not gonna care about it tomorrow.   Right.   Something that is more melodic and controlled   is much more interesting.   I  

[01:28:08] Unknown:

mean, imagine  

[01:28:10] Unknown:

if all the way through every,   orchestra   piece that you ever heard, the violinist was going   as fast as they could play the whole way through. Right. And,   I mean, you wouldn't wanna listen to that.  

[01:28:26] Unknown:

Well, I wouldn't. My my some of my mates would because they like it. They're like like also the the music. Like,   It sounds like if you're turning on a vacuum cleaner and you wash out the dish the dishwasher, like.   You know, some people like that. I don't   I like it when   people try to speak with the guitar or you know, if you listen to Jimmy Hendrix and also Frank Zappa, they never ever played the song exactly the same as they,   put it down on paper. Because that's not the emotion. You you you know where you have to go to. You have some you have some some goals within the song, you know, to hit that goal   or to go in that direction. But the rest is just like the audience, the the the atmosphere.  

I know that I play better guitar on Fridays   than on Mondays. It's really strange, but it is.  

[01:29:21] Unknown:

Yeah.   That is strange.   I've never noticed oh, I was I thought my camera was up there because I have nothing to   do.   I should've turned that one off.   That is strange. Like, I never noticed anything like that. I just noticed that sometimes I can play really good, and sometimes I don't feel like I can play at all. Right.   But, like, all these people are going around, like, trying to   figure out how to sound like this guitar player or sound like that guitar player,   and you can't.   You can only sound like you.   And   that is why   what we were talking about earlier is so suspicious   because you can only sound like   can't sound like someone else.  

And the reason why these guitar players   are able to   play   the same song and not play it exactly the same way, but   play it maybe with even more filling than what is on the record   and maybe faster or slower   that day or,   do something crazy that   they never thought of during the record,   or play this part a different way or this part instead of this part here.   The reason they do that is because   they know how they think. They think about   all the licks that they could do with this, and they go to those spots.   And sometimes they go to those same spots at the same time as the record, and sometimes they don't. Right. Because they are them. And if you are trying to copy them, then you're going to go to,   the same spot that you went to last time, this time, and every other time   because you're copying that person's,   performance.  

Right. The making it your own performance   based on what you learned from   listening to  

[01:31:27] Unknown:

them. That's why I really love to to be on TikTok live, which has been a a very long time now. I'm sorry for that for all the fans.   But I don't have the equipment right now to play, like, a good sound,   like a random song that they're gonna ask me. And then I'm gonna put my disorganized sauce on it. I'm listening to the music. Sometimes I already fuck it up. But sometimes just like, oh, wait.   I can   I can get my melody   melody in it, and it doesn't sound that bad? And I like to do that. And sometimes you're really hitting the spot, but I'm getting bored   about hitting the spot really because then I'm playing someone else's song.  

That makes no you know, it makes I want to be,   authentic. And the only thing I can do this by closing my eyes, plugging the guitar, and then just figuring out, like, oh, they're doing, like,   and I can do   What what happens now? You know? To make your own groove somehow. Yeah.   Or that's just maybe an excuse because I don't play that good.   That could be also possible truth.   Well,   I think  

[01:32:42] Unknown:

that, like,   if,   if I was to play   random   lead to children of the grave,   I would probably   throw a lot more notes in there than what Randy threw in there on his live performance of children of the grave. Right. But   but what he was doing   was,   he was playing slower so that it could be more melodic.   Because if you listen to   Randy solo,   like, on the alternate version of crazy train, It's just a bunch of random ones.   So people don't naturally   play slowly in melodic as if they're playing along with an orchestra. People don't naturally do that. Naturally, people   do these random looks that they know and,   fly through skills. That's what people do naturally.  

So   if anyone thinks that,   he just sat down and,   decided,   like, all of a sudden, oh, I'm just going to play this   this slow part here.   And it's not slow. It sounds fast, but it actually is slow. It's   fast, slow. Right.   So   and,   like, you see a lot of people, like,   what do you call it? Alternate picking   a lot of his stuff,   and it's not alternate pick. Like, he almost always downpicks   only, and the rest is hammer ons and pull offs. And,   well, like, he might, downpick twice really fast together and then,   pull off and hammer on a couple of times and pick down again and then keep doing that. That's how he plays.   Right. It's,   legato   and not staccato. Stop staccato, there's an attack at the beginning of every note, a pick attack.  

Legato,   there's not a pick attack at the beginning of every note.   And either way is fine,   but   to do the legato thing   takes a lot of discipline.   Anyone can if they're good at alternate picking   can,   alternate pick through that stuff   fairly   easily if they learn how the   where the notes are.   But to do that   without alternate picking,   that   takes a lot of skill.   Oh, yeah.   Because you're ever picking every one out of 3 notes, maybe.  

[01:35:45] Unknown:

That's something that I really,   appreciated appreciated about the COVID times that I could   search my   guitar teachers on YouTube, like,   Ricky Bieno, you know,   Paul Davis, to to explain me a little bit more about music   theory, which is, of course, oh, man, if if someone says, like,   CAD 9 out of 7, it's just like   how you play that, I'm I'm struggling with it. But if I listen to it and it's in the song, then I like to, you know, beander around. Like, oh, it's it's right right here. So let's see what what kind of juice I can put into it.  

[01:36:26] Unknown:

I don't know what that I mean, I hate it whenever people start putting numbers with   boards   You're right. Stuff. As soon as they do that, I'm like, I don't know what you're talking about. So it's my plate of going to someone else.   Yes. Yeah. Like, there's this one guy on YouTube, which most of his stuff is wrong.   He gives a lot of guitar lessons.   And,   well, most of his step is very close to being right, but pretty much everything that he says about something Randy Rhodes recorded   is way off.   So   but,   he's always going,   okay. Go   1927   and all this stuff. I'm like, what the fuck are you talking about? Tell me which note it is or, just play it. Play it very slowly.  

And,   I don't know. Like, he's shouting off tablature   while he's given the lesson. And   people like me were playing guitar before tablature came out, so we don't know what you're talking about.  

[01:37:35] Unknown:

Right. We just play. We we we like to groove. We like the sound. It fits in the music, in the in the  

[01:37:42] Unknown:

it fits. That that that's all. I feel I have a lot of respect for Zach Wild for being able to learn   dime bag stuff off of YouTube,   guitar lessons. Right. That must have been a pain in the ass. It's all I can say.  

[01:38:00] Unknown:

Have you seen,   the response of Steve Fay who was in Crossroads   with Ralph? Did you marry the new kid?   Yeah. It was Crossroads, and they played the ant the ant song.   Ralph Maggiano with fucking   Ralph, the guy. He was playing a classical   piece.   And,   Steve Fay admitted that he really struggle with that play. But,   eventually,   he put it down,   blindfolded,   and it was I don't I think it's,   the 4 seasons. Like,   Yeah. I think it's, it's 4 seasons from,   fuck. What?   Why is it when I'm online   doing the stuff that I really like to do that my mind is just like one big   nothingness?  

Vivaldi. There you go. Yeah.   Deep deep dives so deeply into it.   Solera,   do you   so I think that the the   the thing that you really wanna do is to   put you out there,   being a guitar goddess,   and play like you play, and be who you are.   I think that that would be the biggest achievement in your life, or do I have that wrong?  

[01:39:31] Unknown:

I don't know. I just go day by day.   Right.   Well, I there was a time whenever that was, like, really important. And   now I'm just like, if it happens, fine. If it don't, fine.   I can't even get a drummer together anymore.   So I don't worry about it.  

[01:39:56] Unknown:

So you got a studio right now, so you just make songs that you really like. You're gonna put them out   and see what's happening. Right?  

[01:40:03] Unknown:

Honestly, I'm just waiting for it to warm up so that I can stand to be in the studio.   It is so cold out there right now. Like,   I sprained my wrist the other day because it was, like, 40 degrees.   And I was out there playing guitar for 10 hours, and I bent a string and my wrist popped, and it's just now starting to get better.  

[01:40:25] Unknown:

Oh, I had once that that that when I looked at my fingers, they were blue, just like   this kind of blue. Right?   Just like, oh my God. And then I I figured out like, oh, now now I'm completely cold. And I was looking at the glass   of water, and there was a little bit ice on it. But I just played and played. I was in my zen mode. You know? And if I'm in a zen mode, I just wanna play and play and and don't there's no time. There's no   future. There's no past. There's just the now. There's just me shredding at at the time.   So yeah.  

Lara,   are there any topics that you wanna touch based on before we gonna wrap it up a little bit? Because I wanna ask you, of course, 14 questions as you probably know.  

[01:41:14] Unknown:

No. Go   ahead   and  

[01:41:17] Unknown:

shoot.   So have you prepared your little bit?   Do I? Did you prepare a little bit about the questions?  

[01:41:27] Unknown:

No. I didn't prepare for the 14 questions. Good. Good.  

[01:41:31] Unknown:

I like to do everything unprepared, just like roaring with it. Right?   Okay. So,   14 questions for my guests. What's your favorite color?  

[01:41:45] Unknown:

Pink.  

[01:41:46] Unknown:

What's your favorite music?  

[01:41:52] Unknown:

Diary of a madman.  

[01:41:57] Unknown:

What's your favorite movie or series?  

[01:42:02] Unknown:

My favorite movie or series?   Jaws.  

[01:42:12] Unknown:

We like,   fish that bite.  

[01:42:15] Unknown:

Yeah.  

[01:42:18] Unknown:

What's your favorite book?  

[01:42:21] Unknown:

The Bible.  

[01:42:23] Unknown:

What's your favorite drink or booze?  

[01:42:27] Unknown:

Bex.  

[01:42:29] Unknown:

What's your favorite food?  

[01:42:37] Unknown:

I don't know.   I don't like the,  

[01:42:44] Unknown:

ice cream. You prefer   liquid?  

[01:42:49] Unknown:

I don't  

[01:42:50] Unknown:

Like, smoothie or something like that instead of food?  

[01:42:57] Unknown:

I eat so much that I don't know. Like,   if it's food, it's food. I don't care.  

[01:43:04] Unknown:

Okay. What's your,   what kind of clothing you like to wear the most?  

[01:43:13] Unknown:

Casual clothing,   like, I'm wearing right now. I'm wearing.  

[01:43:19] Unknown:

What's your, favorite holiday destination?  

[01:43:23] Unknown:

Favorite holiday destination.   Destination. I've never went anywhere on a holiday.  

[01:43:31] Unknown:

Oh. Oh,   girl, you gotta go out there. Come to the Netherlands.   I know that you are are not into the the the LGTQ,   whatever the fuck movement, but,   the Netherlands is very liberal on that kind of stuff. You know?   The sweet spot.   Why doesn't that show up? Fuck.   Love.   Okay. These questions are going to be a little bit harder. What's your definition of the devil?  

[01:44:11] Unknown:

He is,   a murderer from the beginning and abode not the truth.  

[01:44:19] Unknown:

So what's your definition of God?  

[01:44:24] Unknown:

Love, mercy, and truth.  

[01:44:29] Unknown:

And what's your interpretation of,   value?  

[01:44:36] Unknown:

My interpretation of value.   Okay.   The value of this Mountain Dew is not what   I paid for it or what it could be sold for.   The value of this Mountain Dew   is what it does for me, and that is it quenches my thirst.  

[01:44:59] Unknown:

Wow. I love that. I love that.   What's your,   interpretation of success?  

[01:45:10] Unknown:

My interpretation of success   is   waking up free   every day.  

[01:45:20] Unknown:

And what's your favorite quote?  

[01:45:23] Unknown:

My favorite quote.   That's a hard one.   Now I'm sitting here thinking about all these things that I can barely remember.   Favorite   I've got a bad feeling about this. This. It's a hard one, right?  

[01:46:01] Unknown:

No. That's my favorite quote. Oh, that's your favorite quote. Sorry. What was that again?  

[01:46:06] Unknown:

I've got a bad feeling about this.  

[01:46:09] Unknown:

Oh,   wow.   So, and the last question will be, what's your life's motto?  

[01:46:15] Unknown:

My life's motto   is   I don't have a life's motto.  

[01:46:26] Unknown:

Like Just live it. Right? Yeah. Just live.  

[01:46:30] Unknown:

Live   and love the people around you,   and and that's it.   Is this your first Mercy.  

[01:46:42] Unknown:

Have mercy. Have mercy. That's a good one too.   Is this the first podcast you were on? Yeah.   So you lost your virginity here on the Zoran Ash Productions?  

[01:46:53] Unknown:

Yeah.   Almost   almost didn't come on.  

[01:46:57] Unknown:

Right. I know. I know. And I really love that girl that you that you did it because I know that it was hard. You were you were, you know, facing some stuff,   family wise.   Personally,   with with a studio and all that stuff, I hope that's settled out right now. It's fucking cold there where you are right now, which is also a struggle for a lot of people, of course.   Where can people find you   if you want,   if if you want to show that that they can contact you or see what you're doing?  

[01:47:31] Unknown:

All they have to do   is,   summon me as they go to sleep.   And if I'm asleep, I will find them.  

[01:47:41] Unknown:

I love that.  

[01:47:43] Unknown:

Or   if they are not successful at that,   they can follow me on Instagram   at solar vaultara   and DM   me, my,   what do you call it? My inbox.  

[01:48:00] Unknown:

Right.   I wanna ask you, one question, solar.   Well, I did 14 already. I know.   But,   can I play on the end of this episode?   It's a matte world.   Yeah.   Yes. Definitely. Right? Definitely. I had a great time. I hope you enjoyed, this episode also.   And,   I hope you felt comfortable enough to to to speak out loud because it's the first time it's always little bit you know?   Yeah. You got some things going off. Right? Yeah.   So we're gonna catch up.   And I know that,   oh, yeah. I'm gonna catch up with the with the Instagram because I know that Telegram is,   well, quite a pain pain in the ass right now where you are. So we're gonna hook up.  

For everyone that's listening to this episode, I hope you really enjoyed it.   There are so many topics that we can deep dive more into,   but, unfortunately, time runs out when you're on these productions because we're almost 2 hours in. So that's, flying by. Right?   So, Lara, I it was really nice to to talk to you. Thank you for your time   and your, your energy.   And keep on shredding, girl, because, I really love what you're doing.   And, hopefully, we,   we're gonna catch up one day and, gonna play some legs and, have a good time.  

[01:49:22] Unknown:

Yeah. Definitely.   Thank you for having me on your show, Rob. It's been fun.  

[01:49:27] Unknown:

Thank you. And for all the listeners out there, have a beautiful grand rising, a beautiful day, or beautiful evening no matter where you are on this beautiful   plain   planet. Thank you.   Dreams. He's a pain in the ass.   Black as a night,   god show me light   and he'll be tight.