In this episode of the Disorganized Productions podcast, host Rob welcomes Colby Watchorn, the owner of the soon-to-be-launched website shamanic.earth. Colby shares his journey of creating unique amulets and jewelry using crystals and sterling silver, and discusses the healing properties of different crystals. The conversation delves into the spiritual and energetic aspects of crystals, including their ability to hold and transmit energy, and the personal connections people form with them.
Colby also opens up about his personal struggles, including his experience with addiction, legal issues, and the transformative journey of healing and self-discovery. He shares insights into the challenges he faced, the support systems that helped him, and the importance of self-reflection and personal growth.
The episode touches on various topics, including the mysteries of crystals, the power of intention and energy, and the societal challenges of addiction and recovery. Rob and Colby also discuss the importance of authenticity, the value of self-love, and the journey to becoming the best version of oneself.
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Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productions podcast. The show that fuels your spirit, ignites your potential, and helps you become the best version of yourself. I'm your host, Rob, and each episode, we'll embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you, tap into your limitless potential, and conquer life's challenges. Hello fellow human, and welcome to another episode of Disorganized Productions. If you wanna contact me, please shoot me an email at [email protected]. Same goes if you want to check out all the stuff that I'm doing. Check my link tree, which is link tree slash disorganized productions, and please support my brothers in crime from the Unchained Brain podcast, the Rat Pill Cartel, the Life is a Dream, Death is Awakening, and the Greyhorn Pagan Podcast.
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Cool. Sounds good.
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Ladies and gentlemen, fellow human, welcome to another episode of disorganized productions. And, of course, just like every episode, this is a special one. Today, we're gonna talk with the owner, Colby, from shamanic.earth. That website will be launched tomorrow, and Kolby has some really cool stuff that he makes. And we're gonna talk about well, we talked about it just briefly before we jumped on, this podcast about everything. So wherever the fuck comes up in our minds, we're gonna talk about. Please, a warm welcome for Colby.
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What's up, Rob? Yeah. I'm fine. How about you? Doing good, bro. Doing good. Yeah. It's a nice, nice day over here. It's a little cloudy. Got the fog rolling in at the mountains. It's beautiful. Looks like a rainforest. Not much snow, though. So it's but it's still still good. Cold? Yeah. It's chilly. It's about 35 degrees or so. But Oh, so that's Fahrenheit. Right? So that will be Yeah.
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Almost minus 1 here in in Celsius. Right. Probably something like that. 40 degrees. So it's the same way it was here. Because yesterday, when I was driving yesterday night, it was like, the fog froze up. So, it's very, slippery on the roads and stuff like that. And you have to scratch your windscreen to get all the shit from the from the windscreen. And they probably gonna accept some snow here. Although, we never know because we are a little bit in the warmer part of the Netherlands, but it could turn just like just like that. That's gonna be snowy. That's gonna be slippery and stuff like that.
Yeah. So, Kobe, welcome to the show. We talked to each other, a few times a little bit briefly before we hopped on. And, like, I think it is, like, a strong ago, because you mentioned, like, oh, man. Let's get in a conversation. I wanna know who you are and stuff like that because, how how we do do that that podcasting stuff. You know? Don't you have to know each other? And I said, no. You just No. We're gonna just hop in, and we're gonna have a conversation, and we'll see how it goes. So, yeah, the the thing that really interested me and interests interests me is how you come to the awesome ideas about the jewelry that you make.
And please introduce yourself briefly to the audience because I'm sorry that Well, yeah. Yeah. I'm Colby Washburn.
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I just dodged demonic dot earth up. It'll be up tomorrow. I've made amulets for a little over 20 years now, out of, rough crystals, some faceting, but not not a lot of the silversmithing, but more wire wrap work with sterling silver. Working with a little bit of copper right now. However, so the website it's gonna be where people can have me I I'll talk to people that need healing or help assistance from crystals or energy work with crystals, and I'll make the amulet, designed specifically for them. And, like, if they have ailments like arthritis or pain or need, help with anxiety or, let's say, just connecting with, earth or something like that or grounding, Those are some other things that are really good for the amulets or or even holding crystals. However, the amulets are they'll be made specifically for the person.
I'm also doing where I can, get people have crystals they would like me to wrap for them or something like that to their fashion or what they would like, I'm gonna do that also. Wow. And I also I've been I'm gonna have a stage too because I go up on the mountains here in Utah, and I gather sage, and I make make sage sticks from white sage, and it's it's amazing stuff. It's Oh, wow. Very amazing. Like, yeah, it's it's really good. It's great stage. So I'll be selling those too, and and amongst other things and try to get things going there.
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Right. So how do you come to the knowledge of knowing what crystal and what metal, preserves for what kind of, sickness or or treatment? Or how did you get that knowledge? Where where you get it from? So I've I've read Judy Hill's books and also Melody.
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Here's a couple of the books, like Judy Hill. It's hard to see that because Oh, yeah. But, oh, yeah. No. Yeah. You can see that. There you go. Yeah. Yeah. This is by Judy Hill, and this goes in deep into, what crystals for what part of the body for even, you know, the sign. And then next to that, the vibration, the frequency. And then Melody, she's got she's got these kaleidoscopes. They're they're amazing. Oh, and what's crazy is I just found out today that both of these ladies have passed away within the last 4 years. And that just. Man, that just tore me up. But I know that they're in a more strong place because they are powerful people. And in these books, it's just so much, so much that it's yeah.
So
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It's, it's it's one of the the the the the most things that I miss right now when I do not have a place is my crystals that I always had around me. And my, my my lambs were made of, salt, the salt lamps, you know? Yeah. And I had 4 of them. So they I I was always in the place where they were, I will always say, keep the the the low energy and the the bad energy away from me. And the crystals, I I used to and I still do. I can show you these. I always travel with my crystals because, call me superstitious, but it's just something like I feel better, and I feel when they're not around.
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Yeah. I've
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so this one, there's some macknight, I think it is. Mackalite. Right? Yeah. Malachite. Malachite. Exactly. And I got this one always traveling with me. You're gonna probably see what the oh, wait. Let me see if I can get to the camera. If it's quartz or if it's, the It's a quartz. Yes. Exactly.
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Yes. Yeah. Nice. The amplification pretty slow.
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This is odd. That's odd. The the thing is, I think if you if you look to the, to how people find this kind of stuff when you are walking in the mountains and stuff like that, and you see normally, dirt and rocks and all that stuff. You know? And all of a sudden, some shiny shit. Just like, wow. Yeah. Yeah.
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Yeah. It is like rock counting is the best. Do you do rock count out in the Netherlands?
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No. No. No? No. We do not have hills. Oh, okay. Biggest hill here, I think, is 300 meter. No. Not even close to let let me let me let me search that up, but we do not have hills. We have, some I will look it up. No worries. No worries. Because we're we're called the lowlands, and that Okay. That name has a purpose.
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It's flat as far. I it's low. Gotcha. Yeah.
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It's e there's no constant in graph. So the highest the highest point in the Netherlands is 322 meters above Oh, wow. Sea level.
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And so is that that's not I am terrible with my meters to few the I apologize on there. Feet? A little ignorant, but or to miles.
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Yeah. Oh, no miles, baby. No. To feet? Let me see. No. 3 meters. You're gonna laugh. Kobe, you're gonna laugh your ass off. I'm I'm swear to God. It's, 1056 feet.
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No shit. That's all good, man. I bet you could find some stuff out there if there's dirt or planes or something like that, but I don't know. I've not been there.
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Yeah. So there are caves, are there? Let me see how it's pronounced in English because I do not know know, translate it in English. Mall.
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Mall. Mall, m a r l.
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Mall. Okay. So that's, it's kind of a gravel, a yellowish gravel, and you can scratch it with your fingers. It's just it's not hard at all. So they gave some caves in it, but the the the the network is quite long. And, if you do not have a guide, your will be lost. You will be dead because you can't find anything because it's really page dark. And, there's a story about maybe 40, 50 years ago. The 2 students were getting into this cave, you know, exploring and stuff like that, and, their lights went out. So they said, oh, that would be perfectly cool if we can touch the wall, and that will bring us to the entrance or tray.
But they were walking around in circles, and they'd be both found it, found dead.
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That's scary shit. Yeah. Scary as fuck, dude. Like Even going in a cave, being in one before, it's I have never been in deep, but I've been in there, and it's uncomfortable as shit, dude. It's fucking claustrophobic, and you can either go 1 or 2 ways. But like you're saying, it could get that's sad. It's really sad. Yeah.
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But it's it's something like some of them explorers will find, like, the real jewelry of the earth. Right? If you if you see like, wow, you know, you're crawling your your way down or up or whatever. And then all of a sudden, when you when you shine your light in the pitch dark into this yeah. It's just like a a a a a treasure. Right? When you see everything, you know, coming to life with your with your light, that must be such
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a crazy good feeling. Just like Like a rush. Like Indiana Jones type stuff. Right? Right? Like where it's Without the New Yorkies. Right. Yeah.
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Probably do not know, maybe live on the earth.
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No. I would love to go, finding, like, aquamarine or tourmaline and things like that in caves, but you there You can, you can, you gotta pay money, you know, you can, but it's like even out here. So there's a place called Escalante and there's a petrified forest, petrified wood. And it it's these logs that are giant petrified, and they're, like, rainbows of colors, bro, blues and everything. So I went out trail out there. It's just kind of an idea of, like, predators. So I went off trail, and I found a whole bunch of petrified wood and this has quartz crystals grown in it, in the, in the petrified wood, which is crazy because, and this was like a treasure, man. Like, it was so cool to find. So finding that expensive stuff, like Ruby or, like, some, like yeah. That would be a rush. That'd be so cool, dude. Very cool.
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So what what what kind of nature causes to verify? What
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I think it's a lot of time, and I, you know what? I I honestly don't know how that works. I know it's a lot of time. Mhmm. And and, I'm not sure. Like, I don't know the chemical composition of like how crystals are formed. I know some of it, but I don't know how to elaborate on that, with, with the knowledge, you know, that would be slight straight up knowledge. Like, I would be all over the place. So, yeah, I have a I have a friend who's a geologist. He knows, like, a lot of the stuff, which is kinda cool. He works for the forest service, actually. But, anyway yeah. Wow. What's cool? Did these are the remember.
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Yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead.
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Well, no. No. No. I I was just gonna go and remember how you were saying, like, how you carry your crystals with you and, how you feel like when they're not there, like, you you can feel them. Right? Well, I believe I mean and and due to my research, man, like, I found water is a main component in creating crystals in every crystal, which water is replicatable and holds memory. It holds information. So, crystals, when they get formed, they're gonna be formed with water and information. And when they solidify, they're gonna hold that information in them. However, we can program them, like you were saying, So people will walk around and they'll they could they could be in, like, a gym fair or something.
They'll have a crystal call to them that they can feel call to them and they'll pick it up, like, and they'll be around, like, thousands of other crystals, but this one comes to them. And and they don't sometimes know it's really speaking to them, but it really is. And they'll buy it, and they'll take it all in the third with their collection because it's a connection. Uh-huh. We can like, you can spry with crystals. You can you can there's ones called record keepers. There's works record keepers. There's windows.
People have been able to tell the future or certain things, like, they can give the crystal to somebody and have them hold it, and then they'll hand it back to the shaman or the psychic, and they'll be able to look into the crystal and tell them what they see, and it usually matches in some of the whatever they're trying to figure out, you know? And so and I believe this is even more crazy. This is yet to bury deep. So our pineal is crystals. Our pineal gland is crystals. Uh-huh. So think about those crystals communicating with these other crystals on a quantum level and light.
Light sends information too, bro. It's all fucking connected. And, like, man, it just I just got chills. Like, holy cow. Yeah. That was awesome, bro. Badass Condolini rising right there. But Yeah. Yeah, man.
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Yes. I still have a, it's quite big, just like almost like a fist of rose quartz in my car to get, you know, and it's something like, even if you do not believe in that kind of, for a lot of people like woo woo, whatever. Okay. Lay down and have the right people that know about crystals, and you will feel their energy and their power. And, especially with the this one. So so you got, several crystals like like this one. My damn disorganized mind, I don't I don't know. It's a crystal, and I know, you know, I know the name for for 20 times, 40 times, 50 times. I wouldn't wanna pronounce it live on air or not live or recorded. I'm just Phil. I know. But, this one, because it's been, it's not 100%.
You can't oh, it's too bad you can't see it. But it's not like now. You know, finally. But it's not 100%, you know, what's it called? Like, a real struggling with the words. It's not 100%, polished and stuff like that. So it, and that that's because there are so many, times when this was created that there were several layers that were going up and down in the air, which formed this crystal. So this crystal, also takes a lot of shit from you when you have that in your mind and and when you're struggling, that takes it with you. Even now, when I'm holding it just and it's it was really cold when I took it out of my, rucksack, but now it's warming up.
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It's it's working with your energy. Holy damn. Yes. Yes. Hell, yeah. Like, some people I've had had them hand me back their stone. I'm like, oh my god. I can't believe how warm this is. Like, it's then you can feel the vibrations in it by putting it in your left hand, which is our receiving hand. Mhmm. You know? And but yeah, man. That's cool.
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Have you seen, I think it was on YouTube and stuff. Well, on multiple platforms, 2 Burke Crystals that have been rubbed together very fast. You're gonna be, they're gonna be, light and greenish light. So that they will glow in the dark when you rub them together. So Right. A lot of people believe that this this was the first light source. Okay? Because, you know, back in the days, if you believe history, when we didn't had any fire and stuff like that, probably people had crystals. And when you rubbed them together, they shined. And it depends on, of course, what kind of crystal that you have.
But, yes. And I saw that you made also some shamanic staffs, which I love. And I was just talking about that thinking like, oh, shit. I got mine in my car. And last time that we Oh, you were gonna bring it and show it to us. Yes. Oh, it's not it's not Sunday yet, but I will, I have to write that one. Right? But, yes. But that would be, something too that I want to maybe integrate these kinds of crystals and stuff like that in that shamanic staff. But you do that already. Right?
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Right. I do. I can do that. The one thing I have not done is found the wood for shamanic staffs. I was given a piece of wood that I have. I took it and carved it and everything like that. Mhmm. I know you I know they can be bought and found and everything. You know? And, but this is the only staff I've made, the one that I have. You know, but I would help somebody or assist drawing them or even, like, if they have a piece of wood and they want me to inlay gems in in a certain form, or if they want me to do something for them. And, yeah, I can do that. Right. Right.
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That's something too. Because if you're walking just like I did in Peru Yeah. And you, you asked the universe, you know, like, oh, I always walk with a staff, and I carved it, and I had some energy in it. And I ground automatically even if I have my shoes on when I'm walking with a wooden stick. And you ask that, and nature gives you that that beautiful kind of stick. That's so awesome. But, it's also the energy that's in it. You know? The funny not the funny thing. There you go again, Rob. But the thing is, people when they see you walk around with that kind of stick, they're wondering where's the stick made of and stuff like that. But, the most beautiful thing that that that people ask you is, can I please hold it? Not like they're gonna take it. Can I please hold it? Because it's all your energy that you have with all the miles that you walked upon and wherever has been in that stick.
I like to find a stick and then carve it so it's gonna be completely, dense free and stuff like that. So it's gonna be, completely, what's it called?
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Like, sealed?
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Yeah. So it's it's gonna be, completely flat. No. Not flat. If you grind it, you know, that that's gonna be that that you feel it, that there's there's nothing, no wood sticks out or whatever. Oh, sanding it down. Yes. But I do it with a knife. Oh, okay. For me, that's a zen moment. Right? You know? Right. With my fingers. Action. Yes.
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Yes. Absolutely. That's what the relationship and the bond you create. Hell, yeah. And yeah. And that's, that's good for, I think somebody that has their staff to put that into their staff because that builds that energy and that hour, you know, and if, like, you're saying, like, have somebody else work on it or however, you know, some people might want that. It's cool.
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Yeah. You speak the truth there. Is is it something, that that that you really can relate to, like, the sand moment in in our re rushed up western world? Once you are, into the jams, into the stones, into your stick, it's something like time flows. You know? Yeah. The That's the moment.
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It's a good moment, that connection. It's like when I make the amulets, I do that with every amulet I make. I I build a connection with it, and I program every crystal. Mhmm. Pro so crystals need to be cleansed to to recharge them, to take away those impurities or those blockages, because they they'll take away that shit from us, you know, and they'll hold it in there. And unless they have a way to release that, they're gonna keep that in there. So sometimes I've taken crystals from people and they seem heavy or they're not, they're not cold. You can feel their their drain. They need to be recharged. You know, that's a, that's definitely something that, a lot of people aren't aware of, you know, like using Sage white Sage or sea salt is a major one, on a full moon, you know, in sea salt, in the water and distilled water's best.
Yeah. So cleansing is a big thing. Just trying to throw that out.
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Right. I used to do do when I had the time and I was thinking about it. I used to recharge them with the, with the little stones of. Mhmm. And or, water that that that, so no still water, but like a tap, you know, where it's drips drips on the stone. So it takes, you know, just like if you have a a long day at work, if you're gonna take a shower, it it drains off all the energy that you took with this that that you took with you. And, that's the same with the cleansing of the stone. And then, yeah, just like you said, if it's a full moon, even if we can visibly see the moon, the energy that's been in the air, that's gonna take the charge Yeah. Of the stone. And, a lot of people think that these are just stones, you know, but I think that everything has a consciousness.
Yes. And somebody pointed out is like, what if this stone, for example, this crystal is, let's say, 1000 of years old, and it thou spells the letter I. So we talk very rapidly. But in all these 1000 of years, it spoke a lot of sentences, but it takes such a long time before it speaks out. Like some organisms that are finder on earth, they only have to eat once in 2 or 3 years, and they don't move at all, but they're still alive. You know? Yeah. And can you imagine what these kinds of crystals have been made through to get there where they are?
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Yeah. It's fascinating. It is. Yeah. Yeah. It is. And then you'll, like, you'll see some crystals that have other crystals in them, like tourmaline with quartz on it, like, Cleveland diet. It's like all these different minerals grow together, and they're found, and they find these things. And that's, yeah, the stress it takes and the time. And, and I've thought a lot about how so spirits on the world in the, or in the, in the realm, excuse me. They they leave and sometimes maybe they don't go somewhere, and I believe sometimes they'll get trapped in crystals. Not not, let's say, trapped, but they find a home, and they stay there because it's comfortable.
And then, say, another human finds it, and they build more of a connection. It's even, like, some other entity or something in that had that crystal or was, when the crystal is growing, that energy went into the crystal. I I I believe that's to be very true because I've sensed and seen people in crystals. I don't know if it's it's real, but it feels real. It feels right in the heart. That's a big thing, man. It's, like, I think when we feel these things in our art and we get that Kundalini rising from from touching crystals of the cold energy, once we feel it, and that's that's that's knowing maybe that it's possibly is real. I know a lot of science, you know, and I was I've done a lot of research on science and science doesn't believe in Reiki. It doesn't believe in chakras. It doesn't believe in crystal healing. It doesn't believe in ghosts. It doesn't believe in spells, sorcery, or anything like that. Science will say it doesn't exist because you can't touch it. And so it's like, we all feel this connection with it. Right? So there's gotta be something to it where we know there is. We know it. Yeah.
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I think it's, if you walk down a beach and you see this, this little, rock, and when you cut it open and you see all this beauty in it, I walk across because you do not, you know, they're not interested enough until when you well, not when you cut them open, Jeffrey Dahmer, But but if you touch the real center of their heart, and when they speak out or when they, tell you about what what what they like, that's the that's beauty inside,
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isn't it? It is. No. That's yeah. That is the truth right there for sure. That's it is.
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I've been holding it now for, like, well, let's say 5 to 10 minutes. I feel my heartbeat in it. Nice. Nice. It's it's really warm now. I think, eventually, you can come to the point that you have to let it loose because there's there's so much energy in our bodies. And we are a generator. We are a battery. Yeah. We are. I think this stores the energy also. That's why, some of these crystals and all some of these gems, when they are in in, like, a shamanic staff or when somebody puts them on there, you know, like a bracelet or like a necklace or whatever, it's gonna store the energy. Yes. That's that's what I really like about it.
Right?
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Absolutely. Yeah. It's I I've I've thought about that too. Like, crystals and things. Well, will that energy be stored in there forever? Can it be cleansed? Can it be recharged? Can my energy be taken out a 100%? I don't know. I don't know if that's true. Like, you know what I mean? Because I I feel you, man. I do. I believe that energy goes in there and it's in there. Like your crystal you're holding right now, man, if I were to hold it, like, I could feel like empathic energy from you even, and maybe even feel, maybe where you may have pain or something like that.
Mhmm. Or, you know, I might even get inner information that comes to me where it's like, you know, needs assistance with this. That's the psychic part, crystals, which is intense. There's a couple of really cool. So I'm on a side note when we're talking about that, like I'm going in to get like, because I know people may say, hey, you know, he's says he's a shaman, but, like, he's gonna make an amulet for me. Like, how can I trust he's gonna be doing the right thing with the right energy and everything like that? Right? So I've been going to get into, what's called the crystal academy advanced healing art and also the college of psychic studies.
I've contacted both of them. The first one, I have not been able to get in touch with any of the any of the teacher, but the so I'm just waiting right now, but I'm gonna have those certifications in there. However, man, I've sold, like, over and gave away over 200 necklaces, and I've never had issues. Right? I've always had good positive energy come through with it, and things always worked out. But
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I think if you if you work on something no matter what and the intention is love and right, light, love and light, let me say that, then you feel that. And it's it's the same as art. You know? If if you start with the, black and red paint, you know, it's gonna be a dark one. Yeah. Yeah. For sure. I mean, I think the the, the intention and the, the energy you're gonna put in, people will recognize that in a crystal or in a necklace or, you know, in a brochure or whatever, because you're gonna be attracted to it. Like, you every single piece is a unique piece of art.
Yeah. And people will will tell you like, oh, I like this one or I don't. That what makes it special. And that's what where I can really relate what you said, like, that that crystals, even if there are 1,000 around you, you've been called to that one that you need. Yep. And, I'm I'm not, suspicious. I don't know. But I got a crazy story about when I was, I wanted to, to get my motorcycle license. And, the first time when I, went through the exam, I wanted it too too hard. You know? I just wanted to ride my motorcycle and stuff like that, so I failed.
And then I said, I just need some little luck. Right? And here comes the part. We went to, to our town. I was getting some money out of the, out of the bank. And all of a sudden, I see something on the pavement that was shining to me, like a little light. Yeah. And I walked through it. I picked it up, and that was a holy Christoffel. I don't know if it's it it's it's a saint, the the the holy Christoffel, we call it here. Yeah. You know that. Right? So I heard of it. Yeah. And that is the saying that, keeps an eye on you when you are traveling or when you are on the road.
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Mhmm. Nice. So,
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I put it on, you know, these chain chain things where you have to, I don't know. What's it called? Like, that you you get your keys on. You know? You have to you have to, A little ring thing, the key ring. I know what you're saying. Yeah. The the the round things that you have to put a little bit open, and then you can Yeah, yeah. Glide it through.
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Yep, yep. I know what you're saying. So I put it on
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my chain. I did my exam, I think, strong or too strong after I found the the the holy Christoffel. After the I passed my exams. Alright. And like 1 or 2 days after it, it was gone.
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No kidding. No shit, dude.
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It was something like, dude, that that All facts. I never never. Yeah. Exactly. I never ever had an issue with these chain links that that something went off. That was probably impossible. Yeah. My girlfriend at the time said, he is looking for someone else because you graduated or you you you you, you got your exam now. You found it, and now he is on the way to someone else. And I really love that.
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Yeah. That's cool.
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But I think that's the same thing with the crystals. Absolutely. You're attracted to it, and, it's the same thing as, like a small child that doesn't know anything about fruit, and he has stomach pain, probably it will would walk in a in a food store to some plums. Because they would, you know, for for for your stomach. So you're gonna shit your shit out. I think it's also with the, with the with the stones that you will be attracted to the stone that you really need for that moment.
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Right. Right. Now it makes a lot of sense, And that's an awesome story, man. That's some deep. That's deep. Mhmm. And and it, like and it shows that not everything has to be a crystal to to hold power. Right?
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That's it. That's it. It's, if it's crystal, if it's metal, if it's wood, stone, it all has the elements of nature. And we have all these elements within us also. All of it. Yeah, dude.
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That's so powerful. Yeah.
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Maybe that's the the connection that we have, you know, but maybe we we look at these crystals and think, oh, this is cool. No. It's just like you said, the pineal gland. It Yeah. We have crystals in ours.
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Yeah. Yeah. Like, even our teeth are crystals, bro. So I've been doing my research on that too where our teeth were the little tiny, it's a little tiny, like, calcium crystal in there, and and they're so they're vibrating to a frequency too, which is intense. And I I'm not sure if you're aware of this, but this is, this is, this is intense. A lot of people may not know this, but you cannot have a clock, a watch, any kind of electronic device or anything without a piezoelectric crystal in it. It's literally set to a certain frequency, a certain Hertz, which is 32,768 Hertz, I believe.
And that, no, no, excuse me. That's oscillations per second. Excuse me. Yeah. Which dials it down to like literally bits and bytes. Like, so yeah, which, and so I'm trying to like figure this out, like, I mean, and maybe I can bounce this off you is like, so everywhere we go, we have these crystals that have been programmed by a man, by a person to vibrate or oscillate at a certain frequency. And what if that's the construct we're in? Like, what if that's the whole, like, because, dude, I I don't know. Like, what if we took a place that didn't have any clocks, no antennas, nothing, not like a Faraday cage, but it has to have a different frequency, a different time, time management system to where maybe human humans, like, we know we'd be able to move things with our hands without our without grabbing things, right, to let Right. Tell us
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and stuff like
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that. Yeah. Like and where it's, like, natural flowing because, I don't know, growing up, I thought that I was gonna be able to do that, and I couldn't. I was really mad. Like, what the fuck? I can't grab this ball without touching it? What the fuck is this shit? What I really like I was seriously trying to figure this out, dude. And and I don't know. I it's it's all it'd be cool to do some experiments is yeah. Since it's fascinating to think about, but having all those crystals, man, everywhere we go, it's I don't know.
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I think you can, I think we we we we eventually could or we can get that ball with telekinesi? The only thing is we've we've been taken so far from what we really are with all the marketing machine and the propaganda machine against us as humans, which is a light being. You. You. Exactly. So Yep. And that's something that that's only one tip of the fucking iceberg that's so I mean, it's it's not only, like, you know, the Titanic who could crash on that fucking iceberg. It's like every single floatable device or boat or whatever can crash on it because it's so fast and so big. Yeah. You know?
And we talked about it before in the conversation that we had on a telephone. Like, you you also like some some conspiracies. Right? It it's like some fast food on conspiracies, let's say. What are your favorite ones?
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Like, fast food?
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No. The conspiracies, the fast food stuff. Oh, fast food. Because nowadays, you can just get a drive through, like, what's next? You know? It's such a, dude. It's like shit. Shit. Like, what the fuck is it tomorrow, man? What are we gonna be, like, freaking out on? I don't know, bro. Like like,
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the whole thing with the shape of the Earth, I I don't think it matters, but it does to some degree. Yeah. And that's, that's personal. Like I've I've even gone out and I've lived by the ocean for 5 years and I, yeah. So anyway. Yeah. I don't the that whole thing is it's it's definitely it's definitely there. Yeah. You know where I'm going with that. But man, the conspiracy is I don't know, like this whole rep failing in thing, you know, like I've seen tons of things like Dolce base and there's this like the shape shifters, the, you know, s 4 Area 51. Dude, I live right by Hill Air Force Base.
And people will literally be like, oh, there's nothing there at the base. I'm like, yeah. Because it's all underground. Fucking they don't realize that all this shit is connected underneath the ground, bro. Dude, I've had I had an uncle that actually went to area on who worked for the air force. He said he saw things he wish he would have never seen. I mean, it's we are we people know about that stuff. I mean and the thing is it's like the way that this system has worked, they've created so many like, so they've compartmentalized teams, I believe. Because if I had a lot of money and I wanted to if I wanted to make secrets go away or make things come out go away, I create teams of people compartmentalized, and they would be they their jobs would be to change Google, to change the way search results work, to change the way, people think by providing them certain things, putting plants into social media and things like that.
We can see the narrative that some things are forced on us. I mean, I but, yeah, a lot of it, man. I I look into I just try not to let that control
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me. Right. You know? It's yeah. It is something like it's not my favorite music, but if if the song comes through, it's okay to listen to, but I'm not not gonna dig into it. You know? I'm not gonna, you know and there's too much. Just like you said, there's too much. Sometimes you have to ask yourself the question is maybe it's on purpose that it's so much that you you really can't see what's the truth. You know, even if you discuss, like, it's a it's a ball or it's a flat plane, what if it's both is bullshit? Right. Hey, dude. Yeah. I mean, just like politics, you know, you play the game on left and right. What if it's both completely bullshit? It doesn't matter.
You know? It's just the it's just the play and somebody has to play, then we got, blue team, red team, whatever. Yep. Dude, you guys are good off with the with the elections in America because you have to choose out out of 2 idiots. Man. We have, I think, well, I don't know. Maybe 30, 40 parties or political things that you can choose from. Wow. So there are some favorite. Right. Yeah. Yeah. The same fucking clowns in a different fucking code. Right? Preaching some some other stuff that's not helping us at all because in, in election times, they're all gonna promise this and that. They're never gonna do that shit. No, man. It's
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it's the the left and right wing of the same bird. You know?
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Yes. Yes. The good thing about birds is they could be eaten by something.
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Shot down with a shotgun out hunting. Fuck.
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Just that fucking helps. That fucking helps.
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Right. Yeah, man. It's they and it's like they they pop up, and I think there's there's false ones that they're thrown into the mix just to sub sub divert people's attention to that because, dude, everything seems like manipulation. I mean, not every, but so when I say everything, I mean, most of the media like news north, east, west, south, you know, it's all the directions, tell a lie vision, tell a lie vision, you know, it's. And, but it's funny, dude. I grew up with my parents listening or watching the news every night, every night, bro. And it's funny, like when I hit 21, I was like, why is this always sound like fucking shit every fucking time? Like, there's nothing good that happens. And if there is, it's like somebody at a school somewhere in the state had something happen, and it's no big they don't make a big deal out of it, but then they throw, like, all this shit in there that's, like, to subdivert people's attention away from it and also maybe to feed off their energy, for ratings, you know, but man, that's I yeah.
Yeah. It's, it's crazy. Like, where do those 800,000 kids go, you know, per fucking year? Where do all these fucking missing people go? The National Forest, dude. Well, like, bro, so I've been in Zion a few times. Right? A few, like, 10, 6 16 times. I don't know. And did some, you know, some herbal remedies there. And, man, there's some fit, every powerful energy there that's inside those mountains. And then after that, I found out that they had they've been landing space shuttles on top of Zion for the last, like, whatever you wanna call space shuttles. Right? Right. I'm just saying that because they were landing the the shuttle or whatever it is with the wheels, you know, the freaking on the top of there. So they have a base in the mountain. People don't even know about this shit at all. So it's like all these tiny little bases are in everywhere. Everything's underground and hidden.
I don't know if you've seen the amount of, like or there's been a few different video posted where there's the underground, like, cities Oh, yeah. For for millions of people.
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Yep. Dude, like They always said there are more people living in Earth than on Earth. 100%. And if you see how so let's, for example, say that there was 1000 years ago, a volcano that bursted out. And now it's silent. You know how many, caves it made and stuff like that? And I think even they they figured out, like, the indigenous people. I don't like to call them Indians when they live in America, but indigenous people.
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Yes.
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There are, caves been found that are stretching over 100 of miles across America. Can you imagine that that there are still some caves in this world, but when they still can't explore them because they're it's it it takes too much of expedition, and it takes too long to travel them. So if you are, like, 5 or 6 miles in, you have to get out again to get some food and stuff like that. Right? Yeah.
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That's, ah, that's so interesting, man. That's so interesting. That's deep. Yeah. Like, if you get in there, you don't make it the the destination where you can get a refill, like, refilling, like, your food and everything, man, you better, like, prepare to have that time you got in there to get out, like, you're staying, bro. You'd be stuck in there like those poor boys get. Be a safe story you talked about. You know, that'd be the same thing. But I always
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was fascinated by when I was looking at, History Channel and and and Discovery Channel when I saw all these bunkers that Hitler made and and and, you know, all these old Egyptian, pyramids. And then you saw something like, oh, they had light. How the fuck? Yeah. How dude, so so they find a bunker. So that that's, like, 70, 80 years ago. Right? That's not like the the pyramids were was still everyone's figuring out, like, wow. How did they do it and stuff like that? No. They had a bunker that goes, like, tons, a 100, millions of tons of concrete.
They build it underground and stuff like that, and there was light. How I mean, nowadays, you would guess some people like, oh, I'm an electrician. Let me figure out how we get some power here. No, they just like click, and it was powered up. Yep.
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Yeah. So I've heard a lot about that. Even in people, people that have gone underground at these bases and there's natural light everywhere. They don't see lights anywhere. They don't see where it comes from. But there's light. It's maybe it's reflection. I don't know, but it's inter it's very fascinating. It really is. I love it. Think about shit, the technology, bro, that, that we're just depressed.
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But maybe it's just some, okay, we got a generator and that, that powers all up. Right? But okay. So so a generator needs fuel. I think there's a bunker in, the the biggest bunkers there are in, Switzerland. Mhmm. One of them can house, I think, it was 1,250 people during war for more than 10 years. Oh, shit. Can you imagine? So but they have a automatic pump system. So it you you have to you know, like, how like a wheel. You have to Yeah. Keep it going to to to get some air in Right. Right. For ventilation. But state then, how do you get the power? So what is down there that can provide you the power? Even if you look at the the the the big machines that are making, like, mining and stuff like that.
You know, it's not like, oh, we made a tunnel, so now the electrician comes and makes light. Don't you know? You're right.
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Yeah. No. Am I stupid right now? Right. No. You're fucking right, dude. Like, you don't just call the electrician and, like, let's just call them in like a plumber. Right? Don't do the fucking thing. I'm like, yeah, dude. No. It's it's some other technology. Like, you're yeah. I feel you, man. What you're insinuating.
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Yeah. And if you see the old pictures of the mine workers, they were all dirty and and and sweaty with only a tank top and with a little bird in a cage. Because when the bird dies, you gotta get the fuck out of there because you're gonna die too.
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Fuck. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That was the the arrow jar. Yeah, dude. I've seen that. Yes. Absolutely. I have seen that. And if that's how they knew yeah.
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Yeah. And when you go down, it's gonna be hotter and hotter.
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Yeah. So Have you ever seen those or sorry. Go ahead. Yeah. As it go down, it gets hotter. Yeah. Yeah. The crazy thing is it's not like a 100 of meters.
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You know? Oh, the earth crosses, like, 6,000 mile. Okay. How how deep did we dig? 8 miles. That's hard. I know. Okay. So so that's when when somebody is gonna pinch you with a toothpick, and you are like, you know
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it makes Yeah. Wake up. No sensible. Like, there's these, when you talked about how it gets warmer and warmer as you go further and further down, it brought to mind the crystal caves. I believe they're in Mexico. But, man, these caves are if I definitely take that down and research it because these are crystals of selenite that people can walk on, And it's so hot that they have these suits that they take these long, like, ice cylinder things, and they put them down in there to and it's like in so they're so they're cool because it's like, it's so fucking hot, dude. It's like a 120, a 150 degrees or so, you know, depending on the, level that they go to. But they're these giant fucking dude. The crystals in the earth are insanely giant too.
But, yeah, it's crazy how, yeah, we go deeper and deeper and it's warmer and warmer, and they have to find ways to cool that too. Right?
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That's it. I mean, the, the, the, the, you need machines that can, resist that warmth, but also demand. I mean, we are not capable of, you know, more than 50 degrees. If you go to Dubai where it is 50 degrees on Celsius on your head, just like, oh, that's fucking warm. Yeah. Yeah. You're gonna burn. So when you go deeper in the in the earth crust, you've got the same thing. And and the the thing is, it's not like you're you're close to a volcano or stuff like that. Oh, no. No. That volcano is thousands of miles away. It's just when you go deep deep down in earth. The other thing is what I really I really do not know why they don't do it.
If I would build a house, I will build a house in earth. So I would probably, you know, dig a hole and then with 1 or 2, bulbs so you can get some, light into your house. And then you have, like, 2 or 3 meters. I don't know what it is, a foot or whatever. So it's soil above you. So the the thing is, it keeps you warm in winters and keeps you cool in summers. But upstairs, so if you take like, let's say a football field, you can grow your plants on the roof of your house. Yeah. That's like and and, you know, you you can build as you want. I think in Arizona, people are doing that because of the the the sun. Yeah. So they have these earth houses.
But, I mean, why not?
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Why not? I I'd love to. Not yet. That's a great idea. Like, and it, yeah, you, like you're saying, you don't have to use the energy to cool you down or the energy to warm you up and in either temperature, it's fucking perfect. And next to that, you're protected. Right? You're more protected than putting up a wall, cement, wood, whatever. Somebody can get through that if they want to try to get through Earth. I mean, you're gonna have to dig down. Right? And kind of like that. But, yeah, man, it's it's much more, secluded and protected.
And, man, living in Earth is these box houses and stuff that we build now are just weird.
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And they are so expensive. And I think if you dig a hole Yeah. And you, you know, you gotta figure some out about the soil and all that stuff, but I don't think it's that much on a cost.
[00:58:03] Unknown:
Well, do they have to put like, do they build wood inside of it? Do they dig it out, and do they put, you know, trusses or not trusses, but, you know, walls with
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stuff Yeah. You could. But but if you look at at the old systems that they build in in Africa with, with plants and with, clay. Right. Yep. You know, it it it depends on the soil because the soil has to hold something. Right? I don't know if you're gonna dig deep. If you're going to deep like 2 or 3 meters in in the soil that that would would, eventually will be like a roof. I don't know. Maybe you have to, you know, get things done to to get that not from falling down or when rain falls and stuff like that. But I think in the end, it has more benefits than the stupid cubes that we're living in now, and we do not want to be put in a box.
But we're driving in a box home. We're we're sitting at home in our own presence where we still have the key to, escape from, but we are, voluntarily lock ourselves up every single day. That's the best system. Right?
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A cell being charged. Yeah, dude. No, you're right, bro. I I think these square buildings and rooms, they trap energy. They don't flow energy, you know, like keep these around. They're not squared. All the caves around, you know, the, even the, the type of, you know, dwellings they build out of the ground or like, you know, around and everything. They're not square because energy gets trapped in corners. That's why like cleansing houses, dude. Like, so a Sage, I was talking about Sage and cleansing houses and spirits will get stuck in corners. They're not stuck. They'll just hang out there because it's hard to clean. It's hard to get that energy or in cobwebs. But, yeah, man, it you're right. The energy that that circle is at much better, much better. Absolutely.
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And if you have, like, like a big tube, let's say really big where you where you can stand in, you know, like a half round, If you're gonna put sand on that, that's almost indestructible. Yeah. It's like an egg. I just boiled this this strong. I I I I I boiled some eggs. And one of the I'll smash on my on my steering wheel, you know, to get it broken. Just like, what the fuck? Yeah. And I normally, I do it sometimes against my head. But I just had a a little dim, like, what the? You know? But you can you can put a car on an egg of 4 sides.
Yes, sir. That's how much energy it can take, how much weight it can take. So imagine if you make a construction of of round and you're gonna put earth on it, dude, that's that's like bulletproof, shelterproof, nuclearproof.
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Everything. You're right. I I, Man, when you used to be so much there, because, like, when I when we or so I blaze egg shape blazing white light like the sun is a big thing I use a lot because it's an energy field I put around me or whatever I wanna put around. That's an edge shape because it can't be destroyed. Right. Okay. Like, I mean, you can do the weight and everything. Like, I've I fully know what you mean, dude. Like, they've they've it's funny that you even brought that up because I saw a video literally a few days ago and they had all these weights on top of a freaking egg and it just sat there. And, yeah, they didn't have to go into explanation either, you know? Yeah. They're just freaking crazy. That shape is power.
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And if you see if you look at our hats Yeah. We have egg shaped hats. And And if you see in Africa, what they're gonna put in their hat, what they're gonna walk with? Yeah. Dude, I saw some people on a wooden ladder with some flip flops with a fucking freaking motorcycle on their head to and they climb into a boat. No shit. They do that every fucking single day. Just, oh, you got a motorcycle? You wanna get it on the boat? No props, man. I got my flip flops on. Put it on my head. I'm gonna walk down the fucking, ladder. Just like, what the fuck?
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I'm gonna sork in badass. Yeah. No. It's they throw at bricks up even, dude. Like, I've I've seen some of that where they've got that stack of bricks that go
[01:02:58] Unknown:
it's it's pretty cool. And the women that work 10, 15 miles with with with the with with water, like Yeah. Gallons of water on the hat?
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Yeah. Like, on the pot. Yes. Yeah. I know your stuff. To get home to
[01:03:15] Unknown:
dude, that's fucking hardcore. Oh, oh, it's freezing cold here. Let's get the, you know
[01:03:23] Unknown:
Dude, that that's a different they work very hard for what it. Like, I'm very much done. Very much so, brother.
[01:03:32] Unknown:
We we have no reason to complain. The only thing that we can do is complain that we fucked up as humans so badly that we didn't see through the fucking game and that we didn't jumped out.
[01:03:47] Unknown:
Right. Yeah. Yeah. No. I've I've fucked up so much, dude. That, you know, I think that's what makes us who we are, and that's, what's divine and that's what's authentic is going through that shit. It, it, it develops us and, and seeing the things we see getting fucked over by the amount of people we get fucked over by, bro, the jobs we get fucked over by because we're not accepted because we're fucking different. You know what I mean? Like, because we hold different energy, man, and fucking people don't like that. Like, the NPC, fucking modulated programmed world of the realm or world we'll call it world because the realm, man, it's Right. Yeah.
Don't wanna say it. And I think everyone else does too.
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Yeah. And, we talked about it before, but but, you were also a homeless for a while. Right? You lived in your car.
[01:04:49] Unknown:
I'm still technically homeless. I'm renting a room out of some. So, I can't, I can't afford to get an apartment or anything like that or buy a house or anything like that. 4 years ago I was put in jail. You know, I, and we can go into that. We can definitely go into that. I was, Yeah, if we go into that, it's it. Yeah. So yeah, I, I freaked out of my mom's house and, God bless her. She's still here. Thankful. But I just wanna say that, but she, yeah, I freaked out, pour up her house, broke things, made a mess. The cops came. They took me to jail.
They, so when I got there, they took me off of, so I was on Xanax for 13 years and 6 milligrams per day. And they, they took me off of that and gave me a 5 day taper, which, in like few, 3 days, I was walking around sweating, profusely shaking, couldn't even hold my fork, eat. You know, and I was because it was the so I ended up blacking out and going into grandma seizures for about 8 to 12 hours. And I remember one time I woke up in the actual jail and another sale. I had pulled up, dude, and I fucking looked down and I got blood, like a pool of blood and spit everywhere. And I'm like, what the fuck is going on? I can't close my mouth.
And I feel there's a tooth. So I somehow there's a broken tooth in my mouth. I'm like, fuck, you know, I'm like, fucking ribs hurt, dude. I can't, I can't breathe. Right. And then everything goes black. And I, again, I woke up and then I woke up in the hospital. I was handcuffed to the bed. And it was pretty scary because, they, they had, I was seized. I was having seizures. So I was and I didn't realize this, but it was weird, dude. Like, my arm would spin like this. And inside of my arm, I could see another arm, like like another arm, bro. Like, this goes deep into some stuff where, yeah, some things happen that were pretty deep. I believe that I died, and I believe that I I was up in whatever wherever we have to go for a few minutes to come back as something else. Or maybe I was, maybe the person that was in my body before me had to go or whatever it was had to go. And I had to come here, but I still have some of the memories because dude, after this shit, I can't remember a lot of my past, bro. Like a lot of it's gone. And, but so it. They're there. People will say their delusions.
Like it's, it's crazy though. Like I was, oscillating out of my cell and into a car and I would, I was going into these military installations and this guy would materialize with me in the back of the car and there'd be the guy up front, the driver. Right? That we knew. Fuck. We knew this guy. Like, I'd been friends with him for years, or I don't even know how long. The the the passenger in the front, though, we never knew who he I never knew who he was. But, one of the mills military installations, several times, they brought me back to my cell. Like, they were putting me booking me again, and then I disappear out of it. It was, it was intense, man.
Like, like, I, I don't know. Some of this shit goes so deep where it's like, it's almost freaky because, Yeah, I, I don't know, man. It's it's like all where I don't believe I'm really actually human, but I am, I'm in a human body. I'm in a human vessel. Right. Like I have to be. So, but, like, dude, I don't I don't know where to go with that because there's some of it that was so weird. Like, bro, I I don't even know. Like, everything was natural. Like, it wasn't shit I tried to do. It was just natural. I don't even know what the fuck. Like, I'll just tell a weird ass story. We'll just make this fucking weird. Let's just make it a little weird. K? Right. In a in a cool way.
So I'm laying there and like, when I'm doing this like energy work on my body, dude, like on the, the lower half of my body and I'm in this cell and I and these bodies of light are like, like shooting out of me in a way, not shooting out of me, but coming out and I'm and I'm controlling this stuff. And there were sticks of them. There were 2 extra ones and, but one of them manifested and it was a black black light and manifested. Each light had a different color and it was a certain size. And they were released basically through from my from my energy.
They weren't physical. Nothing was physical. I didn't touch anything. It was a 100% energy. Like, dude, everything was like shooting energy, you know, everything around me. And, dude, so one of them manifested and turned into a type of shit. And that shit I got into and I took off. I, and, and it was very intense, like where it wasn't like, and I don't know if this is to make everything comfortable. Right? Like, for my human experience to make it comfortable where it's, you shoot in this into whatever it is into the sky and the firmament, and then I'm sitting there and I'm waiting in line, and there's 2, 3 other beings in front of me, and the the being waiting next to me is one of the deputies at the jail, which which I know a 100%, it wasn't her, but I was using that that cover, that avatar to make everything comfortable with.
And so I'm waiting to go back down, and I looked down, dude, and I can see the fucking Earth. I can see the realm. And it goes on for fucking ever. It doesn't stop. Right? What it is, it is somewhat like like, you know, like, not a ball, not a fucking ball right at all, but it's it has some convex, like, it's convex a little bit. Mhmm. But it goes on. It's it's and I'm waiting. So I ended up getting sent back and I'm on all I remember is this red button that's pulsating like a heartbeat. I mean, it's getting stronger and it's so take.
If someone was to jump out of the plane and go skydiving without a parachute, a 100% without a parachute, you don't get one doing this. So you come down and you've dude, I shot down so powerfully. You, I could feel the G force on my fucking body, dude, like as I was shooting back into this realm and got put back into my body. And from there, I hear this, like, knock on the fucking cell door, and they bring this other dude in, and they gave me a cellie. And I look up at the dude, and I'm, like, subconscious between consciousness. Right? Right. And I go, it's just as fuck. I'm all dude. I just had babies, bro. He's all, get me out of here,
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bro.
[01:12:50] Unknown:
Like, what the fuck? Like, I don't know, man. Now when I, like, now I'm not, not like, it's not real babies. Right. Okay. When I say that, it's more like the, like everything that happened, bro. I I'd love to draw this out one day or speak deeper to a therapist about this, you know? Because there were a few other delusions that it went into, but, when I woke up. Right. And they, so they brought me back to the hospital. And I was able to actually walk out to the van, and they the the I got all the medical reports back and from the hospital and from the jail. And the hospital made the jail, put me on a 30 day taper in medical.
Now mind you medical at the Weber County Correctional Facility, the lights are on 24 hours a day. They never turn them off at all. Now you're somebody get like, I'm somebody who was getting off Xanax. Right. And I just went through this shit. Like they've committed medical malpractice 150 fucking percent. And they're not telling me anything. They're not I'm asking, like, what happened to me? What Right. What happened? What the fuck? Like, no. But none of the fucking medical staff would talk to me. They couldn't because they're all holding a secret because they know they fucked up. So they're they're literally treating me like I'm fucking dumb or something, and I don't know what I'm talking about.
And so I'm in medical for 30 days, dude. I get out, like, for 2 hours every 2 days to take a shower, and I can't sleep fucking. Yeah. They're. And from there, they put me in gen pop and all that shit. I get out and it's COVID. K. The funny thing is dude, the funny fucking thing, bro, is COVID was not around before I went to jail at all. It wasn't there. It didn't exist. And when I when I was in jail, people had tablets. Right? And they were, like, they were looking at the news, checking out all this shit. There was all these weird articles. Like, people licked in the toilet seat and didn't get COVID, and they're just just weird ass articles. You know? Fucking fucking MSN and all that shit. Like, where so I get out of jail and, you know, I've got nothing. And I can't go home. I have no family anymore. My dad's passed away. I can't go to my mom's house. Brother doesn't wanna talk to me, of course, because there's protective orders against me. And I get, I get put into a, Yeah. And so I needed some clothes. I was able to get some clothes and call an officer to the officer had to go talk to my mom to have her get me some clothes and they brought it out to me. And then I got a ride to the homeless shelter and by God, I was so thankful to be there, man. So thankful because they fed me, They gave me a place to live. They fucking do. They, they helped me and it's crazy due to COVID. So every home of a shelter kicks people out of them and they only let them in at night.
And during COVID, they allowed people to stay there all day long, which helped me, like, which was just set up perfectly. I don't it's yeah. It was set up perfectly to where I could I could do my probation because I was on probation. I got so the officers charged me with assault police officers 2 times. I never hit a police officer and I never sold a police officer. Oh, fucking time to the jail. I was talking shit like a motherfucker. So I was pissed off because they fucked me over and they 3 cops grabbed me. Right. Put a taser to me and went on a bed and said, that was a stall. It classified that as the stall.
And then 3 of them were outside and they pushed me down in the car and I fell back when you fall back, your legs go up high. Right. You can't help it. This cop said I kicked him in the chest. This cop said I kicked him in the fucking stomach. And I remember the cops saying, I'm gonna charge you with this. I'm gonna charge you with that because I can. And I was like, no, that's bullshit. That's what you can't do that. He was like, oh, I'm gonna do that. And he fucking did. So I got, I tried to get the, so I got the grandma report and dude, they didn't even log anything. I couldn't get the fucking audio report. They said the only way I could see anything is if I went in there and looked at it and I couldn't record any of it because they fucking they were they did so many illegal things, dude. Next to that, medical malpractice. Right? Like and so I get out of jail, and I'm in the homeless shelter, and I'm calling lawyers.
I'm calling, like, all those one call, you know, bullshit lawyers. Nobody would take my case. Nobody, dude. And I had straight like, dude, like, even the people at McCady Hospital said, you have a, a, Mel Mac, a male malpractice case. That's a 100%. You can get it. And I got, dude. Yeah. Nobody take my case. So now it's past the, the, the time it has 3 years, you know, but so what's crazy is like from there, man, I, I got into recovery and I really started taking care of myself. And I got into manual recognition therapy, which is a type of, jail out of jail therapy type of, therapy. You work with therapists really close that work with your probation officer, and you go through a book, and you have to do these, very in-depth, processes. And that helped me along with step work. So I got into, the alcoholics anonymous club and I became the manager for a, for the alcoholics anonymous club. I was the manager for the kitchen.
That was really good. That gave me purpose or I didn't have any at the time because I was lost, bro. I had no family. I couldn't fucking talk to anybody.
[01:19:01] Unknown:
Right. So is it can I ask you something? Is it Yes. So was it anger that had to do with, alcoholism?
[01:19:10] Unknown:
So there was alcohol. I was not drunk at the time there.
[01:19:14] Unknown:
No. But alcohol can cause you long term shitty situations, let's say.
[01:19:20] Unknown:
Yeah. No. I I alcohol, I've always drink. You know?
[01:19:26] Unknown:
Right. So and, you know, every every human being has a snapping point, has a kill switch. Even even if they would even if you would make a church nowadays, listen very carefully, I cannot say you cannot kill or you will not kill because that's fucking stupid. Because if someone comes around you and wants to kill you, and then I have a belief system that tells me, like, I can kill, then I'm fucked. Right? I would say do not harm others from my perspective. I I think that's it. That's it. You know, love and support to others, that's something that that's that that feels already good. But doesn't have to be. But do not harm others point. That's it.
Exclamation mark. That's it.
[01:20:23] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. And, man, I really harmed my mom. I I really arms my brother. And I just want them to know, like, during this, that I love my brother and I love him. My I've been able to connect back with my mom and be with her. My brother hasn't worked out the way I wanted it to, but it is the way it is right now. So, but no, you speak so much righteousness, brother. You do like, and I believe it was some kind of intervention, like it
[01:20:59] Unknown:
I think there's life also. You know? To speak out the truth is something really hard. So I'm I'm very proud of you that you that you speak from your heart right here because I know that's, there's something that a lot of people do not realize that every behavior and everything that that overcomes us are are some things that are maybe eating us alive for a long time or that situations are there that we are just getting sucked into, and we have to deal with the consequences. Right? And, it's not always the the the easiest part. And and if you know what happened to your mommy and your and your, your brother that that's fucked up. But if you see how you've been treated by law enforcement, that's like a double fucking, you know,
[01:21:53] Unknown:
That's it.
[01:21:54] Unknown:
Yeah. So so it you know? And not not to say, like, oh, yeah. So you screwed up, so we have to, get you into a jail. Like, okay. You know, you're sorry and stuff like that. But the way they have power and the way they mistreat and they use their power, that's something like, hold on, dog. That's something that that that's that shouldn't be allowed, especially because people thinking that because they have power, that they can stand above someone else as a human being. Well, guess what? You are not a policeman, or you are not a criminal.
You are a human being with a name, and you just have or what's it called? Like a job, like an officer, or you choose to be maybe a criminal path. But not every single criminal, is is a criminal for the justice system. And that sounds a little bit crazy, but, you know, if I'm speeding with my motorcycle, I could if I'm be caught like, oh, you can go to jail because you're a criminal. Well, I just was speeding. Come on. You know? Right. Right? So that that system, man, is really, yeah. But but I'm I'm I'm very, thankful that you speak out here and to, share your story because, yeah, like I say, always it's, everyone has a story to tell, and everyone has a struggle to to to fight.
[01:23:38] Unknown:
Yeah. Like, can I speak on one other thing real quick too? Yes. Of course. Like like, are you talking about the unfair part of people abusing their power? So during the time I went through a couple of different recovery centers and, I ended up with a buddy that I'd known for 5 years and ended up assaulting me with my son there. He ended up, you know, like, like the necklace I have on right now, he tore it off, broke it, was choking me. My son called him, like, he said, hey, leave him alone. And I he left me alone. He went over my son. I was, like, coming out of being choked, and he was up against my son saying, you know, but, anyway, I called the police on this shit. They come, And he tells so he beat himself in the face, and he said that I hit him while he, like, he lied to the cops. The cops bleeped him, ended up giving me a domestic violence ticket charge, kicking me out of the house, leap making me leave all my stuff there, saying, oh, we're not taking your your you to jail because you're with your son.
And then so what I had to do is get a lawyer. And, dude, after a year of dealing with that shit, they dropped the case because it was all bullshit. The system here is, like, dude, what the fuck? Like, what the fuck is like, so, yeah, It's it's that NPC programming shit, man, unless they were looking at the past saying, hey, we're gonna you know, this guy had a domestic violence before. Like, he probably did it. Let's just charge him with this and because it wasn't my house, you know? So it's just strange, girl. But anyway, I've yeah. Strange shit. No. But that that's that's that's the whole whole
[01:25:32] Unknown:
thing, you know? If if a woman goes to a police officer and and tells, like, randomly, this guy assaulted me. You you you're standing there in a bar drinking beer. Never met that woman. Dude, you're fucking screwed. Got it. Yeah. Gonna be fucking just like, what the fuck happened is my what what detour took took my life? I don't know this woman. Oh, no. You don't know me. Just like, what? I mean, that there's no real and and you will be her when she makes up that story. And that that's and here in the Netherlands, in America, probably is the same like, you are a suspect until you are convicted. Right.
But why do they treat you like a fucking criminal when you're not convicted yet?
[01:26:30] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. And they violate the first amendment.
[01:26:35] Unknown:
The the only people that you can smash the shit out and and and treat like shit are people that are molasses of childs, rapists, and all that stuff, you know, when you when you rape, when you molest a woman or a child, then you're done for me. That's the only I I I mean, even if you go to jail, you could be a, someone that that, you know, frauds or or or, a killer. I I can get into that maybe into that mindset. You know what happens? You're with your woman. You're in a bar. Somebody, tries to hit hit on your woman. You say, come on, leave the fuck alone. You get in a bar fight. You hit him. He falls, drops dead or whatever the fuck. You know, murdering or whatever the fuck. Or somebody breaks in your house. You try to protect your family kill them. Not on purpose, but shit happens. Right? It's not like Sure. You know, it's it's the same with the if you got a gun at home, you want to protect your family.
If that guy runs away because you got a gun and you gotta get him inside and with the 100 shots, you shoot him in the head, that's fucking murder, man. You know what I'm trying to say? Or that's not Yeah. You know Yeah. Oh, yeah. Stuff like that. But, dude, that there's so many things so fucked up. And if you really fuck up, if you have some power, you don't have to go to jail.
[01:28:08] Unknown:
No shit, dude. Right? Yeah. That you pay your way out or or they can pay their way out or there are no people. Right. Good lawyers, lots of money.
[01:28:18] Unknown:
So made the so so you had to do a lot of programs to to get off to to to get back into society, let's say. Yeah. Do you think it may how is the system working? Because I I think that you will tiptoe when you walk through life after you went to jail. But I think that also the system fucks you up a little bit more than it was before. Right?
[01:28:46] Unknown:
Dude, like, they make it to where you wanna tell the truth about everything. Like, stuff that you shouldn't like, they even say, like, taking a pen from work is considered stealing and you should report that to therapy. Man, it gets to where it's like, fuck. Like, they wanna manipulate the people. You know? But I think to some degree so if you have somebody that can't they can't tell the truth and steals all the time, they set these boundaries that are so strong that there's no in between. Right? There's no gray area. So either you're this or you're that. And that's that's where it's like, yeah, you do a lot of self work, and I do you get what I'm saying on that? Like, it's interesting. I I with the but yeah. They want people to like the manual recognition therapy.
It, it gets a person to reflect on themselves to see who they are by the decisions they've made and to write those out, even step work, bro, like the 12 steps, man. I found a lot of reflection there that, that I didn't think I find in. And I value that. It, so, yeah, like I've been able to write letters to people that have passed away that I've done harm to or stolen from. Yeah. That was a big part of it. Even being able to write my mom and my brother letters when I could see them help alleviate that energy, dude. Like, you know, they say, you know, you write, like, if you need on a new moon, you take and write down your intentions of what you want. Mhmm. Or you take that outside and you burn it, put it in the earth and, and you get that energy because it's put out into ether, like it's, so I believe if all that is connected, definitely, you know?
Yeah, man, the system definitely. I, they can't have in between stuff. They can't have a gray area because they can't say, well, you're kind of wrong. You stole this. You're you're it's okay because you stole it this way. Right. They can't say that they have to say you fucking stole it or you didn't like, so that's where it kinda gets. But, yeah, I had to take, domestic violence courses and I had to get those, you know, do 64 hours of that total. And, manual manual recognition therapy, staff work, probation. I got off after 18 well, it was about 19, 20 months. So I got off early because I had good good behavior.
I got job. And what's funny, brother, is I was gonna get social security disability before this. Right? So I was born with arthritis, ankylosing spondylitis, which is a it's a autoimmune disease. And I'll have, like, I've got arthritis of the spine, degenerative disc disease, and a bunch of shit in the fuck in, in the joint. So that's why I started getting the healing and crystals, to wrap that back into that. The, the, yeah, the way the system is is it was good. The therapy, the classes I took, it was definitely good. It helped me get a roundabout idea and living life at a, at a different frequency and a different vibration, which I found to be like, cause I got a job and I started working again. I started paying off all the debt that I had strung up from all the bullshit being an addict for fucking 28 years.
I mean, 28 years of using drugs, bro. Fucking 247 beyond fucking 8 to 10 fucking things at a time. That's along with, like, medications for doctors and things like that. Right? Right.
[01:32:43] Unknown:
Because that that that was something that I wanted to ask you. Like, would there be another way if you wouldn't wouldn't go to jail to get the life that you have right now, like therapy and stuff like that, getting off the drugs? Or is this something like, okay. This is a crossroad that I crossed myself, and I had to go through that process to be to become the man that I am right now.
[01:33:13] Unknown:
Yeah. I believe you're right on that. Though, just, like, 4 months prior to that, I had an episode, same thing. Right. They gave me a chance and they put me in an, into a hospital for a week, week and a half, 10 days. And, to, to help their, like, get me therapy, like therapeutic, excuse me, to heal me of that anger and the frustration they had said at the time, which is, bro, you speak such truth is they're like, we want to get you off the Xanax. Right. You need to get off of it. And they were telling me that they're like, you can stay here and all these things. And I was like, no. I couldn't do it. I was like, I've had this forever. I need it. I need it for my anxiety. You know? I need it. And fucking, I did it again this time.
I believe justice was served to some, you know, degree. Yes. I was absolutely treated wrong by the cops. Fuck. Yeah. But, I had to go through what I went through to be who I am today. 100 8%, brother. Absolutely.
[01:34:18] Unknown:
And I think, with that comes one of the toughest things that a lot of people do not recognize is, looking in the mirror and tell yourself, I love you. I think that's, one of the the most underestimated things that, what a man and a woman can go through if they go coming from that kind of path. Right? That he gonna see what happenings to them. That life has been, pointed out for them, not, you know, by them. And you have to look yourself in the mirror and and still say, fuck. I got this. Or as Ben would say, I love you.
I believe in you. Mhmm. You got this. But that's something like, fuck. That's coming from so far. That's
[01:35:09] Unknown:
Yeah. That's a powerful aspiration saying that. You know, very thankful for that. Very thankful. I've been telling my son that, you know, to, say that in the mirror. I'll send it to him even in text because I believe it's, it's a very powerful thing that we all need to do. We need to tell ourselves we love ourselves and we trust ourselves and we believe in ourselves because that's that's programming, bro. That's the fucking programming right there.
[01:35:41] Unknown:
Like Oh, I got a Kundalini, shivering down my spine, dude.
[01:35:46] Unknown:
Me too, brother. Me too. Like, yeah, it's, I don't know. I've had the worst programming in my my whole life. And it's funny. Even now, I'll be doing things, and I'll I'll have something shitty happen or weird. And the shittiest fucking programming that goes through my head is, I wish I was dead. K. And this is this only happens now once every once in a while because it used to happen a lot more, but that's that's proof that programming we're programmed literally. Like, and we program ourselves next to everything around us is constantly programming us that a lot of us were not aware of that.
But to yeah, man. It's and to be able to know that and the awareness to change it builds who we are and and strengthens us to the core.
[01:36:40] Unknown:
That's it. Yeah. To the core. Even even that I say, and you know that, like, I got strongs, not the weeks. I got strong ends, not weekends. Sometimes it's just, you know, that little word like, oh, yeah. See you next week. Oh, fuck. You know? I'm preaching that for so long. And when I screwed up for my perspective, I figured out, like, okay, change life before it changes you. And that's, like, very easy to say. The best answer or question that you can get is from someone else to say, how? Because then you know that they're in the spot that they wanna change. Right? It's the same with addiction.
I can do whatever the fuck I want. But if I look in the mirror and I do not recognize the man that stands in front of me and I don't know his name, and I lost myself, and I I have to say, like, oh, fuck. I screwed up so bad. I need help. That's the first step into getting shit done.
[01:37:49] Unknown:
You're right.
[01:37:50] Unknown:
And that's the the hardest step there is because afterward, it it, you know, it it's gonna be a struggle after struggle after struggle to become the better version of yourself, but it's not impossible at all. And a lot of people that I meet, including myself sometimes in the mirror, I have to be aware, like, damn. That guy, that changed so much. And there's still a lot to learn. There's still, you know, a lot of people that I talk with and interact with and communicate with just like you, Colby, that are, on a struggle and and still on a on a on a path of of, experience things and and to make things better as it was and to work on ourselves. Because that's not that's that's the hardest part, you know, to just like I said, look yourself in the mirror and say, fuck. I'm proud of you.
And I think that you will, also have a lot of memories when you said that there are fucking tears flowing out of my eyes. Like, fuck, man. I I got this. I still got this. Shaking and and and and screwed up and fucked up and, screwed over and fucked over. But still fucking standing, man.
[01:39:08] Unknown:
Yeah. That's what makes us strong, bro. I can like, let's just where we could fucking get through, I believe, anything. Only anything. That's like I'm, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You speak the truth, brother. Absolutely. Yeah. There's a, but yeah, there's, there's a, there's a lot to talk about with that part, you know, like self reflection, the powerlessness that we have at times that, you know, that we, so when you were saying we have to say we want help and that we need help and that, like you're saying, like saying, Hey, I'm powerless. Cause I used to say, Oh, I'm a functioning addict. Oh, I'm good. I I'm fine. I can I can do this and go to work every day and blah, blah, blah? But rather that yeah, it didn't work out as well as I wanted, of course. But, too, the whole time it's it's constant healing process, you know?
Like, I believe we're always healing in some direction or some form, you know, in this world and in this realm, like like past lives or things. I don't know if you believe in past lives and stuff. What's your view on that is?
[01:40:25] Unknown:
I I think, in this realm that we call, where I am now, a 51 Winters Young.
[01:40:36] Unknown:
Right on. But,
[01:40:39] Unknown:
I always had a feeling that I'm much, much fucking old than that, first of all. But I think to come back what you said about, you know, that it's an experience and that you always strive to learn. There's something else that, which is very powerful is that you help others by only sharing this story in the ether that people can relate to, that people feel like, fuck. They've been through the same thing. And it doesn't have to be the same thing, but it could be some like, oh, I'm stuck in this stupid situation right now. There's always a way to come out.
And, I think the hardest part for a lot of people is to ask that help. And doesn't matter it it's it's the same thing. I'm, you know, I'm I'm a man on my own, and I lived on my own for for quite some time. I I cook. I I do dishes. I I do, you know, clean my house, all the stuff that you can imagine. And even when someone asks or someone gives you help, like, oh, can I help you with that? Oh, no. I'm fine.
[01:41:45] Unknown:
Right. Right. Yeah. Because it's it's you're a wimp if you ask for help. Right? You're not a man. Right. Fucking in it. Yeah. That fucking programming. It's shitty programming. People fucking wanna make us feel like, oh, if you ask for help and you're a man, you're a pussy, you're you fucking cry and you're a man, you're a fucking pussy. Oh, I love you cry. Motherfuckers love to cry. The biggest strongest fucking men in this world cry, dude.
[01:42:09] Unknown:
100%. You're sad. It feels so fucking good when you see a lot of men cry. You gotta cry because you know what he's been through because, normally a man does not fucking cry. Then he goes through some fucking shit, man, when a man starts to cry. But don't hold in. Right. Do not hold in. When you gotta when you got to these are tears are the the washing machine of the of our soul, man. And when you got put up with so much shit, or you just can't see through what you know, then you just have to let it go sometimes, man. And I think that if you see a man cry that goes so fucking deep through your heart because that's that's, yeah. And I think men should cry more to show them the women that, we're not made of stone, we're not made of steel.
And we we want to be the rock. You know? You want to be the rock in the fucking, in a, you know, on the beach, you wanna be the rock, but sometimes you turn into sand, man. Because, yeah, life life is hard sometimes, man. Beats beats the shit out of you.
[01:43:26] Unknown:
Yeah. Dude, totally. It's like that inner critic we have or that I have that has fucked me up for so long, brother, that they call the shadow. Mhmm. Like that thing that tells me, like, when I'm gonna call somebody that tells me, oh, they don't wanna talk to you or they don't wanna hear from you or or they'll think you're stupid or there's this inner person. We have this other programming that what's really neat right now is there's been a big movement and I've seen, few different organization organizations come out of this. And, and there there's ones that focus on men, and there's ones that focus on women, and there's some that focus on togetherness.
One is the mankind project. I'm just gonna say it out loud. That's, it's very intense. I've been there. I've been initiated in it and it helped me with my trauma and also help other men. And I'm in, I have a men's group here at my house. So, so it's pretty cool, where we can do that and, and work with that. So seeing that movement and seeing therapists that are paid doctors right now, come out making these groups means that they have awoken from the bullshit. They're aware that society needs to be fucking repaired, and they can't do it in their practices because they're fucking programmed to be a certain way. They can't fucking do what they want, dude. They have to follow HIPAA laws and the whole Right.
You know, like, the container they have. So all these therapists have come out and they're they're creating these different groups, which is really amazing, and they go worldwide. And I I just think it's really cool. I would love to one day be able to create a non egotistical group to work on the shadow and, facilitate that and hold that space in the future. I would like that. This is kind of a dream. Yeah. I just wanted to throw it out there. It's good stuff working on ourselves. You know?
[01:45:26] Unknown:
Yeah. And everybody has to realize if you walk in the light, especially when you walk in the light, there's always a shadow behind you.
[01:45:35] Unknown:
Mhmm.
[01:45:36] Unknown:
But you have to embrace it. You have to face it. And it's a good part. But you you you know, as soon as the shadow is taking over, then, that damn shit happens. And sometimes it's it's someone else, you know, that walks into your light that take over the shadow. And most of our most of the time, it's us, you know, that we do not shine that bright, and our shadow has been bigger than, our light. That our light fades away a little bit. So it's balance and then it's duality. I think well, from my perspective, it's a duality. And I I say that's, yeah, quite sometimes. Like, I I wouldn't see the light if I wasn't in the fucking dark.
Right. And, now I have to deal every single day. So I wrote a course that to get shit done on the DSG, whatever you're gonna call it. Right? Yeah. GSD course. But it's not something like, oh, oh, here's here's what you got and do it, and you're gonna be fine. It's a fucking thing for me every single day to stay, you know, with the right intentions out of bed, with the right intentions for my own health, and and stuff like that. It's not like, oh, well, now I know how to preach. No, dude. That's a fucking hard one still for me, but it's not impossible.
[01:47:03] Unknown:
Yeah. You've got that work where it's like, get shit done. I apologize. I don't know your website name. I've been to it, and I watched all of your, different, like meditations. Mhmm. And your voice comes in and you're like, you need to need to project yourself into seeing yourself do things. And I, man, I appreciated that a lot. And I believe what you're doing is very powerful. Like, dude, it's awesome, brother. Like, Thanks. And along with snake, I just wanted to say thanks to snake for setting this up along with Ben too. He's been assisting me a lot, especially with, me getting my jewelry out there on a website and creating Shamanic Dot Earth.
Just pushed me and helped guide me on the side a little bit. And I appreciate that so much. I wanna throw that out there. And Rob, man, and meeting all the the Unchained Church group is fucking amazing. And, I'm I'm very excited to see where this goes, you know, and know it's gonna be good, brother. Yeah. Yeah. It's We yeah. We just started, man.
[01:48:15] Unknown:
We just started. There you go. It cuts together as a as a genius plan, and some sometimes you don't know what you're working on. And and then all of a sudden you see the the creation of the things that you work on. Just like, what the fuck? For those who like to know, the website, it's available in 3 languages. It's work in progress. Site. It's my coaching business. Colby mentioned Snake Snake Turban Hat, the the, management services of podcasting and, communicate with people. That dude is awesome, and, a band from the Unchained Brain, podcast. We work close together.
We as a as a little group, and we started something that's, yeah, has just started, man. It's gonna spread out all over the world. And people are, if if they are interested in, there there are there's more stuff available soon. There's a Patreon where you can sign up and you can, participate in the in in a church. And, we call it a church with a little bit of a blank. You know? It's some it's a group that, wants to support each other with love and to give all the tools the tools to, to give you so you will be successful in life. And if you see, like, your story, Colby, you know, for, like, a months ago, month ago, would you would you think that you would have a website and promote your stuff on Internet?
[01:49:54] Unknown:
Even No. I was listening to Ben's podcast with you, And, when you got back from Peru and I listened to that. Yeah. I didn't. Absolutely not. So
[01:50:06] Unknown:
yeah. And doing shit, fucking do it. You know? Just get shit done, man. Get shit done. Fuck. Yeah. You know what done stands for? Mm-mm. If you got it done, it's so it's d o n e. Right? Right. D is doing. E, o is organize. N is no nonsense, and e is energy. If you do that and you keep that in mind, everything will be alright. Alright. Oh, yeah.
[01:50:41] Unknown:
I like that, dude. Good. Good affirmations is what keeps us going in creation, brother.
[01:50:47] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. And surround yourself with the with the people that lift you up and not bring you down, that not suck you, but give you due energy. That, you know, because everyone just, like I said, is is having a struggle in life. And no matter how you look at them, you're like, oh, wow. This dude, this no. No. Everyone's is basically just tries to do their best, and sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn't. But, especially look to the people that are, you know, fucking up all the time, but still keep on doing it. You know, if you look at the guys like, oh, I was 12 years old. I was a multimillionaire because I, I had this the thing. Oh, wow. You know, but, you know, what what did you learn in life except that one thing?
You know, sometimes, I think that Ben pronounced it that the guy of KFC, I think it was. He was, like, 7 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 70 4 years old. Well, when when, eventually, his his brand start to, you know, to gain some, interest and stuff like that. That's crazy,
[01:51:52] Unknown:
man. Yeah. That's that's very true. I Yeah. Yeah. I remember him talking about that. Yeah.
[01:52:00] Unknown:
Colby, is this something that you wanna touch based on, before we are going to ask you some questions?
[01:52:06] Unknown:
Alright. Yeah. No. That sounds like a like a good plan, brother. Yeah. Let's do it.
[01:52:11] Unknown:
I'm so ADHD. I sometimes, I'll I'll I'll laugh at myself because I know the questions, but I still have to put them on. And it's so Yeah. So is this, again, a male that has his first podcast? So you're gonna lose your virginity right here, podcasting. Don't worry, dude. This is you're not the first you're not the first one No. That loses his virginity here in podcasting. Be gentle. Yes. Well, we we are more than 2 hours ahead now. 2 hours. 22 is 2 is when I look at the clock. So that that that's these are my angel numbers also. That's so that's perfect. Thank you very much.
[01:53:07] Unknown:
Okay. And the first what sorry. Sorry. No. I was just saying 11:11.
[01:53:13] Unknown:
The first questions will be, easy and then, it goes a little bit harder. K? So what's your favorite color?
[01:53:22] Unknown:
Blue.
[01:53:25] Unknown:
What's your favorite music?
[01:53:29] Unknown:
Metal, artcore, rock. But I also like tribal, man. I love gym bass and drums, bro. Uh-huh. And and, like, doombas and sitars. So but, yeah, I love
[01:53:43] Unknown:
You play the drums. We didn't talk about that hard. That dude, there's gonna be a part 2 for sure. So yeah. No. Like, I mean, as you throw this in, like, gym days and stuff, like these guys. Yeah. Right. Oh, I didn't saw it because, yeah, was that, it was, what's it called? Blurry.
[01:54:04] Unknown:
Yeah. It's because of the blurs background. But yeah.
[01:54:08] Unknown:
Right. But what what kind of metal? Like Iron Maiden or more into heavier stow?
[01:54:14] Unknown:
Cool. Definitely one of my favorite bands, and, perfect circle. But then, you know, we can get, like, Soulfly, Max Cavalier. From Nino. Yeah. Max Cavalier, dude. Fucking mister man, bro. Soul fly or excuse me, El Nino, like all the new hardcore bands have come out. Like I, I recorded the show guy. I love the show guy. They're like one of my favorite bands from a fucking amazing dude. Yeah. There's there's a lot of those side bands that, yeah, nobody hears about, but yeah.
[01:54:54] Unknown:
Love it. What's your, favorite movie or television series?
[01:55:01] Unknown:
I think Terminator, bro. Like, buddy. Yeah. The first Terminator, man.
[01:55:09] Unknown:
Oh, the first that was did did you knew? I didn't knew it either. But, when he when he is been sent to earth and he crawls out naked, he smashes down a window to get that leather jacket. Yeah. Did you knew that that wasn't like a prop car that he had on the scenes, but it was a real car parked in the streets. You were just thinking, like, well, you know what? I'm gonna hit that fucking glass, and there was a leather jacket behind it. So he's basically, he stole the shit. What? And it broke a fucking like improvisation? Yeah. Yeah. No. No.
[01:55:49] Unknown:
That's fucking cool. Yeah. I didn't know that, dude. No.
[01:55:52] Unknown:
If you do that kind of shit, you could turn up like a fucking governor. Yeah. Right. Right? Fucking yeah. I do. Arnie, I love you. Get a schnapps for me and some good cigars and do highly all the greetings.
[01:56:06] Unknown:
Oh, yeah. Okay.
[01:56:09] Unknown:
Colby, what's your favorite book?
[01:56:16] Unknown:
I'd have to say the, the crystal books I have. Favorite story book. You know, like and I apologize due to the the, traumatic brain the TBI I had. Like, I don't remember a lot of my past and things like books I read and things. So I I can't think of an actual name, but the crystal books, drumming books, things that provide information and learning. I don't mind stories. They're cool, though, too. So yeah.
[01:56:53] Unknown:
Sometimes there's a lot to learn in a story because you know?
[01:56:57] Unknown:
That is true. Lessons. Yeah. You're alright, brother. Absolutely.
[01:57:02] Unknown:
What's your favorite, beverage or drink?
[01:57:06] Unknown:
I like to, I like coffee a lot. I like tea, at the same time. You know, chai's really good. I'll drink a beer now and then. Definitely take a shot here and there. So, yeah, I like to drink.
[01:57:25] Unknown:
Yeah. It depends on the depends on the occasion and stuff like that, right, and the company. Yeah.
[01:57:32] Unknown:
Yeah. Right. Absolutely.
[01:57:35] Unknown:
What's your favorite food?
[01:57:39] Unknown:
I like Greek food a lot. So I'm half Greek, and Greek food's amazing. So, that kind of falls into my time, probably, like pizza and pasta and stuff. Mhmm. Jesus breads. Yeah. Definitely like this.
[01:57:56] Unknown:
And what kind of clothing you like to wear the most? I
[01:58:00] Unknown:
like baggy clothing. You know, just it's funny. I don't have bright clothing. It's mostly dark. I don't know why. I just I don't maybe I just don't wanna wear correct colors. I don't know. Yeah. Man shirts and stuff like that. Mhmm. Pretty cool.
[01:58:22] Unknown:
And what's your favorite holiday destination?
[01:58:27] Unknown:
Vegas is pretty fun. Any app on your app. I mean, you know Yeah. Dad used to take us there in.
[01:58:33] Unknown:
Dude, I had to I was in, Los Angeles last year. And I, I had, I think it was, like, 18 hours that I spent, on on Las Vegas airport. So I was told, okay. Let's go to the strip. So I took a Uber to the strip. You know, if we're gonna spend some money for the IRS, it's gonna be on fucking Vegas. Right? But, dude, in whole America, you can drink. You can smoke. You can't talk. You can't sit. You can't do whatever the fuck. But in Vegas, dude, you got wheeled in. You can smoke. You can drink. You can do whatever the fuck you want on the slots, man, as long as you keep on gambling.
[01:59:22] Unknown:
Yep. Yep. Keep on the quarter in there. Yeah. And as a
[01:59:26] Unknown:
I haven't, well well, I spent some some money, and I burned it. And I was figuring out, like, this is so huge. That's like a real energy sucking, vampiristic, thing going on there, man. And not only the energy it takes to to get all these slots going, but all the people and, oh, they built to Hoover Dam, so you got enough power. Dude, how the fuck would in the middle of the fucking desert.
[02:00:00] Unknown:
Yeah. It is crazy. It's it's it's like when they put the Luxor there, and I heard there was, like the people from Egypt, like put like a hex on the Luxor, like back before it got built. Cause I was going to Vegas growing up there before the MGM was even built. And dude, it was, it was crazy. Like they put like the Paris and all these big fucking, like, the Venetian and shit, like, where you had to be, like, certain status to even go in there. But, yeah, dude, it's an energy sucker, and it's crazy. It's it's all created by, you know, like, old Italian mobsters and fucking the government and and the Illuminati or the free nation shit. Yeah. Yeah. Goes deep.
[02:00:47] Unknown:
It has some charm with it.
[02:00:49] Unknown:
It's fun, dude. Like Yeah. Like, just going to Excalibur and seeing all the cool stuff they have there, it's a good time sucker. Right? And and an experience. There's a lot of crazy shit there. You know what I'm saying?
[02:01:04] Unknown:
I just walked in at MGM and then walked out after, like, say 1 or 2 hours. And that was so funny because the the, I said, can I get a drink? And she said, one of the waitresses said, yeah, sure. But you gotta play. So, okay. So I I got some money, put it in a fucking machine, and I wait. You know? And and, for me, I I love to gamble. I I lost a lot of money for gambling, so I had to be very careful for myself. So I was looking upon my own shoulder. So yeah. So I I did it very slowly, but then the waitress wasn't anywhere to see.
And when I had my last quarter, just like, oh, that's gone. The waitress came along and said, can I have? No. You got a place. Oh, fuck.
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Yeah.
[02:01:52] Unknown:
Yeah. They're like, oh, I'm getting it. Yeah. Eventually, I went to one of the bars in the set to the rich. Can I have a Heineken? Fuck.
[02:02:00] Unknown:
Yep. Yep. Yep. It's it's like Wendover's about 2 hours from here. My dad got to play in the World Poker Tour. One time, he he won the buy in from playing on poker on his computer, but he took a 146th place, which was pretty cool for him because he that's what he did for, like, he was I grew up going to Wendover, Nevada, and then they moved to Mesquite, and we'd go to base. So I was kinda grew up in Tristanos, bro. My dad was a gamble holic and, like, yeah, it's bad, but god bless him. He was a good man. He he did the best he could with what he had, and then he it was crazy, bro. He got lymphoma, and fucking in 3 months, fucking killed him. He fucking retires. Right? My mom and him get this $250,000 coach, big old pop outs, fucking ready to travel the United States, and and he starts getting these big old, like golf, soul guy, golf ball sized, basically tumor type, lymphoma type things in his lymph nodes. And yeah, they he passed away in 3 months, bro. And so my mom, like, yeah, I feel bad for her because it just, you know, you work that's the other thing is, like, people work so hard here to get to fucking retirement, and then they die.
[02:03:28] Unknown:
Dude, I got something to say for you and for everyone that's listening. Retire right now.
[02:03:36] Unknown:
Fuck, dude. That that's some good advice too. Dude,
[02:03:40] Unknown:
dude, the thing is, it's a mindset. How many people do you know that are miserable in life, but they say, oh, but once when I'm retired, they look for that for that period. Right? Yeah. And then then you're gonna people say, like, yeah. But you you need money. No. No. No. No. No. The the thing is the most people that you know that are retired have less time to spend in a day than when they are working because they do stuff that they really like. So from now on, everyone is listening to this organized productions. Retire the fuck out of yourself and say, I'm retired. I only do things that benefits me and that I like to do for myself.
Dude, when you change that mindset, everything will open up, man.
[02:04:31] Unknown:
Yeah. It's it's it's hard to change that mindset. Like, because, Ben, I go to work every day, bro. Like, I work I'm an IT guy. And, yeah, I worked my ass off. I I cooked for 15 years. So I, I was a sous chef working kitchens and did that. And a man, like, I want to just make jewelry. I want to take care of myself, you know, and then in eat the right foods and I can do that without having to go to work. Right. The, the, the art, the creativity and that we spent, like when I go to work, I spend that energy working for somebody to get fucking what? So if you think about it, we're getting fucking money for our nonrenewable life resource.
Right? You can't fucking go back and renew this resource that they're using, that they're paying me shit fucking wages for it. You should be paying me, like, a 100 fucking $50 an hour. Fucking you're losing my amazing ears, my eyes, my hands. I can write for you. Fucking, you know, like, so we're that nonrenewable resource gets used up. And so it's like the guy that retired, the guy I took his place. Right? He's like he was telling me a story. Now this is just crazy. He's like, yeah. I stepped on a nail, and I didn't know it for 2 days. I'm like, what the fuck? He's like, yeah. I can't feel my fucking feet or my legs. That's how I that's and he just retired. I'm like, dude, he's not gonna lie. I I pray to God he last fucking another point years. But the way that is, like, it's like just the debilitating are nonrenewable resource for the time we spend. Dude, we should be getting enough money to I mean, just to at least, you know, pay the bullshit.
[02:06:28] Unknown:
You got enough money to pay the bullshit and don't kill yourself because it's so fucking dramatic. Do you know? I I say it all the times, working for a boss takes too much free time for me. Yeah. When I could use that time to really create something as I do right now, I'm I'm, well, basically, I'm not working, but for other people's, they they consider this as working. But if I couldn't make my money with it, and it doesn't have to be, like, 1,000,000 or, you know, 1,000 of dollars. No. Just to make my living. But to have, like, some some food and some shelter or whatever the fuck. Hey, dude. I'm fine.
I I not want more. Maybe I should, but, you know, that that would do the trick. But until it's not that, my work takes too much time. Yeah. So that's why I'm gonna retire, motherfuckers. But when I have a gig and I have to drive, then I say to myself, oh, wow. I go into, I go into work. I don't have to, but I will because I like it. I like to drive, you know, meet new people, drive from a to b. I have a podcast in my ears or some music, you know, Some rock and roll music, and I'm fine because I'd like to do that. I only do things that I like because I'm retired, motherfuckers. Yeah. Just mindset.
[02:07:53] Unknown:
It is, bro. It is that programming. Absolutely. Right. So, what's the definition of the devil? That goes into a type of formality that say, it's an energy that a lot of, like, a whole group of humans have have modulated and created in a sense, there's an energy of it. Right? There's also I you know, it's funny. I used to see the devil, and I was like, oh, it's a human guy, you know, some guy with a beard. And then I started seeing guys with beards. I'm like, they look just like the devil. Michael, like and then I look at me in the mirror, and I was like, I look like that guy with the same beard. Like like, it all came together, and I believe we have that evil and good part of us.
Same time the devil is, I don't know, man. Some people say he's some guy or some entity that literally can, you can sell your soul to what the contract get paid 1,000,000 of dollars to do stupid shit or whatever the fuck, you know, like for music or acting. I don't know how true that is, but from my experience, and people have said a lot about it, it's kinda crazy, but I don't know. The devil is, it it interests me. It fascinates me, like, to understand the good and evil. There's always that inversion.
[02:09:24] Unknown:
Same as the light and the and the and the shadow. Right? But we can't be bribed by the devil because, we are retired. I just saw definition, what's your definition of, god, Colby?
[02:09:42] Unknown:
I see as god as being light and energy and, truth, authenticity, happiness, learnings, you know, and I also it's funny growing up, like, I I would see a guy with a beard up in the clouds. Right? I I think that was also created by humans and and which is fine. It's it's comfortable. I I think God is, yeah, a very powerful, good thing, and like.
[02:10:18] Unknown:
What's your, interpretation or your definition of value?
[02:10:25] Unknown:
Value to me is is is, being something that's worth or whatever it is in that scenario to have value, which value can come in so many forms. Like you can't judge a book by its cover what's inside, maybe something different when you peel back the layers right of the onion. So, yeah, the value value can be different for different meanings in different people in different ways. I think. But it means I kind of went around that. I apologize on that, but yeah, the no props. It's, value is like where you, you have meaning in something and it's providing and building upon creation is value.
And, yeah.
[02:11:17] Unknown:
And what's your definition of success?
[02:11:22] Unknown:
When you, when I make a goal or I, I put something out there and I am, and I say, all right, put a note in my phone, I'm going to do this. And I'm, you know, and I build bigger goals that those little or goals get up to, that that is definitely that for me. Yeah.
[02:11:45] Unknown:
Love it. What's your favorite quote?
[02:11:50] Unknown:
I can't. I I don't I don't know if I have any favorite quotes. I could, honestly, I don't know. Be true to yourself and be kind to everyone.
[02:12:04] Unknown:
That's a good one. Yeah. And the last question, what's your life's motto?
[02:12:13] Unknown:
Authenticity will will bring bring you into true reality. Mhmm. Absolutely.
[02:12:22] Unknown:
And, tell, tell the audience where they can find you for tomorrow.
[02:12:28] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Tomorrow, I'll have the shamanic daughter up in life. From there, I'll be putting out more information things. I have not got social media set up like I'd like. However, everything will end up being, there will probably be a link in the site to a link tree where I'll have more, more information there. I'll be making videos on crystals and different amulets. And, I ask that people ask questions. I'm open to anything. I'm very kickback. I'm very chill. I'm very collect. And, and I don't judge. I like to, I like to talk to people and learn about things. And if I can help somebody I want to, or make you a cool necklace at the same time, but there's a lot of healing and energy work that goes into this. These amulets take time.
And, I will sit down with people or go through like a Zoom meeting like this, you know, and find out these things, write it down, and create basically a recipe of an amulet and build that for them. That would be,
[02:13:37] Unknown:
but yeah. I love that because, a lot of people do not know you yet, but that's gonna change, dude. That's gonna change in a positive way. 100%.
[02:13:48] Unknown:
Hell, yeah. Hell, yeah. Thank you, brother. Appreciate it. I appreciate everything. Man, I hope you're doing good out there. I wanted to bring that up. I know you're going through some things, and I I think people need to know that, you know, this man here, he's a fucking bright light of of power. And, dude, like, man, a lot of things are coming your way, dude. I know they are. Like, it's it's all being manifested right now, dude. Like, big time. And I don't know. I I hope you're okay, man. I just goes out to you. I wish I wish I was close to you. I I'm gonna hang out, jam, dude. Seriously, we'd improv. We would improv, dude, because I can't fucking find people out here to improv with. Seriously, I mean, nobody knows how to fucking improv out here. Like but yeah. And I hope you're doing okay, bro. Yes. My heart goes out to where you're at, and I know you're not
[02:14:44] Unknown:
I know you're doing what what you can right now. Thank you, man. Thank you. I, yeah, sometimes it's, challenging, but, hey, Sometimes you got to need, to get through to get to the next level. Right? So, sometimes you got these computer games and you figure out, like, what the fuck is this level up? You know? Where where where should I go to? Where's the end boss? There's no end boss. You gotta figure out. Oh, shit.
[02:15:07] Unknown:
Right. No. It's true, man. Like, what level's next?
[02:15:10] Unknown:
Yep. Yep. I I don't think it takes too much time to figure out what it's gonna be because there are several options, but you have to be very careful what option you're gonna choose because it has a consequence. You know? So, yeah, that's that's and I in the past, I did a lot of things like, you know, oh, I'm gonna do this. Bam. And then, you know, you dust yourself up and because you fall down so fucking hard. Now I want to see what options there are or what, what consequences it could be cause and effect. You know, what's yeah. But it's gonna be alright 100%.
As long as I can, be online and, have, people like you in my show and talk to them and connect to them and, share their stories and interact with them, That's that's one of the things I really love to do. And, yeah, to to shout out to each other and to support each other with love and stuff like that. That's all there is, man.
[02:16:09] Unknown:
Mhmm. Absolutely. I'd love to learn more about your story too and more about you, the future, if I could.
[02:16:15] Unknown:
Thank you. Yeah. We were not done yet, man. We're not done.
[02:16:19] Unknown:
No. I'm just saying, like
[02:16:21] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. We're definitely 2 times 25, we're going to America again. I don't know when, what the whole it's I'm gonna make it happening, and then we're gonna jam 100 fucking percent because I gotta go when I go to America, again, I will go to Utah because I got some, people out there. You got you, Eric Finney is there. So, yeah, 100%, man.
[02:16:44] Unknown:
Hell yeah. Right on, bro. So, well, for
[02:16:47] Unknown:
thank you for your energy and for your time, Colby.
[02:16:50] Unknown:
It was a blast. Wow. Thank you for your time and for your energy, Rob. I appreciate this very much. Thanks for the, exposure and and being here with me and sharing the space.
[02:17:02] Unknown:
Thank you. And, for all your listeners out there, thank you for listening to this episode of this organized productions, and have a beautiful grand rising, a beautiful day, or a beautiful evening no matter where you are on this beautiful, plain planet.
[02:17:20] Unknown:
Thank you. Beautiful. Alright, brother. Bye bye.
Skip me bridge like squirrel, baby.
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What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the lore.
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Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productions podcast. The show that fuels your spirit, ignites your potential, and helps you become the best version of yourself. I'm your host, Rob, and each episode, we'll embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you, tap into your limitless potential, and conquer life's challenges. Hello fellow human, and welcome to another episode of Disorganized Productions. If you wanna contact me, please shoot me an email at [email protected]. Same goes if you want to check out all the stuff that I'm doing. Check my link tree, which is link tree slash disorganized productions, and please support my brothers in crime from the Unchained Brain podcast, the Rat Pill Cartel, the Life is a Dream, Death is Awakening, and the Greyhorn Pagan Podcast.
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Cool. Sounds good.
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Ladies and gentlemen, fellow human, welcome to another episode of disorganized productions. And, of course, just like every episode, this is a special one. Today, we're gonna talk with the owner, Colby, from shamanic.earth. That website will be launched tomorrow, and Kolby has some really cool stuff that he makes. And we're gonna talk about well, we talked about it just briefly before we jumped on, this podcast about everything. So wherever the fuck comes up in our minds, we're gonna talk about. Please, a warm welcome for Colby.
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What's up, Rob? Yeah. I'm fine. How about you? Doing good, bro. Doing good. Yeah. It's a nice, nice day over here. It's a little cloudy. Got the fog rolling in at the mountains. It's beautiful. Looks like a rainforest. Not much snow, though. So it's but it's still still good. Cold? Yeah. It's chilly. It's about 35 degrees or so. But Oh, so that's Fahrenheit. Right? So that will be Yeah.
[00:03:04] Unknown:
Almost minus 1 here in in Celsius. Right. Probably something like that. 40 degrees. So it's the same way it was here. Because yesterday, when I was driving yesterday night, it was like, the fog froze up. So, it's very, slippery on the roads and stuff like that. And you have to scratch your windscreen to get all the shit from the from the windscreen. And they probably gonna accept some snow here. Although, we never know because we are a little bit in the warmer part of the Netherlands, but it could turn just like just like that. That's gonna be snowy. That's gonna be slippery and stuff like that.
Yeah. So, Kobe, welcome to the show. We talked to each other, a few times a little bit briefly before we hopped on. And, like, I think it is, like, a strong ago, because you mentioned, like, oh, man. Let's get in a conversation. I wanna know who you are and stuff like that because, how how we do do that that podcasting stuff. You know? Don't you have to know each other? And I said, no. You just No. We're gonna just hop in, and we're gonna have a conversation, and we'll see how it goes. So, yeah, the the thing that really interested me and interests interests me is how you come to the awesome ideas about the jewelry that you make.
And please introduce yourself briefly to the audience because I'm sorry that Well, yeah. Yeah. I'm Colby Washburn.
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I just dodged demonic dot earth up. It'll be up tomorrow. I've made amulets for a little over 20 years now, out of, rough crystals, some faceting, but not not a lot of the silversmithing, but more wire wrap work with sterling silver. Working with a little bit of copper right now. However, so the website it's gonna be where people can have me I I'll talk to people that need healing or help assistance from crystals or energy work with crystals, and I'll make the amulet, designed specifically for them. And, like, if they have ailments like arthritis or pain or need, help with anxiety or, let's say, just connecting with, earth or something like that or grounding, Those are some other things that are really good for the amulets or or even holding crystals. However, the amulets are they'll be made specifically for the person.
I'm also doing where I can, get people have crystals they would like me to wrap for them or something like that to their fashion or what they would like, I'm gonna do that also. Wow. And I also I've been I'm gonna have a stage too because I go up on the mountains here in Utah, and I gather sage, and I make make sage sticks from white sage, and it's it's amazing stuff. It's Oh, wow. Very amazing. Like, yeah, it's it's really good. It's great stage. So I'll be selling those too, and and amongst other things and try to get things going there.
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Right. So how do you come to the knowledge of knowing what crystal and what metal, preserves for what kind of, sickness or or treatment? Or how did you get that knowledge? Where where you get it from? So I've I've read Judy Hill's books and also Melody.
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Here's a couple of the books, like Judy Hill. It's hard to see that because Oh, yeah. But, oh, yeah. No. Yeah. You can see that. There you go. Yeah. Yeah. This is by Judy Hill, and this goes in deep into, what crystals for what part of the body for even, you know, the sign. And then next to that, the vibration, the frequency. And then Melody, she's got she's got these kaleidoscopes. They're they're amazing. Oh, and what's crazy is I just found out today that both of these ladies have passed away within the last 4 years. And that just. Man, that just tore me up. But I know that they're in a more strong place because they are powerful people. And in these books, it's just so much, so much that it's yeah.
So
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It's, it's it's one of the the the the the most things that I miss right now when I do not have a place is my crystals that I always had around me. And my, my my lambs were made of, salt, the salt lamps, you know? Yeah. And I had 4 of them. So they I I was always in the place where they were, I will always say, keep the the the low energy and the the bad energy away from me. And the crystals, I I used to and I still do. I can show you these. I always travel with my crystals because, call me superstitious, but it's just something like I feel better, and I feel when they're not around.
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Yeah. I've
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so this one, there's some macknight, I think it is. Mackalite. Right? Yeah. Malachite. Malachite. Exactly. And I got this one always traveling with me. You're gonna probably see what the oh, wait. Let me see if I can get to the camera. If it's quartz or if it's, the It's a quartz. Yes. Exactly.
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Yes. Yeah. Nice. The amplification pretty slow.
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This is odd. That's odd. The the thing is, I think if you if you look to the, to how people find this kind of stuff when you are walking in the mountains and stuff like that, and you see normally, dirt and rocks and all that stuff. You know? And all of a sudden, some shiny shit. Just like, wow. Yeah. Yeah.
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Yeah. It is like rock counting is the best. Do you do rock count out in the Netherlands?
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No. No. No? No. We do not have hills. Oh, okay. Biggest hill here, I think, is 300 meter. No. Not even close to let let me let me let me search that up, but we do not have hills. We have, some I will look it up. No worries. No worries. Because we're we're called the lowlands, and that Okay. That name has a purpose.
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It's flat as far. I it's low. Gotcha. Yeah.
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It's e there's no constant in graph. So the highest the highest point in the Netherlands is 322 meters above Oh, wow. Sea level.
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And so is that that's not I am terrible with my meters to few the I apologize on there. Feet? A little ignorant, but or to miles.
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Yeah. Oh, no miles, baby. No. To feet? Let me see. No. 3 meters. You're gonna laugh. Kobe, you're gonna laugh your ass off. I'm I'm swear to God. It's, 1056 feet.
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No shit. That's all good, man. I bet you could find some stuff out there if there's dirt or planes or something like that, but I don't know. I've not been there.
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Yeah. So there are caves, are there? Let me see how it's pronounced in English because I do not know know, translate it in English. Mall.
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Mall. Mall, m a r l.
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Mall. Okay. So that's, it's kind of a gravel, a yellowish gravel, and you can scratch it with your fingers. It's just it's not hard at all. So they gave some caves in it, but the the the the network is quite long. And, if you do not have a guide, your will be lost. You will be dead because you can't find anything because it's really page dark. And, there's a story about maybe 40, 50 years ago. The 2 students were getting into this cave, you know, exploring and stuff like that, and, their lights went out. So they said, oh, that would be perfectly cool if we can touch the wall, and that will bring us to the entrance or tray.
But they were walking around in circles, and they'd be both found it, found dead.
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That's scary shit. Yeah. Scary as fuck, dude. Like Even going in a cave, being in one before, it's I have never been in deep, but I've been in there, and it's uncomfortable as shit, dude. It's fucking claustrophobic, and you can either go 1 or 2 ways. But like you're saying, it could get that's sad. It's really sad. Yeah.
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But it's it's something like some of them explorers will find, like, the real jewelry of the earth. Right? If you if you see like, wow, you know, you're crawling your your way down or up or whatever. And then all of a sudden, when you when you shine your light in the pitch dark into this yeah. It's just like a a a a a treasure. Right? When you see everything, you know, coming to life with your with your light, that must be such
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a crazy good feeling. Just like Like a rush. Like Indiana Jones type stuff. Right? Right? Like where it's Without the New Yorkies. Right. Yeah.
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Probably do not know, maybe live on the earth.
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No. I would love to go, finding, like, aquamarine or tourmaline and things like that in caves, but you there You can, you can, you gotta pay money, you know, you can, but it's like even out here. So there's a place called Escalante and there's a petrified forest, petrified wood. And it it's these logs that are giant petrified, and they're, like, rainbows of colors, bro, blues and everything. So I went out trail out there. It's just kind of an idea of, like, predators. So I went off trail, and I found a whole bunch of petrified wood and this has quartz crystals grown in it, in the, in the petrified wood, which is crazy because, and this was like a treasure, man. Like, it was so cool to find. So finding that expensive stuff, like Ruby or, like, some, like yeah. That would be a rush. That'd be so cool, dude. Very cool.
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So what what what kind of nature causes to verify? What
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I think it's a lot of time, and I, you know what? I I honestly don't know how that works. I know it's a lot of time. Mhmm. And and, I'm not sure. Like, I don't know the chemical composition of like how crystals are formed. I know some of it, but I don't know how to elaborate on that, with, with the knowledge, you know, that would be slight straight up knowledge. Like, I would be all over the place. So, yeah, I have a I have a friend who's a geologist. He knows, like, a lot of the stuff, which is kinda cool. He works for the forest service, actually. But, anyway yeah. Wow. What's cool? Did these are the remember.
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Yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead.
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Well, no. No. No. I I was just gonna go and remember how you were saying, like, how you carry your crystals with you and, how you feel like when they're not there, like, you you can feel them. Right? Well, I believe I mean and and due to my research, man, like, I found water is a main component in creating crystals in every crystal, which water is replicatable and holds memory. It holds information. So, crystals, when they get formed, they're gonna be formed with water and information. And when they solidify, they're gonna hold that information in them. However, we can program them, like you were saying, So people will walk around and they'll they could they could be in, like, a gym fair or something.
They'll have a crystal call to them that they can feel call to them and they'll pick it up, like, and they'll be around, like, thousands of other crystals, but this one comes to them. And and they don't sometimes know it's really speaking to them, but it really is. And they'll buy it, and they'll take it all in the third with their collection because it's a connection. Uh-huh. We can like, you can spry with crystals. You can you can there's ones called record keepers. There's works record keepers. There's windows.
People have been able to tell the future or certain things, like, they can give the crystal to somebody and have them hold it, and then they'll hand it back to the shaman or the psychic, and they'll be able to look into the crystal and tell them what they see, and it usually matches in some of the whatever they're trying to figure out, you know? And so and I believe this is even more crazy. This is yet to bury deep. So our pineal is crystals. Our pineal gland is crystals. Uh-huh. So think about those crystals communicating with these other crystals on a quantum level and light.
Light sends information too, bro. It's all fucking connected. And, like, man, it just I just got chills. Like, holy cow. Yeah. That was awesome, bro. Badass Condolini rising right there. But Yeah. Yeah, man.
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Yes. I still have a, it's quite big, just like almost like a fist of rose quartz in my car to get, you know, and it's something like, even if you do not believe in that kind of, for a lot of people like woo woo, whatever. Okay. Lay down and have the right people that know about crystals, and you will feel their energy and their power. And, especially with the this one. So so you got, several crystals like like this one. My damn disorganized mind, I don't I don't know. It's a crystal, and I know, you know, I know the name for for 20 times, 40 times, 50 times. I wouldn't wanna pronounce it live on air or not live or recorded. I'm just Phil. I know. But, this one, because it's been, it's not 100%.
You can't oh, it's too bad you can't see it. But it's not like now. You know, finally. But it's not 100%, you know, what's it called? Like, a real struggling with the words. It's not 100%, polished and stuff like that. So it, and that that's because there are so many, times when this was created that there were several layers that were going up and down in the air, which formed this crystal. So this crystal, also takes a lot of shit from you when you have that in your mind and and when you're struggling, that takes it with you. Even now, when I'm holding it just and it's it was really cold when I took it out of my, rucksack, but now it's warming up.
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It's it's working with your energy. Holy damn. Yes. Yes. Hell, yeah. Like, some people I've had had them hand me back their stone. I'm like, oh my god. I can't believe how warm this is. Like, it's then you can feel the vibrations in it by putting it in your left hand, which is our receiving hand. Mhmm. You know? And but yeah, man. That's cool.
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Have you seen, I think it was on YouTube and stuff. Well, on multiple platforms, 2 Burke Crystals that have been rubbed together very fast. You're gonna be, they're gonna be, light and greenish light. So that they will glow in the dark when you rub them together. So Right. A lot of people believe that this this was the first light source. Okay? Because, you know, back in the days, if you believe history, when we didn't had any fire and stuff like that, probably people had crystals. And when you rubbed them together, they shined. And it depends on, of course, what kind of crystal that you have.
But, yes. And I saw that you made also some shamanic staffs, which I love. And I was just talking about that thinking like, oh, shit. I got mine in my car. And last time that we Oh, you were gonna bring it and show it to us. Yes. Oh, it's not it's not Sunday yet, but I will, I have to write that one. Right? But, yes. But that would be, something too that I want to maybe integrate these kinds of crystals and stuff like that in that shamanic staff. But you do that already. Right?
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Right. I do. I can do that. The one thing I have not done is found the wood for shamanic staffs. I was given a piece of wood that I have. I took it and carved it and everything like that. Mhmm. I know you I know they can be bought and found and everything. You know? And, but this is the only staff I've made, the one that I have. You know, but I would help somebody or assist drawing them or even, like, if they have a piece of wood and they want me to inlay gems in in a certain form, or if they want me to do something for them. And, yeah, I can do that. Right. Right.
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That's something too. Because if you're walking just like I did in Peru Yeah. And you, you asked the universe, you know, like, oh, I always walk with a staff, and I carved it, and I had some energy in it. And I ground automatically even if I have my shoes on when I'm walking with a wooden stick. And you ask that, and nature gives you that that beautiful kind of stick. That's so awesome. But, it's also the energy that's in it. You know? The funny not the funny thing. There you go again, Rob. But the thing is, people when they see you walk around with that kind of stick, they're wondering where's the stick made of and stuff like that. But, the most beautiful thing that that that people ask you is, can I please hold it? Not like they're gonna take it. Can I please hold it? Because it's all your energy that you have with all the miles that you walked upon and wherever has been in that stick.
I like to find a stick and then carve it so it's gonna be completely, dense free and stuff like that. So it's gonna be, completely, what's it called?
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Like, sealed?
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Yeah. So it's it's gonna be, completely flat. No. Not flat. If you grind it, you know, that that's gonna be that that you feel it, that there's there's nothing, no wood sticks out or whatever. Oh, sanding it down. Yes. But I do it with a knife. Oh, okay. For me, that's a zen moment. Right? You know? Right. With my fingers. Action. Yes.
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Yes. Absolutely. That's what the relationship and the bond you create. Hell, yeah. And yeah. And that's, that's good for, I think somebody that has their staff to put that into their staff because that builds that energy and that hour, you know, and if, like, you're saying, like, have somebody else work on it or however, you know, some people might want that. It's cool.
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Yeah. You speak the truth there. Is is it something, that that that you really can relate to, like, the sand moment in in our re rushed up western world? Once you are, into the jams, into the stones, into your stick, it's something like time flows. You know? Yeah. The That's the moment.
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It's a good moment, that connection. It's like when I make the amulets, I do that with every amulet I make. I I build a connection with it, and I program every crystal. Mhmm. Pro so crystals need to be cleansed to to recharge them, to take away those impurities or those blockages, because they they'll take away that shit from us, you know, and they'll hold it in there. And unless they have a way to release that, they're gonna keep that in there. So sometimes I've taken crystals from people and they seem heavy or they're not, they're not cold. You can feel their their drain. They need to be recharged. You know, that's a, that's definitely something that, a lot of people aren't aware of, you know, like using Sage white Sage or sea salt is a major one, on a full moon, you know, in sea salt, in the water and distilled water's best.
Yeah. So cleansing is a big thing. Just trying to throw that out.
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Right. I used to do do when I had the time and I was thinking about it. I used to recharge them with the, with the little stones of. Mhmm. And or, water that that that, so no still water, but like a tap, you know, where it's drips drips on the stone. So it takes, you know, just like if you have a a long day at work, if you're gonna take a shower, it it drains off all the energy that you took with this that that you took with you. And, that's the same with the cleansing of the stone. And then, yeah, just like you said, if it's a full moon, even if we can visibly see the moon, the energy that's been in the air, that's gonna take the charge Yeah. Of the stone. And, a lot of people think that these are just stones, you know, but I think that everything has a consciousness.
Yes. And somebody pointed out is like, what if this stone, for example, this crystal is, let's say, 1000 of years old, and it thou spells the letter I. So we talk very rapidly. But in all these 1000 of years, it spoke a lot of sentences, but it takes such a long time before it speaks out. Like some organisms that are finder on earth, they only have to eat once in 2 or 3 years, and they don't move at all, but they're still alive. You know? Yeah. And can you imagine what these kinds of crystals have been made through to get there where they are?
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Yeah. It's fascinating. It is. Yeah. Yeah. It is. And then you'll, like, you'll see some crystals that have other crystals in them, like tourmaline with quartz on it, like, Cleveland diet. It's like all these different minerals grow together, and they're found, and they find these things. And that's, yeah, the stress it takes and the time. And, and I've thought a lot about how so spirits on the world in the, or in the, in the realm, excuse me. They they leave and sometimes maybe they don't go somewhere, and I believe sometimes they'll get trapped in crystals. Not not, let's say, trapped, but they find a home, and they stay there because it's comfortable.
And then, say, another human finds it, and they build more of a connection. It's even, like, some other entity or something in that had that crystal or was, when the crystal is growing, that energy went into the crystal. I I I believe that's to be very true because I've sensed and seen people in crystals. I don't know if it's it's real, but it feels real. It feels right in the heart. That's a big thing, man. It's, like, I think when we feel these things in our art and we get that Kundalini rising from from touching crystals of the cold energy, once we feel it, and that's that's that's knowing maybe that it's possibly is real. I know a lot of science, you know, and I was I've done a lot of research on science and science doesn't believe in Reiki. It doesn't believe in chakras. It doesn't believe in crystal healing. It doesn't believe in ghosts. It doesn't believe in spells, sorcery, or anything like that. Science will say it doesn't exist because you can't touch it. And so it's like, we all feel this connection with it. Right? So there's gotta be something to it where we know there is. We know it. Yeah.
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I think it's, if you walk down a beach and you see this, this little, rock, and when you cut it open and you see all this beauty in it, I walk across because you do not, you know, they're not interested enough until when you well, not when you cut them open, Jeffrey Dahmer, But but if you touch the real center of their heart, and when they speak out or when they, tell you about what what what they like, that's the that's beauty inside,
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isn't it? It is. No. That's yeah. That is the truth right there for sure. That's it is.
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I've been holding it now for, like, well, let's say 5 to 10 minutes. I feel my heartbeat in it. Nice. Nice. It's it's really warm now. I think, eventually, you can come to the point that you have to let it loose because there's there's so much energy in our bodies. And we are a generator. We are a battery. Yeah. We are. I think this stores the energy also. That's why, some of these crystals and all some of these gems, when they are in in, like, a shamanic staff or when somebody puts them on there, you know, like a bracelet or like a necklace or whatever, it's gonna store the energy. Yes. That's that's what I really like about it.
Right?
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Absolutely. Yeah. It's I I've I've thought about that too. Like, crystals and things. Well, will that energy be stored in there forever? Can it be cleansed? Can it be recharged? Can my energy be taken out a 100%? I don't know. I don't know if that's true. Like, you know what I mean? Because I I feel you, man. I do. I believe that energy goes in there and it's in there. Like your crystal you're holding right now, man, if I were to hold it, like, I could feel like empathic energy from you even, and maybe even feel, maybe where you may have pain or something like that.
Mhmm. Or, you know, I might even get inner information that comes to me where it's like, you know, needs assistance with this. That's the psychic part, crystals, which is intense. There's a couple of really cool. So I'm on a side note when we're talking about that, like I'm going in to get like, because I know people may say, hey, you know, he's says he's a shaman, but, like, he's gonna make an amulet for me. Like, how can I trust he's gonna be doing the right thing with the right energy and everything like that? Right? So I've been going to get into, what's called the crystal academy advanced healing art and also the college of psychic studies.
I've contacted both of them. The first one, I have not been able to get in touch with any of the any of the teacher, but the so I'm just waiting right now, but I'm gonna have those certifications in there. However, man, I've sold, like, over and gave away over 200 necklaces, and I've never had issues. Right? I've always had good positive energy come through with it, and things always worked out. But
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I think if you if you work on something no matter what and the intention is love and right, light, love and light, let me say that, then you feel that. And it's it's the same as art. You know? If if you start with the, black and red paint, you know, it's gonna be a dark one. Yeah. Yeah. For sure. I mean, I think the the, the intention and the, the energy you're gonna put in, people will recognize that in a crystal or in a necklace or, you know, in a brochure or whatever, because you're gonna be attracted to it. Like, you every single piece is a unique piece of art.
Yeah. And people will will tell you like, oh, I like this one or I don't. That what makes it special. And that's what where I can really relate what you said, like, that that crystals, even if there are 1,000 around you, you've been called to that one that you need. Yep. And, I'm I'm not, suspicious. I don't know. But I got a crazy story about when I was, I wanted to, to get my motorcycle license. And, the first time when I, went through the exam, I wanted it too too hard. You know? I just wanted to ride my motorcycle and stuff like that, so I failed.
And then I said, I just need some little luck. Right? And here comes the part. We went to, to our town. I was getting some money out of the, out of the bank. And all of a sudden, I see something on the pavement that was shining to me, like a little light. Yeah. And I walked through it. I picked it up, and that was a holy Christoffel. I don't know if it's it it's it's a saint, the the the holy Christoffel, we call it here. Yeah. You know that. Right? So I heard of it. Yeah. And that is the saying that, keeps an eye on you when you are traveling or when you are on the road.
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Mhmm. Nice. So,
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I put it on, you know, these chain chain things where you have to, I don't know. What's it called? Like, that you you get your keys on. You know? You have to you have to, A little ring thing, the key ring. I know what you're saying. Yeah. The the the round things that you have to put a little bit open, and then you can Yeah, yeah. Glide it through.
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Yep, yep. I know what you're saying. So I put it on
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my chain. I did my exam, I think, strong or too strong after I found the the the holy Christoffel. After the I passed my exams. Alright. And like 1 or 2 days after it, it was gone.
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No kidding. No shit, dude.
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It was something like, dude, that that All facts. I never never. Yeah. Exactly. I never ever had an issue with these chain links that that something went off. That was probably impossible. Yeah. My girlfriend at the time said, he is looking for someone else because you graduated or you you you you, you got your exam now. You found it, and now he is on the way to someone else. And I really love that.
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Yeah. That's cool.
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But I think that's the same thing with the crystals. Absolutely. You're attracted to it, and, it's the same thing as, like a small child that doesn't know anything about fruit, and he has stomach pain, probably it will would walk in a in a food store to some plums. Because they would, you know, for for for your stomach. So you're gonna shit your shit out. I think it's also with the, with the with the stones that you will be attracted to the stone that you really need for that moment.
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Right. Right. Now it makes a lot of sense, And that's an awesome story, man. That's some deep. That's deep. Mhmm. And and it, like and it shows that not everything has to be a crystal to to hold power. Right?
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That's it. That's it. It's, if it's crystal, if it's metal, if it's wood, stone, it all has the elements of nature. And we have all these elements within us also. All of it. Yeah, dude.
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That's so powerful. Yeah.
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Maybe that's the the connection that we have, you know, but maybe we we look at these crystals and think, oh, this is cool. No. It's just like you said, the pineal gland. It Yeah. We have crystals in ours.
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Yeah. Yeah. Like, even our teeth are crystals, bro. So I've been doing my research on that too where our teeth were the little tiny, it's a little tiny, like, calcium crystal in there, and and they're so they're vibrating to a frequency too, which is intense. And I I'm not sure if you're aware of this, but this is, this is, this is intense. A lot of people may not know this, but you cannot have a clock, a watch, any kind of electronic device or anything without a piezoelectric crystal in it. It's literally set to a certain frequency, a certain Hertz, which is 32,768 Hertz, I believe.
And that, no, no, excuse me. That's oscillations per second. Excuse me. Yeah. Which dials it down to like literally bits and bytes. Like, so yeah, which, and so I'm trying to like figure this out, like, I mean, and maybe I can bounce this off you is like, so everywhere we go, we have these crystals that have been programmed by a man, by a person to vibrate or oscillate at a certain frequency. And what if that's the construct we're in? Like, what if that's the whole, like, because, dude, I I don't know. Like, what if we took a place that didn't have any clocks, no antennas, nothing, not like a Faraday cage, but it has to have a different frequency, a different time, time management system to where maybe human humans, like, we know we'd be able to move things with our hands without our without grabbing things, right, to let Right. Tell us
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and stuff like
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that. Yeah. Like and where it's, like, natural flowing because, I don't know, growing up, I thought that I was gonna be able to do that, and I couldn't. I was really mad. Like, what the fuck? I can't grab this ball without touching it? What the fuck is this shit? What I really like I was seriously trying to figure this out, dude. And and I don't know. I it's it's all it'd be cool to do some experiments is yeah. Since it's fascinating to think about, but having all those crystals, man, everywhere we go, it's I don't know.
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I think you can, I think we we we we eventually could or we can get that ball with telekinesi? The only thing is we've we've been taken so far from what we really are with all the marketing machine and the propaganda machine against us as humans, which is a light being. You. You. Exactly. So Yep. And that's something that that's only one tip of the fucking iceberg that's so I mean, it's it's not only, like, you know, the Titanic who could crash on that fucking iceberg. It's like every single floatable device or boat or whatever can crash on it because it's so fast and so big. Yeah. You know?
And we talked about it before in the conversation that we had on a telephone. Like, you you also like some some conspiracies. Right? It it's like some fast food on conspiracies, let's say. What are your favorite ones?
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Like, fast food?
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No. The conspiracies, the fast food stuff. Oh, fast food. Because nowadays, you can just get a drive through, like, what's next? You know? It's such a, dude. It's like shit. Shit. Like, what the fuck is it tomorrow, man? What are we gonna be, like, freaking out on? I don't know, bro. Like like,
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the whole thing with the shape of the Earth, I I don't think it matters, but it does to some degree. Yeah. And that's, that's personal. Like I've I've even gone out and I've lived by the ocean for 5 years and I, yeah. So anyway. Yeah. I don't the that whole thing is it's it's definitely it's definitely there. Yeah. You know where I'm going with that. But man, the conspiracy is I don't know, like this whole rep failing in thing, you know, like I've seen tons of things like Dolce base and there's this like the shape shifters, the, you know, s 4 Area 51. Dude, I live right by Hill Air Force Base.
And people will literally be like, oh, there's nothing there at the base. I'm like, yeah. Because it's all underground. Fucking they don't realize that all this shit is connected underneath the ground, bro. Dude, I've had I had an uncle that actually went to area on who worked for the air force. He said he saw things he wish he would have never seen. I mean, it's we are we people know about that stuff. I mean and the thing is it's like the way that this system has worked, they've created so many like, so they've compartmentalized teams, I believe. Because if I had a lot of money and I wanted to if I wanted to make secrets go away or make things come out go away, I create teams of people compartmentalized, and they would be they their jobs would be to change Google, to change the way search results work, to change the way, people think by providing them certain things, putting plants into social media and things like that.
We can see the narrative that some things are forced on us. I mean, I but, yeah, a lot of it, man. I I look into I just try not to let that control
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me. Right. You know? It's yeah. It is something like it's not my favorite music, but if if the song comes through, it's okay to listen to, but I'm not not gonna dig into it. You know? I'm not gonna, you know and there's too much. Just like you said, there's too much. Sometimes you have to ask yourself the question is maybe it's on purpose that it's so much that you you really can't see what's the truth. You know, even if you discuss, like, it's a it's a ball or it's a flat plane, what if it's both is bullshit? Right. Hey, dude. Yeah. I mean, just like politics, you know, you play the game on left and right. What if it's both completely bullshit? It doesn't matter.
You know? It's just the it's just the play and somebody has to play, then we got, blue team, red team, whatever. Yep. Dude, you guys are good off with the with the elections in America because you have to choose out out of 2 idiots. Man. We have, I think, well, I don't know. Maybe 30, 40 parties or political things that you can choose from. Wow. So there are some favorite. Right. Yeah. Yeah. The same fucking clowns in a different fucking code. Right? Preaching some some other stuff that's not helping us at all because in, in election times, they're all gonna promise this and that. They're never gonna do that shit. No, man. It's
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it's the the left and right wing of the same bird. You know?
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Yes. Yes. The good thing about birds is they could be eaten by something.
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Shot down with a shotgun out hunting. Fuck.
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Just that fucking helps. That fucking helps.
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Right. Yeah, man. It's they and it's like they they pop up, and I think there's there's false ones that they're thrown into the mix just to sub sub divert people's attention to that because, dude, everything seems like manipulation. I mean, not every, but so when I say everything, I mean, most of the media like news north, east, west, south, you know, it's all the directions, tell a lie vision, tell a lie vision, you know, it's. And, but it's funny, dude. I grew up with my parents listening or watching the news every night, every night, bro. And it's funny, like when I hit 21, I was like, why is this always sound like fucking shit every fucking time? Like, there's nothing good that happens. And if there is, it's like somebody at a school somewhere in the state had something happen, and it's no big they don't make a big deal out of it, but then they throw, like, all this shit in there that's, like, to subdivert people's attention away from it and also maybe to feed off their energy, for ratings, you know, but man, that's I yeah.
Yeah. It's, it's crazy. Like, where do those 800,000 kids go, you know, per fucking year? Where do all these fucking missing people go? The National Forest, dude. Well, like, bro, so I've been in Zion a few times. Right? A few, like, 10, 6 16 times. I don't know. And did some, you know, some herbal remedies there. And, man, there's some fit, every powerful energy there that's inside those mountains. And then after that, I found out that they had they've been landing space shuttles on top of Zion for the last, like, whatever you wanna call space shuttles. Right? Right. I'm just saying that because they were landing the the shuttle or whatever it is with the wheels, you know, the freaking on the top of there. So they have a base in the mountain. People don't even know about this shit at all. So it's like all these tiny little bases are in everywhere. Everything's underground and hidden.
I don't know if you've seen the amount of, like or there's been a few different video posted where there's the underground, like, cities Oh, yeah. For for millions of people.
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Yep. Dude, like They always said there are more people living in Earth than on Earth. 100%. And if you see how so let's, for example, say that there was 1000 years ago, a volcano that bursted out. And now it's silent. You know how many, caves it made and stuff like that? And I think even they they figured out, like, the indigenous people. I don't like to call them Indians when they live in America, but indigenous people.
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Yes.
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There are, caves been found that are stretching over 100 of miles across America. Can you imagine that that there are still some caves in this world, but when they still can't explore them because they're it's it it takes too much of expedition, and it takes too long to travel them. So if you are, like, 5 or 6 miles in, you have to get out again to get some food and stuff like that. Right? Yeah.
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That's, ah, that's so interesting, man. That's so interesting. That's deep. Yeah. Like, if you get in there, you don't make it the the destination where you can get a refill, like, refilling, like, your food and everything, man, you better, like, prepare to have that time you got in there to get out, like, you're staying, bro. You'd be stuck in there like those poor boys get. Be a safe story you talked about. You know, that'd be the same thing. But I always
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was fascinated by when I was looking at, History Channel and and and Discovery Channel when I saw all these bunkers that Hitler made and and and, you know, all these old Egyptian, pyramids. And then you saw something like, oh, they had light. How the fuck? Yeah. How dude, so so they find a bunker. So that that's, like, 70, 80 years ago. Right? That's not like the the pyramids were was still everyone's figuring out, like, wow. How did they do it and stuff like that? No. They had a bunker that goes, like, tons, a 100, millions of tons of concrete.
They build it underground and stuff like that, and there was light. How I mean, nowadays, you would guess some people like, oh, I'm an electrician. Let me figure out how we get some power here. No, they just like click, and it was powered up. Yep.
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Yeah. So I've heard a lot about that. Even in people, people that have gone underground at these bases and there's natural light everywhere. They don't see lights anywhere. They don't see where it comes from. But there's light. It's maybe it's reflection. I don't know, but it's inter it's very fascinating. It really is. I love it. Think about shit, the technology, bro, that, that we're just depressed.
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But maybe it's just some, okay, we got a generator and that, that powers all up. Right? But okay. So so a generator needs fuel. I think there's a bunker in, the the biggest bunkers there are in, Switzerland. Mhmm. One of them can house, I think, it was 1,250 people during war for more than 10 years. Oh, shit. Can you imagine? So but they have a automatic pump system. So it you you have to you know, like, how like a wheel. You have to Yeah. Keep it going to to to get some air in Right. Right. For ventilation. But state then, how do you get the power? So what is down there that can provide you the power? Even if you look at the the the the big machines that are making, like, mining and stuff like that.
You know, it's not like, oh, we made a tunnel, so now the electrician comes and makes light. Don't you know? You're right.
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Yeah. No. Am I stupid right now? Right. No. You're fucking right, dude. Like, you don't just call the electrician and, like, let's just call them in like a plumber. Right? Don't do the fucking thing. I'm like, yeah, dude. No. It's it's some other technology. Like, you're yeah. I feel you, man. What you're insinuating.
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Yeah. And if you see the old pictures of the mine workers, they were all dirty and and and sweaty with only a tank top and with a little bird in a cage. Because when the bird dies, you gotta get the fuck out of there because you're gonna die too.
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Fuck. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That was the the arrow jar. Yeah, dude. I've seen that. Yes. Absolutely. I have seen that. And if that's how they knew yeah.
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Yeah. And when you go down, it's gonna be hotter and hotter.
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Yeah. So Have you ever seen those or sorry. Go ahead. Yeah. As it go down, it gets hotter. Yeah. Yeah. The crazy thing is it's not like a 100 of meters.
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You know? Oh, the earth crosses, like, 6,000 mile. Okay. How how deep did we dig? 8 miles. That's hard. I know. Okay. So so that's when when somebody is gonna pinch you with a toothpick, and you are like, you know
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it makes Yeah. Wake up. No sensible. Like, there's these, when you talked about how it gets warmer and warmer as you go further and further down, it brought to mind the crystal caves. I believe they're in Mexico. But, man, these caves are if I definitely take that down and research it because these are crystals of selenite that people can walk on, And it's so hot that they have these suits that they take these long, like, ice cylinder things, and they put them down in there to and it's like in so they're so they're cool because it's like, it's so fucking hot, dude. It's like a 120, a 150 degrees or so, you know, depending on the, level that they go to. But they're these giant fucking dude. The crystals in the earth are insanely giant too.
But, yeah, it's crazy how, yeah, we go deeper and deeper and it's warmer and warmer, and they have to find ways to cool that too. Right?
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That's it. I mean, the, the, the, the, you need machines that can, resist that warmth, but also demand. I mean, we are not capable of, you know, more than 50 degrees. If you go to Dubai where it is 50 degrees on Celsius on your head, just like, oh, that's fucking warm. Yeah. Yeah. You're gonna burn. So when you go deeper in the in the earth crust, you've got the same thing. And and the the thing is, it's not like you're you're close to a volcano or stuff like that. Oh, no. No. That volcano is thousands of miles away. It's just when you go deep deep down in earth. The other thing is what I really I really do not know why they don't do it.
If I would build a house, I will build a house in earth. So I would probably, you know, dig a hole and then with 1 or 2, bulbs so you can get some, light into your house. And then you have, like, 2 or 3 meters. I don't know what it is, a foot or whatever. So it's soil above you. So the the thing is, it keeps you warm in winters and keeps you cool in summers. But upstairs, so if you take like, let's say a football field, you can grow your plants on the roof of your house. Yeah. That's like and and, you know, you you can build as you want. I think in Arizona, people are doing that because of the the the sun. Yeah. So they have these earth houses.
But, I mean, why not?
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Why not? I I'd love to. Not yet. That's a great idea. Like, and it, yeah, you, like you're saying, you don't have to use the energy to cool you down or the energy to warm you up and in either temperature, it's fucking perfect. And next to that, you're protected. Right? You're more protected than putting up a wall, cement, wood, whatever. Somebody can get through that if they want to try to get through Earth. I mean, you're gonna have to dig down. Right? And kind of like that. But, yeah, man, it's it's much more, secluded and protected.
And, man, living in Earth is these box houses and stuff that we build now are just weird.
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And they are so expensive. And I think if you dig a hole Yeah. And you, you know, you gotta figure some out about the soil and all that stuff, but I don't think it's that much on a cost.
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Well, do they have to put like, do they build wood inside of it? Do they dig it out, and do they put, you know, trusses or not trusses, but, you know, walls with
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stuff Yeah. You could. But but if you look at at the old systems that they build in in Africa with, with plants and with, clay. Right. Yep. You know, it it it depends on the soil because the soil has to hold something. Right? I don't know if you're gonna dig deep. If you're going to deep like 2 or 3 meters in in the soil that that would would, eventually will be like a roof. I don't know. Maybe you have to, you know, get things done to to get that not from falling down or when rain falls and stuff like that. But I think in the end, it has more benefits than the stupid cubes that we're living in now, and we do not want to be put in a box.
But we're driving in a box home. We're we're sitting at home in our own presence where we still have the key to, escape from, but we are, voluntarily lock ourselves up every single day. That's the best system. Right?
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A cell being charged. Yeah, dude. No, you're right, bro. I I think these square buildings and rooms, they trap energy. They don't flow energy, you know, like keep these around. They're not squared. All the caves around, you know, the, even the, the type of, you know, dwellings they build out of the ground or like, you know, around and everything. They're not square because energy gets trapped in corners. That's why like cleansing houses, dude. Like, so a Sage, I was talking about Sage and cleansing houses and spirits will get stuck in corners. They're not stuck. They'll just hang out there because it's hard to clean. It's hard to get that energy or in cobwebs. But, yeah, man, it you're right. The energy that that circle is at much better, much better. Absolutely.
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And if you have, like, like a big tube, let's say really big where you where you can stand in, you know, like a half round, If you're gonna put sand on that, that's almost indestructible. Yeah. It's like an egg. I just boiled this this strong. I I I I I boiled some eggs. And one of the I'll smash on my on my steering wheel, you know, to get it broken. Just like, what the fuck? Yeah. And I normally, I do it sometimes against my head. But I just had a a little dim, like, what the? You know? But you can you can put a car on an egg of 4 sides.
Yes, sir. That's how much energy it can take, how much weight it can take. So imagine if you make a construction of of round and you're gonna put earth on it, dude, that's that's like bulletproof, shelterproof, nuclearproof.
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Everything. You're right. I I, Man, when you used to be so much there, because, like, when I when we or so I blaze egg shape blazing white light like the sun is a big thing I use a lot because it's an energy field I put around me or whatever I wanna put around. That's an edge shape because it can't be destroyed. Right. Okay. Like, I mean, you can do the weight and everything. Like, I've I fully know what you mean, dude. Like, they've they've it's funny that you even brought that up because I saw a video literally a few days ago and they had all these weights on top of a freaking egg and it just sat there. And, yeah, they didn't have to go into explanation either, you know? Yeah. They're just freaking crazy. That shape is power.
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And if you see if you look at our hats Yeah. We have egg shaped hats. And And if you see in Africa, what they're gonna put in their hat, what they're gonna walk with? Yeah. Dude, I saw some people on a wooden ladder with some flip flops with a fucking freaking motorcycle on their head to and they climb into a boat. No shit. They do that every fucking single day. Just, oh, you got a motorcycle? You wanna get it on the boat? No props, man. I got my flip flops on. Put it on my head. I'm gonna walk down the fucking, ladder. Just like, what the fuck?
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I'm gonna sork in badass. Yeah. No. It's they throw at bricks up even, dude. Like, I've I've seen some of that where they've got that stack of bricks that go
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it's it's pretty cool. And the women that work 10, 15 miles with with with the with with water, like Yeah. Gallons of water on the hat?
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Yeah. Like, on the pot. Yes. Yeah. I know your stuff. To get home to
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dude, that's fucking hardcore. Oh, oh, it's freezing cold here. Let's get the, you know
[01:03:23] Unknown:
Dude, that that's a different they work very hard for what it. Like, I'm very much done. Very much so, brother.
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We we have no reason to complain. The only thing that we can do is complain that we fucked up as humans so badly that we didn't see through the fucking game and that we didn't jumped out.
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Right. Yeah. Yeah. No. I've I've fucked up so much, dude. That, you know, I think that's what makes us who we are, and that's, what's divine and that's what's authentic is going through that shit. It, it, it develops us and, and seeing the things we see getting fucked over by the amount of people we get fucked over by, bro, the jobs we get fucked over by because we're not accepted because we're fucking different. You know what I mean? Like, because we hold different energy, man, and fucking people don't like that. Like, the NPC, fucking modulated programmed world of the realm or world we'll call it world because the realm, man, it's Right. Yeah.
Don't wanna say it. And I think everyone else does too.
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Yeah. And, we talked about it before, but but, you were also a homeless for a while. Right? You lived in your car.
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I'm still technically homeless. I'm renting a room out of some. So, I can't, I can't afford to get an apartment or anything like that or buy a house or anything like that. 4 years ago I was put in jail. You know, I, and we can go into that. We can definitely go into that. I was, Yeah, if we go into that, it's it. Yeah. So yeah, I, I freaked out of my mom's house and, God bless her. She's still here. Thankful. But I just wanna say that, but she, yeah, I freaked out, pour up her house, broke things, made a mess. The cops came. They took me to jail.
They, so when I got there, they took me off of, so I was on Xanax for 13 years and 6 milligrams per day. And they, they took me off of that and gave me a 5 day taper, which, in like few, 3 days, I was walking around sweating, profusely shaking, couldn't even hold my fork, eat. You know, and I was because it was the so I ended up blacking out and going into grandma seizures for about 8 to 12 hours. And I remember one time I woke up in the actual jail and another sale. I had pulled up, dude, and I fucking looked down and I got blood, like a pool of blood and spit everywhere. And I'm like, what the fuck is going on? I can't close my mouth.
And I feel there's a tooth. So I somehow there's a broken tooth in my mouth. I'm like, fuck, you know, I'm like, fucking ribs hurt, dude. I can't, I can't breathe. Right. And then everything goes black. And I, again, I woke up and then I woke up in the hospital. I was handcuffed to the bed. And it was pretty scary because, they, they had, I was seized. I was having seizures. So I was and I didn't realize this, but it was weird, dude. Like, my arm would spin like this. And inside of my arm, I could see another arm, like like another arm, bro. Like, this goes deep into some stuff where, yeah, some things happen that were pretty deep. I believe that I died, and I believe that I I was up in whatever wherever we have to go for a few minutes to come back as something else. Or maybe I was, maybe the person that was in my body before me had to go or whatever it was had to go. And I had to come here, but I still have some of the memories because dude, after this shit, I can't remember a lot of my past, bro. Like a lot of it's gone. And, but so it. They're there. People will say their delusions.
Like it's, it's crazy though. Like I was, oscillating out of my cell and into a car and I would, I was going into these military installations and this guy would materialize with me in the back of the car and there'd be the guy up front, the driver. Right? That we knew. Fuck. We knew this guy. Like, I'd been friends with him for years, or I don't even know how long. The the the passenger in the front, though, we never knew who he I never knew who he was. But, one of the mills military installations, several times, they brought me back to my cell. Like, they were putting me booking me again, and then I disappear out of it. It was, it was intense, man.
Like, like, I, I don't know. Some of this shit goes so deep where it's like, it's almost freaky because, Yeah, I, I don't know, man. It's it's like all where I don't believe I'm really actually human, but I am, I'm in a human body. I'm in a human vessel. Right. Like I have to be. So, but, like, dude, I don't I don't know where to go with that because there's some of it that was so weird. Like, bro, I I don't even know. Like, everything was natural. Like, it wasn't shit I tried to do. It was just natural. I don't even know what the fuck. Like, I'll just tell a weird ass story. We'll just make this fucking weird. Let's just make it a little weird. K? Right. In a in a cool way.
So I'm laying there and like, when I'm doing this like energy work on my body, dude, like on the, the lower half of my body and I'm in this cell and I and these bodies of light are like, like shooting out of me in a way, not shooting out of me, but coming out and I'm and I'm controlling this stuff. And there were sticks of them. There were 2 extra ones and, but one of them manifested and it was a black black light and manifested. Each light had a different color and it was a certain size. And they were released basically through from my from my energy.
They weren't physical. Nothing was physical. I didn't touch anything. It was a 100% energy. Like, dude, everything was like shooting energy, you know, everything around me. And, dude, so one of them manifested and turned into a type of shit. And that shit I got into and I took off. I, and, and it was very intense, like where it wasn't like, and I don't know if this is to make everything comfortable. Right? Like, for my human experience to make it comfortable where it's, you shoot in this into whatever it is into the sky and the firmament, and then I'm sitting there and I'm waiting in line, and there's 2, 3 other beings in front of me, and the the being waiting next to me is one of the deputies at the jail, which which I know a 100%, it wasn't her, but I was using that that cover, that avatar to make everything comfortable with.
And so I'm waiting to go back down, and I looked down, dude, and I can see the fucking Earth. I can see the realm. And it goes on for fucking ever. It doesn't stop. Right? What it is, it is somewhat like like, you know, like, not a ball, not a fucking ball right at all, but it's it has some convex, like, it's convex a little bit. Mhmm. But it goes on. It's it's and I'm waiting. So I ended up getting sent back and I'm on all I remember is this red button that's pulsating like a heartbeat. I mean, it's getting stronger and it's so take.
If someone was to jump out of the plane and go skydiving without a parachute, a 100% without a parachute, you don't get one doing this. So you come down and you've dude, I shot down so powerfully. You, I could feel the G force on my fucking body, dude, like as I was shooting back into this realm and got put back into my body. And from there, I hear this, like, knock on the fucking cell door, and they bring this other dude in, and they gave me a cellie. And I look up at the dude, and I'm, like, subconscious between consciousness. Right? Right. And I go, it's just as fuck. I'm all dude. I just had babies, bro. He's all, get me out of here,
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bro.
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Like, what the fuck? Like, I don't know, man. Now when I, like, now I'm not, not like, it's not real babies. Right. Okay. When I say that, it's more like the, like everything that happened, bro. I I'd love to draw this out one day or speak deeper to a therapist about this, you know? Because there were a few other delusions that it went into, but, when I woke up. Right. And they, so they brought me back to the hospital. And I was able to actually walk out to the van, and they the the I got all the medical reports back and from the hospital and from the jail. And the hospital made the jail, put me on a 30 day taper in medical.
Now mind you medical at the Weber County Correctional Facility, the lights are on 24 hours a day. They never turn them off at all. Now you're somebody get like, I'm somebody who was getting off Xanax. Right. And I just went through this shit. Like they've committed medical malpractice 150 fucking percent. And they're not telling me anything. They're not I'm asking, like, what happened to me? What Right. What happened? What the fuck? Like, no. But none of the fucking medical staff would talk to me. They couldn't because they're all holding a secret because they know they fucked up. So they're they're literally treating me like I'm fucking dumb or something, and I don't know what I'm talking about.
And so I'm in medical for 30 days, dude. I get out, like, for 2 hours every 2 days to take a shower, and I can't sleep fucking. Yeah. They're. And from there, they put me in gen pop and all that shit. I get out and it's COVID. K. The funny thing is dude, the funny fucking thing, bro, is COVID was not around before I went to jail at all. It wasn't there. It didn't exist. And when I when I was in jail, people had tablets. Right? And they were, like, they were looking at the news, checking out all this shit. There was all these weird articles. Like, people licked in the toilet seat and didn't get COVID, and they're just just weird ass articles. You know? Fucking fucking MSN and all that shit. Like, where so I get out of jail and, you know, I've got nothing. And I can't go home. I have no family anymore. My dad's passed away. I can't go to my mom's house. Brother doesn't wanna talk to me, of course, because there's protective orders against me. And I get, I get put into a, Yeah. And so I needed some clothes. I was able to get some clothes and call an officer to the officer had to go talk to my mom to have her get me some clothes and they brought it out to me. And then I got a ride to the homeless shelter and by God, I was so thankful to be there, man. So thankful because they fed me, They gave me a place to live. They fucking do. They, they helped me and it's crazy due to COVID. So every home of a shelter kicks people out of them and they only let them in at night.
And during COVID, they allowed people to stay there all day long, which helped me, like, which was just set up perfectly. I don't it's yeah. It was set up perfectly to where I could I could do my probation because I was on probation. I got so the officers charged me with assault police officers 2 times. I never hit a police officer and I never sold a police officer. Oh, fucking time to the jail. I was talking shit like a motherfucker. So I was pissed off because they fucked me over and they 3 cops grabbed me. Right. Put a taser to me and went on a bed and said, that was a stall. It classified that as the stall.
And then 3 of them were outside and they pushed me down in the car and I fell back when you fall back, your legs go up high. Right. You can't help it. This cop said I kicked him in the chest. This cop said I kicked him in the fucking stomach. And I remember the cops saying, I'm gonna charge you with this. I'm gonna charge you with that because I can. And I was like, no, that's bullshit. That's what you can't do that. He was like, oh, I'm gonna do that. And he fucking did. So I got, I tried to get the, so I got the grandma report and dude, they didn't even log anything. I couldn't get the fucking audio report. They said the only way I could see anything is if I went in there and looked at it and I couldn't record any of it because they fucking they were they did so many illegal things, dude. Next to that, medical malpractice. Right? Like and so I get out of jail, and I'm in the homeless shelter, and I'm calling lawyers.
I'm calling, like, all those one call, you know, bullshit lawyers. Nobody would take my case. Nobody, dude. And I had straight like, dude, like, even the people at McCady Hospital said, you have a, a, Mel Mac, a male malpractice case. That's a 100%. You can get it. And I got, dude. Yeah. Nobody take my case. So now it's past the, the, the time it has 3 years, you know, but so what's crazy is like from there, man, I, I got into recovery and I really started taking care of myself. And I got into manual recognition therapy, which is a type of, jail out of jail therapy type of, therapy. You work with therapists really close that work with your probation officer, and you go through a book, and you have to do these, very in-depth, processes. And that helped me along with step work. So I got into, the alcoholics anonymous club and I became the manager for a, for the alcoholics anonymous club. I was the manager for the kitchen.
That was really good. That gave me purpose or I didn't have any at the time because I was lost, bro. I had no family. I couldn't fucking talk to anybody.
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Right. So is it can I ask you something? Is it Yes. So was it anger that had to do with, alcoholism?
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So there was alcohol. I was not drunk at the time there.
[01:19:14] Unknown:
No. But alcohol can cause you long term shitty situations, let's say.
[01:19:20] Unknown:
Yeah. No. I I alcohol, I've always drink. You know?
[01:19:26] Unknown:
Right. So and, you know, every every human being has a snapping point, has a kill switch. Even even if they would even if you would make a church nowadays, listen very carefully, I cannot say you cannot kill or you will not kill because that's fucking stupid. Because if someone comes around you and wants to kill you, and then I have a belief system that tells me, like, I can kill, then I'm fucked. Right? I would say do not harm others from my perspective. I I think that's it. That's it. You know, love and support to others, that's something that that's that that feels already good. But doesn't have to be. But do not harm others point. That's it.
Exclamation mark. That's it.
[01:20:23] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. And, man, I really harmed my mom. I I really arms my brother. And I just want them to know, like, during this, that I love my brother and I love him. My I've been able to connect back with my mom and be with her. My brother hasn't worked out the way I wanted it to, but it is the way it is right now. So, but no, you speak so much righteousness, brother. You do like, and I believe it was some kind of intervention, like it
[01:20:59] Unknown:
I think there's life also. You know? To speak out the truth is something really hard. So I'm I'm very proud of you that you that you speak from your heart right here because I know that's, there's something that a lot of people do not realize that every behavior and everything that that overcomes us are are some things that are maybe eating us alive for a long time or that situations are there that we are just getting sucked into, and we have to deal with the consequences. Right? And, it's not always the the the easiest part. And and if you know what happened to your mommy and your and your, your brother that that's fucked up. But if you see how you've been treated by law enforcement, that's like a double fucking, you know,
[01:21:53] Unknown:
That's it.
[01:21:54] Unknown:
Yeah. So so it you know? And not not to say, like, oh, yeah. So you screwed up, so we have to, get you into a jail. Like, okay. You know, you're sorry and stuff like that. But the way they have power and the way they mistreat and they use their power, that's something like, hold on, dog. That's something that that that's that shouldn't be allowed, especially because people thinking that because they have power, that they can stand above someone else as a human being. Well, guess what? You are not a policeman, or you are not a criminal.
You are a human being with a name, and you just have or what's it called? Like a job, like an officer, or you choose to be maybe a criminal path. But not every single criminal, is is a criminal for the justice system. And that sounds a little bit crazy, but, you know, if I'm speeding with my motorcycle, I could if I'm be caught like, oh, you can go to jail because you're a criminal. Well, I just was speeding. Come on. You know? Right. Right? So that that system, man, is really, yeah. But but I'm I'm I'm very, thankful that you speak out here and to, share your story because, yeah, like I say, always it's, everyone has a story to tell, and everyone has a struggle to to to fight.
[01:23:38] Unknown:
Yeah. Like, can I speak on one other thing real quick too? Yes. Of course. Like like, are you talking about the unfair part of people abusing their power? So during the time I went through a couple of different recovery centers and, I ended up with a buddy that I'd known for 5 years and ended up assaulting me with my son there. He ended up, you know, like, like the necklace I have on right now, he tore it off, broke it, was choking me. My son called him, like, he said, hey, leave him alone. And I he left me alone. He went over my son. I was, like, coming out of being choked, and he was up against my son saying, you know, but, anyway, I called the police on this shit. They come, And he tells so he beat himself in the face, and he said that I hit him while he, like, he lied to the cops. The cops bleeped him, ended up giving me a domestic violence ticket charge, kicking me out of the house, leap making me leave all my stuff there, saying, oh, we're not taking your your you to jail because you're with your son.
And then so what I had to do is get a lawyer. And, dude, after a year of dealing with that shit, they dropped the case because it was all bullshit. The system here is, like, dude, what the fuck? Like, what the fuck is like, so, yeah, It's it's that NPC programming shit, man, unless they were looking at the past saying, hey, we're gonna you know, this guy had a domestic violence before. Like, he probably did it. Let's just charge him with this and because it wasn't my house, you know? So it's just strange, girl. But anyway, I've yeah. Strange shit. No. But that that's that's that's the whole whole
[01:25:32] Unknown:
thing, you know? If if a woman goes to a police officer and and tells, like, randomly, this guy assaulted me. You you you're standing there in a bar drinking beer. Never met that woman. Dude, you're fucking screwed. Got it. Yeah. Gonna be fucking just like, what the fuck happened is my what what detour took took my life? I don't know this woman. Oh, no. You don't know me. Just like, what? I mean, that there's no real and and you will be her when she makes up that story. And that that's and here in the Netherlands, in America, probably is the same like, you are a suspect until you are convicted. Right.
But why do they treat you like a fucking criminal when you're not convicted yet?
[01:26:30] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. And they violate the first amendment.
[01:26:35] Unknown:
The the only people that you can smash the shit out and and and treat like shit are people that are molasses of childs, rapists, and all that stuff, you know, when you when you rape, when you molest a woman or a child, then you're done for me. That's the only I I I mean, even if you go to jail, you could be a, someone that that, you know, frauds or or or, a killer. I I can get into that maybe into that mindset. You know what happens? You're with your woman. You're in a bar. Somebody, tries to hit hit on your woman. You say, come on, leave the fuck alone. You get in a bar fight. You hit him. He falls, drops dead or whatever the fuck. You know, murdering or whatever the fuck. Or somebody breaks in your house. You try to protect your family kill them. Not on purpose, but shit happens. Right? It's not like Sure. You know, it's it's the same with the if you got a gun at home, you want to protect your family.
If that guy runs away because you got a gun and you gotta get him inside and with the 100 shots, you shoot him in the head, that's fucking murder, man. You know what I'm trying to say? Or that's not Yeah. You know Yeah. Oh, yeah. Stuff like that. But, dude, that there's so many things so fucked up. And if you really fuck up, if you have some power, you don't have to go to jail.
[01:28:08] Unknown:
No shit, dude. Right? Yeah. That you pay your way out or or they can pay their way out or there are no people. Right. Good lawyers, lots of money.
[01:28:18] Unknown:
So made the so so you had to do a lot of programs to to get off to to to get back into society, let's say. Yeah. Do you think it may how is the system working? Because I I think that you will tiptoe when you walk through life after you went to jail. But I think that also the system fucks you up a little bit more than it was before. Right?
[01:28:46] Unknown:
Dude, like, they make it to where you wanna tell the truth about everything. Like, stuff that you shouldn't like, they even say, like, taking a pen from work is considered stealing and you should report that to therapy. Man, it gets to where it's like, fuck. Like, they wanna manipulate the people. You know? But I think to some degree so if you have somebody that can't they can't tell the truth and steals all the time, they set these boundaries that are so strong that there's no in between. Right? There's no gray area. So either you're this or you're that. And that's that's where it's like, yeah, you do a lot of self work, and I do you get what I'm saying on that? Like, it's interesting. I I with the but yeah. They want people to like the manual recognition therapy.
It, it gets a person to reflect on themselves to see who they are by the decisions they've made and to write those out, even step work, bro, like the 12 steps, man. I found a lot of reflection there that, that I didn't think I find in. And I value that. It, so, yeah, like I've been able to write letters to people that have passed away that I've done harm to or stolen from. Yeah. That was a big part of it. Even being able to write my mom and my brother letters when I could see them help alleviate that energy, dude. Like, you know, they say, you know, you write, like, if you need on a new moon, you take and write down your intentions of what you want. Mhmm. Or you take that outside and you burn it, put it in the earth and, and you get that energy because it's put out into ether, like it's, so I believe if all that is connected, definitely, you know?
Yeah, man, the system definitely. I, they can't have in between stuff. They can't have a gray area because they can't say, well, you're kind of wrong. You stole this. You're you're it's okay because you stole it this way. Right. They can't say that they have to say you fucking stole it or you didn't like, so that's where it kinda gets. But, yeah, I had to take, domestic violence courses and I had to get those, you know, do 64 hours of that total. And, manual manual recognition therapy, staff work, probation. I got off after 18 well, it was about 19, 20 months. So I got off early because I had good good behavior.
I got job. And what's funny, brother, is I was gonna get social security disability before this. Right? So I was born with arthritis, ankylosing spondylitis, which is a it's a autoimmune disease. And I'll have, like, I've got arthritis of the spine, degenerative disc disease, and a bunch of shit in the fuck in, in the joint. So that's why I started getting the healing and crystals, to wrap that back into that. The, the, yeah, the way the system is is it was good. The therapy, the classes I took, it was definitely good. It helped me get a roundabout idea and living life at a, at a different frequency and a different vibration, which I found to be like, cause I got a job and I started working again. I started paying off all the debt that I had strung up from all the bullshit being an addict for fucking 28 years.
I mean, 28 years of using drugs, bro. Fucking 247 beyond fucking 8 to 10 fucking things at a time. That's along with, like, medications for doctors and things like that. Right? Right.
[01:32:43] Unknown:
Because that that that was something that I wanted to ask you. Like, would there be another way if you wouldn't wouldn't go to jail to get the life that you have right now, like therapy and stuff like that, getting off the drugs? Or is this something like, okay. This is a crossroad that I crossed myself, and I had to go through that process to be to become the man that I am right now.
[01:33:13] Unknown:
Yeah. I believe you're right on that. Though, just, like, 4 months prior to that, I had an episode, same thing. Right. They gave me a chance and they put me in an, into a hospital for a week, week and a half, 10 days. And, to, to help their, like, get me therapy, like therapeutic, excuse me, to heal me of that anger and the frustration they had said at the time, which is, bro, you speak such truth is they're like, we want to get you off the Xanax. Right. You need to get off of it. And they were telling me that they're like, you can stay here and all these things. And I was like, no. I couldn't do it. I was like, I've had this forever. I need it. I need it for my anxiety. You know? I need it. And fucking, I did it again this time.
I believe justice was served to some, you know, degree. Yes. I was absolutely treated wrong by the cops. Fuck. Yeah. But, I had to go through what I went through to be who I am today. 100 8%, brother. Absolutely.
[01:34:18] Unknown:
And I think, with that comes one of the toughest things that a lot of people do not recognize is, looking in the mirror and tell yourself, I love you. I think that's, one of the the most underestimated things that, what a man and a woman can go through if they go coming from that kind of path. Right? That he gonna see what happenings to them. That life has been, pointed out for them, not, you know, by them. And you have to look yourself in the mirror and and still say, fuck. I got this. Or as Ben would say, I love you.
I believe in you. Mhmm. You got this. But that's something like, fuck. That's coming from so far. That's
[01:35:09] Unknown:
Yeah. That's a powerful aspiration saying that. You know, very thankful for that. Very thankful. I've been telling my son that, you know, to, say that in the mirror. I'll send it to him even in text because I believe it's, it's a very powerful thing that we all need to do. We need to tell ourselves we love ourselves and we trust ourselves and we believe in ourselves because that's that's programming, bro. That's the fucking programming right there.
[01:35:41] Unknown:
Like Oh, I got a Kundalini, shivering down my spine, dude.
[01:35:46] Unknown:
Me too, brother. Me too. Like, yeah, it's, I don't know. I've had the worst programming in my my whole life. And it's funny. Even now, I'll be doing things, and I'll I'll have something shitty happen or weird. And the shittiest fucking programming that goes through my head is, I wish I was dead. K. And this is this only happens now once every once in a while because it used to happen a lot more, but that's that's proof that programming we're programmed literally. Like, and we program ourselves next to everything around us is constantly programming us that a lot of us were not aware of that.
But to yeah, man. It's and to be able to know that and the awareness to change it builds who we are and and strengthens us to the core.
[01:36:40] Unknown:
That's it. Yeah. To the core. Even even that I say, and you know that, like, I got strongs, not the weeks. I got strong ends, not weekends. Sometimes it's just, you know, that little word like, oh, yeah. See you next week. Oh, fuck. You know? I'm preaching that for so long. And when I screwed up for my perspective, I figured out, like, okay, change life before it changes you. And that's, like, very easy to say. The best answer or question that you can get is from someone else to say, how? Because then you know that they're in the spot that they wanna change. Right? It's the same with addiction.
I can do whatever the fuck I want. But if I look in the mirror and I do not recognize the man that stands in front of me and I don't know his name, and I lost myself, and I I have to say, like, oh, fuck. I screwed up so bad. I need help. That's the first step into getting shit done.
[01:37:49] Unknown:
You're right.
[01:37:50] Unknown:
And that's the the hardest step there is because afterward, it it, you know, it it's gonna be a struggle after struggle after struggle to become the better version of yourself, but it's not impossible at all. And a lot of people that I meet, including myself sometimes in the mirror, I have to be aware, like, damn. That guy, that changed so much. And there's still a lot to learn. There's still, you know, a lot of people that I talk with and interact with and communicate with just like you, Colby, that are, on a struggle and and still on a on a on a path of of, experience things and and to make things better as it was and to work on ourselves. Because that's not that's that's the hardest part, you know, to just like I said, look yourself in the mirror and say, fuck. I'm proud of you.
And I think that you will, also have a lot of memories when you said that there are fucking tears flowing out of my eyes. Like, fuck, man. I I got this. I still got this. Shaking and and and and screwed up and fucked up and, screwed over and fucked over. But still fucking standing, man.
[01:39:08] Unknown:
Yeah. That's what makes us strong, bro. I can like, let's just where we could fucking get through, I believe, anything. Only anything. That's like I'm, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You speak the truth, brother. Absolutely. Yeah. There's a, but yeah, there's, there's a, there's a lot to talk about with that part, you know, like self reflection, the powerlessness that we have at times that, you know, that we, so when you were saying we have to say we want help and that we need help and that, like you're saying, like saying, Hey, I'm powerless. Cause I used to say, Oh, I'm a functioning addict. Oh, I'm good. I I'm fine. I can I can do this and go to work every day and blah, blah, blah? But rather that yeah, it didn't work out as well as I wanted, of course. But, too, the whole time it's it's constant healing process, you know?
Like, I believe we're always healing in some direction or some form, you know, in this world and in this realm, like like past lives or things. I don't know if you believe in past lives and stuff. What's your view on that is?
[01:40:25] Unknown:
I I think, in this realm that we call, where I am now, a 51 Winters Young.
[01:40:36] Unknown:
Right on. But,
[01:40:39] Unknown:
I always had a feeling that I'm much, much fucking old than that, first of all. But I think to come back what you said about, you know, that it's an experience and that you always strive to learn. There's something else that, which is very powerful is that you help others by only sharing this story in the ether that people can relate to, that people feel like, fuck. They've been through the same thing. And it doesn't have to be the same thing, but it could be some like, oh, I'm stuck in this stupid situation right now. There's always a way to come out.
And, I think the hardest part for a lot of people is to ask that help. And doesn't matter it it's it's the same thing. I'm, you know, I'm I'm a man on my own, and I lived on my own for for quite some time. I I cook. I I do dishes. I I do, you know, clean my house, all the stuff that you can imagine. And even when someone asks or someone gives you help, like, oh, can I help you with that? Oh, no. I'm fine.
[01:41:45] Unknown:
Right. Right. Yeah. Because it's it's you're a wimp if you ask for help. Right? You're not a man. Right. Fucking in it. Yeah. That fucking programming. It's shitty programming. People fucking wanna make us feel like, oh, if you ask for help and you're a man, you're a pussy, you're you fucking cry and you're a man, you're a fucking pussy. Oh, I love you cry. Motherfuckers love to cry. The biggest strongest fucking men in this world cry, dude.
[01:42:09] Unknown:
100%. You're sad. It feels so fucking good when you see a lot of men cry. You gotta cry because you know what he's been through because, normally a man does not fucking cry. Then he goes through some fucking shit, man, when a man starts to cry. But don't hold in. Right. Do not hold in. When you gotta when you got to these are tears are the the washing machine of the of our soul, man. And when you got put up with so much shit, or you just can't see through what you know, then you just have to let it go sometimes, man. And I think that if you see a man cry that goes so fucking deep through your heart because that's that's, yeah. And I think men should cry more to show them the women that, we're not made of stone, we're not made of steel.
And we we want to be the rock. You know? You want to be the rock in the fucking, in a, you know, on the beach, you wanna be the rock, but sometimes you turn into sand, man. Because, yeah, life life is hard sometimes, man. Beats beats the shit out of you.
[01:43:26] Unknown:
Yeah. Dude, totally. It's like that inner critic we have or that I have that has fucked me up for so long, brother, that they call the shadow. Mhmm. Like that thing that tells me, like, when I'm gonna call somebody that tells me, oh, they don't wanna talk to you or they don't wanna hear from you or or they'll think you're stupid or there's this inner person. We have this other programming that what's really neat right now is there's been a big movement and I've seen, few different organization organizations come out of this. And, and there there's ones that focus on men, and there's ones that focus on women, and there's some that focus on togetherness.
One is the mankind project. I'm just gonna say it out loud. That's, it's very intense. I've been there. I've been initiated in it and it helped me with my trauma and also help other men. And I'm in, I have a men's group here at my house. So, so it's pretty cool, where we can do that and, and work with that. So seeing that movement and seeing therapists that are paid doctors right now, come out making these groups means that they have awoken from the bullshit. They're aware that society needs to be fucking repaired, and they can't do it in their practices because they're fucking programmed to be a certain way. They can't fucking do what they want, dude. They have to follow HIPAA laws and the whole Right.
You know, like, the container they have. So all these therapists have come out and they're they're creating these different groups, which is really amazing, and they go worldwide. And I I just think it's really cool. I would love to one day be able to create a non egotistical group to work on the shadow and, facilitate that and hold that space in the future. I would like that. This is kind of a dream. Yeah. I just wanted to throw it out there. It's good stuff working on ourselves. You know?
[01:45:26] Unknown:
Yeah. And everybody has to realize if you walk in the light, especially when you walk in the light, there's always a shadow behind you.
[01:45:35] Unknown:
Mhmm.
[01:45:36] Unknown:
But you have to embrace it. You have to face it. And it's a good part. But you you you know, as soon as the shadow is taking over, then, that damn shit happens. And sometimes it's it's someone else, you know, that walks into your light that take over the shadow. And most of our most of the time, it's us, you know, that we do not shine that bright, and our shadow has been bigger than, our light. That our light fades away a little bit. So it's balance and then it's duality. I think well, from my perspective, it's a duality. And I I say that's, yeah, quite sometimes. Like, I I wouldn't see the light if I wasn't in the fucking dark.
Right. And, now I have to deal every single day. So I wrote a course that to get shit done on the DSG, whatever you're gonna call it. Right? Yeah. GSD course. But it's not something like, oh, oh, here's here's what you got and do it, and you're gonna be fine. It's a fucking thing for me every single day to stay, you know, with the right intentions out of bed, with the right intentions for my own health, and and stuff like that. It's not like, oh, well, now I know how to preach. No, dude. That's a fucking hard one still for me, but it's not impossible.
[01:47:03] Unknown:
Yeah. You've got that work where it's like, get shit done. I apologize. I don't know your website name. I've been to it, and I watched all of your, different, like meditations. Mhmm. And your voice comes in and you're like, you need to need to project yourself into seeing yourself do things. And I, man, I appreciated that a lot. And I believe what you're doing is very powerful. Like, dude, it's awesome, brother. Like, Thanks. And along with snake, I just wanted to say thanks to snake for setting this up along with Ben too. He's been assisting me a lot, especially with, me getting my jewelry out there on a website and creating Shamanic Dot Earth.
Just pushed me and helped guide me on the side a little bit. And I appreciate that so much. I wanna throw that out there. And Rob, man, and meeting all the the Unchained Church group is fucking amazing. And, I'm I'm very excited to see where this goes, you know, and know it's gonna be good, brother. Yeah. Yeah. It's We yeah. We just started, man.
[01:48:15] Unknown:
We just started. There you go. It cuts together as a as a genius plan, and some sometimes you don't know what you're working on. And and then all of a sudden you see the the creation of the things that you work on. Just like, what the fuck? For those who like to know, the website, it's available in 3 languages. It's work in progress. Site. It's my coaching business. Colby mentioned Snake Snake Turban Hat, the the, management services of podcasting and, communicate with people. That dude is awesome, and, a band from the Unchained Brain, podcast. We work close together.
We as a as a little group, and we started something that's, yeah, has just started, man. It's gonna spread out all over the world. And people are, if if they are interested in, there there are there's more stuff available soon. There's a Patreon where you can sign up and you can, participate in the in in a church. And, we call it a church with a little bit of a blank. You know? It's some it's a group that, wants to support each other with love and to give all the tools the tools to, to give you so you will be successful in life. And if you see, like, your story, Colby, you know, for, like, a months ago, month ago, would you would you think that you would have a website and promote your stuff on Internet?
[01:49:54] Unknown:
Even No. I was listening to Ben's podcast with you, And, when you got back from Peru and I listened to that. Yeah. I didn't. Absolutely not. So
[01:50:06] Unknown:
yeah. And doing shit, fucking do it. You know? Just get shit done, man. Get shit done. Fuck. Yeah. You know what done stands for? Mm-mm. If you got it done, it's so it's d o n e. Right? Right. D is doing. E, o is organize. N is no nonsense, and e is energy. If you do that and you keep that in mind, everything will be alright. Alright. Oh, yeah.
[01:50:41] Unknown:
I like that, dude. Good. Good affirmations is what keeps us going in creation, brother.
[01:50:47] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. And surround yourself with the with the people that lift you up and not bring you down, that not suck you, but give you due energy. That, you know, because everyone just, like I said, is is having a struggle in life. And no matter how you look at them, you're like, oh, wow. This dude, this no. No. Everyone's is basically just tries to do their best, and sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn't. But, especially look to the people that are, you know, fucking up all the time, but still keep on doing it. You know, if you look at the guys like, oh, I was 12 years old. I was a multimillionaire because I, I had this the thing. Oh, wow. You know, but, you know, what what did you learn in life except that one thing?
You know, sometimes, I think that Ben pronounced it that the guy of KFC, I think it was. He was, like, 7 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 70 4 years old. Well, when when, eventually, his his brand start to, you know, to gain some, interest and stuff like that. That's crazy,
[01:51:52] Unknown:
man. Yeah. That's that's very true. I Yeah. Yeah. I remember him talking about that. Yeah.
[01:52:00] Unknown:
Colby, is this something that you wanna touch based on, before we are going to ask you some questions?
[01:52:06] Unknown:
Alright. Yeah. No. That sounds like a like a good plan, brother. Yeah. Let's do it.
[01:52:11] Unknown:
I'm so ADHD. I sometimes, I'll I'll I'll laugh at myself because I know the questions, but I still have to put them on. And it's so Yeah. So is this, again, a male that has his first podcast? So you're gonna lose your virginity right here, podcasting. Don't worry, dude. This is you're not the first you're not the first one No. That loses his virginity here in podcasting. Be gentle. Yes. Well, we we are more than 2 hours ahead now. 2 hours. 22 is 2 is when I look at the clock. So that that that's these are my angel numbers also. That's so that's perfect. Thank you very much.
[01:53:07] Unknown:
Okay. And the first what sorry. Sorry. No. I was just saying 11:11.
[01:53:13] Unknown:
The first questions will be, easy and then, it goes a little bit harder. K? So what's your favorite color?
[01:53:22] Unknown:
Blue.
[01:53:25] Unknown:
What's your favorite music?
[01:53:29] Unknown:
Metal, artcore, rock. But I also like tribal, man. I love gym bass and drums, bro. Uh-huh. And and, like, doombas and sitars. So but, yeah, I love
[01:53:43] Unknown:
You play the drums. We didn't talk about that hard. That dude, there's gonna be a part 2 for sure. So yeah. No. Like, I mean, as you throw this in, like, gym days and stuff, like these guys. Yeah. Right. Oh, I didn't saw it because, yeah, was that, it was, what's it called? Blurry.
[01:54:04] Unknown:
Yeah. It's because of the blurs background. But yeah.
[01:54:08] Unknown:
Right. But what what kind of metal? Like Iron Maiden or more into heavier stow?
[01:54:14] Unknown:
Cool. Definitely one of my favorite bands, and, perfect circle. But then, you know, we can get, like, Soulfly, Max Cavalier. From Nino. Yeah. Max Cavalier, dude. Fucking mister man, bro. Soul fly or excuse me, El Nino, like all the new hardcore bands have come out. Like I, I recorded the show guy. I love the show guy. They're like one of my favorite bands from a fucking amazing dude. Yeah. There's there's a lot of those side bands that, yeah, nobody hears about, but yeah.
[01:54:54] Unknown:
Love it. What's your, favorite movie or television series?
[01:55:01] Unknown:
I think Terminator, bro. Like, buddy. Yeah. The first Terminator, man.
[01:55:09] Unknown:
Oh, the first that was did did you knew? I didn't knew it either. But, when he when he is been sent to earth and he crawls out naked, he smashes down a window to get that leather jacket. Yeah. Did you knew that that wasn't like a prop car that he had on the scenes, but it was a real car parked in the streets. You were just thinking, like, well, you know what? I'm gonna hit that fucking glass, and there was a leather jacket behind it. So he's basically, he stole the shit. What? And it broke a fucking like improvisation? Yeah. Yeah. No. No.
[01:55:49] Unknown:
That's fucking cool. Yeah. I didn't know that, dude. No.
[01:55:52] Unknown:
If you do that kind of shit, you could turn up like a fucking governor. Yeah. Right. Right? Fucking yeah. I do. Arnie, I love you. Get a schnapps for me and some good cigars and do highly all the greetings.
[01:56:06] Unknown:
Oh, yeah. Okay.
[01:56:09] Unknown:
Colby, what's your favorite book?
[01:56:16] Unknown:
I'd have to say the, the crystal books I have. Favorite story book. You know, like and I apologize due to the the, traumatic brain the TBI I had. Like, I don't remember a lot of my past and things like books I read and things. So I I can't think of an actual name, but the crystal books, drumming books, things that provide information and learning. I don't mind stories. They're cool, though, too. So yeah.
[01:56:53] Unknown:
Sometimes there's a lot to learn in a story because you know?
[01:56:57] Unknown:
That is true. Lessons. Yeah. You're alright, brother. Absolutely.
[01:57:02] Unknown:
What's your favorite, beverage or drink?
[01:57:06] Unknown:
I like to, I like coffee a lot. I like tea, at the same time. You know, chai's really good. I'll drink a beer now and then. Definitely take a shot here and there. So, yeah, I like to drink.
[01:57:25] Unknown:
Yeah. It depends on the depends on the occasion and stuff like that, right, and the company. Yeah.
[01:57:32] Unknown:
Yeah. Right. Absolutely.
[01:57:35] Unknown:
What's your favorite food?
[01:57:39] Unknown:
I like Greek food a lot. So I'm half Greek, and Greek food's amazing. So, that kind of falls into my time, probably, like pizza and pasta and stuff. Mhmm. Jesus breads. Yeah. Definitely like this.
[01:57:56] Unknown:
And what kind of clothing you like to wear the most? I
[01:58:00] Unknown:
like baggy clothing. You know, just it's funny. I don't have bright clothing. It's mostly dark. I don't know why. I just I don't maybe I just don't wanna wear correct colors. I don't know. Yeah. Man shirts and stuff like that. Mhmm. Pretty cool.
[01:58:22] Unknown:
And what's your favorite holiday destination?
[01:58:27] Unknown:
Vegas is pretty fun. Any app on your app. I mean, you know Yeah. Dad used to take us there in.
[01:58:33] Unknown:
Dude, I had to I was in, Los Angeles last year. And I, I had, I think it was, like, 18 hours that I spent, on on Las Vegas airport. So I was told, okay. Let's go to the strip. So I took a Uber to the strip. You know, if we're gonna spend some money for the IRS, it's gonna be on fucking Vegas. Right? But, dude, in whole America, you can drink. You can smoke. You can't talk. You can't sit. You can't do whatever the fuck. But in Vegas, dude, you got wheeled in. You can smoke. You can drink. You can do whatever the fuck you want on the slots, man, as long as you keep on gambling.
[01:59:22] Unknown:
Yep. Yep. Keep on the quarter in there. Yeah. And as a
[01:59:26] Unknown:
I haven't, well well, I spent some some money, and I burned it. And I was figuring out, like, this is so huge. That's like a real energy sucking, vampiristic, thing going on there, man. And not only the energy it takes to to get all these slots going, but all the people and, oh, they built to Hoover Dam, so you got enough power. Dude, how the fuck would in the middle of the fucking desert.
[02:00:00] Unknown:
Yeah. It is crazy. It's it's it's like when they put the Luxor there, and I heard there was, like the people from Egypt, like put like a hex on the Luxor, like back before it got built. Cause I was going to Vegas growing up there before the MGM was even built. And dude, it was, it was crazy. Like they put like the Paris and all these big fucking, like, the Venetian and shit, like, where you had to be, like, certain status to even go in there. But, yeah, dude, it's an energy sucker, and it's crazy. It's it's all created by, you know, like, old Italian mobsters and fucking the government and and the Illuminati or the free nation shit. Yeah. Yeah. Goes deep.
[02:00:47] Unknown:
It has some charm with it.
[02:00:49] Unknown:
It's fun, dude. Like Yeah. Like, just going to Excalibur and seeing all the cool stuff they have there, it's a good time sucker. Right? And and an experience. There's a lot of crazy shit there. You know what I'm saying?
[02:01:04] Unknown:
I just walked in at MGM and then walked out after, like, say 1 or 2 hours. And that was so funny because the the, I said, can I get a drink? And she said, one of the waitresses said, yeah, sure. But you gotta play. So, okay. So I I got some money, put it in a fucking machine, and I wait. You know? And and, for me, I I love to gamble. I I lost a lot of money for gambling, so I had to be very careful for myself. So I was looking upon my own shoulder. So yeah. So I I did it very slowly, but then the waitress wasn't anywhere to see.
And when I had my last quarter, just like, oh, that's gone. The waitress came along and said, can I have? No. You got a place. Oh, fuck.
[02:01:51] Unknown:
Yeah.
[02:01:52] Unknown:
Yeah. They're like, oh, I'm getting it. Yeah. Eventually, I went to one of the bars in the set to the rich. Can I have a Heineken? Fuck.
[02:02:00] Unknown:
Yep. Yep. Yep. It's it's like Wendover's about 2 hours from here. My dad got to play in the World Poker Tour. One time, he he won the buy in from playing on poker on his computer, but he took a 146th place, which was pretty cool for him because he that's what he did for, like, he was I grew up going to Wendover, Nevada, and then they moved to Mesquite, and we'd go to base. So I was kinda grew up in Tristanos, bro. My dad was a gamble holic and, like, yeah, it's bad, but god bless him. He was a good man. He he did the best he could with what he had, and then he it was crazy, bro. He got lymphoma, and fucking in 3 months, fucking killed him. He fucking retires. Right? My mom and him get this $250,000 coach, big old pop outs, fucking ready to travel the United States, and and he starts getting these big old, like golf, soul guy, golf ball sized, basically tumor type, lymphoma type things in his lymph nodes. And yeah, they he passed away in 3 months, bro. And so my mom, like, yeah, I feel bad for her because it just, you know, you work that's the other thing is, like, people work so hard here to get to fucking retirement, and then they die.
[02:03:28] Unknown:
Dude, I got something to say for you and for everyone that's listening. Retire right now.
[02:03:36] Unknown:
Fuck, dude. That that's some good advice too. Dude,
[02:03:40] Unknown:
dude, the thing is, it's a mindset. How many people do you know that are miserable in life, but they say, oh, but once when I'm retired, they look for that for that period. Right? Yeah. And then then you're gonna people say, like, yeah. But you you need money. No. No. No. No. No. The the thing is the most people that you know that are retired have less time to spend in a day than when they are working because they do stuff that they really like. So from now on, everyone is listening to this organized productions. Retire the fuck out of yourself and say, I'm retired. I only do things that benefits me and that I like to do for myself.
Dude, when you change that mindset, everything will open up, man.
[02:04:31] Unknown:
Yeah. It's it's it's hard to change that mindset. Like, because, Ben, I go to work every day, bro. Like, I work I'm an IT guy. And, yeah, I worked my ass off. I I cooked for 15 years. So I, I was a sous chef working kitchens and did that. And a man, like, I want to just make jewelry. I want to take care of myself, you know, and then in eat the right foods and I can do that without having to go to work. Right. The, the, the art, the creativity and that we spent, like when I go to work, I spend that energy working for somebody to get fucking what? So if you think about it, we're getting fucking money for our nonrenewable life resource.
Right? You can't fucking go back and renew this resource that they're using, that they're paying me shit fucking wages for it. You should be paying me, like, a 100 fucking $50 an hour. Fucking you're losing my amazing ears, my eyes, my hands. I can write for you. Fucking, you know, like, so we're that nonrenewable resource gets used up. And so it's like the guy that retired, the guy I took his place. Right? He's like he was telling me a story. Now this is just crazy. He's like, yeah. I stepped on a nail, and I didn't know it for 2 days. I'm like, what the fuck? He's like, yeah. I can't feel my fucking feet or my legs. That's how I that's and he just retired. I'm like, dude, he's not gonna lie. I I pray to God he last fucking another point years. But the way that is, like, it's like just the debilitating are nonrenewable resource for the time we spend. Dude, we should be getting enough money to I mean, just to at least, you know, pay the bullshit.
[02:06:28] Unknown:
You got enough money to pay the bullshit and don't kill yourself because it's so fucking dramatic. Do you know? I I say it all the times, working for a boss takes too much free time for me. Yeah. When I could use that time to really create something as I do right now, I'm I'm, well, basically, I'm not working, but for other people's, they they consider this as working. But if I couldn't make my money with it, and it doesn't have to be, like, 1,000,000 or, you know, 1,000 of dollars. No. Just to make my living. But to have, like, some some food and some shelter or whatever the fuck. Hey, dude. I'm fine.
I I not want more. Maybe I should, but, you know, that that would do the trick. But until it's not that, my work takes too much time. Yeah. So that's why I'm gonna retire, motherfuckers. But when I have a gig and I have to drive, then I say to myself, oh, wow. I go into, I go into work. I don't have to, but I will because I like it. I like to drive, you know, meet new people, drive from a to b. I have a podcast in my ears or some music, you know, Some rock and roll music, and I'm fine because I'd like to do that. I only do things that I like because I'm retired, motherfuckers. Yeah. Just mindset.
[02:07:53] Unknown:
It is, bro. It is that programming. Absolutely. Right. So, what's the definition of the devil? That goes into a type of formality that say, it's an energy that a lot of, like, a whole group of humans have have modulated and created in a sense, there's an energy of it. Right? There's also I you know, it's funny. I used to see the devil, and I was like, oh, it's a human guy, you know, some guy with a beard. And then I started seeing guys with beards. I'm like, they look just like the devil. Michael, like and then I look at me in the mirror, and I was like, I look like that guy with the same beard. Like like, it all came together, and I believe we have that evil and good part of us.
Same time the devil is, I don't know, man. Some people say he's some guy or some entity that literally can, you can sell your soul to what the contract get paid 1,000,000 of dollars to do stupid shit or whatever the fuck, you know, like for music or acting. I don't know how true that is, but from my experience, and people have said a lot about it, it's kinda crazy, but I don't know. The devil is, it it interests me. It fascinates me, like, to understand the good and evil. There's always that inversion.
[02:09:24] Unknown:
Same as the light and the and the and the shadow. Right? But we can't be bribed by the devil because, we are retired. I just saw definition, what's your definition of, god, Colby?
[02:09:42] Unknown:
I see as god as being light and energy and, truth, authenticity, happiness, learnings, you know, and I also it's funny growing up, like, I I would see a guy with a beard up in the clouds. Right? I I think that was also created by humans and and which is fine. It's it's comfortable. I I think God is, yeah, a very powerful, good thing, and like.
[02:10:18] Unknown:
What's your, interpretation or your definition of value?
[02:10:25] Unknown:
Value to me is is is, being something that's worth or whatever it is in that scenario to have value, which value can come in so many forms. Like you can't judge a book by its cover what's inside, maybe something different when you peel back the layers right of the onion. So, yeah, the value value can be different for different meanings in different people in different ways. I think. But it means I kind of went around that. I apologize on that, but yeah, the no props. It's, value is like where you, you have meaning in something and it's providing and building upon creation is value.
And, yeah.
[02:11:17] Unknown:
And what's your definition of success?
[02:11:22] Unknown:
When you, when I make a goal or I, I put something out there and I am, and I say, all right, put a note in my phone, I'm going to do this. And I'm, you know, and I build bigger goals that those little or goals get up to, that that is definitely that for me. Yeah.
[02:11:45] Unknown:
Love it. What's your favorite quote?
[02:11:50] Unknown:
I can't. I I don't I don't know if I have any favorite quotes. I could, honestly, I don't know. Be true to yourself and be kind to everyone.
[02:12:04] Unknown:
That's a good one. Yeah. And the last question, what's your life's motto?
[02:12:13] Unknown:
Authenticity will will bring bring you into true reality. Mhmm. Absolutely.
[02:12:22] Unknown:
And, tell, tell the audience where they can find you for tomorrow.
[02:12:28] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Tomorrow, I'll have the shamanic daughter up in life. From there, I'll be putting out more information things. I have not got social media set up like I'd like. However, everything will end up being, there will probably be a link in the site to a link tree where I'll have more, more information there. I'll be making videos on crystals and different amulets. And, I ask that people ask questions. I'm open to anything. I'm very kickback. I'm very chill. I'm very collect. And, and I don't judge. I like to, I like to talk to people and learn about things. And if I can help somebody I want to, or make you a cool necklace at the same time, but there's a lot of healing and energy work that goes into this. These amulets take time.
And, I will sit down with people or go through like a Zoom meeting like this, you know, and find out these things, write it down, and create basically a recipe of an amulet and build that for them. That would be,
[02:13:37] Unknown:
but yeah. I love that because, a lot of people do not know you yet, but that's gonna change, dude. That's gonna change in a positive way. 100%.
[02:13:48] Unknown:
Hell, yeah. Hell, yeah. Thank you, brother. Appreciate it. I appreciate everything. Man, I hope you're doing good out there. I wanted to bring that up. I know you're going through some things, and I I think people need to know that, you know, this man here, he's a fucking bright light of of power. And, dude, like, man, a lot of things are coming your way, dude. I know they are. Like, it's it's all being manifested right now, dude. Like, big time. And I don't know. I I hope you're okay, man. I just goes out to you. I wish I wish I was close to you. I I'm gonna hang out, jam, dude. Seriously, we'd improv. We would improv, dude, because I can't fucking find people out here to improv with. Seriously, I mean, nobody knows how to fucking improv out here. Like but yeah. And I hope you're doing okay, bro. Yes. My heart goes out to where you're at, and I know you're not
[02:14:44] Unknown:
I know you're doing what what you can right now. Thank you, man. Thank you. I, yeah, sometimes it's, challenging, but, hey, Sometimes you got to need, to get through to get to the next level. Right? So, sometimes you got these computer games and you figure out, like, what the fuck is this level up? You know? Where where where should I go to? Where's the end boss? There's no end boss. You gotta figure out. Oh, shit.
[02:15:07] Unknown:
Right. No. It's true, man. Like, what level's next?
[02:15:10] Unknown:
Yep. Yep. I I don't think it takes too much time to figure out what it's gonna be because there are several options, but you have to be very careful what option you're gonna choose because it has a consequence. You know? So, yeah, that's that's and I in the past, I did a lot of things like, you know, oh, I'm gonna do this. Bam. And then, you know, you dust yourself up and because you fall down so fucking hard. Now I want to see what options there are or what, what consequences it could be cause and effect. You know, what's yeah. But it's gonna be alright 100%.
As long as I can, be online and, have, people like you in my show and talk to them and connect to them and, share their stories and interact with them, That's that's one of the things I really love to do. And, yeah, to to shout out to each other and to support each other with love and stuff like that. That's all there is, man.
[02:16:09] Unknown:
Mhmm. Absolutely. I'd love to learn more about your story too and more about you, the future, if I could.
[02:16:15] Unknown:
Thank you. Yeah. We were not done yet, man. We're not done.
[02:16:19] Unknown:
No. I'm just saying, like
[02:16:21] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. We're definitely 2 times 25, we're going to America again. I don't know when, what the whole it's I'm gonna make it happening, and then we're gonna jam 100 fucking percent because I gotta go when I go to America, again, I will go to Utah because I got some, people out there. You got you, Eric Finney is there. So, yeah, 100%, man.
[02:16:44] Unknown:
Hell yeah. Right on, bro. So, well, for
[02:16:47] Unknown:
thank you for your energy and for your time, Colby.
[02:16:50] Unknown:
It was a blast. Wow. Thank you for your time and for your energy, Rob. I appreciate this very much. Thanks for the, exposure and and being here with me and sharing the space.
[02:17:02] Unknown:
Thank you. And, for all your listeners out there, thank you for listening to this episode of this organized productions, and have a beautiful grand rising, a beautiful day, or a beautiful evening no matter where you are on this beautiful, plain planet.
[02:17:20] Unknown:
Thank you. Beautiful. Alright, brother. Bye bye.
Introduction to Disorganized Productions
Interview with Colby from Shamanic.Earth
The Art of Making Amulets
The Power and Knowledge of Crystals
Crystals and Human Connection
Conspiracies and Theories
Personal Struggles and Redemption
Self-Reflection and Healing
Life Lessons and Future Plans
