10 December 2024
#84 The Power of Natural Remedies and Living Authentically with Skuncle Phil - E84
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In this episode of the Disorganized Productions podcast, host Rob welcomes back Skuncle Phil for an engaging and candid conversation. They dive into a variety of topics, including the challenges of maintaining a stable internet connection, the quirks of travelling and living in different countries, and the humorous mishaps that can occur along the way. Rob shares his experience of being homeless, while Skuncle Phil talks about his past struggles with drug addiction and his journey to sobriety.
The discussion takes a deeper turn as they explore the societal issues surrounding addiction, the impact of social media, and the importance of resilience in the face of adversity. Skuncle Phil shares his thoughts on the political landscape, the influence of powerful entities, and the need for individuals to stand up for their beliefs. They also touch on the benefits of natural remedies and the significance of maintaining a healthy lifestyle.
Throughout the episode, Rob and Skuncle Phil exchange personal stories, anecdotes, and insights, offering listeners a raw and unfiltered look into their lives. They emphasize the importance of living authentically, embracing one's flaws, and finding joy in the simple things. The episode concludes with a message of hope and encouragement, reminding listeners to never give up on themselves and to appreciate the gift of waking up each day.
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What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the lore.
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Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productions podcast. The show that fuels your spirit, ignites your potential, and helps you become the best version of yourself. I'm your host, Rob, and each episode, we'll embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you, tap into your limitless potential, and conquer life's challenges. Hey there, fellow human. Welcome to another episode of Disorganized Productions. If you wanna get in contact with me, please be free and write an email to disorganized productions at gmail dot com.
If you want to check out more stuff that I'm doing, please check my link tree, which is also slash disorganized productions. And for all you producers out there that helped the show, that liked and subscribed, and even donate to the show, thank you. Without any further ado, enjoy the show. Recording in progress. Fellow human, ladies and gentlemen, welcome to another episode of disorganized productions. Today's special guest is, we're doing a part 2, actually, with, with this awesome guy. We're gonna talk about it in a in a sec, but please introduce with me with warm welcome, Skunko Phil.
Is that right? You don't get that.
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Yeah. Absolutely. Oh, I'm feeling like a little bit of awesome. Buddy, where'd you go?
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Oh, you you throw it off? After after we went and started
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it. Oh, there you are.
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Okay. So what happened?
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Sure. Yeah. You froze for a second, but, you know, it's working. Yeah. Why is that?
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Why is that? You're not Internet is being made. Starlink. Oh my god. Starlink, or it could be that I, had too much data today, but I'm gonna figure that out in a second. Let's see how it goes, man. Let's see how it goes. Okay. Absolutely. It was up. Oh, yeah. The it's it's hanging. Internet. Oh, but we went to the moon.
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Oh, we know that. But Yeah. Yeah. That's sure we did. I mean, yes. Yes. We did. Oh, Yeah. We can't get a stable connection here on on Earth.
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Every every time I go cross border to Germany or to Belgium and I'm talking to snake on a telephone, somehow the connection feels. It's just like, what the hell? Oh, man. I'm gonna have a coffee. And I'm feeling strange because I have this beautiful black, background with the greenery, the northern lights. I have a green telephone, telephone microphone. Sorry. Excuse me. And I got some stuff packed around here. But as I'm doing the podcast and as I'm homeless, I'm doing it from the container of my boss. Thank you. I got my cuff machine on the right.
I got my podcasting gear. I just finished the shower. I can cook here. I can wash. I can shower all that stuff. But, unfortunately, I can't smoke a joint here because everyone will be pissed tomorrow, and I will do that. The flow doesn't work for you then. Oh, please do. Yes. Enjoy. Okay. I'm gonna figure out how it is with my, Internet connection. I think it's a little bit better than it than where we start. Right?
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Yeah. Yeah. That's fine. Okay. On my end, seems fine.
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Alright. Good. Okay.
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Okay. Okay. Not only are you growing your own weight? Well, I bought
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I did in your days. Yeah.
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Oh, not anymore?
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Not anymore. First of all, when I was living in my trailer, there was no spot to do it. On a camping site, you know, where people pass by. Well, not pass by, but, when you go camping and they see a guy with wooden shoes and with a skirt on, with tattoos, taking care of his plans, maybe they think that you're crazy. Probably.
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No. I don't know. I wouldn't. I'd wanna walk up and burn along with you, but that's just me personally.
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You're saying. But it's really straight it's really funny. Oh, there you got it again. Oh, man. I'm working on my vocabulary on English, and I figured out that I talk a lot a lot on podcast. And when I beginning a sentence, I say, oh, you know what's funny? Funny? Okay. But this one is funny. When you are a Dutch guy and when you're traveling around the world, every single country or city where you are, and you're telling them that you're Dutch, they wanna ask you, like, you wanna light one up.
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Did she bring a cigar with you?
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Damn. I did brought myself cigars. I can see a cigar here. Oh, wait. Why not? Who hold on. Now now now we're talking. Please introduce yourself to the audience while I'm getting my cigars. Fuck it.
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Introduce myself? Yes, please. Hi. Skunkle Phil. That'd be me. IG, skunkle_phil420, skunkle_phil 420bu. Those are my fucking IG's. And then there's a skunkle Phil. Oddly enough, I got all my accounts back after Trump got voted in as president. Crazy timing, But, you know, the one account I lost for, like, 4 years could never get back into it. Then all of a sudden, Trump wins, and I get them all back. Weird.
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Very weird. It's so funny because I know that you worked a lot on your content. And the last time we spoke, it was, like, 1 or 2 storms because I do not prefer weeks. After we spoke, you you were deleted with that account. But now you're back on all forms. And
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I'd start over again, and again, twice since that account, actually.
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Oh, shit. I've been Yeah. And then I got the media manager for for all the accounts.
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Now I got, like, 6 or 7 of them. I don't even yeah. It's retarded. Now I got I just fuck with the the 2. I'm trying to transfer everybody over to just the 2, the skunkle_phil420, which has got most of my followers, but I lost a bunch of them because it's been inactive for 4 years. So I'm trying to get that going again. Uh-huh. You know? And then, my other one, the b the backup one has, that gets most of my views because it was the latest one I had active. It's only been, nonactive for probably a year or so. But Okay.
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So Yeah. That's how that rolls. How you deal with that kind of shit? Because a lot of people and a lot of people in your network, like, Stu Peters, King Bow, Mad Max. I talked to her, 2, 2 strongs ago. Beautiful. Nice. And Possibly. Pretty amazing. Hardcore. Wow. She's hardcore. But we all have to deal with, being canceled, getting over content been deleted or whatever, or can figure out our accounts. How do you deal with that?
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Well, I the way I look at it, at first, I used to get frustrated and go, oh, fuck it. Then I'm done with it. You know what I mean? But then I got to thinking if I do that, they win. That's what exactly what they want. They want me to go away. Fuck them. I'll keep coming back no matter what. I'll make a new account. I'll be back. Start it over. I'll be back. Just they mock knock me down, but I'll come back.
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They will figure out the pit bulls, the ones that hold on. I mean
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but what's that?
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The the they figure out who are the pit bulls, the ones that hold on. Right?
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Yes. They do. And I just you know, I start watching a lot of what my downfall is. I comment, you know, I shouldn't probably like I said before, I think, I probably shouldn't go on Joe Biden's page and start calling him a pedophile and shit. That's probably not a good idea. I get you shit. You shut down almost every time, apparently.
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Right. Right. But he's out now. So
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Yeah. I'd still call it pedophile, but I probably shouldn't do that on his page if I wanna keep my account. You see what I mean? Yeah. So that's what they did a lot of. I would get on there and talk shit, and then all of a sudden my account would be fucking gone. Fuck. There goes another one. But, you know, I can't not say nothing.
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I I I think you don't solve shit. You you talk stuff that they do not want to be, interrogated or, to be researched on.
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Shoot. I always say the truth, and then they consider it talking shit. Right. Right. What do you think? So
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America has elected Trump as new president. I think he's not inaugurated yet. Right? But do you think it's, it's gonna change? America is gonna change, or is it just the same barrel with a different wing?
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Wow. So so now you're talking some before, like, in 2016, I was all about Trump, even this one too. You know what I mean? A lot of the stuff he's doing is great for America, but then there's some stuff that makes you go, Why is he why is he doing that? Like, why is he gonna, you know, so hard into Israel's ass now and the Jews? And then if you say anything bad about the Jews, it's gonna be hate speech, not lock your ass up or something right here. Why you know, I'm kinda makes you wonder, and he said it's good to see. The way I see it, the evils that be, if Trump does what he says he's gonna do, we'll wind up in prison.
K? So I don't see them sitting idly by why that happens. So, you know, the whole time in 2016, I'm gonna put Hillary in jail. I'm gonna put Hillary in jail, and he never put Hillary in jail. So is there gonna be either chaos before he gets inaugurated so they don't go to jail, which is what I would expect?
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Mhmm.
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Or is this gonna be a smooth transition, which then I'm gonna wonder, Is she just gonna forget about them and let them all off the hook? He's just talking shit now like he did with Hillary. I got questions. Yeah. I got questions. People. No question. Can we do so much? Look at Gaddafi. He tried to make his country great. You know, and he was doing that. It would have been amazing to go there. Hillary came, seen, saw, and killed or some bullshit.
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I I I call her always Killery
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Skeleton. Yeah. That's absolute fucking hootley. So that was what happens when you try to get off their fucking evil cartel banking money shit that the whole world's on. Just like Kennedy, just like Lincoln, they wanted to get back on our gold standard. It cost them their lives. Right. And there's only so much a president can do before it. So real presidents would would get rid of that shit that really wanted to be for America, what's best for the world. They would get rid of the evil cartels, the evil banking systems because they're just evil fucks. You know? We already know that. Yep. Questions what Hitler was trying to do. Right? What he wanted to get rid of the Jews. Gaddafi. Ones. The evil ones running the world. I don't Gaddafi said I'm a sign. I mean,
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name a few. It's the thing is people need to have some trust. Right? I mean, but how can you trust a process that's already been wrecked? Or how how can you trust someone when you know that's been the fuck up and the fuck up and the fuck up? I mean, basically, fuck the fuckers before they fuck you. Right?
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Yeah. Well, they're basically just fuck the fuckers anyways. Either if they're gonna fuck you or not. They're still gonna fuck you.
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100% sure. So I think that, from my perspective, as you're in the Netherlands and in Europe, I don't watch the news. I don't watch anything. So sometimes I see something on on on social media and stuff like that. You know, there's so much stuff coming out. I really would like to see sometimes, more like, bird, view. Like, okay. This is bad, and this is good. Wait a minute. What if you go more up so you see both sides? Right? So you see what what what the on the end of the pyramid, as Joost would say, What's on exactly? There's somebody up here. Exactly. Doing puppet master. I wanna see the puppet master, and I wanna kick his fucking puppet ass. Master of puppets, I'm putting your strings.
Twist your mind. That's all genuine. You know, Metallica, I think that song that song is so accurate.
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And Absolutely. They did. Because that's what they did. Yeah.
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Dude, last time when I talked to you, you were, telling one of your stories on, drug use and abuse, and you were riding a motorcycle, and that didn't went wrong, that that went wrong. And then all of a sudden That, oh, I got a drug down the street? Fuck. Yeah. That one. Yeah. Well, you still get the you still got some scars on your back from that accident. Right? Then What do I do? Months later, I saw that you were, redecorating a house in, nearby together with King Bao, with Joe Baumann. And all of a sudden, you got yourself and he a motorcycle.
They know from Max that, Joel, exodus his Harley on a Superman
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Yeah. That one no longer is with us. Joe's still here. Thank god. Thank god. But, yeah, the motorcycle is no longer a thing. It was not here. You know? Oh, yeah. It's total. But he's okay, and that's the main thing. We don't care about the bike. Right. That's just materialism. Right? It's just like Yeah.
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Wheels and an engine.
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Yeah. That's you know, I did some work for it. Who gives a fuck? You know, he paid for the materials, and I did the work, and he helped the hard shit, and who give a fuck? Right. You know, it's I'm just glad he's okay. Oh, so I got the wrong one. I'd I'd still ride mine. You know? Especially if she Yeah. I don't ride mine. Ride with gear, do you? You you're riding in a fucking T shirt and a helmet. Oh, me? Yeah. Well, yeah, I I only wear the helmet for the wife. I wouldn't even wear the helmet because who wants to remember when they crashed?
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Oh, shit. So it's a helmet tree stick?
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It's a yeah. You don't have to wear a helmet here. I used to never wear a helmet when I used to ride when I was younger, only when it was cold. You know? Because it keeps your ears warm. And when it's cold, I worry. Shit. Other than that, I never worry about it. But I think But I now for the wife
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The traffic where you are at is much less dense than it is here.
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You may be asking for hours. Right? I could ride on 2 lanes for hours and not see but 5 people.
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So, yeah, I can go. Yeah. There's not a lot of traffic. Okay. Don't do that here. This is like a small piece of land in the in the in in Europe. I think it's in miles, maybe 200 by 220 miles. That's that's it. And there are more than 18,000,000 people on that little piece of land. Wow. Yes. It's one of the most dense countries there there are. Yeah. 18 and if you go cross border here in Germany, it's, like, 10 minutes drive from here. You have, I think when I draw a circle of 50 kilometers, so that will be 35 miles, there will be 18,000,000 in this place. This is Tri State City, motherfuckers. That's why I wanna get out.
Wow. Yep.
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That's crazy. You're breaking up on me, Skippy.
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Oh, yeah. I saw you breaking up too. Damn. What the fuck is going on? I should be froze.
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It's frozen. There you are. You're back. You're back. Oh, shit. It's great. The Internet was in a stable.
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The fuck could it be unstable? Let me check it on my phone what the fuck is happening. But meanwhile, we'll just have a conversation. Yeah. So Dude, I don't know one that's supposed to be unstable. Yeah. The Internet should be stable. Come on. We were dying to each other and to the moon with landline.
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Yeah. Back then, shut up. Stop it. I wonder who was building that shit when they got off the fucking space yet. There's not really the bug was standing out there filming it. How long we have to somebody out there filming everything?
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With with a normal landline. So they had from Cape Canaveral until the moon, 238,000 miles of landline of line just to get the connection going. Uh-huh. That's Long what otherwise, we're gonna just tell you some different otherwise, we're gonna tell you some some other shit, man. Okay. But, you enjoyed riding your bike because you haven't ridden ridden a bike for quite some time. Right?
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Yeah. It was been probably 30 years since I rode a bike, and I jumped on one of the big heavy fuckers, and I take off ride it. Well, oddly enough, it's kinda like riding a bike. I just jumped on and took off. I get I fell off a few times. I'm not gonna lie. I probably fell over 6 times on that big beast.
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Oh, you It's at, like, 30 no. Not 40, what's oh, this should be okay. £830,
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whatever that is in kilos.
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400 plus?
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Yeah. It's £830, so it's heavy fuckers. You don't have to bend down and pick it up. You gotta fucking get behind it, put your butt in the seat, and then walk it up backwards.
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And and and just first go to the toilet because, otherwise, you're gonna shit your pants when you're gonna do cycle like that. Fuck. Oh, man. And how much cc is it? 1300? 1600?
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It's a 103 cubic inch. It's what it is. So 1300. 1500 and some 1550, I think.
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That's just what it is. Big ass motherfucker, man.
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It's a big heavy motor for sure. Wow.
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And then No. Just jump on it, and it it was like biking in the early days. Like, okay. I did that before, so I'm gonna hop on. But because I know that you you talked about it before on on I think it was in the show with, with Max that, like, in half year ago, like, a year ago, you you couldn't. You you just couldn't hold the bike for sure.
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2 years ago, yeah, I wasn't mentally stable to ride, and I wasn't physically able to ride either. I wouldn't have been, but the last very long. My hands would have went numb, and I couldn't have fucking done the throttle for very long at all. You know? Because my hands tingled and hurt already as it was. So, yeah, if it wasn't for, Joel, I wouldn't really be able to ride anyways.
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So So and that's a good thing. Right? Because I'm, I talked to Max about it. I'm an ambassador of Aloevia also right now here in the Netherlands. Ray. Yeah. We're gonna hook up some stuff. So I I the first product that I gained is the immune. I use it now for almost 3 months. Almost. So I got one pack. So it's 60. Right? 60, of them little fox. Yeah. That's so this this color is perfect. The green the green here in the in the northern lights. And I did a lot of stuff like moving my stuff around and basically, took down my complete trailer all by myself. And, I just take 2 capsules a day.
Normally, I would end up, like, 1 or 2 days probably, like, broken as fuck, like, back pain, all that stuff. Mhmm. Now I go to bed a little bit sore.
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Yeah. But you wake up good.
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Just wake up in the morning like a young fucking boy.
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Exactly. Now if you could add limitless to that Mhmm. You will be a Superman.
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Oh, shit. I have to figure it out because, Max still all also is gonna be available within a few strongs. It's gonna be the core. So it's all in it.
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Core would be a great one as well. We drink I drink the core as well.
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But you look really fucking great, man. I mean,
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dude, you did
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good. Yeah. But you you you're you're pumped. How many bishops do you do?
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I do. I I do 3 sets. I could do start off with 15 then 20 then 25, so 60. But I've actually slowed those down a little bit because I I have severe narrowing in my shoulders and severe problems in this one, just skeletal. I've had both my hips replaced. So I've got damage. I've worn myself out. So, I was starting to hurt in my shoulder, starting to ache. And, it feels good now. So if I just do the push ups, like, once a week, I'm okay. If I push too hard, then my shoulder gets to ache and, you know, despite everything I'm on. But the good thing is that it it don't hurt as bad or for as long as what it would have. So despite being on the like, I had a friend of mine take it, and she goes, that's it. Don't work. I'm like, well, you know, you you gotta let it work, and you, you you know, it's not gonna be you're not all of a sudden gonna wake up in the morning and be pain free.
It's gonna be a matter of time. You're still gonna hurt. I still hurt once in a while. I just don't hurt as long or as bad as I used to. I wake up like you. If I have a hard day, if I'm cutting wood or something like that, it used to put me out for 3 days. Now I'm just sore at night, and I take some limitless. And I wake up in the morning, I feel fine.
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That's it. That's it. You know? And, and of course, we're not the youngest anymore because you're only 55 years old. Aren't you, Phil?
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I turned Yeah. Yeah. That's all I am. I turned whatever he said, last year's life. Yeah. I'll do that again.
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Damn. Bro, you look good as I said, and you got great t shirt. It's from pure blood.
[00:25:38] Unknown:
Yeah. Don't be a bitch. Get you one.
[00:25:41] Unknown:
Yeah. I cheated that. But you did.
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I did.
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Absolutely, I did. How long did you do crystal meth before you,
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met Joel? Got clean? Probably how long did I was I fucked up on meth suit? 20 years, maybe? Probably 20 years near the end, got real bad. Before then, it was cocaine, pain pills, and whatever else I can get my hands on. So I stayed away from the math, and then I got hooked on, oxycodons, which is like synthetic heroin. It's just bad. Fine. So I had to get off of those. Like, how the fuck can I get off of these fuckers? Because it's terrible. And then, I switched to meth. But I've got off the OxyConts, see, which is like heroin. I used to always say, you know, he'd get off heroin if you just switch to meth because meth is easy to quit. I I quit all the time. Right.
It's yeah. But it They not that statement I just said.
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Miss meth is is with the pipe. Right?
[00:26:49] Unknown:
I quit all the time. You could shoot it. You could smoke it. You can snort it. I snorted it. I hated smoking it. Smoking it to me was a waste. It tasted like burnt plastic, and you had to smoke more within fucking right away. I mean, so it's like amphetamine?
[00:27:06] Unknown:
Yeah. That's basically what it is. Speed. Yeah. Damn it. Love saying it, man.
[00:27:11] Unknown:
Yeah. Don't try that at super speed. So what you do is you take that or maybe not do. And you take Percocet. I used to take my Percocet, 10, 15 milligram Percocets, grind them up on a hose clamp, make them all powdery, mix that with my meth. And then if I could find some cocaine, I'd throw that in there as well for flavor and numbing. And then now would I do my lines? Because then it would be like Supercoke. You wouldn't need to do the line at it. You know, Coke makes you feel like a new man. The only problem is that new man wants a line too. You know? Yeah.
[00:27:52] Unknown:
That's what I don't didn't figure out with Coke because, I like Coke, but it's not like the the money and the effect is not as good as, like, the the good speed. I'm I'm I'm a I told her a lot of the podcast. I'm a speed freak. I love it.
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No time.
[00:28:10] Unknown:
Yeah. It's it's like, okay. You know, I can get along. You know, I can make a war. Have you heard the story? Have you heard the story of the, a Finnish soldier in World War 2?
[00:28:25] Unknown:
What's that? I know they didn't have that. The craziest story you're ever gonna hear. Can we pray, Joel, and tell them I'm doing a podcast, please? That's Joel Bowman calling me. Okay. Well, see, I'll see who'll call him and tell him I'll call him back after a bit. No worries. Go ahead. Tell me your story. Yeah. The last time when he called, he was,
[00:28:45] Unknown:
trying to to get along with Max. She was on a podcast with me too.
[00:28:49] Unknown:
Woah. Was she?
[00:28:51] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She's she she said, oh, Joe, I'm on a podcast. Okay. Bye. I just declaring upon. I didn't even tell him I was on a podcast. Fuck. She's gonna tell him, though. So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna figure out if I can put on the story with the the the guy with the, with the meth, Because what I'm gonna Okay. What happened? I know they did meth. Was he German? No. It was a a Finnish soldier from from the Okay. And he was, fighting against, the Germans, I think, let's say. But because they have some big wooden mittens, right? So it was really cold. And he was the one that was in charge of the drugs for the for the Peloton, for for all the people.
And, all of a sudden he find himself like, okay, I'm I'm I'm taking 1 or 2 because I can't bear the war at all. So I'm going to take 1 or 2, but he he downed it like 38 pills and he would start skiing. Okay. He skied into a camp and I think the story goes like it was the camp of the, of the other which were the Germans. You know? So they opened up the camp. He skied in. Then he was trying to make a fire in his hut because he was feeling cold. And he burned the fucking dead shit down. Eventually, you gotta you gotta figure it out. On YouTube, the whole story is, a Finnish Finnish soldier on amphetamine, but it turned out he was skiing for 2 weeks, too strong, more than 400 kilometers.
So that's, like, 300 miles he skied with only 38 of these things down the front of the screen. And Those when you see his eyes, it would've put a picture like you. Dude,
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he needed some rest. Dude, but it works. And and that's what I Well, no. Yeah. Fuck, yeah. It works back in the day. They used to have some shit called Craig, dude. You'd snort a little fucking lion. She'd keep you up 3 fucking days. Oh, fuck. Yeah. Word to God. One little fucking lion, dude. You can sleep for 3 fucking days.
[00:31:12] Unknown:
Let me tell it in let me tell it in one of his stories. Like, they figured out that if it doesn't work, double the dose and ask yourself again if it doesn't work. I had that once. I had that a few times in my life. Like, okay. I'm not you know, as soon as you take drugs and you say to yourself or to your friends, like, I don't feel anything, then the shit's gonna kick
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in. Yeah. You know, you're gonna feel some. Yeah. I know a kid that ran from Payson to Mesa, which is probably a 100 some miles because of the cops and shit over the hill and dale of cactus and everything with just a pocket full of meth. He is gone. But in a 100 and some miles, he just took off. Well, I can go all the way. It took him a couple days, but he got there.
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Yep. Oh, yeah. I I think it's eventually it's been, it's been, evented by by military for military, of course.
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Yeah. I wanna say Hitler had a lot to do with it back in the day. Yeah. Yeah. He fed his troops a lot of it. I mean, the good math back in the day. I say good methods. They're such a fucking thing. Well, I got a bad show. This is on heroin. What? Isn't it all fucking bad?
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You can talk about it. It's not that bad. Right?
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Oh, god. Good guess. But yeah. So back in the day when the meth wasn't, you know, laced with fentanyl and and they actually could use the proper chemicals to make it. It was actually decent. I mean, you wouldn't OD on it. You couldn't OD. He wouldn't you know, you just run for days. I wish I could've would've got a pound vacuum sealed and saved it for when I'm on my test bed, and they just start doing wines again. Fuck it. I just go, hey there. I fuck it. I can't run. Watch this.
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Wow. Did you guys feel it? If there is okay. I hear some shit. Probably it's great. But, when, when I'm on my deathbed and I'm for sure them I know them gonna die, I wanna do the I wanna do the heroin. I took a lot of shit in my life. I wanted I wanna keep that one for last.
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You wanna shoot it? Yeah. I'll just shoot you up, though. Jeez. I did that once.
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I I do. No no kidding. And I've done that once. To nerds my in my surroundings, like, my my family have has nurses and my my my some of my girlfriends. Fuck yeah. I wanna I wanna shoot it up. And chasing the dragon for for, you know, when I know that I'm done. Yeah.
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Yeah. Well, see, that's the beautiful thing about that then. Because you catch the dragon the first time. He just slips away from you, And then you go chasing that fucker. You can't you never catch him again. So you got a hold of him that first time, but then he gets away, and then you just never catch him again. So, you know, if you do it the first time and you OD, then you've caught that motherfucker. But up till then, he eludes you.
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Oh, yeah. You don't think it's my guys
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the first time. That's why they say chase it because you got a hold of it, and then and then you never get it again.
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Right. So I need to shoot it up when I'm, when I'm on a deathbed. I think that the Internet connection is a little bit unstable because of my background. That takes a lot of data, I think. Oh, well, you're changing. A little shit. So I'll I'll keep the background. And I think that on on, when listening to you, you sometimes we freeze, but I think that the the conversation goes along as as normal. Yeah. Figure it out. Oh, yeah. People figure it out. It's not that terrible. You can cancel parts out possibly. So so you're you're like a hardcore rock and roll junkie. Right?
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Is she is she I listen to all kinds of music. Like, right now, what do we got on? I got outsider's radio on right now, and it's Eric Church.
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Okay. So it's, like, more hip hop and stuff like that?
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Eric Church country. I like country, hip hop. I'll do rock and roll. Right. I like all kind of genres. I listen to fucking, yeah. It all depends. Old school, old, old, band, big band shit. Right.
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Have you, my ego is talking right now. I'm sorry for that fellow humans and human. But, have you listened to the song that I recorded from, from King Bao and and and, played on I did. With my guitar? You liked it? I did. Tell me honestly. Like that.
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I like that. Yeah. No. Absolutely. I gotta do more of that. I blew my sedan too.
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Dude, I gotta do more of that, but I I today was the day that, so so so, basically, I'm I'm I'm homeless, so I have no home to go, but I've got a lot of stuff. Dude, I got so much stuff. I don't know about you. Do you live on a big ranch and you got a lot of stuff, or you you just cut down a lot of stuff? But fuck, man. I put everything in crates, and I thought, like, okay. It's not that bad. Like, 4 or 5 crates for some stuff. Dude, I had a van today, and I put some stuff in it, and it was fully loaded. So my guitars and my gear is at my mom's house.
Some other stuff is at my sis house, and there are some random other addresses that have some stuff for me too.
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That sucks. Oh, mess. I've got a lot of stuff, so I feel you. I hate, you know, how it is what it is. You know, I got, too much shit. I gotta downsize as well,
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to be honest with you. A lot of things you can downsize, like like some some real good, stuff that you're gonna work with that you don't use now, like a saw or a or a or a screwdriver or whatever. It takes place, but Yes. You need it. And at the moment that you're gonna throw it away, you need it next week, next strong. Right? So you have to You know how many times I've done that?
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Do you need the times I've literally done that? Throw something away and go next following week. Oh, damn it. I wish I woulda had that. I had a bunch of cable stuff, old stuff, old cable equipment that I had from all my old jobs. I threw it away. Month or 2 later, I had to go to work for a company. What do they use? All that old shit, I just threw away. Oh. Fucking stupid. Yeah. It's like yeah. It's happened more than once. So, yeah, you're absolutely right. And I tell the wife, how can I fix stuff from a guy or anything? If I don't have a bunch of shit to my guy or with right.
That's it. Sid.
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Yes. You need, you need PDD, the, the Swiss army knife, but you need some stuff to fix it. And it's the springs and the screws and the little brackets and the fucking straight pieces of metal and
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the ground pieces of metal and just drill bits and the drills and the fuck. What on my salad? You can fill up. I mean, I got a lot of shit.
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Oh, man. So we were talking a little bit about your, drug, drugs in in in the past. Was your wife, Sue, also, like, doing that shit, or you were the only one in the family that doing that shit? Well, thank God she wasn't. 1 of us had to keep shit. Right?
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Otherwise, we'd be living in the gutter if she was. No. I would just my mouth, she put up with me, but she did. You know? She's a trooper all the way.
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4 days come every minute of love, dude.
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That's what's called unconditional love right there. She coulda left me. He's the way my everybody says, why are you still waiting, miss Shady? He's just fucking drugging and shit.
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I hope she's disappointed now that that she knows that, like, you did you don't have a year to live, but, no, you're gonna live longer. Maybe she was waiting for that. Maybe she was waiting. Like, she go he's gonna yes. I got it again. You know? She's gonna turn, like, 60, whatever, and then he's gonna die. And and then they're gonna you know, at the end of my life, they're gonna do whatever the fuck I want. And now this fucking bastard gets on some products. It's gonna live longer.
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Yeah. Exactly. I'll be around for a lot longer. No. But it's good now. It's even better now because she always knew this would be who I could become. You know? So I'm even getting better as as we go even, because the real shocker for me is, see, I was on just when you get off the drugs, once I made that a choice, no. That's really hard for some people. They have to lose all their friends that they did the drugs with. I can't beat around nobody. Can't beat around the drugs. I if I can I'll do it again. I'll do it again. I wasn't that way. I still have all my old druggie friends for the most part that are still alive.
Most a lot of them are dead now. But, see, I quit because I needed to quit for myself. You know what I mean? I quit because I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. You know? Right. I quit for the right reasons, so I didn't have to lose. I could put a line right here. I wouldn't give a fuck. I I just blow it off. I didn't even think about doing it. I could go get a line of meth. It'd take me a couple hours. I'd have fucking line right here if I wanted it. Easy or less. You know? For free. What do you have to do? Mindset. It's mindset. It absolutely is. If somebody's struggling with addiction, it's because they don't really wanna get off. They don't see themselves getting off. They're getting off for all the wrong reasons.
They say you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink. You know, if you hold their head underwater, they drink a little bit, but they're not gonna be happy, and they're gonna walk away.
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Right. It yes. But I I thought things I I always said to myself and to a lot of people that I talked to, like, I don't want to be dependent on someone or something. I wanna be independent. Right? So that means when, in, at the end of October, I went to Peru to go to the indigenous people of Peru and do some Ayahuasca, Campbell, and San Pedro. Right? So plant medicine. But before you go to do a trip like that, you you gotta you gotta work on yourself. Right? You gotta I didn't smoke anything. I stopped smoking. I stopped drinking, salt, sugar, all that stuff, nicotine, caffeine.
Now I love to enjoy a cigar, but not smoke. Yeah. Lungs, whatever the fuck. This weekend, I saw the 2 joints that I didn't smoke since 10th August. And I was alone and, looking at my own shit. But not in the Iowa. I scare away, but on on the way, like, oh, man. You got so much stuff. So I thought, like, fuck it. I'm gonna smoke 1. And it was good. But the the way you're gonna do it, the way you just told, like, the mindset that you have. Okay. I I can get some beer for someone else or drugs or whatever. I'm gonna put it on the table. I'm not gonna use it. I don't care. I'm gonna give a shit. If I want to, yes.
But I am in control, motherfuckers.
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Exactly. Exactly. I've abused this. I've abused this for a long time, and I admit that. But on the same sense, if I didn't have it, I wouldn't go on to withdrawals without it. You know? Few years ago, I had a toothache. I had a tooth pulled. It hurt real bad. I had a toothache for a little bit. I didn't wanna risk dry socket or getting it infected, so I quit smoking for a couple days. You couldn't do that on heroin or on meth or any of that without going into some serious issues or just falling out for fucking 24 hours, you know, not moving.
That was fine. You know what I mean? And it it wasn't like that at all. I could I could quit if I so desire to. I just don't desire. I put a lot of effort into growing good weed so I can smoke. You know what I mean? I don't pay for it. You know? I work hard to get good clean weed, no insecticides, no fertilizers, none of that shit. So it's actually God's grasp. Mhmm. So it's actually, you know, beneficial to me. So that's why I use
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it. That's the same thing with with good tobacco. If you have, like, we smoked a lot of Mapacho in the jungle in Peru. Mapacho is a sacred tobacco. So it's only nicotine. You can't smoke it on your lungs. You have to smoke it to get rid of all the stuff that's attached to you, like negative thoughts, but also negative energy of people and stuff like that. So you're gonna smoke a lot of papacho. You're gonna do your rape. Rape is also, tobacco, but it's it's really grinded very fine. And you put it up your nose with a with a device. Oh, that looks good, man.
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This is I got from Joel, and this is along the lines of what you're just saying. Clean tobacco, real tobacco leaf that doesn't have all the additives and all the bullshit is actually
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beneficial to you. Yes. Like you were just saying. And people need nicotine, and it's on on, tomatoes. It's in nature. It's it's, but and I think that even when, when this, the this, disease hit it in 2020, wherever the fuck, they figured out that people that smoke do not get it that easily because of the nicotine. Is that what it was? Yeah. Yeah. I'm not surprised. Well, not only, I think a lot of other factors, of course, will do the trick. But nicotine is is, yeah. I like the ins, like cocaine and nicotine and heroin. It's off the ins.
Caffe.
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I pissed off you to heroin.
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Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But that's it. That's that's good. Moderation,
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I guess, that's even good for you. I don't fucking know. If depends on how sore you are from the if you take it before man gets a hold of it, it's the poppy plant. It's not really that bad. You know? It's just when man gets all of the bullshit, that's when it goes to hell. Oh, you all the way, man. Completely fine. Just go away. Chewed on that shit for for fucking centuries.
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There is. Of course. When man gets all of it. There there is a story that the, one of the books of the bible tells you about a secret and a sacred plant, which is cannabis sativa. You know that for sure because you're taking something over it right now. But cannabisativa is sort of the the, the marijuana is the sacred plant. And you know why? Because I think there's no plant in this world that grows on so many diverse, what's it called? So many diverse, countries. Locations. Locations. That's the that's the word. On so many different locations, and it has so many purposes. You can make clothes out of it. So, you can get high on it. Yes. For sure. Rope. Exactly. I think that Lee Harrison Lee Harrison was one of the the guys that that, had a suit, made out of, hemp. So so cannabis.
And there are some who have fields here. Cool. Yeah.
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That's cool. But how many plants do you know that'll grow formaphrodite itself still to grow again next year without no males, no nothing around? How many plants do you know that can do that?
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Oh, not much. Never never thought about it. Don't know of any.
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To be honest with you, there's usually gotta be male and the female marijuana will hermaphrodite and seed itself if it knows it's not gonna survive. If you let it go that long, it'll do its own thing and then fucking that's why it won't ever be extinct. It'll always grow in out in the fields and shit. To validate what you said, it is the magical plant. It's God's grass. Yes. He put it here for a fucking reason. Yeah, man. That's Bob Marley. He put it here for a fucking reason. You know, I've been saying that for years. Just I was always, oh, you're just a young dung stoner. Well, hang on a minute. I'm doing the study. It's gonna be a long one.
And I'm getting to the end of that study, and I tell you what, my studies found that weed's actually good for you.
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I think it was Nixon and I think it was Nixon that, it was on on I think it was, one of the, CDs back in the time from Cypress Hill where where, it was quoted. I think it was Nixon that said, like, you gotta sew the plant cannabis or marijuana everywhere because we can, directly make things work in this society because we can make soap, clothing, rope, everything with it. Paper. Paper. Yeah. Yeah. And I think that the first, car from Henry Ford was also based on, so it was not steel, but it was, hemp. Out of here? Yeah. Yeah. But when it crashed Alright. It wasn't it wasn't, crashed. So they said, no. You gotta you gotta make some other fucking stuff on it. So, like, metal, Because metal breaks and and crashes. So you got new metal plates on it. So that's better for the engine. They're probably starting to eat the car, so they couldn't drive for shit. And then
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they're all high.
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But wouldn't that be great if you crash your car? Then you can take your car, make a fucking big joint out of it, smoke it, and just have fun and laughing at it. What? What? Crushed it.
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Well, I gotta just sit here and get eye to the hell of it. For real. Oh, yeah, man. But no. It's a I'm gonna say it's a great plant. That's for sure. Oh, but No. That's true. It does take care of itself. It's the best when you make it grow everywhere. Everywhere. Everywhere. Yeah. It grows everywhere. It grows good everywhere. I'm in Northern Arizona. It grows great here. It grows down in Southern Arizona. It grows California. It grows
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every But there's a big difference be between the THC of some, some, countries.
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Quality is different. They taste a little different. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You know the book. Somehow, the hotter is, the more potent it is.
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Sorry. Yeah. But, I I just lost track. Sorry. The more potent it is. Yes. Yes. Yes. You know the the the purple haze, the the old school skunk?
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Yep. Oh, man. Yep. I like purple haze. But you know what's the more old school? Colombian gold? Acapulco gold?
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I don't know that one.
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Panama Red? I heard about that one, but that's oh, man. That's a long time ago. Acapoca Gold or Colombian Gold was some of the best fucking shit you ever smoked in your life. So fucking tasty, dude. Nothing nothing even compares nowadays, bro.
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Oh, shit. I'm totally not a certain compare. You can buy it here in the coffee shop, but
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No. You wanna They wanna know. It's not the same.
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No. But but in the early days where you get a get a grab on, k 2, orange bud, silver haze. Oh, yeah. Yes. Always a bit of silver haze. I had once I had a joint and it was made, what was, what's the, it was almost gray shit. Night. No, I can't figure it out. So we were getting this, the shit, right? I went upstairs. It was like the there's a little bit louche kind of thing. So and they had cookies. This stupid motherfucker took a cookie. One thing you shouldn't do in the Netherlands, if you go to a coffee shop, when you think that there are cookies, these are not normal cookies, motherfuckers.
I took a cookie, and, I rolled a joint. Oh, shit. 5 minutes later, we went downstairs. I got in the car, and we wanna drive like we'd always did. No. That was normal. That was fine. And,
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northern lights I thought my light is laughing.
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And, northern lights, yes. I think it was northern light, the joint that I made. Okay. That'd be good. That's good. I've smoked that. Oh, fuck. I was sitting in the car. And as I turned the key, it was like, I can't fucking drive. I can't drive. I was so fucking stoned. We were sitting there to to get a meet with my friend, like, an half an hour. After that half an hour, we drove back home. I dropped off my friend. I went home, and I was I was, at that time, I was still with my moms. So I parked the car. I walked down to to her house, and she opens the door. She said, what the fuck is wrong with you?
And I was so fucking stoned. I said, what the fuck? What what what's wrong with me? I'm fine. She said, look the way you box your car. I said, what? So I turned around and the the car was in the middle of the fucking street. So stoned, man. Oh, man.
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So if you drive through that stone. Yeah. Look at me. Maybe you shouldn't drive when you're that stone. I'm just gonna throw that out there. Okay. Is that awesome? Pros again. Yeah. We bet.
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Yes. I don't know why it is. You're back again. Okay.
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I don't know why, I guess. The Internet don't like us. Stop it.
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They It's always when I You don't. Yeah. We talk to some fucking true fouls, so fuck them. So we're gonna talk more about that. But but truthfully, I used to smoke every every single fucking day, and I I drove I did everything. Now I'm, I'm not because I don't smoke every fucking still smoke every
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day. Right. Then 75. Wow. That's my lifelong study on marijuana I've been doing. Well, I quit for about 30 days when I was in jail because they wouldn't let me well, I couldn't if I was in there. Where's the people in there when I first got in there, they're trying to roll a joint. They're struggling with them. I'm like, do that. Alright. Here. Go smoke that. I'd roll it up for him real quick. Like, damn. Alright. My son, I'm like, no. I'm trying to get the fuck out of here, not steak. Go have at it. But, yeah, that was the only time, like, I quit. That's the longest I ever quit for in my fucking life since I've been 15, 14, however old it was.
The longest period? No. I didn't see no need. And then now why why I told the wife, yeah, I probably quit smoking weed. She's like, well, why fucking worry about it now? Like, I love you.
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Good pull me. But it makes the it makes the world more fun. I think when everybody was stoned or high on acid, I think that would change the world dramatically
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in a good way. I did acid a lot of it and did a lot of mushrooms. It was on PCP for months, dude. We used to get PCP from the Hells Angels. That shit will fuck you up. So you talk about getting off a drug, dude. I am a professional of getting off of all kinds of shit. I was hooked on PCP for I thought I'd fucked myself up permanently because we'd when we decided to quit, I didn't do none for a week, and I was almost as fucked up as I was the the last time I snorted some. For a week, I thought, fuck. I'm never gonna come down off. This is bad. That shit was so strong that you do a little line once again, send you off for 2, 3 days.
People come back. What the fuck was that? I don't remember. Give me that shit again. I'm like, oh, shit. Yeah. I was waiting off. We was awake, standing, sitting, sleeping. We didn't fucking know. But, yeah, it was bad.
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We're we're not promoting drugs, but one thing is that that you should know. Every single time when you get something on a plate, doesn't matter where you are, who who you are with, always ask, what is it? Because white stuff is not only white stuff. It could be different white stuff, and some white stuff is gonna fuck you up. And not some white stuff is gonna be different.
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Some stuff will kill you. A little bit of it will kill you. Oh, fuck. Some of it will do big lines. You know? I am just with the amphetamine, right, with speed?
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Someone asked me, like, do you have something to get me through the? Yeah. Sure. So I I I I I took yeah. No. With speed, it's it's cheap. So I put a lot of on a on a plate. I took a line, and I thought, like, this is an example for what you gotta do. Right? You know, this motherfucker took this pipe and snored it all. It was like 2 grams. I said, good luck with that motherfucker. See, he his eyes just, like, popped up. So, boop, like a fucking, like like, like, like, like, a cartoon. And he said, what the fuck was that? I said, that was fucking speed, dude. You're not gonna sleep for 2 or 3 days. He said, fuck. I said, yeah. Fuck. Good luck with that, man.
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Yeah. You might wanna just ask what it is before you jump in and start snorting shit to a point.
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If that would if that would be Coke or Ketamine, he would be dying instantly with a fucking big smile on his face.
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Well, Coke, he'd be fine. I did mass lines of Coke, but but fucking Fentanyl or Ketamine or anything like that. I'd do mass lines of Coke, big fat. I do my line and finish my buddies because he is too big for him. Hey, dude. Depart. I cough, then give it to me, and I do my line and finish his up. And he said, then yours. I'm butt bugger. Oh, yeah. I used to do all that shit. But yeah. And and there's a moral of that story. Eventually, you gotta quit or you're gonna die. You can't just do No. Oh, you're good. It just happens slowly over time.
I'm still here. Yeah. But, eventually, either you're gonna quit or die. I've got friends that would quit, go back, quit, and then die. OD. Especially nowadays, because see, you get especially here, because we get stuff from Mexico, and they spike that shit with fentanyl now. Because fucking China's beating it to them where they set their scientists down, so now they make it in Mexico. So they're fucking killing everybody. Don't take much to kill them. Back in when I was doing, like, the meth, every once in a while, you get some meth with heroin in it. And instead of being up for 3 days, it fucking puts you to sleep and go, oh, fuck. Give this back to them fuckers and get some shit that's good.
The fuck. Oh, fuck. Sorry. We gave you the wrong batch. Yeah. I take it.
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Oh, shit. I mean but that's the biggest. When governments figure out that there's a new drug, they're gonna take down one of the, ingredients. You know, you you can't purchase the ingredients that good. So where I live, this is like the mecca of all ecstasy pills. Every rave that you are in Greek, in in in America, in Tokyo, in in in wherever the fuck you are in this world, when you're raving on some bills, it's probably Dutch made. Right. Yeah. But when they took out, like, ingredients from the stores, they're gonna figure out some other stuff, which gonna fuck you up. So in the early days when we were taking, pills and going to rave parties, that was fucking awesome, man. That was real ecstasy.
That was good stuff.
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Yeah. But you had fun. Well, I have a friend from Wells that used to do the same thing that you're talking about. They'd take X thing and go to the Rays and shit. He fucking loved it. I never really did it that much because I was, you know, working and married and shit. I'm gonna get fucked up, but I was always a functional fuck up.
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You know? Functional fuck up. That's a good one. Oh, I was, always telling myself that I was responsible enough to be fucked up. Although my my wife, my ex wife, she wasn't doing anything. No smoking, no drinking, no drugs, no nothing. And I always tell always told her like, no answers, no questions. And luckily, she didn't. And and, eventually, when she asked me, like, oh, are you on something? I said, yes. But I I scoop down, like, 90% of what I used. She threw me. Not not to not to piss her off too much or, not to make her, worried too much.
But, to be honest with you, like, it's I think, like like, a year ago, I I was doing more well, no. It's like 2018 when when it took 35 centimeters of my intestines. I went on when I started to do some some, okay, do you need to drink? No. Don't. Smoking, that was a bad thing, like cigars,
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smoking weed. I could still do that. You could still do that.
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Yeah. Why not? I mean
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it might well, why how much the herd intestine did you have removed, babe? How much it's in tested, did you have removed? So she had 8 inches of herd intestine removed too. So I kinda know which I don't know personally what you've been through, but I watched her go through it, and it wasn't pretty. No. So no. No. I don't I don't wanna do it. That's not like, hey, let me be next. No.
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No. So it's be like, no. What can I do to avoid that act? Oh, yes. I had 3 times. So I had 3 times in information and the perforation. When it came back The erticulitis
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and whatever the buck they wanna call it. Yeah. Yeah. Like that. Dumb saddlebag. A lot of people have it, but it can, once inflamed, it can kill you.
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25% is gonna die when they have it. Yeah. 25%. So I had it three times. So I, I I fucked up 75% of death, toll.
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Yeah. So my wife, she didn't wanna go to the doctor. I'm the one that took her to the hospital, and they fucking kept her for a fucking week.
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Yes. Yep. No. I'll be okay. I'll be okay. No. No. Fuck you. Let's go. We're going to the hospital. Oh, I love her already. Because I I had the same thing going, man. I had the same thing going. And when I wasn't in the hospital for that night for the first time, I I won't be here. And I got a crazy story, but I wasn't fucking So I was smoking and doing all this stuff. Right? So so the first night in in the hospital, and, when they when I came into the hospital, they they figured out that I had diverticulosum or whatever the fuck that word is. Diverticulitis.
Yeah. Diverticulitis. And they said, like, you can have I'm trying to learn English, dude. Don't worry about it. Right. So you can have 6 morphine shots every single day for your pain. But I thought, oh, that morphine is like again. Goquin morphine. Don't do that. But Yeah. The day after I went to the hospital, I woke up and I said, can I go outside? And they say, yeah. No. Props. So I took on my hoodie, made a cigarette of, strong, fucking tobacco, took my my staff, the the, you know, the, the, what what, what the fuck is it called? The staff that they with with some shit that they're gonna drip in your arms.
[01:04:19] Unknown:
For the IV? Yes.
[01:04:21] Unknown:
The IV? Took that one. And yes. So I was walking like a fucking zombie, outside. Right? And it took, like, a 15 minute, which is normally, like, a 2 minute walk, but I was fucked up. Right? So it was in February. It, stormed quite that day. So I was getting outside, have my IV with me, put on my hoodie, took the first drag of my cigarette, and then all of a sudden, the second of the IV flew away. And she's like, fuck. The hit of the cigarette came into my system just like, oh, I feel a little bit nauseous, a little bit dizzy. And then I took you know, I I I I took it like like a rope. I I get it. The IV then it's like it's on a balloon.
Exactly. But then 2 people came from the fucking parking lot to to visit somebody, probably. And they were coming around the corner, looked at me just like, holy shit. I took my IV sack, put it on back, my hoodie, and walked down the aisle again 15 minutes straight.
[01:05:37] Unknown:
When it came up, I asked, oh, I scared him. I thought you were some sort of wizard. I'll fuck the wizard.
[01:05:44] Unknown:
Not fast one,
[01:05:46] Unknown:
though. No. No. The wizard darn fast. Oh, man. Oh, no. No. Dank. Anyways, I never never see a fast wizard. They're usually like what you described. It's true. Yeah. So I'm like, oh, that's in the hoodie, and they're just like,
[01:06:01] Unknown:
ah, I wizard you, motherfucker. They don't fucking care because they can do magic because why should they run?
[01:06:08] Unknown:
They don't need to run.
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Fuck.
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Fuck. No. I stand there and face that shit. I wizard you motherfucker. He'll staff your ass.
[01:06:22] Unknown:
Bill, what are your plans for the future?
[01:06:25] Unknown:
The future? Dude, you know what? So always they're saying, like, set a goal. What's your goal? You're gonna have to have a goal. My goal is fucking wake up tomorrow. Basically. You know? I, I don't know. You know? I'm just gonna try to be as happy as I can be, try to get as healthy as I can be, try to hopefully enlighten people, hopefully educate some other fuckers, you know, through stuff like this here. Mhmm. Hopefully save some children through Alabaya.
[01:07:10] Unknown:
I see. You have a goal, man.
[01:07:12] Unknown:
Yeah. I never really had a goal in life. I was just always flew by the seat of my pants as fucking wife would always worry. I'm like, don't worry. It'll work out one way or the funny another. You know? Either would be on the street or we won't. And we never work. You know? Right. She'd always worked its way out. You know? It just one way or the other, it's just gonna happen. It's gonna either like I said, you know, either I'll be in jail for this one or not. Oh, why worry about it? DUI and the dumb shit, you know?
[01:07:40] Unknown:
And I love it when you, when I see a post of you on Instagram, Hardy, good morning motherfuckers. Look who woke up today. I hope you did too. Me, I love that shit. And once people gonna realize that magic happens. That's that that's it. If you, you know, when you're here, you're just like, okay, that's cool. But when you think about it, you woke up, I woke up. You can see it. I can see it, but that that's not something like that's normal. Right? It's something like we think it's normal with, if we go into the house, we're gonna open the tap, there's fresh water. We're gonna we're gonna hit the button and there's a light.
Tell it to people 50 or 60 years ago. You'll say, what?
[01:08:29] Unknown:
Tell that to my friend who went to sleep and then wake up. Right. We don't all wake up. Nope. You know? I know a lot of people that's you know, there's a lot of people that went to bed, and that was that was the last of it. They never woke up the next day. Right. Or they just fucking walk along, just fall over, and they're done. Not everybody wakes up.
[01:08:53] Unknown:
So that's why I say that. And and no matter how how good, how bad, however life is treating you, you're not gonna survive.
[01:09:05] Unknown:
No, we're here to die. We were born to die. That's the one thing in this world. And that's why a lot of people can't grasp space or any of that shit is because everything here has a beginning and it has an end. We're born. We die. We start a project. We finish a project. We start a book. We finish the book. You know? Whatever we're doing, there's there's always an end to it. Just like her life. Why are you gonna be afraid to live it? Were you afraid to die? What the fuck? You're gonna fucking die anyways. Who's gonna say it's not gonna be tomorrow because of some other idiot? At least let it be on your own terms. That's what I say. You know? Let's if I crash on my bike like I told my wife, you know, just know up to that last second, I was having a fucking blast. Grinning ear to fucking ear.
[01:09:52] Unknown:
Right.
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That's it. Look. It's all good.
[01:09:56] Unknown:
But what do you think, happens when when you die?
[01:09:59] Unknown:
Well, you know, my opinion? Yeah. From what I've seen through my life, I think that it all depends on the what we've done here in our our our life here at this time. He frozen on me again.
[01:10:22] Unknown:
Oh, shit. Maybe I need a coffee.
[01:10:24] Unknown:
Oh, yeah. And that no. You're good. You're good. Same with skunkle.
[01:10:30] Unknown:
No. You can't always reach it. Yo. Good.
[01:10:38] Unknown:
That's if you wanna get healthy and live out outlive that. Nope. Okay. Here's what I think happens. Alright? So I've seen Spirit before. She came down to me, and I come through the ceiling. He says, hey. You're coming with me. Right. So I thought at that time, I was gonna fucking die. There was a kid passed out on the couch. He literally walked up and said, what'd you say? I was like, I didn't fucking say anything, though. And then she was gone. You know? So I was like, she did, but she was gone. So literally, I was been dragged down the street, a motorcycle that, you know, coulda killed me. I've been shot at by several different people.
Barely missed. That could easily kill me. I got almost ran over by a truck. The mirror hit my arm, fucking not to go. Fucking spun me around. I mean, that could easily have took me out. When I was born, I fucking had the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck. And so the when they were gonna pull me out, they couldn't do that because I was gonna strangle me. So he literally had to push me back in. And, spin me around, see if we got the video yet.
[01:12:05] Unknown:
No. It's hanging again. Fuck. Why is it doing that? You're frozen, man.
[01:12:14] Unknown:
Yeah. You're back now. Yeah. So So so you gotta be yeah. So I have the umbilical cord around my head. They were gonna fucking it couldn't pull me out. They didn't do c sections in the sixties, obviously. So he had to push me back in, spin me around, which broke my arm, fucked up my hip, which I didn't know till later, almost killed my mom, and almost killed me. So I was lucky to be here just from the get go. You know what I mean? Wow. You you know, I fell through my first window when I was, like, 2 or 3. If I can just cut my ear and my neck and shit, stitches.
Fuck. Fuck. Hell. I had a temperature of a 106, which would kill your average individual. They put me in an ice bath, literally ice bath. This was in the late sixties, early seventies to kinda break the fever, which either, well, will either point in shock or killing. Fucking threw me in that motherfucker.
[01:13:20] Unknown:
And then people say, be careful, Phil. Drugs kill. Yeah. Exactly. Because my fucking life when I was sober.
[01:13:30] Unknown:
Exactly. Yeah. Fuck. That was just when I was fucking trying to get to where I could do the drugs. Wow. So, yeah, you think
[01:13:41] Unknown:
so you think you got a purpose in life then?
[01:13:44] Unknown:
It's gotta be. How do I meet Joel? I think this is our our my thing. It's gonna be. Yeah. You know? That was a divine what am I doing hanging out with Joel? Come on. Stop it. You weren't we're brothers. You know? We love each other to death. You know? It's like yeah. I'll do anything for him. He'd do whatever I need for me. He just called me. You know what I mean? Right. So Sue's the one that got that going by seeing his viral interview he did. Gone out all he went for being a pedophiles and shit because that's what I was doing. Gone Biden pedophile. He'd fuck all these pedophile, fucking shit everywhere. And so when he when I seen that, I'm like, I've started following him. And then it was just a coincidence. He didn't go on Instagram very often. Just by chance, I'm looking at my fucking phone because I don't ever have my alerts on.
You know, I'm looking at my phone. Joel goes live. I'm like, See if Joel's doing then he's live. I go, I wanna feel bring me in because I'm not shy, obviously. So I you know? And sure as shady brought me in, we chatted, and I'm like, you know what? I'm gonna bring you some good fucking weed. I'm gonna show up at your place. You watch. He's like, yeah. Okay. Sure. Alright. And so I do what I say. So I showed up with some fucking good weed. We've been fucking good friends every fucking sense. Max. Look at Max. How am I with her hanging out with her?
You know what I mean? Right. I'm the oddball out. These guys are professional fucking athletes, and yet here comes skunkle Phil fucking burning 1 fucking going, what up, motherfuckers? You know what I mean? How did that work? So you can't tell me if there's some sort of something divine about that. You know what I mean? There was a mission in life right there. We're on a mission to save kids. Hopefully, you know, that mission will be seen through and continue to be seen, you know, and and done. I don't care about, like like, people say, what are you doing for the money? I give them I didn't set like, they go save with skunkle if you wanna get some elevator, check out the product. You can go save with skunkle. That'll take you to it, and you get a discount on product. I didn't set that up. Joel did that for me.
Right. I, you know, I didn't give a shit. Just just do it to help yourself. Like, for you, do it to help yourself. Now that you're helping yourself, you also get to save children.
[01:16:15] Unknown:
Yes. But basically, he save save, mankind because this is not like a product like, okay, I can make money, you can make money. No. This is a proven,
[01:16:27] Unknown:
proven method. No. The Yeah. I don't care about Provening grid off somebody else. I don't even care. Buy it off of Joel or buy it off of them. Don't buy it for mythically. Just do it for yourself. Do it yourself. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I could even give a shit. That's what I tell everybody. Don't fucking buy it off me. I don't give a fuck about any money. Just help yourself. It's made me feel amazing. It's the reason I can do what I'm doing now. Right. Like I said, I'd never be riding this bike doing for that. You know? Well, probably like you didn't talk to each other on, on, on, on, on Zoom right now. If you were doing the stuff that you were doing, like 1, 2 years ago. No. See, I was on Zoloft 2 years ago too, so I quit. I was gonna go there as well. So when you quit drugs, you don't just all of a sudden you're fine.
Nope. You know? There's a whole fucking learning curve there, especially when you were off and on as long as I've been my whole life. I don't even know the straight me. You know what I mean? Now you get teared up. But fucking, yeah. So I was on Zoloft for the longest time, which affected me. Bad. That's a drug too. The doctor says, oh, you can do that as long as you as long as you're alive. And I'm like, I don't fucking think so. And then to find out to get off of that, it was almost as bad as getting off every other fucking thing else. He said it wasn't addicting. Bullshit. I was on it for, like, 6 years. It was hell getting off.
So thanks to Joel. He helped me. He guided me. I talked to him. He's my mentor. I could talk to him. He'd get me through some difficult times. And that was a surprising product of Alave was balance. See, I had anger issues. I don't wanna shoot a motherfucker. I literally pull my gun out. Everybody looks at me all as strong, feels cool, and I am. But you push my button wrong, I'll fucking shoot you. Right. Right. See, I'd rather whoop your ass, and then we can talk about it later. But people nowadays wanna pull out a gun. You know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I'd rather I'd get a I get too tired to whip I'd act rather just get my ass whipped. And then we talk about it because I'd wear out, and then I'd just get my ass whipped. So and I know that. But balance has helped me with that. It was been a a pleasant surprise. I figured I would just try it.
It was did good for the ladies. I heard getting their hormones right and shit like that. So I was like, fuck it, Sue. Why don't you start getting that for me? So she did. And within a month, I noticed I was a lot calmer, and I'm getting a lot lot better. Now my road rage is a whole lot better. I can let people go. You know? Fuck them. It's helped a lot. So if you have that problem, I would suggest trying that product as well because it's literally gonna be the one that saved my life as well mentally. So I don't wanna pull my gun out on people anymore.
I don't fucking really, you know, wanna go get my ass whipped anymore. Right. You know, I'm You know, I'm a lot, I'm a lot better of a human actually. And I don't wake up just crying for no reason. You know what I mean? Like I used to when I was on the Zoloft, just break down, you know, just don't even know why.
[01:19:38] Unknown:
You know? Just think, don't you think that, we live nowadays in a society that it's so fucked up that so many people deal with trauma and need something to get off on? And maybe you call it addiction, maybe not, but but everyone needs something to, basically get through life. Yeah. But it could be everything. Right? It could be if you're reading too much books, that's an addiction too. If you do too much meditating, that's too much shit too. If you pretend to be like, oh, I only drink tea because I don't like alcohol and stuff like that. I'm I'm tea has some tea in it, which is also a good tip. So and Gambling.
Addiction. Everything. Dude, dude, I I think I I made a as it was a a soda one. I think everyone is addicted to something.
[01:20:31] Unknown:
Everyone. Yes.
[01:20:33] Unknown:
Even the ones that you have that scream the hardest from the top, like, oh, I'm not addicted. You're fucking addicted. 100%.
[01:20:40] Unknown:
100%. You look around, you're addicted to something. You're eating too much. You like you said, you're eating too much. You fucking spend too much time online. You're fucking doing something too fucking much. We all are addicted to something. I have a hard time with sugar. I mean, I've quit the sodas. I don't drink alcohol anymore. I've cut down a whole bunch of my sugar use, but I haven't cut it completely out. I fucking love this stuff. You know what I mean? It's it's less of a drug than anything else I've done. So, you know, if I wanna go, well, sugar's gonna do look at what I've done. Really? Sugar's gonna be a fuck you. You know? That's why I tell my grandma to quit eating eggs. She ate eggs her whole life, and doctor said, do you need to quit eating eggs? She's like, go fuck yourself. Been eating eggs and baking my whole fucking life. I need stuff. And now she lived to be 98.
You know? He told her that when she's 80 something. She's like, yeah. Just fuck off.
[01:21:30] Unknown:
I think I got them. Some one of the most wow products that you can that you can purchase and have.
[01:21:38] Unknown:
Yeah. They're trying to get through the Queen income and shit. And she's like, no, I know better than that. Shut up.
[01:21:44] Unknown:
I I think it's also with the with the, the intention and about your mindset. So if you if you smoke like we smoke and drink or whatever the fuck that we do, and you feel bad about it. So your mind is gonna gonna gonna, you know, oh, shit. I've been drinking again. Oh, shit. I've been smoking again or whatever the fuck. Once you got that in your system, it's gonna fuck you up. But if you think, like, okay. I can it it's perfectly fine to smoke joint, to drink some beer, whatever the fuck you're gonna do. I'm perfectly fine. I can, you know, I can do the stuff that I do, then it's gonna be you you can turn 100. No problem.
[01:22:22] Unknown:
Absolutely. Why why let that be a detriment in your life when you can just worry about something else and focus on moving forward and try to make yourself a little better. So what if I smoke weed? If I need to go some place where I don't smoke weed, I don't smoke weed. It's not a big fucking deal. Right. I wanna go to my with my wife someplace. We went to my grandson's wedding here a month or so ago. My I didn't smoke weed. Didn't bring any weed. Didn't smoke none there. Didn't smoke none bad. I didn't need to. You know what I mean? I didn't wanna smell like weed. I was out of respect for him. You know what I mean? You know, there's a lot of people there that couldn't go buy without drinking. They had to go to the doctor's vehicle and slam a beer and shit and go back. You know? Oh, fuck. I didn't have to I didn't have to do that. I didn't have to you know, I was stayed there the whole time. I didn't smell like weed. I was good.
[01:23:03] Unknown:
So, you know? It's really strange that the the the most destructive drugs, like alcohol, nicotine, and caffeine, just 3 of them called in whatever. So so you go to work, it's normally to have, like, a secret break or you have a cafe some coffee. Or, at Fridays, you're gonna have, like, all only one drink with the colleagues, you know. That's all all totally normal. And don't talk about the sugar yet. But only with these threes. The these three thing are gonna is gonna fuck you up so hard with your condition, with your health, and stuff like that. And then if you go to the grocery store, you're gonna take the stuff that they gonna produce for you because you're too fucking lazy to cook with all the salt and the sugar. Oh, man. That's like, that's like a death cocktail right there.
[01:23:55] Unknown:
Yes. I can tell you prime example of that. They had some friends come over here, and we helped them out to get their property off grid so they needed to get it set up. So we let them stay here for a year. K? My friend's always been heavy. He used to drive a truck. He was, like, 400 and some pounds. So he lost a lot of yeah. He lost a whole lot of weight when he came here. But then the time he was here for a year, eating what my wife cooks, he lost a lot of weight. He started weight started coming off. He thought he was sick. He's like, wow. I'm losing more weight. I'm not doing nothing. You know, I'm just losing weight. And then he moves over there where he lives now with his wife's cooking.
Because her idea is cooking is to go buy a casserole and a pan and throw it in the oven. He's put on all that weight and then some. So it's our diets that kill us, and they that's a plan to get us on prescriptions. Now here's the sad thing too. I tried to get him on the Alovea, and he couldn't remember to take it. Limitless. Couldn't remember to take it. Couldn't remember to take it. His wife's the one that said it didn't work, for her, you know, but she I I know it did because I could tell the difference when she was taking what she didn't. She just was expecting a miracle thing. You know what I mean? But couldn't remember to take couldn't remember to take it. Doctor gave him some prescriptions. He was on top of it every fucking day, every other hour. Hour he was supposed to take. He can remember to take those.
You know? But he couldn't remember to take something that was actually gonna be good for him. It's their mindset. It's the conditioning that they've done to us. Do you know what I mean? Oh, yes. Even the older people, you know, that's what they think. Prescription, prescript. I don't take any prescription drugs. If I listen to my doctors, I'd be on at least 5.
[01:25:36] Unknown:
Or that's what I wanted to ask you. How many that that's what I wanted to ask you. How many prescription did you have before you went on the Alovea? Because that that was a lot. We talked about it in our first podcast.
[01:25:48] Unknown:
Zoloft, and then they wanted me on cholesterol. And how they put me on heart medication from prior to that. So I would have been 3. What else did they have me on? Did they have me on blood shit for a little bit too? Some blood shit? I'm gonna. Yeah. So, like, 4 prescriptions that I really didn't fucking need. Probably. I gotta go get some blood work now, so I'm gonna, soon as I get fucking fast and go drive for fucking an hour to go get the blood work done so I can compare it to where it was, like, 2 years ago so I can see the difference.
[01:26:28] Unknown:
Wow. And and so probably 80% of all the names had been in the drugs that you had to take, like the real drugs, the the the bad shit, the medication. Oh, I'm sorry. Medication. You can't pronounce. Is in Yeah. These are scrabble words with the most hits.
[01:26:48] Unknown:
I don't know what none of them. They just wanted to say Zoloft.
[01:26:52] Unknown:
I could even spell that one, I think. Yeah. But but but they make it for dummies also, like, and and and Zoloft. It it's it's for easy you know, it sounds fancy.
[01:27:02] Unknown:
Dude, I'm gonna do a video because they got these commercials that show that come on the air. It's about this nasal spray, about this untreatable depression, and and try this stuff. And then they go on with the side effects. Holy fuck. That whole commercial's almost none but subs. I was like, Jesus Christ. Why would you even want why would they even give that to people? Disconnection, the time, just for you, just fucking all kinds of crazy shit. Suicide tendencies. I was like, what? Heart problems. And I've just went on and on. I'm like, yeah. Let me run out and do some of that. Just so as you can be yourself again, they say. Like,
[01:27:46] Unknown:
you That's the craziest part when you have the the real, when you trust the the medicine nowadays, you go to a doctor. I think it it was different, like, 30 years ago or 40 years ago. But nowadays, when you go to the doctor, the first thing he asks you is, like, what do you think that it that you got? And then when you have something like, oh, maybe in this and that direction, they're gonna search the Internet, the same Google as you do. And then, yeah, it could be possibly this. So we're going to describe you that. No, I wouldn't know. I wouldn't and therefore, I went to Germany for my intestines. I wouldn't know what what is the basis? What happened to me?
And, what what the fuck ever. You know, this this end conclusion that I have diverticulosis or the diverticulosis, what the fuck ever. I wanted to know what happens.
[01:28:43] Unknown:
Yeah. I forgot. I'll say it now, but, you know, that will work. I hate that. The the safe thing is when, Thick.
[01:28:51] Unknown:
Yes. Yes. Yes. But but when my, wife back at the time asked me, like, you know what you got? And I said, I I don't I can't pronounce it. You know, whatever the fuck. She said, no. Please take a look at it because I looked at it on the Internet, and it's really like something not to make fun about. But I made so much fun. I had, you know, the selfie camera was the first thing I used in the in the bed. So it was a bad Elfie, not a selfie, but a bad Elfie. With the IV, it was like a lvie, l lvie. And I was making LV, not lvie. Going to the elevator and allivavey, you know, all that stuff. I was laughing my ass off, and it hurt it because when you laugh with your stomach pain.
[01:29:42] Unknown:
You heard it? That just That hurt like shit.
[01:29:47] Unknown:
That's some Fuck. That was the first time I was also That was so okay. I'm gonna put it here on air. I'm gonna tell it to the people. As well. So when I was in the hospital for the first time, there was my wife looking at me lying there in the photo in the photos in the photos position. And it was a fetus. Yeah. Fetus. Like, exactly. That's There was this, gorgeous doctor, which was a woman together with her assistant, which I was alone too. So I had to be on not on my back, but on my side. And I looked at my wife directly in her eyes. And then the doctor said, we're gonna, in investigate, investigate you, from the back? I said, okay. I said, probably, I I would do it normally with a romantic dinner and stuff like that as some nope.
So Well, I'd say that she laughed a little bit, but then she fucking did that thing in my ass to to make sure if everything is going okay. So I was looking at my wife. My my wife was just, like, looking at, like, oh my god, Rob. There you are lying on the table with your romantic fantasy, and now you're gonna take it up in your fucking ass. The funny thing is when I was looking ups ups upstairs, I saw the other girl, the the the the, the assistant looking down at me just like, okay. Hello there. And I was looking at the doctor, and there were 3 girls. Fuck. 3 women looking at me just like,
[01:31:28] Unknown:
mhmm. Yeah. Just boy. Where'd the trap on go? Let's fake this motherfucker. Oh, wait. Oh, we're talking about the hospital still. Right? Because you went off into where it could have been some sort of, like, a movie going Yes. Oh, man. I had it. There were also severe. There's a sudden there. Well, I bet your eyes got real big real quick when they went in there. Oh, sweetie pie. This is not what I envisioned. This is not this hot rock massage I wanted when I first came here.
[01:32:04] Unknown:
No happy ending. You're only happy in the guy I got. Was that No. It's around? At the end of At that time, the only happy ending was that they they told me, like, you're gonna have 6 to 7 morphine injections per day for your pain. So I knew then just like
[01:32:20] Unknown:
That was the only exactly they got? They didn't want your middle name or anything?
[01:32:24] Unknown:
But Right. Heck, give a shit. I didn't knew the her name either. I think it I asked her that, like, before you're gonna answer my ass, what's your fucking name? You know? I wouldn't have you know? Come on. Have some have some have some fucking
[01:32:37] Unknown:
I had a doctor do that to me once too. I didn't know whether to kiss him or have a cigarette. I was like, what? This is weird. What the fuck? I was wanting to get my hug. It was crazy.
[01:32:49] Unknown:
Right.
[01:32:50] Unknown:
Oh, man. Now we're more than friends now, buddy. You have to do that to check for those problems anymore. This is the whole thing.
[01:33:00] Unknown:
She figured it out there. It's funny when you talk about it and you can laugh about it, but at the moment itself, it's just like, oh, shit.
[01:33:09] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. No. It's like I said, I see my wife go through that, and that's something I would wanna go through. You know? I I didn't realize corpal tunnel could be so bad because everybody has corpal tunnel.
[01:33:25] Unknown:
Right. So you ever hear about that one? Yeah. Yeah. It's it's like the the the the Your wrist thing. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. From
[01:33:32] Unknown:
I used to have to work with my wrist, open up amplifiers and shit because I did cable TV, and I was always splicing and always work my hand, climbing telephone poles, and pulling cable, pushing cable, doing all that shit. And then one day, my hand went to sleep. Woke up. My hand was asleep. And then it was stayed asleep all day. And then the next day and then about a week later, I figured I'd go have a look at it because it was just numb the whole time. And, so I went to have the carpal tunnel test done. Doctor did it. He's like, bro, your hand's just off the fucking chart bad.
Then, I'm like, oh, okay. Yeah. No wonder it's fucking numb. Right. Because we have to operate on it. He says, let's do your left hand. I said, my left hand's fine. He goes, well, let's check it. And he goes, that fucking thing is terrible too. You're gonna have to have them both done. Now the few years prior, my wife had corpal tunnel. K? Oh, shit. Now I didn't really realize how bad it was because a lot of people had it, and I just really didn't give her the sympathy I felt that she probably deserved at the time. I literally apologized to her to her. I had no idea how much pain you were in at that time because yeah. Because that shit, I didn't realize how bad it fucking can hurt. It was terrible.
[01:34:58] Unknown:
Oh, dude. My mom, she she woke up one day, like not not that long ago, like 2 months ago, on one ear deaf. I'm deaf on both ears. So I got hearing aids to because otherwise I can't hear anything. And I had to the the fucking intestine thing. Can't pronounce the fucking word. But she had that too. So I said, are you doing now the stuff that that that you said to me? Like, oh, you get over it and stuff like that. Dude, you got one second because someone is is on a door because it's a cantina. And I locked myself in, but I have to tell the guys from Romania that he can't enter it because I'm in the podcast. Is that okay? Is that the gate take a second?
Absolutely. Okay. Okay. I'll be back in a second. Yeah. I'll entertain everybody.
[01:35:48] Unknown:
Was this too long yet? That's always entertaining. Okay. Maybe not so much. Maybe more for me than than yours. With that. Did you get it? Yep.
[01:36:23] Unknown:
That's all. Only, like, 20 minutes or something like that, then it's gonna be okay. Yeah. Did they, legal? Helping that I work for it is a it's a transport, so, big trucks and stuff like that. But you have some real cool stuff here. So you can wash yourself. You can do your laundry, coffee, container, so you can make your own dinner. You can hang around. There's a TV. Well, normally back here in the in normal lights, there's a TV with, like, 1,000 channels. Well, you see the 1st channel, and you and you you you, watch all the channels, I think one day passes by. So many channels of bullshit.
[01:37:02] Unknown:
Oh, wow. That's cool. So the drivers, after they're driving, they come in there and rest and get cleaned up and take a little break and
[01:37:10] Unknown:
yada yada. That that's pretty fun. Cool. Yeah. A lot of them are like, 1 or 2 strongs, from home. Some of them more, like, 4 weeks. So they drive, drive, drive, drive, drive, drive, drive, drive. That's and and you're gonna do, like so I'm I'm, like, a fan driver, so I don't have the the the big driver license. I don't want to do that because you you're gonna stow away penalties and stuff like that. Yeah. Then you're gonna be gone for a long time. Yeah. Yeah. But you gotta do stupid stuff also. You know? I like to drive fast. Well, with the van, I'm I'm I'm responsible driving fast, like, the the normal what's what's allowed on speed. But, it's easy peasy, you know, with 2 pallets or 2 2 whatever the fuck, and you're gonna drive from a to b. But when you got to do this stupid stuff. Oh, man.
It's it's hard work, man. And then you have to, you know, you have your driving time. So your clock says you the taco is going to tell you, like, now you're going to take a break. I'm, yes, take a break when I'm driving and I'm feel tired. Then I'm gonna take a break. But they can't. They they got a digital vocabuses for me, then motherfucker. That's the problem. And then the stupid thing tells you, like, now you gotta go to sleep. What?
[01:38:29] Unknown:
I'm driving No. I can't sleep now, motherfucker. I just took a line, bitch. Shut up.
[01:38:36] Unknown:
Do you know Ephedra? What's that? Ephedra? Ephedrina? Is it is it called it was back in the days, like, what, what, 20, 25 years ago? It was like, a natural ecstasy. You can you could purchase them here for for a bottle of 500. And we took them with coffee, like 2 or 3 of them.
[01:38:59] Unknown:
Really?
[01:39:00] Unknown:
Yeah. You were just like awake for, well, quite some time. And when you when you felt like, okay, I need a little bit more, then you start to see things.
[01:39:12] Unknown:
Yeah. Yeah. No. Fuck that. So you know what the great thing about the Elevate product is that I take I've been taking it. Uh-huh. Is that, see, I still have insomnia a lot. I don't sleep real well. I sleep 4, 3, 6. 6 hours is a really good night sleep for me. So but that's been going on for many years since I quit doing the drugs. Mhmm. But I noticed now these past 2 years that I function a lot better with a lot less sleep. So before when I was getting the last sleep, I was always tired dragging my feet, going, fuck. You know? I'm tired. I didn't sleep well last night. Now I can sleep 4 hours, then then fuck. I'm fine. Let's go out and do something about whatever the fuck. You know? Wow. I don't. Yeah. I could stay up for 24 hours. The fuel that they have, that's a high I I would get if I was you, if you can, get the fuel on the core.
Mix those 2 together. They're delicious. Mhmm. And not only will they get you going for the day, they're gonna be beneficial for your gut. And then back to the doctors before I forget about it, how many doctors do you go to, and they go, what's your diet? None. Is that? Yeah. Exactly. Now what's most of our problems?
[01:40:26] Unknown:
A diet. What what we eat.
[01:40:28] Unknown:
A 100%. So this stuff here will help you get away with eating more garbage, but still getting better. So I'm I've leaned myself off. I'm trying to get off the sweets. I don't need as much I don't go to the fast foods very little. I still go once in a while. I'm not gonna lie. But I try not to you know, the wife tries to cook better. And, you know, in that, I've lost probably almost £30, and that's I haven't really even fucking tried that hard. Do you know what I mean? I just don't eat much sugar, and I don't need to eat as much either. I used to whenever I didn't eat, like, if I I had to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner. If I did, I'd get sugar by the fall out. You know what I mean?
Yeah. I needed to eat something. But now I just eat breakfast and dinner, maybe a snack for lunch, and I'm fine. I feel great. I don't I don't need the I could go without eating a lot longer and not fall out and be where I have to eat now all of a sudden. You know what I mean? I don't feel bloated anymore since more than,
[01:41:35] Unknown:
What's that? Like 4 or 5, 6. 6 to 7 years when I start to doing stuff on my diet. Like, I love to eat nuts, Celtic sea salt, filtered water. If I eat vegetables, it's going to be broccoli or spinach. That's it. Grass fed beef. So good beef and good chicken. I think that's basically it. And I don't know what's it called in America. It's like spaghetti, but not with the with the with the whole grain wheat. It's like the the old wheat. It's called spelt here in the Netherlands. I don't know what the word is. Is that pasta? Is that what you're talking about? Yeah. K. Yeah. Even avocado, you know, stuff like that. I normally do not eat any, fruits.
[01:42:24] Unknown:
No. Oh, you don't eat fruit?
[01:42:26] Unknown:
No. Normally, I don't. But when I went to, to the, to Peru, oh, man, fruit all the fucking time. But it was like pure few fruit or,
[01:42:36] Unknown:
rice. Good. If it's real fruit, it's good. 100%. 100%. No. It's got seeds and it's real shit. It's good. You know? Yeah. But now I eat with the
[01:42:46] Unknown:
with, like like, bananas or apples, and I eat the whole fucking apple. I only have the the little the the little what's it called? The pin of the apple? The core. The I eat everything, man. That good? I don't eat the apple like normally you you take it with the with the with the with the 2 ditches. You take them Yeah. And then you eat it. I don't do that. I turn around, so I gonna eat the the the little thing, the little green thing on on on Oh, you eat the corn instead of all that first Yep. With with the apple? Yes. That's a fucking apple. What? So you can eat it. Well, that just shows what a weirdo you are.
[01:43:24] Unknown:
I'm kidding. I'm kidding, Rob.
[01:43:27] Unknown:
Oh, nice to meet you too, man. Love you. You you know, did that was the strawberry stew? You got the green little top? Yeah. I saw a girl, 9 years old, popping that in her mouth. I said, what the fuck are you doing? And she said, you can eat that. It's vitamin c. I said, what? So I looked it up on Google.
[01:43:49] Unknown:
She was right, wasn't she? Yes. Smart ass kids nowadays. Some of them yeah.
[01:43:56] Unknown:
When she's gonna use it for for a benefit of, of of of education, like the Internet, it's it's the best library you can get to to educate yourself.
[01:44:06] Unknown:
Okay. So let's go back to this one deal we we we stopped on because I think you froze. So that little girl was wise beyond her years. Now how did that happen? Okay. See, I say, depending on what we do here on this planet, we either come back or we move on to another dimension. Depends on how our souls are. Right. You know? Because I had the spirit come down and says, hey. You're coming with me. She's protected me so far. So I've worked her to fucking death almost. So when I go, you know, I just wore that bitch out. But that's what I truly believe. There's no gonna be a god come down to save us. If we're all spirit energy.
If if we've done the right things while we're here in this realm, then we'll move on. If not, we get a repeat. We're gonna be reincarnated, and maybe we'll be that kid that's wise beyond their ear years. You know what I mean? So that's, you know, that's that's what I believe because that also you're gonna have somebody that's, because I've seen it more than once. A little kid that's like, wow. You're more talented than what you need to be, and you're smarter than what adults I fucking know. You know what I mean? So, you know, there's only one way that can happen. That's with an old spirit.
In my I love that philosophy, in my opinion.
[01:45:28] Unknown:
I love the philosophy. And it it brings me also to to and it's good that you took it back because I'm skipping brands like squirrel when I'm talking in the conversation. Of course, you figured that out very soon, didn't you? But the thing is and and and that that's a good thing is, maybe you got the same feeling as I did. I I I used to to do a lot of things in life that didn't make any sense. And all of a sudden I got this wake up, shake up. You know, for me, it was my intestines, like in 2018. You had that with with, Joel Baumann, like, King of Thrones.
[01:46:10] Unknown:
Yeah. Will they come together? And then like you said, with the Joe Baumann, that Yeah. Opened me in my eyes.
[01:46:17] Unknown:
Well, I think that's the purpose. Because when you see how many times that you dodged that, realize that there's a bigger purpose for you to spread the word, to do these things that you do for the children, but not only for the children, but also for humanity, right? To have a good decent diet, to take care of yourself, no matter how much you fucked up. I think we're both good examples of that. And even if you listen to the stories of Max and of Joel. Joe? I mean, fuck, man. It's it's not like, okay. We're having a a golden path with diamonds, and then all of a sudden, after caviar and champagne, we're here to talk to something. No. No. No. This is like hardcore
[01:47:07] Unknown:
fucking shit. They both went through it. They both Max went through it. She was not a healthy girl, and she had lots of problems that she had to battle. And Fuck. She went to podcast if you interested in that. The fellow human, if you're listening to this. Yeah. But, yes, we've also got them.
[01:47:24] Unknown:
And and Yes. Everyone has a has a has a story to tell and a struggle, and and a struggle at this time. Everyone struggles at this time, no matter what. Military church. For sure. No matter you mean, you look at somebody and you think, oh, they got so made and yada yada yada. But
[01:47:40] Unknown:
you ain't you know, you don't you don't know. You know, look at let's say Robin Williams, for example. You know Robin Williams. Right? The comedian, the actor, had to make 1,000,000 of dollars. Get this happy. He'd go lucky, killed himself for whatever reason.
[01:47:54] Unknown:
Right.
[01:47:55] Unknown:
Obviously not that happy. But, you know, money didn't buy him all that happiness.
[01:48:03] Unknown:
Well, it didn't buy the happiness. Right? You know? You find happiness. You
[01:48:08] Unknown:
you find happiness wherever you find it. You know, you know, if if money makes you happy, you know, that's it is what it is. That's kind of sad because I've never been driven by money. I've been driven more by weed than money. I've never been out of weed. If I had to put as much energy in to get in this here, I'd be a butt fucking bazillionaire.
[01:48:26] Unknown:
And it's green too, like the dollar.
[01:48:29] Unknown:
It's green like the dollar, but I fucked the dollar. The dollar's man made bullshit. I'm into God made fucking
[01:48:36] Unknown:
good shit. Oh, fuck. Fuck.
[01:48:39] Unknown:
Yeah. You know? Yeah. I've always been that way. I've never chased the dollar, really. I made good money when I worked. I got paid piece work. You know? But when I made good money, I didn't just keep going. I got more money, more money. I'm like, I'm going golf, and I'm gonna go get iron f and fun. Right. Because this life this life is we don't know when it's gonna end. So I'm just gonna go enjoy this shit every chance I fucking get. So that's what I did. You know? I still had to stick around, but I I wouldn't play every chance I fucking got. Still do.
So I got the You know what? You you can see that in your eyes. You can see that in your attitude.
[01:49:13] Unknown:
You can see that in the stuff that you're telling to the world. You can see that basically on everything that, that you're having fun. Although a lot of people do not know the struggle that you had to get there. You know? It's the same with with the with the millionaires. We look at, oh, yeah. Yeah. Well, he has a lot of money. Well, what what did you do to get that? There there are not that much
[01:49:35] Unknown:
much people waking up and have a fucking fortune on their their fucking ass. Or I could Don't look at the ones look at the ones that are born into it, and look at the ones that earned it. Mhmm. Different The ones that earned it are typically the ones that are having fun. One hard So ones that are born into it, take it for granted. They they ain't they ain't gonna spoil a little fucking brat. You know? They'd expect it. You know? They're the ones that can never be satisfied. I gotta have this. I gotta have this. I gotta have this. I'm never gonna be they're never fucking happy. You know what I mean? The ones that earned that shit, they're the ones out having the fun. Oh, I got the boat. I got the house. I got the cars. I'm out having a blast. I'm fucking doing things.
Not doing the drugs, not doing the things that kill me. I'm not doing the things that heal me. You know? Right. So Kent, there's nothing with you. You can't take none of that shit with you, dude. Not a fucking lick of it. That's why I just fucking I just live for now, dude. I don't have no big savings account shit. When I die, my kids are fucked, but I had a good time. Right.
[01:50:38] Unknown:
Right? But but the network that you have and the things that you do, that's something like that. That's real treasury. Right?
[01:50:46] Unknown:
Yeah. And I train my kids. I taught my kids. I raised my kids to learn to take care of yourself. You you know? Because that's all you got. You know? You need to fucking go out. And if you want something, you work hard, you do it, and you get it. You know? That's how you gotta get it. My son, he's a fucking regional fucking manager for the electrical department and fucking this big company that does shit for the army, air force, for the military, and Google and all this shit. He's way the fuck up there. And he was no he was no different than me fucking 10 years ago, 20 years ago.
He was this fucking same. He he went on he didn't go as hard as I did, but he followed that path a little bit. Mhmm. My daughter never did. She works for a big company. She's got a great retirement coming up and shit. You know what I mean? They don't need nothing from me. Right. So you can't take it with you. So, yeah, enjoy it while you fucking can. Because so many people save and save and save. I I know a guy who worked for the cable company. 50 fucking 5 years was gonna retire in 2 years, pulled a ladder off his truck, died right there on the fucking strip pot in the street. Sunk dick.
Worked his whole life to retire. Couldn't wait to get retired. Now I've fucking got 2 years left.
[01:52:06] Unknown:
Fucking died. Shit. That that's a
[01:52:10] Unknown:
nightmare. Yeah. That's why I never did that. I don't have a retirement. If I die, fuck, I'm dead. You know? If I don't, then I'll just figure it out as I go along.
[01:52:19] Unknown:
I figured out I can die right now because I got too much stuff in houses that I even don't enter. Don't have a fucking key for.
[01:52:28] Unknown:
Boy, I got a lot of shit too, but somebody gets to go through it and then fucking sell it. Whatever. I don't get fucked. You know? Well, you got it. It was what I said. You got a one place left for you. What's that? You got it in one place, all your stuff. Yeah. At least I got it in one place too. You got a lot of people. It's got a lot of stuff everywhere. But, hey. That's okay.
[01:52:47] Unknown:
I'll I make a treasury card, something like like a map. You know, treasury hunt what? Where uncle Rob is gonna die, That they that that my nephew and niece will will have a map to to to conquer more of my stupid stuff.
[01:53:04] Unknown:
Yeah. Your time capsules. This is over here. This is over here. This is over here. Good luck.
[01:53:09] Unknown:
Oh. Have fun with it. Nice that you mentioned it because I think it is because I was going through so much stuff like my old school books and stuff like that. I I threw a lot of that stuff away because what you're gonna do, you're gonna you're gonna get it in your hands. Look at it. In 20 years, you're gonna look in in your hands. You're gonna look at it, and it's a lot of stuff is stupid stuff, and we buy a lot of stupid stuff. I mean, the whole fucking world is made of a lot of stupid stuff that we don't need.
[01:53:40] Unknown:
It's a whole fucking niche. We don't need, but, you know, if it brings a smile to your face, fuck it. If you got the means, fuck it. You ain't gonna fucking you only live once. This is gonna throw a smile on your face and fucking grab it. If you can't afford it and they fucking come and take it from you, fuck it. You had it for a minute.
[01:53:59] Unknown:
It's true.
[01:54:01] Unknown:
That's you know? What the fuck? You know? So so be it. You know? I got you know? We're we're trying to downsize and shit right now because we, you know, kind of overwork ourselves a little bit, but, hey, it's what you do sometimes.
[01:54:13] Unknown:
Oh, dude. But the the best thing to do is to make a nice fire and to do so when you have some stuff that that's, allowed to burn to burn the shit up, it feels so good. There's nothing left.
[01:54:29] Unknown:
You know? There's a lot to be said for that, my friend. A lot to be said for that. Heard your stuff. This is a release. You know? And I've done that when we came up here. I need to do that again. So bongs to that fucking shit. Bongs to that, man.
[01:54:50] Unknown:
Dude, and I still have your t shirt that I designed in my shop.
[01:54:57] Unknown:
You haven't sent me one.
[01:54:58] Unknown:
No, that's true. I'm gonna send you one. That's true. If you'd send me one, I'd wear 1,
[01:55:03] Unknown:
motherfucker.
[01:55:06] Unknown:
We gonna we gonna do that after the show. Is that gonna be your your address? Dude. I'm gonna I'm I'm I'm I don't know how to make that work because, I know that, Ben from, Unchained Brain, I had I did a podcast with him and and I was a guest at his show, on Saturday, so last Saturday. And he's sending me his book, a copy of his book, but the fucking post office send it back. So don't ring your fucking door like, hey, there's a book for you. No, they're gonna send it back with the fucking plane because all of the green deal and all that stuff. They're going to send it back to America. He paid $50 to get it transported to here.
And now I know that Max wants to provide Yoast with some stuff. So the vampire guy, I don't know if you see the show. It's a friend of mine, Yoast. Shout out to Yoast. Shout out to all the guys from gods on the spectrum. Yes. But, the the the the, the taxes are so immense to ship something to America or back. It's like, what the fuck?
[01:56:18] Unknown:
Well, fuck. That sucks. I can send you some weed. Oh, dude.
[01:56:23] Unknown:
I don't know. Maybe we will be, like, pinpointed down by some guys with black glasses and black suits.
[01:56:32] Unknown:
I'll give them some too.
[01:56:35] Unknown:
But I know for sure that if you purchase it, and we're gonna arrange something to do that. If you if you purchase it, they're gonna make it in America so that you don't have to pay the taxes.
[01:56:48] Unknown:
I'm gonna figure out how to do that. I'm gonna fuck with you. We're not I don't care. I'll figure that out, dude. I'll get one. I'll support you. You're I'll support you, Rob. You're fucking hell. I was a good dude. Thank you, man. Yeah. I had a blast again with you.
[01:57:01] Unknown:
I have a blast again with you and and shout out to you. What what's what did, we're gonna round it up. It's 2020202. So that's one of my angels number that always pops up in, once a day. So I got 4 times 0, 4 times 1 or 4 times 2 or 222.
[01:57:20] Unknown:
Nice. What's up? Say with skunkle. If you wanna get, check out the Alovea product. And Alovea, it's a l o v e a. Love is in the center of everything they do, and it's the reason they do what they do. So bada bing, motherfucker.
[01:57:41] Unknown:
Oh, man. I love talking to you, man. Hit that bomb once again. Is is there anything that you wanna, tell the audience for for a last thoughts? Last thoughts?
[01:57:54] Unknown:
Don't ever give up on yourself. It's never too late. I'm 64. It's never too late.
[01:58:03] Unknown:
Hell yeah, man.
[01:58:05] Unknown:
Short and sweet. And you're glad you woke up every day. Just be glad you wake up in the morning. You know? So never give up on yourself.
[01:58:15] Unknown:
Never ever, man. Thanks. Hoping on disorganized productions again. Hope you to, to do it in part 3. Well, whenever you're fucking ready, man. Love to talk to you. Just let me know, brother.
[01:58:26] Unknown:
Let me list slides, and then we'll do another one.
[01:58:29] Unknown:
Yes. But I think there's something in the ether that we're gonna do it again. I did it this year, and I'm gonna do it again next year. I think I've gotta move over to, America for a holiday or whatever. I'm gonna hook up with all you guys. I wanna hug you, motherfucker.
[01:58:48] Unknown:
Absolutely, brother. Fuck, yeah. Yeah. Let me know. We'll make that happen, man. Okay. Thank you very much.
[01:58:55] Unknown:
For all your listeners, thank you for listening to another episode of this organized production. So I hope you have a good time, and, have a beautiful morning and beautiful day or beautiful evening no matter where you are on this beautiful big, plain planet. Thank you, Phil.
[01:59:12] Unknown:
Thanks, Rob. You're bomb, buddy. You're the bomb.
[01:59:15] Unknown:
Yeah. Alright. Ciao ciao.
[01:59:18] Unknown:
Hey, you motherfucker. Okay. Bugger.
[02:00:28] Unknown:
Dreams. He's a pain in the ass. Black as a knight, god show me light, and he'll be tight.
Introduction to Disorganized Productions
Special Guest: Skunko Phil
Podcasting from a Container
Social Media Challenges
Political Views and Concerns
Overcoming Addiction
Motorcycle Adventures
Health and Wellness Journey
Cannabis and Its Benefits
Life's Purpose and Spiritual Beliefs
Diet and Lifestyle Changes
Future Plans and Reflections