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In this episode of Disorganized Productions, join me, Rob, as I take you on a unique journey from the heart of the Peruvian jungle to the realities of living as a digital nomad. Broadcasting from my car, I share my experiences with the Inca Shipiba tribe, participating in Ayahuasca ceremonies, and the profound insights gained from these spiritual encounters.

We delve into the challenges and opportunities of living without a permanent home, exploring the concept of digital nomadism and the potential of living in countries where your money stretches further. I discuss the practicalities and philosophical reflections of living minimally, the importance of self-reliance, and the freedom that comes with it.

Throughout the episode, I reflect on the lessons learned from my time in Peru, the impact of Ayahuasca on my personal growth, and the importance of living authentically, free from societal constraints. Join me as I navigate the complexities of modern life, the allure of simplicity, and the pursuit of personal freedom.

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Skip me bridge like squirrel, baby.   What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the lore.   Welcome fellow human to the disorganized   productions podcast.   The show that fuels your spirit,   ignites your potential,   and helps you become the best version of yourself.   I'm your host, Rob,   and each episode,   we'll embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you, tap into your limitless potential,   and conquer life's challenges.   Hey there, fellow human.   Welcome to another episode of Disorganized   Productions.   If you wanna get in contact with me,   please be free and write an email to disorganized productions   at gmail dot com.  

If you want to check out more stuff that I'm doing, please check my link tree, which is also slash   disorganized   productions.   And for all you producers   out there that helped the show, that liked and subscribed, and even donate   to the show,   thank you.   Without any further ado,   enjoy   the show.   Hello fellow human, and welcome to another episode of   Disorganized   Productions.   This time, a special   edition from the middle of the jungle   of Peru   at the   Inca   Shipibab   tribe.   We are doing 3 Ayahuasca ceremonies,   a kambo session,   and the last 3 days of our tour,   we will be deep in the jungle   to do mescaline.  

Killing. The trip so far is awesome.   The great people,   the great Ayahuasca   food,   no salt,   no pepper,   no sugar,   no coffee,   no   alcohol, no nothing.   Make all sense.   It's that little offer that you bring   to open doors to new things,   and, no, what you hear on the background is not a car alarm,   It's one of the birds.   Please feel welcome   to enjoy another episode   from deep insights   and the impressions   that I   and the group of people that I'm in that I'm here with   had   and have   while we're here in the middle of the jungle.   Enjoy, fellow human.   Motherfuckers.  

Hey there, fellow human.   This is a podcast,   the first one,   probably not the last,   from out my car.   Yes. From out my car.   So, a lot of people,   ask me if I'm doing okay.   I am doing okay.   I still have an address but I'm not living there.   Complicated story, but I'm not gonna dig into that one.   Basically, I have a lot of friends.   Well, I have a few friends and some family that, give me some shelter   where I can   stay, for the night so I do not have to sleep in my car yet.   But throughout the days when I'm not working,   I'm looking for, Internet connection,   cup, coffee, all that stuff.  

So, and it's it's it's really nice to have a little car,   so it's, providing me some warmth   and some shelter.   And,   you don't have to be worried about me. I'm 51   years young.   Winter's young,   so   it's not something to be worried about.   I can manage myself,   but   when I sold my   trailer,   it was for   much much less money than   I eventually   bought it for.   So, yes, it gives me some   some time to   to keep breathing again   a little bit,   and   it gives me also a few opportunities that I wanna   look over with when I have find the little rest.   And what do I mean with that? Well,   probably, I could buy   like a mobile home,   but it looks like a mobile home and,   it's, of course, very comfortable because it's a mobile home,   but you can do stealth camping.  

When we're gonna buy a van for stealth camping,   the downfall on it is that it's gonna be more expensive.   First of all, purchase it, and second of all, to, insurance and stuff like that. So both of them have some positive things and some negative things within it.   The other thing would be that,   I'm now free to travel.   We are still free to travel.   So,   basically, if I'm looking at some countries that are very poor,   which gonna provide me more   with the little money that I'll have left over,   that could be India, that could be Thailand, that could be Peru.   With the money that you have, it's providing you the the most   extreme value.  

And it depends, of course, what your   expectations are and how luxurious   you want to live. If you want to be in a resort   and drink champagne and caviar all day,   then it's a completely different story than if you,   willing to skip all the fucking,   luxury stuff   and do whatever the fuck you want,   and buy a coconut once in a while and eat some nuts once in a while. So there are a lot of opportunities   and a lot of things that could,   that I could do right now,   but I had to settle down my brain   before I gonna make a decision.   The thing is,   and now I'm gonna talk a little bit about Peru.  

When I came back home, it was in the middle of the night   and,   the day   after. So,   basically,   on Wednesday night   at at midnight,   I   I I,   departure in, in Germany, and then I had to drive home. So it was, like, 1 o'clock in the morning when I was at home, and the same day, I had to work again.   So I didn't   have the time   to settle down   and   to have some downloads or whatever the fuck you're gonna call it,   because I was just   eaten up by the western   civilization as I landed.   But,   well, that's that's just how it goes and that's how it is.   So   with the capacity of me,   multilingual,   so Dutch, German,   and English,   and with the things that I did in the past with sales and with Internet   and digital marketing and all that stuff,   There are some big opportunities about being a digital nomad,   which I am probably now because I'm making a podcast in a car.  

I'm mobile, and I do not have a home, so I'm a nomad.   And, I'm talking to a device right now, which is technical, which is also digital. So I'm a digital nomad as we speak.   Yes. So so these are the things   that are on my path right now,   but,   because I didn't have the time   to bring my mind at ease when I came back from Peru,   and the western civilization,   eat me up as we spoke, as we speak.   I had to deal with, with some challenges,   about selling my trailer,   moving my stuff around that was in there, and boy,   did I have a lot of stuff   that was, in that trailer.  

So, basically, my,   my belongings are scattered all over the place, like, 4 or 5 addresses where some people have my laundry.   Some people have my gear,   my my guitars, and all that stuff, which is fine.   But it feels better when it's in one spot.   So I gotta search for that one that I can eventually go to every single day.   So I gotta figure that one out.   The other thing is, of course, what's it gonna be? I'm I mean,   at this time, I'm still working.   I have a good job.   I like to drive around, but it's not like, oh, I wanna be a driver since I was born. It's a job that provides me for some money,   and with that money, I can,   make   things happen.  

The good thing is I do not have any kids. I do not have a wife. I do not have a home where I have to put money in.   All that   stuff is been,   not around, so I only have to provide myself for some insurance,   some gasoline for my car,   and, basically, some foods to live throughout the day.   Luckily,   I have some good friends that provide me, with food and shelter as I said before.   So that's a good thing.   Yeah. I can, I can   shower? I can cook.   So and I can sleep. So these are the three basics that you need,   as a human. Right? So you need some   hygiene.  

You need some food and water, of course, and some shelter.   And that brings me to the next point, and I was talking about it before in one of my podcasts.   Value. The value of   well, let's say it's a digital value like Bitcoin, which is sky high right now.   I told some people before, they didn't listen. They didn't dig into the, the subject,   and they just lost a lot of money,   and when they were still   doing the same shit, as I was telling them right now, they will make probably gains of €300,000   within a few weeks or strongs as I prefer to say.   So but, hey. Not everyone is that,   amazing   and,   intelligent   as I was at that moment,   but, quite a shit.  

When you are talking about   crypto   or   silver,   gold, diamonds,   whatever the fuck,   If we are heading towards   a big crash of the monetized system,   the dollar and the euro and stuff like that,   nobody will give a   shit   when you are willing to sell your diamonds   and your   gold or whatever the fuck,   which is worth now, like, I don't give a shit,   when you are hungry and you need shelter.   So,   basically, what I'm trying to say here,   when you are looking at   natural disasters that happen to people, unfortunately,   nobody   is going to tell you, like, oh, you need shelter, but I have some diamonds. Nobody gives a shit about that.   They just want shelter.  

They want food. They want a secure,   without any fear,   environment   where to live.   So   is it good to invest in these things?   Well, it depends. If you have a lot of money and you have still some money over,   it's probably be worth the while,   the risk   to to gamble with it, and maybe you can get some gains about it. But when the shit really hits the fan, no one,   I will repeat,   no one gives a shit about diamonds, gold,   silver, or whatever the fuck   when there's a a crisis   situation.   No one.   Eventually, when   the dollar or the euro will hit bottom,   the question will be,   what's your digitalized,   currency   worth?  

That's not a good question, I think,   because now it's backed up by, oh, I made, like, $500,   on crypto. Yeah. But what if the bucks are gone when there's nothing to shoot?   That's   that's a train of thought you have to   willing to deep into.   If everything goes to 0,   what really counts?   Why do I have that kind of   thought   is because   I basically went down to button.   I'm still having a car.   There are some   opportunities that I can do. There are a lot of options that I can do, but what's the most wise one to choose for?   So if I gonna purchase a van or a camper,   like a mobile home,   I have to put money in it to,   to to   to to drive it to a place where it's allowed to camp,   or, drive it up north where it's allowed to camp everywhere, but it's fucking cold. You're gonna freeze your fucking balls off while you are sitting there laughing your fucking ass off that you do not have anything   except your, mobile home and frozen balls.  

So you have to provide   and you have to put money into that vehicle.   I'm not gonna tell you that it's gonna break down.   You're gonna need new tires or whatever the fuck. It costs money to keep it on the road.   Insurance,   taxes,   gasoline, all that shit. So you need a job to provide you for that kinda living.   So   when you go to   another place like   a country that's very very poor,   where your money is more worth,   then you can eventually,   let's say,   2 or 3 months, you can live like a fucking prince or like a king, or as I prefer to say,   like   emperor.  

But that money will burn just like normal money, only it takes a little bit longer. So you need   a way to make money.   That brings me back to digital   nomad.   So   if I'm willing to share my knowledge and to,   do the stuff that I really like to do, communicate with people and do sales and stuff like that,   on the other side of the world, then that brings me some kind of income,   which is normally   nowadays to be in another country when you are on,   like a marketeer or you are on, now what's what the fuck it's called? Like,   assistant   call or whatever the fuck.  

So   a lot of options.   The good thing about living in a very, very small car, because it's a very small car,   is that, everything is limited, so you're gonna choose very wise what you're gonna get. So I got my sleeping bag,   I got my, of course, my mobile devices like my laptop and my telephone.   And   fortunately I have a very very big spender, a good friend of mine,   and the best producer   so far of this show,   Yoast,   which is gonna help me out with the better telephone   so I can,   do my podcast mobile.   The reason I still didn't had a real backup podcast   about Peru   and, didn't do a podcast   yet since I'm,   well,   let let's say homeless for for for for the ease of the part,   is that I didn't didn't find the time. I was   since I sold my,   my trailer, I was exhausted.  

I mean, I go to bed or or I'm I'm getting some sleep,   waking up tired.   And, of course, I'm I'm still working. So,   yeah, that that's,   that   maybe it's finding a balance   which is very hard at this time to find the balance because,   the balance is gone. You know, a normal   human being   has a place to go to,   and he knows what to do in between to make some money,   which I   literally   do not like,   because that's the lifestyle that the system wants.   The other thing about the system   is that the system can provide me some,   some luxury.   Here in the Netherlands you pay   a lot of taxes and all this stuff, but you're a very good insurance.  

There are some,   money making,   parts that you can   dig into once you are homeless or whatever the fuck.   But I'm not into that, and I'm gonna tell you why. Because I do not want to be a hypocrite.   Everyone is, but I don't want to be a hypocrite and beating the system,   shitting on the   system, telling   the fuck off with the system, and,   opening my hands on the other side just to be, you know, oh,   now I'm homeless. I wanna I wanna be   helped by the same beast that I wanna fight. That makes no fucking sense to me.   So   back to Peru.  

Once you live in another   country with   other flora and fauna   and other cultures   and other way of living,   it makes you aware of the shit that you're in or maybe in the luxury that you're in.   I live in the most one of the most,   advanced   and in one of the most rich   countries in the world.   Still, it's very very hard to find   a place to live   where everybody leaves you the fuck alone   when you're not into the system.   Any more clothes than you   have,   Cooking outside, you know, you you basically live outside with nature   all in one.   That's very hard now.  

The weather is mild for last couple of   days,   So, it's it's between   5 and 10 degrees Celsius in the night, which is not too bad.   A few days ago,   temperature dropped like minus 2, which is, I don't know, with Fahrenheit.   Get your Google app and figure the fuck out   what it is. It's fucking cold in a car.   Unpossible?   No.   Nothing is impossible.   But it's,   it's back to   to to to basics,   which I kinda like.   It's the same thing when you go to Peru.   It's back to basics. You know, you have a toilet. Yes. But, it's not like a fancy,   ass licking toilet like they have in Tokyo, you know, with a massage and stuff like that. It's a hole   where you're gonna shit in, and you're going to,   work   to get your shit out of the fucking toilet.  

There's no luxury, but if you like that, that's no problem. If you are like a fancy princess and you have blue hair and a   but somehow, it attracts me so much to have nothing.   The basically the stuff that I have right now on my car is to keep myself warm.   You don't have that in Peru. You don't even need a fucking window.   The most   houses that we've been driven by   are are without any windows.   Who needs a fucking window when the temperature is good? Right? When it's not raining that much.   So, yes,   back to basics.   The thing is,   in a country like Peru or Thailand or whatever the fuck,   it's   Nobody's gonna ask you a question about it when you go back to basics.  

Here in the Western world, it's not allowed   when you're going to get out of the system.   And you, of course, you're still in the system. I know. I'm in tri state city for God's sake. I'm in the middle of the   the eye of the beast.   But the thing is,   what you gonna do?   Are you willing to say yes, or are you willing   to fight for your right and for existence,   which is,   for most people,   out of the comfort zone, and it's not the way that they want because other people are talking about me. Oh, oh, there you got him again living in his van or living in his mobile home or whatever.   One of the things that I got on my Ayahuasca sessions is that that I really do not give a fuck   about what other people think.  

And mother Ayahuasca   was telling me that I'm on the right path.   That means   maybe it's biblical.   Maybe maybe it's like   Jesus Christ   in a different kind of way, but you do not need anything when you can manifest   instantly.   And what do I mean with that? You have to be very careful about what you manifest and what you want.   It's not like, I want $100   and you're gonna manifest that directly in your bank account.   But, if you figure out,   the people surrounding you that gave you some dinner, some shelter, and stuff like that, if you count that up in dollars, that's probably more than $100,   so you got it in a different kind of way.  

And if you don't know, do not know how to do that or how to read these signs,   write or no. Read the book,   The Alchemist   from,   Paulo Coolio.   Shout out to Katie   Katie Pauls.   It's her bible.   And, we talked about it in one of my podcasts.   And I think that's the the the real   deal, you know, the the signs, the the things that you can really see,   and you know that's,   the the right path that you're on.   So,   the experience in Peru is   is duality   for me.   Some things were   amazing,   beautiful,   and some things were   different. Let's say it's let's say different. That's the best way to describe it.   And I'm not going to get into details.  

It didn't had anything to do with the trip or with the experience that I had in Peru, but it had to do with some people.   But,   okay. That's it.   So, yeah, 1st podcast   from,   the jungle. No. Not from the well, the concrete jungle,   the homeless   jungle.   Some people go back to their homes and say, oh, look look at that. That's my garden. Well,   look at me. I'm in the garden of fucking Eden, and I can drive around wherever the fuck I want.   So,   yeah.   What I'm   what I want to do, but I need some little time to do that, probably   tonight, but you don't care because you're listening to this episode, so it will be online already,   is to put some of my experiences in Peru,   which I recorded on,   on my phone,   behind   this   rambling   of myself   about the system and what the fuck is up with me.  

Yeah. So   I have to tell you,   I do not run any advertising   because I do not like it when I'm listening to a podcast that someone,   is is advertising the shit out of this podcast   just to make some money. And, yes, of course, we wanna make some money.   My   car needs some gas. I need more better equipment to do all the shit that I'm doing right now. So, if you wanna sponsor this show,   please take a look at my link tree   and, click on one of the things that that that really resonates with you.   It could be on my   beautiful,   best,   most controversial   web shop there is on this planet,   disorganized,   on Teepublic.  

I'm gonna provide you the link, Of course, fellow human, I know that we're all lazy.   Hit me up with an,   on email at disorganizedproductionsgmail.com,   or just   buy me a coffee. That's one of the new links that's been provided in the link tree.   There's Patreon, but I don't know what the fuck I should do about it.   Maybe I should put more effort into that kind of stuff.   But I wanna make content. I wanna create   something   for you to think about, to laugh about, to cry about, and to do whatever the fuck you want,   to do about.  

So   this is just   me,   talking   to you,   on a beautiful day,   very cloudy,   it rained   cats and dogs last night   in   the middle of the country of the Netherlands,   which is a flat   country,   and the winters can be very, very harsh.   So let's see,   if mother nature   has given me the things that I need. I think the path that I'm going through right now is the path that I should follow.   The funny thing is,   now that I'm   quite alone,   which I really like,   all one,   is I'm sitting right here in nature,   and there's no   Wi Fi or stuff like that   that's gonna distract me. It's the same little feeling that I had. Well, not little. It's a big feeling. It's a beautiful feeling   that I had in Peru,   where there's   so many miles you have to travel before you see, like, one of these antennas   that's gonna provide you perfect Wi Fi, stuff like that.  

And probably when I'm gonna wake when I'm gonna wait a little bit longer,   maybe I will see a wolf   passing by, or some deers, some rabbits,   all the stuff that nature provides which comes out in a few hours.   So,   you know, this is luxury,   and the panorama   I got   is like when you are   living in in some kind of house and you have a beautiful   sight outside of your window.   I got that   in a 360   degrees. So all   around me,   if that isn't luxury,   if that isn't like pure   living your existence,   then I really do not know   what's next.   So, yes, I say that all the times. I keep you updated. Sometimes, I don't. The name is disorganized.  

So what   do you think you expect?   But I just wanted to tell you that I'm fine. I'm I'm really fine.   I will be on a show   on   the Unchained   Brain podcast   with Ben,   my buddy Ben on Saturday,   the 7th   December, and we're gonna talk a little bit more about my experience   on Peru.   And, basically, we're gonna have a great conversation.   And there will be more Podcasts where I will be, as a guest   because somehow   people like what I'm doing and they wanna talk to me. So that's what I really like, I wanna dig into.   I wanna promote every motherfucker out there that's doing podcasts, and no matter how   they gonna put some content out, or they,   make things happening for themselves.  

Davey Wavy,   Milton,   You know, there are so many beautiful people out there. Mad Max, I'm gonna be on her show too.   Skunkle Phil is gonna sign up again for podcast number 2, and there are some other guests that are going to be part 2, 3, or whatever the fuck. So,   from out my little car,   I'm doing fine.   Do not worry about   me. Worry about yourself   and,   eventually dig into your system,   what you worry about and work on it because everything is,   is a challenge.   There are no fucking   problems in this world. There are only challenges   that you can overcome   very easily   if you know what you need   to,   well, to get   to to get   the things going, to get your shit done as I would say.  

So,   without that said with with that said, sorry for that,   have a beautiful morning, a beautiful day, or a beautiful evening   no matter where you are on this beautiful   plain   planet.   Motherfucker   and of course, dead fuckers.   Hello fellow human, and welcome to another episode of Disorganized   Productions.   This time from the middle of the jungle   in Peru.   I'm with the tribe of the Inca Shipiba   people.   Wow, what a journey!   We, arrived on, Saturday   in,   well, after a 2 hour drive   in the middle of the jungle and then with   a motor cab, motor taxi,   motor taxi, which is like a tuk tuk   and it brought us deeper   with steep hills   in the jungle.  

And then it was like a 10 minute walk   on a wooden bridge   to the village   of the Incashepiba   people.   The welcome was very   very warm.   Chickens   are walking around,   dogs,   and a cat,   and, the village is,   is so beautiful.   The plants, the birds, the trees, the sound,   the sound of nature all around you all day long.   But it's not the sound that we're used to in a western world,   where Wi Fi,   commercials,   vehicles,   and all that stuff   that makes you aware   that you're not aware   is not there. It's only nature.   So after we arrived, we, we got Ayahuasca food.   Ayahuasca food is food without   any   salt,   No sugar.  

No caffeine.   Pure   food.   And,   that night, we were taken to our, Tambos, which is our   hut. And,   it has some,   mosquito net on it   because,   at 6 o'clock, everything is pitch dark and mosquitoes come out to   suck all your blood.   There's a small toilet,   there's a bat with a clamo,   and you light your house   with a candle   because there's no electricity   around here.   But back to basics,   which feels so good.   It's,   it's amazing.   So with that said,   the second day   we had no food, because we were doing a kambo session,   the frog poison,   and after that session   we got some dinner,   finally.  

Oh, no. Lunch to be exactly.   And if you do   Ayahuasca ceremony,   which was that night,   on Sunday,   you   will,   you will have well, it's it was Monday, actually. Oh, forget about that. I mean,   the the days are different here. The time is different.   The experience of time is completely different   because what's time anyway, right?   So I think it was on Monday when we arrived. Yeah. To be exactly true, it was Monday.   So we did the kambo session,   we got some lunch,   and then that night we were doing the first Ayahuasca ceremony.   The Ayahuasca ceremony is something,   it's it's really cool. We have 2 temples here.  

It's called Maloca,   a small one with wooden floor   and a big one with floor made of earth.   Mattresses are on the floor   and there's   no shoes allowed   in a temple. You walk bare feet in a temple   and probably I should know I walk bare feet all the time, so I walk   bare feet   in through the village   all the time.   The showers are very primitive   with rainwater,   but functional.   The kitchen is very primitive, but the food that comes out is   so nature based. It's amazing,   amazing food,   and amazing people,   the real Incas.   So   when we entered the,   the temple,   there were only 4 candles been lit,   and,   everyone was gathering around in a circle,   and we were,   telling our intentions   for that night,   and,   someone translated that to Spanish.  

So the Inca rose, which are the shamans,   know what they had to chant   when they are with you,   because there's not only chanting   in the middle of the temple   for everyone,   but also everyone   has a individual   song, an individual   chant   for your intentions that you have been made.   So   after that, there's been,   I think it's called some palo. I think I have to,   I have to ask again about what that,   that stuff was, but you bathe in it, the smoke of it,   you bathe in it.   And while the incarros are chanting   later that night,   they smoke a lot of mapacho.   Mapacho is the sacred   tabac with only nicotine, there's no other substances in it. You can't smoke it over your lungs because it's too heavy,   but that clears   all the stuff that you brought with you.  

The thing is, if you go to that ceremony, you think, maybe, you can dance or stuff like that, but no. No. You lie around   on your mattress,   you start to meditate and,   everyone,   even the Ikaros,   are drinking one cup of Ayahuasca   to see how the medicine works on every single person.   And,   it's pitch dark, and it's quiet.   Everybody is in a meditative state.   So,   after a few   I think it's like an half an hour, 3:45   minutes,   The first tingling came   from mother Ayahuasca to me.   A nice warm feeling,   and she comfort comfort me.   After that,   you could take a second cup of Ayahuasca,   which I did,   because I didn't feel anything yet.  

And,   after taking that cup, I went down again   on my mattress   and   after a few minutes,   the Ikaros, when they start to feel something,   start to chant and to sing,   which is incredible.   It starts very slowly,   but as the   as the night passes by,   it's more intense.   The the sound that they made with their with their with their voice, it's,   it's amazing. I never heard a sound like that. It's it's it's in trans.   So, after 15 minutes or 20 minutes,   the tinkling starts   to get into my thoughts,   and, after I told my intentions to mother Ayahuasca,   I felt the,   the mother coming to me   in the spirit.  

She was cleaning my body.   She was clearing my path,   and, it felt so great.   I did get nauseous,   and some people do,   but I didn't feel nauseous, which was good.   I focused on my breathing.   And,   as the night   was passing by   with all the sounds of nature of the birds, the animals, and the frogs   around you,   that's magic.   That's why you   got to do this   right here,   where the Ayahuasca ceremonies have been born.   It's totally different than,   do it with John in London or John in,   in New York or whatever, you know.   This is the place to do this with the intentions and with the sang   and the chanting   and the sound of the jungle   and the jungle. Wow.  

The greenery, the plants,   the trees,   the birds, the animals,   the butterflies,   that's something, like,   amazing.   So when the night passes by, I had to go to the toilet to   not to get shit done, but to get rid of my shit.   Literally,   figuratively.   And that was a great feeling.   And when I got up   to go to the toilet,   I felt so drunk. It's, it's called malachia, I think,   which is, the Ayahuasca drunkness that you feel.   And   that's something that's,   that's really strange because you see some flickering and some   dimensions   that are passing by or where you're in, you don't know.   There was a half moon with the cereus on the top of it,   which was great to see   and as I went back,   I   didn't quite sleep, but I was   in trance with mother mayahuasca.  

And that morning   the other day, so that would be Tuesday,   right   Tuesday.   We were doing a sharing with the group about our   experiences   from the last night,   and eventually we   we did some breathing exercises   exercises   and got deeper into the material of what is to be a human, what is frequency,   what is   what are you, right, and how can you be and become the best version of yourself.   After that, we went to rest   and,   with a big smile on my face, I, I slept quite some while.   I made some,   some notices.   I wrote some stuff down from that day.   And the other day we, we had breakfast.  

And then we made our own Ayahuasca.   So the vine, the kapi vine.   You gotta smash it,   so, and then it's been cooked for about 2 days, so 48 hours.   So today, it's Friday, we're gonna drink the Ayahuasca we made on Wednesday.   After that, we, did some,   breath work and stuff like that. I started to meditate,   and, oh, forgot to mention. Just before you go into a ceremony   a few hours before,   you are been taken to a flower bath,   and the herbs   and the plants   that are on your body protect you for the ceremony.   And, the shaman   is bringing   that kind of,   that she washes you.  

So on,   skipping branch, like, squirrel in my head with with the days and stuff like that, but, that's okay.   So, yeah, fellow Yield, that was a great experience.   That night, so that would be Wednesday,   right, we had the second ceremony,   so there was no food,   after   lunch.   And that ceremony went a little bit different for me, because   after my first cup   and my intentions and all that stuff,   I started to feel a little bit nauseous and a little bit sick,   and to be   in my intestines, they were they were   bowing like crazy,   and   I felt a little bit sick. So I went to the toilet, and I really   literally   pissed out of my ass.  

So mother Ayahuasca was cleaning myself a little bit up,   and after the second cup   it started to, I felt   completely different again,   because the stomach hurt it again. I was feeling that she,   the mother, was cleaning up a lot of stuff in my   belief system   mentally   and physically.   I went to the toilet for about 3 or 4 times that night and pissed out of my ass.   And the last the last time when I went to the toilet, it was in the middle of the night. Everyone was sleeping in the temple. As you do after the ceremony, you sleep in the temple.   The,   I noticed that my my trousers were a little bit wet.  

So,   with that said, never trust   a fart   when you want Ayahuasca.   And so I cleaned my clothes   early morning. It was like 5 o'clock or something like that.   I washed my clothes and washed up   and finally   everyone   was   was arriving at breakfast   at 8   and we started to share our experiences   again   and this one was a very intense   one. We did some shadow work,   we asked ourselves some questions like,   what do you what don't you like about other people   and how does it come that you don't like it, because probably it's in yourself that you hate it or that you don't like it.   So you have to find your inner   demons, your inner shadow.  

We talked about it that briefly before.   And,   yeah, with that being said, I'm preparing myself now for the 3rd ceremony.   I'm gonna take a flower bath in a few seconds,   so, I will keep you updated, fellow human.   And,   it's,   it's so great and I'm so honored, blessed, and grateful to be here.   This is the place to be. This is   what I really really needed for a long time,   and,   I love it. I love it here.   I feel so calm.   I feel focused.   Cleared up.   My system has been cleared up   and tonight's intentions will be   to cut loose everything that doesn't serve me anymore   and to fill the gaps with love,   wisdom and knowledge,   and let mother Ayahuasca do his work.  

It's hers work. I'm sorry.   Her work   as she knows what's good for me.   So with that being said,   namaste,   motherfuckers.   Good morning, fellow human.   Today, a podcast   out of Peru.   Yesterday, I arrived after   almost one day of traveling and,   4 planes.   I finally   arrived at my end destination,   my final destination,   Iquitos in Peru.   Well, what can I say?   It's a very very small   airport,   very small.   And   when   you,   go outside,   because there's only one belt for all the luggage, so you you grab your you grab your luggage and you go outside.   First thing that you notice is a lot of people that are willing to taxi you.  

So,   yeah. That was a little battle.   Because of the organization I went with, they had their own,   tuk tuk driver, because everyone is driving a tuk tuk here, a motorized   small   cab. Yeah. It was   I had to wait 2 hours, and eventually   I was   getting, of course   the climate the climate change from Lima, which was 18 degrees   Celsius   to, well, 28 degrees with a humidity of 100%.   That would   so you are gonna start sweating. Well, after 2 hours   my cab driver arrived and picked me up.   So we went into Ecuador City for 20 minutes, and oh my God.   Here, it doesn't matter if you're driving a car or a motorcycle, because everybody's driving a small Honda or whatever, like 125   cc, maximum   250.  

It doesn't matter in what shape it is. If it's driving, it's driving.   There are no such things as,   for example,   there are no such things as rules.   There are no rules in this in this country when it comes to,   to traveling with the with the bike or with the with the car. You just honk, and you just go, go by the float.   So,   with that said, we were traveling for 20 minutes in, in Equitas,   then I finally get at the hotel.   One of the guys was been stolen, but that's quite normal here I heard, so you have to be very careful,   who you are dealing with, and what you are where you are in   Iquitos. Night was falling, and that means 6 o'clock is gonna gonna turn pitch dark around here.  

We were getting some food   down by the river, Ayahuasca,   well, cafe restaurant.   We ate some,   some very nice chicken, and some rice and some beans and stuff like that, with, along those with a very, very nice smoothie.   And then life, nightlife came,   in Ecuador, so a lot of people were dressed up.   Of course it was Friday, I think it's Friday, I don't know, Friday or Saturday.   I really don't know. Traveled back in time for 7 hours now, that's the only thing I know for sure.   So,   yeah,   you see a lot   of,   things that that are not normal in the West.   Let's say electricity,   the cables are above above   you,   the the contacts,   the the electricity   contacts.  

We put your   devices in the tinges   above the ground,   in the bare open, so   when it's gonna rain, everything is gonna pop out.   It doesn't matter here how you live, as long as you live, it seems like.   And it's   very unhealthy to drive in the tuk tuk,   not only for the bumpy road,   but also for the,   the traffic,   the the exhaust pipes that are not like in the western world, you know, with a   c u 2, whatever level.   It doesn't matter. If it if it's driving, it's driving.   So,   yeah. But it's it's been   quite a good hotel where we are.   Late at night, when I just was packing for this day because this is early morning for me, Lau. It's like, what   is it? 6:30   in the morning.  

One of the other,   participators   came because he had a a big delay.   So,   yeah. When we, we hooked up, we talked a little bit and tried to sleep because this is gonna be probably the last night when we have air conditioning.   So it's gonna be,   yeah. Tonight, I will be, in the jungle with the people,   Indians,   with the indigenous people.   And, we're gonna have a long drive. I think it's a 4 or 4 hour drive. We're gonna get some breakfast,   down at the river, restaurant.   Gonna get some breakfast to, to start up the day,   and then eventually we go,   middle of in the jungle. So the next report that I'm gonna do is gonna be in the middle of the jungle.  

I don't know how to do it with this podcast. Maybe it's on the audio, or maybe I'm gonna put some stuff on Instagram when I'm ready for it, but I just don't wanna connect too much to my,   black mirror,   because I'm in the middle of fucking Peru.   And, it's good to make some some shots, you know,   some videos, some some pictures and stuff like that. Maybe I'll make a compilation and put it on Rumble and on YouTube.   Maybe that's a better way with with some,   yeah. Put some other talk for me about it. So,   from this point of view,   have a beautiful morning, beautiful   day, or beautiful evening, no matter where you are on this beautiful   plain   planet. I keep in touch with you. Motherfuckers.