In this episode of the Disorganized Productions Podcast, host Rob embarks on a solo journey, diving deep into the complexities of modern society and the challenges we face. Rob reflects on the current state of the world, discussing the alarming trend of violence and intolerance towards differing opinions. He questions the power dynamics at play and the societal pressures that lead individuals to act out of fear and indoctrination. Rob emphasizes the importance of dialogue and understanding, urging listeners to engage in conversations rather than resorting to violence.
Rob also shares his personal experiences of living a minimalist lifestyle, embracing solitude, and finding contentment in simplicity. He discusses the significance of inner balance and self-love, encouraging listeners to break free from societal constraints and pursue a life aligned with their true purpose. Throughout the episode, Rob offers insights into maintaining mental and emotional well-being, advocating for a shift in mindset towards positivity and growth. Join Rob as he navigates through these thought-provoking topics, aiming to inspire change and self-discovery.
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My apologies for that, I had a lot of problems with the data. So, but without any further ado, this is episode 118, value from disorganized productions. I hope you like it. Give me a like, share, whatever. Well, get into the show right now. Hello, How are you? It has been quite a while. I always part of the same boat. Somehow, dealing with some problems with Convently because, well, it's just like if you put in a time and a date, normally it will say the time and date in your country. Most of my guests, as you know, are from America.
So they should point out what time and what date it is in America. But somehow, a few guests, I would say they, but somehow, but, hey, here I am. So I'm gonna do a solo if my guest is gonna hop on. Will or first to show with my guest, which was actually the reason I'm gonna hop on. So there's a lot going to I had 01:15 with data. I don't know. And I just send it out and all of us do it, and that's So we should call upon. This is for data you guys know. Yes. Say, I like all in fellow agriculture. And what kind of times do we live right now? And I want you you listeners to this podcast about it.
If you look at history, it seems that colorful, you know, for the lack of better words, left wing and right wing, It seems that the left wing gets away with killing and murdering people that deep they don't want to have on the stage. Although the people are voting for them or people like them, like Michael Kirk, rest in peace. But also very familiar and very, well, what's the word? Disturbing is the killing of six people, six members of the AFD party in Germany. They were gaining much, much more audience and much, much more votes probably for an upcoming election in Germany. And all of a sudden, four members that were voteable, you or electable, that's a better word, were killed.
And then the other two people from the same party were additionally a backup and they have been killed. Where are we living? Are we living in a murderous state, a violent state that does not want to put anything else out than they do like a dictator, like we had in 1445? I think we did. We do. So, the killer is knocking on your door with the sign killer. And, I pointed out in a few podcasts and a few little shorts that I did. And, they say, Hi, Rob. I wanna kill you, but you better not judge me for doing it because I will be, you know, offended.
Or I will tell you that you discriminate me, or you're a racist by telling me I'm a killer, which is right here on my suit. And the contract, I'm gonna kill you. If you share a chair for the death of people that are not telling your belief system or or or maybe are controversial against your belief system. You're fucking nut wet, midwit. Because we are still living in a world that I think we need to openly discuss and get into a conversation, getting into a dialogue with people that we do not have to agree with. But once we stop talking and just killing each other, What kind of signal does that give to other people?
Is it like the Bible said, and I don't, I think it's a very fascinating book as people that are listening to this podcast know my opinion about it. But should we fight fire with fire? Are we on the brink of extension of our human kinds because we just wanna kill each other because we do not like the opinion of others or belief system, cultural, religion, political? I don't know. But it's threatening the human species. I don't wanna go into the little lands that they call and who's ruling the world and all that stuff. But if you allow people to gain power or organizations, whatever, to gain power by killing people that are opposite what makes you think that you are a better person or some things we can call out, but I will, motherfuckers, being a fucking Nazi, being discriminating another opinion or another voice.
When we are really want to push that forward, and I think that we're on the brink of the clash of the people that are not thinking for themselves, but act out of emotional traumatic damage of the brain and just do the killing sprees. I mean, it's worse enough that it seems that countries are going to war for the resources and don't give a shit about the people that are living in the country. It seems that there's enough evidence that countries, not to mention one of them, but I think you know what I mean, countries go to war with completely different reasons than eventually they say to the people.
But if you don't go aligning with that belief system and say, hey. Hey. Yes. Let's do it. You're the fucking terrorist. Even here in a so called decent Europe and a so called decent advanced culture or whatever the fuck they're gonna call it here in The Netherlands, you can't say a word against what the government says because the government treats you like a terrorist. But to be honest, they are terrorists for the freedom of speech, for the freedom of to be an individual, for the freedom of the right to be a a human. And what are the odds that all of a sudden these things happen and be happening now for decades?
It's not like last year that happened and it's there. No, it's the lies they've been stable enough for centuries. The violence against other thoughts. It's unbelievable that people are willing to kill each other for a different belief system, cultural background, political, belief, whatever. I not agree with everything that I hear, but doesn't mean I have to fucking kill them because we are probably more and not advanced human race as we're supposed to be. Because if you go to war by telling lies to get into that country for the resources or whatever, what you're gonna defend, are lost.
I think the best wars have been won by not fighting them, but by talking to the people to end the to end the thing. I mean, to to end this the thing is, the the military you sign up to be as they say in Germany. That's a choice. But the people where we to war with do not have a choice, and we're sitting with all the luxury that we have. And we think by the things that they say to us in the media, that's okay to murder out other people. Like, what the fuck is wrong with you? I don't like majorities that wanna have a stage by telling the whole world that they feel different or are different or whatever the fuck. But I believe my intrinsic intrinsic motivation is that they should say whatever they wanna say, but don't bother me with it.
But it seems that you just can't say that anymore because you're gonna be offended. Well, fuck you. Be offended. You know? I don't give a shit. If you're offended by words, then it means it's in you. Something is triggered in you from your indoctrination, from your, not capable brain of thinking by your, belief system that's been put up by whatever the fuck culture or political or whatever the fuck. That should not bother you. But so here we are. 09/11/2025, and we just kill the people that we do not agree with. Well, I got a lot of bunch of people that I have to kill right now for, in that kind of perspective, in that kind of world right now. I need a lot of bullets, a lot of military to to wipe out the fucking race because I do not agree with them.
Well, the question is, what what are we gonna do about this? What are we gonna do about the fact that the people or organizations in power just can do whatever the fuck they want. Most of the people will not agree with them, but have to lay low because otherwise, they their their heads will be chopped off the fucking field. That's not normal. That's like the most stupid thing and the most esthetic way that we are right now. Like, oh, oh, we're so advanced. Advancing what? Wiping your fucking ass while you're eating poisonous food, breathing poisonous air? See the fucking planes all over the fucking place making tic tac toe, but what we're gonna do about it? Oh, oh, oh, well, it's there.
And they say it's there, but we just allow it. And it's very it's a pity that my guest didn't came on a show because he did something five years ago when there was this supposedly thing going on. And he, he was very controversial in the way he acts. He was, wearing a mask as everybody should do, but well, luckily, I'm not everybody. But he had a mask with a swastika on, and people were, getting offended about that. But the fucking thing is when people are offended about that and call the police, they do exactly what that mask is pointing out.
And he wanted to get into the conversation with the police and law enforcements about the stuff that's been going on because they did exactly what they did in 4045. And I think it's a pity that he isn't online with us to talk about it. So this is me trying to get some light into the darkness, which I'm gonna do right now because it's gonna be dark here in a few seconds. But tell you, man, how far are we been falling down the ladder of humanity? We just do not have the power and the words to take out or to be in a conversation with someone. And because we can't win or we do not agree with their opinion, we just kill them.
Oh, fucking brilliant. Wow. So if if all these organizations that, I don't wanna point out, but I don't give that at all, but WEF and then all these billionaires that wanna kill us. Well, they got something going right now without releasing any fucking fluenza or whatever the fuck. We're do just doing it ourselves. We're we're doing it already. I don't wanna know and I don't wanna go to America now in a big city where there's a very big divided red, blue, whatever the fuck, because they are going to be in the streets to, you know, probably to kill each other because the other party or the other belief system killed supposedly Michael Kirk.
This is getting so ridiculous that I just wanna point out that that's why I wanna do this podcast. I always wanted to talk about controversial things, and this is the most controversial thing for now because it's all it's it's it's about it's about killing people that have different opinion. And it happened so many centuries. It happened to so many cultures, and there's still wars are raging on. And then we say, like brave people, we never should be in that position again. Never should happen again. Look what the fuck we end up right now. The genocide that's been applauded by people that should use their fucking brains instead of the trigger finger.
But then it's just my humble opinion. So, yeah, solo podcast. It's been a long time. I just wanna skip branches a little bit because, I just want to get this word out because it's it's it's a it's a thing that, I I didn't have for a long time, this emotional thing that this it's not anger or whatever, but it's disappointment in the human race. It's disappointment in accountability from the people that should be fucking accountable. It's practice what you preach, but no oh, no. No. I open up my hands for more money or more power, and I'm gonna abuse that power because I can.
Why let we do that to other people and especially to ourselves? Because we are doing it to ourselves. Right? It's not like that that that that we are allowing it for someone else, like what they did in in in several world wars. Like, oh, these are the terrorists. No. No. You're the fucking terrorist if you speak out. Well, let me be the fucking terrorist. If you want to be me of terrorist, know my terrorist too, and I'm the fucking emperor. It's it's a very strange world where we live in right now. And if you do not look at a ground level, but like a helicopter view about what is going on, is exactly that what the organizations and the governments want.
They wanna take your freedom, and they want you to be a law abiding citizen and a slave for society. And if you agree with that and with all the little steps that they do, they make really big gaps into getting their thing done. And the most people don't see it. They cover their ears. They covered their eyes. And you know what's the hardest thing? They have a stoned up heart. There's no empathetic thing going on. Empathy is not fitting in. And I still believe that there are a lot of people wanna do good for this world because it's not this country.
It's not this region. It's not this culture. It's not this political whatever the fuck. It's not this religion. It's the fucking world we're killing. Mother Gaia. For example, when I was driving with my push bike in the old days to school, there was a gap of 15 kilometers between my little town where I lived and the school where I have to go to in the city. There was waste well, not waste land, but, like, agriculture. It was, you know, it was a plane. It was a flat plane. If you drive to that same location right now, there is no nature left.
It's warehousing after warehousing after warehousing after companies, companies, companies. I call it greed city. And that's the other thing. When an electric drops, the gas is gonna be paid very high. Although they still make hundreds of millions of profit, not overturned. No profit. Yeah. Well, that's the easiest part. Right? If you're gonna get cold, you need gas. Oh, let's pump up the price, but we still make profit. It would make sense, or maybe I'm too philanthropic in that way to say, you know what? We keep the price at the same level, and we just don't make 350,000,000 profit or maybe just 250,000,000, which is enough to put your fat ass into the sun and have all the luxury you want, and you can buy an island.
You yeah. I'm not I'm gonna say that because I I just just stopped my mind about saying things that I will maybe regret. Yeah. Fellow human. But there are so many good things to happen right now. I just watched the sunset and there were two beautiful rainbows. Maybe I have to drive to there where there's a pot of gold. Maybe there's a pot of luck or whatever. But the thing is, I'm doing pretty okay with this. I do not have any attachments. I don't have to put myself into a city every single day where all these people, crazy motherfuckers are walking around me.
You can be stabbed to death for nothing. You can be shot to death for an opinion. I mean, here where I am, I'm not gonna tell you the location, but here's quite here's quite good. The the the beast of society is not roaring here yet, yet. But if I look at the situation in Europe, we have a lot of problems. And it's been caused by the same people that we just pointed out in the beginning of this podcast. The people in power that are don't giving a shit about your opinion, about what you feel, about what's true or right or wrong to just kill you if you're against them.
So, should we do the same thing? Or should we, as I did, change the mindset? Change the mindset about where we're going to and what do we wanna be in the future. We can learn about the past, but we can go there. There's no watch that's ticking right now that shows you the past or the future. There's only the now. And I'm quite happy that, I live a very solitude life with no things. So I still work. Love to work. I mean, I don't have to, but I will. It's paying the bills. It makes me comfortable. It makes me interact with other people, which I normally do not like because people are assholes from the beginning.
Look it up. But you, Eli Uman, decide if you still want to be one. And I'm also thinking about is the power that we give to people, Is that something that we should not only take back? Well, maybe we should update the the the, what's it called, the community guidelines. Right? The community guidelines about, like, okay. Okay. We, the people, we're we're we're fucking sick of this shit. We now will change the the policy about what you are empower be able to do because we can pull out the plug every fucking second if you screw it up. That that's the world it should be. Right? If you fuck it up, you you you should pay for it. You should be taken accountable for the stuff that you do. But no.
Oh, oh, no. No. We we got a claim back to power, and I think that I did a very good job for myself to be in a spot where I am right now. I'm doing this for about six months now, living from my my car. And, I'm very lucky that I've been able to do that. I'm very lucky that I have a lot of people around me that support me, reach out to me, that wanna give me shelter, a shower, one cup of coffee, a good conversation, whatever. And I'm still very, very happy. I'm very, very grateful that I have the opportunity to do the things that I do right now. I can wash my clothes, which is, of course, one of the things you will have to be hygienic if you're living in your car.
Just as a human being, you have to be hygienic, so you don't. You know? But, you know, I can go to the toilet. Sometimes it's it's a it's a it's a little, challenge, but it makes you more creative when you are, doing this. I I'm really back to basics, and I really love to be back and base at basics because I don't need anymore. So, yeah, you could you could drive around in a in a bigger van so you can, you know, not bust your head. But I'm sitting here in this very comfortable leather chair from my Volvo or Ragnar. And that's good enough for me.
And if I'm gonna jump in the back, I'm lying in a bed with a wooden blanket of the tassel sheep. It's a sheep from The Netherlands, and it's so comfortable. So you need a comfortable bed. You need a good chair to sit on. And, wow, I got a car that's been able to go probably almost every terrain possible. Of course, everything has its had its, limits. But, the car that I have right now, we're very happy with Ragnar. I mean, it it it brings me to so many good things because I choose to be, and I choose to go to good things because I got places to do and things to go.
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And, yes, it's easier for me to live my life that I have right now because I got no children, no wife, no friends, whatever. Well, I got friends, of course, my inner circle, but they are supportive. They don't suck my energy. I don't need energy sucking people around me. I'm gonna get into a conversation with them or just skip it. But I know that a lot of people out there, and maybe you fellow human, are still struggling to get out of that I'll call it the matrix, call it the system. I don't give a shit. I find it out in, a TikTok.
I'm here on Earth, and that's my home. My home is not, although I really love Ragnar. This is my home right now, but the real home the real home is where the heart is and where the mind is. If it's okay here and if it's okay there, nothing can beat that. You will be with the source. You're riding on the ways of the universe. You are the God particle yourself. You have to choose. You have to choose to be that person, to be that awesome being that you are, to shine a light on the things that are dark. Yeah. Crazy times. Really, really crazy times.
But while I'm sitting here right now, not listening to the bullshit they're trying to feed you, the media, the news, or whatever. I'm quite fucking okay. I really, really love the life I'm living right now, and I'm very grateful every single day for all the things that I have. The freedom that I have, the job that I have, the people around me that that flourished, that I can get to socialize with, the for the beers that I drink, for the food that I get, the food that I still can't purchase, or, you know, just like an example, how grateful I am.
Yesterday, my boss asked me like, hey. We're going out for, for dinner to a Greek. Would you like to join? Wow. I I'm so grateful for that. It's rocking our needed to to have maintenance. And and to be honest, every single car or whatever bill I had to pay for the maintenance, it was a it was a a stitch in my heart. I was crying almost when I had to pay the bills. But now I laugh while I was paying a really big amount of money to to keep this thing going that I'm doing. Really love to pay that because it supports the life that I'm living right now. And Ragnar needs some new shoes because we're going to enter, winter soon.
And, probably or maybe I'm going to drive to a warmer place when the winter really gonna hit here, in the Northern Of Europe. But, also, if I have to drive to Germany, which is cross border, you need, good tires because winter could be, well, it could be the the white death. And, we had a beautiful storm. I mean, it was pretty, pretty amazing. I'm 52 years no. 52 winters young in this life, in this calculation of time, and I'm doing pretty fucking awesome, to be honest. But I never had seen such a beautiful summer. When it comes to temperatures, there was always no rain.
A rain Sunday for the first time. It was a good good splash of rain. And, I always have a little bit of my windows open because of the condense of my breathing at night. So things get wet a little bit. And then, I purchased some, I'm gonna call them windscreen spoilers so I can open up the window without getting wet. And, I'm so grateful that I just could say, like, oh, I need these things. Well, order them. I ordered a new pillow because I don't like pillows, and I'm sleeping for about I think it's gonna be about four years now that I'm sleeping on this pregnancy roll. It's a long roll for, like, one meter 30, and you can wrap it around you.
So you hold it like when you're holding someone in your hands. But the thing is if I go to bed and I take my roll, I hear that my bones and my spine is gonna be lined up like, I hear it. It makes a good cracking sound. Because a pillow is not a natural thing to sleep on. But the roll, they use it not for pregnancy only. They use it for thousands of years in China because they knew that when you go to sleep, your spine has to be straight. It's better for your organs. I haven't seen a doctor for six years. Why?
Because I think I live in a quite a good life now. I I figure it out. I I try to be in balance. Yes. I'm fucking up all the time, but that's okay. Not only fucking up, it's also enjoying the things that you do. It's really pretty awesome if you think about it. And we have this very brief, short period of time as a construct in your mind here on earth. And I think when you line up with your purpose and you line up with the message, with the truth, for me, it's the truth. I wanna I wanna spill out the truth. I don't wanna scream it out.
But, hopefully, if people listening to my podcast or listening to me in in real life, they think like, hey. Wow. Let me let me dig into that. Let me see what he's been talking. I don't wanna push it through. Or think that every single human being has something that we can learn from. Every. And, a few storms back, I went to a festival with some, really cool shoppers, good music, great bikes, great cars, great people, great food, a lot of beer. And it was the first time since six months I was doing legally campaign with my car, which was quite good.
So I could the setup that I had in mind and the the things that I got in my car, I could really do the things that, I had supposed to be doing for a long time, but I can't do that when I'm with the stealth camping because, oh, you know, somebody's camping. Yeah. You're not allowed to do that. You have to have a house. You have to pay the bills. No. No. You don't, but you have to make a choice. I talk to people that say, oh, you you, well, I got a house. It's it's been worth so much more now since last couple of five or ten years. But you you you have a good life. Well, you you can choose the same thing.
Sell the fucking house. Get a camping van, camper, or whatever the fuck you're gonna call RV, and head out for a world. Well, how do I supposed to do that with children? Well, you can do that because you can educate them themselves, but nobody's looking into that. The funny thing is also that, just getting red like a squirrel. I see a lot of dragon shaped things in the clouds the last couple of strongs. I got one right in front of me, a really big one. It looks like dragon to me with the eyes and the snout and the wings. Maybe it's pareidolia, but I don't think so.
I think we're on, not only of the brink of getting into a violent war between each other. We're also in a time of Aquarius. And that means chaos creates harmony. That's my motto, and it's been a motto for a long, long time for me, And I'm inquires myself. I see a lot of change too. Good positive change. People are, let's say, waking up or see that it's all been rigged and there's only lies that that that's filling us up. Divide us. Try to conquer us. So, yeah, best choice ever is doing the things that I'm doing right now for me.
And I hope that you fellow human also make the choices to be the best version of yourself and for, you know, for the people I'm still in. And and living best life I can do right now as I'm doing right now, to be honest. And it's not easy. But just like I said, if you go with the flow and you are on the if if the things that you do are lining up with with the universe, the God, the source, whatever the fuck you're gonna call it, wants you to be, everything's gonna be okay. I think that 365 times in a lot of religious books, one phrase always comes back.
And you know what that phrase is? Have no fear. I think that's a nice way to end this so episode. Have no fear. Because fear is feeding the wrong people. They want you to be in fear. You can change your life right now for the benefit of the future, but you, you have to choose. So, yeah, there's a lot of things that I talked about. Try to be positive no matter what comes to your life, no matter what struggles that you have, because we can learn so much from these things, from the challenges. And if you turn these challenges around into opportunities, then, Balayun, the world will be a better place.
So thank you for listening. I I I do hope so that the other guests that I'm having will end up are showing up or otherwise, I'm just going to do a solo. Let me know if you like this kind of solo thing that I'm doing right now. Keep you updated about some things. I don't want to get into the politics political or cultural or or religious kind of bullshit because that's not what makes me happy, and it's just an opinion of someone. And, I want to focus myself on other things that are much, much more important. And, that's inner balance.
That's inner love. Love thyself. And, yeah. I think that's that's it. And and and please, if you wanna support the show, links are available in my link tree, which is productions. If you look at productions.com, there are also links, for support, but also to support your better wealth and health for yourself. So with the products that I just mentioned, adding.com, the grounding mats and and sheets, LOEVEA nutrition, nutritious divert diversity, book of wisdom. There's so many things, and I'm still doing a lot of things that, are gonna get more and more attention right now.
And I think that's a good thing. And and please share it with your with your friends or family, your your your your children, your dog, your your LGBTQBD, whatever the fuck, friends, whatever, you know, with your dragons and unicorns. Fuck. Yeah. Share it with everyone. Please hit that likes and subscribe button. Give a come to the show if you like it or not, or if you have some things that I wanna talk about or that you wanna talk about on this show, reach out to me, [email protected]. And without any further ado, I just want to give you a a big hug, a virtual hug, fellow human, because everybody needs a fucking hug.
And, stay true to yourself, love yourself, and embrace the power that you are. Namaste, motherfucker and daddy fuckers. Ciao ciao. I love you. Thank you. Keep running for all my life. There's a devil on God show me light and he'll be tight.
Skip me branch like squirrel, baby. What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the law. Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productionist podcast, the show that fuels your spirit, ignites your potential, and helps you become the best version of yourself. I'm your host, Rob, and each episode will embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you. Tap into your limitless potential and conquer life's challenges. Days of flavoring were So I'm sorry, Valjum, in that, the audio is a little bit crap in the beginning, but eventually it sorts out to be better.
My apologies for that, I had a lot of problems with the data. So, but without any further ado, this is episode 118, value from disorganized productions. I hope you like it. Give me a like, share, whatever. Well, get into the show right now. Hello, How are you? It has been quite a while. I always part of the same boat. Somehow, dealing with some problems with Convently because, well, it's just like if you put in a time and a date, normally it will say the time and date in your country. Most of my guests, as you know, are from America.
So they should point out what time and what date it is in America. But somehow, a few guests, I would say they, but somehow, but, hey, here I am. So I'm gonna do a solo if my guest is gonna hop on. Will or first to show with my guest, which was actually the reason I'm gonna hop on. So there's a lot going to I had 01:15 with data. I don't know. And I just send it out and all of us do it, and that's So we should call upon. This is for data you guys know. Yes. Say, I like all in fellow agriculture. And what kind of times do we live right now? And I want you you listeners to this podcast about it.
If you look at history, it seems that colorful, you know, for the lack of better words, left wing and right wing, It seems that the left wing gets away with killing and murdering people that deep they don't want to have on the stage. Although the people are voting for them or people like them, like Michael Kirk, rest in peace. But also very familiar and very, well, what's the word? Disturbing is the killing of six people, six members of the AFD party in Germany. They were gaining much, much more audience and much, much more votes probably for an upcoming election in Germany. And all of a sudden, four members that were voteable, you or electable, that's a better word, were killed.
And then the other two people from the same party were additionally a backup and they have been killed. Where are we living? Are we living in a murderous state, a violent state that does not want to put anything else out than they do like a dictator, like we had in 1445? I think we did. We do. So, the killer is knocking on your door with the sign killer. And, I pointed out in a few podcasts and a few little shorts that I did. And, they say, Hi, Rob. I wanna kill you, but you better not judge me for doing it because I will be, you know, offended.
Or I will tell you that you discriminate me, or you're a racist by telling me I'm a killer, which is right here on my suit. And the contract, I'm gonna kill you. If you share a chair for the death of people that are not telling your belief system or or or maybe are controversial against your belief system. You're fucking nut wet, midwit. Because we are still living in a world that I think we need to openly discuss and get into a conversation, getting into a dialogue with people that we do not have to agree with. But once we stop talking and just killing each other, What kind of signal does that give to other people?
Is it like the Bible said, and I don't, I think it's a very fascinating book as people that are listening to this podcast know my opinion about it. But should we fight fire with fire? Are we on the brink of extension of our human kinds because we just wanna kill each other because we do not like the opinion of others or belief system, cultural, religion, political? I don't know. But it's threatening the human species. I don't wanna go into the little lands that they call and who's ruling the world and all that stuff. But if you allow people to gain power or organizations, whatever, to gain power by killing people that are opposite what makes you think that you are a better person or some things we can call out, but I will, motherfuckers, being a fucking Nazi, being discriminating another opinion or another voice.
When we are really want to push that forward, and I think that we're on the brink of the clash of the people that are not thinking for themselves, but act out of emotional traumatic damage of the brain and just do the killing sprees. I mean, it's worse enough that it seems that countries are going to war for the resources and don't give a shit about the people that are living in the country. It seems that there's enough evidence that countries, not to mention one of them, but I think you know what I mean, countries go to war with completely different reasons than eventually they say to the people.
But if you don't go aligning with that belief system and say, hey. Hey. Yes. Let's do it. You're the fucking terrorist. Even here in a so called decent Europe and a so called decent advanced culture or whatever the fuck they're gonna call it here in The Netherlands, you can't say a word against what the government says because the government treats you like a terrorist. But to be honest, they are terrorists for the freedom of speech, for the freedom of to be an individual, for the freedom of the right to be a a human. And what are the odds that all of a sudden these things happen and be happening now for decades?
It's not like last year that happened and it's there. No, it's the lies they've been stable enough for centuries. The violence against other thoughts. It's unbelievable that people are willing to kill each other for a different belief system, cultural background, political, belief, whatever. I not agree with everything that I hear, but doesn't mean I have to fucking kill them because we are probably more and not advanced human race as we're supposed to be. Because if you go to war by telling lies to get into that country for the resources or whatever, what you're gonna defend, are lost.
I think the best wars have been won by not fighting them, but by talking to the people to end the to end the thing. I mean, to to end this the thing is, the the military you sign up to be as they say in Germany. That's a choice. But the people where we to war with do not have a choice, and we're sitting with all the luxury that we have. And we think by the things that they say to us in the media, that's okay to murder out other people. Like, what the fuck is wrong with you? I don't like majorities that wanna have a stage by telling the whole world that they feel different or are different or whatever the fuck. But I believe my intrinsic intrinsic motivation is that they should say whatever they wanna say, but don't bother me with it.
But it seems that you just can't say that anymore because you're gonna be offended. Well, fuck you. Be offended. You know? I don't give a shit. If you're offended by words, then it means it's in you. Something is triggered in you from your indoctrination, from your, not capable brain of thinking by your, belief system that's been put up by whatever the fuck culture or political or whatever the fuck. That should not bother you. But so here we are. 09/11/2025, and we just kill the people that we do not agree with. Well, I got a lot of bunch of people that I have to kill right now for, in that kind of perspective, in that kind of world right now. I need a lot of bullets, a lot of military to to wipe out the fucking race because I do not agree with them.
Well, the question is, what what are we gonna do about this? What are we gonna do about the fact that the people or organizations in power just can do whatever the fuck they want. Most of the people will not agree with them, but have to lay low because otherwise, they their their heads will be chopped off the fucking field. That's not normal. That's like the most stupid thing and the most esthetic way that we are right now. Like, oh, oh, we're so advanced. Advancing what? Wiping your fucking ass while you're eating poisonous food, breathing poisonous air? See the fucking planes all over the fucking place making tic tac toe, but what we're gonna do about it? Oh, oh, oh, well, it's there.
And they say it's there, but we just allow it. And it's very it's a pity that my guest didn't came on a show because he did something five years ago when there was this supposedly thing going on. And he, he was very controversial in the way he acts. He was, wearing a mask as everybody should do, but well, luckily, I'm not everybody. But he had a mask with a swastika on, and people were, getting offended about that. But the fucking thing is when people are offended about that and call the police, they do exactly what that mask is pointing out.
And he wanted to get into the conversation with the police and law enforcements about the stuff that's been going on because they did exactly what they did in 4045. And I think it's a pity that he isn't online with us to talk about it. So this is me trying to get some light into the darkness, which I'm gonna do right now because it's gonna be dark here in a few seconds. But tell you, man, how far are we been falling down the ladder of humanity? We just do not have the power and the words to take out or to be in a conversation with someone. And because we can't win or we do not agree with their opinion, we just kill them.
Oh, fucking brilliant. Wow. So if if all these organizations that, I don't wanna point out, but I don't give that at all, but WEF and then all these billionaires that wanna kill us. Well, they got something going right now without releasing any fucking fluenza or whatever the fuck. We're do just doing it ourselves. We're we're doing it already. I don't wanna know and I don't wanna go to America now in a big city where there's a very big divided red, blue, whatever the fuck, because they are going to be in the streets to, you know, probably to kill each other because the other party or the other belief system killed supposedly Michael Kirk.
This is getting so ridiculous that I just wanna point out that that's why I wanna do this podcast. I always wanted to talk about controversial things, and this is the most controversial thing for now because it's all it's it's it's about it's about killing people that have different opinion. And it happened so many centuries. It happened to so many cultures, and there's still wars are raging on. And then we say, like brave people, we never should be in that position again. Never should happen again. Look what the fuck we end up right now. The genocide that's been applauded by people that should use their fucking brains instead of the trigger finger.
But then it's just my humble opinion. So, yeah, solo podcast. It's been a long time. I just wanna skip branches a little bit because, I just want to get this word out because it's it's it's a it's a thing that, I I didn't have for a long time, this emotional thing that this it's not anger or whatever, but it's disappointment in the human race. It's disappointment in accountability from the people that should be fucking accountable. It's practice what you preach, but no oh, no. No. I open up my hands for more money or more power, and I'm gonna abuse that power because I can.
Why let we do that to other people and especially to ourselves? Because we are doing it to ourselves. Right? It's not like that that that that we are allowing it for someone else, like what they did in in in several world wars. Like, oh, these are the terrorists. No. No. You're the fucking terrorist if you speak out. Well, let me be the fucking terrorist. If you want to be me of terrorist, know my terrorist too, and I'm the fucking emperor. It's it's a very strange world where we live in right now. And if you do not look at a ground level, but like a helicopter view about what is going on, is exactly that what the organizations and the governments want.
They wanna take your freedom, and they want you to be a law abiding citizen and a slave for society. And if you agree with that and with all the little steps that they do, they make really big gaps into getting their thing done. And the most people don't see it. They cover their ears. They covered their eyes. And you know what's the hardest thing? They have a stoned up heart. There's no empathetic thing going on. Empathy is not fitting in. And I still believe that there are a lot of people wanna do good for this world because it's not this country.
It's not this region. It's not this culture. It's not this political whatever the fuck. It's not this religion. It's the fucking world we're killing. Mother Gaia. For example, when I was driving with my push bike in the old days to school, there was a gap of 15 kilometers between my little town where I lived and the school where I have to go to in the city. There was waste well, not waste land, but, like, agriculture. It was, you know, it was a plane. It was a flat plane. If you drive to that same location right now, there is no nature left.
It's warehousing after warehousing after warehousing after companies, companies, companies. I call it greed city. And that's the other thing. When an electric drops, the gas is gonna be paid very high. Although they still make hundreds of millions of profit, not overturned. No profit. Yeah. Well, that's the easiest part. Right? If you're gonna get cold, you need gas. Oh, let's pump up the price, but we still make profit. It would make sense, or maybe I'm too philanthropic in that way to say, you know what? We keep the price at the same level, and we just don't make 350,000,000 profit or maybe just 250,000,000, which is enough to put your fat ass into the sun and have all the luxury you want, and you can buy an island.
You yeah. I'm not I'm gonna say that because I I just just stopped my mind about saying things that I will maybe regret. Yeah. Fellow human. But there are so many good things to happen right now. I just watched the sunset and there were two beautiful rainbows. Maybe I have to drive to there where there's a pot of gold. Maybe there's a pot of luck or whatever. But the thing is, I'm doing pretty okay with this. I do not have any attachments. I don't have to put myself into a city every single day where all these people, crazy motherfuckers are walking around me.
You can be stabbed to death for nothing. You can be shot to death for an opinion. I mean, here where I am, I'm not gonna tell you the location, but here's quite here's quite good. The the the beast of society is not roaring here yet, yet. But if I look at the situation in Europe, we have a lot of problems. And it's been caused by the same people that we just pointed out in the beginning of this podcast. The people in power that are don't giving a shit about your opinion, about what you feel, about what's true or right or wrong to just kill you if you're against them.
So, should we do the same thing? Or should we, as I did, change the mindset? Change the mindset about where we're going to and what do we wanna be in the future. We can learn about the past, but we can go there. There's no watch that's ticking right now that shows you the past or the future. There's only the now. And I'm quite happy that, I live a very solitude life with no things. So I still work. Love to work. I mean, I don't have to, but I will. It's paying the bills. It makes me comfortable. It makes me interact with other people, which I normally do not like because people are assholes from the beginning.
Look it up. But you, Eli Uman, decide if you still want to be one. And I'm also thinking about is the power that we give to people, Is that something that we should not only take back? Well, maybe we should update the the the, what's it called, the community guidelines. Right? The community guidelines about, like, okay. Okay. We, the people, we're we're we're fucking sick of this shit. We now will change the the policy about what you are empower be able to do because we can pull out the plug every fucking second if you screw it up. That that's the world it should be. Right? If you fuck it up, you you you should pay for it. You should be taken accountable for the stuff that you do. But no.
Oh, oh, no. No. We we got a claim back to power, and I think that I did a very good job for myself to be in a spot where I am right now. I'm doing this for about six months now, living from my my car. And, I'm very lucky that I've been able to do that. I'm very lucky that I have a lot of people around me that support me, reach out to me, that wanna give me shelter, a shower, one cup of coffee, a good conversation, whatever. And I'm still very, very happy. I'm very, very grateful that I have the opportunity to do the things that I do right now. I can wash my clothes, which is, of course, one of the things you will have to be hygienic if you're living in your car.
Just as a human being, you have to be hygienic, so you don't. You know? But, you know, I can go to the toilet. Sometimes it's it's a it's a it's a little, challenge, but it makes you more creative when you are, doing this. I I'm really back to basics, and I really love to be back and base at basics because I don't need anymore. So, yeah, you could you could drive around in a in a bigger van so you can, you know, not bust your head. But I'm sitting here in this very comfortable leather chair from my Volvo or Ragnar. And that's good enough for me.
And if I'm gonna jump in the back, I'm lying in a bed with a wooden blanket of the tassel sheep. It's a sheep from The Netherlands, and it's so comfortable. So you need a comfortable bed. You need a good chair to sit on. And, wow, I got a car that's been able to go probably almost every terrain possible. Of course, everything has its had its, limits. But, the car that I have right now, we're very happy with Ragnar. I mean, it it it brings me to so many good things because I choose to be, and I choose to go to good things because I got places to do and things to go.
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And, yes, it's easier for me to live my life that I have right now because I got no children, no wife, no friends, whatever. Well, I got friends, of course, my inner circle, but they are supportive. They don't suck my energy. I don't need energy sucking people around me. I'm gonna get into a conversation with them or just skip it. But I know that a lot of people out there, and maybe you fellow human, are still struggling to get out of that I'll call it the matrix, call it the system. I don't give a shit. I find it out in, a TikTok.
I'm here on Earth, and that's my home. My home is not, although I really love Ragnar. This is my home right now, but the real home the real home is where the heart is and where the mind is. If it's okay here and if it's okay there, nothing can beat that. You will be with the source. You're riding on the ways of the universe. You are the God particle yourself. You have to choose. You have to choose to be that person, to be that awesome being that you are, to shine a light on the things that are dark. Yeah. Crazy times. Really, really crazy times.
But while I'm sitting here right now, not listening to the bullshit they're trying to feed you, the media, the news, or whatever. I'm quite fucking okay. I really, really love the life I'm living right now, and I'm very grateful every single day for all the things that I have. The freedom that I have, the job that I have, the people around me that that flourished, that I can get to socialize with, the for the beers that I drink, for the food that I get, the food that I still can't purchase, or, you know, just like an example, how grateful I am.
Yesterday, my boss asked me like, hey. We're going out for, for dinner to a Greek. Would you like to join? Wow. I I'm so grateful for that. It's rocking our needed to to have maintenance. And and to be honest, every single car or whatever bill I had to pay for the maintenance, it was a it was a a stitch in my heart. I was crying almost when I had to pay the bills. But now I laugh while I was paying a really big amount of money to to keep this thing going that I'm doing. Really love to pay that because it supports the life that I'm living right now. And Ragnar needs some new shoes because we're going to enter, winter soon.
And, probably or maybe I'm going to drive to a warmer place when the winter really gonna hit here, in the Northern Of Europe. But, also, if I have to drive to Germany, which is cross border, you need, good tires because winter could be, well, it could be the the white death. And, we had a beautiful storm. I mean, it was pretty, pretty amazing. I'm 52 years no. 52 winters young in this life, in this calculation of time, and I'm doing pretty fucking awesome, to be honest. But I never had seen such a beautiful summer. When it comes to temperatures, there was always no rain.
A rain Sunday for the first time. It was a good good splash of rain. And, I always have a little bit of my windows open because of the condense of my breathing at night. So things get wet a little bit. And then, I purchased some, I'm gonna call them windscreen spoilers so I can open up the window without getting wet. And, I'm so grateful that I just could say, like, oh, I need these things. Well, order them. I ordered a new pillow because I don't like pillows, and I'm sleeping for about I think it's gonna be about four years now that I'm sleeping on this pregnancy roll. It's a long roll for, like, one meter 30, and you can wrap it around you.
So you hold it like when you're holding someone in your hands. But the thing is if I go to bed and I take my roll, I hear that my bones and my spine is gonna be lined up like, I hear it. It makes a good cracking sound. Because a pillow is not a natural thing to sleep on. But the roll, they use it not for pregnancy only. They use it for thousands of years in China because they knew that when you go to sleep, your spine has to be straight. It's better for your organs. I haven't seen a doctor for six years. Why?
Because I think I live in a quite a good life now. I I figure it out. I I try to be in balance. Yes. I'm fucking up all the time, but that's okay. Not only fucking up, it's also enjoying the things that you do. It's really pretty awesome if you think about it. And we have this very brief, short period of time as a construct in your mind here on earth. And I think when you line up with your purpose and you line up with the message, with the truth, for me, it's the truth. I wanna I wanna spill out the truth. I don't wanna scream it out.
But, hopefully, if people listening to my podcast or listening to me in in real life, they think like, hey. Wow. Let me let me dig into that. Let me see what he's been talking. I don't wanna push it through. Or think that every single human being has something that we can learn from. Every. And, a few storms back, I went to a festival with some, really cool shoppers, good music, great bikes, great cars, great people, great food, a lot of beer. And it was the first time since six months I was doing legally campaign with my car, which was quite good.
So I could the setup that I had in mind and the the things that I got in my car, I could really do the things that, I had supposed to be doing for a long time, but I can't do that when I'm with the stealth camping because, oh, you know, somebody's camping. Yeah. You're not allowed to do that. You have to have a house. You have to pay the bills. No. No. You don't, but you have to make a choice. I talk to people that say, oh, you you, well, I got a house. It's it's been worth so much more now since last couple of five or ten years. But you you you have a good life. Well, you you can choose the same thing.
Sell the fucking house. Get a camping van, camper, or whatever the fuck you're gonna call RV, and head out for a world. Well, how do I supposed to do that with children? Well, you can do that because you can educate them themselves, but nobody's looking into that. The funny thing is also that, just getting red like a squirrel. I see a lot of dragon shaped things in the clouds the last couple of strongs. I got one right in front of me, a really big one. It looks like dragon to me with the eyes and the snout and the wings. Maybe it's pareidolia, but I don't think so.
I think we're on, not only of the brink of getting into a violent war between each other. We're also in a time of Aquarius. And that means chaos creates harmony. That's my motto, and it's been a motto for a long, long time for me, And I'm inquires myself. I see a lot of change too. Good positive change. People are, let's say, waking up or see that it's all been rigged and there's only lies that that that's filling us up. Divide us. Try to conquer us. So, yeah, best choice ever is doing the things that I'm doing right now for me.
And I hope that you fellow human also make the choices to be the best version of yourself and for, you know, for the people I'm still in. And and living best life I can do right now as I'm doing right now, to be honest. And it's not easy. But just like I said, if you go with the flow and you are on the if if the things that you do are lining up with with the universe, the God, the source, whatever the fuck you're gonna call it, wants you to be, everything's gonna be okay. I think that 365 times in a lot of religious books, one phrase always comes back.
And you know what that phrase is? Have no fear. I think that's a nice way to end this so episode. Have no fear. Because fear is feeding the wrong people. They want you to be in fear. You can change your life right now for the benefit of the future, but you, you have to choose. So, yeah, there's a lot of things that I talked about. Try to be positive no matter what comes to your life, no matter what struggles that you have, because we can learn so much from these things, from the challenges. And if you turn these challenges around into opportunities, then, Balayun, the world will be a better place.
So thank you for listening. I I I do hope so that the other guests that I'm having will end up are showing up or otherwise, I'm just going to do a solo. Let me know if you like this kind of solo thing that I'm doing right now. Keep you updated about some things. I don't want to get into the politics political or cultural or or religious kind of bullshit because that's not what makes me happy, and it's just an opinion of someone. And, I want to focus myself on other things that are much, much more important. And, that's inner balance.
That's inner love. Love thyself. And, yeah. I think that's that's it. And and and please, if you wanna support the show, links are available in my link tree, which is productions. If you look at productions.com, there are also links, for support, but also to support your better wealth and health for yourself. So with the products that I just mentioned, adding.com, the grounding mats and and sheets, LOEVEA nutrition, nutritious divert diversity, book of wisdom. There's so many things, and I'm still doing a lot of things that, are gonna get more and more attention right now.
And I think that's a good thing. And and please share it with your with your friends or family, your your your your children, your dog, your your LGBTQBD, whatever the fuck, friends, whatever, you know, with your dragons and unicorns. Fuck. Yeah. Share it with everyone. Please hit that likes and subscribe button. Give a come to the show if you like it or not, or if you have some things that I wanna talk about or that you wanna talk about on this show, reach out to me, [email protected]. And without any further ado, I just want to give you a a big hug, a virtual hug, fellow human, because everybody needs a fucking hug.
And, stay true to yourself, love yourself, and embrace the power that you are. Namaste, motherfucker and daddy fuckers. Ciao ciao. I love you. Thank you. Keep running for all my life. There's a devil on God show me light and he'll be tight.
Introduction to the Disorganized Productionist Podcast
Technical Difficulties and Guest Issues
Political Violence and Historical Reflections
Freedom of Speech and Government Control
Personal Reflections on Society and Humanity
Living a Minimalist Lifestyle
Finding Balance and Gratitude in Life
Conclusion and Encouragement for Positive Change
