Disorganized Productions "Chaos creates Harmony"

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In this episode of the Disorganized Productions podcast, host Rob takes listeners on a personal journey of self-discovery and gratitude. He shares his experiences of living a nomadic lifestyle, the serendipitous events that have unfolded in his life, and the profound impact of connecting with nature. Rob reflects on his travels to Sedona, the unexpected gifts from friends, and the joy of attending a blues festival in the Netherlands. Through these stories, he emphasizes the importance of embracing life's unpredictability and the power of positive thinking.

Rob also delves into deeper philosophical musings about society, the constraints of modern life, and the importance of reclaiming personal freedom. He challenges listeners to question societal norms, embrace their individuality, and find happiness in simplicity. With a mix of humor and candidness, Rob encourages everyone to break free from the "matrix," appreciate the little things, and live authentically. This episode is a call to action for self-empowerment and living life on one's own terms.

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Skip me branch like squirrel, baby.   What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the law.   Law.   Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productions podcast.   The show that fuels your spirit,   ignites your potential,   and helps you become the best version of yourself.   I'm your host, Rob,   and each episode   will embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you,   tap into your limitless   potential,   and conquer life's challenges.   Challenges.   Crypto Strider   Welcome to another episode of Disorganized   Productions, fellow human.   I'm,   111   episodes in.  

Wow.   What a magical number.   111.   Three times one.   Eventually, I would,   have two guests,   for these episodes, to be honest with you. But,   unfortunately,   we had to, reschedule   fortunately.   Fortunately, we had to reschedule.   So when these episodes will be,   recorded, I will upload them as you,   as you know. And,   yeah. So   I wanna talk to you about,   what it   means to me to   talk to so many people all over the world.   It,   it fuels your fire. It fuels my brain, my mind,   because you're gonna think about some things   that you normally do not think about, or your perspective that you have on some things   will be a little bit different after you have some conversations with some, some other people.  

And,   I'm I'm I'm really, really   fascinated by the thing that   life is treating me so good.   I mean,   Rockner, Savage, and me, we are having a great time.   And   suddenly the magic unfolds.   It sure definitely happened in America,   for for a   big a big time.   When I was in Sedona, when I was   hiking up all the vortexes that I've been through,   that was,   a shift.   It was a big shift in my reality, in my thinking,   and it was, probably a quantum   mechanic shift.   Because,   after Sedona,   things start to unfold,   when it'll manifest things, like, almost instantly,   like crazy.  

And it's,   also because I I think that I'm now,   really choose to   live the life that I want to live as a nomad.   I'm very, very grateful and happy and blessed   to have this perfect car   that's,   giving me mobility,   my mattress that I upgraded   for my back,   which is   awesome.   I mean, I sleep like a baby.   And then all of a sudden yesterday,   one of my colleagues told me, like,   yo, dude.   We went to this   blues festival over here.   And   if you like, you can join me. We still have one card left, and you can be my cap. You know? You can be my taxi.   And I said, well,   I would love to do that, but I can because I live in my car, so   there is no space for other people.  

And,   so with that being said, a few seconds later,   he's gonna   give me a message like, dude,   I haven't figured out, but   my wife told me that I have some other things to do today. So,   you can pick up the card if you want to take it.   And I said, yeah. Sure. I mean, wow.   So,   all of a sudden, I'm in my car   driving down to my colleague   and,   getting the ticket, and he also had a parking ticket. So that's, that's a wow. You know? And,   that wasn't all. Oh, no.   No.   There were surprises all over the fucking place.   I mean, we were talking. We're having some coffee, and   he   he asked me like, dude,   how do you keep your,   your food fresh and stuff like that? I said, well, normally, I purchase food that doesn't need to   to be cooled down   because, you know, that's a stress,   especially when with the warm weather of the last couple of days.  

So he said, dude,   I I got a refrigerator. You you you want one? You can plug it in with 12 feet.   I said,   yes.   Sure.   The thing is, I opened up Ragnar,   from behind,   and it perfectly   fits   between   well, it perfectly fits.   That's it.   There's a 12 fold   socket in the back of the car,   which,   I plugged it in and it and it worked.   I mean and he,   he was so kind to to fill it up with some beers   And the things that I had to cool down, like my cheese and, and some eggs,   they are now in my refrigerator. So   that was so fucking awesome.   So I went to the,   to the Blues Festival.  

It's called Moulin Blues   here in The Netherlands, which is,   probably thirty years ago that I went   for the first time with my mom   and, back in the days, one of her, friends.   And,   it's such a cool thing because it's,   it you know? Yeah. I I I can't it's it's like, you know, describing a picture. You gotta be there to to to see   what make the picture.   You know? You you gotta be in the scene. You you can't describe, but we had some fucking fun. I had some really cool neighbors.   We were hanging around a little bit.   And, this,   when I woke up, this grand rising, I,   I started up my car,   and I went for work because there's a a beautiful,   De Pele, they call it,   De Rote Pele, which is a   a nature reservoir, I think. Is is that I don't know. Well, it's it's a big   part of,   Limburg and Brabant, which is two provinces here in The Netherlands.  

And it's,   it's really, really nice.   So I went for a long hike for about, I think it was, like, six miles.   And,   I remembered   yesterday   that,   that that that one of the guys said, like, oh, tomorrow we're gonna have scrambled eggs and stuff like that. So I said, oh, fuck. I'm in. You know?   So I drove up   to, to the camping place again, and I said, hey, guys. You awake? Yeah. I said, I come for for, for the eggs.   Oh, fuck. Yeah. So   well, ten minutes later, I I were having a sandwich with eggs   and cheese and and fresh coffee. I mean, wow.   Yesterday   evening, I was talking to, to a girl. She does interviews   and stuff like that. And we were just talking because,   I got some attention because I was wearing my my skirt.  

So we just were, talking and,   all of a sudden, this woman comes up. She said, would you like to have a free,   coin?   Yes.   Thank you. Thank you.   So she gave me,   a free coin.   And   no kidding. Like,   five minutes later,   when I was, still talking to the to the girl, to the woman,   I looked at the floor and there was another coin. I mean, just like abundance,   prosperity,   wealth and health,   love and support   around me just like,   wow. That's like,   that's a game changer, man.   When when   I I don't know. If it's, yeah, I think it's a combination of a lot of things to be back in nature,   be balanced   with your food, with the with the   the things that you do.  

It definitely makes a big, big   impact.   Also, Sedona and and the the traveling   to,   to,   to this to The States was like a big a big fucking fucking thing for me,   because I had no plan. And,   I just wanted to rely on   whatever that was gonna be,   what's ever gonna be unfolding   right in front of me.   And   it worked out so fucking great.   Very   blessed and grateful for this thing for these things,   also for the people that I met.   The people that were stayed at   the the bed and breakfast,   Milton that took care of me in LA,   Donna, the trip that we had, and we still have,   on on a daily basis contact because wow. Wow.  

Some things just like I said, I I you can't describe it. You have to feel it. You have to   to be in that moment.   So, yeah, I'm I'm I'm   I'm I'm really blessed and grateful. I'm I'm I'm   it's it's not like   my my my album is is,   is is it has a scratch, so I I I keep on   saying that. But it's it's really   something that's,   very noticeable   in my life   right now.   On for example, on Fridays,   normally,   the guys at work, they're gonna have a beer and stuff like that, and,   I had to wash my clothes.   And,   I just didn't didn't want to see other people.   I'm a social mesentrope.  

I don't know if that's a word in English, but a mesentrope is   a people hater. But I'm a social one.   So,   I just, you know,   get   or or or grab my stuff and just like, okay. It's just   it is how it is. Right?   And you wanna do some things, then you have to face some things. So that's it.   So I went to,   to my work, and nobody was there.   I was   the other day, I was walking in a forest,   and I was thinking about a forester.   Like, that would be a fucking great job to be a forester, to be out in the woods all the time, to know about   the birds, the the the plants,   the trees, all that stuff. Look. Fucking amazing. That would be the suitable work.  

I was thinking about it.   I was thinking about   I would love to be in contact with a Forester.   And I I swear to god, I turned my head to the left,   and there's one pulling over   in his car.   Like,   what the fuck, dude?   Thank you.   Thank you.   That's   so   fucking   awesome.   The relationship   between   me and my mom   is much, much better than it was.   It's still sometimes a struggle.   And, of course, that struggle you have to find in yourself because it's you   that's struggling.   It's you with your,   limitless,   limitless,   limited limited beliefs   and all that   stuff.  

And,   I was going,   basically, I was just driving around because I love to to drive around. That that's my hobby   and my work.   So,   I pulled over to this little,   cabin where there's,   free oh, no. Not free, but there were   bouquets of flowers   and tulips,   and stuff like that.   So,   I bought two of these little bouquets, and,   one I dropped at my sis house,   and I knew that she was a weekend,   strong hand away.   And I put it through   the the flowers in in a little vase, and I put it on a counter   of the kitchen.   And, when I came at my mom's house, I noticed that she she had dinner, and there was a lot of, stuff   that wasn't, cleaned up and stuff like that. So I thought like, okay, Rob. What you gonna do? And I think, okay. You know what? I'm I'm just going to, clean it up. So I, cleaned everything up,   washed dishes.  

I cleaned that up too.   And, then I put, these beautiful flowers on the table.   And,   so so it it doesn't cost you anything, but the gratitude that you're gonna get from these people like, hey. Did you put the flowers on my table? Yeah. Oh, wow. Thank you. Your flower very beautiful.   And my mom just like, oh, shit. Did did you clean the opposite? Yeah.   Because I wrote a little message.   She said, oh, wow. And I noticed she's very busy with her life,   and she's a, like, a real outdoor woman. She likes to walk, and she likes to to bicycle.   So I said, now you got more time for the things that you like to do.  

And,   I think that's that's a shift too when you realize that,   the more you give   without any expectation,   there are a lot of things unfolding right in front of you.   And it's it's re it's just like with my car, with the mattress,   I swear to god.   So   I was looking for a mattress, like, a secondhand, but, like, a new one. And I don't know that people, you know, they have a mattress and and well, whatever.   So I found one.   I reacted to the adaptation,   to the advertisement, and,   I got a message back,   like, oh, I'm terrible. Sorry. But, we're gonna keep it for a little while. So,   I said, okay. That's okay. And I have fun.  

And I said, like, okay.   So when this is not gonna be the mattress that I wanted, then there's gonna be a better one.   Right?   And within five minutes later,   I had a better mattress that's   was more much cheaper too,   and it was closer by. So, like, wow.   Did   how do you explain that?   It's   it's   doing good and and and and   just do the things that you like to do, man. It's it's   it's   it's it's such a game changer. I'm start start to fucking stumble about my own fucking words.   It's a game changer.   I was yesterday at the festival,   and I got this free coin, and and I I found one. And   one of my friends,   he said, I I I wanna give   you and and Ragnar something, and and as   thanks.  

I mean, I really appreciate it.   And all of a sudden, there was some amount on my on my on my bank account. Just like,   wow.   That's so fucking amazing, dude.   That's I'm so, again,   grateful.   Yeah. Blessed.   I'm I'm I'm   I'm   I'm telling the universe   every single day   so much   thank you.   Thank you.   Thank you for the little things, for for the lessons that I learned, for for the things that I got, for the,   especially, for the things that you already   have.   I'm so blessed. I got great   boots.   I'm so blessed. I got my fucking own skirt, which looks fucking awesome, to be honest.   I'm so   grateful for my creativity.  

I am so grateful   that my car gives me the mobility.   I'm so grateful that I can gas it up. I'm so grateful that I have beautiful food.   I'm so grateful for all these things, all these little things.   And   these things are also   big.   I mean,   in every,   no, in in a lot of countries, I am a fucking multimillionaire.   I am already because I speak it out, and I know that I'm very, very wealthy   and healthy.   Because   without   without health,   there's nothing   for the wealth. It's it it makes no fucking sense at all.   But to   to   to know   and to feel   that   all these little things and the big things that you have, that for some people, it's   unreachable.  

Like shoes. I have,   what is it, like, three pairs of shoes in my car?   There are people on this world that don't even have shoes.   Yeah. Let that sink in.   There are people on this world that are struggling,   and that's   we don't have to struggle. There's water supplies   limitless.   There's food supplies   limitless.   But we let the big co ops and the governments   cut that off   and make it rare and make it make it expensive and stuff like that.   It's so unfucking believable talking about that stuff. Maybe I'm gonna ramble on, but fuck it. It's just like how it is.   Why should I pay   at   Shell,   which is a Dutch company   owned by the Dutch king,   pay more for the fucking gasoline   than I'll pay cross border in Belgium or   in Germany.  

It makes no fucking sense.   We used to pay 25¢   more because of saving the whatever the fuck. Because you always have to save something. Right? We have to save the we have to save the planet. We have to save the the cow farce. We have to save the fucking whatever the fuck. We have to save the the the nature. We have to save the whales. We have to save we we don't have to save anything.   If we do not   put our fucking hands   on stuff, then it will be fucking fine. But no.   No. We don't want that. We want   to put it and create it as we want to be.   That's the whole fucking problem.  

We wanna be in charge of everything.   And the craziest thing is that we let people   be in charge that are fucking   nitwits,   fucking   idiots that rule countries   and and do not have anything   in common for the position that they have. Oh, the only thing that they have is they suck some fucking cock or whatever to get on that position.   I'm not saying everyone, but most of the time,   politicians   play a game. They know how to play the game.   Politics is not about   knowing how a country works.   Politics is is getting friends   from from   from from from parties that are foe.  

Gaining friends, the benefits of their own fucking shit.   The only thing we gotta save is our fucking minds,   not to go bonanza,   not to go fucking   I mean,   I'm fucking fine. But if I see the people,   how they live   in their own locked up fucking prisons,   it doesn't matter how beautiful your fucking prison is. It's still a fucking prison, and you open up voluntarily   and you close it up voluntarily.   That's stupidity to me.   That's fucking stupidity   to me.   If I would own a piece of land   and there would be a cabin on it or or like a shadow or whatever, I would be fucking fine.   But I wanna   I wanna   share that with other people.  

I wanna share that with friends and family, and and probably is gonna be in a neighborhood   where there's a lot of forest where I can walk   barefooted   and look at and and be amazed at at what nature brings us.   But we wanna be in charge of everything.   The worst people   are the people that want to be in charge of other people.   Like, the managers that run the managers   to run a manager.   And who will be fucked? The people that have to work for it.   It's a very nice story about   the the ant and the fox, I think it's called. It's a sales story.   Look it up. It's really interesting.  

Yeah. Mankind.   I think   if you're really looking   to the most people that you encounter in life,   And   when you are doing good, you you meet people that are doing good to you. It's inevitable.   It's just how it is. It's just how it works.   And it's it's it's beautiful. It's beautiful to see that a lot of people are   awake as stupid fucking word, but,   know what's going on.   Critical thinking about stuff.   I mean,   how could things line up if someone   always try   to lie to you?   It doesn't matter if that's on a relation in a relationship, in business, or in politics, or the government, or whatever the fuck.   Micro, macro, meso, I don't give a shit on what fucking level.  

You've been lied to your whole fucking life, and it's time to   to   unlie,   to unfuck,   to unfuck your life   Because we take so much for granted,   and we   we we do   so many stupid things for stupid people without getting anything for ourselves.   Your   time and your value as a human being   is   nobody can pay that. That's   so expensive.   But yet,   we let people decide   how much you're gonna get per hour   to get your fucking bills done, to get back in your stupid little prison, to get back in your car that you have to you need that car to get to your work.   How stupid is that? If you want me to work, you're gonna pay me a fucking car. Right?  

It's the it's okay. So here's the thing.   It's mindset.   It's mindset.   The people that are willing to   share some knowledge.   If I would get a guest speaker, like, I let's say Tony Robbins or whatever   the fuck. Come to to The Netherlands.   We we, you know,   he he would say, first of all, that's gonna cost you x.   You gotta take care of his,   his home, so you gotta book a hotel.   You gotta take care of transportation.   You gotta take care of his food.   All that stupid stuff.   But, yeah, what we see,   especially in in in in in the, let's say, the low range. I don't know if that's a good word, but, like, the the the the the working class?   Oh, no.  

You you gotta pay for all that fucking bullshit.   You gotta pay for it   so you can you can make some money   just to pay for a stupid stuff that they want you to have, like a fucking house and a fucking car.   And don't get me wrong. There's nothing wrong with having a beautiful house in a beautiful neighborhood or whatever the fuck   or or or I   it doesn't matter or if you wanna have that car. Yeah. And and you work for it. That's fucking fine.   I hope you get the point what I'm trying to say.   Why do people   that make so much money   don't need to care take care of that kind of stupid bullshit?  

But we   as well, not we, but but but the the the people   that work the hardest   have to take care of their own shit. It should be turned around. It should be otherwise around.   It's fucking crazy.   Once you realize that's kinda stuff,   things are opening up   because you you don't fall for the fucking bullshit.   And the thing is time to quit with the fucking bullshit.   And and on on all levels,   it's time to quit.   It's time to stop quitting telling lies to yourself.   It's time   to quit the shit about telling someone else some fucking lies.   You gotta face yourself, look in the mirror,   and and and see that human in the mirror and think like, wow.  

I am so happy.   I am so fucking happy and grateful   that I am that person, and I can look you straight in the fucking eyes.   Sure.   Oh, I I'm a little bit fat. I'm a little bit skinny. I don't like this. I got a fucking thing. I I don't I don't there are so many things,   but it's you.   It's just how it is. And you know what? Everything changes.   If you wanna change, it starts in your fucking mind.   If you wanna break free of the matrix or whatever the fuck you're gonna call it, you have to decide what you're gonna do.   You can't make fucking fifteen, twenty children, whatever.  

10 children, eight children, four children, and and to have a free life. That's   almost impossible. I'm not saying it's impossible, but it's almost impossible because you're gonna you're gonna deal with some lot of a lot of shit. A lot of shit.   Can you imagine the logistics and the transportation   only   to provide for four other young people?   People that I   speak with   that know my situation right now.   First of all, they feel   sorry. And when I say don't feel sorry, I'm so fucking happy,   almost everyone,   99%   say,   no kidding,   99%   says,   when I was not having this relation, when I was not will having kids, when I will not have this mortgage, if I will not have this job, whatever the fuck that they have not, they would choose for this life immediately.  

Let that sink in.   My home   is called planet Earth.   That's my home.   I have shelter in my car. I'm fucking grateful for that. I I can build a shelter in the woods. Oh, it's not,   yeah. Fuck you.   Well, you can do stealth camping. That's not you can do that. Well, watch me.   You're gonna stop me?   You're not supposed to swear anyways, motherfuckers,   But that's not nice. Well, punk isn't nice, isn't it?   It's time to be punk.   And what I mean with that is do what the fuck that you want. I mean,   in the in the, like, ten, fifteen years ago, fellow human, I swear to god,   I was so   so   focused on my behavior, on how I look.  

You know,   my hair has to be be perfect.   My my my outfit, my my suit, all the stupid shit. You know? And still, I I like suits.   But the way I am right now, I can't I can't sit here   being in nature with a fucking suit. That makes no fucking sense.   A suit   is a very expensive overall.   That's it.   When I'm walking in nature with my skirt on, barefooted, people look at me if I see people because I don't like them at all.   And they they think like,   doesn't doesn't it hurt when you walk barefoot?   No.   You are made   for it.   You didn't train it. That's not a thing.  

But you're made for it.   The connection between mother earth   and   you as a human,   electricity,   sparkling,   magical motherfucker,   that's like when magnets   attract.   That's that's   wow.   And they don't want you to do that.   Because, oh,   what if the people   that wanna squeeze out with all the little pennies that they have   and they have to be feeling miserable and be in fear of of the next whatever the fuck?   What if they're gonna rise up?   What if they are capable   by gathering the same souls and say   no?   Just   say   no.   Two fucking letters.   Fucking hard. Right?  

Fellow human?   So fucking hard   just to say no   because we're all fucking pleasers.   Hey, John.   I I, I need you next Friday.   You know,   could you work a little bit longer?   Well, of course, you say yes. It's your boss.   Just say fucking no.   Oh, is there a reason you can't come? No.   I don't even need to give you a fucking reason.   I don't ask you questions about your business either. Right? So why would you ask questions about my fucking personal life?   It's the same it's the same clinch   as the government   gonna put you up.   Oh, but these are the consequence. Oh, but these are no.  

No.   I do not allow that   in my reality,   and I will fight for it,   normally,   verbally.   But if I have to fight for my freedom,   oh, fuck. I will.   I would rather die   standing   than bowing down on my fucking knees because I am a king. I'm an emperor, motherfuckers.   And this is no no no. Oh, oh, wow. Look at him. No. Masculinity. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. This is claiming   back   your human power.   That's it.   Claiming back   your human power.   Where does it start?   It starts in the fucking brain.   I can let   thousands of people   tripping and seeing things,   whatever,   with giving them sugar pills.  

But if I have a good concept, a good marketing about these pills,   you think that you have the best ecstasy there was in the world, and you will fucking act like it. You will fucking feel like it. Why?   Because your brain tells you to.   Think about that.   Think about it, all the studies that they have with placebos   that it worked perfectly   with a pill that does not work, and people felt whatever the fuck.   That's real power.   That's   real power.   The power of your mind.   Government.   Mind.   Gover the mind.   No,   motherfuckers.   Go fuck yourself.  

And this is not rambling about negativity,   this is all so fucking positive.   Because once you see through these lies,   there's a world opening up.   There's a world opening up, and it's so beautiful.   It wants to arm you.   It wants to   it wants you to to to to sow the seeds of love,   of of gratitude, of of look at this.   Yes, fellow human.   I am really, really blessed and grateful   for the time   that we're living in right now.   For all the beauty that this season, especially this season, I love the spring. I fucking love spring. Everything is blooming   and everything comes to life.  

The birds in the morning,   wow. That's like, wow, dude.   These sounds are so fucking amazing.   And even if it's really warm, if you go to the forest,   the leaves will break down the sunlight, and it's it's it's more cool than   it's so nice.   I told my mom   that strong or was too strong as a too strong as a way.   I,   I called her up and I said, thank you.   She said, for what?   I said, for raising me up in this   environment.   Because you could raise me up in a city,   and probably that wasn't   that wasn't good for me.   But here,   just in a little village   with a lot of forests and a lot of agriculture and stuff like that around, I fucking love it.  

I fucking love it.   I really can drive for hours without seeing anyone, and I'm on on the most   dense   populated country, one of the most dense populated countries in the fucking world.   I can choose not to see people.   So bizarre.   But, again, you have to choose. You have to   choose life,   which is, of course, a brilliant   brilliant opening,   sentence they say in Trainspotting.   Choose life.   It's so easy.   No no one deserves to be miserable.   No one   should   be doubt or be in fear.   We will not if we stand up.   I'm 100%   positive.   And I think that the   the powers that   be,   they know.  

They know that's   so much information nowadays about stuff   that you just can't you just can't stop   it. It's like I said in the podcast, it's like   a little scratch in a in a dam,   a little a little hole   in a   dam, you know it's gonna break.   And and then   then you need to rely on yourself.   Then you have to be 100%   convinced about what you're able to.   Then you have to be 100%   convinced of your survival techniques.   Oh, oh, you you you didn't you didn't think about fresh water or how to make your dinner or stuff like that?   I I I really wish that that I would have the chance,   and hopefully, I will have one day,   to prepare my own meat, to to to shoot   or to to kill an animal, which I do not prefer, to be honest. But   you have to know how to prepare a chicken.  

You have to prepare a cow or or or a pig   for necessary   needs only. Not to do that, like, on a daily basis, if you know what I mean.   You you have to know how to,   what's it called? To forest? No. To to forge forge in the forest to see what what plants you can eat,   what what are,   the medicine plans and stuff like that. You need to know that.   And why? Well, I'm gonna tell you why.   Last strong,   there was a big, big blackout.   Not here in The Netherlands   yet,   but in Spain, Portugal,   Italy,   France,   a big fucking blackout,   which, of course, makes no fucking sense at   all.  

Because   how could you call   with your mobile if there's a fucking blackout?   How how could they show   people in train stations and stuff like that if there was a fucking blackout with the cameras?   Because cameras are are are normally   charged with fucking power. Right?   So it's really, really fascinating to me   how,   how the,   some systems work and some don't.   And, sure, there's an explanation for everything,   but but it's just,   it's   it's just a fucking test.   They want chaos, and they do not want to   be responsible   for the shit that they did. So what they gonna do,   mark my fucking words, they're gonna put us up against each other, which they are doing for   hundreds of years, and it works perfectly.  

And, eventually,   when we   are not gonna get the food that we want or we have a fucking market war in a grocery store,   people turn into animals.   Not only into animals.   We are the mark of the beast.   We are six six six.   Oh, yeah.   We are   the beast.   Animals   have manners.   Beasts?   Oh, they kill each other. Animals don't do that,   if you know what I mean. Not their own race.   Well, maybe shims.   Shims. Oh, we're very related to shims. Oh, they kill themselves too. They eat them. Okay.   Wow.   So,   again, are you prepared? Do you have enough batteries?   Do you have a light? Do you have candles?  

Do you have toilet paper for your fucking Pornhub? Oh, wait a minute. You can't see that. You have to download the shit first.   I think for most people, it's worse than, it it's it's corona   ten times worse.   Because what when we were putting into our own prisons with corona,   we, we still had the capacity   to,   to work because Zoom is all of a sudden a thing, like workplace.   All of a sudden,   we could be just masturbating all day long because of Pornhub and and and looking at movies with with with,   Netflix.   We were not supposed to go going outside of nature because the the the virus is gonna kill everyone.   Oh, no.  

It's not.   It's never will be.   The only ones that kill each other is us,   the beasts,   if you let them.   Yeah.   Wow. The world is so beautiful,   but you choose in what reality that you live in.   You choose   what's good for you.   You have always an option.   Don't come   with excuses because you're making excuses for yourself.   Oh, I have to work for this or that. Well, maybe you have to work to get to own some money,   but you choose   how you're gonna do that.   For what kind of boss? For what kind of job?   It's really funny. Like, oh, well, I don't have the capacity to whatever.   You know? Did you know that a lot of people that are very, very powerful and very, very rich   do not have the capacity to,   but know how to do it   because they have to rely on other people.  

You just have to need the persistence   and the desire   to do the things that you wanna do, the passion   to believe in yourself that you can pull it off.   That's it. I think that's a beautiful   ending of the beginning and beginning of the ending   of the solo podcast number one one one.   Some truth bombs have been spilled. Not all of it is,   well, I don't know. Oh,   shit.   Thank you, fellow fellow human, for listening to disorganized productions.   I do hope to make   more episodes in the future   to keep you updated about my stories.   Please check out my brand new website disorganizedproductions.com,   where you can find all information about your health.  

You can find information   about,   my coaching business so I can,   help you to get your shit done.   You can find,   a way to,   to sponsor me or to,   to be beneficial,   as a as a producer for the show.   I, my merchandise   show.   Thank you for purchasing the T shirts.   There were a lot of sales last time for mister and missus Chaos,   which is a great shirt, to be honest with you, mister Chaos. I mean,   so, yes, good things are to come.   I really do thank you. I really appreciate you for tuning in,   and,   have a beautiful   day, beautiful evening no matter where you are on this beautiful planet,   on Earth, fellow human, on Earth.  

So,   yeah,   to close it up,   believe in yourself,   trust the process,   and be fucking awesome, fellow human.   Be fucking awesome.   Thank you.   Wish I had it gone so I can go somewhere.   Amy   dreams.   He's a pain in the ass.   Black as a knight,   God's swimming light, and he'll be tight.