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In this episode of the Disorganized Productions Podcast, host Rob welcomes special guest Jack from the Network Failure Podcast. The conversation dives deep into personal health challenges, the importance of mindset, and the power of positive thinking. Jack shares his transformative journey through a health scare, emphasizing the role of faith and mindset in overcoming life's obstacles. The discussion also touches on the societal pressures of money and success, and how breaking free from these constraints can lead to true happiness and fulfillment.

The episode further explores the impact of substances, both legal and illegal, on personal well-being and societal control. Rob and Jack discuss their experiences with addiction, the role of plant medicine in personal growth, and the societal narratives that keep individuals trapped in cycles of dependency. The conversation is candid and insightful, offering listeners a raw look into the challenges and triumphs of navigating life's complexities while maintaining a sense of freedom and authenticity.

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Skip me branch like squirrel, baby.  

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What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the law.  

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Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productions podcast.   The show that fuels your spirit,   ignites your potential,   and helps you become the best version of yourself.   I'm your host, Rob,   and each episode   will embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you,   tap into your limitless   potential,   and conquer life's challenges.  

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Challenges.  

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Hey, fellow human. Just real quick,   check my new website, disorganizedproductions.com.   Check my merchandise and stuff like that. It's all available in links on the website.   And,   without any further ado,   enjoy this podcast.  

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It means, man.  

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Ladies and gentlemen, fellow human, welcome to another episode of disorganized productions.   Today's special guest   is is,   I wanna   because of you, I would've changed my name probably because   we got from the network failure podcast,   mister   Jack Me Off.  

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What's going on, people?   How's everybody doing today?  

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How are you doing today? Because   I saw the last podcast that you did.   I was listening to it, and there there was some shit going on in your life that you,   let me fix this. Let me fix this. Okay. Sorry.   There are some shit going on in your life. You you got it all under control now? Oh, yeah. Definitely. Without a doubt.   Right. Because you don't use words. I had the same thing going. Like, in 2,018,   they they they,   they invested me for some stuff that was inside of intestines.   And then they they found some things. And I said, never ever gonna talk to work because then you're gonna take that energy.   How how do you think, about that? Because I I listened to your podcast and you said, okay, There are some things that they're really good at,   and I have to do that for insurance reasons. Right? Right.  



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Alright. Well, you want me to spill the beans? Let me spill these beans. Oh, yeah. Fuck yeah.   Alright.   Well, I,   I went to a physical that was put off for a few years   due to,   money pretty much. You know, I was worried about money. I didn't wanna take the day off of work   because,   I couldn't afford it. You know? And   I could have afforded it. I just I was putting money in front of my health, and   it was the wrong thing to do because   I got people that depend on me. You know? I got kids. I got a wife. I got friends. I got   listeners out there that, you know, they they depend on me being here and   existing. So,   you know, I went to this physical, and   everything was on the up and up. I went into,   you know, the initially, the nurse came in. She take the blood pressure,   everything like that. She took my hat off and she was like, oh, you're kinda warm.  

I'm gonna skip the temperature and let the doctor take it. So I said, alright. Whatever.   On the way out, after the doctor went through everything, I was like, oh, you know, feel great. Everything's fine.   I said, would you mind taking my temperature?   The nurse didn't because she thought my hat would have thrown it off.   Could you take my temperature, please? And she was like, alright. Yeah. She took my temp, and then she looked at me, and she was just kinda staring at me weird. She goes, you sure you're okay? And I was like, yeah. I feel like I felt for the last few months. You know? Mhmm. I work out in the cold, so I didn't notice that I was running, like, a 4.5   fever.  

And she was like, you need to get to a hospital.   Now me being me, I didn't go to a hospital. I told her, I promised her, I'll go get my blood work in the morning right before work. I promise. I still had to worry about money even though, she said I was a walking dead man. I was still worried about money.   So I said,   listen. I'm gonna I'm gonna do my blood work on the way into work. She ordered me a chest x-ray because she was worried, I think,   about, like, tuberculosis   or something like that. I know that's on the rise due to   a a little situation with the invasion of,   the migrants and all that shit like that. So   Mhmm. You know, I went through that,   went to do my blood work the next morning. I did the chest x-ray, and then I got a phone call. And   she was kinda she kinda sounded weird, like, she didn't wanna tell me. And she was like, listen. We found something in your chest.  

And immediately,   I thanked God for it. You know, you would think that you would go to   devastation and despair, but   my mind kind of went in a different direction.   So, you know, to my belief,   God was there with me very   strong that day.   You know, God's with me every single day   that I live and the reason that I'm alive. But for that instance,   right there   and gave me serenity.   And I said, thank you for this. Whatever your plan is,   you're smarter than me.   I don't know   anything, and I trust you. So whatever you're doing,   I'm I'm all for it. Thank you for this Right. Whatever this gift. And I was hot I was hospitalized for, like, two and a half weeks   because my blood my hemoglobin was down. I had to get, like, blood transfusion and stuff like that.  

My hemoglobin my hemoglobin was really low. My white blood cell count was pretty much, like, point one, point point two, or something like that.   Not good. You know?   I was I was pretty much on death's doorstep,   you know?   And I had no idea.   You know, I was working like that for months. I probably had this thing brewing in me for years. I smoked for   thirty five years. I've been smoking since, you know, since I'm, like, 12 years old. So   I expect that. That's why I've I avoided a chest x-ray.   I didn't,   you know, I've been taking   apricot seeds, any anti cancer   remedy that is not like,   that is not suggested by the United what do whatever it's called. The medical industry.  

You know what I'm saying? Yeah. The medical mafia. I didn't take any of that shit that they don't have an anti cancer pill.   You know? But, like, apricot seeds,   what else? Like, sulforaphane,   bro broccoli extract, and shit like that. Uh-huh. Trying to avoid   trying to avoid cancer. You know what I'm saying? It was one of my greatest fears was that I was gonna find out that I had lung cancer and I was gonna die. And for me to be in a spot where I wasn't afraid of death, number one,   I wasn't afraid that if the outcome was going to be death, what is the worst worst case scenario?   I spend eternity   in peace and harmony,   not worrying about everything, looking down on my loved ones, watching them succeed,   get over my death, and watching the world become a better place.  

That's not so bad. So there's nothing to fear. Right. You know what I mean? We have we have nothing to be afraid of.  

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You know? So I really do not know what's happening. So why why are we afraid of something that we do not know?  

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Exactly. Well, they want us afraid of death.  

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Oh, yes.  

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They want us to be afraid of everything.   They want us to feel like like we're insignificant   little beings   and be afraid of death because there's nothing left after that.   This is your only shot, And this ain't our only shot.   Because if we don't learn what the fuck we're supposed to be doing down here the first time, we're gonna fucking repeat it.   Are you gonna repeat it over and over again?  

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I don't think I'm looking for that option.  

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It's the same.  

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People say, like, you go to the light or you don't go to the light. Don't go to the light. You are in a meditative state for three   days, and then you you will get your own life back.   But if you go to the light, you will be repeatedly   be be stuck in this world.   But, I mean,   what who who's been written that down? It's it's the same boo. It's it's boo.  

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I don't know. Yeah. It's it's just my theory. It's not it's not necessarily like reincarnation or anything like that. But it's like when you're in that that essence, that essence of creation and stuff like that, we have this I believe we have this choice   And this choice to repeat the lessons that we did not learn in that life before,   to come back down,   pick we choose a family. We choose wherever we don't remember any of this shit. But I believe that I chose my life.   I chose to go through the shit that I went through because it's like taking a class. It's like going to college,   and I'm gonna sign up for this course in,   trigonometry   because you wanna learn trigonometry.  

You know, me, I wanted to learn a life of   struggle, poverty,   long battle with alcoholism,   which I don't even like calling it a word. It was just like a demonic grip.   But these are all things that I needed to learn   to become who I am today.   You know what I'm saying? But it's just my Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Just, you know, I, how I look at it.  

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But you all also changed life   not that long ago when you were facing that   conversation that you had in the hospital with the with the outcome   that you were looking up or or talk to God. Like, thank you for   giving me this opportunity   probably   to, well, not start over again, but to realize, like, okay.   There's still shit to be done. Right? Exactly. And,   I think and you you mentioned it before. Like, when you when you clicking   no. When you have   a conversation with God and with yourself, when you are in a position of   medical,   emergency, let's say,   medical emergency.  

Afterwards,   when   you're alive afterwards,   the thing is   money is totally out of the question. I think that you can agree. You   you it's not it's nothing. It's just energy. Okay.   It's it's exactly. And the funny thing is if you if you have that mindset,   all of a sudden, it flows into you just like, woah.   You hold it back because of the boom. You know? You need to pay the bills. You need to take care of other people. You need to take care of yourself. You've got to go to work. All negative face.   No.   You you you could you could change that by programming yourself, which I'm doing since 02/2018   when I had my, surgery of my intestines when they removed thirty five centimeters of it. Just like, okay. Now I'm just doing the things that I like to do.  

I'm driving around in my car in a beautiful scenery.   Nature is flourishing. I was taking a walk barefooted,   you know, just like, wow.   People that look at me think like I'm a fucking idiot. Well, I don't give a shit. I don't think no. Because I'm so fucking happy right now because of Jews for me, not for people that day.  

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People don't know.   You know, these people don't know what's going on. People will walk up to me and find, oh, I found out you had cancer.   I'm sorry. What the fuck are you sorry for?   Why are you sorry? First of all, it's the best thing that ever happened to me aside from my kids and my wife.   This is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I fucking shit you not. It has changed my life.   Dude,   one month.   One month. And I wasn't for for any   of the treatment of the medical industry and everything like that. I wasn't. My wife is all for that shit. I'm not. Mhmm. But I'm not fighting with my fucking wife either.   Because anybody that knows my wife is, like, it's it's very tough to to fight with this woman on certain fucking things.  

So and and I and I knew I knew what I wanted to do. I was going the ivermectin route and the route of, fenbendazole.   Right. Drinking drinking hydron a high I don't know how to pronounce it or say it or Is it blood of your shit? The blue stuff? Methylene blue. I just I just started to add hydrolyzed   water where,   it's kinda   like do using electrolysis   and getting more hydrogen into the water. I was drinking, like, four glasses of that day. I'm not a medical professional.   Everybody, do your own research and everything like that.   But that's what I did for a month   before I got the ivermectin. All I had was God prayers   and two little, treatments of chemo.  

And then I got my PET scan, and the shit was gone.   86%   reduced   after a month.   Wow.   And that's what positive thinking does. That's what God does. You know what I'm saying? So  

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wow. You just I just had that something like you can   change everything with only with mindset.   It's an important Only with mindset.   That's that's   that's so powerful. Even if you look at,   when you did some tests with, the sugar pills, the, the, the, oh, what the fuck? Placebo of the word. Placebo.   It made people walk again that couldn't walk, stuff like that. Just because your mind.   So, and that's the thing. When they have a grip on your mind, like the money system, you gotta pay the rent, you gotta take care of your food, you gotta do this, you gotta do that. That that's the fear porn they wanna be on you because you are gonna get sick.   That's there's no doubt about it. You it's it's to keep you sick, and and they they can cow you completely.  

The question is,   why are they   why do they want   so much money? So let's say they they it's it's a billion dollar industry. Right? Let let's say they have all the money in the world. What the fuck are you gonna do with it? Well, what's the focus of having so much money?  

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It's just it's a it's a control. It's just to control us.   That's all it's there for. It's it's to increase their power. The more money you have, the more control you have, the more pressure you have with that fucking thumb on our fucking heads.   Right. You know what I'm saying? That's the old that's all they need it for. But when you take that away, when you take that fear of loss of money, when you take that power away from them,   then you could then you could succeed. Then you move then you move higher than them.   Oh, fuck. Yeah. When I said I'm posting, I'm not giving a fuck   about this, that. The other day I was at work, and I was like,   oh, man. I really don't wanna do that extra hour to make up for the doctor's appointment. Like, fucking, what are you doing?  

I don't give a fuck about the extra hour. It will come back. That money will come back. It'll return   because alright. This is the system that we use. If you don't worry about that shit, it's gonna be provided for you.   Oh, the the I stopped worried about it,   and money flew into my house   Right. Out of nowhere.   We're easy. Right? They didn't give a shit about money. And my wife's job,   you know, they found out what was going on. They gave us, like, a hundred and $50 Amazon card, $200   shopping card, a $200   DoorDash card, which, you know, like, I don't use DoorDash because it's a waste of money to have somebody pick up my food. But if I have it now, you know, I could skip make a dinner one night, and it's it was a nice gift. But I didn't worry about money. So that money came in   because there's no I don't we're not supposed to be struggling,   worried about some shit that somebody else made up to control us.  



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Dude, you you pinpoint something. I was I was recording it for three or four times because I was driving, and it wasn't the best   shot that I did for myself. It was about having a plan.   You do not need a fucking plan.   You need a goal.   Maybe you need a goal. With with a goal, there comes a few things that you have to do. You have to work hard. You have to be disciplined.   You have to be focused on that goal. And, you know, these things, good things that you are,   putting yourself out to achieve that goal.   But a plan? Oh, fuck. What if   if the universe   wants you not to have a plan and wants you to give everything you desire,   like   prosperity, wealth, abundance, love, all that shit. But you hold it or you are a sidetrack   because of your stupid fucking plan.  

The thing is,   if you let loose, there are so multiple   multiple   things that you can point out of people,   having having the this this thing, like, oh, he wanted to be,   no.   No. Rambling on and on with with my fucking thoughts. So,   the the the the people that are   all of a sudden cut loose   the money thinking. You know? Just like, okay. I'm gonna live my life. I'm in poverty, but I wanna live my life. I'm I'm done with it. All of a sudden, it flows into them. The people that are entrepreneurs that that figured out, like, five, six, seven years to do, you know, to make some money on a job, it doesn't work because they're so focused on it. It's it's like that that woman that you're stalking,   it's not gonna be your mistress or your love wife because she's freaking the fuck out. Right? So if you're just moving along   and you don't think about it, she will approach you. That is with money, that is with wealth, that is with prosperity, abundance, all that stuff. There are so   many examples   of people that are not loose with the thought and with the thing.  

And all of a sudden it started.   And I I think just like you said, it's a blessing. Sometimes it's it's a blessing to see like, wow,   what did I achieve in life? What do I have? Not what do I want?   Wanting is something that is bullshit.   What do I have? You know, you have beautiful kids. I I shoot. You got a wife that that still cares of you. You got a house. You got you got your work. You know? You got you got your things going on. You got your podcast, friends.   That's what counts.   That's the whole fucking abundance and and prosperity that we have.  

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Yeah. It's having gratitude for what you have. You know? But Oh, fuck. Yeah. They have us trained to want more and more and more,   not to look at what we have, To always look in the other neighbor's yard and want what he's got.   The exact opposite of of what we're supposed to be.   Yeah. You know, we're supposed to be helping each other out, but what do they have? They have us fighting with each other.   You know, they have us He's worried about talking all the time. Worried about money to to keep us sick, to keep that stress on you. The billionaires don't worry about money. They pay somebody else to fucking worry about it.   They don't worry about money.  

The actual fucking billionaire,   they pay another guy to shit his pants about his money   Right. While they're having a good time.  

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Right?  

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But also the low lives, we're worried about the dollar. We're worried about making this extra hour, working overtime.   Is this bill gonna meet this bill?   And they show they show you with everything   how much money doesn't count with the way that they waste it. Like, all of this nonsense that they're uncovering   in the US government,   what they're spending all the money on, what they're wasting it on.   Crazy. My fucking money?  

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No. It's it's the pennies that we have, that's like the the that's less than nickels.  

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That's less than nickels all the fucking shit. Our shit, yet they take it. And they give us the illusion that they need our money. So we'll struggle for more and more and more   and have less and less and less and remain sick.   And while you're not if if you start catching on, it's like, oh, well, guess what? There's a new drug out there.   Here, you could drink this and feel better, you know, like,   I don't know. Like,   the whole   the whole alcohol thing, I, you know, for me,   I had a huge problem with alcohol. I fell in love the moment the moment that   that,   that she touched my lips. It was   it opened me up. It, I was, you know, I grew up as a kid that was always kinda worried about what somebody would think about what I said.  

So I would stay quiet, you know, and I and I drank. I got funny.   I got very outgoing   and   kinda, like, very entertaining.   You know? And I like that.   So I continued on with that shit   forever. And it it just it keeps us   so subdued   to,   to the effect where it's so much easier to control somebody when they're not paying attention to what the fuck is going on.   Right. You know? So I spent   honestly, I haven't counted, but probably since I was from 16 to   47. So   what is that? Thirty one years?   Mhmm. Drinking heavily. Very heavily.  

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Right. And Like, daily  

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abuse. Yeah. Yeah. Just, you know, like,   for the most part, I liked it so much that, like, it was, you know, everybody would wanna throw in on a bag of weed. If I had $5 as a 16 year old, I'd find a way to get a six pack.   Fuck the weed. Right. Because the six pack was much more effective. It lasted longer,   whatever the,   whatever the case may be.   Mhmm. But I continued that into my adult life and everything, and   it really fucked my life up, you know, as it does with a, with a lot of people that let it get a grip on them. It really fucked my life up.   And through like, a lot of people's prayers and everything and God   and,   you know, I, I gotta give all the credit to God because   through a lot of my,   drinking experience and   the drugs and all that shit, you know, I fucked around with everything.  

Right.   You know, when you're a kid, that's, you're not thinking about things. You're not thinking about responsibilities and you're indestructible.   You know, you're indestructible   and   I, on top of it, was self destructive. I didn't like myself. So   if I died, I died. You know, it didn't matter if, you know, if I took a hit of this and this was gonna kill me.   So, you know, I did that for thirty years and it sure was a great time. Let me tell you, you know,   sarcasm,   just being sarcastic   for the listeners out there that, that think that it might have been a great time. I'm just I'm just kidding.   Most of the time it wasn't.  

And,   I ended up taking a trip to Costa Rica.   And   I went and saw a shaman about,   about a root called a VOGA.   I'm sure you've heard of it.   And, you know, this was, you know, my,   I don't know who paid for it at the time. I'm pretty sure it was my mother or my brother.   And   that was an experience of a lifetime.   You know, after that,   I haven't had a drink in,   I think it's been like fourteen years, thirteen, fourteen years.   Not an urge, not   a nothing after that, because   that,   whole brain rewiring thing and   what I saw, you know,   the visions and the experiences of what I saw,   which I give credit and   everything provided through those visions was God showing me a future. I saw the future.  

I saw what what it would look like   if I continued on with what I was doing. And I watched   my wife, my children.   I   dude, I literally   experienced it as if I was there.   Right. My wife and children leaving me and going through that and going through the emotional   separation, what it would feel like to have that experience.   And that's what I went through.   You know? Whatever whatever it was, like, the,   I'm telling you, this lasted, like, three days. The  

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the whole The trip the the the vicious things that the whole I don't know if there was supposed to  

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because it seemed like everybody else was alright for, like, the next couple days, but I was in my room in, like, a meditative state with no radio, no TV. But for some reason Fuck. Yeah. I could listen to any fucking song that I wanted to.   Right. Because I was in that Akashic record, bro.   And every song I wanted to hear, I could listen to, and I I knew the words to songs that I never fucking knew.   I knew the music. And it was just   it was a sick experience.   But the, like, the most profound part was, you know,   the end where   where I saw   what was gonna happen if I continued what was going on with everything. And, you know, ever since that ever since that,   I've been having drinks since I've been able to focus my life in a more positive direction.  

And   I give all the thanks to God for it because without God, I would not be here today,   you know? And then, you know, Iboga, my parents and   all my mom, because   growing up, I just saw up with with no dad around or anything like that, but a lot of us have.   Mhmm. But, without fools that love you, you know, and want to,   wanna see you survive,   I wouldn't have been here. Yeah. I would not have been here.  

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It's so crazy, Jack, that   so many peep well, there are a lot of people that I know that are   were struggling with some stuff, me included.   But when I was doing Tambo and plant medicine, Ayahuasca,   it changed me for the for the best of everything. Not only for myself, a former environment,   still fucking beat sometimes, you know, with the emotions and stuff like that. But, hey, I'm I'm just human. Right? Yeah. But the thing is,   I could scale down everything. Like, the   the hard drugs, I don't I I know what they do. And and for for the moment, if if there's gonna be a war, oh, fuck. I need that that math. You know? I need the the the panzer, what   the Germans did,   the that kind of stuff. But for a rest, I just like, wow. Let me let me just be.  

That's enough.   I always wanted to   well,   it seemed like I wanted to   purchase a different kind of being, just like you said with the drinking, you know? Oh, you got a little bit looser. You got a little bit more funnier.   We are that already, but we do not want to push it out.   So but once you got into, so I did quite some combo sessions, which is the the frog poison.   Yeah.   And, then I had the Shokoblyse,   which was psilocybin.   So mushrooms basically together with, Ayahuasca.   And, I had two rolled up joints. So like, oh, when I'm gonna feel it, I'm gonna smoke it, you know,   to get elevation a little bit higher.  

And then a voice,   it   was this voice, dude, that said, you don't need it anymore.   It doesn't   serve you anymore.   And until this day, I haven't smoked.   Nothing.   I did some science like,   I yeah. So when I was in New York, I was stoned within five minutes when I was hitting the house of the guy that I was talking to. But it it was, you know, but but that's plant medicine. I think there's a big difference between   drugs,   getting that in a drug store for god's   sake, or going to a dealer   that has, like, the the stupid shit, or going to plant medicine, you know, just like the the the weed,   the the the mushrooms, all that stuff. It's there to   unlock the power within us.  

Exactly. I'm 100100%   sure   that it changed my life for the best. I'm I'm more balanced. I'm I'm I I'm more focused of all the things,   and I still fucking screw up sometimes. Yesterday, we had a little, well,   party. Normally, I don't drink beer or maybe one or two. You know, just keep it keep it tight.   Yesterday, it was a little bit more, but, hey,   I know what I'm doing. You know? It's not that I had a problem with that. Like, oh, now I need some too. No, no.   There are so many   addictions.   And I think that they do it on purpose to give us, you know, the stress.   And then,   let's say the answer,   like the drugs.  

Why the fuck can I still buy sugar,   nicotine,   caffeine,   and alcohol in a store?   Everything. That should be in a fucking drugstore   with prescription. Like, oh, you know what you're gonna take, dude? You know what it's gonna do with your body?   Get sugar? Exactly.   Oh, and I'm still addicted to it. Oh, dude. Fuck.   I still love it. Yeah. Like ice cream? Yeah.   But the way you do it, the way you gotta balance it,   dude, that's that's that's all. I'm glad that we have this conversation   because Definitely.   I'm very proud of you, fellow Yoon, because a lot of people struggle with the same fucking shit. I know that.   I know that. And I think putting out this word   with you, but we'll also with you know, I try to be transparent as I can be about my addictions, about my stuff.  

And,   why? Because   for me,   it's, first of all, out of my system, and I can look back. It's it's like, oh,   I wanna run. But how much how much minus can I run so I look back sometimes? You know? How much did I run? What did I what did I cover?   So they which gives me an   an an yeah. Like, a stability balance point. Like, oh, oh, I'm still fucking good. You know? Yep.   When once I've I've figured out, like, oh, wait a minute.   Now you have, like, for example,   every single time after dinner, you,   you allow yourself, like, one joint.   That's oh, then I'm gonna fuck around with my ego. Like, who the fuck is gonna decide what to do? Well, I want that joint. It feels so good. No.  

No. I do not want to be someone that's,   dependent or on someone or somewhat   because that gives me no power to myself.  

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Yep.   Right?   And let something else control you.   That's it. You know? And we don't we don't want people controlling us. Why would we want some kinda   itty bitty in that inanimate subs substance   controlling us from the inside, and it's our own thoughts.   Getting I gotta get that grand of this, and I gotta do this. Why? Because you gotta go to a party. And then you the fuck do you need that shit for?   Right. You're letting something else dictate what you're doing.   Right. You know what I'm saying?  

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The best thing you can the best thing you can do   the the things that really, really woke me up   is to be sober on parties where   drugs are, used or abused or alcohol,   and see your friends   every single hour. You just take like, okay, now it's 09:00.   Let's see how they are. Like, oh, oh, one is a good communicator right now. Blah, blah, blah. Oh, this one, he's the pretty boy, blah, blah, blah. And then all of a sudden you see all these,   changes in individuality   in in what the fuck is he's you know? Oh, he's talking with a girl that he will never talk to normally. But now he has some alcohol, and he's looking like shit because, you know, he's spitting some fucking spit because he can't control his fucking body. He's fucking drunk, all that stuff, and he think he still makes a good chance, you know, to hit on her. Just like, oh my god. I'm sober.   That woke the fuck me up just like, oh, am I am I like that guy?  

Fuck. I am.   You know?  

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Yep. And that was me too.   That was definitely me.   You know? The guy,   hitting on girls with, you know, with with blood all over them and just, like, as if nothing is happening.  

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Right.   Just coming out of the mosh   pit, slammed some people to the floor, and then just say, hey. Hey, honey. How you doing?   You know? Oh, wait. I I I broke my teeth. Just get my teeth back.  

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I broke my chin on a garbage can once, I think. And I was riding back on the ferry, and I had to get stitches on in my chin eventually. But   that day or that night, I don't I don't really remember what it was. I think it was a little bit of both. Like, one one flowing into the into the next.   But I had, like, tripped,   broke my chin on a garbage can, had my chin pretty much hanging off bleeding, and I'm still hitting on girls on the ferry   thinking that something was gonna happen   with my fucking chin flapping in the wind.   That's how crazy motherfuckers are when they, you know, when you drink and when you but not everybody gets that way. I'm not bashing alcohol, you know, because it ain't like that for everybody. Everybody a lot of people   could have a drink and and just   move on. You know? Just that just wasn't for me. I I wasn't somebody that could drink and move on. I had to keep going and going and going.  

Oh,   I I I remember one time that, it was in April,  

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and we had a festival   back home.   And we were going to Mary in October.   And,   so it was April, and there was, of course, a lot of booze and stuff like that involved. So I was drinking all day, and I was keeping my level quite good. You know? Well, I thought it was quite good. But then all of a sudden, just like one hour before everything closes, somebody popped me a pill. So I said, oh, fuck. Yeah. Why not? I mean I mean, just have some party for myself. So   I popped a pill, and then eventually, two or three hours later, I was bicycling,   biking back home, and I always always did lose hands.  

So always even if I was drunk as fuck and always   always could do that. Right? Because, otherwise,   you have to walk with your bicycle, and then you're too too far gone for me. Right?   But what happens because of the pill,   the ecstasy and stuff like that, I I I was doing my my thing quite with 24   kilometers an hour. So I don't know what what what the fuck that is in in in   in miles, but whatever. It was quite fast. And all of a sudden, I I slipped or something like that, and I hit the fucking   pavement with my face up. Boom. Yeah. Oh,   fuck.  

You know? So I I I checked out like, oh, still fucking fire. Nothing nothing broken yet. So I tried it again, and I boom. Again, I hit the fucking pavement. Right? And it was starting to rain a little bit. So I was okay. So you gotta walk home, dog. You gotta walk home.   So it took me, like, one and a half, two hours to get back home. When I was at the door of the garage to put my bike in, I couldn't figure it out. The the the was rushing in my fucking brains. You know? The alcohol was doing his fucking thing. And my my my fiance,   she she opened up the door, and she had beautiful blue, big eyes, but they were almost popping out. Like,   dude, what the fuck do you look like? I said, well, I fell down. You know?  

So I'm going to bed. I'm done for today. She said,   you dude, what   watch how you look like.   Because it was raining a little bit. The whole fucking blood was spilled all over my fucking face, but the whole cheek here was gone. It was it was done.   I looked like,   like,   NFL player, like, what when they have these these stripes here, but then it was my fucking cheek.   And she was like, oh, dude. You're going to marry in a few fucking months. How the fuck do you look like? I said, oh, you know, I fucked up. I just fucked up. And but that that that's one story that's maybe nice to, you know, you laugh at it sometimes. But back in the days,   one of the reasons that we got divorced is because I was out of fucking control, self destructive   all the fucking time.  

All the fucking time, dude.  

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But they want they're like but that's the the the funny part is   is they want us that way.   You know? The powers that be want us   self destructive. That's why why why is why is it that we were so illegal for so long?   And now now it's legal. Now it's now it's kinda weird. Like, fucking eggs you gotta buy in the street. I seen a fucking meme the other day that eggs you like, everything is switched.   Eggs you gotta buy in the street and fucking weed you buy in the store.   You know? And back in the day   back in the day, like, fucking it was   you you'd have to fucking meet. You have to call somebody, page somebody, meet up for Oh, yeah. Yeah. Now you gotta do that for milk and weed.  



[00:40:20] Unknown:

So fucking idiot. So I gotta I gotta I gotta I gotta think about that because   I'm from The Netherlands, and   the whole world watched since the sixties and seventies to how we deal with weed.   So I think it's it's one big psychologically   pocket thing. Right? Even even with the the tristate city,   the The Netherlands is perfect. Right? So   LA   is half of the size of the whole fucking country that I live in. For example, just to imagine.   So   we discovered New York. Why the fuck do I need a fucking green card if we discovered the whole fucking place that we call it New Amsterdam,   which is called New York? Why why the fuck should I go to? Oh, can I please come in? I wanna work. What we do is we just covered we we we we raced that whole fucking country, but now we need a fucking green car. What the fuck is going on?  

The thing is, I was thinking about it by the weed. They were looking at   our population.   What happens if they do some stupid shit? How do we react?   The funny thing is when,   the thing hit in 2020,   there   were lines up   lined up people for a fucking coffee shop. Like, I don't wanna go out of weed. I I do not wanna get out of weed. Right? So when I came to New York, I touched base New York, and Jean turned around and said, you smoke?   I said, what do you mean?   Like,   cigarettes or no. You you smoke?   You know, a little bit like I said, oh, yeah. Yeah. I smoke more fucking life. Yeah. I I haven't smoked for a long time, but, yeah, I still do. Yeah. Oh, we're gonna we're gonna get some good stuff. So we were in New York, and there was this fucking   did this,   this store.  

It just like,   holy fucking   shit, dude.   The the the the the flavors, the thing, it looked like a   dude, every fucking kid that walks next to that store, like, oh, mommy, look at that colors.   Look at that bunny. You it's a fucking it's a bong, but it's it's a bunny. You know, all the fuck just like, dude, I'm in America smoking fucking.   Yeah. It's it's yeah. We can do that. I went to Arizona   with, Phil,   Phil Gaynor.   Dude,   he grows his own wheel. Well, yeah, he gave you, like, an ounce. You can travel with that here in America. So what the fuck, dude?   For me, it was like when the top comes up, it's twenty five years of jail just because they think that you smoked something. Right? Just like,   wow. Everything's been just like you said, it's turned around.  

So   I think they did it on purpose.   Oh, yeah. And this they they still do it on purpose because they figured out, like, okay. If they're stoned, they're not gonna fucking do anything.   Exactly.  

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You know medical marijuana industry,   I think is,   is is kind of meant to keep us subdued as well.  

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Oh, yeah.  

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You know, a lot of people look at it and they're like, oh, well, it's mind expanding. It's this, that, and the other. But they have control over it   it now. You know, back in the day when the dealer was fucking selling you weed, you were getting that Mexican brick weed back in the nineties.   The cartels had control of it, and they didn't give a fuck about what happened in America. They just wanted the flow of their product.   But now the government has control of it. You know, they there's a lot of in America, there's a lot of Chinese owned farms   that are growing weed, and it's going out to dispensaries.  

We don't know what the fuck they're doing with it.  

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I saw some butts.   Like, holy   fucking shit, dude.   I mean, I'm in in in The Netherlands. I I know we.   And and it's not like, oh, I saw everything. Oh, no. Absolutely not. But I, you know, I did homegrown all this stuff myself.   I know how how it really looks like. I saw some crystals like the moon rock. You have ever seen the moon rock? Yeah.   Holy   fucking shit. That's, like,   that's cocaine on steroids.   Bro. That's that's gonna fuck you up for, like, a few a few whatever, dude. Same. It it's  

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fucking insane.   It's insane. When you see, like, the,   the diamonds and stuff like that, the extracts that they're making, and it's 99 percent. And then you open up the container,   and my wife looked at it, and I was like, nope. Nope. This is weed. This is weed. It's not what it looks like. And I was shocked. I was shocked.   It's this little It's shocking. White rock and white powder and everything like that, and it's just like, holy shit. And this is 99%   pure THC.   When back in the nineties,   I know for myself,   I wanted, like the only way to smoke like that   was to go to Amsterdam,   was to save up money, get yourself a judge's pass for the cannabis cup, and go and smoke, you know, smoke your vacation away.  

And, like, I always Right. I always wished I could do that. Who, like, who the fuck would've known   that they'd be selling it in storefronts now?   Where anybody can, like, some you know, like, New York is recreational, so you could just anybody could just walk into a store and buy it. I know in PA, it's only medical. Oh,  

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It's all fucking illegal. The the the the the so if you go to Amsterdam to a coffee shop, you're gonna get a little,   you know, like a plastic bag, like a seal   Yeah. With with your stuff in it. In America, they presented you, like, you want, you want, Nixon on the bill. You you want,   to do the the the the variety   of how they pack it.   Holy shit. And then the flavors and stuff like that. So it's it's it's it's like, oh, we invented beer, but, hey, here's 99%   alcohol.   That that wait. Wait. Wait.   You know? The the thing is   they allow it because   it's not   being stoned in the early days. Just like you said, like, twenty years ago when I was stoned,   oh, man. I love to smoke hashies. I'm no hashies guy. You know? The the real good hash, that's that's my thing to go.  

So when I do that, I can perfectly   do everything throughout the day. The only thing is I know I'm stoned, but the the other people will not know.   But we when I took two drags of the fucking joint in in New York, I was New York's dude, I was,   get the fuck out of here.   I was   I was fucked.   Right?  

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We're getting some Dude, they're getting some of these strains up to forty percent now.   Up to forty percent. And the packaging, like you were saying, it seems like the packaging that they're going towards,   what the,   the cigarette and vape industry kind of kinda went, where they're gearing it towards children.   Because if you look at, like, vapes and everything like that, they're putting   and I'm talking about, like, nicotine vapes. I was in a gas station the other day,   and they have they have it where you could play, like, four video games   on your little   your little vape battery,   where it's got a touchscreen and you could play Tetris and you could play this. And, like, who's fucking marketing that to?  

You know, I heard in a podcast   that   some weed companies are packaging   their product inside, like, a remote control helicopter,   where you buy the remote control helicopter, and it's got your shit inside of it.   Who's that geared to? That's geared towards the kid walking past the window.   That when he grows up, he wants to go in the weed shop and figure out   where does that remote control helicopter come from? Right. That's the coolest shit. Look at that bunny. Look at that bunny bong. Now the bunny bong is probably innocent. That's probably somebody that likes glass blowing and likes to make a bunny bong. But it's like,   who are you gearing these things towards?  

You know, when I got kids, I have to tell my son that we didn't you know, you can't smoke weed.   Weed ain't good for you. Didn't didn't you know what?   Alright. Well, why is it good for adults?   Alright. Well, you're not an adult, and we're gonna end this fucking conversation right here. You know what I mean?   Yeah. No one who goes there, dog. Because you're not an adult. You know? Your brain is still   like, but you know what you mean? If I didn't start smoking   weed when I was a child, I would have been a lot more motivated. No matter what the strain is,   I think it demotivates you.  

You know what I'm saying? If if you're a child and and you can see   your your brain completely   because   for kids, most of the time, when they're doing drugs, it's an escape.   It's an escape from, like, the reality that's not so good.  

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Yeah. On trauma base, you know, to to to to to to to check it out of your system. You know? You know, once once you do once you're doing something and it's like  

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a habitual where you're every day, you're smoking weed, you're escaping from something. You know, that kid that just goes to the party and hits a joint, and then he goes home and he doesn't smoke weed for for three years. He wasn't smoking weed to escape. He just wanted to know what what the fuck it felt like. But the the kid that's smoking weed every day and you got four groups of friends that are all throwing in $5 to get an eighth,   They're escaping from something. And most of the time, it's because life is fucked up.   You know, the the their parents are fucking controlled by a dollar.  

They're struggling. They're angry because they can't enjoy life   Because we're all fucking set up to fail.  

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That's so crazy. And and and even then, this is maybe a nice segue into the the the new things that happening right now in America. We You got a new president,   but it's the same fucking shit. Right? I mean, there are some positive things to say. There are some negative things to say.   But but it's all been played out. I think   even when you said about the money game, you know, when you when you see, like, you know what?   Fuck you. You know? If you want a relationship with me, come to me. I'm I'm not gonna I'm I'm not gonna stalk you anymore.   If you do that with the politicals   also,   I mean,   I showed you where I'm looking at right now. I mean, life is fucking good, dude. I mean, but I choose to   have a good life.  

And although my mom is she's really worried, I said to her,   so so she said, where are you gonna sleep? I said, in my car.   Well, you can have a bed. I said, yes. I I know. Thank you for providing me a bed and some food if I need to, but I'm fucking fine. I wanna sleep in my car. I just I wake up this morning. I woke up, and there was this little mist on the on the field, and the sunrise rose up just like, dude,   there is no fucking way   I wanna have a house   for so many mortgage and stuff like that here in that space to see that. And within a few   weeks, strong site for, say, months or years,   skyscrapers   are gonna block everything I have   with my view. Now I just like, oh,   this sucks. Start the car, drive.  

I mean, is it perfect?   Well, I don't have kids. I don't have a potter. I I don't have anything   attached.   That was a hard struggle too, and it still   sometimes is.   But I choose for it. That's why I can live like that right now.  

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That's why you're happy.  

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That's why I'm fucking happy.   Right?   Yeah.  

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That's why you're fucking happy. It's because you're not letting somebody else dictate what you have to do to be happy. You're doing what you do to be happy.  

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Exactly. I wanna know.   So, Jack, what do you think about,   Trump? There well, there there are some a lot of things to say.   But but what what do you think that he's gonna do for America?  

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I think that he's gonna do   only what the people surrounding him right now are gonna allow him to do.   I think he's taken a lot of money from Israel,   so he owes them a bunch.   And,   you know, I'm I'm not necessarily saying that he's going back on a lot of of his promises and everything, but, you know, you got a guy that's talking about   all this peace when it comes to Russia and Ukraine,   yet you're gonna fund Israel and still allow Israel to wipe out   so called Hamas in, in Gaza.   You know, there was a there was a an article I read the other day where where a kid   they bombed a school, and a kid kid was beheaded. He was, like, seven years old.  

And,   you know, the the IDF, the the Israelis, they're not,   they're not worried about killing civilians.   They   Why? They come straight out and say it. They have all of their,   their little plans,   the the Hannibal directive,   and,   I forget the other one where they just drop nukes on everybody,   which is nice.   But, you know, they're they're not looking to save civilians.   They don't care, and they look at children   that are Palestinian   children as   just another terrorist   that's gonna grow up. So why not, you know, what's so bad about taking them out?   You know? And   to say that you're the peace president, and then   you're gonna,   you know, you're gonna facilitate that shit. You're gonna you're gonna,   you're gonna drop bombs on Yemen.  

Like,   you're doing two different things, and you're playing two different cards. And   I, you know, I personally believe that he's owned by Israel.   And that's why he surrounded himself with a cabinet that's also   owned by Israel.  

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So, basically, he's he's, and not like a Jew,   because they're good Jews, but like designers   shit. Right?   Right. Yeah. I think that the I think that he he pointed out also when he was making   a new embassy or something like that in in in Israel. I think it was on the on the on the Q movement,   but they they they put it out like, oh, look at what he's done. You know? He he's connecting the dots and stuff like that. No.   Well,   what's the real story behind it? Right?   And that's something so I think he's   I like him because he he is he's like the elephant in the in the,   in the closet. Right?  

So he's not like it. He he likes politics, but it's not his game. His game is business.   I think he needs someone   making deals.   He is like for the economy,   I think he's a real, real good one. But what's the offer? What's what's the thing that you have to, you know, what would you have to bring to the table to get there? That's that's my question from now. But   it's not like, a dinosaur   sniffing retarded,   ice   cream idiot.   That that's for sure better   for the world stage   than something like that.   You know what I mean? There are too many characters that are so fucked up. I mean,   how the hell did  

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right. It's better it's it's better that Trump won than, Kamala Harris winning and   that continuing on and on.   But,   you know, a lot of people look at it, oh, Trump won, and he say he saved the day, and he's gonna save the day. And it's it's still business as usual.   You know, nobody's in jail yet. Nobody's in jail for COVID.   Nobody's in jail for all the human trafficking.   You know, the   he closed the border down,   from what I understand now, like, 700 miles of it is now controlled by the military.   So it's not even ICE   ICE agents. It's actual US military   handing   off any illegal migrants that are still   coming through. I guess they're handing them off to ICE agents, but he's completely militarized   the, the border.  

Alright.   So you promised to do that. You promised   all this tax stuff,   but I just don't I don't like that he surrounded himself by a bunch of people that are bought off by Israel.   That's that's what I don't trust. And that's that's where I see it's just business as usual. You know? It may look like things are he's doing the right thing here with the economy, and that needs to be done. But how long can we really hold on to the to the US dollar?   It's gonna continue to shrink.  

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Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. The the thing is everybody will agree that the last twenty years, twenty five years, there's so many fuck ups,   so many corrupt things that coming out that a lot of people will agree on the same point. Like, oh, it it there should definitely something   should happen   to to get this whole fucking shit show,   been put it aside. The thing is because it's so huge on so many levels,   when you're gonna do that, you're gonna   no matter what you do, even if it's a little   pinpoint,   it's gonna be a lot of chaos for a lot of people because Oh, yeah. It's so huge. So the thing is, are you going to really, like, we'll we'll call call it drain drain the swamp? But are are you willing to to get the top layers off to get the foundation good again?   Or or you wanna start with the foundation, which are reworking people,   and you're gonna fuck us up so you are   in in your fucking golden cage   and still fine? Or are you willing to okay. Now we're gonna cut   the shit loose   because that's the one that these are the ones that that,   started it. That's that's my question. Why start from the button, or are you starting from the top where the real shit   that's the real shit in my opinion.  



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Yeah.   Everybody at the top. You know?   All of these agencies   and   all of these,   these NGOs and all that shit, You know, gutting all that stuff, I'm all for it. Get rid of it. You know, get rid of the wasted money.   But   you made a promise about   the taxes,   and I'm not sure if that whole fucking   no tax on overtime thing is even in effect.   You know, all these promises where we're not gonna be taxed. Like, you know, he knows that   it's robbery.   You know, you came out to the world and said it that that we don't have to be taxed,   that tariffs will will solve the the whole tax situation.  

And now you got people that are worried that their products are gonna go up because of the tariffs and this, that, and the other thing.   You know? Personally, I think that the whole tariff situation   is just a means to get everybody on board with   listen. We're all   trying to work together here. We're all trying to thrive in this money system. So let's all be fair to each other. And if you're not on board with being fair,   and if you've been overcharging us for this, then we're gonna overcharge you for that, and we're gonna make it even. You know? And people are so worried that their products are going up. Your products are going up regardless through inflation,   and they're not gonna stop going up.  

But they're not looking at that because that $1 bill that they have in their pocket,   it doesn't look like 75¢ to them. Doesn't look like 50¢ to them. It still looks like a dollar. The illusion is still in your hand.   Oh, fuck. Fucking money.  

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Yep. They're me Then we buy so much stuff that we do not need, me included. I mean, I I have some gadgets that I like.   Like, I bought this fucking lamp. It's a solar lamp, so at night, it shines nice light.   Stupid.   It comes from China. I don't know how they make the glass in in in the factory and the solar ship, and I just bought it for maybe $2.   How the fuck can you make something like that and ship it to me eight fucking thousand   kilometers away, miles away. I don't give a shit with a fucking container ship to get me a product for €2.   Yep. I don't get it.  

It's so but the thing is the thing is   we have to cut loose with our with our   mindset. The same thing like,   oh, now you live in a car. Well, fuck. I'm blessed that I can live in a car. Who needs a house?   What do you mean? Freedom. Look. You've got a house because you work nearby,   and you got the you got the illusion   that you're free, and you you can do whatever the fuck you want. You don't own the house. The bang goes the house. Yeah. The bang goes you. You own the bang a lot of money and interest.   If you fuck up one time in your life, everything is gonna be gone. And you have the key to your own fucking prison that you voluntarily   lock up and lock in every fucking single day when you go to work to pay for the fucking stupid house.  

Just just me rambling on, but it's the fucking truth. If you want that, fine. I'm not judging, but think about it. Do you really need it?   No. I saw so many people   out in America. I was one and a half month I was there. I I had the best   I still have the best time of my life, but fuck. I love   I love America, dude.   It's it's it it opened my eyes, especially   I went to New York and never saw a fucking skyscraper   until I was leaving New York   via New Jersey going to Phoenix.   I was in the middle of the desert in Arizona.   It was fucking amazing.  

I met so many I met   I was in so many big cities and stuff like that without seeing any people.   I loved it. And, the people I connect with are same minded,   but you know what? I didn't have a fucking plan.   I booked a ticket, and I knew, I hoped that GE was gonna pick me up.   That's it.   How long so customers, how many are you gonna stay?   I don't know.   So where's where's your first address instead of New York, there and there, that that address.   And what you plan to do? I said, I don't know.   What do you mean? I said, just like I said, I'm just like, I'm gonna I'm gonna see what I'm gonna see. I'm gonna gonna experience what I'm gonna experience. I'm gonna leave it all to call it the source, call it God. I just   call it the universe, man, for God's sake.  

Everything around us,   everything around us does not care   or has a plan. It just is.   Why don't we are   capable of doing that? Just like, oh, I am.   That's   it. Just freedom. Oh, you're hungry. Right? Oh, you you need to eat. Oh, yeah. So yeah. Sometimes I I I really prefer to to to eat for my energy and stuff like that. But the thing is,   do I have to purchase it, or does it comes to me?   Because sometimes it really comes to me like, hey, Rob. Yeah. You're in neighborhood because we just make some meal. You wanna eat with us?   Ta dum.  

Yeah.   It's not random advice. You know?   Oh, fuck. Yeah. Oh, yes. But but   to to let that lose, that that that mindset,   just like what what you had,   I, I died almost   three times before they, they,   they had a surgery on me for getting my intestines out.   It took that much   of my own leverage   to get to that mindset. Like, I just do not give a fuck   with with love. You know? With not like, I'm not giving a fuck, you know, like the punk that I always was, But, like, oh, man. I just don't give a fuck. I love you, but I don't give a fuck.  

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Yeah. Because you you have that freedom, man.   You have that free you could be happy where you're you're you could you could see where they're trying to trap you, and you could avoid it.   Right. You know, they want you to think, oh, you're you're in your car.   Listen. I'm mobile to go wherever I want. I'm not tied to a fucking property.   If I wanna go right now, if I wanna go to Spain, I'll go to Spain.   I'll drive there.   Right.   Because you guys started like that.   I wanna go to another country. I gotta fly.  

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It's it's the it's the the the the the millionaire billionaire mindset.   People are, oh, this is my house. This is my my my whatever the fuck my garden is.   My garden is right there, dude. And if I don't like it, there's someone who's not working on it. I mean, I got a gardener, which I do not know because my property, the earth, is so fucking huge and big.   But they have that mindset.   Like, Oba, what you gonna do when it's raining?   Well, staying in my car, for example.   I mean, there are places to go to and stuff like that, but it it's   it's it's it opens up so much, especially your view   because I got I got a view everywhere now. But when you're stuck in your house, in your fucking four walls,   you only see that stupid black thing, the black mirror that that's gonna give you some misinformation   and some stupid stuff that you can,   you know, brain dead. And and   your your your comfortable   stuff, your luxury stuff that you you work for, that you think that you need.  

Dude, I I I made coffee within a few seconds with with a little gas thing, with with the espresso thing. It's the best coffee fucking ever.   And,   but it's it's mindset,   mindset, mindset.   It's it's it's something that,   even with with with politics. Right? Oh, they're gonna do this. They're gonna go do do that. Well, what happens if you turn off the fucking radio if you do not get the programming   on.   Exactly. The black box   on your wall   is is giving you nothing   when you don't tune in.  

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It's just Why they want it there. That's why they want it there.   You know? Look how look how look how cheap it is to have a TV   and throw it into your house.   You know, you don't have to you don't have to have the $2,000   80 4 inch screen TV, but you can get a TV for, like, a hundred and $50.   You can have your own little black mirror.   Everybody can have their own little black mirror with CNBC   and MSNBC   and CNN   telling them how bad Trump is, and then Fox News telling you how good Trump is. So you don't know what the fuck is going on. And you have no idea what's going on outside your house. You have no idea how much of life is passing you by.   But you def you know what's going on with the Kardashians.  

You definitely know what's going on with Kim Kardashian.   And they they have people where that's their whole life.   He's worried about some other celebrity's life. Oh, did you see what that football player did with that woman and blah blah blah. Who the fuck cares?   Right. Probably it's not even You fucking care about his life, man.   Why would I give a fuck about his life or the Kardashian life? I give a fuck about my life.  

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Yeah. You gotta be the player of your own life. Yeah. You gotta be the player of your own life that everybody wants to tune into.   That's a different thing. You don't have to tune into others.   You you gotta be so fucking interesting   that people wouldn't tune into you.   Exactly. But how do you achieve that? It's not when you're sitting down, jerking off a fucking Pornhub,   see something on Netflix, taking some chips, some fucking pizza, and drink a beer, and do it every fucking single day. And you think you, oh, but but I I I   I deserved it. Right? Because I work hard. Well, I got some fucking things to do. It's still   some things to do. You know? I I gotta work out. I need to work out because I'm gonna get be fat, and I'm gonna be stuck in   in my own position. But these are,   like I said, goals,   achievements. It's not a plan. A plan is fucked up. The the plan is exactly   stepping out of what they think that the plan is or the plan that they made.  

If you can if you can do that, you know, helicopter view go up, like, oh, wait a fucking minute.   That's left. That's right. I'm in the middle, and I don't give a fuck. With love, bye   bye. Don't tune in. I don't care.  

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That's the that's the only way to be, man.   Oh, fuck. Yeah. Oh, fuck. Yeah. Way to be. Do not give a shit about what they're trying to feed you.  

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So,   skipping myself with some, some some topics. Since how, how long are you doing podcasts now?  

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Probably about a year now. You know, save for, the couple months that I was out due to, like, being in the hospital and everything thing like that and wanting to jump back into it.   But I'd say just just over a year.   Mhmm.  

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Weekly.   What kind of guests do you have, or do you just, do solo?  

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Most of the time, I I go solo. I've had,   I've had a couple guests on.   I like doing that because   it just happens. You know, the conversation happens.   It doesn't take much editing. It doesn't take many clips to throw in like that. So it's very, very natural. So I like having guests on.   Right. But, primarily, it's just,   you know, I,   I put together a bunch of topics,   and   it's pretty much the news from the week. And I release it weekly. And the bullshit that's going on in the week and my take on it. And I, honestly, I never thought that it would turn into that.   I didn't know what I wanted to do with podcast, and I just kinda   kinda went went at it, naturally without a script, and that's what kinda what it evolved into. I mean, it's evolving all the time.  



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Right. So is is it for you also like,   kind of therapy?  

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Oh, absolutely. Definitely.   When I could talk about what's going on with, and I try like, in my earlier episodes, I tried not to talk about myself a lot or being that, like, thinking that the listeners don't wanna hear what's going on in my life. They came here for the news. But throwing a little bit of yourself in there is, there's nothing wrong with that. And I think that the listeners appreciate   kinda bearing your soul to them every now and then.  

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I do agree.   And and it makes you, it makes it more personal because people are getting to know you, and it's not like, oh, oh, I'm just doing it for whatever the fuck, but don't talk about me. You know? It's not like egocentric,   narcissistic kind of bullshit that you wanna preach. It's absolutely not. But it's just like, okay. I'm just trying to be as transparent as I am. That's how   when when when when you when you when you spray some beans, and some someone could say like, oh,   oh, he had that from, you know, that event   or that moment of his life   made him to think about this right now, or that perspective, or that these kind of things.  

And and I like to learn from other people, you know, just like,   getting into   conversation and and you you you see and you feel that the world ain't that bad, you know. It's not like, oh, oh, we're going to destroy you and stuff like that. No.   And I think that we all we all create our own reality.   But you gotta be very careful what you wish for because what you wish is gonna be is gonna be a truth. Yeah. You gotta be careful what reality you create for real.  

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You know, but we, you know, like you said, we all have our own every single person out here is living in their own reality.   They like, one person thinks that Donald Trump is a bad guy.   So in that world,   Donald Trump is a bad guy in that little parallel dimension of their mind.   That's what reality is.   In my reality,   I really don't think that the guy's got bad intentions.   I think he wants to wants to do good. I just don't think that   he's gonna be able to do so much good because there's still a lot of things in place that are gonna stop that.  

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Mhmm.  

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But   shit. I lost my train of thought. I blame it on medical marijuana. I   promise. I blame it all I blame it all on the medical industry.   Blame all of that, Anna.  

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That that's the best thing to to point out your fingers to someone else or something else and not look at that yourself. What you were saying about, you know,   we won't create we we are all creating our own reality,   and that's fucking fine. We we we have so many universe. I think that's one of the things that they say in science that's real.   Like, oh, there's so many universes. Oh, yeah. Fuck. Yeah. Did there I don't know how many billion. Did you count the people?   Oh, there are so many, stars as there are,   what was it?  

Sand on the planet.   Who who makes up that kind of stupid thing?  

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Yeah.  

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I mean, it I I said in a few podcasts, like, oh, well, we we, we figured out 15% of the the ocean. Well, you fucking knit where you don't know what 100% is. So what the fuck do you say about 15%?   If you don't know 100,   you can't say   15 or 20 or 30.   What the fuck are you trying to say here? Yeah. Yeah. It's a this whole so fuckery   dick to this dude.   Just like, oh, wow. Wow. I think I'm 15% drunk.   What?  

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What? You   can't get 50% drunk.   I don't think you could ever get 50 drunk   ever. No. Because that that that % just keeps moving. That bar keeps moving up and up and up.  

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Yeah. And and the funny thing is the more you drink,   the easier you're gonna get drunk. There are people that only have to sniff it. And, I mean,   I I had once   well, multi once, multiple times, once in a lifetime in my in my life that   I only had to to sip a little bit, and I was I was on the moment right right away, man, because my whole body just like, oh, I just need it.   You know? I just sip and just like, oh, for all. No. Fuck. No. I'm fine. I didn't drink heavily,   but I drank the whole fucking time. That was a different thing.   Yeah. Also, with the with the with the speed, man, just like, oh, I just take a little bit to to to cut off my little edge.  

And and then it was like, oh, oh, I'm on a toilet.   Oh, I'm fucking fine. You know? Yeah. Oh, oh, what you gonna do? Oh, I'm gonna take coffee. Oh, I I'll take a piss again. Oh, well, I wanna try it again. Oh, look at me now. I could use it a little bit. It's just a little bit. It's just a you know? And and that continues all the fucking time.   And then you realize, like, oh, what the fuck did it did yesterday? Because my my my stomach hurts, and then this hurts, and that hurts. Well, you fucking took three or four grams of of speed   in the last couple of days. What the fuck do you think your your buddy's gonna do? You know?  

It's   it's so stupid. I'm not Lammy.   I don't know how you do survive  

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that long. I don't know how they do it  

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too. I think that's the help. I I know how he did. I I and I'm I'm sure you will agree with that. We talked about it before.   It's mindset. If Yeah. Take the things and you don't think it's gonna kill you, it's not gonna fucking kill you. You gotta keep that indestructible  

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mindset.   Right?   Where where where you have, like, that mindset, like, when you're a 16 year old where you could just, you know, you could rule the world.   Mhmm. One day, you're gonna rule the world,   and you'll never be destroyed.   Sniffing this ain't gonna destroy me.   That ain't No. That's that's that's all it's about is, like, is how you perceive things.   Right. Keeping a positive mindset and,   you know, just just remaining happy in spite of   what they're trying to do because they don't they don't want us to be happy.   That's the whole thing. Because that's that's where our power lies in love and happiness   And accepting   things for,   you know,   what they are. And I'm not talking about, like, accepting things for, like, how they are and just, you know, letting somebody doormat you or something like that. But just accepting, like like, with the whole cancer thing, I accepted   it. I accepted this is this is reality. This is what's happening right now. Where are you gonna go with this? You know? You're gonna go this way where   you're depressed,   you're worried about dying every day, your kids are gonna see you slowly wither away, or are you gonna show them that no matter what happens to you, you could be happy?  

Right. You can tell this thing, you got in the wrong fucking guy.   He'd get the fuck out of here. Right? Get out of here, bro. Yeah. Because he got in the wrong guy.   You know, I was tell I was when I was telling people about it, I was like, listen, don't worry about me.   I was like, I'm gonna be fine. I was like,   I was like, I don't know if you've seen the movie John Wick. I was like, but think of the cancer as it got in fucking John Wick's car and it killed his fucking puppy.   I was like, and I'm not fucking, I'm not letting you kill my fucking puppy. Get the fuck out of my car.   You know, you're not eating me no more. And, that's how I treated that's how I treated it.  

You know, and that and that was that was God working through me, you know, with a new mindset.   Because that was the part that was the part of the plan   that had to go that way. And I could have made the conscious decision   to go the other way, to be lord   towards what the medical industry wants you to feel is   Mhmm. Despair.   I need something to save my life.   I need that chemo medication.   I need this medication.   I need this doctor to save me.   But you really, like   I don't know   what I truly needed. You know, when I was in the hospital, I definitely needed a blood transfusion.   But I was denying that because   they couldn't tell me if there was COVID vaccination blood in there or   whatever. And I was like, I don't want anybody's   blood that has taken that vaccine.  

Right. So what kind of guarantees can you give me   that, and then I did a little bit of research, and I found out that   they are not taking that vaccinated blood. I think the American Red Cross stopped taking it a while ago, so I had nothing to worry about.   But the doctor was looking at me like I was a lunatic because I wanted to know what was going in my body.   Wow.   You know? Because you don't put all of the faith in them   and say, oh, look. Let's listen. I'm the doctor. You're the patient, and this is what I do. No. I've got a brain too, man. And I can read what's going on here.  

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And I'm gonna question what you see, what you What you do.   Yeah. Right.   But then It doesn't make me a doctor, but sometimes I think that I have more   reading stuff and investigation   of of,   oh, yes. The Internet. Oh, boo, boo, boo. But so much hours of looking into things that even doctors will say like, oh, I haven't seen that, or I haven't looked into that. So what what the fuck are you doing then?   Yeah. I I have to I mean, I'm in charge of my own life. And I think I do agree with you. It it's the bad thing that that that came to me when I had my surgery. Like,   if I would die on that table, I I I really thought about it   before a surgery. Like, I had to, you know, fill in like a fucking,   two or three a fours completely with with with with letters that that I could die and and whatever the fuck. But I I thought, like,   dude, you fucked up so many times.  

And he did so many things like like, okay. You know what? Tomorrow, you're gonna wake up in a fucking ditch. You're gonna be drunk. You have some some scratches on your fucking face, but you're still fine, dude.   That time, you you're just lying there,   and and, everybody thinks you're fucking dead, but you're just in a coma because you drank too much and you hit yourself.   All that stupid stuff. I wasn't thinking like,   oh,   why this did happen to me? It was like, oh, fuck, dude.   Wake up call, motherfucker.   Now   I hopefully have another day to to spread the word, to to tell how I got out of that situation, about my mindset, about my the the society, everything that was eating me alive.  

No.   I was eating me alive.   Yeah.   I was I was do I I was pointing at everything. Oh, no. It's because of the booze. Because he provided me the booze. It was his party. No. I went through that party. I took the booze. I could say yes or no.   I have a fucking choice. Right? You need a beer? No.   Oh, come on. It's social. You know? Oh, what the fuck?   You know, that kind of stuff.   I say nowadays, like,   no. And they they don't push it because they know me. And when my face turns a little bit more to,   like,   like like normal, they think like, oh, now he's gonna hit me. Oh, fuck. Yeah. I I said no.   I it's it's like, can I rape you? No. Thanks. Oh, but I still what what the fuck? Come on. You know? Yeah. I have a choice. Right? But the thing is,   oh, it's so socialized.  

But you can get it in a grocery store. It's not that bad to drink a beer. No. But but alcohol is like a real fucking   it's it's like the companion that I still have that sometimes comes around the door like a friend.   But then you realize like, oh, that's why I didn't like him. After two hours, like, oh, he's that fucking jerk that's, you know, making his stupid jokes.   And I don't want him anymore, but, you know, I open up the door. I let him in. So I have to be careful next   time. That's that's that kind of relationship I have with Ryan with with him right now, with Elk.   Elk.  

Elk.   Elk.  

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I used to call I used to call him uncle Matty.  

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No. It's luck. Well, that's why they called him Jim   or or,   fuck. But Jack. Jack Daniels. Yeah. No. Yeah. But they they fucking they fucking gave it a name just to have a companion. Right? Yep. Well, I got my Jack.   Fuck.   We got Jack in the Box. Whatever the fuck.   Oh, wow.   The   Go ahead.  

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It's been out there because they say that it's okay. You know what I mean? Like, just like look at all the drugs that they push you on us. They say that they're okay. They're good for you. Take these and they're gonna make you skinny. Like, that that Ozempic bullshit. Or, you know, take this one and it's gonna make your mind straight because you're depressed, and it's good for you. And then and then you then you have suicidal thoughts, and you're off yourself.   It's all fucking flipped around.  

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So what So So what's gonna be in ten years? Like,   vegetables are for the drug dealers. You know? Yeah. Just like you said, you you can have some broccoli.   Don't don't fucking mention. I mean, fuck, dude. I'm I'm I'm over nerves because you know that I'm doing this to to the cops. You know, the broccoli, don't fucking do it. Don't fucking do it. Oh,   you you want some Coke? Oh, yeah. It's a it's, if you go straight there,   left yes. To the left. Yes. There it is. That that you have several. So you got cocaine from Colombia. You got cocaine from Mexico, from the cartel. You can choose, motherfucker.  

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What? They got that here. I think they have I think in,   how was that state? Oregon?   I think in Oregon, they legalized it. And you could go and you could buy, like, heroin and Coke and use it safely   in their in their facilities.   What?   You like, store bought fucking   heroin and Coke. Don't quote me on it, but I'm pretty sure that I that   I read that somewhere that it was, like, legalized. I've heard they're trying to change the laws around there, but they decriminalized   everything   in that one state.   Oh. And it didn't go well for them.   Did not go well.  

Like, they were try I think they were trying the Portugal model,   and it really didn't go well for them. It just they got a lot more homeless people,   a lot more drug addicts,   and it it just Yeah.   And I think that's part of that's part of the plan. That's part of what they want.  

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Yeah. Yeah. To be happy, have nothing. Right? So and Portugal is totally different because I think Oregon I don't know what what what the climate is, but Portugal is a quite good climate. So you can live outside. It's it's a very,   fruitful   country. So so there's good soil and stuff like that. So they have, they they have a lot of nutrition things that you can have.   That's of course, Oregon is, I think, is in the middle of the states. Right? No. It's,  

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Upper West Coast. So it's very rainy all the time.   Oh,   yeah. Well, you don't wanna be a Kinda like Seattle. Kinda like Seattle. Probably got that rainy, depressing feel.  

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You don't wanna be a fucking   drooling   junkie that's fucking wet all the time. That makes things fucking worse.   Let's see. Junkie.   Right?  

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Wet, chunky smell.   They got a certain they got they got that that certain,   certain odor,   especially when they get what?   It's like what dog? Like a dog.  

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Yeah.   Yeah. Sleep job like the dog. Fuck.   So you were also on our other podcast. Right?  

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What's that?  

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So you were also on a Davey Wavy?  

[01:28:28] Unknown:

Yeah. Yeah. I was on Davey Wavy's podcast. Yep.   That's was a long time ago.   Yeah. We saw   I think that was the first podcast I ever went on.   Wow. Yeah. Like, I sent him my first episode, I think, or second episode, and   he offered to have me on. And I think   no. Wait. Second podcast. I think the first one was, Subconscious Realms   with General Lee.   And then,   then I sent Davey my episode. He hit me up and,   did an episode with him.   I've been on a couple couple different podcasts, Legit Bat,   Union of the Unwanted.   Who else?  

I might be forgetting one here and there. So   please excuse me if I've forgotten my appearance on your podcast, but my memory is not the greatest. I'm a 47 year old man with chemo brain   and cancer.   I'm playing the cancer card, people. I'm playing that cancer card while I still can.  

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I'm 52 and homeless   because I chose to.  

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Sometimes homelessness is good, man. You could pick up and go wherever the fuck you want. You're gonna have a you're gonna have some great adventures, bro.  

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And especially now because when I came back from The States, it's like two strongs ago.   The weather changes. It's spring now. It's it's really, really nice weather right now.   And I like to drive around, and,   I got my,   so I got a Volvo. Right? So that's it's a big car. It's a four wheel drive.   We are living in a flat country, but it's still, you know, could get muddy and stuff like that or in the forest.   My bed is fucking awesome.   And I got my top box. I got it on, so I got more stuff out of the car   upstairs.   I do that. It's it's it's really cool. And, the other day, I was driving,   and Germany is nearby.  

I was getting myself a pizza because it's much   much,   less less expensive than here in The Netherlands. And it's better pizza, to be honest with you.   So we have that, the chance. And I'll think like, oh, my grandma took me to to that and that place in back in the day. So I was driving through there. It's in the forest. Right? And all there were so many camping vans,   like RVs and stuff like that. Like,   I I think   10 of 10 or 12. It's like, what the fuck? Oh, maybe there's a festival or something like that. But, no,   these were just nomads   on a on a go,   and they just meet up. Or just like, okay. We're here.  

Fuck society. We're fine.   You need something to eat? You you want something to drink? Hey.   It's it's all there. So I know my place is in. Yeah. Just like   my mom said, so where are you gonna sleep? So I said, in in my car.   Well, where where are you when something happens? I said, I was in The Fucking States in another continent   with 8,000 kilometers of fucking ocean between   us. You never ever at me like, how are you doing?   One and a half month. And now you're concerned about my well-being   when I'm in fucking   Europe?  

I mean, it could be   a worse place to live in than Europe. Right? Yeah. With all the yes. So it's   great talking to you, Jack. We got a lot of things,   in common. Right?  

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Yeah. Without a doubt.   So Without a doubt.  

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When I listen to your podcast, I really like your introduction video,   music. Is that is that a band you played in yourself? Or  

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No. It's my buddy's band. My one of my best friends growing up. And,   yeah, they started in the nineties, and, you know,   I used to do, like, fucking roadie work for them and everything like that. So when I started the podcast, I,   I reached out to them and said, you know, would you mind if I use some of your music for my intro and outro? And they were like, yeah, of course. And go for it.   And that's what it, you know, the name, that's where the name of the podcast came from one of their albums.   Oh, that's that's perfect. It said network fair is perfect.   Right. That was one of their. So   yeah. They're,   they're good buddies of mine.  

I'm hoping to have them on. I'm hoping to have them on sometime.  

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I just,   got this flash.   I think Davy,   he loves Queensry, Queensryche.  

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Yeah. And,  

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they were debating that. Well, not debate. They were they were telling that about, oh, you gotta listen to this and that song.   So,   I I got that because of network failure.   I think it's, I don't know what the album is called, but but one of the albums is it's it's about now.   It's so fucking   interesting, fascinating that some things   from thirty or forty years ago, even some speeches from some people with a little mustache,   when you listen very carefully to them, they talk about this   right now we're in, in this   bullshitty,   fucking   I don't know who invented that scene.  

You know, you look into a movie and just like,   oh, oh, they ran out of money? Why? Well, because the whole fucking script just changed.   Right? Yeah. It's it's like a Tarantino who just, makes a movie from,   from one fucking building or one fucking room. That's it. That we got this as a stage. You gotta do it wherever you fuck. It's not like loading in fear in the fear of loading in Las Vegas,   which is fucking cool, to be honest with you, in Arizona to have some mushrooms.  

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Oh, yeah. It's gotta be. I've that's what I wanna do sometime is just go across The United States, and I definitely want to, experience   the Arizona.   The fresh box?   Yeah. I got a fresh box. What do we got in there?  

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Oh, this is,   sacral   yeah. So this is psilocybin.   You are not allowed to have,   the mushrooms anymore.   But they figured out, like, oh, if we take the the psilocybin and we put it in, like, truffles,   then it's legal   to to to sell. So this is fifteen grams. They're gonna pop them up   within, today. Well, I'm gonna do it today.  

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I have to. Nice. All at the same time, fifteen grams?  

[01:35:15] Unknown:

Oh, fuck. Yeah. Yeah. Nice.  

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Very cool. And,  

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the last time when I had, like, a box like this, I just took some, you know, just like,   in the weekend, just one over a strong hand, just like few. Oh, I feel a little tingling. Then I had a fucking conversation on Zoom with with a lot of people, and I and I pop, like, I think it was, like, five grams of stuff like that. And, dude, it start to work. Holy shit.   A friend of mine,   he's a fucking badass. He says,   this is nothing because it's, you know, it's produced and stuff like that. Where's the old good stuff and all that stuff? So he pops two   of these.  

And then   he blinds everything in his house with this bitch dog.   So you can't whatever comes to you, you know,   normally,   because you're human,   you open up your eyes. And when you are in fear or whatever, you have to you have a recognition point, so I'm fine. Right?   Yeah. But you can if it's fucking pitch dark.   Everything that comes to you is gonna be there. It's gonna be there for Yep. Well,   but, yeah, I'm gonna   gonna make myself,   a home.   And,  

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that's what I'm gonna do today. You're gonna have a good time, man.   Oh, fuck you. You got yourself a good goal for the day. Not a plan,   but a nice goal.  

[01:36:45] Unknown:

That's it. That's it. Some good shit. Man,   time flies. I I but but Yeah. I can't let you go without asking you. I don't know how many fucking questions I have. Oh, it was fourteen, I think. I got them somewhere.   Four yeah. Right? Yeah. Okay. So Fourteen.   Fourteen.   I I I don't know if I still know them all, but but let let's let's just do it. Let's just do it, and then we'll get it up.   Okay. So what's your favorite color?  

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Alright. That's a tricky one. If it has to be a color,   I'd say red, but I wear black most often.   I like black shirts,   black pants,   but, like, with   highlights are red. Like, my favorite my favorite shirts would be, like, a red like, a a red logo or something like that on a black T shirt.  

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Right.   And the combination of red and black is fucking awesome, to be honest.  

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Yeah. I like the red. So,  

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what's your favorite, music?   So I want to, I know.   Hardcore. That's the New York. That's my favorite.  

[01:37:53] Unknown:

New York fucking hardcore, baby.  

[01:37:56] Unknown:

Right. That's so funny just before he jumped on. Just before he jumped on, you said, so you saw so you were in the East Coast. Yeah. It was from the East Coast to the West Coast, and then it just popped up like agnostic front from the East Coast to the West Coast.   Gotta gotta gotta   go. Blue shines, but I work. You know? Just like, oh, he he said, yeah. Praise none, you mean?  

[01:38:20] Unknown:

Fuck. Yeah. Man, I had a great song.   Yeah. That's my favorite, but I I like everything. You know? I listen to,   you know, if I'm taking mushrooms and everything like that, I listen to something completely different.   A lot of, like, tribal music and stuff like that, I find   very, very amazing   where you're hearing,   like, these points or, like,   I'll send you a playlist or something like that. But, like, some of these, like, throat singers and stuff like that, it's just very, very   yeah. But and, like, listening to that on, like, seven or eight grams of mushrooms is   absolutely amazing.  



[01:38:58] Unknown:

Right.  

[01:38:59] Unknown:

You know? So I like but, like, hard hardcore is my go to, but I grew up on metal before I discovered hardcore. So I was a big, like, Slayer fan, Metallica, Megadeth,   Anthrax,   all that stuff. Right. You know? Eden. The big bangers, Maven. Oh, love Maven.  

[01:39:17] Unknown:

Oh, still Yeah. I mean,   it's it's,   it's it's it's still touches my heart. I I just uploaded something. I I think it was an Instagram or TikTok. I don't know. Two little kids. I I mean, little kids, but they were playing,   the trooper.   One with drumming, and she was drumming, like, the fuck out of the drums. Right? And and   the other girl was playing the guitar. She's like, oh, fuck. Yes.  

[01:39:44] Unknown:

Still, there is a chance to survive. You know? There's still some people out there. Yeah. We're gonna make it through this. You know what I mean? It's just about being patient and,   remaining happy and not letting peep let not letting these fucks fucking dictate how we're gonna feel.  

[01:40:00] Unknown:

Right.   What's your, favorite, book?  

[01:40:05] Unknown:

Favorite book?   I'd have to say, like, the gunslinger.   See the whole series of the gunslinger from Stephen King.  

[01:40:19] Unknown:

Okay.   I heard that one before, I think.   I think I heard that one before, but I don't know.  

[01:40:27] Unknown:

Well, that was a really good one.  

[01:40:30] Unknown:

Okay.   What's your favorite,   movie or series?  

[01:40:35] Unknown:

Movie or series?   Any pre Disney Star Wars stuff. I was,   still I'm a Star Wars geek.   The,   you know, like Clone Wars, the animated Clone Wars, all that shit.   Series wise,   I like like stuff like Breaking Bad,   stuff like that.   That's one of, one of my favorites is Breaking Bad.   Right.  

[01:41:06] Unknown:

Is it about a score yet? Every how it's been played out?   Or is it or is it all? Because it's   right?  

[01:41:15] Unknown:

Just just the whole show of as a whole and how it was put together and watching, like, you know, the character growth and everything like that, being able   to kinda relate a little bit because it involved drugs. So, you know, I was involved with drugs at at one point in my life. I could relate.   But Mhmm. Just the little twists and turns that they threw into that show, I thought were, Yeah. Were pretty amazing. It always kept me on my toes.  

[01:41:42] Unknown:

Right.   Nice one. So, what's your favorite,   clothes to wear? Well, you answered that one. Right? Black clothes?  

[01:41:51] Unknown:

Yeah. T shirt, jeans I T shirt, cargo pants, cargo shorts.   Simple. Right. Most of the time, band shirts   or a shirt that says fuck you to the government.   One of the other, but most of the time, it's fucking it's black.  

[01:42:08] Unknown:

I got some crazy,   crazy merchandise on my store, to be honest with you. Like, whatever the fuck.   Psalms, whatever the fuck.   The the I try to to do more about that.   I like funny shirts myself, you know, when when you think like, oh, that's a fucking good shirt. Right?   I need one.  

[01:42:29] Unknown:

That strikes up conversation with people when you're out too. You know? They see a band that Yes. That they recognize. And I remember I was which I can't like, all my favorite shirts somehow, those are the ones that disappear. So the my favorite shirts are the magic shirts.   The ones that could fucking disappear.   But I I think I was wearing, like, a indecision shirt or something like that. And this guy approached me in a supermarket, and he was like, oh, yeah. I remember this show and blah, blah, blah, blah. And we happen to have gone and seen this. I was like, dude. I was at that show too. And he's like, you know, and you and you strike up a conversation with one of one of your fellow humans   that necessarily   Nice. You woulda just passed on by. But because of this simple printed shirt and we're both wearing some kind of a band shirt, it starts this conversation up. So I kinda like that.  

Right. Having that option out there. That's that's why I go with, like, the band shirt or, like, the shirt that says, like, fucking   fluoride fluoride poison.   Right. Why are you drinking it? Right.   Do you like drinking poison? You know, like, shit like that. Something that's gonna spark some interest in somebody's mind.  

[01:43:37] Unknown:

Oh, that's so good. That's so good.   So,   what's your, favorite, holiday destination?  

[01:43:46] Unknown:

Holiday destination   that I've been so far, the nicest place that I've ever been was when I went to Costa Rica.   But,   one of my favorite   isn't really a destination. It's just whatever I do with my family yearly   doesn't really have to, have to be any specific place. It's just the togetherness and wherever we go.   You know, a lot of times it'll be like a, a water park or some kind of shit like that.   And just spending time with my kids and my wife where we could kind of let the,   the, bullshit of the world go and just just have a great time. You know what I mean? Just be. Right? Yeah, man. Just be. But I I wanna make new destinations. That's what I'm you know, as I get older, I wanna be able to travel out to Grand Canyon and shit like that. I wanna see that.  

[01:44:39] Unknown:

Oh, fuck. Yes.   I swear to god. That that that's that's beyond belief, man. If you if you if you that yeah. You you I'm stumbling because wow.   Sedona?   Oh, dude.   Got Wait a minute. That corner there, that's fucked. Don't they have the frogs in Sedona too?   Oh, could be. Yeah. But I think you have the,   the BUFO   Yeah. For which is a different frog.   So I had the camo,   which is the the the green,   tree frog, but the BUFO is like a a big one. And it Yeah. That that trip lasts fucking long, dude. It's it's not like you're you're just done with the no. That's gonna,   yeah.  

But I think that   all these compounds, these chemical compounds, the real chemical compounds, we   we sometimes need that to reset   because I'm experiencing   that   how it did it with me.   And,   I think that's everything that we need is is right here,   but they don't want us to to have that. They just want us to have stupid   bills and bills. You know? That's  

[01:45:57] Unknown:

We were built to have those, you know, like, when we were designed,   we have those receptors in us for a reason.   You know what I mean? The THC receptors, the CBDC   receptors,   everything that,   processes psilocybin.   It's all there for a reason. You know? It's there because we're supposed to use this stuff.  

[01:46:20] Unknown:

Right.   Yeah.   So, Jack, what's,   what's your favorite food?  

[01:46:32] Unknown:

Favorite food?   My favorite food would have to be, like, a good Americanized Chinese food.  

[01:46:40] Unknown:

American   Chinese?   Yeah. Like, Thai or something like that? Like like, the the the good?  

[01:46:48] Unknown:

No. Just like your regular, like, Chinese food. Just like some spare ribs and   some, like, jello sauce chicken   and   just like some of that stuff.   I like that.   What's your good I like a good gyro every now and then.   You know? Are you Italian?   Yeah. Like the the lamb and tzatziki sauce.  

[01:47:10] Unknown:

Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Right. Right. Right. So  

[01:47:14] Unknown:

what's your I like everything, man. Like like music, I like I   I tasted everything, and I could find the joy in everything.   The same as food. Like, I like so many different foods. I really can't   I can't isolate what my favorite would be, but I think Chinese food would be, like, one of the,   one of the top three.   Right.  

[01:47:36] Unknown:

So and what's, what's your favorite, drink or beverage? Because drink is probably something different.  

[01:47:44] Unknown:

Which I try to I try to stay away from it because I know it's not good for me, but I really like the taste of Red Bull.   Oh.   Yeah.   I drink Red Bull like it's a fine champagne.   Like, I really enjoy the taste of it sometimes.  

[01:48:01] Unknown:

Right.   I I got that same thing with Monster. I'm I I it's maybe one can a fucking year.   But when I'm down that fucking can, I I I'm on fucking steroids, dude? I love the taste, the green ones, the real ones. Yeah. The green ones. That's the only one I could tolerate.  

[01:48:22] Unknown:

Yeah. Yeah. Exact yeah. Exactly. Exactly. Once they started going into the other shit, that it all tastes very very strange.  

[01:48:30] Unknown:

Dude, I saw   Coca Cola Oreo.   What the fuck?   I mean  

[01:48:36] Unknown:

An Oreo in a in a Coca Cola?  

[01:48:39] Unknown:

No. The taste of of Oreos and I never tasted an Oreo in my whole fucking life because I I I did I didn't like how it looked like. I mean, candy   that's black and white, fuck off. Come on. It has to be something like, you know,   it should look like fucking candy, not like something black. Well, the only thing with black is is like the dropiest, the the the the black,   what's I don't know what the,   what the word is in in in English, to be honest.   Yeah. I I searched it this week, but   I can't figure it out. It's it's it's a black   candy.  



[01:49:17] Unknown:

Licorice.  

[01:49:19] Unknown:

Licorice.   Yes. But we're we're very famous with that dropies.   That that's the only thing I can tolerate, which is black, which I put in my mouth.  

[01:49:28] Unknown:

That's good for that's good for your stomach.   That's good for your stomach lining. Yeah.  

[01:49:34] Unknown:

Yeah.   So   okay. We we got this we got we got all that covered. So what's your,   definition of,   success?  

[01:49:47] Unknown:

Definition of success. I I think that,   it would have to be, like,   just being happy. You know? Getting to a point in your life where   where you are not worried about what other people think and   pretty much where I am right now, man. I feel successful now.   I don't have I don't I don't have to reach another peak in my life or pinnacle. Like, could I get there? Yeah.   But, you know, I have a wife. I have children.   I'm happy.   I have a job.   You know, I have a podcast. I've I've really   I don't ask for more. You know, I'm happy.   So I feel that I'm successful. If I don't think success is determined by the amount of money that you have.  



[01:50:32] Unknown:

Oh, no. No. No. No. True. That's oh, that's so true.   So what's your, definition of value?  

[01:50:43] Unknown:

I think, value is something that   you would go a step further to attain it than you normally would with anything else.   That would be something that you would deem value.  

[01:50:57] Unknown:

Which one?  

[01:50:58] Unknown:

Will you put, like, a little more harder work into anything else you would value it?  

[01:51:07] Unknown:

That's the one that's a good one to think about.   Like it.   So what's your definition of,   of god?  

[01:51:17] Unknown:

I think god is,   find it hard to define God. I'd say God   would be anything   that is   good and   caring,   loving,   a listed happiness.   I think those are all forms of God.   Mhmm. You know, recognizing   the dew drop on a leaf and how beautiful it is in the morning,   having that serenity   that, you know, just living in your car isn't a bad thing. It's a good thing. You know? Mhmm. That's my definition of God.  

[01:51:59] Unknown:

Right.   Right.   So last question will be, what's your definition of the devil?   Definition  

[01:52:12] Unknown:

of the devil is anything   that is trying to take us away from   what we were supposed to be in our natural creation,   be it hard drugs   or   media   or   someone telling you that,   you're an insignificant   being and   there's really nothing left, so you should upload your mind into the and consciousness into a machine.   And that's how you save yourself.   Anything anything anti god would be   considered the devil, I guess.   Money. I saw it. That's pretty,   devilish.   The root of all evil.   Oh, yeah.  

[01:53:01] Unknown:

That's a And and it still depends on how you look at it. I think it's the root of all evil for a lot of people that do a lot   of crazy shit with it.   But it can also be the root of all luxury, all the things you would so without money, I could not purchase this car. Without money, I can't   fill it up. So   but but that's my perspective. It's it's it's a balance, but   the way they wanna  

[01:53:26] Unknown:

take it from you, that's all fucking evil. That's all. Yeah. I think it's just about how how you use the tool. You know? Like, you could use   fire to destroy   in the same way. Right. Or you you could use fire to provide a meal for your family.   Right. Yeah. Yeah. Or you you could use a broom to sweep your house, or you could use the broom to wrap around somebody's neck because they entered your house without permission.   Right. It all depends.  

[01:53:55] Unknown:

Yeah. But it's both clean work.  

[01:53:58] Unknown:

Yeah.   It's both tidying up.  

[01:54:02] Unknown:

Yeah. I mean   right?   Jack, where do people,   can find your podcast and and information about you?  

[01:54:13] Unknown:

You guys could find my podcast   on Spotify,   Apple Music.   I'm not sure where else it got, fed out to, but I think it's on Audible.   I could be reached at network failure podcast   on Instagram.   My Twitter x account   is   network failure seven   or network failure podcast.   And   if anybody wants to get in touch with me, my email is [email protected].  

[01:54:49] Unknown:

Pod at Gmail. Alright.   And   network failure   seven, it was on x. Right?  

[01:55:00] Unknown:

Yeah.   Yeah. That was the only handle that was still available.  

[01:55:06] Unknown:

I got sometimes with my thing, so, fuck that anyways. Right?   Oh, Jack, I just had a brilliant time talking to you, man. I've been really blessed and grateful that you're that you're doing fine right now, that you have a new   open mindset,   positive mind,   that you're doing good, that you still can,   rock and roll. Right?   Right.   Yeah. You still go to concerts to to to to kick some ass sometimes again or just  

[01:55:34] Unknown:

I haven't been in a long time. I've been trying to get my son to,   to to want to go to,   to a show. He goes to shows, but he doesn't want his dad there.   So Ah. I give I give him I give him,   give him his independence. So let let him have his fun. I wouldn't want my mom to be at the fucking show that I was at either.   Oh, fuck. Yeah. I know that one. Well, let's think about that. You know, like, picture me back in the day. Would I want my mom showing up at the Roxy? No.   No. No. No. No. You know, if it's meant to be, you know, there's,   there's always shows around.  



[01:56:11] Unknown:

Alright.   Nice,   man. And, well, thank you for your time, your energy, and, and then, showing up for this podcast.   And for all those of us back home,   have a brilliant, grand rising, beautiful day or beautiful evening. No matter where you are on this beautiful   planet or earth, and call it earth, man. It's it's earth. It's earth. Yeah. I love it here. Love it here. Thank you very much, Jack.  

[01:56:39] Unknown:

You're very welcome, sir. Thanks for having me.   Me.  

[01:57:11] Unknown:

He wasn't   always kind,   and he couldn't fulfill my dreams.   He's a plane in the ass.   He's black as a night.   God   show me the   light.   Please play in the ass.   Black as a night.   God show me the light and hold me   dreams.   He's a pain in the ass. I'm   black as a knight.   God's showing light, and he'll be tight.