Disorganized Productions "Chaos creates Harmony"

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In this episode of the Disorganized Productions Podcast, host Rob delves into a candid conversation with Milton, exploring the complexities of personal growth, identity, and the essence of being true to oneself. The discussion touches on the challenges of podcasting, the repetitive nature of content, and the quest for authenticity in a world filled with illusions and societal expectations. Rob and Milton share their thoughts on spirituality, the nature of reality, and the importance of questioning everything to find one's own truth.

The episode also navigates through the intricacies of human connection, the significance of non-judgmental interactions, and the role of ego in shaping our perceptions. Rob reflects on his personal journey, the lessons learned from past experiences, and the importance of embracing one's unique path. The conversation is interspersed with humor, philosophical musings, and a shared appreciation for the simple joys of life, making it a thought-provoking and engaging listen.

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Skip me branches like squirrel, baby.  

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What we're dealing with here is a total lack of respect for the law.  

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Welcome fellow human to the disorganized productions podcast.   The show that fuels your spirit,   ignites your potential,   and helps you become the best version of yourself.   I'm your host, Rob,   And each episode,   we'll embark you on a journey to unlock the power within you. Tap into your limitless potential   and conquer life's challenges.   But first,   a word of our sponsors.   Website   Recording in progress.   Ladies and gentlemen,   hello humans. Welcome to another episode of Disorganized Productions   Life.   Life. LA,   Los Angeles, baby.   Together with Milton from,  

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You know what?   No.   No? Because I don't know if I'm I'm gonna continue my podcast.   Why not? Because I think I did what it my purpose   of it,   finding myself.   But   you know how actors,   they announced that they cannot retire from film. Like, that is so stupid. Right? Like, fuck. Just do it. Nobody cares.   No. I'm taking a pause, but if the opportunity comes to report again Right. I'll do it because I've been wanting to do a Spanish one still. Uh-huh. So Spanish listeners hopefully reach out to me.  

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But  

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so   because   I think we've talked about this last time with Josh Monday. We repeat the same shit all the time. Yes. And I don't like that either.   No. But it's it's not even that. It's it's it's not there's no progression. Right?   There's,   on my on my part because mentally,   I'm in a place where everything I see, it's an illusion.   It's staged, set up.   There's an intention behind everything.   So that's why I question everything. And   maybe I'm falling into, like,   a little place, like, where there's no action.  

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Right. Is is it maybe something like   a video game that you like to play, but then when you have some level that you know, like, oh,   it's boring.   So there's no   figuring it out. There's no such a fight as you start up for the first time, like, all the graphics and the things that you gotta do, and and all of a sudden you get bored about stuff. Sure. It takes dedication, right, to complete something. Yeah.  

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But, like, with the podcasting, I'm like, I'm gonna go ahead and   I'm searching myself for myself for Milton. What did you learn?   I've learned   that I am that,   you know, talking to myself.  

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Right.  

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And and you can see it on recordings. I'm like, wait.   What? Like, the devs everything's the same. That and the dev are the same person, same entity.   And nobody else exists, only I exist.  

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Physically, yeah. There's people here and Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But their own have their own Yes. Reality, their own universe.  

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Yes. Yes. And we can be part of it, but Sure. We create our own. We can come together and agree in things, and that's how I think connections are built.   Right. My mom always said every   every head is the world.   She always said that,   like, growing up.   And I didn't hear what she yeah. No. She's   she was very spiritual without knowing me. She's the one that taught me well, she just said out loud, you don't have to go to church   to   talk to god. Right.  

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I think that that's that's we were talked about a lot of things,   because we connect to Google because we're we're both Aquarius.   So we're thinkers. We're we're always in our hands. We're thinking about stuff or thinking about things that been said or thinking   thinking basically a lot of things.   But, you know, it it it sometimes is really hard to connect with people because   the the the same   drive and the same thoughts that we have to to to speak about it. Only to speak about it. Not not like, oh, you're you're you're listening to the wrong music or whatever. No. No. No. But only to get deep dive into this topic   without saying this is the truth for forever.  

You know, you're gonna be very thin ice like conspiracy. No. Just, like, talk about stuff. Sure. I just wanna talk about stuff.   For some people, it's fucking boring.  

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Yes. But you know what makes us great?   We don't judge people.   We don't judge any   any topic. Yeah. Let's talk about it. Right.  

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I have some true fans that are   I'm not gonna call them any names, but I know that they're a big fan of me,   my podcast, and stuff that I do.   And they're   they're figuring out   what's happening with their body and stuff like that. So they they are, like,   balancing between what does society wants me to be and what am I for myself. Mhmm. So I had two podcasts with,   with two trends with Solara   and with, Lola, Lola Christina.   And,   the   the person asked me, can I please   contact them because I wanna talk about it, about my feelings and stuff like that?   And the good thing is we talked about some stuff because I can relate to it. I don't say, like, oh,   Milton,   you're great. Oh, you listened to the wrong music. Now you're out. Oh,   dude, you're great. Oh,   you wear skirts? Fuck off. You're out. Oh, you're great. Oh, you wear Nikes? I wear Puma. You're out. I don't like to judge   people about what they are or what they want to be because everyone is figuring it out. Right? Nobody knows. Because the good and the bad is what makes person.  

Right?  

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Mhmm. Yeah. And that came through we talked about it in our episode, the controversial in my show,   about how somebody thinks a certain way Mhmm. Like, we shouldn't   get rid of it.  

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Right.   We we talked about some stuff that's for a lot of people, like, oh my god. How dare you? But it's it's just like   Jordan Peters. It's not like   I I am a Nazi. I'm gonna tell you what the Nazis did. That that doesn't make me a Nazi. So we were basically,   spinning some truth bombs, you know, get get some things going. What do you think about this? What do you think about that?   Not directly with taking a point. Well, I made I made a point,   but not like  

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That's really good.  

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Oh, yeah. This Belgian beer.   Oh, yeah. I like to be sponsored by them.  

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Laffer, if you're listening,  

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Trump, if you're listening, still got two days to go. I will be two days hang around here in LA   and, having a great time here,   especially because of you.  

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No.  

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And It's nice.   Other things that occurred on my, on my path. But Yes. I always liked it since the first time that we hang around.   That was on my podcast. Right? That was the first podcast that you did. That was a fucking good one.   Yeah. No. It it was. It was it was a personal growth for both.   Oh? Yeah.   I think I learn every single time when I do podcast or when I'm opening my eyes   and are most of the time in the moment right now, I don't get   distracted by the bullshit that they tried to put me off.   But, of course, you gotta take care of your CPR, as I would call it. Your commitments, priorities, and responsibilities.   If if I'm I would love to stay longer here in in LA, especially in America. Trump,   dog,   if you're listening.  



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Obviously, it was cock,   pussy, rectum.  

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Right. Caught, pussy, rectum. CPR.  

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Yeah. Yeah.  

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This guy.   Where's the pussy involved?  

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Oh. Realize what happened.   Alright.   Anyways, no. Oh, yeah. So back going back to the   transgender,   my friend that I wanna do the Spanish podcast with, he's not transgender, but   he's he's he's gay, but he dresses up as a female.  

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Does he have a beard?   No. So he he wants to dress up like a woman. He wants to  

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act like a woman. Well, he's we need us. But he dresses up like a female. Like, Halloween, he dresses up like a female. Right. Okay.   But   spiritually speaking  

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Mhmm.  

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Does physical matter?   What does it matter where you are? Nothing.   I'm saying if you're born   male or male,   why do you have to   physically change into something else?  

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Well, what what about the the stupid idea with indoctrination indoctrination that we talk a lot a lot of in every podcast   about how society wants you to be? Or who who decides who I want to be? I was in Santa Cruz, and I was having my skirt on my my little skirt on and and and just like my my my my I don't know what   like the cloak.   And an Indian guy comes up and says, oh, wait.   People in my country,   men, are dressed like that. I said, well, I'm not from your country, but I do respect, and I think it's very comfortable.   Oh, yes. It's very comfortable.  

So it depends on where you are,   how people react to what you what you seem to be for them.   Yes. But that's closing. Right? Yeah. But from the inside, you are.   That's it. You are.  

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Right.   But   sex exchange,   it's   deeper than that.   Yes. So   I well, my because I don't understand trans   genders. I'm sorry.   Like, the   it's   well, maybe I should talk with to one of them because   if you're very spiritual,   why the transition   when knowing that it's everything's within?   Is it the ego thing Right. That you have to do the physical exchange with others?  

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Is it That's a good one, the ego thing. Your ego tells you you look good, you look not good, you are fine, you're not fine.   That's a real I I haven't think about that.  

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Is there, like, a soul   transition   even deeper than that? Right? Because it's beyond physical.  

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Right. So what about if you are   let's say, believe in in   in other lives that you have before you are on this life that   when you choose one, that it doesn't matter if you have a sex exchange, but you are. Mhmm. But you are   awakening up as a baby   in a male or in a female.   And if you have, like, several lives back,   a lot of,   male and now you're female, that that you are confused in your head. But who is confused?  

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Do you think I because I just picture when you said that, like,   when you're going to your body upon the soul, there's, like, oh. Right. Long turn.   Oh, shit. Now I gotta stand being Wait. I was supposed to be in that body, and then there's, like,   in a a battle for the the souls to   you know?  

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Yes.   Be be because how would you otherwise  

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I totally get being trapped in a different body. Oh, yeah. I I I I I can see that. Mhmm.   Because I even me, but it's I'm away behind this family. I don't belong to this family.   But I think most of us feel that way. Yeah. I'm a thought I have to be adopted. I'm not from this family.   But then you you accept it, whatever. Mhmm. But, like, a whole   sex change. And then it's like, what sex   I  

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So that's a question I think I asked,   Lola and Solara too. Like, so if you are a guy   and you feel like girl,   you have all these girly things like paint clothes and you do your nails and stuff like that.   So Lara told me when she is on now on medication to get into the transaction of   getting rid of her male genitals.   It's very, very complicated.   Very complicated.   But then I said, so if you are, like,   for your own ego now, the perfect woman,   Do you   like men or do you like women? Well, I like men.   So are you are you gay? No. Not gay because I feel like I'm a woman.   But you are  

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right? I that's why I'm I don't get it.  

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And the the the other thing is   what you sew on or cut off,   eventually, if someone is gonna   dig up your bones in a thousand years, they're gonna figure out, like, oh, that's a woman or that was a man.   Because everything   so so your your your skeleton   gives you the the the   I think even with a, hermaphobic,   so so with two   two things. Maybe there's some difference in the pelvis, but   you can point out by the skeletons if it's a male or a female about the pelvis.  

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But even all that, I question that because   I was watching this listening to his other podcast with, Triple E. I think we I don't know the title. Triple E?   Triple E. Oh, Sam.   You know, we could have not seen the show of his. He plays in LA like in LA. What? Tonight? No. At least I I I app'd him on Instagram like, hey, dude, dog. I'm here.  

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I'm I'm ready to do a show, but he he doesn't know me yet.   Oh, he will regret this. He will regret this. He he's gonna pay   high dollar tickets to get me here.  

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Anyways, back to reality. Yeah. Yeah.  

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He has he has good stuff. Yeah. Yeah. Some Yes. Depends. Depends on his guests.  

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But you again, it's it's what you take from it. Right? It doesn't matter. You could be talking about shit. It's what you get from it.  

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It's what I'm always saying. It's your own plausible truth. If if you stick in that narrative of, like, oh, this is wow, then perfect.   But then I got questions as an Aquarius.   What makes you to that point to your own plausible truth?   What gives you the stakes   to put it on your game to defend this kind of belief systems so much?   Although,   I would probably say, like, I haven't figured it out for 100%   sure, but I think it's gonna be in that direction, so let's talk about it. Other people would say, no. No. No. No. It's this,   and it sticks. And   because it's been written or been been pointed out or whatever the fuck.  



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But it's always some discoveries, like, in Egypt. Remember they've taken this hole or something in the pyramid?   So it must be true. They found new stuff.  

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600   meters of whatever the fuck.   Under a construction that we do not know yet how it's been built and whatever.   It's like the sea.   Right?   Oh, oh, we got we got   five to 10% that we know about   the oceans,   but you do not know because you do not know what % is. But okay. Okay.   But we go to the moon.   I don't get it. It's like, okay. I'm gonna work on myself. Oh, wow. I had a beer. Oh, now I'm fine. Now I'm gonna fuck up the world.   Isn't it all,   Milton, isn't it isn't it all what what what we believe, what we point out to others, what we vibrate in in frequency?   And it's okay to to say, like, I don't know. I I just don't know.  



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What makes people think that they had it figured out?   Like, I still I don't know anything.   Well,   worst I ever like, no. I of course I know. I think I was.   Right?   It's like, no. What do you mean?   I know.   I see it.  

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Yeah. But is that   so does that mean if you know and that you see it,  

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is that the truth? It's true. Yeah. No. I now I know. No.  

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Especially nowadays. I think especially nowadays with all the stuff that you can you know, you can see the light and you can see the dark. You can see,   pre bush. You can say,   a a a pro bush. You you can say, Trump is the best. Trump is an asshole. But you can there's so much division   going on   that we really should say we do not know.   And even then, we talked about it. Even then, if we say, like, now we know. Okay. Now what?   Now what? Oh.  

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I'm god. Now what?   No. Okay. Now I'm trying to   we talked about this show and   not make people recognize, but help them   recognize   that it's all you.   Mhmm. You can't be a victim.   No. That's what it is. If you don't if you don't if you don't know your god,   you are god,   you are a victim to society.   I'm a victim to society.   Right?   Right. Because you're still waiting for something to rescue you.  

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Not gonna happen. No.   And all the choices that you made had a consequence,   and   they have a lesson or they have a blessing.   And when they are a lesson, you have to be very careful with the next choice that you do. If they are a blessing, continue the stuff that you do.   For me, that works.   I'm not there yet   at   all.   But the things I already do now are so   fucking resonating   with my life, with my   thoughts, with my,   with my friendship to people.   Like, I'm a hugger. I need to hug Yes.   Milton. I need to hug other people.   The first thing I so I've got a okay.  

I was going on a road trip, and before I went to LA, I was in,   Flagstaff. And people told me, like, oh, you gotta go to Sedona. Okay. I'll go into Sedona.   So there are some four Texas in Sedona.   So I visited them, and one of them is,   the the Mesa Airport.   So you basically have on the top of the mountain, you have a   a   parking lot. You park your car and you go   for a walk.   And there is a   I I don't know what it is. It's like three miles, whatever the fuck. There's there's a there's this vortex rock,   and I was doing my stuff.   And before I went up,   I I three time had, like, a really, really   emotional   breakdown   about some stuff   because four texts are doing stuff with you. Okay?  

So   then I went down. I'm not gonna know why I'm gonna tell the story, but I wanna tell it anyway.   I went down, and, eventually, I was skipping on the other,   on the other path because I thought it's, it's not a three three miles around.   Turned out it was not. But   I'm   coming across   a woman   that's been   crying   in the middle of the fucking nowhere.   And I said, oh, fuck. Now you got me going, so I start to cry too because there's some energies going on. Right?   So I said, can I sit here?   Yeah. Sure. So and the the one of the first things I said is, can I hug you?   Because we were we were so emotional both   that I just wanted   to give some love, I think, or whatever. So she said, yes, please. So be hugged.  

And then I was sitting next to her and, you know, cry and and just   staring at the beautiful scenery on a rock.   And then she says, thank you so much because   it's been a year now   since my husband died and I spread the ashes right here on this point and now you come back totally fucking stranger   that hugs me.   So when I don't know what I'm trying to say here but the connection that I feel when I when I   even I think you you're a salesman too. When when I give you a hand, which is not like a firm hand and don't look you in your eyes, you don't wanna run a room to me. Right?   It doesn't feel right. If you can't   man up,   if you can't have a firm handshake and look to   I think it's something like that. It's especially when   I connect with people with hugging, like, okay. Now feel your heartbeat.  



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Okay. You're fine. It's an it's an acknowledgment of each other's souls, maybe.  

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Yes.  

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Because that happened to me yesterday when I talked about my Indian clients. I was showing them around and we had a deep conversation   and   I swear, I would he was just sitting there talking to me and I saw his aura.   I told him, oh, I see your aura. He's   like   because he realized he is   I'm sure he did before, but I told him how, you know, I'm God.   Right. He's like,   what we all are. He's like, yeah. I agree with you. I am.   So and then   something happened.   Yeah. This aura came out.  

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Wow. Yeah? Did you saw Carlos also?   It was yellowish.   I think it's good. Right? Yellow is good? I don't know.  

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And towards the end, we hug.   Right? Because I told him, like, what?  

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Yeah. It's it's it's a soul and a heart connection, and I think we are vibrating people. We we are frequencies.   Especially if you look back to to the scam that they pulled off,   not to known whatever it was,   it was the six inch that the thing that normally resonates with you, with the people that you feel like, oh, feel comfortable with them or not, or I feel anxious or I feel   good. All these things you couldn't feel because people are too far away. Now I'm a Aquarius, so I like to be   alone all one.   But a lot of people suffered from that. I mean,   11 other zodiac suffered  

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big time.   Okay. Is   satisfaction   always good?   No.   So you have to restrain yourself. Right? You can't act all the time.  

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Unpleasing yourself.   You you gotta be aware why you want to satisfy yourself.  

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But then are you stopping yourself from satisfaction because there's someone else   that you have to be   aware of? Or  

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Right.   So don't you balance   eventually always?   No. You're about You balance always out. But is that a good thing? That's the question. That's the question.   So how many people   are living together   and because,   let's say, John and Tracy are living together, have a beautiful,   wedding, blah blah blah blah. John doesn't like potatoes.   What are the odds   that Tracy is gonna make potatoes for breakfast or whatever? Fuck.   Probably none.   Why do we do that? I if I like potatoes, I make potatoes, bitch.   Fuck it.   But that's the thing. So we balance out, and we we we we get to the same frequency.   What that means I say +1, 234   is this thing that I   tell in my course.  

K. Here's the deal. +1, 234.   If I say one and you say two,   I can go from one to two, and you can go from two to one so we can fit,   or we are not that much   opposite together. Mhmm. So that could be like, you want pizza? No. I like I like, Mexican food. Okay. What's it gonna be? You know? 32,   2 3, whatever. Mhmm. But if it's gonna be 41, you're never ever Okay. Going to be on in the middle.   Not gonna happen.   Three to one is gonna be a challenge   because one goes to two and three goes to two. You know what I'm saying? Yes. But that's based on what you're saying  

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and the formula you're creating.   Because   numerology speaking with Mormon Rishi, I don't know if I don't think it's his real name, but shout out to Rishi. Mormon is   great. So he's very into numerology. Right? So   he said one and nines complete each other. Yes. Yes. Because there's no zero. Two and eight.   But based on your formula, you have to be closer   to agree.  

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Yeah. So the one to the four is is,   when I say I want pizza, that could be a two. Mhmm. You say I want Mexican food.   That could be a three. Now comes the thing. We pointed out they were both hungry.   Right? That that's Okay. Okay. But then we're gonna say, are we gonna get the Mexican food or we're gonna get pizza? Am I adapt to you or not? That's just as as an example. Right?   But when you have several things in a relationship   that one is a four and the other one is one, you never ever gonna get the same thing. That is sometimes good. You know? Sometimes it's good. Like, oh, I like to work out. Oh, I don't I don't fucking like to work out. I like hard rock music. You go to your concerts. I like jazz.   Perfect.  

But were you gonna play   while you're both together in a home?   Do you have something to Okay. To comprehend? Is that the right word? Yeah.  

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Okay. Yeah. Makes sense.  

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Thanks.   But it's it's it's about that. Right? It's about these things that are Compromise.   Compromise.   Right.   These are the things that are   normal thoughts of a carriers in a in a in a   lunchtime or in a break.   Do you  

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in most situations, do you adapt   easily or do you fight against  

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what others want? I'm adept easily, but I'm a rebel at heart. Mhmm.   Yes.   So it depends. So I will adapt easily   for hours, for days, for weeks, strong. So I prefer say that he's gonna get  

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no. Let's talk about that. Okay. Good.   Because   you're giving power to the word week.   That's why I don't like to say the word.   But you   by changing it,   you're   running away from it.   Yes. You should. So the word is just a just a word.   Oh, yeah, Eric. It's just a word.  

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Could be true.   I have to deal with that. Yeah. Right. But, yes, I can adapt. I do adapt very well.   I can get along with a lot of people from from several layers of of of of snidey. I get along with a lot of people.   But if I feel fucked or   misunderstood   or   treated mistreated,   oh, dude.   Done. Done.   People call me up like, oh, how are you doing? Because it's been, like, so many years or so many months something happened.   And I just, like,   I was done with that three months ago. When you fucked it up, I'm not gonna put my energy in   anymore.  



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Have you ever been on the other side?  

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What do you mean the other side? Like like, did I screwed up? Like, you've been on IP.  

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Yeah. Sure. Of course. Right?  

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Yes. I'm very good at it.  

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Well, I'm glad you signed it. But it's not intentional. So that's not intentional. We have to that's a good lesson for us to learn. Yeah.   Because we're like, fuck. I can't the company always is this annoying until it's done to you.  

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Yeah. But then it's a lesson. Yeah.   Then it's a lesson. So the lesson is when people screw you over or mistreat you or whatever,   you don't wanna get hurt.   Other people are are,   feeling heard and and it takes long time.   For me, it's like closing or opening the door.   There's something behind it or I close it and it's it's done.   And it it's really hard for a lot of people just like,   dude, it was just like a minor thing. No. No. You   screwed my whatever.   I'm done.   And all my senses are aware like a radar, like, oh, oh, there comes a green light. No. Out.  

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Speaking of senses, where are you now spiritually?  

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That's a very good question, Milton.   I am still figuring out a lot,   but I have conquered   so many paths   the the last couple of   weeks.   Well, basically, since I was,   preparing myself to go to Peru, don't stick a beer on my fucking clothes.   Put it on your lion shirt. You don't see anything about that.  

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No. No.  

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I think there there was a big change happening when I prepared to go to Peru.   And,   that was a mindset.   And there was a rescue for myself.   Yeah. Okay. So so my question to you is what do you mean on where you're at? Like  

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Well, I I just I I guess I just answered my own question in my head because   you don't know where you are.  

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You know, some people would say, oh, you're always like a guru, and the other one's things like   dude, you gotta figure out a lot of stuff to get to the first step. Right? You don't know. Okay. Where are you when it comes to seeing other people?   That's a hard one. She   said oh, fuck. That's a hard one.   So the thing is,   maybe it's it's it's just me, personal   individual.   When I like someone,   everything is open. There are no secrets.   Mhmm. I'm not like the secret of, like, oh, I wanna hide some dude, I'm gonna say what what the fuck I'm gonna say. I I am me. Because you become yourself. I am myself. Right. I am. But sometimes we have to, again, adapt  

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to   the other person.   In a way, maybe. Even your environment.  

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Oh, yes. But I cannot I'm a chameleon with that. No. Yeah. But it takes a lot of energy when you have to do that. Sure.   But I don't wanna put as   I wanna put as less as energy in something.  

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Right?   Right. I was with this group,   arguing with people.   Everything is an illusion.   Don't   still   well, so   I have to be what I said, but  

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hold on. We question the narrative a lot. Like, what up? Even if we're just in in in an own group and say, like, oh, we're now in in in group whatever the fuck, we will question that group too.   But I think it's a good thing to do that because it keeps you sharp. It keeps you   thinking about the stuff that you you say as a plausible truth or whatever the fuck,   it makes   for me   more sense   to question also the things that that's been  

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told.   Yes. So especially in everything being an illusion.   And because they send the video of the pyramid, like, digging 6,000   meters, whatever.   And I'm great. Another fucking illusion. Like, you you people offer everything that's true. Were you there?  

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Have you evidence?   The only thing I saw was, like, a drawing. Yeah. It took hold. Wow.  

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And then here, I'm I'm like, yeah. I'm the crazy one for questioning it. And then sometimes, like, well, sometimes you just take things for what they are. Like like, okay.   I stopped.   Like, again, it goes back to the same thing. You wouldn't know.   And somebody said, well, now you could argue that, about the official narrative for nine eleven, COVID nineteen. Those are examples I have for. These are all   delusions.   Right? You say nothing happened at all. It's just not factual.   And I said, of course, it happened, but not natural.   And then say, well, maybe that's it because there's nothing nothing that happens organically.  

It's staged. Everything's staged, manufactured.   Script? Yes.   So that's I think that's what I watched. Maybe that's why,   like, I it gets sad because I'm like, wait. Nothing's   nothing's natural anymore.  

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Right.   But but that's the thing that,   it's funny that you bring it up because I was thinking about it the other day. Like,   I had the most   insane,   beautiful,   spiritual  

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Oh, thank you.  

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Thing with Milton.   Oh, well, yes. And besides that, I had I had a a really great crazy,   beautiful road trip with Donna.  

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And,  

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so back to your question, like,   with the spiritual thing about what's the narrative, what what can you believe,   if you are, if you just are and you breathe and you see the beauty   of nature and especially here in   America,   it's if you if you if you   I said that I think on a fundamental podcast.   If you look at every single person or something in nature and you fall in love with it, like, you fall in love with the feeling   of the the mountains or river, like, wow,   Then the fucking shit starts to happen, start to shift with me because   I am   that river. I am that mountain.  

Everything I create is with my eyes, with my universe,   and everything there is right now   ever was and ever will be.   That's it. Mhmm. There is no time. I can close my eyes. I'm sitting back in in my continent in the in The Netherlands. I can sit here. I can be in   Australia. Never been there, but I I can be there. I can feel the red sand. I can see the Aboriginal spot. I can see that.   So  

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I mean, we've been to space.  

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Back to you. Everything is illusion.   Yes.   The surroundings here   are the atoms that create these things, but we are the same atoms.  

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Our eyes are the simulation   simulation. Sorry.   We're the ones that are creating this.   Oh, there's a window there.   There's a kitchen out there.  

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Dude,   listen to   my podcast with Nick. Shout out to Nick from the Occult Rejects.   He thinks that the eye   is something that's   so   magical   with so many things,   and he figured it out with, you know, you you got your light spectrum and your dark. So, basically, what we see is   everything is upside down, but our eyes turn it like we see it. That's crazy.   So   if there's no light,   so if there's real complete darkness,   I can still see some things in my imagination.   Mhmm. So, ah, that's   something. Nick, you got me on a roll, man. Isn't that esotericism?   Yes.  



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Yes. It's what you make of it.   But then shadow and light   help with that.   Yes. Yes. I was walking around and I see, like,   something moving from the corner of my eye. Mhmm. And I wait. Oh, wait. That's just the   the light shifted.   Is it?   I don't know. Well, that's it's well, it I saw a fucking dragon.  

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What about the all seeing eye?  

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Oh.   Oh, the elites are gonna eat the babies.  

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I don't care.   I just I just said it. I I don't care. Baby.   I don't care if the it   whatever you're gonna   say, give me proof, and there will be proof of of of whatever the fuck. But but let's let's put that aside.   The   all seeing eye, is it really something   that bad, or is it just like open up because you are on the top of the pyramid   if you're willing to think about it? If you or your mind's I'm retired.   My mindset is I'm retired.  

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Yes. That's how I feel. That's what I'm saying. Right. You you're falling for something they're telling you.   It's an illusion.   Life is mind control.   Yes.   Yes.   Because   your god is your mind.   They have they have to find a way to control that.   And if you've got his control, then you have nothing.  

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Well, you got two.   The biggest control system in this world is religion   or politics,   but they're both are made up by   men.  

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Oh, no. Another thing,   even words   Okay. Will we be able to think without words?  

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Wow.  

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Right. Because I was questioning,   right, not to be real, even words are made up. And who's talking?   Right. Good language overall.   That's made up. But   but then we wouldn't think.   So I think   being nothing   is the goal.   Like, stillness.  

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Yeah. Shame. Nothing.   The highest chakra is   silence.  

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Oh, I don't know that. I just Oh, you don't know? No. That just that's something that I just again, I think about. See, that's why I don't read. People I I I'm I even question myself. Why am I stupid? I don't read.   But I find all this information on my own.   That's good. And I I'm I'm I'm like, I feel I feel so lonely sometimes   because   yeah. No. I don't know. That was a thing.  

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Yeah.   So you got basically your chakra system. Mhmm. And when   your chakra system isn't in balance,   you could encounter like okay I can speak for myself that's your throat chakra   I can open up my heart for other people to your heart chakra but also your self love  

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Is it, you know, or communication?   Because you communicate without words. Right.  

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You you can.   So if you go no matter what corner you go on this planet, if you start to laugh like a like a maniac,   people are going to laugh too.  

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Mhmm.  

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With crying,   that needs to be attached to an emotion   or   a event that's happening for a lot of people. But if I'm gonna stand here in the metro or in a train or in a plane, I'm gonna start to laugh like   people are start to laugh. That's the that's the frequency that everybody knows without   any   you know, you don't have to know the clue to start to laugh. Mhmm. But if you want to have the emotion like I wanna I need to cry   Mhmm. Something has to be unfolding for you that's, like,   beyond comprehend of what what's the word,   or you have to experience   yourself with emotions to cry.  

But laughing is something that everyone does.   Mhmm.   So what I'm trying to say with that is   laughing is probably a frequency that you do not need to say their words to feel and experience   the   the laughter, the the good feeling, the high vibration.  

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Okay.   Yes.   But if sorry. Go back to   me, of course.   If complete stillness is   all one   All one.   Are we   do we come do we become robots?  

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Because of stillness?  

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Mhmm. No. Well, because robots   don't function without   preferences.   Well Or  

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Is that so? So we got we got thoughts that fire in our brain that that make us to action or emotion or whatever. Mhmm. Robots need to have data going on to But that's we're no different.   Knowing. Or Oh, okay. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Okay.  

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Right. Are are things that we've   learned.  

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That's good. So if you are   yeah.   So that means that you are   programmable. Pro programmable?  

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Yeah.  

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Yeah. Yeah. We are We are programmed. We are.  

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But we're no different than Roblox. But we are waking  

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waking up. Like, we don't want to have the the indoctrination.  

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But is that a new chip   a new chip   evolving.   That's what evolution is.   Game to the heart.  

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Just a little spark in a dot.  

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Just a little spark in a dot. Yeah. I thought of that. Are we robots   that are just evolving?  

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Yeah. And who are we to think that we are better than robots?   I don't.   Yeah. So if robots can fix things that we can't,   but we can't fix robots,   Who is the higher you're right? Same. Right?   Mhmm.   That's not a just lunch break talk for for Aquarius,   especially with himself normally. Just like, oh, fuck.   It's  

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it takes a lot of energy. Sometimes I wanna go   to, like, a podcast and just talk shit.  

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I want to. I just Oh, I overwhelmed you. Right? I said, let's do a fucking podcast.   Yeah. Yeah. Why not? We're gonna get some food, get some beer. So we did.   And we're just sitting here and just talking as two Aquarius.  

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More open.  

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Oh, yeah. Philadelphia.   Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Sure. Sure. The worst place.   But I think it's good to talk about because   just like you said, do we know or nobody knows?   Yeah. I will I will do it.   It.   Do it. I love this guy.  

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Do you?   What do you love about me?  

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I love about you about your   the way you open up   and give   without any expectations   to get back.  

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I I question myself for that.   Why? No. Because I   because I think I   I let others   I let society   take over   because there's no,   every deed is selfish.  

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So okay. So so you help each others for   to caress your ego?   Maybe.   Or is your ego   expressing   expressing   itself like, oh,  

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you know? What what I was was like, I'm giving back.   That's how I see things.  

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But but did you screw it up so bad that you have to give back now?  

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I don't know. I don't think so.   I I don't think so. I don't So you're still on the quest?  

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Yes.   So does that mean that eventually within,   like, let's say within,   whatever   period of time that we would say, like, fuck. I gave too much, so I'm gonna cut it back? Yes.  

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That would happen last year.   I guess I mean, I have a I have a home. I have to take care of myself first. Right. Are you with your partner? Yes. And I was taking care   of others, but in it, it was it's about taking care of me because I wanted a community, a new,   brother almost. Right. Right. And I don't think I got it. There's something wrong with that. That's all I wanted. But is that selfish on my part?  

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Wow.   Wow. I like it that you look it like that because   that's really strength to look at   what?   Why do I do these things? What   do I wanna gain with that? Is it my ego? What what what what's happening?  

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Because I get these calls to help   Right.   Without   because I do recognize patterns and if if if I could help something or   or make an impact. I think that's what it was. I I wanted to make an impact, like a   again, it's like   a stage. Right? Right. Just play.   I want the I want people to clap for me.  

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I just we're thinking about it, but did did they?   Not as you expected. That what that that's why you were disappointed and questioned yourself about the things that you did.   Yes.  

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Was it good enough?   Of course.  

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No. But it's like We wanted to raise   a fucking statue   No. Okay. In the middle of LA for Milton. We we need the Milton's.   No. What I'm trying to say with that and it's not like to to to   to to ridicule   it. I think that a lot of people are   asking themselves the same question like,   am I doing good enough?   Where's the applause?   That could be in a relationship. That could be your with with your job. That could be with your friends. Like, oh,   I pulled it off.   You know? I started this party, or I did so good at my job. Right? They asked me some some really difficult stuff. I did it, but there's no   reward.  

Then comes the question,   so you have expectations   about the rewards. If you have expectations, you're gonna be disappointed in my point of view. That's a hard lesson I learned.   So if I do it without any expectations,   I can go foul.   But if you have the expectation,   I do this,   I'm gonna get that.  

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But   okay. This is an example. I have a family from Oregon. Westman's family, but I I'm very close to them.   They they brought a son.   It's a couple of men and female, and they have a kid.   And he loved one's Best Buy. You know, Best Buy is a store. Okay. Electronic store here in Calcutta, US.   And he loved the store.   And and, like, oh, we're coming we're coming over because,   he wants to go to Disneyland.   Mhmm. So they stayed with us.   So then I'm like, let's Best Buy. Let me surprise him with   the birthday cake with the Best Buy logo.   Alright. Yeah. So I'm like, okay. That that's that's   unexpected.  

That's cool. So I did that. I got I got the cake   from some my friend of my my, they make a cake, a custom Best Buy logo.   And, oh, here you go. It's a cake. And then they were, like, so surprised.   And then, oh, now you're ready to have a kid. I'm like, no. I don't want   this is that was it. Because they were so touched   Right. By what I did. But I didn't   want anything in return.   I it just clicked with me. Like, okay. Let's get on my cake.   So it's those kind of things that made me think, no. It is a good thing. I probably don't see it as   a bigger scale than what it is. Right. Right. Because who knows? He I'm sure he's gonna remember, like, years from now that someone did that for   him. Isn't that so again, it goes back to, like, is that what I want?  

Do I want the recognition?  

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Right.   Do you want to be seen as a human?   Maybe.   Maybe.   Don't don't you agree that if you're walking down the streets here, there's a lot of people not   paying attention about everything that's going on here. Mhmm.   The robots.   Yeah.   I've got a big problem with the oh,   the the the rest of all   NPCs. Well, it's not true because everyone   every person that I encounter and that I talk to, maybe I have to wake them up a little bit as I did   with my road trip with some people.  

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Are you an MPC by saying that?  

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Well, I could be the MPC for them. Right.   Yes.   I think it's a or it's a nonplaying character.   Well, how the fuck do you dare to tell that because you do not know? Mhmm. Mhmm.   What makes you so awareness   of your own fucking ego that you can say, oh, these are non playing characters?  

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But you're not taking the time to interact,   play with them.  

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You're being bad. Right. You're not playing.   Right. And and it's the same, like, what they say is, like, the the the the NPCs are are the are the people that are in a game   that are not in a game, but they they run a store. You have to go to the gun store to get some collections. So they they only interact with them, and that's it. Well But they have to be there for you to become the playable   character. So they are a They are   playable. So they are. There you got it again. So you are. I am.   Ta da.  

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Next topic.  

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Right? Cheers.   Yeah. Next topic. Now what?   Now what?  

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We should make   this live next month.  

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The it's it's it's great to great to be in LA. I'm I'm always a little bit anxiety   when it comes to LA because it's a lot of people. It's a lot of frequencies.   Fuck a lot of frequencies. The the first two or three days, I was just locking myself up in this beautiful apartment, thanks to Milton.   Locking up with the handcuffs and all that stuff or the thing in my mouth, and he just   didn't come back for three no.   No. I just locked myself up because there's so many things going on here in LA. There's so many players.   So many players.  

Wow.   Yes. But,   even if you stand on the top of this building,   you feel that it's that it's shaking, that it's vibrating.   It's and the funny thing is I was upstairs on the roof,   looking at a beautiful   eclipse of the moon with the black moon on on in March,   and I said   to Donna, I said,   wow.   The traffic   has the same   exactly   almost the same   frequency   as the waves   in Santa Monica Beach like the   Okay.   Good comparison.   So I think it's not a bad thing,   but I need to cut off from that shit sometimes.  

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Because you think it's not natural.  

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I'm not a city boy.   I'm   if I work down so I I take some hikes,   I can't ground.   Everything that that's roundable is fake   or dirty. So that's a that's a thing. So I I I meditate a lot here. I I I meditate for hours   to get it to get me in the flow. If I go outside for, like, one hour or two hours to to to take a stroll to get visit some things or whatever,   I feel   exhausted of all the energies that attached to me.   But maybe that's just stupid me. I don't know. Maybe it just   build stuff. I don't know.  

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No. Okay. Okay. Okay. I I love these spiritual   energies,   but I wanna find a balance.   Right. I don't wanna seem like the crazy person like you.  

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Me? Come on. We're strange.  

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No. Like like a like a hippie or like a like a seventies person.   Right. From the seventies. Yeah. I'm a seventies person now. No. You're more spiritual like a I don't care, like, I don't Right. Like how I look. Right. Me too.  

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I don't I don't give a shit.   My ego gives a shit, but I don't give a shit. Not anymore. I don't But I wanna function in society,  

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but I don't want people to know how spiritual I am. So I guess I like the  

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Right. You know?   I like it that you that you put that in the same context with when you see me.   And I and you know that I'm a comedian. I can I can walk   No? I know. With only three or four   different clothes. I can walk a completely different that when you encounter me ten minutes ago, you do not see the same person. Yes.  

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That's probably the first.  

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Yes. So some say that could look like Yes. And it doesn't matter what we what what we take on it. Carry.  

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Yeah. So we carry.  

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Yeah.   But that that that's that's the thing that that's that's been a long journey that I encountered my own ego and and and   stuck with it, and I wanna let it go. You can't let let go complete ego because   it's a way of survival too. It it it warns you for things and stuff like that. And it, it's a good thing, but,   I didn't so nowadays when I talk   in a comp  

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But some people are not aware   when they're   different   characters.   If you different  

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levels of yourself come up. If you ask 100 people what do you hate the most about other people,   They're gonna tell you exact the things that you Mhmm. Mhmm. Think that they are. Mhmm. Yeah.   Yeah. But then again, is it the mirror from you, from the other person?   Because it's your perspective about your truth against that person.   Yes. Yes. It's so fascinating.  

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Yeah.  

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I love life when it comes to that. I really love it because   this is not a podcast to to   all recordings.   Oh, still recording?   No. No. We're just we're rambling on.   What would the world be without philosophers?  

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Well, that's what life is. Life is just philosophy.   Illusions.  

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Right.  

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So then the material stuff,   that's the balance. Right?   Is it?   Well   Do you need?   Well,   I it goes back to my question. Like, do we without words that are man made,   material stuff, will we be able to think?  

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Right.   Wow. You said words are not man made? They are man made.  

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Yeah. Yeah. Languages.  

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I say that all the time. It's like boo.   Yeah. I'm gonna put you in a better light. It's what we're working on.  

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That   program.  

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Yes. Of course you're programmed.   Oh, look at you. You're shining like a diamond.   No. But it's   it's yeah. It's it's like what I'm trying to say, like,   how are you gonna get?   It's  

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I'm just getting tongue in cheek. It's like,  

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oh, the world's on fire. Boo.   Well, where's the boo?   My mom told me, like, oh, you're in LA. Where are the fires?  

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Right.   Oh, perfect.   People that are in The US   people that are in The US,   I see them all the time. They're like, wait. I thought that Hollywood sign   was burned out.   Like, no. It's because you can see it from here. Right? From the Right.   Like, I thought it got burned out. But   they got programmed into thinking that it was. Yes. Or maybe it's just self,   you know, it maybe that's how it the Hollywood sign represents LA to some people. Yes. So because there's a there's fires in LA all over,  

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it's gone.   They do not know   that the size of LA City   is half of The Netherlands.   That's fucking news. What's The Netherlands?  

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The Netherlands. The the the No. We don't know.  

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It's a very small country in Europe,   and people miss miss miss,   misspelled it as Holland,   which is a province of my little country.   It's like Mexico. It's it's the same fucked up place as well. I I don't care where you go in this world.  

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If you there, that's what matters.  

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Right?   Right. Yeah.  

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Just that.   Oh, we're going to Costa Rica again.  

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When?  

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May.  

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Costa Rica is is is beautiful.  

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That's their slogan.   That's pure life. Oh, Pita is life. Yeah. Yeah. Is pure. It's  

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a   it's an island. Right?   Costa Rica?   I don't know anything. You don't care. Right? No. It's not an  

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no. It's in,   Central America or South.  

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Right.   So so   what would you like to achieve   in your life?  

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I think spiritually,   I'm where I need to be.   Physically,   materialistic.   I want to   it's funny because I kept saying build the retreats,   then it went to, like, oh, it's   just by   a church. Right. And make it whatever they really want.   Right?   House people.   Because that's what I do. I do Right. I'm in the this business for a reason, to house people.   And many we like to entertain. So   we we do love to provide it to people.   It just comes out naturally whether he wants or not. Right.   So   yeah. So,   I have to register.   I was gonna do a nonprofit.   But first, I have to do, like, a I wanna I'm working on doing a,   a a property, a small property with, like, a few apartments,   and then get some income from that and Right. Eventually   get,   maybe a land Uh-huh.  

For you to come over. Right. Because you'll be the perfect person to host,   you know,   that kind of space. Right.   And that'll kinda help you with   moving to The US. Right. And and again, I'm not doing it for you. Like, everything comes It comes together with Yes. Yes.   Yes. Even Stein, I was like, I Right. Those things come to me to for him and his wife to get together. Right. Whatever they need. You know?   I just tell him I I   don't stop.  

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No.   And  

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I still get together with certain people.   That's Michael.  

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Well, where are you in that picture?  

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So I had to file some stuff funny for the government   to file the the the nonprofit   to   get investors   or   even put my fund in on my own Mhmm. Starter.   But then   they wouldn't even let me register an account.   So I'm like, what's going on? So okay.   Let me hold off on that. So that's when I went back to, like, getting the smaller property   for it to generate income. Right. And, Manny, yesterday,   my partner asked me, so   have you been looking at,   buying the hotel,   like, the property to Right. To generate income?   Like, actually, yes.   But, surprisingly, you're asking me.  

So that gives me another sign that I'm going in the right way.   So I'm looking I   have The US work. Not sure how it is. In Europe, you have to build credit. Oh, my credit's good. And upon paying off a lot of accounts,   so I wanna be debt free from credit cards and all that crap. Right.   And oh, but they called taxes. They remember I was not paying taxes for a while. They They finally sent me letters. Oh, but the letter I sent to them saying, show me the breakdown of where my taxes are going, my federal.   Where where am I paying money? I finally got the letter, like, a month less than a month ago saying, we're looking into it.  

Give us, like, sixty days. Wow.   But   I'm still gonna pay some of it off so that I'm getting the tax leaves or anything   because that'll prevent me from   growing, from getting property. Right.   So, yeah, let's see how it goes,   but it just got dark all the sudden. Video.   See it? Another light.   So yeah. God. I'm looking God is coming. Even today.   Corner. I check my credit. I already paid this account. Why is that it going down? So you have to wait   for all that shit too. Like and I'm gonna reach out to my   he's a realtor. He does the   for the for the house, like, the refinance.  

Right. Like,   we're because we have to wait to get a refinance to lower the payments.   But, again, this all depends on the government.   But doesn't the right time is. Also depend where you're gonna  

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do that.   So I can I was in Arizona?   Sedona   is beautiful but expensive.   Yeah.   But if you go to Flagstaff, that's a completely different story. That's, like, a one hour drive.   Still expensive, but it's on top of the hill. It's it's different. So   I know that Eric, Eric Fenny is just going to Arizona now. Yeah. I think he's moving now. That's why he's not very active in the group. I think they're moving. They're moving. Yeah. The I think April 1, he's he's there. So that's that's what They're probably packing. It's like one yeah. $6,700.  

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In a while and then this Yeah. So but but  

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so I've been driven   to your country quite a lot, especially when it comes to people that I meet here on the street. I I met yesterday a guy,   beautiful guy,   beautiful teeth with a guitar,   and he was playing just like some music. And I said,   well, he wasn't playing when I was coming along the corner. So I said, what are you doing, man? I said, I'm playing guitar.   Say, I'll play some tunes. So he played a tune, and I said, what are you doing? And, well,   trying to make my living.   This morning, I was in Hollywood, so he just busker busker. Is that right?   So playing guitar on the street busker   ing? I don't know. But he did   it.  

So I was so he said, where you come from? So I I told him I'm from The Netherlands, blah blah, traveling.   Oh, I see. Dude, I need to travel more. I said, dude, then you're gonna   see stuff and interact with people more than you do now.   So I asked him, like,   have you ever been to the Grand Canyon?  

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Oh.   I never went to the Grand Canyon.  

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I so okay. So so here's here's the thing. I probably haven't been to all the best places in The Netherlands yet.   Okay. Fair. My own little country, as I always say, little country. So it's very easy to get in two hours to get to somewhere that's   fucking awesome, probably.   But the thing is, why do we wanna see everything   cross borders as   as we do not see the own   vastness of  

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dude, when you By the perimeter, why are you digging down when  

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Right. You didn't   figure out this part, so what the fuck does does that part mean? And then there should be,   complete rivers going down and stuff like that. So how did he how did he find, like, oh, this looks like a stone.   Let's see. So how do they figure out   without diving   or digging   the 600 rather fucking feet of food or whatever the fuck? So tell me, scientists, how the fuck did you figure stuff like that out? They're not even scientists.  

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Oh,   They're like, not no. Nothing's happening.  

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Nothing's happening. Let's give them something new to bite into. Yeah. The conspiracies   can can can  

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Yes. Even podcasting is the new fake news.   I understand this far.  

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But You're talking to AI right now.   I'm not real.   They took my voice   and they made this this image, this avatar.   And you think that you're listening and and and and looking at Robin Milton, but we're not. We're just beeps and butt head.   Right?   We'll figure out who's butt head.  

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I'll put that later.  

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Oh,   now we're gonna cut the crap.   No. But I think it's fascinating, especially when when when   the first time when I came here, I had to deal with some stuff. You were have some have to deal with some stuff.   We connected   and we be hugged,   coming back to the hugging,   with the frequency, with   why I like you.   Because you're taking care of other people,   because you are,   someone who wants to to share his love and his abundance   with others.   That's a very nice thing to do.  

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Well, it's hard to   see it when you are his.  

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Yes.  

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Maybe I mean, of course, it goes to, like, trauma, of course,   not having the   a provider.   Right. So then I feel, okay. I have to provide.  

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Right.  

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Though my mom, of course, she was   a provider,   but it's because we always focus on what we don't have. Right?  

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Yes. But that's the problem. Mhmm. We should see what we have.   When I wake up   here, I'm I'm very grateful and thankful about that I can stay   here. This is like a no go for a lot of people,   most of people, 99%.   Yeah. No. It's a no go to stay here. And you won't leave.   And I won't leave.   I can't put on my skirt, but I I won't leave.  

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You can't be yourself.  

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I can't be myself, first of all. I have to be going   because you get a skirt to be you yourself. Right?  

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Just be set.  

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I don't need any clothes to be myself. Exactly.   But the thing is,   I think that that a lot of people are not knowing that they're gracious and they're good part, that they're they're   let's say they're they're they're magic zone.   That could be in communication or how you react or what you do. You know, some people are very good in the in the in the, IT or text. Other people are very good in sales or whatever. But   you can learn   quite a lot of things, you know, this.   But you can't learn   or what you have to learn for me   is to be as much as identical to yourself   to say, like, everything I do, I do with respect for myself, with the love for myself,   and then it works out.  

I'll let   so like the last two About to be.  

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Again,  

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every time I Every time I Every time Every time  

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Oh,  

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give him a little bit bear, and he wants to pee.   Oh my god.   But, well, fellow humans, you know, the thing is   we're having a great time here.   And what I did do you have to make noise now?   So the thing is, I I was going on a road trip with someone I I just met.   And, it was so beautiful,   and I'm so happy that it happened.   And I I appreciate you a lot,   Donna.   I really appreciate appreciate you a lot.   Why I'm saying this,   I didn't had a plan.   I knew I'm gonna book myself a ticket to   New York.   I'm gonna be picked up by Gene Additive, and from there on, I don't know.   And this is the first time that I let loose control in my life in a good way.  

And I just had to figure out, like, okay.   How is that gonna turn out? So every   day, the universe unfolded as it   was. Also with Milton.   And we have a crazy story too. He he he put me in an apartment. Like, you can't go anywhere.   Don't put your skirt on. Nobody has to see you.  

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Because   you attract a lot of attention.  

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That's not a bad thing. No. I know. But the just by being me.  

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You have to dim your light from this.   Otherwise, I get fired. I can't keep doing this anymore.  

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But I know it should yes.   I see that even when I walk down the streets that  

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people are are looking at the Yeah. Because you don't belong here.  

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I fit in with the with the rest of the block with the tents and the streets. Yeah.  

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They have bad drugs too. Okay. See, that's my problem. I'm being an I I'm an asshole.  

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I'm an asshole, baby. So why don't you kill me?  

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Oh, okay. That's   so yeah. But why are you an asshole? No. But that's just it's it's my   sense of humor.  

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Sarcasm? Yes.   Fuck yeah.  

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Is it really, though?   Yeah. See? That's sarcasm. That's fucking sarcasm. No. But it's it's things that, like,   people are thinking. Mhmm. And I could hear it, like,   it's not me. It was them.   Right.  

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You would you just wanna keep your me for yourself. That's true. Yes.   That's why I don't I'm not allowed to go actually.   You're mine. Yeah.   The the way you told me the last time on on the beach, oh, I felt something in my heart.   Oh, that sounds gross. No. My heart. I said I told you. My heart's here.  

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I think it's time to stop now. That's why I've been looking this whole time.   I think we should stop.  

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Right. Yeah. I think we have a great time. Yeah. And I do really, really appreciate what you're doing because I know that that   your head's on the swivel.   But you love to do that. Even if this wasn't the place, he would he would figure something out   for you, for me, for whoever the fuck   to have a best time ever in LA.   Yes.   That's   that's deep down here.   You're a good person.   Thank you.   You you are.   I am.   Yes. You are.   And love to come here.   Come, c o m   e. You're crazy   Americans.  

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Are you an American now?   I do what? Are you an American now because you think that?   Okay.   Adelaide Pirates. Right?  

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Elliot pirates. Did you come over? What?   Oh, yeah. Now we're gonna cut it off. We're gonna have some quality time together.   Gonna shine   a   light   on   hands.  

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Right.   This was fun. Right?  

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Right. For all your listeners Listen up for those. You can't find him, he's mine. I'm him.   I'm his.   You can't find him. Don't make any marketing   shit with him.   I hope you had a great time listening to this episode, fellow human. 102, I think. Right? Yeah. So two I think you missed it. Tomorrow   tomorrow, we're gonna have another one.   That's gonna be a special one, and,   I have to ask Milton how he does that. How do you do that with all the the the things when you record a a podcast? You you record with Zoom. Right? No.   Oh, you don't? Mhmm. Because when you when you put something out, if you do something, you put something out, you see that these little clips? That's fucking great, man.  



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Well, on the platform I use,   a lot of it's AI.   So before,   they could generate their own AI clips.   Okay.   But they give you so many choices. So now I just pay attention to the one clip I want. So I copy this file,   compress it, and I just   release   what I want to   market in Instagram. Okay.  

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What's the platform?  

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Riverside.   Oh, okay. The one that I use is too.   Because,  

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I got too much time traveling and having a good time to do all that shit.  

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So busy.  

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Tell you, and thank you for listening to this episode. Milton, thank you for, having me. Thank you for having me. Yeah.   And, I'm very blessed and grateful for being here.   And, unfortunately, every every good thing ends also, but we we're gonna we're going to, have a great time. Let's do this again next year.   Right. No. This year. I'm going back. Okay. Fuck. Can't get away from this.   All this love.   I feel some again,  

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do have to   give me a break.  

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I will be probably on on these buildings there, being a millionaire.   Oh. So you're forget about me. I'm not no. I'm gonna get you in my apartment.  

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What's   everything?   No. I'm  

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I I won't be a millionaire because I already am. I'm a millionaire with  

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all the things that I I see. Illusion. Yes. Yes.  

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But,   yeah, but that's a good thing. Yeah. Pretend what you want to be and is gonna be unfold because the universe does not know and your mind does not know reality   or a dream.   So from LA, downtown   fucking LA,   have   a brilliant day,   a brilliant night   or brilliant   evening, morning, whatever. Fuck. It's telehuman.  

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And,  

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yeah. I had a great time. Yes. Namaste.   Motherfuckers.   If you like this podcast, fellow human,   I do thank you. I appreciate   if you're gonna hit that subscribe button   or,   like,   comment, whatever the fuck you are comfortable with.   My website,   www.disorganizedproductions.com   is new. We   worked on a new website. I hope you're gonna check it out and tell me what you think about it.   If you like, yes or no, and of course, everything   everything that I do   or don't is on my Linktree, which is linktree slash disorganized productions. Have a beautiful day, Vladimir.   Thank you.  



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Life with a devil on my heels.   He wasn't always kind,   and he couldn't fulfill   my dreams.   I've been running for all my life   with a devil   on my heels.   He wasn't   always kind,   and he couldn't fulfill my dreams.   He's a pain in the ass.   He's black as a night.   God   my dreams.   He's a pain in the ass.   Black as a knight.   God show me light, and he'll be tight.