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yatt, how are you today?200:00:01,600 --> 00:00:02,920Good.300:00:02,920 --> 00:00:05,860What are you going to be doing today?400:00:05,860 --> 00:00:10,240I'll be jumping in the pool and having that fun.500:00:10,240 --> 00:00:12,840["Sunday OST"]600:00:12,840 --> 00:00:16,240Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba.700:00:16,240 --> 00:00:17,480What's up, everyone? It's America Plus.800:00:17,480 --> 00:00:18,520I'm your host, Cole McCormick.900:00:18,520 --> 00:00:20,380It's another week, another episode.1000:00:20,380 --> 00:00:22,420What's going on, everybody?1100:00:22,420 --> 00:00:24,280It's Sunday, October 1st.1200:00:24,280 --> 00:00:25,820What's going on, people?1300:00:25,820 --> 00:00:29,060It's October Spooky Season.1400:00:29,060 --> 00:00:31,220Spooky season's in the air, folks.1500:00:31,220 --> 00:00:35,860I'm coming to you pre-recorded from sunny Mexico.1600:00:35,860 --> 00:00:38,560What's going on, Mexico?1700:00:38,560 --> 00:00:44,580Coming to you from Rocky Point, Peno Penasco.1800:00:44,580 --> 00:00:46,180This is a beautiful time to be alive.1900:00:46,180 --> 00:00:49,880It's a sunny day, cloudless day again, man.2000:00:49,880 --> 00:00:54,120The seas are calm. The waves are chill.2100:00:54,120 --> 00:00:56,080The beach, they got the jet skis out.2200:00:56,080 --> 00:00:57,960They got the paddle boards out.2300:00:57,960 --> 00:01:00,360It's a beautiful day right now, man.2400:01:00,360 --> 00:01:05,320This week, guys, I have a really, really special episode for you.2500:01:05,320 --> 00:01:06,900I'm with my family. I'm in Mexico.2600:01:06,900 --> 00:01:10,460We're on vacation. We're just having a good time.2700:01:10,460 --> 00:01:12,160We're just talking.2800:01:12,160 --> 00:01:17,780This is like the first podcast I've ever really done with my family.2900:01:17,780 --> 00:01:20,240I think it was beautiful. I think it was fun.3000:01:20,240 --> 00:01:24,980I'm happy that I can share my family experience with you.3100:01:24,980 --> 00:01:27,720Maybe you can relate to it.3200:01:27,720 --> 00:01:34,660I didn't speak to everyone in my family, but I spoke to four people.3300:01:34,660 --> 00:01:36,460I spoke to my nephew, Wyatt.3400:01:36,460 --> 00:01:38,920I spoke to my girlfriend, Shannon.3500:01:38,920 --> 00:01:44,160I spoke to my sister, Hannah, who is two years younger than me.3600:01:44,160 --> 00:01:45,760She is the second oldest.3700:01:45,760 --> 00:01:47,540And then I spoke with my father.3800:01:47,540 --> 00:01:51,040I really believe it's a beautiful episode.3900:01:51,040 --> 00:01:52,480So just stick around.4000:01:52,480 --> 00:01:53,540Sit back, relax.4100:01:53,540 --> 00:01:57,980This is a classic podcast, man.4200:01:57,980 --> 00:02:02,620We're just talking family, talking fighting, sister fighting.4300:02:02,620 --> 00:02:05,080And yeah, man, that's it.4400:02:05,080 --> 00:02:06,360I got nothing else for it.4500:02:06,360 --> 00:02:08,960We're just we're chilling and we're enjoying Mexico.4600:02:08,960 --> 00:02:11,800So enjoy your life right now.4700:02:11,800 --> 00:02:14,700What happens if you poop on people's faces?4800:02:14,700 --> 00:02:19,100They get sick and no one likes you.4900:02:19,100 --> 00:02:22,440Everyone's going to punch you in the face if you do that.5000:02:22,440 --> 00:02:25,640You poop in someone's face, you get punched in the face.5100:02:25,640 --> 00:02:30,980Hey, I'm going to run base right now.5200:02:30,980 --> 00:02:32,440You punch me in the face.5300:02:32,440 --> 00:02:36,240Yeah, I will throw you.5400:02:36,240 --> 00:02:38,820Into the TV.5500:02:38,820 --> 00:02:40,380Then I'll be on you.5600:02:47,020 --> 00:02:48,200Well, I think you won that way.5700:02:48,200 --> 00:02:49,160I think you won.5800:02:49,160 --> 00:02:51,460Thank you so much for joining me on the podcast.5900:02:51,460 --> 00:02:53,460Why?6000:02:53,460 --> 00:02:54,600Thank you for joining me.6100:02:54,600 --> 00:02:55,860Thank you for joining me.6200:02:55,860 --> 00:02:56,740Thank you.6300:02:56,740 --> 00:02:59,640Thank you, Wyatt.6400:02:59,640 --> 00:03:00,900God bless you and your family.6500:03:00,900 --> 00:03:02,080Why? Goodbye.6600:03:02,080 --> 00:03:03,140Shannon Passy.6700:03:03,140 --> 00:03:04,380Colm McCormick.6800:03:04,380 --> 00:03:05,340Hello, hello, hello.6900:03:05,340 --> 00:03:07,620Hello.7000:03:07,620 --> 00:03:11,220So the biggest thing I want to ask you is while we're in Mexico,7100:03:11,220 --> 00:03:14,580what's been the biggest thing on your mind?7200:03:14,580 --> 00:03:17,020So there are a lot of stray dogs.7300:03:17,020 --> 00:03:18,280Yeah, Mexico.7400:03:18,280 --> 00:03:18,760Yeah.7500:03:18,760 --> 00:03:21,120And I kind of forgot about that.7600:03:21,120 --> 00:03:23,760And we were driving through the town yesterday.7700:03:23,760 --> 00:03:25,260I saw a few of them.7800:03:25,260 --> 00:03:33,140And there is a very, very large slash all part of me7900:03:33,140 --> 00:03:37,980that wants to open the car door and have them just come home with me.8000:03:37,980 --> 00:03:44,880Is this like a motherly instinct or like a human to animal instinct?8100:03:44,880 --> 00:03:48,580I think mostly human to animal instinct.8200:03:48,580 --> 00:03:52,320And then like probably part of like a nurturing mother thing.8300:03:52,320 --> 00:03:53,620But I work with dogs.8400:03:53,620 --> 00:03:55,300And so when I see them, just like.8500:03:55,300 --> 00:03:55,800Yeah.8600:03:55,800 --> 00:03:57,700So you're like more sensitive because you work with dogs.8700:03:57,700 --> 00:04:01,040Like you have more sympathy for a random stray.8800:04:01,040 --> 00:04:01,540Yeah.8900:04:01,540 --> 00:04:03,340I'm just like better than most people.9000:04:03,340 --> 00:04:04,300I'm just kidding.9100:04:04,300 --> 00:04:05,000I'm sure you are.9200:04:05,000 --> 00:04:05,780Yeah.9300:04:05,780 --> 00:04:07,700No, but like I'm so used to seeing the dogs.9400:04:07,700 --> 00:04:12,440Like the dogs that I work with are like so loved and so taken care of.9500:04:12,440 --> 00:04:16,440So when I see these strays that have always been strays running around,9600:04:16,440 --> 00:04:21,380probably don't have like consistent food or family or anything,9700:04:21,380 --> 00:04:24,720I like really want to take them in the car.9800:04:24,720 --> 00:04:27,220We're talking as Wyatt is brushing your hair.9900:04:27,220 --> 00:04:27,720Yeah.10000:04:27,720 --> 00:04:28,820That's not the correct way.10100:04:28,820 --> 00:04:31,500He's making me crazy.10200:04:31,500 --> 00:04:32,500Hey, Hannah, real quick.10300:04:32,500 --> 00:04:33,580Do you want to be on this?10400:04:33,580 --> 00:04:35,500You don't have to.10500:04:35,500 --> 00:04:36,000OK, OK, OK.10600:04:41,360 --> 00:04:43,340So that's been on my mind since last night.10700:04:43,340 --> 00:04:43,840Sorry.10800:04:43,840 --> 00:04:46,820It's good.10900:04:46,820 --> 00:04:48,240Have you enjoyed the time in Mexico?11000:04:48,240 --> 00:04:50,380Have you enjoyed the last few days?11100:04:50,380 --> 00:04:52,300Yes, I love being in Mexico.11200:04:52,300 --> 00:04:53,780I love the water.11300:04:53,780 --> 00:04:56,500I mean, this trip, there were a lot of waves.11400:04:56,500 --> 00:05:02,260But I like it better because it's warm and not as like wavy.11500:05:02,260 --> 00:05:05,300Well, last time you were on the podcast, you talked about your family11600:05:05,300 --> 00:05:07,500and you had a trip in England.11700:05:07,500 --> 00:05:11,180And now you're in Mexico with a totally different family.11800:05:11,180 --> 00:05:12,220Yeah.11900:05:12,220 --> 00:05:15,300What's the difference between England and Mexico?12000:05:15,300 --> 00:05:17,700And which one is better?12100:05:17,700 --> 00:05:21,100And which fam?12200:05:21,100 --> 00:05:24,100The weather is definitely different.12300:05:24,100 --> 00:05:26,420Which one's better?12400:05:26,420 --> 00:05:27,300Not different.12500:05:27,300 --> 00:05:28,260Everything's different.12600:05:28,260 --> 00:05:31,140They're both 10 out of 10 in different ways.12700:05:31,140 --> 00:05:31,640Wow.12800:05:36,020 --> 00:05:37,820I can't say which one's better.12900:05:37,820 --> 00:05:39,300No, I thought you had a preference.13000:05:39,300 --> 00:05:44,580I mean, my preference would be England, just because I was born there.13100:05:44,580 --> 00:05:49,380I have more of a familial nostalgia.13200:05:49,380 --> 00:05:50,660But I love Mexico.13300:05:50,660 --> 00:05:55,700And I have amazing memories with your family here.13400:05:55,700 --> 00:05:56,900No, it's beautiful.13500:05:56,900 --> 00:05:59,620It's beautiful here.13600:05:59,620 --> 00:06:02,700Whenever I think about vacation and family, I think about drama.13700:06:02,700 --> 00:06:03,820I think about fighting.13800:06:03,820 --> 00:06:06,660I think about beaches.13900:06:06,660 --> 00:06:11,220I think about a lot of different things that are a bit chaotic.14000:06:11,220 --> 00:06:12,540Yeah.14100:06:12,540 --> 00:06:21,060What's your advice to having a calm or somewhat stable family relations?14200:06:24,020 --> 00:06:26,140Or what's your experience?14300:06:26,140 --> 00:06:30,580What's worked for you and your family when it comes to?14400:06:30,580 --> 00:06:33,380I guess communicating more.14500:06:33,380 --> 00:06:40,780When we were in England, we were all trying to be in charge.14600:06:40,780 --> 00:06:43,500We all had our own idea of what was happening that day.14700:06:43,500 --> 00:06:46,500All of you were trying to take control?14800:06:46,500 --> 00:06:47,060Yeah.14900:06:47,060 --> 00:06:50,740And we all had our own idea of how the trip was meant to go15000:06:50,740 --> 00:06:52,380or what we were meant to do that day.15100:06:52,380 --> 00:06:54,420And when we got to talking, it was like we15200:06:54,420 --> 00:06:56,220could see the similarities and differences15300:06:56,220 --> 00:06:59,660and be able to be like, actually, no, this is the one plan we're doing.15400:06:59,660 --> 00:07:01,780Yeah.15500:07:01,780 --> 00:07:06,300Do you think your family would be different if there was a four-year-old15600:07:06,300 --> 00:07:07,900similar to my family?15700:07:07,900 --> 00:07:09,420Absolutely, yeah.15800:07:09,420 --> 00:07:10,860Adds a different dynamic.15900:07:10,860 --> 00:07:12,300Yeah.16000:07:12,300 --> 00:07:15,100Because you're constantly.16100:07:15,100 --> 00:07:18,940That's the most important factor then, is the four-year-old.16200:07:18,940 --> 00:07:22,540Because they need so much more than the grown-ups do.16300:07:22,540 --> 00:07:23,860Yeah.16400:07:23,860 --> 00:07:27,060What's your view on Wyatt, who's sitting next to you?16500:07:27,060 --> 00:07:28,460I love Wyatt so much.16600:07:28,460 --> 00:07:31,180He has been snuggling with me.16700:07:31,180 --> 00:07:32,620And I love it.16800:07:32,620 --> 00:07:34,740He's just the cutest.16900:07:34,740 --> 00:07:41,700Yeah, we were snuggling and watching Fury last night while Wyatt was asleep.17000:07:41,700 --> 00:07:46,060Beautiful war movie while the child's in slumber.17100:07:46,060 --> 00:07:50,860It was very cute to watch him cuddle with his little puppy17200:07:50,860 --> 00:07:52,140while Shia's killing people.17300:07:52,140 --> 00:07:52,780Yeah.17400:07:52,780 --> 00:07:56,220No, there are just so many similarities between you and him.17500:07:56,220 --> 00:07:58,260Yeah, what similarities?17600:07:58,260 --> 00:08:01,260Because we're barely related.17700:08:01,260 --> 00:08:06,140First off, the way you guys sleep is so similar.17800:08:06,140 --> 00:08:09,300He's such a deep sleeper and he twitches a lot.17900:08:09,300 --> 00:08:10,460And he likes to cuddle.18000:08:10,460 --> 00:08:12,660I feel like that's you.18100:08:12,660 --> 00:08:18,140And yeah, I just feel like you guys have the same mannerisms.18200:08:18,140 --> 00:08:21,140When I see him play, his imagination and everything,18300:08:21,140 --> 00:08:24,300I imagine that that's what you were like as a kid.18400:08:24,300 --> 00:08:26,540Big imagination.18500:08:26,540 --> 00:08:29,900I wish I could remember what games I played when I was a kid.18600:08:29,900 --> 00:08:32,220I wish I could remember what ideas I had.18700:08:32,220 --> 00:08:34,780Because I know I had fun.18800:08:34,780 --> 00:08:37,220I was doing little videos in the seventh grade.18900:08:37,220 --> 00:08:43,340I don't fully remember me being four or five.19000:08:43,340 --> 00:08:47,020But me playing with Wyatt has been incredible.19100:08:47,020 --> 00:08:55,100Because it's a practice for me to fully give myself to this play.19200:08:55,100 --> 00:08:55,860Yeah, yeah.19300:08:55,860 --> 00:08:58,620To this random, anything goes.19400:08:58,620 --> 00:08:59,820There is no logic.19500:08:59,820 --> 00:09:02,380There is only just forward.19600:09:02,380 --> 00:09:06,900So whatever's happening, that's happening now.19700:09:06,900 --> 00:09:11,500And that's been really interesting to me to see how free a little kid can be19800:09:11,500 --> 00:09:17,340and how rigid older kids can be, older people.19900:09:17,340 --> 00:09:18,580And there's wisdom there.20000:09:18,580 --> 00:09:24,340That reminds me in college, my acting program, my professor20100:09:24,340 --> 00:09:25,820would talk about that.20200:09:25,820 --> 00:09:31,940He would say, when you watch little kids, they're completely free.20300:09:31,940 --> 00:09:35,340And they're like, no, they're not self-conscious.20400:09:35,340 --> 00:09:37,700They're just completely free to do whatever.20500:09:37,700 --> 00:09:43,100And they say that the thing that kills actors is puberty.20600:09:43,100 --> 00:09:46,460Because you become self-conscious and self-aware.20700:09:46,460 --> 00:09:48,580And the freedom leaves you a bit.20800:09:48,580 --> 00:09:51,900And so once you get past puberty, you need20900:09:51,900 --> 00:09:56,260to tap into the childhood freedom again and be completely unafraid21000:09:56,260 --> 00:09:58,420to just do whatever.21100:09:58,420 --> 00:10:03,540So the last time you acted was in 20, I mean, OK, I'll say,21200:10:03,540 --> 00:10:05,180we're talking about Norjack.21300:10:05,180 --> 00:10:08,460The last thing we saw you act in was Norjack.21400:10:08,460 --> 00:10:10,140That was 2020.21500:10:10,140 --> 00:10:17,340Why it was two, one and a half when you filmed that,21600:10:17,340 --> 00:10:19,460did you have that same perspective back then?21700:10:19,460 --> 00:10:22,300Like, did you feel like you were more comfortable21800:10:22,300 --> 00:10:25,980in that moment into 2023?21900:10:25,980 --> 00:10:29,900I've always had that perspective because I just always22000:10:29,900 --> 00:10:34,100remember my professor saying that and it resonating.22100:10:34,100 --> 00:10:37,060But now that he's gotten older and he plays differently22200:10:37,060 --> 00:10:41,940and just has more imagination, I think it's good.22300:10:41,940 --> 00:10:43,740I've seen you play with him more.22400:10:43,740 --> 00:10:45,420You've been getting more comfortable.22500:10:45,420 --> 00:10:46,260Yeah, I feel like.22600:10:46,260 --> 00:10:48,900Because when he was younger, you just didn't.22700:10:48,900 --> 00:10:50,660You're back running around.22800:10:50,660 --> 00:10:51,180Yeah.22900:10:51,180 --> 00:10:54,580I was like, oh, OK, I can't really.23000:10:54,580 --> 00:10:56,900I can't do that as well.23100:10:56,900 --> 00:10:59,580But yeah, no, this one's more like imagination and characters.23200:11:02,980 --> 00:11:06,220So while we're, we've got a few more days out here,23300:11:06,220 --> 00:11:08,980or two more days out here.23400:11:08,980 --> 00:11:10,940We've been eating pretty normal food.23500:11:10,940 --> 00:11:14,340I want to talk about food and diet.23600:11:14,340 --> 00:11:16,020Every time when we're on vacation,23700:11:16,020 --> 00:11:17,740everyone's food habits change.23800:11:17,740 --> 00:11:21,060Everyone's bathroom habits change.23900:11:21,060 --> 00:11:23,580What's your interpretation of the food out here in Mexico?24000:11:23,580 --> 00:11:25,420We're getting a bit more fresher fish.24100:11:28,540 --> 00:11:30,540Do you like the food?24200:11:30,540 --> 00:11:33,380My dad said they have no, what was it?24300:11:33,380 --> 00:11:34,420They got no strawberries.24400:11:34,420 --> 00:11:37,140There's no strawberries because they're not in season.24500:11:37,140 --> 00:11:40,100And it's different from America because we got strawberries24600:11:40,100 --> 00:11:41,340year round.24700:11:41,340 --> 00:11:43,340But it might be fake strawberries.24800:11:43,340 --> 00:11:44,700How do you say it's chemical?24900:11:44,700 --> 00:11:48,860Fugazi, fugazi, fugazi berry.25000:11:48,860 --> 00:11:50,100What's your opinion on the food?25100:11:50,100 --> 00:11:51,580How have you been eating?25200:11:51,580 --> 00:11:52,740I've been eating really good.25300:11:52,740 --> 00:11:55,380The dinners that we've had out are super good as well.25400:11:55,380 --> 00:12:00,140And the ones we outsourced food to bring in.25500:12:00,140 --> 00:12:01,460Been really good last night.25600:12:01,460 --> 00:12:06,100I had the shrimp tacos, and those were so good.25700:12:06,100 --> 00:12:08,140You don't eat that too often when we're home.25800:12:08,140 --> 00:12:10,740You don't eat shrimp too often.25900:12:10,740 --> 00:12:14,820No, I remember we had a bag of the frozen shrimp.26000:12:14,820 --> 00:12:18,340But yeah, no, I haven't gravitated towards that as much.26100:12:18,340 --> 00:12:20,140I think you can boil it.26200:12:20,140 --> 00:12:22,980You were cooking the shrimp on the pan at home,26300:12:22,980 --> 00:12:25,860and that would always turn into some sticky mess.26400:12:25,860 --> 00:12:27,460Yeah, I feel like boiling it might be good.26500:12:27,460 --> 00:12:28,940Or you can cook them in the oven too.26600:12:28,940 --> 00:12:32,860Yeah, I just need to experiment more with which way is best.26700:12:32,860 --> 00:12:34,260But yeah, I hadn't really gravitated26800:12:34,260 --> 00:12:35,460towards shrimp for a bit.26900:12:35,460 --> 00:12:38,100But I saw them last night, and I was like, yes.27000:12:38,100 --> 00:12:40,020I feel like you've just been eating more protein for some27100:12:40,020 --> 00:12:40,780reason out here.27200:12:40,780 --> 00:12:43,500Yeah, the first night I had flounder.27300:12:43,500 --> 00:12:45,140That was my first time having flounder.27400:12:45,140 --> 00:12:46,300You felt guilty, right?27500:12:46,300 --> 00:12:48,500I did, because at first I was like, oh yeah,27600:12:48,500 --> 00:12:49,340that looks so good.27700:12:49,340 --> 00:12:49,940I love fish.27800:12:49,940 --> 00:12:50,620Let's eat it.27900:12:50,620 --> 00:12:53,300And then afterwards, I made the connection28000:12:53,300 --> 00:12:55,300that flounder is my favorite sidekick28100:12:55,300 --> 00:12:58,740in the Little Mermaid, the OG cartoon one.28200:12:58,740 --> 00:13:02,220And I felt sad, because I was like, oh no, I just ate flounder.28300:13:02,220 --> 00:13:04,620But I like to think that what I ate28400:13:04,620 --> 00:13:08,380was like a completely different fish than the one28500:13:08,380 --> 00:13:09,740in Little Mermaid.28600:13:09,740 --> 00:13:11,100Yeah.28700:13:11,100 --> 00:13:12,860Yeah.28800:13:12,860 --> 00:13:15,540They just called it flounder on the menu.28900:13:15,540 --> 00:13:17,180It's interesting how some people, I mean,29000:13:17,180 --> 00:13:18,820I've been a bit more unhealthy out here.29100:13:18,820 --> 00:13:20,300I'm drinking a bit more.29200:13:20,300 --> 00:13:22,300I'm snacking a lot more.29300:13:22,300 --> 00:13:22,820Really?29400:13:22,820 --> 00:13:25,580Yeah, I don't usually snack a lot at home.29500:13:25,580 --> 00:13:26,100Really?29600:13:26,100 --> 00:13:27,900I'm snacking throughout.29700:13:27,900 --> 00:13:28,900Interesting, OK.29800:13:28,900 --> 00:13:30,980And I've had soda.29900:13:30,980 --> 00:13:32,140Whoa, careful, bud.30000:13:32,140 --> 00:13:33,260No, you're good.30100:13:33,260 --> 00:13:34,100No, you're good.30200:13:34,100 --> 00:13:38,740I don't drink soda at home, but I've been having it out here.30300:13:38,740 --> 00:13:39,860It's a party out here, dude.30400:13:39,860 --> 00:13:40,540I know.30500:13:40,540 --> 00:13:41,940I know, everyone gets some alcohol.30600:13:41,940 --> 00:13:46,420And I'm like, I'm going to have a Shirley Temple or a Sprite.30700:13:46,420 --> 00:13:47,620What happened, dude?30800:13:47,620 --> 00:13:50,100Ben keeps falling.30900:13:50,100 --> 00:13:50,660Oh, OK.31000:13:50,660 --> 00:13:51,820Ben keeps falling.31100:13:51,820 --> 00:13:52,320Classic.31200:13:56,300 --> 00:14:01,660So when it comes to families and eating and vacations,31300:14:01,660 --> 00:14:05,620sometimes it feels like there's fighting and there's arguments.31400:14:05,620 --> 00:14:11,100But then today feels a lot more smoother than all the other days.31500:14:11,100 --> 00:14:14,420There's always a threshold you've got to move through.31600:14:14,420 --> 00:14:17,060Yeah.31700:14:17,060 --> 00:14:21,820Do you think vacation is a way that families can come together?31800:14:21,820 --> 00:14:28,180Or how can families be healthier?31900:14:28,180 --> 00:14:32,980Does it take a vacation, or does it take just simple communication?32000:14:32,980 --> 00:14:36,860Do we have to be locked in a room, in some escape room,32100:14:36,860 --> 00:14:39,780and try to work together to be a functioning, well-communicated32200:14:39,780 --> 00:14:43,100family, or do we all just need therapy?32300:14:43,100 --> 00:14:47,780I think it's a mix of vacation and communication.32400:14:47,780 --> 00:14:52,060Because I think the vacation's nicer sometimes for the grown-ups32500:14:52,060 --> 00:14:54,340as well, because they get to relax.32600:14:54,340 --> 00:14:57,460They're not just in the same.32700:14:57,460 --> 00:14:58,460What?32800:14:58,460 --> 00:14:59,700Vacation is forced therapy.32900:14:59,700 --> 00:15:00,620Yeah, forced therapy.33000:15:00,620 --> 00:15:01,500I like that idea.33100:15:01,500 --> 00:15:01,980Yeah.33200:15:01,980 --> 00:15:02,780I like that idea.33300:15:02,780 --> 00:15:04,420Yeah, you're dealing with the same thing,33400:15:04,420 --> 00:15:06,220it's been a completely different environment.33500:15:06,220 --> 00:15:10,420Which can sometimes mean higher stress or higher tension,33600:15:10,420 --> 00:15:13,100but I think that higher reward as well.33700:15:17,100 --> 00:15:22,940Are you inspired to change any behavior with your family?33800:15:22,940 --> 00:15:24,820Are you trying to be more communicative?33900:15:24,820 --> 00:15:28,700Are you trying to be anything different than what you have been?34000:15:28,700 --> 00:15:34,300Yeah, I'm trying to be more patient with stuff.34100:15:34,300 --> 00:15:36,060Yeah.34200:15:36,060 --> 00:15:36,980Just being more patient.34300:15:36,980 --> 00:15:37,820Elaborate, please.34400:15:37,820 --> 00:15:39,740Yeah, just being more patient with everyone,34500:15:39,740 --> 00:15:45,380being more understanding that everyone's trying to just be34600:15:45,380 --> 00:15:50,900loving, and especially on vacations with my family.34700:15:50,900 --> 00:15:52,620We're all trying to have the same goal, which34800:15:52,620 --> 00:15:55,900is to have a fun, memorable experience,34900:15:55,900 --> 00:16:01,260and going in just knowing that everyone's trying to have that.35000:16:01,260 --> 00:16:03,620So just being more patient and understanding.35100:16:03,620 --> 00:16:06,500And yeah.35200:16:09,180 --> 00:16:12,420Try not to have judgmental thoughts.35300:16:12,420 --> 00:16:13,980Do you feel like you're succeeding,35400:16:13,980 --> 00:16:17,340or do you feel like you need to learn something more to be35500:16:17,340 --> 00:16:18,700better?35600:16:18,700 --> 00:16:19,820I think I'm succeeding.35700:16:19,820 --> 00:16:22,740I think after England and everything,35800:16:22,740 --> 00:16:25,180that was a point of discussion with all of us,35900:16:25,180 --> 00:16:26,900where we all just need to be understanding.36000:16:26,900 --> 00:16:29,780It was a highly emotional trip.36100:16:29,780 --> 00:16:31,940And we're all just going through stuff.36200:16:31,940 --> 00:16:33,860So just being understanding of it,36300:16:33,860 --> 00:16:37,180having love and compassion towards each person,36400:16:37,180 --> 00:16:40,340and not going immediately to frustration,36500:16:40,340 --> 00:16:44,740which is something I think I do struggle with sometimes.36600:16:44,740 --> 00:16:46,340Just getting frustrated?36700:16:46,340 --> 00:16:47,100Yeah, yeah.36800:16:47,100 --> 00:16:51,620I feel like sometimes I have a short fuse with certain things36900:16:51,620 --> 00:16:55,860where I'm like, oh, this is like something's slowing us down,37000:16:55,860 --> 00:16:59,020or something that seems unnecessary in my brain.37100:16:59,020 --> 00:17:01,260Sometimes I can just get frustrated,37200:17:01,260 --> 00:17:04,220but then just trying to figure out their perspective.37300:17:04,220 --> 00:17:05,940Oh, why is this happening?37400:17:05,940 --> 00:17:07,060What do they need?37500:17:07,060 --> 00:17:08,460Just being more patient with it.37600:17:08,460 --> 00:17:11,900I'm trying to do that in my everyday life, too.37700:17:11,900 --> 00:17:15,220Not just with my family, but just.37800:17:15,220 --> 00:17:17,260You think you and I had the same throat issue.37900:17:17,260 --> 00:17:18,020I know.38000:17:18,020 --> 00:17:21,380Just having compassion for people38100:17:21,380 --> 00:17:26,420and perspective and not letting little things ruin a day38200:17:26,420 --> 00:17:29,660or change my thoughts on someone.38300:17:29,660 --> 00:17:30,940Yeah.38400:17:30,940 --> 00:17:32,140It's hard to change thoughts.38500:17:32,140 --> 00:17:32,700Yeah.38600:17:32,700 --> 00:17:34,260And so I think that's just a consistent.38700:17:34,260 --> 00:17:37,740The patience thing is just a consistent day-to-day thing.38800:17:37,740 --> 00:17:40,580And just leading with an open heart each day.38900:17:44,580 --> 00:17:47,260Do you have any questions for me while we wrap up39000:17:47,260 --> 00:17:50,020this segment with Shannon Pazzi?39100:17:50,020 --> 00:17:54,060How many dogs do you think we could fit in your car?39200:17:54,060 --> 00:17:55,380My car, the 2000 Buick?39300:17:58,140 --> 00:17:59,580I mean, it depends.39400:17:59,580 --> 00:18:02,380I mean, we can fit probably.39500:18:02,380 --> 00:18:05,380OK, if you're not in the car, we could probably39600:18:05,380 --> 00:18:07,820fit four golden retrievers.39700:18:07,820 --> 00:18:09,980But if we don't have golden retrievers,39800:18:09,980 --> 00:18:15,580I think we could fit 42 chihuahuas.39900:18:15,580 --> 00:18:17,060And if we don't have 42 chihuahuas40000:18:17,060 --> 00:18:19,300and you're not sitting in the car.40100:18:19,300 --> 00:18:21,820If we don't have 42 chihuahuas and you are sitting in the car,40200:18:21,820 --> 00:18:25,220then we can probably fit like eight pugs.40300:18:25,220 --> 00:18:28,900OK, I'll start strategizing.40400:18:28,900 --> 00:18:32,060For eight pugs?40500:18:32,060 --> 00:18:32,560Yeah.40600:18:32,560 --> 00:18:35,340I'm just kidding.40700:18:35,340 --> 00:18:39,060How many dogs do you think we can fit, Micah?40800:18:39,060 --> 00:18:40,460Like eight, if we.40900:18:40,460 --> 00:18:41,460Eight what?41000:18:41,460 --> 00:18:45,820Just mixed breeds, all different sizes, if we just.41100:18:45,820 --> 00:18:47,900As a dog watcher?41200:18:47,900 --> 00:18:49,140Yeah, I'm very good at.41300:18:49,140 --> 00:18:51,180Are you can you be more specific with what dogs41400:18:51,180 --> 00:18:52,900are you're thinking about?41500:18:52,900 --> 00:18:55,740Let's get like two golden retrievers in there.41600:18:55,740 --> 00:18:59,420We can get one like Great Dane on the floor.41700:18:59,420 --> 00:19:01,700I can hold a few pugs.41800:19:01,700 --> 00:19:08,020We can have a couple Havanese puppies on passenger floor.41900:19:08,020 --> 00:19:08,520Yeah.42000:19:11,100 --> 00:19:13,260Wyatt can sit in the back with some of the dogs42100:19:13,260 --> 00:19:14,500and watch them.42200:19:14,500 --> 00:19:17,460I think you could have a chihuahua on your lap.42300:19:17,460 --> 00:19:19,220Cool.42400:19:19,220 --> 00:19:21,660So I'm just planning for the trip back home.42500:19:21,660 --> 00:19:24,820How many I'm going to grab?42600:19:24,820 --> 00:19:27,220Right on.42700:19:27,220 --> 00:19:28,660How has the trip been for you?42800:19:28,660 --> 00:19:30,260The trip for me has been fun.42900:19:33,180 --> 00:19:35,380I love being my family.43000:19:35,380 --> 00:19:40,500It gets stressful sometimes with just people just bickering.43100:19:40,500 --> 00:19:41,980Normal family bickering.43200:19:41,980 --> 00:19:43,460Different energy with four year old.43300:19:43,460 --> 00:19:45,300Takes me back to when I was living at home43400:19:45,300 --> 00:19:48,660and I can sort of be a little reclusive.43500:19:48,660 --> 00:19:50,980Just be on my phone on YouTube.43600:19:50,980 --> 00:19:53,620Like whenever there's a fight happening,43700:19:53,620 --> 00:19:55,980I remember what I did when I was a kid.43800:19:55,980 --> 00:19:59,460And that would be just be in my room on YouTube.43900:19:59,460 --> 00:20:00,300That's so funny.44000:20:00,300 --> 00:20:02,420And just not deal with it.44100:20:02,420 --> 00:20:05,660And you find yourself leaning back into that.44200:20:05,660 --> 00:20:09,620Yeah, I'm just like, wow, I really want to just be away.44300:20:09,620 --> 00:20:12,500As soon as someone raises a voice, you're like, where's YouTube?44400:20:12,500 --> 00:20:16,460Any hint of discomfort or the like.44500:20:16,460 --> 00:20:17,340YouTube.44600:20:17,340 --> 00:20:18,740Yeah, or not even, yeah.44700:20:18,740 --> 00:20:20,740That's definitely what I did when I was younger.44800:20:20,740 --> 00:20:24,100But now I'm trying to just self soothe myself.44900:20:24,100 --> 00:20:27,980But it's just how families are.45000:20:27,980 --> 00:20:31,900Whenever you're time apart and you come back together,45100:20:31,900 --> 00:20:35,780you're going to behave as if you weren't together.45200:20:35,780 --> 00:20:37,500So then you're clashing.45300:20:37,500 --> 00:20:39,580One person is going to move their natural way.45400:20:39,580 --> 00:20:44,180And then another family member is in their way.45500:20:44,180 --> 00:20:45,980And so there's a clash.45600:20:45,980 --> 00:20:48,940And there's an argument and stuff like that.45700:20:48,940 --> 00:20:51,140And so it's just a matter of just working out those kinks.45800:20:51,140 --> 00:20:53,220It's just a matter of time.45900:20:53,220 --> 00:20:54,820The way I interpret it sometimes.46000:20:54,820 --> 00:20:58,060That's why I really love the longer trips during the pandemic.46100:20:58,060 --> 00:21:02,220Because being out in Arizona for like two or three weeks,46200:21:02,220 --> 00:21:03,940you get over that hump.46300:21:03,940 --> 00:21:09,220And then there's even more time with the smooth relation.46400:21:09,220 --> 00:21:12,700So that's why I'm happy this trip's a little longer too.46500:21:12,700 --> 00:21:13,580Yeah.46600:21:13,580 --> 00:21:15,900Because people were saying last night,46700:21:15,900 --> 00:21:18,780it takes a few days to get in the groove and relax.46800:21:18,780 --> 00:21:19,280It does.46900:21:19,280 --> 00:21:21,020Starting to feel relaxed.47000:21:21,020 --> 00:21:21,540It does.47100:21:21,540 --> 00:21:22,100Last night.47200:21:22,100 --> 00:21:25,460And I was like, I feel that for sure.47300:21:25,460 --> 00:21:28,620While we were eating our cold fries,47400:21:28,620 --> 00:21:30,580the restaurant last night sucked.47500:21:30,580 --> 00:21:33,260Mine was really good.47600:21:33,260 --> 00:21:35,940Yeah, we need to stop going there.47700:21:35,940 --> 00:21:37,660Why it's working out?47800:21:37,660 --> 00:21:40,460Because they showed their friends at the restaurant.47900:21:40,460 --> 00:21:41,820It's terrible.48000:21:41,820 --> 00:21:43,100It's not a good place.48100:21:43,100 --> 00:21:44,980It's so funny.48200:21:44,980 --> 00:21:48,860Well, Shannon, I don't have too much else to ask you.48300:21:48,860 --> 00:21:50,620I'm happy you're willing to be on here.48400:21:50,620 --> 00:21:51,540Yeah, of course.48500:21:51,540 --> 00:21:52,740I'm having a lot of fun.48600:21:52,740 --> 00:21:53,300So thank you.48700:21:53,300 --> 00:21:55,980Do you want to promote yourself in any way?48800:21:55,980 --> 00:21:57,740Any socials?48900:21:57,740 --> 00:22:00,460Or any accounts you want people to follow?49000:22:00,460 --> 00:22:02,980Just send dog money.49100:22:02,980 --> 00:22:04,620Dog money.49200:22:04,620 --> 00:22:05,340Dog money.49300:22:05,340 --> 00:22:07,300Send money so I can.49400:22:07,300 --> 00:22:07,900Adopt a dog.49500:22:07,900 --> 00:22:10,460Bring some dogs over from Mexico.49600:22:10,460 --> 00:22:11,660Dog value.49700:22:11,660 --> 00:22:12,340Dog value.49800:22:12,340 --> 00:22:13,220Doggie for doggie.49900:22:13,220 --> 00:22:13,860Yeah.50000:22:13,860 --> 00:22:14,620Wait, no.50100:22:14,620 --> 00:22:17,100Favor for favor.50200:22:17,100 --> 00:22:17,980Value for value.50300:22:17,980 --> 00:22:19,340Shannon Passi, thank you so much.50400:22:19,340 --> 00:22:20,260Thank you.50500:22:20,260 --> 00:22:23,700Hannah McCormick, my sister, second born.50600:22:23,700 --> 00:22:25,860This is the first time you're on the podcast ever.50700:22:25,860 --> 00:22:29,580I've had multiple shows throughout our lives.50800:22:29,580 --> 00:22:33,060And I've never spoken to you on one of these.50900:22:33,060 --> 00:22:34,340How are you feeling?51000:22:34,340 --> 00:22:37,860And what's it like being a mom?51100:22:37,860 --> 00:22:38,900Hello.51200:22:38,900 --> 00:22:40,620Today is the day.51300:22:40,620 --> 00:22:42,420Yes, it is.51400:22:42,420 --> 00:22:46,420Being a mom is the most amazing thing ever.51500:22:46,420 --> 00:22:47,140Yeah?51600:22:47,140 --> 00:22:48,380Yeah.51700:22:48,380 --> 00:22:50,620My son saved my life.51800:22:50,620 --> 00:22:52,180That's powerful.51900:22:52,180 --> 00:22:54,540Four years ago, a life was saved.52000:22:54,540 --> 00:22:57,340Yep.52100:22:57,340 --> 00:23:00,740I know it's stressful, but ultimately you're happy.52200:23:00,740 --> 00:23:02,820Ultimately, it's fulfilling.52300:23:02,820 --> 00:23:04,420Do you think?52400:23:04,420 --> 00:23:08,540Yes, very fulfilling in every way.52500:23:08,540 --> 00:23:10,660I just take it day by day.52600:23:10,660 --> 00:23:11,460Yeah.52700:23:11,460 --> 00:23:12,980That's how anyone does.52800:23:12,980 --> 00:23:16,300Everyone's stressed.52900:23:16,300 --> 00:23:19,100I wish we could evaluate the week before we53000:23:19,100 --> 00:23:20,980go through the week sometimes.53100:23:20,980 --> 00:23:21,460Yeah, I know.53200:23:21,460 --> 00:23:26,500So you could know when someone's going to drop something53300:23:26,500 --> 00:23:29,940or when someone's going to get hurt.53400:23:29,940 --> 00:23:35,380Yeah, my son has a big black eye right now.53500:23:35,380 --> 00:23:38,140Yeah, so talk about why it's black eye.53600:23:38,140 --> 00:23:40,860What happened earlier this week?53700:23:40,860 --> 00:23:44,020I wasn't there to watch.53800:23:44,020 --> 00:23:44,540Me either.53900:23:44,540 --> 00:23:45,140No one was there.54000:23:45,140 --> 00:23:46,140None of us were there.54100:23:46,140 --> 00:23:48,060There were witnesses.54200:23:48,060 --> 00:23:52,180But I guess my kid did get kicked down a slide.54300:23:52,180 --> 00:23:53,620It fell on his face.54400:23:53,620 --> 00:23:54,300Crazy.54500:23:54,300 --> 00:23:57,060Now he has a big black eye.54600:23:57,060 --> 00:23:59,180I tried confronting the kid.54700:23:59,180 --> 00:24:00,700I saw them yesterday.54800:24:00,700 --> 00:24:01,540Yeah, I saw them too.54900:24:01,540 --> 00:24:03,220We were right behind him on the same slide.55000:24:03,220 --> 00:24:04,780And then the girl was like, is that the guy?55100:24:04,780 --> 00:24:06,700Is that the boy who got pushed down and got hurt?55200:24:06,700 --> 00:24:08,300I was like, yep, it is.55300:24:08,300 --> 00:24:09,100Yeah, you're right.55400:24:09,100 --> 00:24:11,540He has a big black eye today.55500:24:11,540 --> 00:24:14,780And then the kid who did it was right next to her.55600:24:14,780 --> 00:24:16,180I was just staring at him.55700:24:16,180 --> 00:24:18,900Yeah, I was staring at him when it happened.55800:24:18,900 --> 00:24:21,100You should have been there when I was talking to him,55900:24:21,100 --> 00:24:23,860because I was like, hey, did you hit him?56000:24:23,860 --> 00:24:25,780We're just looking for an apology.56100:24:25,780 --> 00:24:27,340And this kid's like 12.56200:24:27,340 --> 00:24:28,940He's like, I didn't hit him.56300:24:28,940 --> 00:24:30,540I didn't hit him.56400:24:30,540 --> 00:24:32,140And he's just staring at me.56500:24:32,140 --> 00:24:36,020And his siblings were like, did you hit him?56600:24:36,020 --> 00:24:39,100It was just funny seeing his family pressure him56700:24:39,100 --> 00:24:40,220to say sorry.56800:24:40,220 --> 00:24:42,220And he was embarrassed.56900:24:42,220 --> 00:24:43,900I've never been in that situation before.57000:24:43,900 --> 00:24:45,460I've never dealt with.57100:24:45,460 --> 00:24:47,660Well, we kind of just got to go in there and be like,57200:24:47,660 --> 00:24:48,700you kicked my kid.57300:24:48,700 --> 00:24:49,980Say sorry.57400:24:49,980 --> 00:24:50,660Yeah.57500:24:50,660 --> 00:24:51,900Because kids will lie.57600:24:51,900 --> 00:24:54,180They're not going to be like, yeah, I did it.57700:24:54,180 --> 00:24:55,380They will never.57800:24:55,380 --> 00:24:55,860Well, yeah.57900:24:55,860 --> 00:24:57,700And I knew he was lying too, because I58000:24:57,700 --> 00:24:58,860was staring right at him.58100:24:58,860 --> 00:24:59,820And he was staring back.58200:24:59,820 --> 00:25:01,380And he was trying to make it seem58300:25:01,380 --> 00:25:03,300like he was telling the truth.58400:25:03,300 --> 00:25:03,780Yeah.58500:25:03,780 --> 00:25:05,700I mean, he's going to lie.58600:25:05,700 --> 00:25:07,660It's crazy.58700:25:07,660 --> 00:25:08,620Do you like being in Mexico?58800:25:08,620 --> 00:25:10,120Do you like being on these vacations?58900:25:10,120 --> 00:25:13,780Or do you prefer a different area of relaxation?59000:25:13,780 --> 00:25:15,660No, I really enjoy Mexico.59100:25:15,660 --> 00:25:21,180I feel it's a nice little secluded area.59200:25:21,180 --> 00:25:24,420Everyone here is from where we are.59300:25:24,420 --> 00:25:26,420There's a bunch of Arizonians here.59400:25:26,420 --> 00:25:28,700We're all from Queen Creek.59500:25:28,700 --> 00:25:29,900It's all from the same town.59600:25:29,900 --> 00:25:34,300The whole town comes down to this other small town.59700:25:34,300 --> 00:25:35,180It's fall break.59800:25:35,180 --> 00:25:36,380So all the kids are here.59900:25:36,380 --> 00:25:37,300Families are here.60000:25:37,300 --> 00:25:38,100Kids are here.60100:25:38,100 --> 00:25:38,820It is fall break.60200:25:38,820 --> 00:25:39,540I forgot that.60300:25:39,540 --> 00:25:42,060The 18-year-olds who are not 21 in Arizona.60400:25:42,060 --> 00:25:43,340Because they can drink here, yeah?60500:25:43,340 --> 00:25:44,340They can drink here.60600:25:44,340 --> 00:25:45,700Yeah.60700:25:45,700 --> 00:25:49,700I mean, it's just like a party all the time, you know?60800:25:49,700 --> 00:25:50,580Mexico is a party.60900:25:50,580 --> 00:25:52,380You were out last night.61000:25:52,380 --> 00:25:52,980How was that?61100:25:52,980 --> 00:25:54,980You were out pretty late.61200:25:54,980 --> 00:25:55,500Oh, yeah.61300:25:55,500 --> 00:25:57,860I had a great time last night.61400:25:57,860 --> 00:25:59,380The drinks were flowing.61500:25:59,380 --> 00:26:01,740The music was going.61600:26:01,740 --> 00:26:02,540You're vibing.61700:26:02,540 --> 00:26:03,980Dances were going.61800:26:03,980 --> 00:26:07,060It was fun.61900:26:07,060 --> 00:26:11,420I'm not really like a dancer, bar, partyer.62000:26:11,420 --> 00:26:13,900That's because you haven't had enough to drink yet.62100:26:13,900 --> 00:26:14,900That's what people say.62200:26:14,900 --> 00:26:16,700And then I just, I mean, you should have62300:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,300seen me a couple weeks ago.62400:26:18,300 --> 00:26:19,700I was at this bar in Pasadena.62500:26:19,700 --> 00:26:22,540And I was, these two margaritas were the strongest margaritas62600:26:22,540 --> 00:26:23,700I've ever had.62700:26:23,700 --> 00:26:25,420And that was actually a really good time.62800:26:25,420 --> 00:26:28,020That was a really good time I had with some friends.62900:26:28,020 --> 00:26:29,100That's cool.63000:26:29,100 --> 00:26:30,340But no dancing.63100:26:30,340 --> 00:26:32,260I've never been to a club.63200:26:32,260 --> 00:26:32,820I live in LA.63300:26:32,820 --> 00:26:34,340I've never been to a club.63400:26:34,340 --> 00:26:35,380Or maybe, no, actually, no.63500:26:35,380 --> 00:26:35,740That's a lie.63600:26:35,740 --> 00:26:36,140That's a lie.63700:26:36,140 --> 00:26:36,820That's a lie.63800:26:36,820 --> 00:26:40,500I've never been to like a hot club.63900:26:40,500 --> 00:26:43,380I've been to like some North Hollywood clubs.64000:26:43,380 --> 00:26:47,140But those are not like, I'm there for like an hour.64100:26:47,140 --> 00:26:48,420I'm not there.64200:26:48,420 --> 00:26:48,820I don't know.64300:26:48,820 --> 00:26:49,580It's just different.64400:26:49,580 --> 00:26:53,220I used to be the same way until I met my group of friends.64500:26:53,220 --> 00:26:56,980And you just get a little out of your comfort zone.64600:26:56,980 --> 00:26:59,860And then you just don't think about it anymore.64700:26:59,860 --> 00:27:03,660Did you have, wait, when did you get more comfortable?64800:27:03,660 --> 00:27:04,980In the last few years?64900:27:04,980 --> 00:27:05,700Yeah.65000:27:05,700 --> 00:27:07,220Yeah.65100:27:07,220 --> 00:27:10,460But you were still pretty outgoing when we were younger.65200:27:10,460 --> 00:27:12,660You've always been the one going out with friends.65300:27:12,660 --> 00:27:13,900You've always been with?65400:27:13,900 --> 00:27:16,980Yeah, I'm always like self-conscious, self-aware.65500:27:16,980 --> 00:27:17,500Yeah.65600:27:17,500 --> 00:27:18,980I don't want people looking at me.65700:27:18,980 --> 00:27:21,580I don't want to be center of attention.65800:27:21,580 --> 00:27:23,140Mm-hmm.65900:27:23,140 --> 00:27:26,420And like when you're dancing and you think everyone's watching you.66000:27:26,420 --> 00:27:27,780Right.66100:27:27,780 --> 00:27:29,340You know, they might.66200:27:29,340 --> 00:27:31,300But the alcohol helps you get through that?66300:27:31,300 --> 00:27:32,260Yeah, you don't care.66400:27:32,260 --> 00:27:34,220Everyone is there doing the same thing.66500:27:34,220 --> 00:27:35,940And if they're not dancing, that's on them.66600:27:35,940 --> 00:27:37,740They're the ones not having fun.66700:27:37,740 --> 00:27:38,940You know what I mean?66800:27:38,940 --> 00:27:40,420Yeah.66900:27:40,420 --> 00:27:42,980I do know what you mean.67000:27:42,980 --> 00:27:47,020So there's a lot of different girls and women67100:27:47,020 --> 00:27:50,180in your same position with a kid, with a four-year-old.67200:27:50,180 --> 00:27:51,020A lot of my friends.67300:27:51,020 --> 00:27:56,020A lot of my friends from high school, quite literally seven.67400:27:56,020 --> 00:28:00,580I can name seven people who are moms.67500:28:00,580 --> 00:28:02,340Do you have any advice for people?67600:28:02,340 --> 00:28:04,700Or do you have any wisdom about something67700:28:04,700 --> 00:28:06,980that you really hold onto?67800:28:06,980 --> 00:28:13,180What's the biggest thing that you learned about yourself being a mom?67900:28:13,180 --> 00:28:16,140I think it's being a coward.68000:28:16,140 --> 00:28:16,620Oh, gosh.68100:28:16,620 --> 00:28:17,580I don't know.68200:28:17,580 --> 00:28:18,820That's a hard question.68300:28:18,820 --> 00:28:19,860It is a hard question.68400:28:19,860 --> 00:28:21,700Or what's been something that that?68500:28:21,700 --> 00:28:25,980I guess it's hard adjusting.68600:28:25,980 --> 00:28:30,660And you really have to learn a whole new life, actually.68700:28:30,660 --> 00:28:31,180Yeah.68800:28:31,180 --> 00:28:32,660When you're a single mom, anyway.68900:28:32,660 --> 00:28:34,060Because there is a whole new life.69000:28:34,060 --> 00:28:39,620You have to really put yourself last for the, not forever,69100:28:39,620 --> 00:28:42,500but for the first couple of years.69200:28:42,500 --> 00:28:43,660It's difficult.69300:28:43,660 --> 00:28:46,980Yeah.69400:28:46,980 --> 00:28:50,260Do you think every mom struggles with that?69500:28:50,260 --> 00:28:50,780Yes.69600:28:50,780 --> 00:28:52,660Because all my friends are in their 20s as well.69700:28:52,660 --> 00:28:54,940And some of them are.69800:28:54,940 --> 00:28:57,420But I see them go out.69900:28:57,420 --> 00:28:59,260I see them have fun.70000:28:59,260 --> 00:29:01,700Because they have a great support behind them.70100:29:01,700 --> 00:29:02,500That's amazing.70200:29:02,500 --> 00:29:02,980Yeah.70300:29:02,980 --> 00:29:07,140And I like to think our family is a good supportive.70400:29:07,140 --> 00:29:07,900Yes.70500:29:07,900 --> 00:29:10,100Without them, I wouldn't be here.70600:29:10,100 --> 00:29:11,100Yeah.70700:29:11,100 --> 00:29:12,620I don't know where I would be.70800:29:12,620 --> 00:29:16,580Honestly, if they weren't as supportive as they are.70900:29:16,580 --> 00:29:19,820Whenever there's a crisis in the last 10 years,71000:29:19,820 --> 00:29:24,140I feel like our family has rallied together.71100:29:24,140 --> 00:29:25,660Do you feel the same way?71200:29:25,660 --> 00:29:32,180Or how do you think the family responds to stress as a group?71300:29:32,180 --> 00:29:33,180Oh, god.71400:29:33,180 --> 00:29:33,700Like health?71500:29:33,700 --> 00:29:34,380All differently.71600:29:34,380 --> 00:29:34,900Yeah.71700:29:34,900 --> 00:29:40,180Because I think the family handles stress as a group71800:29:40,180 --> 00:29:41,180fairly well.71900:29:41,180 --> 00:29:44,820Individually, we all handle stress a bit not well.72000:29:44,820 --> 00:29:46,820Yeah.72100:29:46,820 --> 00:29:54,460But I think we're all willing to listen to each other.72200:29:54,460 --> 00:29:55,380That's what I believe.72300:29:55,380 --> 00:29:58,980I really believe that one thing that our family is good at is.72400:29:58,980 --> 00:30:02,140I mean, just imagine if Lorne and I were boys.72500:30:02,140 --> 00:30:05,620Everyone, if we all were sons, there would be fistfights.72600:30:05,620 --> 00:30:06,140Yeah.72700:30:06,140 --> 00:30:07,100You know what I mean?72800:30:07,100 --> 00:30:07,620Yeah.72900:30:07,620 --> 00:30:08,740Different dynamic.73000:30:08,740 --> 00:30:13,420Very different dynamic. I remember being young and playing with you girls.73100:30:13,420 --> 00:30:17,500And it was a moment specifically, I forget how old I was,73200:30:17,500 --> 00:30:20,260but I was like carrying Lorne.73300:30:20,260 --> 00:30:22,580I was like messing around with Lorne.73400:30:22,580 --> 00:30:24,860And I like flipped her or something.73500:30:24,860 --> 00:30:27,580Like I was like holding her upside down.73600:30:27,580 --> 00:30:29,660And I remember mom and dad saying like,73700:30:29,660 --> 00:30:30,980Cole, you need to be gentle.73800:30:30,980 --> 00:30:32,700You need to be gentle with your sisters.73900:30:32,700 --> 00:30:33,220Yeah.74000:30:33,220 --> 00:30:35,540Cole, be gentle with your sisters.74100:30:35,540 --> 00:30:37,900And that's always been my thought process.74200:30:37,900 --> 00:30:42,660And that's always been like a huge thing for me of like how I treat you74300:30:42,660 --> 00:30:44,060and how I treat you and Lorne.74400:30:44,060 --> 00:30:46,540And I don't know, just a huge impact.74500:30:46,540 --> 00:30:48,180And that's like my family dynamic.74600:30:48,180 --> 00:30:51,260I had to be, I had to learn to be gentle.74700:30:51,260 --> 00:30:53,980And then I also had to learn to just take you and Lorne's crap74800:30:53,980 --> 00:30:57,060because you two have your own ways of.74900:30:57,060 --> 00:30:59,100My dad is very patient.75000:30:59,100 --> 00:30:59,900Dad is patient.75100:30:59,900 --> 00:31:00,740From last night.75200:31:00,740 --> 00:31:03,060Dad is extremely patient.75300:31:03,060 --> 00:31:03,540Yes.75400:31:03,540 --> 00:31:05,540What happened last night with dad?75500:31:05,540 --> 00:31:07,580There was this drama, girl drama.75600:31:07,580 --> 00:31:09,140We had a little sister fight.75700:31:09,140 --> 00:31:10,820Yeah.75800:31:10,820 --> 00:31:15,180You know, I wasn't in the best mood for the first few minutes.75900:31:15,180 --> 00:31:16,460Sister fight happened.76000:31:16,460 --> 00:31:20,020Sister fight doesn't last very long.76100:31:20,020 --> 00:31:22,140And then we're all talking about it in the car with dad.76200:31:22,140 --> 00:31:25,220And dad is just sitting there listening.76300:31:25,220 --> 00:31:29,700Well, me, mom, and Lorne are all just going at it.76400:31:29,700 --> 00:31:30,300I'm looking at dad.76500:31:30,300 --> 00:31:33,100I'm like, he's so patient.76600:31:33,100 --> 00:31:35,940Is there ever a resolution with a sister fight?76700:31:35,940 --> 00:31:38,420Or is it just done?76800:31:38,420 --> 00:31:41,380And you forget about it.76900:31:41,380 --> 00:31:43,580The sister, it's never nothing.77000:31:43,580 --> 00:31:47,820It's not important what we fight about ever.77100:31:47,820 --> 00:31:48,580You know what I mean?77200:31:48,580 --> 00:31:49,100Right.77300:31:49,100 --> 00:31:49,980It's always stupid.77400:31:49,980 --> 00:31:51,140It's nothing to fight about.77500:31:51,140 --> 00:31:54,020And so we both recognize that.77600:31:54,020 --> 00:31:54,700Yeah.77700:31:54,700 --> 00:31:56,100Until the next day.77800:31:56,100 --> 00:31:58,540No, it takes a five minute sister fight and we're done.77900:31:58,540 --> 00:31:59,540Yeah.78000:31:59,540 --> 00:32:00,020Yeah.78100:32:00,020 --> 00:32:02,340Every day it's usually a five minute sister fight.78200:32:02,340 --> 00:32:03,460Mm-hmm.78300:32:03,460 --> 00:32:05,620Mm-hmm.78400:32:05,620 --> 00:32:07,180Sisters get it.78500:32:07,180 --> 00:32:08,580I think sisters get it, yeah.78600:32:08,580 --> 00:32:10,460Sisters have a sister.78700:32:10,460 --> 00:32:12,300There's a sisterhood between sisters.78800:32:12,300 --> 00:32:14,180Yeah.78900:32:14,180 --> 00:32:16,620I can tell if a girl don't have a sister.79000:32:16,620 --> 00:32:20,660What's the clue if they don't have a sister?79100:32:23,500 --> 00:32:26,980If you're brutally honest with them and they take it hard.79200:32:26,980 --> 00:32:29,980Like, if they ask if their outfit is cute79300:32:29,980 --> 00:32:33,820and you say, no, it looks kind of bad, you should change.79400:32:33,820 --> 00:32:35,060And they are offended by that?79500:32:35,060 --> 00:32:36,340Yeah, they get offended.79600:32:36,340 --> 00:32:38,020You've had that happen?79700:32:38,020 --> 00:32:39,540Not to me, but I've heard about it.79800:32:39,540 --> 00:32:40,820Right.79900:32:40,820 --> 00:32:43,100But I would tell them, if that happened to me,80000:32:43,100 --> 00:32:45,060I'd be like, thank you.80100:32:45,060 --> 00:32:47,740Yeah, because you want to be, yeah, you want the truth.80200:32:47,740 --> 00:32:48,860Yes.80300:32:48,860 --> 00:32:51,780Do you think that's a function of maybe they're the oldest80400:32:51,780 --> 00:32:53,820or they're a single kid?80500:32:53,820 --> 00:32:55,740Yeah, they don't have a sister.80600:32:55,740 --> 00:32:56,620Just no sister.80700:32:56,620 --> 00:32:57,500Yeah.80800:32:57,500 --> 00:32:58,580No sister.80900:32:58,580 --> 00:32:59,460No pillow.81000:32:59,460 --> 00:32:59,980Yeah.81100:32:59,980 --> 00:33:01,260No blanket.81200:33:01,260 --> 00:33:04,020They need that harsh criticism from somebody.81300:33:04,020 --> 00:33:05,220Yeah, because probably their parents81400:33:05,220 --> 00:33:06,060aren't giving it to them.81500:33:06,060 --> 00:33:07,380My sister gives it to me.81600:33:07,380 --> 00:33:09,140Right.81700:33:09,140 --> 00:33:10,460Lauren can do that.81800:33:10,460 --> 00:33:12,500Lauren can give you the rough truth.81900:33:12,500 --> 00:33:14,660Yeah, she humbles me.82000:33:14,660 --> 00:33:15,180That's good.82100:33:15,180 --> 00:33:16,220I think we all need that.82200:33:16,220 --> 00:33:18,500Lauren humbles me, too.82300:33:18,500 --> 00:33:21,620Lauren humbles me, even though sometimes it's not nice.82400:33:21,620 --> 00:33:23,260Yeah.82500:33:23,260 --> 00:33:25,020Lauren said she didn't want to be on this,82600:33:25,020 --> 00:33:26,660and I'm sort of sad, but it's OK.82700:33:26,660 --> 00:33:28,780Not everyone needs to do this, but I'm happy you82800:33:28,780 --> 00:33:31,500are willing to do this.82900:33:31,500 --> 00:33:34,500Thank you for being interested in something that I like doing.83000:33:34,500 --> 00:33:35,420You're welcome.83100:33:35,420 --> 00:33:37,860Because I'll be doing this for the rest of my life.83200:33:37,860 --> 00:33:39,140I hope you know that.83300:33:39,140 --> 00:33:43,820This is literally long-term business plan.83400:33:43,820 --> 00:33:46,580I'm doing this for as long as I can.83500:33:46,580 --> 00:33:47,980Have I told you what I'm doing?83600:33:47,980 --> 00:33:49,460I mean, podcasts are on the up and up.83700:33:49,460 --> 00:33:50,540You know what I mean?83800:33:50,540 --> 00:33:51,060Yeah, they are.83900:33:51,060 --> 00:33:52,460And I'm building this community.84000:33:52,460 --> 00:33:54,900You've been doing this for a long time.84100:33:54,900 --> 00:33:57,580Yeah, my first show was in 2016.84200:33:57,580 --> 00:33:58,900So I don't know.84300:33:58,900 --> 00:34:01,780I feel like I have this passion.84400:34:01,780 --> 00:34:03,300And even though podcasts are popular,84500:34:03,300 --> 00:34:09,180I also feel like very few people listen to podcasts still.84600:34:09,180 --> 00:34:12,580I know a lot of girls who listen to true crime podcasts.84700:34:12,580 --> 00:34:13,860You think so?84800:34:13,860 --> 00:34:16,020Yeah, true crime is like what do you listen to?84900:34:16,020 --> 00:34:17,820I will have a desk job now.85000:34:17,820 --> 00:34:18,780What do you listen to?85100:34:18,780 --> 00:34:21,940I try to listen to all new types of things.85200:34:21,940 --> 00:34:24,820I've been listening to Joe Rogan.85300:34:24,820 --> 00:34:29,700Uh-huh.85400:34:29,700 --> 00:34:30,900I like Hannah Berner.85500:34:30,900 --> 00:34:31,420I don't know.85600:34:31,420 --> 00:34:32,380She's a TikTok girl.85700:34:32,380 --> 00:34:33,020She's funny.85800:34:33,020 --> 00:34:34,020Hannah Berner.85900:34:34,020 --> 00:34:35,020Is that the blonde girl?86000:34:35,020 --> 00:34:36,660She's a comedian.86100:34:36,660 --> 00:34:38,700OK.86200:34:38,700 --> 00:34:40,340I like the comedian types.86300:34:40,340 --> 00:34:41,540The comedian girls?86400:34:41,540 --> 00:34:42,620Yes.86500:34:42,620 --> 00:34:44,540Do you know Whitney Cummings?86600:34:44,540 --> 00:34:45,220Yes.86700:34:45,220 --> 00:34:48,180I've listened to hers.86800:34:48,180 --> 00:34:52,180I don't know any other female comic podcast.86900:34:52,180 --> 00:34:52,780Sorry.87000:34:52,780 --> 00:34:56,060Or you should listen to Call Her Daddy.87100:34:56,060 --> 00:34:56,420Oh, yep.87200:34:56,420 --> 00:34:57,220I listen to that one.87300:34:57,220 --> 00:34:58,420I like that one.87400:34:58,420 --> 00:35:00,900And Alex Earle, she came out with a new podcast.87500:35:00,900 --> 00:35:02,460So what do they talk about?87600:35:02,460 --> 00:35:03,780Are they normal conversations?87700:35:03,780 --> 00:35:05,660Or are they like relationship?87800:35:05,660 --> 00:35:07,340Yeah.87900:35:07,340 --> 00:35:09,460OK, so working at my desk job.88000:35:09,460 --> 00:35:11,260Yeah, you work with the family now.88100:35:11,260 --> 00:35:13,860I work at a desk by myself.88200:35:13,860 --> 00:35:18,740So I listen to podcasts to fill the voices in my head.88300:35:18,740 --> 00:35:19,220Good.88400:35:19,220 --> 00:35:19,780Same here.88500:35:19,780 --> 00:35:25,180And the girls, the Alex Earle podcast,88600:35:25,180 --> 00:35:26,340I thought it was so funny.88700:35:26,340 --> 00:35:27,940You can relate to it.88800:35:27,940 --> 00:35:30,940She's a girl my age.88900:35:30,940 --> 00:35:32,580That's cool.89000:35:32,580 --> 00:35:34,740Isn't it weird how there's people your age89100:35:34,740 --> 00:35:36,620and they have this giant show?89200:35:36,620 --> 00:35:40,420Or they have this giant presence?89300:35:40,420 --> 00:35:42,820I just saw today on Instagram, there's always89400:35:42,820 --> 00:35:47,420just these random 22-year-olds who have a brand89500:35:47,420 --> 00:35:48,540and they're selling clothes.89600:35:48,540 --> 00:35:51,300And it looks like their photos are hyperprofessional.89700:35:51,300 --> 00:35:53,580And then there's some random photo of them89800:35:53,580 --> 00:35:54,820with some celebrity.89900:35:54,820 --> 00:35:55,620Oh my gosh.90000:35:55,620 --> 00:35:57,060It's like, I don't even know how that.90100:35:57,060 --> 00:35:59,220I still feel like a teenager.90200:35:59,220 --> 00:36:00,460Yeah, I feel like I'm 19.90300:36:00,460 --> 00:36:01,980I feel like I'm 16.90400:36:01,980 --> 00:36:02,860Yeah.90500:36:02,860 --> 00:36:06,340I do not feel like a grown up, which is so weird.90600:36:06,340 --> 00:36:08,580I'm not sure if anyone feels like a grown up.90700:36:08,580 --> 00:36:10,740What happened to us?90800:36:10,740 --> 00:36:12,220Life, dude.90900:36:12,220 --> 00:36:16,420All of our life, our life has been mostly just91000:36:16,420 --> 00:36:19,340crisis after tragedy.91100:36:19,340 --> 00:36:20,820Just going through it, dude.91200:36:20,820 --> 00:36:26,580Yeah, I feel like a 23-year-old, 24-year-old teenage girl.91300:36:26,580 --> 00:36:28,500The interesting thing with our generation91400:36:28,500 --> 00:36:32,700is we are going to church less than.91500:36:32,700 --> 00:36:34,780I went to church by myself the other day.91600:36:34,780 --> 00:36:35,100The other day?91700:36:35,100 --> 00:36:36,020OK, well, that's interesting.91800:36:36,020 --> 00:36:37,460And I sat by myself and everything.91900:36:37,460 --> 00:36:39,060Mom and dad did not come.92000:36:39,060 --> 00:36:40,460So what do you think that's about?92100:36:40,460 --> 00:36:42,900Because not a lot of young people are going to church.92200:36:42,900 --> 00:36:45,780And specifically me, I'm just not trustworthy of it.92300:36:45,780 --> 00:36:46,700I'm not into it.92400:36:46,700 --> 00:36:47,100I'm not.92500:36:47,100 --> 00:36:49,740Well, for me, I'm trying to find a new community for myself.92600:36:49,740 --> 00:36:50,380Right.92700:36:50,380 --> 00:36:53,380I want to find new friends, people that I can relate to.92800:36:53,380 --> 00:36:55,140Just kind of search.92900:36:55,140 --> 00:36:58,420So I'm trying to branch out.93000:36:58,420 --> 00:37:01,780So hopefully, maybe there's some moms at the church.93100:37:01,780 --> 00:37:02,780Is that what you're saying?93200:37:02,780 --> 00:37:04,980I'm hoping to meet some cool moms or something.93300:37:04,980 --> 00:37:06,900I met some cool girls last night at the bar.93400:37:06,900 --> 00:37:07,820That's cool.93500:37:07,820 --> 00:37:09,500I got their Instas.93600:37:09,500 --> 00:37:14,020I wanted to share the girls that, like my friends,93700:37:14,020 --> 00:37:14,700who are moms.93800:37:14,700 --> 00:37:15,180Yeah.93900:37:15,180 --> 00:37:16,220I'm not sure if I'm going to share them with you.94000:37:16,220 --> 00:37:17,540One of them just deleted their Instagram.94100:37:17,540 --> 00:37:18,500I don't know what happened.94200:37:18,500 --> 00:37:22,940But a lot of my friends, they're doing fairly well.94300:37:22,940 --> 00:37:23,500They're healthy.94400:37:23,500 --> 00:37:24,100They're working out.94500:37:24,100 --> 00:37:26,420They're doing the same stuff you're doing.94600:37:26,420 --> 00:37:27,340Yeah, that's the thing.94700:37:27,340 --> 00:37:29,980It's really hard to find people who like to do the same things94800:37:29,980 --> 00:37:31,780I like.94900:37:31,780 --> 00:37:32,780I love to read.95000:37:32,780 --> 00:37:33,900I like to work out.95100:37:33,900 --> 00:37:36,340I put my kid first.95200:37:36,340 --> 00:37:40,180I like to go out and dance when my kid's asleep.95300:37:40,180 --> 00:37:40,700Work hard.95400:37:40,700 --> 00:37:42,140Play hard.95500:37:42,140 --> 00:37:42,900Yeah.95600:37:42,900 --> 00:37:43,420Hell yeah.95700:37:43,420 --> 00:37:46,660I like that.95800:37:46,660 --> 00:37:49,460Do you have any advice for new moms?95900:37:49,460 --> 00:37:51,980Maybe there's a person younger than you.96000:37:51,980 --> 00:37:53,660Yes, for new moms.96100:37:53,660 --> 00:37:55,580It gets better.96200:37:55,580 --> 00:37:56,500It really does.96300:37:56,500 --> 00:37:59,460You feel like the world is ending when you have a newborn.96400:37:59,460 --> 00:38:00,820It gets better.96500:38:00,820 --> 00:38:03,420It will get better.96600:38:03,420 --> 00:38:05,180When did it start to get better for you?96700:38:05,180 --> 00:38:07,180After a few months or after a year?96800:38:07,180 --> 00:38:08,620He turned four.96900:38:08,620 --> 00:38:10,340So just recently.97000:38:10,340 --> 00:38:11,380Yes, cool.97100:38:11,380 --> 00:38:13,020In the last eight months.97200:38:13,020 --> 00:38:13,520Yes.97300:38:13,520 --> 00:38:14,500Nine, 10 months.97400:38:14,500 --> 00:38:15,780It's gotten better.97500:38:15,780 --> 00:38:17,500Is that just because he's able to talk more97600:38:17,500 --> 00:38:18,900and he's able to do more?97700:38:18,900 --> 00:38:20,300Yeah.97800:38:20,300 --> 00:38:23,140When he's little, if you're a stay at home mom,97900:38:23,140 --> 00:38:24,660I mean, I was in a stay at home mom.98000:38:24,660 --> 00:38:27,620But if you're a stay at home mom, it's very isolating.98100:38:27,620 --> 00:38:29,220You can't talk to anybody.98200:38:29,220 --> 00:38:30,780Your kid don't know what's going on.98300:38:30,780 --> 00:38:34,220You're just trying to keep him alive.98400:38:34,220 --> 00:38:37,620But now he's four and he's able to play.98500:38:37,620 --> 00:38:42,380He can eat his own food without needing to be looked at.98600:38:42,380 --> 00:38:44,060Because he was eating breakfast by himself.98700:38:44,060 --> 00:38:47,380When he was a baby, you had to make sure he wasn't choking.98800:38:47,380 --> 00:38:48,420Yeah.98900:38:48,420 --> 00:38:51,060It gets better.99000:38:51,060 --> 00:38:55,860And I look forward to when he gets, for him growing every day.99100:38:55,860 --> 00:38:57,340I just look forward to it.99200:38:57,340 --> 00:38:58,900The future and stuff with him.99300:38:58,900 --> 00:39:00,580He's my best friend.99400:39:00,580 --> 00:39:03,860He's going to be five in three months.99500:39:03,860 --> 00:39:05,060Oh my gosh, I know.99600:39:05,060 --> 00:39:06,260That's crazy.99700:39:06,260 --> 00:39:07,420Five.99800:39:07,420 --> 00:39:09,580Five feels like a different era.99900:39:09,580 --> 00:39:10,420It does.100000:39:10,420 --> 00:39:14,420Because four is like the end of little, little kid.100100:39:14,420 --> 00:39:16,500Five, he's going into kindergarten.100200:39:16,500 --> 00:39:17,260Kindergarten.100300:39:17,260 --> 00:39:19,060Now he's a kindergartner.100400:39:19,060 --> 00:39:21,540Almost next year, yeah.100500:39:21,540 --> 00:39:23,340Are you going to do private or public?100600:39:23,340 --> 00:39:26,820He's going to go to the same school I went to.100700:39:26,820 --> 00:39:27,980The same school?100800:39:27,980 --> 00:39:29,060Walker Butte.100900:39:29,060 --> 00:39:30,860Walker Butte.101000:39:30,860 --> 00:39:32,700Let's go.101100:39:32,700 --> 00:39:36,300And the thing is, also as a mom, you101200:39:36,300 --> 00:39:39,700want to get into routines and stuff.101300:39:39,700 --> 00:39:43,820And I've learned recently the routine will change.101400:39:43,820 --> 00:39:46,980You're going to have to be OK with routine changes.101500:39:46,980 --> 00:39:50,140And it's really hard to adjust that way.101600:39:50,140 --> 00:39:53,700But yeah.101700:39:53,700 --> 00:39:55,900So you've gotten better with planning your day sometimes101800:39:55,900 --> 00:39:57,460or being more nimble?101900:39:57,460 --> 00:40:01,180Well, since recently, I've been putting my kid first102000:40:01,180 --> 00:40:02,820for the first couple years.102100:40:02,820 --> 00:40:05,700Recently, I've been wanting to focus on myself.102200:40:05,700 --> 00:40:06,500Yeah.102300:40:06,500 --> 00:40:07,860Your health and stuff?102400:40:07,860 --> 00:40:09,820I forgot that I'm important on the journey.102500:40:09,820 --> 00:40:10,740You know what I mean?102600:40:10,740 --> 00:40:11,940You're the most important.102700:40:11,940 --> 00:40:12,420Yeah.102800:40:12,420 --> 00:40:13,420And I forgot that.102900:40:13,420 --> 00:40:18,140So now I'm trying to relearn how to love myself,103000:40:18,140 --> 00:40:20,660do things that I like.103100:40:20,660 --> 00:40:23,820Do you think so you're doing good things.103200:40:23,820 --> 00:40:27,940I have had success loving myself after having103300:40:27,940 --> 00:40:30,420some psychedelic mushrooms.103400:40:30,420 --> 00:40:32,580What do you think about mental health103500:40:32,580 --> 00:40:36,100and those types of substances?103600:40:36,100 --> 00:40:39,540I know you've taken some of them, but do you think they can heal?103700:40:39,540 --> 00:40:41,580Do you think they can help?103800:40:41,580 --> 00:40:42,740I don't know.103900:40:42,740 --> 00:40:45,820Right.104000:40:45,820 --> 00:40:49,620Do you think you get more help?104100:40:49,620 --> 00:40:53,180Or do you think you're able to self-love more104200:40:53,180 --> 00:40:55,660when you work out and read and do your own thing?104300:40:55,660 --> 00:40:58,460Or do you think there's something else that needs to happen?104400:40:58,460 --> 00:40:59,620It doesn't have to be a drug.104500:40:59,620 --> 00:41:02,220But do you think as you're moving through this?104600:41:02,220 --> 00:41:03,780It's your own self.104700:41:03,780 --> 00:41:06,100You have to put the mindset in there.104800:41:06,100 --> 00:41:07,700It's a mindset.104900:41:07,700 --> 00:41:10,380It's always a mindset.105000:41:10,380 --> 00:41:14,860You should listen to this guy named Joe Dispenza.105100:41:14,860 --> 00:41:16,820This guy talks about mindset.105200:41:16,820 --> 00:41:19,780The brain can change the entire body.105300:41:19,780 --> 00:41:23,060Your thoughts can change the body.105400:41:23,060 --> 00:41:26,700And that goes into prayer, like how you pray,105500:41:26,700 --> 00:41:30,140that goes into how you speak, goes into how105600:41:30,140 --> 00:41:32,580you think about the past.105700:41:32,580 --> 00:41:35,700Because something that Joe Dispenza talks about is105800:41:35,700 --> 00:41:38,580if there's trauma in your life, or whatever,105900:41:38,580 --> 00:41:45,140any negative moment, people can think back to it.106000:41:45,140 --> 00:41:50,060And the same emotions from that event can come up.106100:41:50,060 --> 00:41:53,580And your body does not know the difference between a memory106200:41:53,580 --> 00:41:56,620and real life in front of you.106300:41:56,620 --> 00:41:57,740It's the same emotion.106400:41:57,740 --> 00:41:58,780It's the same emotion.106500:41:58,780 --> 00:42:01,420And what happens is people, when they106600:42:01,420 --> 00:42:05,820go through something traumatic, they think about that trauma106700:42:05,820 --> 00:42:07,300all the time.106800:42:07,300 --> 00:42:10,860And so they continue to bring up these negative emotions106900:42:10,860 --> 00:42:13,380and these stress emotions.107000:42:13,380 --> 00:42:18,780And their thoughts are putting their bodies under stress.107100:42:18,780 --> 00:42:22,020So I think I want to send you some of that stuff107200:42:22,020 --> 00:42:26,140because that's just something that can be done in your head.107300:42:26,140 --> 00:42:28,300It goes to your mindset.107400:42:28,300 --> 00:42:30,140Do you think your thoughts can change your body?107500:42:30,140 --> 00:42:31,940Do you think your thoughts are that powerful?107600:42:31,940 --> 00:42:34,620Yeah, I'm actually reading a book right now.107700:42:34,620 --> 00:42:36,060A self-help book.107800:42:36,060 --> 00:42:36,900Yeah, what is it?107900:42:36,900 --> 00:42:38,260The Four Agreements.108000:42:38,260 --> 00:42:39,340OK, I've never heard of it.108100:42:39,340 --> 00:42:39,900What is it?108200:42:39,900 --> 00:42:40,500I just started.108300:42:40,500 --> 00:42:46,180It's just about old, I don't know.108400:42:46,180 --> 00:42:47,180I haven't read it yet.108500:42:47,180 --> 00:42:47,700Oh, good.108600:42:47,700 --> 00:42:48,740OK, you just started it.108700:42:48,740 --> 00:42:49,460But I want to read it.108800:42:49,460 --> 00:42:50,300OK.108900:42:50,300 --> 00:42:51,540Does it seem cool?109000:42:51,540 --> 00:42:53,460Yes, I heard good reviews about it.109100:42:53,460 --> 00:42:53,900That's cool.109200:42:53,900 --> 00:42:55,500Is it like an older book?109300:42:55,500 --> 00:42:56,660No, I think it's a new book.109400:42:56,660 --> 00:43:02,100It's about older, oh my gosh, there's a word.109500:43:02,100 --> 00:43:04,780It starts with a T.109600:43:04,780 --> 00:43:05,940Old tech.109700:43:05,940 --> 00:43:07,580Old tech.109800:43:07,580 --> 00:43:09,020Technique.109900:43:09,020 --> 00:43:10,900Technique?110000:43:10,900 --> 00:43:12,500You're talking about technique?110100:43:12,500 --> 00:43:14,300Yeah, you can put it down.110200:43:14,300 --> 00:43:14,940Yeah, you're good.110300:43:18,420 --> 00:43:21,860It's fascinating that we're exchanging self-help110400:43:21,860 --> 00:43:24,700knowledge.110500:43:24,700 --> 00:43:26,820I'm trying to read some more self-help books.110600:43:26,820 --> 00:43:28,140OK, no problem.110700:43:28,140 --> 00:43:29,180No problem.110800:43:29,180 --> 00:43:31,860But you haven't started it yet?110900:43:31,860 --> 00:43:33,060No, I've been not.111000:43:33,060 --> 00:43:35,660Yeah.111100:43:35,660 --> 00:43:39,580So while we're wrapping up here, it's been like 15 minutes111200:43:39,580 --> 00:43:41,100with us.111300:43:41,100 --> 00:43:42,340Do you have any questions for me?111400:43:42,340 --> 00:43:43,740Do you have any thoughts on?111500:43:43,740 --> 00:43:45,260No, do you have any questions for me111600:43:45,260 --> 00:43:47,220while you got me on the mic?111700:43:47,220 --> 00:43:50,820Questions for you, yeah.111800:43:50,820 --> 00:43:56,700When do you think you're going to move out of LA?111900:43:56,700 --> 00:44:00,540When there is a clear opportunity that I'm112000:44:00,540 --> 00:44:01,740confident with.112100:44:01,740 --> 00:44:02,900OK.112200:44:02,900 --> 00:44:04,260It's not specific.112300:44:04,260 --> 00:44:07,060It needs to be a clear opportunity that112400:44:07,060 --> 00:44:11,900is the right move, because when it came to me moving out,112500:44:11,900 --> 00:44:13,340I knew that I had to.112600:44:13,340 --> 00:44:16,020I knew that it was time.112700:44:16,020 --> 00:44:19,820And my time in LA, especially through the last pandemic112800:44:19,820 --> 00:44:23,300and last few years, I've had many thoughts of moving back112900:44:23,300 --> 00:44:25,260and moving somewhere else.113000:44:25,260 --> 00:44:26,660But it's never been clear.113100:44:26,660 --> 00:44:29,980And it's never been something that I feel like I can just113200:44:29,980 --> 00:44:31,860step into.113300:44:31,860 --> 00:44:35,300And so I want to move to Florida one day.113400:44:35,300 --> 00:44:36,660Yeah.113500:44:36,660 --> 00:44:38,380With Grandma Peggy?113600:44:38,380 --> 00:44:40,660Not with her, but around her.113700:44:40,660 --> 00:44:41,540Yeah.113800:44:41,540 --> 00:44:42,140That would be fun.113900:44:42,140 --> 00:44:42,740That'd be cool.114000:44:42,740 --> 00:44:44,340I love the beach.114100:44:44,340 --> 00:44:45,420Yeah, somewhere.114200:44:45,420 --> 00:44:48,300I like California for the beach, too.114300:44:48,300 --> 00:44:49,980If I had the money, maybe I would just114400:44:49,980 --> 00:44:54,500have a little apartment in LA, a little apartment in Arizona.114500:44:54,500 --> 00:44:55,140Yeah.114600:44:55,140 --> 00:44:57,300Like, the real dream is to have multiple spots.114700:44:57,300 --> 00:44:59,900So I don't even want to live in a certain area.114800:44:59,900 --> 00:45:04,060I want to be able to live in multiple places114900:45:04,060 --> 00:45:05,860and have some time there.115000:45:05,860 --> 00:45:07,820That'd be really nice.115100:45:07,820 --> 00:45:10,300But yeah, that's my thing.115200:45:10,300 --> 00:45:11,580I don't know when I'll move.115300:45:11,580 --> 00:45:15,260I don't know what that's going to be like.115400:45:15,260 --> 00:45:17,460Do you love being an uncle?115500:45:17,460 --> 00:45:22,060Being an uncle has made me, I remember when Wyatt was born,115600:45:22,060 --> 00:45:26,020I remember really thinking, so this115700:45:26,020 --> 00:45:32,420is what it means to feel like you need to help raise a kid.115800:45:32,420 --> 00:45:33,620Aw.115900:45:33,620 --> 00:45:37,740I remember thinking, it's just like, it was the, it is,116000:45:37,740 --> 00:45:41,820but when he was a baby, it was the most important thing116100:45:41,820 --> 00:45:43,340on my brain.116200:45:43,340 --> 00:45:46,140All my thoughts were going to you116300:45:46,140 --> 00:45:50,020and going to how can I help or going to,116400:45:50,020 --> 00:45:53,580how can I just be aligned with helping him grow up.116500:45:56,220 --> 00:45:57,500It made a huge impact on my life,116600:45:57,500 --> 00:46:00,260because every decision I make is now,116700:46:00,260 --> 00:46:02,820I wonder, even when I podcast, I'm116800:46:02,820 --> 00:46:05,980happy Wyatt wants to hold a microphone.116900:46:05,980 --> 00:46:06,900I like doing that stuff.117000:46:06,900 --> 00:46:07,860I like that he wants to.117100:46:07,860 --> 00:46:08,360He loves you.117200:46:08,360 --> 00:46:10,700You are his role model in life.117300:46:10,700 --> 00:46:11,300Good.117400:46:11,300 --> 00:46:12,260You really are.117500:46:12,260 --> 00:46:13,900I like being a role model.117600:46:13,900 --> 00:46:15,540I want to be a role model.117700:46:15,540 --> 00:46:16,740He loves you.117800:46:16,740 --> 00:46:18,620I see that, and I feel it.117900:46:18,620 --> 00:46:19,980I really feel that.118000:46:19,980 --> 00:46:21,220I really sense it.118100:46:21,220 --> 00:46:27,700And when I get older, I have other dreams of hunting.118200:46:27,700 --> 00:46:30,820I would love to hunt a deer or something.118300:46:30,820 --> 00:46:36,460And I think that'd be a cool little passage,118400:46:36,460 --> 00:46:41,420or what's the word, rite of passage with Wyatt.118500:46:41,420 --> 00:46:46,180It'd be interesting to be with him with that and try to.118600:46:46,180 --> 00:46:47,980I want to take him camping.118700:46:47,980 --> 00:46:49,700Yeah, just camping or just like.118800:46:49,700 --> 00:46:50,620Maybe when he's five.118900:46:50,620 --> 00:46:54,060Deep sea fishing, maybe just more nature stuff.119000:46:54,060 --> 00:46:55,340I think that'd be really cool.119100:46:55,340 --> 00:46:56,740And he's older and stuff.119200:46:56,740 --> 00:46:59,380Yeah, exactly.119300:46:59,380 --> 00:47:02,020Well, he's turning on Spidey and Friends.119400:47:02,020 --> 00:47:02,860So I think we should.119500:47:02,860 --> 00:47:04,420I'm going to get him in a swimsuit.119600:47:04,420 --> 00:47:05,700Go for it.119700:47:05,700 --> 00:47:06,540And that's party.119800:47:06,540 --> 00:47:07,660It's a party downstairs.119900:47:07,660 --> 00:47:08,700It's a party.120000:47:08,700 --> 00:47:10,500Hannah, thank you so much for being on America Plus.120100:47:10,500 --> 00:47:12,420Thank you for having me.120200:47:12,420 --> 00:47:13,540All right.120300:47:13,540 --> 00:47:14,700Check, check.120400:47:14,700 --> 00:47:16,660One, two, one, two.120500:47:16,660 --> 00:47:17,620Daddy-o.120600:47:17,620 --> 00:47:18,460Hello, hello.120700:47:18,460 --> 00:47:21,100Full name, Kevin McCormick.120800:47:21,100 --> 00:47:21,900How are you?120900:47:21,900 --> 00:47:22,380I'm good.121000:47:22,380 --> 00:47:23,420How are you, buddy?121100:47:23,420 --> 00:47:24,740I'm doing awesome.121200:47:24,740 --> 00:47:29,100I've never interviewed anyone in the family on my podcasts.121300:47:29,100 --> 00:47:31,980So this is a really interesting Sunday.121400:47:31,980 --> 00:47:37,860How do you feel right now in your body, in your spirit?121500:47:37,860 --> 00:47:38,740I feel great.121600:47:38,740 --> 00:47:41,540We're on vacation, we're here in Mexico.121700:47:41,540 --> 00:47:44,700I just got back up here to the room for the beach.121800:47:44,700 --> 00:47:46,900Is Mexico your favorite vacation spot,121900:47:46,900 --> 00:47:48,940or is there something, another spot you like?122000:47:53,500 --> 00:47:54,580I enjoy Mexico.122100:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,380I like Cabo.122200:47:55,380 --> 00:47:57,020I like Rocky Point.122300:47:57,020 --> 00:48:00,660I enjoyed Cancun with you guys.122400:48:00,660 --> 00:48:02,540Costa Rica was the best vacation, I think.122500:48:02,540 --> 00:48:03,540Costa Rica was fun.122600:48:03,540 --> 00:48:09,940Cancun was like our lazy, rich hotel vacation.122700:48:09,940 --> 00:48:14,020But the Costa Rica was, that was like our Indiana Jones.122800:48:14,020 --> 00:48:15,100That was an adventure.122900:48:15,100 --> 00:48:16,540Yeah, that one was wild.123000:48:16,540 --> 00:48:18,940So that one was epic.123100:48:18,940 --> 00:48:21,380I enjoyed Jamaica, because you guys were there.123200:48:21,380 --> 00:48:22,660Yeah, I've never been to Jamaica.123300:48:22,660 --> 00:48:23,940I don't want to go to Jamaica.123400:48:23,940 --> 00:48:26,860So you can enjoy that without me.123500:48:26,860 --> 00:48:29,280OK.123600:48:29,280 --> 00:48:32,460What do you think about me doing a podcast, podcasting123700:48:32,460 --> 00:48:35,060in general, do you listen to podcasts,123800:48:35,060 --> 00:48:36,820do you care about them?123900:48:36,820 --> 00:48:37,940You don't listen to podcasts.124000:48:37,940 --> 00:48:39,060I listen to yours.124100:48:39,060 --> 00:48:40,460That's about the only one I listen to.124200:48:40,460 --> 00:48:40,980Really?124300:48:40,980 --> 00:48:41,980Yeah.124400:48:41,980 --> 00:48:44,300Like a lot, or every now and then,124500:48:44,300 --> 00:48:48,300or what's your listening schedule, just when you can?124600:48:48,300 --> 00:48:52,420I probably listen to two a month.124700:48:52,420 --> 00:48:53,260Two a month.124800:48:53,260 --> 00:48:53,980That's good.124900:48:53,980 --> 00:48:57,100That's fine.125000:48:57,100 --> 00:48:58,620What do you think about it?125100:48:58,620 --> 00:49:01,300Do you understand what I talk about?125200:49:01,300 --> 00:49:02,860What are some things that you?125300:49:02,860 --> 00:49:05,020Well, I have no clue what the hell you're talking about.125400:49:05,020 --> 00:49:12,900I mean, Satoshi's, and Bitcoin, and Boost This, and.125500:49:12,900 --> 00:49:13,700Value for value.125600:49:13,700 --> 00:49:14,900Value for value.125700:49:14,900 --> 00:49:15,860You don't get it?125800:49:15,860 --> 00:49:18,260I get it, but don't get it.125900:49:18,260 --> 00:49:21,500I mean, I understand it, because you and I have had many126000:49:21,500 --> 00:49:22,660conversations about it.126100:49:22,660 --> 00:49:28,260But it's a new form.126200:49:28,260 --> 00:49:28,980Someone knocking?126300:49:28,980 --> 00:49:29,780I think so.126400:49:29,780 --> 00:49:31,260OK, pause.126500:49:31,260 --> 00:49:33,940All right, crisis averted.126600:49:33,940 --> 00:49:34,820We answered the door.126700:49:34,820 --> 00:49:35,660We're all good now.126800:49:38,260 --> 00:49:41,420Anyway, what were we talking about?126900:49:41,420 --> 00:49:42,100Vacations?127000:49:42,100 --> 00:49:45,020We're talking about our favorite spots?127100:49:45,020 --> 00:49:51,100We were talking about value for value.127200:49:51,100 --> 00:49:51,820Value for value.127300:49:51,820 --> 00:49:52,860Your podcasting.127400:49:52,860 --> 00:49:57,620What is the thing that you understand about value for127500:49:57,620 --> 00:50:01,380value and Bitcoin, if anything?127600:50:01,380 --> 00:50:08,500Well, value to value is your wanting value for your.127700:50:11,140 --> 00:50:11,940For the show.127800:50:11,940 --> 00:50:13,420Commodity, whatever you're doing.127900:50:13,420 --> 00:50:15,060Yeah, for the product.128000:50:15,060 --> 00:50:19,580And the person who's listening or, again, whatever your128100:50:19,580 --> 00:50:26,380product is, is giving you value back through Bitcoin.128200:50:26,380 --> 00:50:29,020Or Satoshis, which is the same thing.128300:50:29,020 --> 00:50:31,300Same thing, yeah.128400:50:31,300 --> 00:50:32,300Through that.128500:50:32,300 --> 00:50:35,380And I understand that.128600:50:35,380 --> 00:50:37,460The interview you did with that young lady that's the128700:50:37,460 --> 00:50:41,060singer, that was a very cool podcast and interview.128800:50:41,060 --> 00:50:46,780And seeing your podcast and having the amount of Satoshis128900:50:46,780 --> 00:50:51,740you received and you being gracious enough to give a129000:50:51,740 --> 00:50:56,100portion of that to her was a great value to129100:50:56,100 --> 00:50:57,660her as well.129200:50:57,660 --> 00:51:03,020So it's a new way of marketing.129300:51:03,020 --> 00:51:07,260The old school was, I take you to dinner.129400:51:07,260 --> 00:51:08,260Yeah.129500:51:08,260 --> 00:51:10,220But now the new school is like, you just listen to what129600:51:10,220 --> 00:51:14,860I have to say and hopefully you vibe.129700:51:14,860 --> 00:51:17,020Do you think that's weird?129800:51:17,020 --> 00:51:21,500Or even gifts, Christmas gifts.129900:51:21,500 --> 00:51:23,980We own our own company.130000:51:23,980 --> 00:51:29,860We give our clients gifts and we send them gift bags or130100:51:29,860 --> 00:51:30,860It's a different value.130200:51:30,860 --> 00:51:31,860Whatever it is.130300:51:31,860 --> 00:51:35,820Saying thank you.130400:51:35,820 --> 00:51:37,700Someone's giving you a Satoshi that's really what they're130500:51:37,700 --> 00:51:39,700saying, hey, good job.130600:51:39,700 --> 00:51:45,700That was, I enjoyed what I listened to.130700:51:45,700 --> 00:51:50,740The real power that's happening with it is it's130800:51:50,740 --> 00:51:52,660because of a lack of advertising.130900:51:52,660 --> 00:51:57,180That's what the model really, really innovates with.131000:51:57,180 --> 00:51:59,300I don't want advertising on my podcast.131100:51:59,300 --> 00:52:02,660So I want to do value for value so I can have a deeper131200:52:02,660 --> 00:52:05,980connection with people who want to help me out.131300:52:05,980 --> 00:52:09,060Because if I had advertising, I would have to like pitch that131400:52:09,060 --> 00:52:12,180person listening to buy that product, even though it might131500:52:12,180 --> 00:52:16,500not be that beneficial or sometimes the advertisers,131600:52:16,500 --> 00:52:18,540they make you say certain things or they make you not131700:52:18,540 --> 00:52:20,860talk about certain topics.131800:52:20,860 --> 00:52:23,900So if I were to try to play the advertising game, I would have131900:52:23,900 --> 00:52:27,540to self-censor in terms of for money.132000:52:27,540 --> 00:52:28,540Yeah.132100:52:28,540 --> 00:52:31,980And that's the new, it's the new marketing of not wanting132200:52:31,980 --> 00:52:32,980advertisers.132300:52:32,980 --> 00:52:37,900I mean, it goes with streaming and I'll pay an extra five132400:52:37,900 --> 00:52:40,900dollars not to have advertisements.132500:52:40,900 --> 00:52:44,140You know, how, but how is that Netflix going to make money if132600:52:44,140 --> 00:52:45,140they don't get advertisements?132700:52:45,140 --> 00:52:51,860Well, because they're going to up that by subscriptions and get more money every month132800:52:51,860 --> 00:53:00,300because they're not, instead of having 3,000 advertisers on their program, they only have132900:53:00,300 --> 00:53:01,300100.133000:53:01,300 --> 00:53:03,340But now they have ads.133100:53:03,340 --> 00:53:06,300Some of these streamers are putting ads, but I think it's stupid.133200:53:06,300 --> 00:53:07,300I think it's lame.133300:53:07,300 --> 00:53:11,660It might be lame, but it's their business model to make more money.133400:53:11,660 --> 00:53:17,380If again, us, the consumer are the dumb ones to keep on doing it.133500:53:17,380 --> 00:53:18,380Okay.133600:53:18,380 --> 00:53:19,380Yeah.133700:53:19,380 --> 00:53:22,020We'll pay 19.99 and still have advertisement.133800:53:22,020 --> 00:53:23,020Yeah.133900:53:23,020 --> 00:53:26,540When the whole reason we went to it was streaming.134000:53:26,540 --> 00:53:28,260There is no, no advertisement.134100:53:28,260 --> 00:53:31,740But I mean, again, you're too young to remember though.134200:53:31,740 --> 00:53:33,140That's how cable was.134300:53:33,140 --> 00:53:34,140I remember cable.134400:53:34,140 --> 00:53:35,300I'm not a direct TV.134500:53:35,300 --> 00:53:40,420But when we only had three to five to eight stations.134600:53:40,420 --> 00:53:42,260Oh yeah, I didn't have the five stations.134700:53:42,260 --> 00:53:43,260Yeah.134800:53:43,260 --> 00:53:44,260When cable came out, that was the biggest thing.134900:53:44,260 --> 00:53:47,260Oh, there are no commercials.135000:53:47,260 --> 00:53:52,700And that wasn't true.135100:53:52,700 --> 00:53:58,780We just got an extra 60 channels with 60 more channels of advertisements.135200:53:58,780 --> 00:53:59,780Right.135300:53:59,780 --> 00:54:08,740Do you think podcasts are cool or do you think they're just another piece of media?135400:54:08,740 --> 00:54:10,060Because I think it's revolutionary.135500:54:10,060 --> 00:54:16,980I think podcasting is revolutionary because the individual is in charge of their voice.135600:54:16,980 --> 00:54:18,940They're in charge of their own media.135700:54:18,940 --> 00:54:25,940They have agency over the thing that they want to build.135800:54:25,940 --> 00:54:29,980It's revolutionary just because anybody can do it.135900:54:29,980 --> 00:54:36,700You don't have to go to broadcasting school and get a degree and do all those steps that136000:54:36,700 --> 00:54:37,700Howard Stern did.136100:54:37,700 --> 00:54:40,900You used to listen to Howard Stern a lot, right?136200:54:40,900 --> 00:54:41,900I did.136300:54:41,900 --> 00:54:42,900Or do you still?136400:54:42,900 --> 00:54:43,900Because he's still on.136500:54:43,900 --> 00:54:47,300He's still on and he's still the king of all media.136600:54:47,300 --> 00:54:48,300You think so?136700:54:48,300 --> 00:54:49,300Oh yeah.136800:54:49,300 --> 00:54:51,460I mean, he's rich, but I'm not sure if he's relevant anymore.136900:54:51,460 --> 00:54:52,860Oh, he is.137000:54:52,860 --> 00:54:53,860You think so?137100:54:53,860 --> 00:54:55,860Yeah, he still gets great interviews.137200:54:55,860 --> 00:54:59,940If not the best interviewer, he's one of the best interviewers of all time.137300:54:59,940 --> 00:55:00,940For sure.137400:55:00,940 --> 00:55:05,340He gets people to talk about things that they usually don't talk about.137500:55:05,340 --> 00:55:06,340Yeah.137600:55:06,340 --> 00:55:14,300I mean, Joe Rogan is there as well, but he's taking time to hone his skill.137700:55:14,300 --> 00:55:17,060Same with, again, Howard's.137800:55:17,060 --> 00:55:19,980Heck, I think he's almost 70.137900:55:19,980 --> 00:55:20,980Old.138000:55:20,980 --> 00:55:27,700So he's definitely old school and doesn't really like podcasters because again, it's138100:55:27,700 --> 00:55:29,940like the easy way out.138200:55:29,940 --> 00:55:35,260They didn't have to go to all the small radio stations and...138300:55:35,260 --> 00:55:36,620Better impress someone.138400:55:36,620 --> 00:55:43,820You know, in Kapiksa, Iowa, and be there for two, three years and be there from 11 PM to138500:55:43,820 --> 00:55:49,2604 AM shift and do the radio stuff and then gain stuff.138600:55:49,260 --> 00:55:55,260So podcasting has just made it to where any Joe Blow can grab a mic, have a laptop, get138700:55:55,260 --> 00:55:59,460a mixer and talk about whatever the hell they want to talk about.138800:55:59,460 --> 00:56:07,620If the content is relevant or they have something goes viral, they end up being successful and138900:56:07,620 --> 00:56:13,580making hundreds of thousands of dollars, if not millions of dollars and having no real139000:56:13,580 --> 00:56:25,340overlord background in media or in a reporter or having any of that journalistic background.139100:56:25,340 --> 00:56:32,300I've been seeing a term called citizen journalism and there's this idea that that's how journalism139200:56:32,300 --> 00:56:34,020should always be.139300:56:34,020 --> 00:56:42,180And podcasting and other places like Twitter, these are things that can enable more citizen,139400:56:42,180 --> 00:56:45,220more individual people talking about issues.139500:56:45,220 --> 00:56:48,060Do you think there's propaganda in the world?139600:56:48,060 --> 00:56:49,060Oh yeah.139700:56:49,060 --> 00:56:50,060Yeah.139800:56:50,060 --> 00:56:52,820I think in podcasting there's a great form of propaganda.139900:56:52,820 --> 00:56:53,820Yeah.140000:56:53,820 --> 00:56:55,260Because the CIA has a podcast.140100:56:55,260 --> 00:56:58,580Oh, I'm sure they do.140200:56:58,580 --> 00:57:05,740The CIA really has a, they really try to talk about some brief CIA history.140300:57:05,740 --> 00:57:07,180It's all shady as shit.140400:57:07,180 --> 00:57:08,180Super shady.140500:57:08,180 --> 00:57:09,180Super shady.140600:57:09,180 --> 00:57:19,620But again, I think most podcasts are just that individual's thoughts.140700:57:19,620 --> 00:57:26,060It's their documentary of them, of their ideas and it's not really journalism.140800:57:26,060 --> 00:57:28,480It's not news.140900:57:28,480 --> 00:57:30,860It's just their, and that's why I don't like-141000:57:30,860 --> 00:57:31,860It's their information.141100:57:31,860 --> 00:57:32,860Yeah.141200:57:32,860 --> 00:57:36,100I don't like the mainstream media most of the time because they start talking about141300:57:36,100 --> 00:57:46,100their thoughts and the handiess of the world and they get on their own tangent of how they141400:57:46,100 --> 00:57:47,100feel.141500:57:47,100 --> 00:57:48,100I don't want to hear that.141600:57:48,100 --> 00:57:51,700I have my own thoughts and I can do my own tangent.141700:57:51,700 --> 00:57:52,700I just want to hear the news.141800:57:52,700 --> 00:58:01,860Tell me what's going on in Africa or around the world or in Michigan.141900:58:01,860 --> 00:58:04,820But most of our newscasts is all about New York.142000:58:04,820 --> 00:58:05,820You know what?142100:58:05,820 --> 00:58:06,820I don't care about New York.142200:58:06,820 --> 00:58:07,820Yeah.142300:58:07,820 --> 00:58:13,860Yes, it might be a big city, but let me know what's going on in actual America.142400:58:13,860 --> 00:58:17,260And just give me the facts.142500:58:17,260 --> 00:58:18,260Twist it.142600:58:18,260 --> 00:58:19,260Yeah.142700:58:19,260 --> 00:58:22,540And that's where some podcasts will do that.142800:58:22,540 --> 00:58:24,740They'll twist it or they'll put more emotion in it.142900:58:24,740 --> 00:58:26,780Or they'll just say the news.143000:58:26,780 --> 00:58:27,780Yeah.143100:58:27,780 --> 00:58:28,780Or they'll just be blatant.143200:58:28,780 --> 00:58:29,780It's either or.143300:58:29,780 --> 00:58:30,780Yeah.143400:58:30,780 --> 00:58:33,780And I just want the or.143500:58:33,780 --> 00:58:40,300I just want to know the facts and let me get my own opinion off of the facts.143600:58:40,300 --> 00:58:44,220Have you always had that opinion or was that developed more through the pandemic?143700:58:44,220 --> 00:58:45,220How did the last-143800:58:45,220 --> 00:58:47,420I've always wanted the facts.143900:58:47,420 --> 00:58:48,420Right.144000:58:48,420 --> 00:58:50,420Because I can go down my own rabbit hole.144100:58:50,420 --> 00:58:51,420Yeah.144200:58:51,420 --> 00:58:52,420And get on my own soapbox.144300:58:52,420 --> 00:59:03,660And not, you know, I don't try to, I guess I try to influence others to go my way, you144400:59:03,660 --> 00:59:07,940know, but I'm not going to lie about things to get them to go my way.144500:59:07,940 --> 00:59:09,940And I feel that's what the media does.144600:59:09,940 --> 00:59:10,940Yeah.144700:59:10,940 --> 00:59:11,940It's gross.144800:59:11,940 --> 00:59:12,940On either side.144900:59:12,940 --> 00:59:13,940It's not political.145000:59:13,940 --> 00:59:14,940I mean, it's red and blue.145100:59:14,940 --> 00:59:15,940Yeah.145200:59:15,940 --> 00:59:16,940No, it's, yeah.145300:59:16,940 --> 00:59:17,940It's a uni party.145400:59:17,940 --> 00:59:18,940They're all in cahoots.145500:59:18,940 --> 00:59:19,940Yeah.145600:59:19,940 --> 00:59:29,700In the last few years, what's been your reaction to the pandemic and like how people react145700:59:29,700 --> 00:59:31,660to like health?145800:59:31,660 --> 00:59:35,840Like do you think people are more stressed about health or how do you think people have145900:59:35,840 --> 00:59:43,980like reacted to being forced to be scared of a virus or an illness and people are trying146000:59:43,980 --> 00:59:49,060to, there are like mandates for vaccines and then the mandates went away and it was all146100:59:49,060 --> 00:59:54,140this whole conversation and people are stuck in this mindset of the authorities want to146200:59:54,140 --> 00:59:55,860help you.146300:59:55,860 --> 01:00:02,860Like did, did the pandemic change any thoughts, any of your beliefs on authority?146401:00:02,860 --> 01:00:03,860No.146501:00:03,860 --> 01:00:14,860I mean, it, it really strengthened my belief of not trusting them.146601:00:14,860 --> 01:00:15,860Same.146701:00:15,860 --> 01:00:16,860Cool.146801:00:16,860 --> 01:00:21,620You know, cause again, people want to blame the current administration for the vaccine,146901:00:21,620 --> 01:00:27,540but it was the other administration that really, that made it, you know, did it, you know,147001:00:27,540 --> 01:00:29,820so they both did it.147101:00:29,820 --> 01:00:34,940You know, there's a reason, you know, and I don't think a vaccine should take 20 years147201:00:34,940 --> 01:00:39,020to get approved, but it shouldn't take nine months.147301:00:39,020 --> 01:00:40,020Yeah.147401:00:40,020 --> 01:00:41,500It shouldn't take 20 days to approve either.147501:00:41,500 --> 01:00:44,220You know, there's a lot of stuff that goes into it.147601:00:44,220 --> 01:00:45,220Yeah.147701:00:45,220 --> 01:00:51,220And I'm not a scientist or a doctor, but I just know that I need to know what are the147801:00:51,220 --> 01:00:52,220long-term effects.147901:00:52,220 --> 01:00:53,220Yeah.148001:00:53,220 --> 01:00:54,220You know, what is it going to be?148101:00:54,220 --> 01:00:58,940You know, I, I mean, I didn't get the vaccine cause again, I don't know how it's going148201:00:58,940 --> 01:00:59,940to be.148301:00:59,940 --> 01:01:00,940Yeah.148401:01:00,940 --> 01:01:04,740I don't know what it's going to issues, you know, and I feel I had COVID.148501:01:04,740 --> 01:01:08,700I never tested for COVID, but I believe I got it, you know?148601:01:08,700 --> 01:01:16,820So if I understand how things work, my antibodies I've already having it is better than the148701:01:16,820 --> 01:01:17,820vaccine.148801:01:17,820 --> 01:01:18,820Yeah.148901:01:18,820 --> 01:01:24,560You know, and you sound like a conspiracy theorist, but I'm not going to tell somebody149001:01:24,560 --> 01:01:25,560else what to do.149101:01:25,560 --> 01:01:26,560Yeah.149201:01:26,560 --> 01:01:28,580You know, if they want to get the vaccine, that's great.149301:01:28,580 --> 01:01:29,580Yeah.149401:01:29,580 --> 01:01:32,580You know, I told our employees, you do what you want to do.149501:01:32,580 --> 01:01:33,580You know, if you feel you need it.149601:01:33,580 --> 01:01:40,780I mean, yes, we pivoted and went working from home and, but again, it was, you know, when149701:01:40,780 --> 01:01:44,620we were first in the office, you know, when it was first going on, it's like, I'm not149801:01:44,620 --> 01:01:46,620going to mandate you to do anything.149901:01:46,620 --> 01:01:52,180You know, again, it's your, I hate to say it, your body, your choice.150001:01:52,180 --> 01:01:55,780You know, I don't, as your employer, I can't, I don't feel like it's my job to tell you150101:01:55,780 --> 01:01:56,780what to do.150201:01:56,780 --> 01:02:00,020I don't need my adult kids.150301:02:00,020 --> 01:02:02,420You do what you want to do.150401:02:02,420 --> 01:02:03,580You do your own research.150501:02:03,580 --> 01:02:11,100You all give you my thoughts, you know, but to do something because you're being mandated,150601:02:11,100 --> 01:02:16,780I mean, and they don't know the actual outcome and it's actually coming out where it's not150701:02:16,780 --> 01:02:19,980even, you know, six, eight months into it.150801:02:19,980 --> 01:02:21,500It's now they're saying you got it.150901:02:21,500 --> 01:02:23,900You had to have a booster and so that means it's not working.151001:02:23,900 --> 01:02:24,900Yeah.151101:02:24,900 --> 01:02:26,300Then it's not a vaccine.151201:02:26,300 --> 01:02:27,300Polio was a vaccine.151301:02:27,300 --> 01:02:28,300One and done.151401:02:28,300 --> 01:02:29,300It worked.151501:02:29,300 --> 01:02:33,980Ninety nine percent of the thing it was or 98%.151601:02:33,980 --> 01:02:36,140You know, that's a vaccine.151701:02:36,140 --> 01:02:42,140You know, COVID was cold, a shot, a flu shot.151801:02:42,140 --> 01:02:44,140You know, it wasn't a vaccine.151901:02:44,140 --> 01:02:49,340And it seems like there's just, it's just propaganda for poor medicine.152001:02:49,340 --> 01:02:57,060And then to so again, my view on health is you need to be your own advocate.152101:02:57,060 --> 01:03:02,580You know, with mom, you know, she's knows her body very well and listens to it.152201:03:02,580 --> 01:03:08,420And it amazes me of how much she is, you know, she'd change her diet and, you know, and she152301:03:08,420 --> 01:03:11,220would buck her doctor's thoughts.152401:03:11,220 --> 01:03:13,540And I'm not going to take that medicine for my lupus.152501:03:13,540 --> 01:03:14,540I'm going to do this.152601:03:14,540 --> 01:03:16,060And well, that's not going to work.152701:03:16,060 --> 01:03:23,140And, you know, 90 days later, it worked, you know, by changing her diet for 90 days.152801:03:23,140 --> 01:03:28,780And then it's been in remission from lupus by not taking the drugs, by just changing,152901:03:28,780 --> 01:03:31,780you know, that's listening to your body.153001:03:31,780 --> 01:03:40,380I'm not saying doctors aren't good, but just to throw another medicine at it is not good.153101:03:40,380 --> 01:03:41,380It's not smart.153201:03:41,380 --> 01:03:45,980You know, I mean, it's just I mean, again, there's things where.153301:03:45,980 --> 01:03:50,820If you have the flu, yeah, take some NyQuil.153401:03:50,820 --> 01:03:53,100It'll help you go to sleep.153501:03:53,100 --> 01:03:56,420It'll help you, you know, feel better.153601:03:56,420 --> 01:04:02,100You know, but you don't have to always be on 75 different drugs because you have some153701:04:02,100 --> 01:04:03,100ailment.153801:04:03,100 --> 01:04:08,140You know, listen to your body change, you know, especially now that I have cancer of153901:04:08,140 --> 01:04:15,020seeing, you know, me changing my diet, you know, to all the organic stuff.154001:04:15,020 --> 01:04:17,700And I still don't really agree with organic.154101:04:17,700 --> 01:04:19,220I think it's just propaganda.154201:04:19,220 --> 01:04:20,220It's a label.154301:04:20,220 --> 01:04:21,220Yeah.154401:04:21,220 --> 01:04:22,220Organic is a label for sure.154501:04:22,220 --> 01:04:24,020It's just a way to charge more for less.154601:04:24,020 --> 01:04:25,020Yeah.154701:04:25,020 --> 01:04:28,980You know, because all we do is we're not going to spray it with stuff which saves the money154801:04:28,980 --> 01:04:33,540and we're going to the ground has been.154901:04:33,540 --> 01:04:39,940Fertilized with non whatever, you know, and it's been certified organic by some organization155001:04:39,940 --> 01:04:43,780that's been made up who is now making money off of the farmers who get certified.155101:04:43,780 --> 01:04:44,780Yeah.155201:04:44,780 --> 01:04:50,020But with that, I just think it's that I've seen my liver numbers change.155301:04:50,020 --> 01:04:55,140Yes, I'm on chemo, but I'm also on supplements and different things.155401:04:55,140 --> 01:04:58,860And, you know, even my oncologist said that I probably, you know, I would not be able155501:04:58,860 --> 01:04:59,860to raise my.155601:04:59,860 --> 01:05:00,860Your blood count.155701:05:00,860 --> 01:05:01,860You know, number.155801:05:01,860 --> 01:05:06,140And I said, well, doc, here, hold my beer.155901:05:06,140 --> 01:05:09,180I'm going to show you, you know, and.156001:05:09,180 --> 01:05:10,540Within a couple of weeks, it was raised.156101:05:10,540 --> 01:05:11,540Yeah.156201:05:11,540 --> 01:05:12,540Which is crazy.156301:05:12,540 --> 01:05:13,540You know, and then it's dropped again.156401:05:13,540 --> 01:05:17,100And again, it's that's the cycle of being on chemo.156501:05:17,100 --> 01:05:18,660But again, it's I'm listening to my body.156601:05:18,660 --> 01:05:22,180I'm watching, you know, that.156701:05:22,180 --> 01:05:25,980As TMI of, you know, really watching your bowel movements and what's coming out of you156801:05:25,980 --> 01:05:26,980and your detoxing.156901:05:26,980 --> 01:05:28,180And yeah, no, I agree.157001:05:28,180 --> 01:05:29,180How does that work?157101:05:29,180 --> 01:05:30,180How does that look?157201:05:30,180 --> 01:05:31,180How does that smell?157301:05:31,180 --> 01:05:32,940What is coming out of your nose?157401:05:32,940 --> 01:05:33,940What's coming out of your mouth?157501:05:33,940 --> 01:05:34,940What's coming out of your butt?157601:05:34,940 --> 01:05:40,620You know, those are all signs of things that I didn't take.157701:05:40,620 --> 01:05:41,620I took for granted.157801:05:41,620 --> 01:05:42,620Yeah.157901:05:42,620 --> 01:05:47,220So then like talk about that in the last six months, four months, like how has your thoughts158001:05:47,220 --> 01:05:49,700on your body changed?158101:05:49,700 --> 01:05:53,060Oh, I look at everything now.158201:05:53,060 --> 01:05:55,340And you weren't like clearly you weren't prior.158301:05:55,340 --> 01:06:02,140No, I usually wouldn't take a dump and look at my turds.158401:06:02,140 --> 01:06:03,140Now I do.158501:06:03,140 --> 01:06:06,060I literally every time I go to the bathroom, I look down and look at it.158601:06:06,060 --> 01:06:07,060I'm evaluating.158701:06:07,060 --> 01:06:08,060Yeah.158801:06:08,060 --> 01:06:09,540I mean, you think I'm inspector Gadget looking at turds.158901:06:09,540 --> 01:06:10,540I'm like.159001:06:10,540 --> 01:06:11,540What's so funny?159101:06:11,540 --> 01:06:15,980But like just like not even because of your cancer, like I've been doing that for like159201:06:15,980 --> 01:06:20,540since the pandemic because I was going through, I was like trying to understand like why I159301:06:20,540 --> 01:06:24,900had an upset stomach after I had like a bunch of cashews.159401:06:24,900 --> 01:06:30,300I would eat a bunch of nuts and my stomach would just like just feel terrible.159501:06:30,300 --> 01:06:32,940And same thing when I would drink almond milk.159601:06:32,940 --> 01:06:34,620I'll get bloated and gassy.159701:06:34,620 --> 01:06:38,220It's like I don't understand why because I'm not even having a lot.159801:06:38,220 --> 01:06:41,540It's like I'm having a normal amount of food and like all of a sudden my stomach hurts159901:06:41,540 --> 01:06:43,580and like the morning's no good.160001:06:43,580 --> 01:06:45,740It's like, what is wrong with man?160101:06:45,740 --> 01:06:52,220I figured out when I decided to do more meat in my diet and like, no, I cut out all nuts160201:06:52,220 --> 01:06:55,500and went and I started eating a pound of meat.160301:06:55,500 --> 01:07:03,020Everything was just like smooth and like it might've been clockwork, but it became like160401:07:03,020 --> 01:07:04,760even more clockwork.160501:07:04,760 --> 01:07:08,660Like I was even, I was able to be aligned with my body.160601:07:08,660 --> 01:07:14,940I feel like I have mom's skill of being, of listening to my body because when I eat something,160701:07:14,940 --> 01:07:17,740sometimes I feel like I can feel it in my intestines.160801:07:17,740 --> 01:07:21,380Like I can really, like I don't know.160901:07:21,380 --> 01:07:26,100I wish there was like coordinates of my intestines because I could literally like pinpoint it161001:07:26,100 --> 01:07:27,100to that degree.161101:07:27,100 --> 01:07:32,500Has that been like a challenge for you to try to listen to your body?161201:07:32,500 --> 01:07:38,260Yeah, because I just would, I eat what I wanted to and drink what I wanted to and just, you161301:07:38,260 --> 01:07:43,620know, didn't thrash my body, but it was just, it wasn't a concern.161401:07:43,620 --> 01:07:49,820You know, oh, I will, which again, probably why I was 400 pounds, you know, a few years161501:07:49,820 --> 01:07:50,820ago.161601:07:50,820 --> 01:07:51,820Absolutely.161701:07:51,820 --> 01:07:53,460Oh, I'll just look you there.161801:07:53,460 --> 01:07:58,220I'll have some Krispy Kreme donuts and a bowl of ice cream and don't worry about it.161901:07:58,220 --> 01:08:02,060I'll just, I might exercise or I'm young.162001:08:02,060 --> 01:08:03,060Yeah.162101:08:03,060 --> 01:08:04,780You know, you always think you're young.162201:08:04,780 --> 01:08:05,780Yeah.162301:08:05,780 --> 01:08:09,780Then change jobs or whatever you're doing and you don't, you're no longer active.162401:08:09,780 --> 01:08:14,300You're not, your kids are grown, they're growing up and they don't, you're not running around162501:08:14,300 --> 01:08:15,300after them anymore.162601:08:15,300 --> 01:08:19,700And you're, you know, what you thought was exercise is an exercise.162701:08:19,700 --> 01:08:20,700That happened to you?162801:08:20,700 --> 01:08:21,700Well, yeah.162901:08:21,700 --> 01:08:23,260I'd chase you guys around all the time.163001:08:23,260 --> 01:08:24,260I would.163101:08:24,260 --> 01:08:27,100Oh, you thought, oh, you thought like just like playing with the kids would be a good163201:08:27,100 --> 01:08:28,100exercise.163301:08:28,100 --> 01:08:29,100Yeah.163401:08:29,100 --> 01:08:33,020You know, going to the park, going to your little league game, you know, your soccer163501:08:33,020 --> 01:08:39,220game and helping the coach do whatever, you know, swimming in the pool, you know, chasing163601:08:39,220 --> 01:08:40,860you guys around in the pool.163701:08:40,860 --> 01:08:45,820You know, those are, you know, activities, but it wasn't really exercise.163801:08:45,820 --> 01:08:52,560But again, it's going back to your body and it's just like what I don't understand.163901:08:52,560 --> 01:08:55,980Maybe you might know the answer, but I don't know.164001:08:55,980 --> 01:08:59,780Why do some turds float and others don't?164101:08:59,780 --> 01:09:02,700Some turds float because they're less dense.164201:09:02,700 --> 01:09:06,020That's why turd might sink because it's heavier.164301:09:06,020 --> 01:09:07,020All right.164401:09:07,020 --> 01:09:11,060So I've always wondered that I was like, why my heavy protein diet, those three sinking164501:09:11,060 --> 01:09:14,820and the other ones just like like a bobber probably because you had more plants that164601:09:14,820 --> 01:09:16,540day if it's bobbing.164701:09:16,540 --> 01:09:17,620All right.164801:09:17,620 --> 01:09:18,620That's my interpretation.164901:09:18,620 --> 01:09:21,620I thought I was fishing in the toilet there for a minute.165001:09:21,620 --> 01:09:22,900No, no, no, no.165101:09:22,900 --> 01:09:23,900Turd bobbing.165201:09:23,900 --> 01:09:24,900Yeah.165301:09:24,900 --> 01:09:29,860No, I think it's about protein intake.165401:09:29,860 --> 01:09:35,140And then that I don't have the data, but my interpretation is the protein makes the turd165501:09:35,140 --> 01:09:37,340more dense and therefore heavier.165601:09:37,340 --> 01:09:42,020I thought I was fishing for some brown trout or something.165701:09:42,020 --> 01:09:43,620No.165801:09:43,620 --> 01:09:50,140Do you feel more confident about listening to your body today than a few months ago?165901:09:50,140 --> 01:09:53,180I'm not sure.166001:09:53,180 --> 01:09:57,180I'm more confused sometimes about it, of what's going on.166101:09:57,180 --> 01:10:03,220Because again, I don't know what's a reaction to chemo, what's a reaction to a supplement166201:10:03,220 --> 01:10:08,580I'm taking or another pill or whatever it is.166301:10:08,580 --> 01:10:09,580I don't know.166401:10:09,580 --> 01:10:10,580Is it the radiation?166501:10:10,580 --> 01:10:16,020Was it again, like, I mean, just recently, as you know, I started getting hives.166601:10:16,020 --> 01:10:17,020Yeah.166701:10:17,020 --> 01:10:18,020Well, why is that?166801:10:18,020 --> 01:10:21,660But the interesting thing with the hives is they're only around for a few hours.166901:10:21,660 --> 01:10:22,660Yeah.167001:10:22,660 --> 01:10:23,660I mean, but I've traveled.167101:10:23,660 --> 01:10:26,620You know, we were in, mom and I were in Vegas two weeks ago.167201:10:26,620 --> 01:10:27,620Now we're in Mexico.167301:10:27,620 --> 01:10:28,620So is it traveling?167401:10:28,620 --> 01:10:31,740Is it the different beds I've been in and the hotels?167501:10:31,740 --> 01:10:33,300Is it laundry detergent?167601:10:33,300 --> 01:10:36,940Is it, you know, did I come in contact with something?167701:10:36,940 --> 01:10:42,660You know, then my labs come back and my blood work is, you know, my blood is down, you know,167801:10:42,660 --> 01:10:43,660the white blood cells.167901:10:43,660 --> 01:10:48,460So it's, is my body fighting something that we don't know?168001:10:48,460 --> 01:10:53,500Or is it just because I'm on the fourth round of chemo and it's just, you know, it's attacked168101:10:53,500 --> 01:10:54,500it differently?168201:10:54,500 --> 01:10:59,940You know, those are I mean, it's confusing to me, you know, because I, you just don't168301:10:59,940 --> 01:11:00,940know because I haven't.168401:11:00,940 --> 01:11:06,340The only thing I've changed is my locations.168501:11:06,340 --> 01:11:11,860You know, flying on an airplane for the first time since having, you know, chemo, you know,168601:11:11,860 --> 01:11:18,860being on, you know, diagnosed with cancer and then, you know, now I'm in a different168701:11:18,860 --> 01:11:19,860country.168801:11:19,860 --> 01:11:20,860Granted, we're only three hours away from home.168901:11:20,860 --> 01:11:24,820It's still a different country, you know, different, you know, but I'm still doing my169001:11:24,820 --> 01:11:30,300shakes and my supplements and all my organ pills and, you know, all those things.169101:11:30,300 --> 01:11:34,980But you know, again, the pollution is different here.169201:11:34,980 --> 01:11:37,180The air is different.169301:11:37,180 --> 01:11:39,340You know, the environment is this different.169401:11:39,340 --> 01:11:46,500And I truly believe that, you know, environment can affect things, you know, absolutely not169501:11:46,500 --> 01:11:49,140going global warming type shit.169601:11:49,140 --> 01:11:55,460No, I'm going what's around you and what is being used and, you know, what chemicals being169701:11:55,460 --> 01:11:59,820used in the in this room that's getting cleaned or what's being washed in.169801:11:59,820 --> 01:12:03,700I do believe that will cause.169901:12:03,700 --> 01:12:08,540Rashes or whatever, you know, and it could be the cause of my.170001:12:08,540 --> 01:12:09,540Hives, but I don't know.170101:12:09,540 --> 01:12:11,220So it's just confusing to me.170201:12:11,220 --> 01:12:12,220Right.170301:12:12,220 --> 01:12:16,900It'll be interesting when I go back, you know, we go home on Tuesday and then the next day170401:12:16,900 --> 01:12:18,380I have my fifth round of chemo.170501:12:18,380 --> 01:12:20,620So it'll be interesting to see how you react.170601:12:20,620 --> 01:12:25,980I still have hives or will I, you know, because again, I haven't lost any hair.170701:12:25,980 --> 01:12:29,660I swear my hair is growing thicker.170801:12:29,660 --> 01:12:31,020You know, that's funny.170901:12:31,020 --> 01:12:38,180I'm the crazy guy that gets more hair during chemo, but I haven't had any true side effects.171001:12:38,180 --> 01:12:41,980You know, I haven't had the nausea or the diarrhea or anything like that.171101:12:41,980 --> 01:12:46,300So that's due to the the targeted stuff that you're getting, right?171201:12:46,300 --> 01:12:47,740Because you did the DNA.171301:12:47,740 --> 01:12:49,500You got the cancer DNA tested, right?171401:12:49,500 --> 01:12:50,500Yeah.171501:12:50,500 --> 01:12:51,500I mean, is it because of that?171601:12:51,500 --> 01:12:56,660Is it because I'm taking the supplements and it's really helping my body or is it because171701:12:56,660 --> 01:12:58,260the chemo ain't working?171801:12:58,260 --> 01:13:01,540I mean, that's where my body, that's where my mind goes.171901:13:01,540 --> 01:13:03,660You know, what is what is it?172001:13:03,660 --> 01:13:07,220And again, it no one knows that answer.172101:13:07,220 --> 01:13:10,260Until we get the final scans and until we get the next scans on the ninth.172201:13:10,260 --> 01:13:14,660But again, it still isn't, you know, so.172301:13:14,660 --> 01:13:16,140Am I more in tune with my body?172401:13:16,140 --> 01:13:22,860Yes, but it's now I'm even more now I'm more confused on things.172501:13:22,860 --> 01:13:27,020I remember a few months ago you were like in a lot of pain, like your body was in physical172601:13:27,020 --> 01:13:29,060pain and now it seems like you're in less pain.172701:13:29,060 --> 01:13:34,060I had a lot of back pain, you know, and I had that ablation on my back, you know, which172801:13:34,060 --> 01:13:41,140helped, but then it turned out, which I didn't know that my cancer was in my tailbone.172901:13:41,140 --> 01:13:49,500So yes, my back pain that I had in the nerves subsided, which then allowed me to feel the173001:13:49,500 --> 01:13:52,220cancer pain, cancer pain.173101:13:52,220 --> 01:13:58,200And so then I had 10 days straight of radiation, targeted radiation on the tailbone.173201:13:58,200 --> 01:14:00,100And I haven't had any pain in my back.173301:14:00,100 --> 01:14:04,660I mean, I've had pain in my tailbone just because I have radiation burns on there, which,173401:14:04,660 --> 01:14:06,460yeah, that hurts like hell.173501:14:06,460 --> 01:14:07,460Still?173601:14:07,460 --> 01:14:09,380No, it's gotten a lot better.173701:14:09,380 --> 01:14:12,180It's probably I'd say 95% healed.173801:14:12,180 --> 01:14:15,540I haven't had I haven't looked at it because I can't see it's in my ass, correct.173901:14:15,540 --> 01:14:16,540But you know.174001:14:16,540 --> 01:14:17,540Right.174101:14:17,540 --> 01:14:20,020But but it feels better, like there's less pain.174201:14:20,020 --> 01:14:21,260Yeah, I can sit down.174301:14:21,260 --> 01:14:25,900I'm sitting now and there is no pain in that area.174401:14:25,900 --> 01:14:28,020Where it would have been extremely painful in May.174501:14:28,020 --> 01:14:29,020Yeah.174601:14:29,020 --> 01:14:32,460I mean, there's pain in my ass right now because it's a very hard wooden chair.174701:14:32,460 --> 01:14:34,460Yeah, the same here.174801:14:34,460 --> 01:14:39,980You know, but in my tailbone in my lower back, my lumbar area, there's, you know, there is174901:14:39,980 --> 01:14:40,980no pain.175001:14:40,980 --> 01:14:42,540That's an interesting thing.175101:14:42,540 --> 01:14:47,700I think that's the most fascinating thing about this situation is you're diagnosed with175201:14:47,700 --> 01:14:51,300some wild, super serious thing.175301:14:51,300 --> 01:15:00,740And then you do a 180 on diet and you guys did a bunch of research and you realized that175401:15:00,740 --> 01:15:06,900a lot of people who are successful either getting it in remission or getting rid of175501:15:06,900 --> 01:15:07,900it.175601:15:07,900 --> 01:15:11,500It was the diet and the DNA testing, right?175701:15:11,500 --> 01:15:16,900Yeah, I mean, the DNA testing helped with the targeting, the targeted chemo and the175801:15:16,900 --> 01:15:17,900targeted.175901:15:17,900 --> 01:15:23,140You know, what chemo might help or the immunotherapy might help or what, you know, what cocktail176001:15:23,140 --> 01:15:26,100is going to be best for it.176101:15:26,100 --> 01:15:28,900And again, I can be skeptical about that also.176201:15:28,900 --> 01:15:29,900Really?176301:15:29,900 --> 01:15:31,780Well, did it work or not?176401:15:31,780 --> 01:15:36,580So then if it doesn't, if the scans come back saying that it's grown, then.176501:15:36,580 --> 01:15:38,300Then it didn't work.176601:15:38,300 --> 01:15:40,020That test was full of shit.176701:15:40,020 --> 01:15:42,620That was $2,500 out the window.176801:15:42,620 --> 01:15:49,540You know, but again, that's, you know, being skeptical about things or do we need to do176901:15:49,540 --> 01:15:50,700five more rounds of chemo?177001:15:50,700 --> 01:15:54,940And then, you know, you need to do 10 rounds to have it really work or, you know, again,177101:15:54,940 --> 01:15:56,740who knows?177201:15:56,740 --> 01:15:58,660I just know that I've done.177301:15:58,660 --> 01:16:00,820I'm doing all I can on my end.177401:16:00,820 --> 01:16:01,820Yeah.177501:16:01,820 --> 01:16:07,740You know, and it's up to the Lord to really, you know, of what's going to go on.177601:16:07,740 --> 01:16:12,260You know, I'm going to trust in him and I'm going to fight.177701:16:12,260 --> 01:16:13,500I'm too dumb not to fight.177801:16:13,500 --> 01:16:15,180I'm just going to do what I got to do.177901:16:15,180 --> 01:16:21,260And, you know, I'm not going to be dumb about it and, you know, be like you young kids and,178001:16:21,260 --> 01:16:27,420you know, yolo and just go off and, you know, keep on, you know, drinking and, you know,178101:16:27,420 --> 01:16:29,500so I don't drink alcohol anymore.178201:16:29,500 --> 01:16:31,020You know, I don't.178301:16:31,020 --> 01:16:38,740Do you think when it comes to the origins of it, do you have any concept of what it178401:16:38,740 --> 01:16:40,100might have been?178501:16:40,100 --> 01:16:43,100Because you got weight loss surgery in 2021.178601:16:43,100 --> 01:16:44,1002020.178701:16:44,100 --> 01:16:45,1002020.178801:16:45,100 --> 01:16:48,100I don't know why I remember 2021, but.178901:16:48,100 --> 01:16:50,780December 10th, 2020.179001:16:50,780 --> 01:16:52,900Smack dabbing.179101:16:52,900 --> 01:16:55,980You didn't have cancer.179201:16:55,980 --> 01:16:56,980That we know of.179301:16:56,980 --> 01:16:58,460Did they check for it?179401:16:58,460 --> 01:16:59,460No.179501:16:59,460 --> 01:17:00,460Oh, okay.179601:17:00,460 --> 01:17:01,460Okay.179701:17:01,460 --> 01:17:05,620I've for some reason, I was under the impression that they had done some tests to make sure179801:17:05,620 --> 01:17:06,820that there wasn't any.179901:17:06,820 --> 01:17:07,820No, I did.180001:17:07,820 --> 01:17:10,460I've never had a colonoscopy or anything like that.180101:17:10,460 --> 01:17:11,460I mean.180201:17:11,460 --> 01:17:12,900Only until this past year.180301:17:12,900 --> 01:17:13,900Yeah.180401:17:13,900 --> 01:17:14,900Yeah.180501:17:14,900 --> 01:17:15,900Interesting.180601:17:15,900 --> 01:17:20,660But do you think there, do you think the food was, is the source or do you think it's something180701:17:20,660 --> 01:17:21,660else?180801:17:21,660 --> 01:17:23,900Because sometimes I think about it might be like more metaphysical, like it's more like180901:17:23,900 --> 01:17:27,820emotional like trauma, but I don't know.181001:17:27,820 --> 01:17:28,820I don't think so.181101:17:28,820 --> 01:17:31,780I think it's just the luck of the draw.181201:17:31,780 --> 01:17:32,780I don't think there's any.181301:17:32,780 --> 01:17:37,380I mean, I've seen some pretty healthy people.181401:17:37,380 --> 01:17:45,900I have cancer, you know, and I look at Milton Berle, who was an, you know, I know you definitely181501:17:45,900 --> 01:17:50,700your generation won't know this guy, but I do smoke cigars every day, probably five or181601:17:50,700 --> 01:17:51,700six a day.181701:17:51,700 --> 01:17:52,700Who was Milton Berle?181801:17:52,700 --> 01:17:54,700Milton Berle was a comedian actor.181901:17:54,700 --> 01:17:58,660And I mean, dude lived to be a hundred, I think it was.182001:17:58,660 --> 01:17:59,660Wow.182101:17:59,660 --> 01:18:04,460And smoke and drank and, you know, lived a harsh lifestyle, but.182201:18:04,460 --> 01:18:05,460No issues.182301:18:05,460 --> 01:18:06,460No health issues.182401:18:06,460 --> 01:18:09,620And, you know, then you have the juicer guy.182501:18:09,620 --> 01:18:10,620Lance Armstrong?182601:18:10,620 --> 01:18:16,940No, the actual guy who did the juicing, not the juicing.182701:18:16,940 --> 01:18:17,940Liver King Jack.182801:18:17,940 --> 01:18:18,940I don't know.182901:18:18,940 --> 01:18:20,220Lamont or whatever his name was.183001:18:20,220 --> 01:18:22,460He created the juicer where you.183101:18:22,460 --> 01:18:23,460Oh, OK.183201:18:23,460 --> 01:18:24,460The juicer.183301:18:24,460 --> 01:18:25,460OK.183401:18:25,460 --> 01:18:27,460I thought you were talking about like steroids.183501:18:27,460 --> 01:18:29,460Not steroids, juicing, the actual juice.183601:18:29,460 --> 01:18:30,460OK.183701:18:30,460 --> 01:18:32,460The guy who invented the juicer for fruit.183801:18:32,460 --> 01:18:33,460He was the old guy.183901:18:33,460 --> 01:18:34,460It always showed his muscles.184001:18:34,460 --> 01:18:35,460OK.184101:18:35,460 --> 01:18:36,460Did he die of like a heart attack?184201:18:36,460 --> 01:18:37,460I have no idea.184301:18:37,460 --> 01:18:38,460I mean.184401:18:38,460 --> 01:18:42,900But yeah, these healthy, quote unquote healthy people die.184501:18:42,900 --> 01:18:50,420Steve Jobs, he drank carrot juice for decades and that's how he got pancreatic cancer.184601:18:50,420 --> 01:18:53,860And then he refused and then he refused surgery.184701:18:53,860 --> 01:18:56,300So that's interesting.184801:18:56,300 --> 01:18:59,220I think from my perspective, I'm I'm hopeful.184901:18:59,220 --> 01:19:05,260I'm happy that you've made the decision to go about listening to your body and go the185001:19:05,260 --> 01:19:15,180health route or go the food route, because it's the consuming that puts the most.185101:19:15,180 --> 01:19:19,860The consuming can put the most damage and it can do the most help.185201:19:19,860 --> 01:19:21,940And that's what I've experienced in my life.185301:19:21,940 --> 01:19:29,100When I consume healthier meats, when I consume just less sugar, less alcohol, I'm having185401:19:29,100 --> 01:19:31,980more alcohol out here just because there's no cannabis.185501:19:31,980 --> 01:19:37,140I definitely the weird thing when it comes to like body and health for me, like I don't185601:19:37,140 --> 01:19:38,340want to drink that.185701:19:38,340 --> 01:19:39,900I don't want alcohol.185801:19:39,900 --> 01:19:41,380I'm not.185901:19:41,380 --> 01:19:44,140I'm just not an alcohol person.186001:19:44,140 --> 01:19:45,140Only if I have to.186101:19:45,140 --> 01:19:51,100If I if I really have to for a celebration.186201:19:51,100 --> 01:19:53,700I just don't like the way it makes me feel.186301:19:53,700 --> 01:19:59,820And I think that's also something that might be changing in generations as well, because186401:19:59,820 --> 01:20:05,020I know a few other people my age that like they don't want to drink either.186501:20:05,020 --> 01:20:10,700Like they only want to use cannabis in whatever form.186601:20:10,700 --> 01:20:11,700But why is that?186701:20:11,700 --> 01:20:12,700I mean, what is the.186801:20:12,700 --> 01:20:16,780Well, I mean, it's the lack of there's a lack of.186901:20:16,780 --> 01:20:17,780And what about the cannabis?187001:20:17,780 --> 01:20:20,500I mean, is it the smoking cannabis?187101:20:20,500 --> 01:20:27,400Well, the reason I mean, for me, I've had most success with smoking.187201:20:27,400 --> 01:20:32,460When I do edibles, there's other ingredients in the edibles that mess up my stomach.187301:20:32,460 --> 01:20:38,180There's like the gums and there's just different ingredients, different oils.187401:20:38,180 --> 01:20:40,260I've had tablets.187501:20:40,260 --> 01:20:45,160Tablets are good because it's not a food and they work.187601:20:45,160 --> 01:20:48,660But there.187701:20:48,660 --> 01:20:51,140But isn't smoking bad for your lungs?187801:20:51,140 --> 01:20:53,380OK, so this is what I was trying to say earlier.187901:20:53,380 --> 01:20:59,940So there's a lack of real data on the effects of cannabis on your lungs.188001:20:59,940 --> 01:21:08,580It is because currently cannabis is still schedule schedule one drug.188101:21:08,580 --> 01:21:16,500A person who wants to do research, they do not have access to high quality cannabis to188201:21:16,500 --> 01:21:18,740do the research.188301:21:18,740 --> 01:21:24,460So every time when there's a study that says like smoking does this, most people getting188401:21:24,460 --> 01:21:28,140high quality cannabis that that goes into it as well.188501:21:28,140 --> 01:21:34,580Yeah, because you know what I mean, how many smoke shops have high quality and what is188601:21:34,580 --> 01:21:37,040who's saying what is high quality?188701:21:37,040 --> 01:21:41,240I can tell you from working at the dispensary, the high quality is going.188801:21:41,240 --> 01:21:45,580It's the same thing from it's the same concept as a healthy crop.188901:21:45,580 --> 01:21:49,040The soil needs to be alive.189001:21:49,040 --> 01:21:50,220What happens is.189101:21:50,220 --> 01:21:55,180And specifically in California, just because California is California, they intent they189201:21:55,180 --> 01:22:01,380their regulations have incentivized big companies to vertically integrate everything of the189301:22:01,380 --> 01:22:02,580process.189401:22:02,580 --> 01:22:05,600So one company is going to have a grow.189501:22:05,600 --> 01:22:10,540It's called a grow in downtown L.A. and it's going to be like a giant warehouse and they're189601:22:10,540 --> 01:22:17,100usually going to do some sort of a hydroplonic or some sort of chemical feed for the plant.189701:22:17,100 --> 01:22:19,220And they're and they're also doing cloning.189801:22:19,220 --> 01:22:23,940They're able to clone the DNA of the plant.189901:22:23,940 --> 01:22:27,780And that's absolutely like that's some like that's the fake stuff.190001:22:27,780 --> 01:22:31,780There was it comes to outdoor.190101:22:31,780 --> 01:22:33,220It's called outdoor cannabis.190201:22:33,220 --> 01:22:38,180It's grown outdoors in real soil.190301:22:38,180 --> 01:22:43,380That's usually like higher quality, but people don't like it because the thing that I struggle190401:22:43,380 --> 01:22:49,060with it is people want to get more high.190501:22:49,060 --> 01:22:53,600So they look for higher testing THC.190601:22:53,600 --> 01:22:57,300Some cannabis might have lower testing THC.190701:22:57,300 --> 01:23:01,220So therefore you might not get quote unquote as high.190801:23:01,220 --> 01:23:06,140And so companies are then going to clone and manipulate the stuff so they can get that190901:23:06,140 --> 01:23:09,820THC test higher.191001:23:09,820 --> 01:23:17,580A normal percentage of the strength might be 29% THC strength.191101:23:17,580 --> 01:23:23,340But there's other brands that specialize in doing like just adding in extra things, adding191201:23:23,340 --> 01:23:33,500in they might extract a certain part of one cannabis plant and sprinkle that on another191301:23:33,500 --> 01:23:38,700plant and sell that for more money because now that THC is good.191401:23:38,700 --> 01:23:45,340But ultimately what I'm saying what I'm trying to get to is when it comes to me focusing191501:23:45,340 --> 01:23:52,740and being creative and thinking, I just have a better experience using cannabis.191601:23:52,740 --> 01:23:56,020And I can use it isn't I don't have to smoke it.191701:23:56,020 --> 01:24:03,140If I were to stop smoke, I would go to tablets and maybe a tincture.191801:24:03,140 --> 01:24:07,380But I don't like any of the drinks.191901:24:07,380 --> 01:24:13,580The smoking you know it's going to be two to three hours and you can plan for that.192001:24:13,580 --> 01:24:17,580And I prefer to plan for a creative moment when I use it.192101:24:17,580 --> 01:24:23,980That's when I do writing and drawing and thinking for movies and all this stuff.192201:24:23,980 --> 01:24:27,100But I'm still working through it.192301:24:27,100 --> 01:24:29,220There's no data on the health.192401:24:29,220 --> 01:24:30,740That's the biggest issue.192501:24:30,740 --> 01:24:36,460If we can change the federal laws to get more data on these things, then there'd be just192601:24:36,460 --> 01:24:39,980more understanding of our bodies.192701:24:39,980 --> 01:24:44,580Because that's something that I think is wrong with the medical system right now is that192801:24:44,580 --> 01:24:52,220there's sometimes it feels like there's more narratives than there is data.192901:24:52,220 --> 01:24:55,100Like you should eat a healthy diet.193001:24:55,100 --> 01:25:03,260But when you go to World Health Organization and they tell you what a healthy diet is,193101:25:03,260 --> 01:25:08,380right now you're eating way more meat than the World Health Organization recommends.193201:25:08,380 --> 01:25:15,020Again, that goes back to who is the authority of what is a healthy diet.193301:25:15,020 --> 01:25:16,020That's what I'm saying too.193401:25:16,020 --> 01:25:17,020That's what I'm saying.193501:25:17,020 --> 01:25:18,340So who is it the NIH?193601:25:18,340 --> 01:25:19,940Is it the FDA?193701:25:19,940 --> 01:25:22,420Is it mom and dad?193801:25:22,420 --> 01:25:23,500School district?193901:25:23,500 --> 01:25:29,100And that is their perspective.194001:25:29,100 --> 01:25:32,140We all know the food pyramid was fucked up.194101:25:32,140 --> 01:25:33,140Yeah, super.194201:25:33,140 --> 01:25:34,140Yeah.194301:25:34,140 --> 01:25:37,980And now it's even more screwed up.194401:25:37,980 --> 01:25:41,900But there's no data and they push narratives with the lack of data.194501:25:41,900 --> 01:25:43,300But there is data.194601:25:43,300 --> 01:25:52,820But it's the data that, again, I'm going to get political on this, but it's not political.194701:25:52,820 --> 01:26:01,380You have a scientist who's getting paid millions of dollars to get research done by the oil194801:26:01,380 --> 01:26:03,980company.194901:26:03,980 --> 01:26:09,780Do you think he's going to find research that's going to say that fossil fuels is bad?195001:26:09,780 --> 01:26:10,780No.195101:26:10,780 --> 01:26:12,620The same with the green energy.195201:26:12,620 --> 01:26:18,380Do you think we're going to find that scientist who's doing green energy and say that, gee,195301:26:18,380 --> 01:26:25,140we need to get more windmills out there that's run by huge turbines that's going to take195401:26:25,140 --> 01:26:32,660so much oil to keep greased that their research is going to find that those are actually not195501:26:32,660 --> 01:26:33,660good for the environment?195601:26:33,660 --> 01:26:38,620No, they're not going to buck what's paying them.195701:26:38,620 --> 01:26:39,620As long as you're smart enough.195801:26:39,620 --> 01:26:44,020I mean, if you're a good scientist, you just follow the data.195901:26:44,020 --> 01:26:45,580But that's not what they do.196001:26:45,580 --> 01:26:48,500I mean, we're in Arizona and you're in California.196101:26:48,500 --> 01:26:55,020I mean, you see these huge solar spaces, plants.196201:26:55,020 --> 01:26:56,020Yeah.196301:26:56,020 --> 01:27:01,380Well, how much ground did they have to clear to get those solar panels there?196401:27:01,380 --> 01:27:02,760How many tortoises?196501:27:02,760 --> 01:27:03,760How many lizards?196601:27:03,760 --> 01:27:08,420How much wildlife has been disturbed because of that?196701:27:08,420 --> 01:27:12,000Isn't that what the environment is worried about?196801:27:12,000 --> 01:27:14,420That's what they say, but then they do the complete opposite.196901:27:14,420 --> 01:27:20,460You know, I mean, did we screw up the migration of the coyote or the bighorn sheep?197001:27:20,460 --> 01:27:21,800You know, we don't know that.197101:27:21,800 --> 01:27:30,180All we know is now we have 40 acres of solar energy out in the middle of nowhere and it's197201:27:30,180 --> 01:27:31,180clean energy.197301:27:31,180 --> 01:27:33,860That power is like half a home.197401:27:33,860 --> 01:27:39,540But we fucked up the environment where it's at and we've killed off these turtles and197501:27:39,540 --> 01:27:46,180the ground squirrels and the lizards or we were made to move them.197601:27:46,180 --> 01:27:53,180You know, how is that any different or better?197701:27:53,180 --> 01:27:54,180It's not.197801:27:54,180 --> 01:27:55,180I don't like it.197901:27:55,180 --> 01:27:56,180I don't like it at all.198001:27:56,180 --> 01:28:02,820Then trying to run a more cleaner coal plant or a nuclear plant.198101:28:02,820 --> 01:28:06,140Nuclear I think people want nuclear.198201:28:06,140 --> 01:28:07,180Nuclear seems clean.198301:28:07,180 --> 01:28:09,260Why not have two or three more nuclear?198401:28:09,260 --> 01:28:12,940I mean, again, Arizona and the Phoenix area, we have the largest nuclear power plant in198501:28:12,940 --> 01:28:13,940the nation.198601:28:13,940 --> 01:28:14,940Really?198701:28:14,940 --> 01:28:17,940You know, that's really cool.198801:28:17,940 --> 01:28:21,700But it's there's nothing like it.198901:28:21,700 --> 01:28:23,300And it powers a lot of stuff.199001:28:23,300 --> 01:28:30,300But we also have several dams that do hydro and we have solar and we have, I mean, you199101:28:30,300 --> 01:28:32,180know, we have coal.199201:28:32,180 --> 01:28:38,020I mean, they use jet engines to create power.199301:28:38,020 --> 01:28:44,900You know, cool them off with water that creates the steam that turns the turbine creates power.199401:28:44,900 --> 01:28:47,060You know, again, we can go down that road.199501:28:47,060 --> 01:28:51,940You know, now we've got the EVs and, you know, I mean, I just read a thing about, you know,199601:28:51,940 --> 01:28:53,460the waterway here.199701:28:53,460 --> 01:29:00,180We saw those, you know, the Rivian or the Nikolaev 18 wheelers.199801:29:00,180 --> 01:29:02,820Just the batteries alone on that weigh 16,000 pounds.199901:29:02,820 --> 01:29:04,980Yeah, they're going to break the roads.200001:29:04,980 --> 01:29:06,660They're going to crush the bridges.200101:29:06,660 --> 01:29:12,900But not even that, though, is that how long will it take to charge that 18 wheeler when200201:29:12,900 --> 01:29:14,500it gets when it needs charged?200301:29:14,500 --> 01:29:19,500I mean, I've read studies where they've where they've gone to town to say, hey, we want200401:29:19,500 --> 01:29:24,140to put in charging stations for our 18 wheelers.200501:29:24,140 --> 01:29:27,140This is how much kilowatts we're going to need.200601:29:27,140 --> 01:29:28,900And they've been laughed out of the town.200701:29:28,900 --> 01:29:30,460That's way too much.200801:29:30,460 --> 01:29:33,140That's more than our town uses in a day.200901:29:33,140 --> 01:29:34,500Wow.201001:29:34,500 --> 01:29:37,620And you're wanting that for two charging stations.201101:29:37,620 --> 01:29:38,620Wow.201201:29:38,620 --> 01:29:45,700I mean, I've driven across this country and seen lots of truck stops that have like 40,201301:29:45,700 --> 01:29:49,52050 gas pumps and they're all full.201401:29:49,520 --> 01:29:55,460So if you're wanting to convert that industry to electric, you're going to need 50, 60 charging201501:29:55,460 --> 01:29:56,460stations.201601:29:56,460 --> 01:29:57,900And how much energy is that?201701:29:57,900 --> 01:29:59,660No one has come out and told us that.201801:29:59,660 --> 01:30:00,660Yeah.201901:30:00,660 --> 01:30:01,660How do you get that energy?202001:30:01,660 --> 01:30:06,500Well, they even say in California, they've admitted it in California that the electric202101:30:06,500 --> 01:30:12,780grid is no good for like if every car in California were to be electric, the power grid would202201:30:12,780 --> 01:30:17,500not be able to sustain that because it's not there's zero innovation.202301:30:17,500 --> 01:30:22,060When you can't sustain your power grid now when it gets 95 degrees.202401:30:22,060 --> 01:30:23,140Yeah.202501:30:23,140 --> 01:30:27,460But you want us all to have hybrid and electric.202601:30:27,460 --> 01:30:32,980We could even throw in all of the everybody has throw in another 10,000 cars that are202701:30:32,980 --> 01:30:37,540electric would screw you up, let alone every car.202801:30:37,540 --> 01:30:38,820That's true.202901:30:38,820 --> 01:30:40,100I don't like it.203001:30:40,100 --> 01:30:43,260I want a Tesla, but I don't care about electric.203101:30:43,260 --> 01:30:45,060I just don't care.203201:30:45,060 --> 01:30:50,740The real innovation with the electric car is, um, is Tesla's autopilot.203301:30:50,740 --> 01:30:54,940I think that's the only reason anyone would get an electric car is because there's extra203401:30:54,940 --> 01:30:57,620technology along with it.203501:30:57,620 --> 01:31:01,380That's what that's the only thing I keep going back to because I keep whenever I research203601:31:01,380 --> 01:31:05,060the electric, I just don't care about it, but I care about the autopilot.203701:31:05,060 --> 01:31:08,660See, and I don't because you know, I like to drive.203801:31:08,660 --> 01:31:14,380I like to be that person behind the wheel no matter where I go.203901:31:14,380 --> 01:31:19,140But I like about electric is again, you know, I have a friend that has a Rivian and that's204001:31:19,140 --> 01:31:20,140fast as shit.204101:31:20,140 --> 01:31:21,140That's awesome.204201:31:21,140 --> 01:31:25,300I mean, that thing threw me back on the back of my chair and I mean, then he let me drive204301:31:25,300 --> 01:31:26,300it.204401:31:26,300 --> 01:31:30,660I was like, damn, if I had an extra hundred thousand dollars, I'd buy one.204501:31:30,660 --> 01:31:32,860You know, I don't got that.204601:31:32,860 --> 01:31:36,060So I'll stick with my Ford Edge.204701:31:36,060 --> 01:31:42,740You know, but he knows that he's not going to drive that to Colorado.204801:31:42,740 --> 01:31:44,140Oh yeah.204901:31:44,140 --> 01:31:46,340That's like a, yeah, you're going to Phoenix.205001:31:46,340 --> 01:31:48,740You're just driving around for a couple hours.205101:31:48,740 --> 01:31:52,380He knows that he's not going to drive it across country yet.205201:31:52,380 --> 01:31:56,660Eventually, there might be times, but and he's not going to tow anything with it.205301:31:56,660 --> 01:32:01,900I mean, there's been we've seen videos of the Rivian trying to tow a trailer and all205401:32:01,900 --> 01:32:02,900that.205501:32:02,900 --> 01:32:06,220And then because again, it can tow it.205601:32:06,220 --> 01:32:12,840But you look at the charging stations, they're not designed for a vehicle with a trailer.205701:32:12,840 --> 01:32:21,340You got to pull in nose first in most of these things, and they're not long enough for you205801:32:21,340 --> 01:32:22,340to have a trailer.205901:32:22,340 --> 01:32:27,740I mean, not even a 10 foot trailer, let alone like a 25 foot travel trailer.206001:32:27,740 --> 01:32:32,540You know, so they're not even designed now to have anything, you know, towed behind a206101:32:32,540 --> 01:32:34,960vehicle.206201:32:34,960 --> 01:32:38,060So again, it's they're not being helpful.206301:32:38,060 --> 01:32:40,940You know, again, you're not going to tow your boat.206401:32:40,940 --> 01:32:44,020I mean, yes, you can have an electric car and tow your boat.206501:32:44,020 --> 01:32:51,380But if you need to get it charged, you're going to have to unhook your boat and go to206601:32:51,380 --> 01:32:52,380the charging station.206701:32:52,380 --> 01:32:54,380And who wants to do that?206801:32:54,380 --> 01:32:55,380That's a pain in the ass.206901:32:55,380 --> 01:32:56,380No one.207001:32:56,380 --> 01:32:57,380Yeah, it's a bigger inconvenience.207101:32:57,380 --> 01:32:59,340So that's lame.207201:32:59,340 --> 01:33:05,400So going back to the cancer for a minute.207301:33:05,400 --> 01:33:09,880You're confused about the body a little bit, but are you confused about the foods that207401:33:09,880 --> 01:33:11,620you should be eating or?207501:33:11,620 --> 01:33:19,940No, I mean, eating organic chicken, eating, you know, again, I know that it goes, you've207601:33:19,940 --> 01:33:22,340read studies that red meat is good.207701:33:22,340 --> 01:33:25,220I've read studies where it's bad.207801:33:25,220 --> 01:33:26,460And that's my opinion.207901:33:26,460 --> 01:33:29,380That's like a that that's H.O. H.W.O.208001:33:29,380 --> 01:33:31,340That's you know, that's the NIH stuff.208101:33:31,340 --> 01:33:32,340That's narrative.208201:33:32,340 --> 01:33:34,740And it's all over, which is why I've taken a different stance where I'm still going to208301:33:34,740 --> 01:33:36,460have red meat.208401:33:36,460 --> 01:33:41,900I'm not going to go full carnivore like you and have a pound or two pounds a day.208501:33:41,900 --> 01:33:42,900You know, just a pound.208601:33:42,900 --> 01:33:44,500I just have a pound, not two pounds.208701:33:44,500 --> 01:33:50,300I'm going to have it, you know, maybe twice a week, you know, instead of four times a208801:33:50,300 --> 01:33:52,620week or one time a week.208901:33:52,620 --> 01:33:56,300And you're also going to make sure that it's going to be, you know, it's not going to be,209001:33:56,300 --> 01:33:58,060you know, an 80 20 hamburger.209101:33:58,060 --> 01:34:01,060It's going to be mostly probably a fillet or a rib eye.209201:34:01,060 --> 01:34:02,060Yeah.209301:34:02,060 --> 01:34:04,340You know, grass fed.209401:34:04,340 --> 01:34:08,740You know, the more of a quality meat, then I'm not going to go to McDonald's and get209501:34:08,740 --> 01:34:09,740me a Big Mac.209601:34:09,740 --> 01:34:10,740Yeah.209701:34:10,740 --> 01:34:14,060You know, I mean, right now we have bison meat in the freezer.209801:34:14,060 --> 01:34:15,940You know, I'll have that that's grass fed.209901:34:15,940 --> 01:34:18,700You know, so it's I'm still going to have red meat, but it's not going to get I'm not210001:34:18,700 --> 01:34:23,820going to go to when I have gone in and out and had a burger after chemo treatment, because210101:34:23,820 --> 01:34:25,100I just wanted to treat myself.210201:34:25,100 --> 01:34:27,460Yeah, that's and that's and that's a balance in itself.210301:34:27,460 --> 01:34:29,100But I'm just getting used to that.210401:34:29,100 --> 01:34:30,100But no, I'm going to eat.210501:34:30,100 --> 01:34:33,340You know, I usually eat a pound when I have it here.210601:34:33,340 --> 01:34:39,020But on vacation, I usually have a pound of vegetables and a pound of fruit a day.210701:34:39,020 --> 01:34:40,900And you feel or at least try to.210801:34:40,900 --> 01:34:41,900And you've been feeling better.210901:34:41,900 --> 01:34:42,900Yeah.211001:34:42,900 --> 01:34:43,900Oh, yeah.211101:34:43,900 --> 01:34:44,900My stomach doesn't hurt as bad.211201:34:44,900 --> 01:34:46,620I don't have, you know.211301:34:46,620 --> 01:34:50,660So you said you have meat like two times a week, two nights a week.211401:34:50,660 --> 01:34:52,300Red meat, red meat.211501:34:52,300 --> 01:34:56,660But any other night could be a chicken or a turkey or mostly turkey or chicken.211601:34:56,660 --> 01:34:57,660Right.211701:34:57,660 --> 01:34:58,660OK.211801:34:58,660 --> 01:34:59,660Chicken breast, organic chicken breast.211901:34:59,660 --> 01:35:00,660You know,212001:35:00,660 --> 01:35:04,180I'm having again, low carb, low sugar.212101:35:04,180 --> 01:35:06,420You know, I'm not having fettuccine Alfredo with chicken.212201:35:06,420 --> 01:35:07,420Good.212301:35:07,420 --> 01:35:12,140You know, I'm having, you know,212401:35:12,140 --> 01:35:16,180baked chicken and, you know, broccoli and asparagus and carrots.212501:35:16,180 --> 01:35:20,260What made you open to listening to me about the organ pills?212601:35:20,260 --> 01:35:25,940Because the organ stuff is like so radically different than what any other health person,212701:35:25,940 --> 01:35:34,900regardless if it's a doctor or any influencer on Instagram, like organ meat is super different212801:35:34,900 --> 01:35:37,300that no one has really any experience in.212901:35:37,300 --> 01:35:41,020I mean, you've had a good experience with it, you told me, you know, so I mean, I trust213001:35:41,020 --> 01:35:43,100you and your body and how you felt.213101:35:43,100 --> 01:35:49,740But again, also, the doctor saying I'm not going to be able to raise my, you know, my213201:35:49,740 --> 01:35:50,740blood count.213301:35:50,740 --> 01:35:53,940And when you heard that,213401:35:53,940 --> 01:35:58,580and I know that the more red meat I have and what's a better way to have.213501:35:58,580 --> 01:36:02,380Instead of eating red meat, you know, have it in a pill form.213601:36:02,380 --> 01:36:04,100OK, let's try it.213701:36:04,100 --> 01:36:05,260I mean, again, what's going to do?213801:36:05,260 --> 01:36:06,260Kill me and give me cancer.213901:36:06,260 --> 01:36:07,260I already got it.214001:36:07,260 --> 01:36:12,140You know, I've already been given, you know, a three to five year life sentence.214101:36:12,140 --> 01:36:13,140Yeah.214201:36:13,140 --> 01:36:14,820You know, so is it going to speed that up?214301:36:14,820 --> 01:36:16,980No, probably not.214401:36:16,980 --> 01:36:20,140But if it works, should it work?214501:36:20,140 --> 01:36:21,500You know, and should it work?214601:36:21,500 --> 01:36:23,500I mean, is it the organ pills?214701:36:23,500 --> 01:36:26,460Or is it the iron and organ pills?214801:36:26,460 --> 01:36:30,260Is it just the iron and the organ pills are just, you know, again, I don't really know214901:36:30,260 --> 01:36:31,620100 percent.215001:36:31,620 --> 01:36:35,300I just know that my protocol that I'm taking an iron pill in the morning, you know, all215101:36:35,300 --> 01:36:42,420the pills I take in the morning, which is iron, you know, in my smoothie, I have the215201:36:42,420 --> 01:36:44,460organ pills and the warrior pills.215301:36:44,460 --> 01:36:45,460Yeah.215401:36:45,460 --> 01:36:46,460Oh yeah.215501:36:46,460 --> 01:36:49,940So if anyone's listening to this, so if there might be people who have cancer listening215601:36:49,940 --> 01:36:57,580to this, what is your main protocol when it comes to consuming food to help your body?215701:36:57,580 --> 01:37:01,980Is it just a shake or just like what is it?215801:37:01,980 --> 01:37:02,980What is everything in the shake?215901:37:02,980 --> 01:37:03,980I think I just interrupted you.216001:37:03,980 --> 01:37:05,980You're probably just breaking that down.216101:37:05,980 --> 01:37:06,980No, that's right.216201:37:06,980 --> 01:37:07,980I don't know.216301:37:07,980 --> 01:37:11,020In my shake, I have a protein shake, protein powder.216401:37:11,020 --> 01:37:13,260Just a normal protein powder.216501:37:13,260 --> 01:37:15,060Yeah, something Lauren gets.216601:37:15,060 --> 01:37:18,060You know, I have no clue what it is, to be honest.216701:37:18,060 --> 01:37:19,060I don't know what's in it.216801:37:19,060 --> 01:37:20,060But you got a protein powder.216901:37:20,060 --> 01:37:24,780You know, I think it's cake pop or something crazy.217001:37:24,780 --> 01:37:26,780You know, then I take mangosteen powder.217101:37:26,780 --> 01:37:34,300I put a tablespoon and a half of that usually into it and then hemp seed, two tablespoons217201:37:34,300 --> 01:37:41,060of that, usually organic coconut water, some pineapple juice.217301:37:41,060 --> 01:37:48,060If I want more protein and stuff like that, I'll do a teaspoon or a tablespoon of powdered217401:37:48,060 --> 01:37:49,060peanut butter.217501:37:49,060 --> 01:37:50,060Usually a half banana.217601:37:50,060 --> 01:37:51,060Sometimes I do a whole banana.217701:37:51,060 --> 01:37:52,060And then the organ pills.217801:37:52,060 --> 01:37:53,060You know, the organ, I don't know the name.217901:37:53,060 --> 01:38:01,460I know the one's called Warrior and the other one's called Organ.218001:38:01,460 --> 01:38:02,460Just beef organs.218101:38:02,460 --> 01:38:03,460Beef organs.218201:38:03,460 --> 01:38:07,140Yeah, one of them, you know, the beef organs, that has like a smorgasbord of organs.218301:38:07,140 --> 01:38:10,900You have pancreas, kidney, heart, liver.218401:38:10,900 --> 01:38:14,180And then the Warrior is just liver and heart.218501:38:14,180 --> 01:38:19,420And I had some only liver and heart pills yesterday and I felt, when I have them, I218601:38:19,420 --> 01:38:20,420feel balanced.218701:38:20,420 --> 01:38:22,060Like, I just feel good.218801:38:22,060 --> 01:38:24,500It's not like a high good.218901:38:24,500 --> 01:38:27,220It's not like a wired focus good.219001:38:27,220 --> 01:38:28,220It's like I just feel calm.219101:38:28,220 --> 01:38:29,540I feel good in my stomach.219201:38:29,540 --> 01:38:30,540I feel good in my body.219301:38:30,540 --> 01:38:31,540Yeah, and then I haven't taken them yet.219401:38:31,540 --> 01:38:32,540I haven't had my shake yet either today.219501:38:32,540 --> 01:38:42,700But when we're done with this, I'm going to, you know, I'll have my multivitamin, zinc,219601:38:42,700 --> 01:38:55,580my iron, flaxseed, my pain pill that the doctor has given me.219701:38:55,580 --> 01:39:01,660What's the, I forget that one's supposed to give me energy.219801:39:01,660 --> 01:39:02,660Liathin.219901:39:02,660 --> 01:39:03,660Something like that.220001:39:03,660 --> 01:39:04,660Yeah, L-theanine.220101:39:04,660 --> 01:39:05,660L-theanine, yeah.220201:39:05,660 --> 01:39:06,660I'll take an L-theanine.220301:39:06,660 --> 01:39:16,820And then at night, I'll take another iron pill, my pain pill, and I'll take some nighttime220401:39:16,820 --> 01:39:17,820medicine.220501:39:17,820 --> 01:39:20,020A melatonin, but also melatonin.220601:39:20,020 --> 01:39:25,300I take melatonin to sleep, but it also shows that the melatonin will help with cancer markers220701:39:25,300 --> 01:39:27,700to reduce the cancer markers as well.220801:39:27,700 --> 01:39:28,700Interesting.220901:39:28,700 --> 01:39:33,780Yeah, I mean, there's a friend of ours at church that his wife has cancer and I mean,221001:39:33,780 --> 01:39:43,460she takes milk, thistle, and mangosteen, and ivermectin, and there's just a ton of stuff221101:39:43,460 --> 01:39:44,460that I could be taking.221201:39:44,460 --> 01:39:48,140But again, I want to wait until I see my scans, if I'm going to take, you know, like turkey221301:39:48,140 --> 01:39:50,580tail, mushrooms, and.221401:39:50,580 --> 01:39:56,100So you're sort of preparing for a possible shift in the diet after the, after this next221501:39:56,100 --> 01:39:57,100scan coming up?221601:39:57,100 --> 01:40:00,100Not my diet, just in my supplement taking.221701:40:00,100 --> 01:40:01,100Oh, okay.221801:40:01,100 --> 01:40:02,100Do I need to add?221901:40:02,100 --> 01:40:07,500You know, I'll keep where I'm at, you know, but do I need to add the turkey tail mushrooms?222001:40:07,500 --> 01:40:18,980Do I need to add, you know, more mangosteen or do I need to add the ivermectin?222101:40:18,980 --> 01:40:22,260You know, to what I'm doing.222201:40:22,260 --> 01:40:25,340Do I need to change cancer places?222301:40:25,340 --> 01:40:27,300You know, maybe they're not being aggressive enough.222401:40:27,300 --> 01:40:29,380Do I need to go to another place that's going to do surgery?222501:40:29,380 --> 01:40:33,220And you know, there's a lot of options, you know, as you know, that we've been looking222601:40:33,220 --> 01:40:38,620to go into Mexico or we've actually looked at going to, you know, Turkey and, you know,222701:40:38,620 --> 01:40:39,620but again, that's very expensive.222801:40:39,620 --> 01:40:45,180You know, I'm not saying this isn't expensive, but you know, it's what's going to be the222901:40:45,180 --> 01:40:52,300best in going back and what's going to, you know, I'm prepared that, I mean, I've been223001:40:52,300 --> 01:40:55,820told the cancer I have is not curable.223101:40:55,820 --> 01:41:00,740I'm prepared for that, but just because it's not curable doesn't mean that I can't live223201:41:00,740 --> 01:41:05,900with it for 25 years and I'm okay with living with cancer for 25 years.223301:41:05,900 --> 01:41:08,940You know, so that's if that's what I do, that's what I do.223401:41:08,940 --> 01:41:14,580You know, it'll just, you know, we'll agree to disagree and it'll be in me and I'll just223501:41:14,580 --> 01:41:15,580live my life.223601:41:15,580 --> 01:41:21,220You know, I'm not going to lay down and let it beat me.223701:41:21,220 --> 01:41:25,620You know, it might, but you're not going to willingly let that.223801:41:25,620 --> 01:41:32,020I'm not going to, you know, there's days where I, it's like, damn, you know, it was two days223901:41:32,020 --> 01:41:36,620ago at the bar, you know, waiting for my food.224001:41:36,620 --> 01:41:39,620I was like, man, I wish I could, I'm just going to get a drink.224101:41:39,620 --> 01:41:41,620I'm just going to shop.224201:41:41,620 --> 01:41:43,620I think no, I'd be stupid.224301:41:43,620 --> 01:41:45,620Yeah, I do that.224401:41:45,620 --> 01:41:47,620I'll get a bottle of water.224501:41:47,620 --> 01:41:51,580I'll put it in a shot glass.224601:41:51,580 --> 01:41:52,580That's a big change, dad.224701:41:52,580 --> 01:41:53,580But yeah, I mean, that's a big change.224801:41:53,580 --> 01:41:57,220And I'm not saying I'd sit there and get a hammered every time, but you know, when we224901:41:57,220 --> 01:41:58,220came to Mexico, I would.225001:41:58,220 --> 01:41:59,220You'd party.225101:41:59,220 --> 01:42:04,980I'd sit at the pool bar and me and my buddy Pete would just sit there and six, seven hours225201:42:04,980 --> 01:42:10,020and next thing you know, it's nighttime and it's like, okay, let's.225301:42:10,020 --> 01:42:11,020Time for night drinks.225401:42:11,020 --> 01:42:15,340Let's try to figure out where our room is.225501:42:15,340 --> 01:42:17,220Let's try to push the button on the elevator.225601:42:17,220 --> 01:42:18,220Yeah.225701:42:18,220 --> 01:42:22,860You know, but now it's not that way, but I'm still having fun.225801:42:22,860 --> 01:42:24,780And that's my quality of life is good.225901:42:24,780 --> 01:42:26,460And you know, and that's.226001:42:26,460 --> 01:42:27,460Yeah.226101:42:27,460 --> 01:42:31,700The fact that you're like, you look normal, first of all.226201:42:31,700 --> 01:42:39,220So like on any given day, like it's like there's sometimes when it comes to stories with cancer,226301:42:39,220 --> 01:42:44,060you always like, like, like you see them, like, you know, the person who has cancer,226401:42:44,060 --> 01:42:46,180like you can clearly see them.226501:42:46,180 --> 01:42:48,020So that's been the most interesting thing.226601:42:48,020 --> 01:42:55,980And people can treat you normal from the way that they look at you and talk to you.226701:42:55,980 --> 01:42:57,420And I see that as a blessing.226801:42:57,420 --> 01:42:58,420Yeah.226901:42:58,420 --> 01:43:04,900I mean, it's funny how, you know, again, we're here, you know, we have a wagon full of crap227001:43:04,900 --> 01:43:09,780because there's seven of us and you know, we got a pop-up tent and seven chairs and227101:43:09,780 --> 01:43:15,020a blanket and a cooler and you know, we're on the ninth floor and we got to go to another227201:43:15,020 --> 01:43:17,940phase, go to the beach and you know, and I'm dragging the wagon.227301:43:17,940 --> 01:43:18,940But I want to.227401:43:18,940 --> 01:43:23,740You know, then when I get to the beach, you know, all my friends are like, Kevin, let227501:43:23,740 --> 01:43:24,740me have that.227601:43:24,740 --> 01:43:28,100I'm like, no, you know, don't treat me different.227701:43:28,100 --> 01:43:30,140If I need help, I'll let you know.227801:43:30,140 --> 01:43:31,140Let me do it.227901:43:31,140 --> 01:43:32,140You know, it's...228001:43:32,140 --> 01:43:36,340Because your energy and strength has been fairly consistent as well, right?228101:43:36,340 --> 01:43:37,340Or...228201:43:37,340 --> 01:43:38,340Yeah.228301:43:38,340 --> 01:43:41,340I mean, there's days, again, I mean, I come upstairs and have a nap every day or lay down.228401:43:41,340 --> 01:43:43,460I mean, that's, but that's Shannon as well.228501:43:43,460 --> 01:43:48,580Yeah, but again, it's it's it's that's not me, though.228601:43:48,580 --> 01:43:49,580Right.228701:43:49,580 --> 01:43:51,420You know, but it needs to be me now.228801:43:51,420 --> 01:43:52,420And I'm OK with that.228901:43:52,420 --> 01:43:54,420You know, but I'm still working every day.229001:43:54,420 --> 01:43:55,700I'm still trying to grow the company.229101:43:55,700 --> 01:44:01,780I'm still, you know, but you know, about one o'clock, I might need to go lay down for 45229201:44:01,780 --> 01:44:02,780minutes to an hour.229301:44:02,780 --> 01:44:07,980You know, and that's, you know, I got to be OK with that.229401:44:07,980 --> 01:44:14,100You know, it might mean I have to work an hour or two later or work on Friday or Saturday.229501:44:14,100 --> 01:44:16,020But I'm a small business owner.229601:44:16,020 --> 01:44:17,500I've done that for 20 years.229701:44:17,500 --> 01:44:18,500Yeah.229801:44:18,500 --> 01:44:21,100You know, you've always had to make that sleeping sacrifice or...229901:44:21,100 --> 01:44:22,100I mean, I'm on vacation.230001:44:22,100 --> 01:44:23,100I still work.230101:44:23,100 --> 01:44:24,100I'm still looking at email.230201:44:24,100 --> 01:44:25,100I'm still replying to emails.230301:44:25,100 --> 01:44:27,700I'm still, you know, employees are still texting me.230401:44:27,700 --> 01:44:29,260It's read one right now.230501:44:29,260 --> 01:44:31,260You know, saying, hey, I've got shingles.230601:44:31,260 --> 01:44:33,260I'm not going to make it on Monday.230701:44:33,260 --> 01:44:34,260Right.230801:44:34,260 --> 01:44:39,020I'm just working from home.230901:44:39,020 --> 01:44:40,020That's funny.231001:44:40,020 --> 01:44:44,540You know, that's a whole other story.231101:44:44,540 --> 01:44:51,500Well, while we're wrapping things up, I think this conversation will be the largest segment231201:44:51,500 --> 01:44:52,500of this episode.231301:44:52,500 --> 01:44:53,500I'm very happy about that.231401:44:53,500 --> 01:45:00,620Do you have any questions for me about anything about podcasting, about my life?231501:45:00,620 --> 01:45:01,980Like, what do you want to...231601:45:01,980 --> 01:45:04,000Like, you got me on the mic.231701:45:04,000 --> 01:45:08,620Do you have any questions for me?231801:45:08,620 --> 01:45:11,380You're going to get more hours at work.231901:45:11,380 --> 01:45:12,380Will I?232001:45:12,380 --> 01:45:17,460I want them if they schedule me.232101:45:17,460 --> 01:45:21,220I know I had to leave early last week for the film festival.232201:45:21,220 --> 01:45:23,300They were pretty pissed off about that.232301:45:23,300 --> 01:45:24,300And that was...232401:45:24,300 --> 01:45:30,180The week I had to leave early for the film festival was the week they gave me three shifts.232501:45:30,180 --> 01:45:33,040And then the next schedule, they gave me two shifts.232601:45:33,040 --> 01:45:37,140So there's just some petty stuff going on when it comes to just things like that.232701:45:37,140 --> 01:45:41,620So it's like a situation where I need to like dedicate myself to the kitchen.232801:45:41,620 --> 01:45:43,700I need to like pledge allegiance.232901:45:43,700 --> 01:45:51,920I need to salute the interim GM and say like, I will do everything I can to whatever.233001:45:51,920 --> 01:45:54,600And sometimes it's like...233101:45:54,600 --> 01:45:58,000Some days I'm willing to do that and other days it's like, this is insane.233201:45:58,000 --> 01:45:59,000This kitchen's nuts.233301:45:59,000 --> 01:46:00,000And probably true.233401:46:00,000 --> 01:46:01,980But then that's when you need to go look for another job.233501:46:01,980 --> 01:46:03,540Yeah, and I'm talking to this...233601:46:03,540 --> 01:46:04,540When I go back to...233701:46:04,540 --> 01:46:10,060I'm still talking to that guy who owns the dispensary that's opening up soon.233801:46:10,060 --> 01:46:13,580I was going to walk down there and talk to that guy again.233901:46:13,580 --> 01:46:18,140Because he said three weeks ago, he said, we'll see where we are in three weeks.234001:46:18,140 --> 01:46:21,060So I'll talk to him soon.234101:46:21,060 --> 01:46:22,540But I need that.234201:46:22,540 --> 01:46:23,540Hopefully someone is willing...234301:46:23,540 --> 01:46:26,600I got my first PayPal donation this week.234401:46:26,600 --> 01:46:29,780So hopefully there's more value coming in.234501:46:29,780 --> 01:46:31,300That's the other thing too.234601:46:31,300 --> 01:46:32,300I want to be able to...234701:46:32,300 --> 01:46:36,460We'll hope that the Dad podcast brings in tons.234801:46:36,460 --> 01:46:38,380Value for value, dude.234901:46:38,380 --> 01:46:39,380Support the family.235001:46:39,380 --> 01:46:40,380Support everything.235101:46:40,380 --> 01:46:42,980Oh wait, we should probably...235201:46:42,980 --> 01:46:43,980Here.235301:46:43,980 --> 01:46:49,260If you don't support, that means you don't like cancer.235401:46:49,260 --> 01:46:53,260You love cancer.235501:46:53,260 --> 01:46:54,260That's funny, Dad.235601:46:54,260 --> 01:46:55,260Okay.235701:46:55,260 --> 01:46:59,880If you don't give, you're going to see me die.235801:46:59,880 --> 01:47:01,180Let's guilt him.235901:47:01,180 --> 01:47:02,180Let's guilt him.236001:47:02,180 --> 01:47:03,780That's true media.236101:47:03,780 --> 01:47:04,780That's true media right there.236201:47:04,780 --> 01:47:05,780I love that.236301:47:05,780 --> 01:47:07,860I love that.236401:47:07,860 --> 01:47:08,860I want to go through...236501:47:08,860 --> 01:47:09,860Okay.236601:47:09,860 --> 01:47:10,860I want to do this, folks.236701:47:10,860 --> 01:47:13,420We are now going to head into the boosts.236801:47:13,420 --> 01:47:15,060Miracle Plus is a value for value show.236901:47:15,060 --> 01:47:20,580Dad, I only have one supporter that I need to read, so it won't take too much long.237001:47:20,580 --> 01:47:21,580Value for value.237101:47:21,580 --> 01:47:22,580For my dad.237201:47:22,580 --> 01:47:23,580For my...237301:47:23,580 --> 01:47:26,960To tell you this, Dad, value for value is when I put as much effort as I can in this237401:47:26,960 --> 01:47:32,340show and I give the audience the opportunity to value the show.237501:47:32,340 --> 01:47:34,180That's the real innovation here.237601:47:34,180 --> 01:47:40,020A person who wants to be involved with my story, with my situation, who wants to continue237701:47:40,020 --> 01:47:45,100see me build the podcast, build my movies, tell my stories.237801:47:45,100 --> 01:47:48,900This is the moment where you can chime in and you can send in some value either through237901:47:48,900 --> 01:47:52,060time, talent, and treasure.238001:47:52,060 --> 01:47:57,340Time by just listening and telling your friends about it, returning and listening.238101:47:57,340 --> 01:48:00,580Talent if you want to chime in and give me some advice or if you want to give me some238201:48:00,580 --> 01:48:05,380data, give me a resource if you have any talent to share with me.238301:48:05,380 --> 01:48:08,980If you're an artist and you want to show me what you got, I'm making movies, I'm doing238401:48:08,980 --> 01:48:11,620animations, we can work together.238501:48:11,620 --> 01:48:12,620Or treasure.238601:48:12,620 --> 01:48:16,920I prefer Bitcoin and PayPal.238701:48:16,920 --> 01:48:18,260Download the Fountain app, by the way.238801:48:18,260 --> 01:48:23,100Go to valueforvalue.info for more info, then download the fountain.fm app.238901:48:23,100 --> 01:48:24,780It's the best way to support the show.239001:48:24,780 --> 01:48:29,260Fountain is where I'm building the community and also on my ex, on my Twitter, follow me239101:48:29,260 --> 01:48:31,180on Twitter.239201:48:31,180 --> 01:48:33,140And we are just growing these avenues.239301:48:33,140 --> 01:48:34,460We got one boost.239401:48:34,460 --> 01:48:36,780We got one boost and one PayPal.239501:48:36,780 --> 01:48:38,540We'll do the boost first.239601:48:38,540 --> 01:48:40,460This comes in from Mere Mortals.239701:48:40,460 --> 01:48:43,980Mere Mortals, this guy's name is Kyron.239801:48:43,980 --> 01:48:47,260Kyron Down from Down Under.239901:48:47,260 --> 01:48:49,940That's my thing for him.240001:48:49,940 --> 01:48:53,940Kyron Down from Down Under, he's host, co-host of the Mere Mortals podcast.240101:48:53,940 --> 01:48:58,900He sends in 4,444 Sats.240201:48:58,900 --> 01:49:01,180That's a line of sales, I think.240301:49:01,180 --> 01:49:03,700There's like some names for numerology.240401:49:03,700 --> 01:49:06,540I think the 4444 is sales.240501:49:06,540 --> 01:49:07,540I don't know.240601:49:07,540 --> 01:49:08,540We need to figure that out.240701:49:08,540 --> 01:49:14,100But Kyron sends in 4,000 and he says, one of your...240801:49:14,100 --> 01:49:17,180This is from last week, number 89, Body Time.240901:49:17,180 --> 01:49:19,140I was talking about my own health.241001:49:19,140 --> 01:49:21,700And he says, one of your best yet, Cole.241101:49:21,700 --> 01:49:26,480I did a lot of yoga in my early 20s and I think that has helped me avoid all those aches241201:49:26,480 --> 01:49:28,660and pains in my early 30s.241301:49:28,660 --> 01:49:31,620Flexibility is invaluable to this day.241401:49:31,620 --> 01:49:32,620Do you do any?241501:49:32,620 --> 01:49:34,820Kyron, thank you so much.241601:49:34,820 --> 01:49:35,820Boost.241701:49:35,820 --> 01:49:36,820Boosting is loving.241801:49:36,820 --> 01:49:38,140Just because you're the only one.241901:49:38,140 --> 01:49:40,820Yeah, Kyron, I have done yoga early in the pandemic.242001:49:40,820 --> 01:49:43,980I was doing some yoga with Adrian on YouTube.242101:49:43,980 --> 01:49:44,980He's my main yoga girl.242201:49:44,980 --> 01:49:50,740He's just some chill person who makes yoga videos.242301:49:50,740 --> 01:49:51,900Yoga's good for your muscles.242401:49:51,900 --> 01:49:54,180Yoga's good for your strength and breath.242501:49:54,180 --> 01:49:56,140When it comes to yoga, I also did...242601:49:56,140 --> 01:50:00,140I'm more into the yogic breathing.242701:50:00,140 --> 01:50:01,200The Wim Hof.242801:50:01,200 --> 01:50:02,380My dad's shaking his head right now.242901:50:02,380 --> 01:50:06,100He thinks I'm a woo-woo person right now.243001:50:06,100 --> 01:50:07,400True Californian.243101:50:07,400 --> 01:50:13,420But Wim Hof method is my main yoga breathing technique and that's something that I'm more243201:50:13,420 --> 01:50:15,500into than the stretching.243301:50:15,500 --> 01:50:18,180I do the yoga...243401:50:18,180 --> 01:50:24,540I do more yoga stretching poses post-workout so I can stretch.243501:50:24,540 --> 01:50:26,580So I can just stretch out that thing.243601:50:26,580 --> 01:50:29,140And now I'm trying to save time here.243701:50:29,140 --> 01:50:30,740I'm looking for this PayPal...243801:50:30,740 --> 01:50:33,060Oh, let me go to the app real quick.243901:50:33,060 --> 01:50:34,060PayPal.244001:50:34,060 --> 01:50:35,060We got some Paypals.244101:50:35,060 --> 01:50:39,220We got another message from Kyron Down.244201:50:39,220 --> 01:50:40,220This is a big celebration.244301:50:40,220 --> 01:50:44,100Kyron Down, he sent me the first PayPal donation.244401:50:44,100 --> 01:50:46,060So thank you so much, Kyron.244501:50:46,060 --> 01:50:49,260Thank you so much for testing out the PayPal.244601:50:49,260 --> 01:50:56,800He sent in a beautiful $4.20 for the love of all things green.244701:50:56,800 --> 01:51:01,300He says, testing out the PayPal features and how they work.244801:51:01,300 --> 01:51:02,900Keep doing you, Cole.244901:51:02,900 --> 01:51:03,900Yes, sir.245001:51:03,900 --> 01:51:04,900I will.245101:51:04,900 --> 01:51:05,900I will.245201:51:05,900 --> 01:51:12,500And now, as the French say, it is time for Le Boost.245301:51:12,500 --> 01:51:14,140Thank you so much, Kyron, again.245401:51:14,140 --> 01:51:15,980Kyron, you're my main guy, dude.245501:51:15,980 --> 01:51:17,420Whenever you're in...245601:51:17,420 --> 01:51:20,340Whenever you're in America, I forget when you're going to be in America, but we're going245701:51:20,340 --> 01:51:21,340to hang out.245801:51:21,340 --> 01:51:26,660Either it's going to be in Nashville or in LA because I think you might be going to VidCon245901:51:26,660 --> 01:51:29,020or to Gary VeeCon.246001:51:29,020 --> 01:51:31,020So that'd be sick.246101:51:31,020 --> 01:51:32,300That's value for value, folks.246201:51:32,300 --> 01:51:35,260If you want to be a part of the community, if you want to be a part of helping me out246301:51:35,260 --> 01:51:40,920and just chiming in and having innovative conversations about building better systems246401:51:40,920 --> 01:51:44,480within America, within our bodies, this is what it's all about.246501:51:44,480 --> 01:51:49,220We're just trying to bring in this new beautiful world, a more beautiful world that our hearts246601:51:49,220 --> 01:51:50,220know is possible.246701:51:50,220 --> 01:51:55,380We're moving towards something, whether it's world domination through authoritarianism246801:51:55,380 --> 01:51:57,640or the coming of Christ.246901:51:57,640 --> 01:51:58,640It doesn't matter.247001:51:58,640 --> 01:52:02,260We are moving towards something better, something new, something new.247101:52:02,260 --> 01:52:03,980And I want to be a part of that.247201:52:03,980 --> 01:52:07,540So yeah, please send in some boosts.247301:52:07,540 --> 01:52:09,700What did I not play?247401:52:09,700 --> 01:52:10,700What's this one?247501:52:10,700 --> 01:52:14,660Basically, you put Bitcoin with anything and all of a sudden that is more efficient.247601:52:14,660 --> 01:52:17,460Use Bitcoin, normalize Bitcoin.247701:52:17,460 --> 01:52:19,540Yeah, just do that.247801:52:19,540 --> 01:52:20,540Dad, any other...247901:52:20,540 --> 01:52:23,260Do you have any reaction to any of this?248001:52:23,260 --> 01:52:24,460Nope.248101:52:24,460 --> 01:52:25,460Right on.248201:52:25,460 --> 01:52:26,460We are all good.248301:52:26,460 --> 01:52:27,460Awesome.248401:52:27,460 --> 01:52:28,460Well, dad, thank you so much for coming on here.248501:52:28,460 --> 01:52:30,420Thank you for wrapping this up with me.248601:52:30,420 --> 01:52:31,420Thank you for having me.248701:52:31,420 --> 01:52:32,420I love you so much.248801:52:32,420 --> 01:52:33,420That's fun.248901:52:33,420 --> 01:52:34,420Right on.249001:52:34,420 --> 01:52:36,020That's America Plus, bitch.249101:52:36,020 --> 01:53:04,020Stay free.