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you're good200:00:09,240 --> 00:00:13,280uh...300:00:13,280 --> 00:00:16,960what's going on it's America Plus I'm your host Cole McCormick it's another week another episode400:00:16,960 --> 00:00:20,820what's going on people happy to be here500:00:20,820 --> 00:00:24,660coming to you later in the evening let me plug in my computer600:00:24,660 --> 00:00:27,040I forgot to plug in the charger700:00:27,040 --> 00:00:32,360I just came back from Idaho we just did a whole family experience folks welcome800:00:32,360 --> 00:00:33,140to900:00:33,140 --> 00:00:35,160America Plus folks this week1000:00:35,160 --> 00:00:37,340we are discussing we are1100:00:37,340 --> 00:00:41,440we are enjoying and we are relishing and we are1200:00:41,440 --> 00:00:46,360we're feeling all the blessings of the universe and of the Lord our Savior Jesus Christ1300:00:46,360 --> 00:00:48,080it's just awesome1400:00:48,080 --> 00:00:50,680I was just in Idaho1500:00:50,680 --> 00:00:54,000I surprised my grandfather1600:00:54,000 --> 00:00:56,040who turned eighty1700:00:56,040 --> 00:00:59,240two weeks ago1800:00:59,240 --> 00:01:01,320he turned eighty two weeks ago1900:01:01,320 --> 00:01:02,880on April 10th2000:01:02,880 --> 00:01:06,600Aries Aries season2100:01:06,600 --> 00:01:09,080it was also my cousin's birthday on the seventeenth2200:01:09,080 --> 00:01:12,400Aries season2300:01:12,400 --> 00:01:13,580it was epic2400:01:13,580 --> 00:01:15,580we get there2500:01:15,580 --> 00:01:17,880what is it now Shannon Aquarius?2600:01:17,880 --> 00:01:20,800no oh wait Shannon's here everybody Shannon's here folks2700:01:20,800 --> 00:01:25,640whoa too loud too loud too loud too loud I turned down Shannon's mic first2800:01:25,640 --> 00:01:29,800welcome Shannon welcome Shannon welcome Shannon welcome to America Plus2900:01:29,800 --> 00:01:31,600thank you thank you3000:01:31,600 --> 00:01:32,920what's cracking lacking?3100:01:32,920 --> 00:01:36,240nothing much I'm excited to hear about Idaho3200:01:36,240 --> 00:01:38,040yeah Idaho is incredible you3300:01:38,040 --> 00:01:40,320I wanted you on because3400:01:40,320 --> 00:01:44,520I asked you to be on because you had an experience with your family in London3500:01:44,520 --> 00:01:46,080in March right?3600:01:46,080 --> 00:01:48,640yes in March 20233700:01:48,640 --> 00:01:52,400and I just thought it was really interesting that we both had3800:01:52,400 --> 00:01:55,720quasi pretty no like official like3900:01:55,720 --> 00:01:57,760like down and dirty real4000:01:57,760 --> 00:01:58,840yeah family reunions4100:01:58,840 --> 00:02:02,760guttural family reunions4200:02:02,760 --> 00:02:04,160so that's what we're here for4300:02:04,160 --> 00:02:06,560and that's what we're doing here and that's what I want to talk to you about4400:02:06,560 --> 00:02:08,680and4500:02:08,680 --> 00:02:10,760the reason why I say it's innovation4600:02:10,760 --> 00:02:12,120is because4700:02:12,120 --> 00:02:14,560I feel like family is important4800:02:14,560 --> 00:02:19,160and there needs to be more positive talk around families4900:02:19,160 --> 00:02:20,960and there needs to be more healing5000:02:20,960 --> 00:02:22,520within families5100:02:22,520 --> 00:02:26,600this is the larger ethos this is the larger conversation5200:02:26,600 --> 00:02:29,400I'm incredibly blessed first of all5300:02:29,400 --> 00:02:33,360all my family members are alive5400:02:33,360 --> 00:02:36,440all of my family members are truly breathing5500:02:36,440 --> 00:02:38,440yeah you have both grandparents5600:02:38,440 --> 00:02:39,400both sets5700:02:39,400 --> 00:02:42,560I have I have way too many grandparents almost5800:02:42,560 --> 00:02:44,440I have you have bonus grandparents5900:02:44,440 --> 00:02:45,840I have6000:02:45,840 --> 00:02:48,520so on my mom's side it's just normal grandparents6100:02:48,520 --> 00:02:49,800but then6200:02:49,800 --> 00:02:52,840on my dad's side is where all the life is really6300:02:52,840 --> 00:02:54,840because I have6400:02:54,840 --> 00:02:57,280I got one set of grandparents and I got a step grandma6500:02:57,280 --> 00:02:58,760so I got two grandmas6600:02:58,760 --> 00:03:00,400from one man6700:03:00,400 --> 00:03:04,320that just sounds funny but yes6800:03:04,320 --> 00:03:05,360and then I got6900:03:05,360 --> 00:03:06,360it's true7000:03:06,360 --> 00:03:08,880and then I got7100:03:08,880 --> 00:03:11,960well my grandma Lolly she died a few years ago but she was like ninety7200:03:11,960 --> 00:03:13,840something she was my great grandma7300:03:13,840 --> 00:03:15,960yeah yeah and then I have7400:03:15,960 --> 00:03:19,000and then one of my grandmas she has a sister7500:03:19,000 --> 00:03:22,920so and we're very close so she's like another grandma7600:03:22,920 --> 00:03:24,280third grandma7700:03:24,280 --> 00:03:27,240aunt grandma7800:03:27,240 --> 00:03:30,680auntie grandma7900:03:30,680 --> 00:03:33,960and uh and they're all just nice and it's just like it's just this whole8000:03:33,960 --> 00:03:35,320environment and8100:03:35,320 --> 00:03:38,240I have these deep memories with these grandmas8200:03:38,240 --> 00:03:41,960I have incredible deep memories8300:03:41,960 --> 00:03:43,920all in their own little world8400:03:43,920 --> 00:03:44,920yeah I love them8500:03:44,920 --> 00:03:47,160because for one grandma in Florida8600:03:47,160 --> 00:03:50,200it was like going to the she had this like trailer house8700:03:50,200 --> 00:03:52,360this um this like mobile home house8800:03:52,360 --> 00:03:54,520uh sort of by the beach8900:03:54,520 --> 00:03:57,560and uh I remember like being excited for the beach9000:03:57,560 --> 00:04:01,400and every time I walk in there'll be uh the the no-bake cookies9100:04:01,400 --> 00:04:04,320if you don't know what a no-bake cookie is9200:04:04,320 --> 00:04:07,240it's just oatmeal and chocolate9300:04:07,240 --> 00:04:11,240and just dropped a drop cookie9400:04:11,240 --> 00:04:13,640if you don't want to drop do you know what a drop cookie is?9500:04:13,640 --> 00:04:16,440um I didn't until I was over at your house and9600:04:16,440 --> 00:04:17,440we had them9700:04:17,440 --> 00:04:18,840yeah it's a delicious treat9800:04:18,840 --> 00:04:19,840yeah it's a delicious treat9900:04:19,840 --> 00:04:22,160I had heard about them and they they lived up to the hype10000:04:22,160 --> 00:04:26,680yeah and my dad called a few weeks ago my dad calls me10100:04:26,680 --> 00:04:31,320and he brings up this like crazy idea of the whole family10200:04:31,320 --> 00:04:35,640going up to Idaho and surprising grandpa Fred for his 80th10300:04:35,640 --> 00:04:39,400and it's I was it was an automatic yes for me because I haven't seen him in10400:04:39,400 --> 00:04:42,360in a very long time it's almost been a decade since the last time I've seen my10500:04:42,360 --> 00:04:44,080grandfather10600:04:44,080 --> 00:04:46,840last time I was there it was fourth of July10700:04:46,840 --> 00:04:49,800and he was living in this beautiful little neighborhood10800:04:49,800 --> 00:04:53,880this beautiful town with an amazing town square like a true10900:04:53,880 --> 00:04:54,480oh wow11000:04:54,480 --> 00:05:01,640American town square it was like like I remember it I remember it11100:05:01,640 --> 00:05:08,200um and before that it was um I have memories of him and and my grandma11200:05:08,200 --> 00:05:13,320um she was uh they were in the RV they're like always traveling11300:05:13,320 --> 00:05:15,400so my image of them was in the RV11400:05:15,400 --> 00:05:16,240I love that11500:05:16,240 --> 00:05:22,680yeah um but we go up to Idaho and my dad tells me that the other side of the11600:05:22,680 --> 00:05:29,720family is is coming up too and it's I can't believe it because these two11700:05:29,720 --> 00:05:34,440sides have never come together in this sort of fashion ever this is a truly11800:05:34,440 --> 00:05:38,680like paradigm shifting moment within the McCormick timeline11900:05:38,680 --> 00:05:41,800I love that12000:05:41,800 --> 00:05:46,200and I didn't know if I didn't know if it was gonna be real I didn't know if it12100:05:46,200 --> 00:05:49,640was gonna happen I didn't know if it was gonna something was gonna fall through12200:05:49,640 --> 00:05:52,520yeah somebody was gonna get COVID12300:05:52,520 --> 00:05:54,200COVID12400:05:54,200 --> 00:05:57,240and sure enough I mean someone did get COVID but it was like a family member12500:05:57,240 --> 00:06:02,440that like I really have zero connection with my father step sister sister12600:06:02,440 --> 00:06:06,840got COVID so my family's protected people12700:06:06,840 --> 00:06:07,720my family12800:06:07,720 --> 00:06:09,400wait like when you guys were down there12900:06:09,400 --> 00:06:10,120yeah13000:06:10,120 --> 00:06:11,320and she was there13100:06:11,320 --> 00:06:15,080no zero no she wasn't around no she no she was at her house13200:06:15,080 --> 00:06:16,520and she was on FaceTime13300:06:16,520 --> 00:06:18,520okay but you're not in person13400:06:18,520 --> 00:06:19,000okay13500:06:19,000 --> 00:06:22,520sucks that I have COVID my my father's step sister sister13600:06:22,520 --> 00:06:23,320gotcha gotcha13700:06:23,320 --> 00:06:25,160so what I'm saying is like there's far enough removed13800:06:25,160 --> 00:06:29,240there was a huge disconnection from any harm from us is what I'm saying13900:06:29,240 --> 00:06:30,600gotcha14000:06:30,600 --> 00:06:32,520and hashtag blessed is what I'm saying14100:06:32,520 --> 00:06:33,240gotcha14200:06:33,960 --> 00:06:39,080so yeah I just want to like lament that and say like that's the situation here14300:06:39,080 --> 00:06:42,280with with the family with the McCormick side of the family14400:06:43,800 --> 00:06:49,320and I don't I only have a few clips but with Shannon with you I my one question14500:06:49,320 --> 00:06:54,040my first question with you is um what was your family reunion like14600:06:55,400 --> 00:06:55,880um14700:06:57,560 --> 00:06:59,160very healing14800:06:59,160 --> 00:07:04,120tell us the story what what was going on what were the like step one what were the14900:07:04,120 --> 00:07:05,400circumstances15000:07:05,400 --> 00:07:05,720yeah15100:07:05,720 --> 00:07:08,600that begun this whole thing15200:07:08,600 --> 00:07:08,920yeah15300:07:08,920 --> 00:07:11,080what were the events that started the entire thing15400:07:11,080 --> 00:07:14,760okay well first off my parents are married for about 27 years15500:07:15,560 --> 00:07:15,960um15600:07:17,960 --> 00:07:21,640my senior year of high school they got a divorce15700:07:23,160 --> 00:07:25,720and that was like life-changing shocking15800:07:26,760 --> 00:07:33,480I grew up in a middle class bubble all of a sudden grew up overnight at 1815900:07:33,480 --> 00:07:39,800um my mom is originally from England her my grandparents have lived there but they16000:07:39,800 --> 00:07:46,520always came and visited us while we were growing up and so at this point it is 202016100:07:46,520 --> 00:07:53,320my parents have been divorced they're somewhat amicable haven't really the last16200:07:53,320 --> 00:07:57,640time they were really together was my college graduation 2017 and then my dad16300:07:57,640 --> 00:07:59,480helped us move out to LA16400:07:59,480 --> 00:08:09,080um so just like small periods of time together got to 2020 um both my16500:08:09,080 --> 00:08:11,640grandparents in England are in the hospital16600:08:11,640 --> 00:08:13,160on your on your mom's side16700:08:13,160 --> 00:08:14,760yes my mom's parents16800:08:14,760 --> 00:08:16,040both your mom's parents16900:08:16,040 --> 00:08:16,280yes17000:08:16,280 --> 00:08:17,480just a travesty17100:08:17,480 --> 00:08:20,840yes yes they died about a month apart they were both 9017200:08:23,080 --> 00:08:24,520within the same year right or was it17300:08:24,520 --> 00:08:29,080yes both 2020 so my grandpa had been going downhill for about a year he had17400:08:29,080 --> 00:08:36,280dementia um and my grandma had issues with her kidneys basically with their17500:08:36,280 --> 00:08:39,720health care system once you hit a certain age they don't necessarily want17600:08:39,720 --> 00:08:43,480to funnel a lot of money into treatment for you so her kidneys were failing and17700:08:43,480 --> 00:08:45,640they were not going to give her dialysis17800:08:45,640 --> 00:08:46,440fuck England17900:08:46,440 --> 00:08:47,000England18000:08:47,000 --> 00:08:56,120yeah um so we we visited in 2019 just my mom my sister and I and my sister's now18100:08:56,120 --> 00:09:00,680husband and we visited them because we knew my grandpa was going downhill18200:09:00,680 --> 00:09:02,040didn't know covid was gonna happen18300:09:02,840 --> 00:09:09,480March 2020 they're both in the hospital um basically my grandma passed away and18400:09:09,480 --> 00:09:13,480then even though my grandpa had dementia he was aware that something was weird18500:09:13,480 --> 00:09:18,440he kept asking for my grandma a few days later he passed away um18600:09:18,440 --> 00:09:18,760days18700:09:20,200 --> 00:09:23,000about a couple weeks18800:09:23,560 --> 00:09:23,720wow18900:09:23,720 --> 00:09:28,440almost a couple weeks um they had put him kind of in a living facility but like19000:09:28,440 --> 00:09:32,360kind of hospice and because of covid we weren't able to go over there we were19100:09:32,360 --> 00:09:37,080just getting calls from the nurses they say he died of covid but we believe he19200:09:37,080 --> 00:09:38,520stopped eating before that19300:09:38,520 --> 00:09:40,200they really said he died of covid19400:09:40,200 --> 00:09:44,440they believed that he had covid because he was having issues with um his lungs19500:09:45,080 --> 00:09:49,880but we also believe that he was aware that my grandma passed away even though19600:09:49,880 --> 00:09:53,800he had dementia he basically kind of gave up like he stopped eating and stuff like19700:09:53,800 --> 00:09:57,560that days prior to getting a call saying that they thought he might have covid19800:09:58,120 --> 00:10:01,960um so kind of mixed mixed symptoms there19900:10:01,960 --> 00:10:05,000and then your mom had to handle a bunch of stuff throughout the pandemic20000:10:05,000 --> 00:10:11,480yes so because of covid something that would probably take i don't know one to20100:10:11,480 --> 00:10:16,680six months with the estate and inheritance all of that has dragged on20200:10:16,680 --> 00:10:22,520until march of this year um three years yes three years because of covid people20300:10:22,520 --> 00:10:27,880weren't in office our wonderful solicitor we've been working with um she's working20400:10:27,880 --> 00:10:32,520from home she didn't have great wi-fi like things here and there especially in20500:10:32,520 --> 00:10:37,080england things were opening and shutting non-stop for like up until about last20600:10:37,080 --> 00:10:45,160year so basically this process got drawn out for three years and so march of this20700:10:45,160 --> 00:10:51,480year i was actually um end of february we're taking my mom to vegas for her 60th20800:10:51,480 --> 00:10:55,240birthday it's my sister my mom and i and we got an email from the lawyer basically20900:10:55,240 --> 00:11:00,120saying hey um not only had there been flooding at the cottage my grandparents21000:11:00,120 --> 00:11:06,200slept in which i got a call about christmas eve um we then got an email saying basically21100:11:07,320 --> 00:11:13,960we got to move this stuff as fast as possible because the house was wrecked or yeah basically21200:11:13,960 --> 00:11:18,600the interior of the cottage was pretty much gutted when it came to all the stuff which is21300:11:18,600 --> 00:11:23,480unfortunate we were originally your parent your grandparents had this beautiful cottage in the21400:11:23,480 --> 00:11:29,400in the english countryside yes they live in the cotswolds um near brackley and so we're sitting21500:11:29,400 --> 00:11:36,680with royalty folks with a beautiful princess with some space buns on her absolutely gorgeous and21600:11:36,680 --> 00:11:42,760originally the plan was to just when we were able to we were waiting on the bank accounts because21700:11:42,760 --> 00:11:46,760we didn't have the money to get over there so once the bank accounts originally the plan was21800:11:46,760 --> 00:11:50,680my mom will have access to the bank accounts and will not be in her name you had to get to london21900:11:50,680 --> 00:11:55,000we had to yeah we had to get to london and the plan was why couldn't you just do a zoom like22000:11:55,000 --> 00:11:59,800move this to the left get this out throw that out there's so much stuff so my i mean my22100:11:59,800 --> 00:12:04,520grandparents were born in the 20s they've lived through so much that in the last few years of22200:12:04,520 --> 00:12:10,280their life they loved going and teaking into like auctions so there was so much stuff in every room22300:12:10,280 --> 00:12:16,680of the cottage and there's just some liability with throwing away the wrong thing like my mom22400:12:16,680 --> 00:12:21,000not like my mom just really wanted to have closure in the cottage to go through everything because22500:12:21,000 --> 00:12:27,080that was her whole childhood my parents lived there when i was born like they they spent so much of22600:12:27,080 --> 00:12:33,480their life just not not just my mom but my dad was in that cottage so originally before the flood22700:12:34,280 --> 00:12:39,000the plan was to wait for the bank account go over there sort through everything of course everything22800:12:39,000 --> 00:12:43,560sped up when the flooding happened in december basically we're taking my mom up to vegas to get22900:12:43,560 --> 00:12:48,920an email saying the bank accounts are now they're open the money can't be transferred everything's23000:12:49,480 --> 00:12:54,520paperwork yeah yeah all the paperwork after three years just got serious the bank accounts are now23100:12:54,520 --> 00:12:59,800available yeah all the paperwork had gone through been three years of mailing paperwork back and23200:12:59,800 --> 00:13:07,080forth to prove everything so um we decide okay we have about a month let's get down there so23300:13:07,080 --> 00:13:14,680it my my dad was because my parents are married for so long and because he was basically adopted23400:13:14,680 --> 00:13:24,360by my mom's parents my mom turned to him when they died and was like hey can you be like the co-person23500:13:24,360 --> 00:13:29,160with the will because my mom's not necessarily good with paperwork money all that she's like23600:13:29,160 --> 00:13:35,400you're really good with finances can you be a co-executor on this with me and because of the23700:13:35,400 --> 00:13:41,080relationship my dad had with her parents um he said yes which was they were all close yes or they23800:13:41,080 --> 00:13:44,920were all very like very friendly or whatever yes yes so my dad didn't necessarily have the best23900:13:45,720 --> 00:13:50,440relationship with his parents growing up so he definitely got taken into my mom's family and like24000:13:50,440 --> 00:13:56,040i said they lived with them for many years when i was before i was born and when i was born so24100:13:56,600 --> 00:14:01,800beautifully my dad and mom came together for that um still just like phone calls and emails though24200:14:01,800 --> 00:14:08,680and emails though so cut to march of 2023 we get the email saying everything's gone through24300:14:09,640 --> 00:14:18,520and it is now my mom my dad my sister and me in london going to london yes very bizarre four of24400:14:18,520 --> 00:14:23,800you again the four of us have not been the perfect family bunch yes it's been about five years since24500:14:23,800 --> 00:14:29,320we've all been in the same room together you people were the nuclear family yes yes yes we were24600:14:29,320 --> 00:14:37,880the poster for middle class suburban white family so yes yep heart heart of the country yep heartland24700:14:37,880 --> 00:14:46,600family so it was very bizarre but it was very very beautiful um a lot of healing happened with all of24800:14:46,600 --> 00:14:53,080us we like i said we had not all been been together for more than a few hours we were now spending24900:14:53,080 --> 00:14:59,000a week there luckily we were in separate hotel rooms but we were just we were all sharing a car25000:14:59,560 --> 00:15:03,960like it was close quarters it involved my parents going back into the cottage that they25100:15:05,480 --> 00:15:11,320were first married in and you know beautiful memories and we all had our own emotional25200:15:11,320 --> 00:15:17,320journey with it but it was incredibly healing um yeah so this all leads up to like a really nice25300:15:17,320 --> 00:15:23,000moment right like it yeah yeah like it really needs to be like this is something that i don't25400:15:23,000 --> 00:15:29,800hear about ever this is something i never i never hear about a divorced couple having any sort of25500:15:30,440 --> 00:15:37,960amicable anything unless they're forced to be in some sort of relationship for a child yes like25600:15:37,960 --> 00:15:42,120taking him back and forth and some people can navigate this but like this is just the really25700:15:42,120 --> 00:15:49,240like this is different right yes and it's very beautiful because even though my parents have25800:15:49,240 --> 00:15:57,240been divorced for since i think what 2014 2015 they because they were married for 27 years they25900:15:57,240 --> 00:16:02,440were also just best friends for that long and even though the love aspect the like marriage aspect26000:16:02,440 --> 00:16:08,200fell apart there's still so much love there because they grew up together they spent 27 years they got26100:16:08,200 --> 00:16:13,800married at 19 and 20 you know like what was that like for you when you were going through all that26200:16:13,800 --> 00:16:21,640in london what was happening in your heart i it was definitely healing my inner child which is26300:16:21,640 --> 00:16:28,200sounds silly because they got divorced when i was 18 but i was no you're still a kid i was still and26400:16:28,200 --> 00:16:36,040i was in such a bubble of like middle class heartland family your dad was in the nsa like26500:16:36,040 --> 00:16:41,000what what else could you ask for yeah my mom was stay at home mom we literally had the white it was26600:16:41,000 --> 00:16:46,440the white picket fence you know so there is a lot of healing for me um just because there are so many26700:16:46,440 --> 00:16:52,920aspects where i had to grow up so fast when the divorce happened even though i was 18 like i like26800:16:52,920 --> 00:16:59,480i said my parents allowed my sister and i to kind of stay in a bubble a bit just because they were26900:16:59,480 --> 00:17:05,080giving us a childhood they didn't have we were allowed to be young for a while um so i think27000:17:05,080 --> 00:17:12,040there's been a part of me i'm 28 now there's been a part of me that has been just longing to be a27100:17:12,040 --> 00:17:16,440kid again and this is post therapy right this is i'm not your therapies right now no no i've27200:17:18,200 --> 00:17:23,080no i've had about almost two months to reflect but yeah there's just been a large part of me27300:17:23,080 --> 00:17:28,840that when something difficult would happen in life or something like that i as an adult had to go27400:17:28,840 --> 00:17:33,080through i immediately was like no i just want my parents to do it for me like i literally reverted27500:17:33,080 --> 00:17:39,480back to calling my parents and being like hey can you help me with this and after this trip i felt27600:17:40,840 --> 00:17:51,800just i for that week in england was able to just be the young kid again and so it was beautiful it27700:17:51,800 --> 00:17:58,280was healing it was healing for literally every single person in my family and it was a beautiful27800:17:58,280 --> 00:18:01,720week together of course we all got on each other's nerves there was definitely some like27900:18:01,720 --> 00:18:07,640frustration with people but overall everything is perfect and ironically it was more my sister and28000:18:07,640 --> 00:18:11,560i having frustration whereas my parents really just got along for the whole week28100:18:12,600 --> 00:18:19,000um so yeah now that i'm back i i just feel very blessed to have had the opportunity with them28200:18:19,560 --> 00:18:26,520and blessed that my grandparents were the ones to like bring us all together even though it was28300:18:26,520 --> 00:18:34,360for sad reasons but i just feel like it just made made everyone happy and i i hope there wasn't any28400:18:34,360 --> 00:18:40,440drama like everyone was cool on the trip like yeah yeah it all like ended smoothly like yeah yeah we28500:18:40,440 --> 00:18:45,400just my parents had their own time together in the cottage when my sister and i were doing other stuff28600:18:45,400 --> 00:18:50,200like there was just everyone had their own moment individually with each person i had moments with28700:18:50,200 --> 00:18:54,760my sister to talk about that's so cool things like that i want to improve with our relationship28800:18:54,760 --> 00:19:01,240like yeah it was just each facet of relationships was just yeah dealt with and it was it was very28900:19:01,240 --> 00:19:07,000very beautiful yeah we're doing it next month what's so interesting is that there's a there's a29000:19:07,000 --> 00:19:16,760divorce in my family um on another side and the two of them the two parents were there really yeah29100:19:16,760 --> 00:19:22,600okay yeah um so just super interesting yeah no i love that i think29200:19:25,240 --> 00:19:33,560i think that if people do get divorced if they're able to be amicable and in the same room together29300:19:34,120 --> 00:19:39,400i think it's so healing for the kids yeah no matter how old they are things seem to really29400:19:39,400 --> 00:19:45,000like comfortable like a lot less tense because there's been conversations about these people29500:19:45,000 --> 00:19:51,960and just i was just happy that like family was just like okay yeah yeah it was just i didn't even i29600:19:51,960 --> 00:19:56,920didn't know that was going to happen i didn't know i was going to see all of them i didn't know i was29700:19:56,920 --> 00:20:01,000going to see everybody and i was like i thought there was like issues i thought there was like29800:20:01,000 --> 00:20:05,080something i didn't know what was going on i didn't know what the dynamics were yeah it's so nice29900:20:05,080 --> 00:20:09,160and people can like put that stuff aside for like a bigger i'm just seeing them in the same room30000:20:09,160 --> 00:20:15,480i'm just seeing them in the same room yeah there's another experience i remember when i was younger so30100:20:16,840 --> 00:20:23,720my so grandpa fred is divorced from grandma pecky and i remember when i was younger there was a30200:20:23,720 --> 00:20:28,040moment when she was like when she was at my cousin's house and he was at the cousin's house30300:20:29,560 --> 00:20:33,320and and i was fully aware of their divorce i was fully aware that they used to be married30400:20:33,320 --> 00:20:41,560yeah um and i remember feeling like awkward yeah yeah i remember feeling really like i don't i'm30500:20:41,560 --> 00:20:48,360like nine i'm like eight i'm like what's going on why is grandma picky here grandpa fred's here30600:20:48,360 --> 00:20:52,360yeah grandpa fred's here so is grandpa picky here they're sitting on the couch together30700:20:52,360 --> 00:20:56,600i remember like telling my dad that like dad dad dad they're sitting together yeah but they're not30800:20:56,600 --> 00:21:03,960married yeah and it's very weird how like sometimes the stress or the anxiety or the what ifs are put30900:21:03,960 --> 00:21:08,040on like you in that moment and like they're probably fine sitting on the couch together31000:21:08,040 --> 00:21:12,440because it was like that with us it was like i was like oh gosh i just there's so many things31100:21:12,440 --> 00:21:18,040that could happen this week when we all go and then it ended up my parents are fine the whole time and31200:21:18,040 --> 00:21:22,120they weren't even really stressed about it it's just my sister and i being like you're able to31300:21:22,120 --> 00:21:27,880just live you're able to just be people yeah you're able to just talk or it'll just you're like the31400:21:27,880 --> 00:21:33,960the most incredible thing to me on this trip was the amount of comfort that i felt while talking31500:21:33,960 --> 00:21:38,520to my family there was a few moments when i there's sometimes when i talk and i get anxious31600:21:39,560 --> 00:21:45,960but the majority of the moments that i spoke to my family i was like super duper calm yeah yeah and31700:21:45,960 --> 00:21:50,920it was really nice and these are the clips that i have i have like this is like day in the life31800:21:50,920 --> 00:21:55,080this is like this is some documentary shit right here i'm so excited this is what i want to play31900:21:55,080 --> 00:22:02,920and you're allowed to interrupt you can tell me to stop pause okay comment whatever the this first32000:22:02,920 --> 00:22:08,200clip is just like a minute 50 minute 50 okay day in the life documentary the mccormick's32100:22:08,840 --> 00:22:13,160we're all there to surprise grandpa fred i love that and we haven't been together32200:22:13,160 --> 00:22:20,360in a long ass time folks this is the idaho surprise got some more people here32300:22:24,200 --> 00:22:28,840oh wait oh wait i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry pause pause so i need to tell you how we were32400:22:28,840 --> 00:22:34,760so there was two surprises the first surprise was my so my side of the family getting there we got32500:22:34,760 --> 00:22:38,440there the day before the other side okay we got there the day before the cousins32600:22:38,440 --> 00:22:43,640we told my our grandma to drive over to our house which is just like eight homes down the road from32700:22:43,640 --> 00:22:49,160them the airbnb yeah the airbnb but they drove their van because they didn't want to walk32800:22:50,040 --> 00:22:57,480which is just baller i love that and the story goes my grandma's like telling him to like to drive her32900:22:57,480 --> 00:23:05,160over he's like and this is my grandma telling the story and she says she says33000:23:05,160 --> 00:23:11,000i told him that we're gonna drive over to this house and then he goes okay whatever like what33100:23:11,000 --> 00:23:16,120are we doing here i wasn't really gonna tell him and and then he didn't really like leave any room33200:23:16,120 --> 00:23:24,280to park like he was like not having like he was like not understanding what was being asked of33300:23:24,280 --> 00:23:29,080him he didn't know what was going on yeah he must have been so confused and then and then she goes33400:23:29,080 --> 00:23:35,080and then i asked him to to come inside with me he goes i'm not gonna go inside if i don't know what33500:23:35,080 --> 00:23:40,120i'm doing here that sounds like you yeah i thought that was super funny i'm not gonna do something if33600:23:40,120 --> 00:23:45,640i don't know what i'm doing it for like this is ridiculous and she's like just come inside33700:23:46,200 --> 00:23:54,200just come with me please okay okay okay and we saw them come up coming up and my dad opens the door33800:23:54,200 --> 00:23:59,240and it's his dad uh and it's just there's like a really long pause33900:24:01,000 --> 00:24:05,640like i was like i was like it was like christmas i was like i was like crouching underneath the34000:24:05,640 --> 00:24:16,120stair the stair the armrest on the stairs and i was like what what like i yeah it was a more it was a34100:24:16,120 --> 00:24:24,520very pregnant pause that's so funny and then i hear oh yes what is that so we surprised him the next34200:24:24,520 --> 00:24:33,400night we're doing um a party at my dad's stepsister's house who's she's a justice in idaho her husband is34300:24:33,400 --> 00:24:42,360a judge in idaho so that's why i got my ducks in a row today i had you sign an nda baby34400:24:42,360 --> 00:24:46,280so that's what i was signing yep that's what picking me up at the airport meant yeah34500:24:47,000 --> 00:24:53,320those are the terms on cold plus i love that um so we're going to the party he thinks it's just34600:24:53,320 --> 00:24:59,080gonna be like us like he doesn't know anyone else is coming up and this clip is the other side34700:24:59,080 --> 00:25:02,120coming in and now it's like a real party people here34800:25:02,120 --> 00:25:09,880mckenzie34900:25:09,880 --> 00:25:27,640oh35000:25:32,200 --> 00:25:38,040that's mckenzie classic mckenzie that's all your cousins coming in yeah yeah these are all these are35100:25:38,040 --> 00:25:43,560all my cousins coming into the to the party yeah and he had no idea he had no idea he's like i35200:25:43,560 --> 00:25:50,520thought the surprise already happened yeah yeah and and keep in mind like so like it's me my two35300:25:50,520 --> 00:25:58,920sisters and and and the nephew and my parents and then on the other side it's it's four kids and uh35400:25:58,920 --> 00:26:08,360their baby one baby so there's just just a lot of people yeah happy birthday to you35500:26:09,400 --> 00:26:10,760just relishing this folks35600:26:10,760 --> 00:26:11,160relish35700:26:14,120 --> 00:26:19,400i didn't either that's mckenzie i didn't know it's gonna be cool yeah mckenzie dominates most of this35800:26:19,400 --> 00:26:20,360i love her voice35900:26:20,360 --> 00:26:28,360oh36000:26:39,640 --> 00:26:44,280oh here's wyatt here's wyatt wyatt comes up to me he keeps he this is like the fourth time he36100:26:44,280 --> 00:26:53,080asked me this question yeah what's up jackson jackson think of michael that's my uncle that's36200:26:53,080 --> 00:26:55,240my uncle travis i love that think of michael36300:26:55,240 --> 00:27:08,440i guess he's gonna play okay yeah he'll be here later i think who's got the majitos36400:27:14,440 --> 00:27:15,240i'm on the mule36500:27:15,240 --> 00:27:22,920mama36600:27:31,160 --> 00:27:35,720that was my grandpa fred that was my grandpa fred right there he just he just he just he just made a36700:27:35,720 --> 00:27:49,720joke36800:27:52,200 --> 00:27:57,640oh my goodness that was amazing that's so fun it sounds like christmas morning in like a home36900:27:57,640 --> 00:28:01,560alone movie or something that's what i thought it's like it really just sounds quaint it really37000:28:01,560 --> 00:28:07,080sounds romantic sounds beautiful and i don't know like i'm just gonna relish in this i love like i37100:28:07,080 --> 00:28:11,560did some recordings of the family without them knowing but i wanted to have like an ambiance37200:28:11,560 --> 00:28:15,800yeah like i'm not i'm not doing anything too crazy here i'm not gonna share anything nothing crazy was37300:28:15,800 --> 00:28:22,040even talked about yeah nothing like i really like if if my phone was hacked tonight it would be fine37400:28:22,040 --> 00:28:27,480it'd be yeah i'm not worried about it yeah whatever um but these are just like some37500:28:27,480 --> 00:28:32,760beautiful moments right here this is some real family shit this is some real americana post-pandemic37600:28:33,640 --> 00:28:44,120family i love that it's about family it's about did vendizel show up mccormick fast and mccormick37700:28:47,720 --> 00:28:54,200fast and fred fast and fred i like that one i like that one i like that one a lot shan37800:28:54,200 --> 00:29:01,560um what was i gonna say after this um i don't have any notes i just had like some like some time37900:29:01,560 --> 00:29:06,520slots whatever yeah um so pretty much long story short the whole thing was nice i have two more38000:29:06,520 --> 00:29:11,560clips of just like some short stuff um two super super short clips this the other one seven seconds38100:29:11,560 --> 00:29:19,080so not as long um this is my dad trying to talk to my nephew about um like who's who in the family38200:29:19,080 --> 00:29:28,040but this is my dad did you know that oh you didn't know that okay why it's like yeah okay38300:29:29,320 --> 00:29:35,000i didn't know that i didn't know i didn't know that um the biggest thing so oh oh here's what38400:29:35,000 --> 00:29:39,880i wanted to talk about as well um i was really adamant about trying to learn from my grandpa38500:29:40,440 --> 00:29:47,000that's some real america plus innovation as well yeah i forget the book it might have been it might38600:29:47,000 --> 00:29:52,920be in the how to win friends and influence people or it might be in a different book i forget i38700:29:53,560 --> 00:30:00,200i wish i remember but there's a it says to i mean yada yada it's listen to the uh38800:30:01,960 --> 00:30:07,880the book i'm talking about is the bible listen to your el elders that's literally what's the book38900:30:07,880 --> 00:30:15,000what's the book i can't think of the book i think that is in how to win friends yeah to listen to39000:30:15,000 --> 00:30:21,720elders to allow like uh like uh like or was it in the fourth turning whatever yeah yeah the fourth39100:30:21,720 --> 00:30:27,800turning okay talking about the constellations of generations living throughout history young people39200:30:27,800 --> 00:30:32,520young people yes young people must seek out they were saying the heroes the millennials must seek39300:30:32,520 --> 00:30:39,800out wisdom from their seniors from yeah from the boomers um while they while we move through this39400:30:39,800 --> 00:30:46,520crisis and that's something that i that i took very seriously when i heard that and so i go to39500:30:46,520 --> 00:30:55,800my grandfather and he's a man who served in the american war vietnam did you see my face39600:30:55,800 --> 00:31:00,360that's not funny shannon that's not a joke no it was the way you said i know i said it weird i'm39700:31:00,360 --> 00:31:06,200sorry and i was like wait which one no i'm just it's a sentence i got you i'm sorry american war39800:31:06,200 --> 00:31:13,640war colon vietnam i got you it's a series i don't know i rescind my laugh i rescind it no it's okay39900:31:13,640 --> 00:31:17,080no it's okay you're just totally disrespected the entire history of this country so it's40000:31:17,080 --> 00:31:25,240sorry whatever no it's fine it's fine and it's on america plus i'm sure it's fine it's hey i'm40100:31:25,240 --> 00:31:40,920canceled um i didn't know this information i asked my my my grandpa if he was drafted or if he40200:31:40,920 --> 00:31:47,240volunteered okay and my dad answered one way and the answer my grandpa gave me was completely40300:31:47,240 --> 00:31:56,360different oh okay this man was drafted this man was drafted into the united states army and40400:31:59,160 --> 00:32:04,520i just can't believe that i can't fathom it i can't put my head around it i can't i really can't like40500:32:04,520 --> 00:32:10,280because under just in my silly position as as a millennial just understanding the vietnam like40600:32:10,280 --> 00:32:18,920that's like the era that's sort of like the originating era of this post eisenhower warning40700:32:18,920 --> 00:32:27,160us about military industrial complex and here's my grandfather in his 20s i think yeah and he's40800:32:27,160 --> 00:32:33,800just like there and he somehow lives i don't know i i didn't ask him about like action i didn't ask40900:32:33,800 --> 00:32:38,760him about yeah i don't he has no injuries so like i don't i don't know what he did but he was in41000:32:38,760 --> 00:32:45,400vietnam he was in the country and he was drafted like regardless he was fucking drafted yeah like41100:32:45,400 --> 00:32:52,760that's the freaking the goddamn government like manipulated my family to a degree to put on a41200:32:52,760 --> 00:33:00,280uniform and hold a gun and shoot this way all in the name of freedom do you know meanwhile they're41300:33:00,280 --> 00:33:09,960fucking lying to them and do you know meanwhile like it's just like disgusting do you know like what year like how far into the war he was drafted41400:33:10,520 --> 00:33:16,040no i didn't ask him okay i didn't ask him the year i was just i was curious if he was drafted that's so interesting yeah41500:33:16,840 --> 00:33:24,440um but i did ask him if he remembered the jfk assassination and that was really interesting he41600:33:24,440 --> 00:33:34,440said he was in texas wow he was in a town called brownsville texas the day jfk got shot yeah but41700:33:34,440 --> 00:33:39,720brownsville is like it's on the border i think he said it's on the border of where mexico is in texas41800:33:39,720 --> 00:33:46,600okay so on the other side because that happened in houston um so just really interesting just41900:33:47,240 --> 00:33:52,840where were you on earth because i was another fun fact i was with him i was with my grandpa fred42000:33:52,840 --> 00:33:58,920when michael jackson died and my fucking uncle just says michael jackson because why i can't remember42100:33:58,920 --> 00:34:04,120jackson like it's just oh yeah i just look at these synchronicities like people like i'm42200:34:04,120 --> 00:34:08,440identifying these dots like there's some real stuff going on here isn't that so weird how you can42300:34:08,440 --> 00:34:14,280pinpoint where you were when like something like that happened it's like he ledger died42400:34:14,280 --> 00:34:18,280michael jackson died like i don't remember where i was when he sledger died it's just it's just42500:34:18,280 --> 00:34:25,480interesting how it's like do you yeah i was in my choir class and there was news it was yeah i42600:34:25,480 --> 00:34:30,760remember it being i remember being big news but i don't remember it being a moment where i remember42700:34:30,760 --> 00:34:36,360where where i was i remember being in choir for a few celebrity deaths i remember britney murphy42800:34:36,360 --> 00:34:43,400and i remember heath ledger but isn't it weird how like past generations i watched britney murphy42900:34:43,400 --> 00:34:48,920e-documentary that's my that's my the e true hollywood stories they need to bring them back43000:34:48,920 --> 00:34:53,800that's what i like watched those were incredible we need to stream those those were where are those43100:34:53,800 --> 00:34:59,320ads that on discovery i have no idea i've got discovery poop because those were intoxicating43200:34:59,320 --> 00:35:06,840is that on max yeah but isn't it weird how like past generations you can ask like where were you43300:35:06,840 --> 00:35:12,360during this event like the war breaking out or this bombing or my grandpa gave me a pretty vague43400:35:12,360 --> 00:35:20,920answer brownsville brownsville sounds pretty suspicious if you ask me mr smith yeah but isn't43500:35:20,920 --> 00:35:27,080it isn't it weird how now like our generation obviously we have like 9 11 you know we have43600:35:27,080 --> 00:35:31,640some events that we can say like where were you during this event but i mean yeah we have the43700:35:31,640 --> 00:35:37,720entire 21st century but more times than not the world ended more people will ask where were you43800:35:37,720 --> 00:35:42,600when the celebrity died like it's just interesting how it's like our culture yeah yeah like the43900:35:42,600 --> 00:35:47,720culture shift of like where were you when this person died what about this and whereas yeah44000:35:47,720 --> 00:35:51,880unless it was like a political figure i don't know if well i mean no i mean stark memory in44100:35:51,880 --> 00:35:55,240the past of that is interesting because he fled your did die in oh a you know you got the whole44200:35:55,240 --> 00:36:00,280financial thing going on you got obama yeah it's like a real very interesting people aren't going44300:36:00,280 --> 00:36:05,880to ask you what was going on when obama got elected well especially since we were like in44400:36:05,880 --> 00:36:09,560middle school and high school it's like we aren't necessarily talking about politics you know it's44500:36:09,560 --> 00:36:13,720like we're talking about celebrities we're talking about we're talking about like media44600:36:13,720 --> 00:36:18,600i was talking i was talking about politics in the eighth grade yeah 2008 i was in the fifth grade44700:36:19,160 --> 00:36:23,000you're in the fifth grade my school no here's the situation my school made me vote44800:36:24,040 --> 00:36:28,600my school made me vote in the fifth grade they made me do like a like a shit mock vote for44900:36:28,600 --> 00:36:33,960president we went to the computer room and they told me who to vote for they told you who to45000:36:33,960 --> 00:36:40,360vote for they said here are the two choices vote or did they say click this it was columns of45100:36:40,360 --> 00:36:47,640candidates involving arizona politics and federal like just like just the president it was like45200:36:48,280 --> 00:36:54,360it was like four questions or something like that very interesting and the uh it was like a45300:36:54,360 --> 00:37:01,240sixth grader like monitoring like or like helping monitoring the voting that's so funny there's45400:37:01,240 --> 00:37:05,240there's no curtains or anything but like it was this is a tangent real quick folks we're going45500:37:05,240 --> 00:37:09,800on a quick fifth grade tangent to like show you the process of voting like what your parents are45600:37:09,800 --> 00:37:14,440doing that day but that's not how you vote though no but like was that what they were trying to go45700:37:14,440 --> 00:37:20,280to a computer room they were indoctrinating us to vote democrat because the sixth grader was telling45800:37:20,280 --> 00:37:25,800us how uh telling me how to click on obama that's very interesting that's really what was going on45900:37:25,800 --> 00:37:29,560and that's not a fake story that's not fake news that's real let's that's what i don't think that46000:37:29,560 --> 00:37:35,800walker but you arizona i don't yeah i don't think i ever voted like lorence unified school district46100:37:35,800 --> 00:37:41,320number one they told me to vote democrat that's very weird they call you a conspiracy theorist46200:37:41,320 --> 00:37:53,400i'll call you a confirmist i'll confirm your theory call me a confirmist thank you um this46300:37:53,400 --> 00:37:59,560last one so this all leads up to um we're talking about politics we're talking so this morning46400:37:59,560 --> 00:38:06,440actually um my flight back here back to la was like an hour later than my parent than like the46500:38:06,440 --> 00:38:12,360my rest of the family's flight to arizona so i spent some extra time with grandpa fred and46600:38:12,360 --> 00:38:17,880my grandma sheryl and just got to hang out with them a bit more i love that and they had cnn on46700:38:17,880 --> 00:38:22,920i thought that was funny yes my grandparents in arizona watch fox my grandparents in idaho watch46800:38:22,920 --> 00:38:27,480cnn that's so yeah i feel like those but it's all the same bullshit yeah like those are the two that46900:38:27,480 --> 00:38:33,800are usually on one or the other it's all the same bullshit and um we're talking about ukraine47000:38:34,680 --> 00:38:40,840it's like and it's just small talk nothing it's nothing really um like like the politics was like47100:38:40,840 --> 00:38:46,280we're all on the same page like like just casual um but my grandpa just came out of the blue with47200:38:46,280 --> 00:38:55,320this with this story so he was with my dad last year and they had to move they were moving some47300:38:55,320 --> 00:39:02,040stuff they had to move some like some furniture across cross country from minnesota from minnesota47400:39:02,040 --> 00:39:08,600back to idaho and uh so that was just like a moment my dad and his brother and my grandpa fred47500:39:08,600 --> 00:39:17,800had and he starts talking about this story when we were kevin and i were coming back from minnesota47600:39:20,040 --> 00:39:27,480we was in a restaurant and there was a bunch of ukrainian soldiers in there in uniform47700:39:29,080 --> 00:39:37,800how did you know they were ukrainian because of the uniform oh my and uh i don't know where they're47800:39:37,800 --> 00:39:43,560hang on that's my grandma's sherald she sounds so cute how do you know they were there no she's47900:39:43,560 --> 00:39:48,920though she's really she's truly like the best she's truly like adorable she's the one who made me the48000:39:48,920 --> 00:39:56,040bag put the robot on it and my name she doesn't do that anymore because she was died she's like48100:39:56,040 --> 00:40:03,320sick she's like she can't do it anymore but it's like super like all of us were sad about it yeah um48200:40:03,320 --> 00:40:14,600yeah oh my oh my how did you know they were ukrainian because of the uniform48300:40:15,720 --> 00:40:21,480oh my i love it i love it and uh i don't know where they're going or what they're doing i48400:40:21,480 --> 00:40:26,840didn't ask any questions i just wow they're training somewhere48500:40:26,840 --> 00:40:37,880i love that i didn't ask any questions just kept on driving yeah he he just connected48600:40:38,760 --> 00:40:42,840with the ukraine war all of a sudden he has this perspective that's so interesting and your mom48700:40:42,840 --> 00:40:49,800was coughed by coughed on by a chinese woman before covid right yes and not to get like48800:40:49,800 --> 00:40:56,360yes we were coming back from england 2019 in november early december48900:40:56,840 --> 00:41:02,440covid was already circulating we my mom did get directly coughed on and as soon as you got back49000:41:02,440 --> 00:41:09,800to la she was sick for two weeks december 19 yes and you know they they said oh it49100:41:09,800 --> 00:41:15,000was really happening in the u.s. until like january february but then they're like actually it was49200:41:15,000 --> 00:41:23,560like november and my mom did get coughed on at the train and at lax and she was sick for two weeks49300:41:23,560 --> 00:41:30,600no one could tell her what it was so yes there is that weird that weird connection no one could49400:41:30,600 --> 00:41:37,960tell her what it was no like meaning they knew yeah well she had weird symptoms because she had like49500:41:37,960 --> 00:41:43,000stomach flu symptoms like she could not like even water she couldn't keep down and then so your mom49600:41:43,000 --> 00:41:48,040got early covid my grandpa got early ukraine just some of these random ukraine people in minnesota49700:41:48,040 --> 00:41:52,200very very weird and i trust the guy he has good eyesight he doesn't wear glasses49800:41:53,160 --> 00:41:58,200i mean he said one eye is not good but he he has that was the eye he saw the uniforms49900:41:58,920 --> 00:42:06,280yeah yeah no but but uh i trust his judgment i trust his eyes he's not good but he he has50000:42:06,280 --> 00:42:10,440a good eyesight i trust his judgment i trust his eye50100:42:16,440 --> 00:42:25,560i trust his vision yeah um just really wild some wild shit so like yeah just interesting stuff50200:42:25,560 --> 00:42:33,400that's very weird right i'm happy i experienced this like i'm happy so did you ask him questions50300:42:33,400 --> 00:42:37,160or anything or did you just talk about like current i didn't talk about i mean i really50400:42:37,160 --> 00:42:42,360i a lot of our conversations was was us catching up a little bit yeah what's going on with me50500:42:42,360 --> 00:42:47,000you know he's more interested in me yeah you know he he lives in idaho with his grandkids like50600:42:47,720 --> 00:42:52,280yeah i know what he's doing so he was just trying to talk to me about about stuff and50700:42:53,000 --> 00:42:56,920i was like it was mainly about that just talking about the podcast talking about50800:42:56,920 --> 00:43:03,480is he what i'm doing right now hesitant to talk about like vietnam and his childhood stuff like that50900:43:04,280 --> 00:43:09,880no there's another clip that i don't have but he did like talk about vietnam on his own he did51000:43:09,880 --> 00:43:16,840bring up vietnam on his own so i don't know what i don't know what the trauma level is yeah well51100:43:16,840 --> 00:43:19,880question about that he was able to criticize the government that's why i feel comfortable51200:43:19,880 --> 00:43:26,760to criticize the government too you're like my grandpa just first yeah yeah yes yes51300:43:26,760 --> 00:43:31,480they're like where did you learn this my grandpa my grandpa told me well that's very interesting51400:43:32,520 --> 00:43:41,640sorry i was no no no okay it's are you aware was he like not open about talking like he didn't51500:43:41,640 --> 00:43:46,040i've never asked him before i've asked i've talked to my father but like did he talk to51600:43:46,040 --> 00:43:51,960he my dad hits about it it was kind of no my my dad and his brother have zero information that51700:43:51,960 --> 00:43:59,000is very interesting because that correlates to in 2017 when we found out my grandpa wasn't doing51800:43:59,000 --> 00:44:04,680well my mom couldn't fly at the time because she was having different operations and hurt stuff51900:44:05,400 --> 00:44:13,080and so i went to england solo to stay with my grandparents in november 2017 and they had never52000:44:13,080 --> 00:44:17,560really talked about world war two they were like they're not boomers they're a silent generation52100:44:17,560 --> 00:44:25,240um they had a lot of trauma with it my grandpa's mom passed away during it during that my my52200:44:25,240 --> 00:44:31,560grandma her house was destroyed in the blitz like a lot of trauma they my bond yes like her house52300:44:31,560 --> 00:44:39,320was destroyed um she lived in the city he lived in the country and um my mom didn't know much52400:44:39,320 --> 00:44:46,680about the war she just knew that they had ration cards and that they didn't want people to know52500:44:46,680 --> 00:44:53,640they had ration cards because that usually meant you were jewish um it's not a bad drama gypsy52600:44:53,640 --> 00:45:03,480like they you were one that bad jokes you might you know go to the camps so um my mom didn't know52700:45:03,480 --> 00:45:10,040really anything other than he was a pilot in the air force in the the royal air force and that he52800:45:10,040 --> 00:45:17,320had injured himself he had gone down in a plane and about the house bombing for my grandma but52900:45:17,320 --> 00:45:23,400when i visited in 2017 i don't know if it's just because they were older or the dementia had kind53000:45:23,400 --> 00:45:30,120of started to hit my grandpa and he was able to just like open up about these things but he53100:45:30,120 --> 00:45:36,040talked about world war two for the first time in my life stuff my mom had never heard so he opened53200:45:36,040 --> 00:45:44,760so he opened up and like you guys heard some yeah yeah we heard my my grandma had my53300:45:46,680 --> 00:45:53,400my grandma's father had stopped church from a bomb he went to defuse a bomb um and let's53400:45:53,400 --> 00:45:58,760stop church what do you mean stop church there was so my grandma jone and her brother and sister53500:45:58,760 --> 00:46:02,360they all went to the church because that's where you were meant to go to when there were53600:46:02,360 --> 00:46:08,120air raids because their house wasn't there um so they all went into this church and my grandpa her53700:46:08,120 --> 00:46:15,720or my great grandpa her dad went looking for them when he saw a bomb drop on the church and so he53800:46:15,720 --> 00:46:22,680went running and he was going to basically like help put it out if it exploded he's gonna help53900:46:22,680 --> 00:46:28,600with fires luckily something damaged the bomb it never went off but he malfunctioned it malfunctioned54000:46:28,600 --> 00:46:35,400and he approached the bomb and like made sure that it didn't go off and he then went in and like got54100:46:35,400 --> 00:46:41,800everyone out just crazy stuff like that that we'd never heard and then my grandpa he um54200:46:42,760 --> 00:46:50,600oh my gosh i'm blanking on where he lived um he lived in the country and he saw um just like54300:46:50,600 --> 00:46:57,320crazy stuff like he got shot at by nazi planes when he and his dogs were just out and out hunting54400:46:57,320 --> 00:47:04,200for rabbits he got shot at um what the fuck yeah that's cool he saw an old elderly man get gunned54500:47:04,200 --> 00:47:09,560downed get get gunned down when he was just riding his bike like there was no reason to do it they54600:47:09,560 --> 00:47:19,160were just flying around they shot him and he saw after um he was about 14 he saw all the men from54700:47:19,160 --> 00:47:24,600dunkirk come back the ones that were that were rescued he saw the dunkirk boats come back saw54800:47:24,600 --> 00:47:30,280the dunkirk boats come back he saw i'm so i'm blanking on where he lived i will think of it54900:47:30,840 --> 00:47:36,920the did he ever see the movie i i don't know he watched a lot of war movies but i'm not sure if55000:47:36,920 --> 00:47:41,640he saw that one but he saw all the men lined up after that have been rescued you know like at the55100:47:41,640 --> 00:47:48,360end of the film um so just crazy stuff and he was 14 and after dunkirk is when he enlisted in the55200:47:48,360 --> 00:47:54,760raf he lied about his age i'm pretty sure because he was so young um but because of the trauma with55300:47:54,760 --> 00:48:04,600his mom dying and um we believe i haven't done my ancestry yet but um on my grandpa's mother's side55400:48:04,600 --> 00:48:11,880we are jewish so we are not sure exactly how much how many people died in the war what their55500:48:11,880 --> 00:48:16,680experiences were if they were in camps anything like that but your family yes but because of his55600:48:16,680 --> 00:48:22,200trauma about his mom passing away he never talked about it and i think just as he got older as his55700:48:22,200 --> 00:48:28,120brain started to just change with dementia he became super open with it and my grandma did and55800:48:28,120 --> 00:48:33,400it's just it just reminded me of like it's so weird how people can be so55900:48:34,680 --> 00:48:39,880shut down on some subjects and then once they get older something some chemistry changes in their56000:48:39,880 --> 00:48:44,600brain they start talking to you about it and so i think that's so incredibly interesting and i'm56100:48:44,600 --> 00:48:50,760hopefully your your grandpa will be you know but he didn't seem like yeah he didn't seem like56200:48:50,760 --> 00:48:54,760or something yeah maybe he um those were times when i've had moments of grandparents were like56300:48:54,760 --> 00:49:00,600they open up and it's like emotional yeah like he wasn't something i didn't get like he was emotional56400:49:00,600 --> 00:49:05,240i didn't get the vibe that he was like breaking out yeah something was breaking out of him yeah56500:49:05,240 --> 00:49:09,800but he just felt for some time i've never heard him talk about it yeah well that that's powerful56600:49:09,800 --> 00:49:15,480that's powerful but it was never but it was there's never a been a political moment between us until56700:49:15,480 --> 00:49:20,840now so yeah yeah i don't know what his yeah i don't know how comfortable he but that's cool56800:49:20,840 --> 00:49:25,400that he even because he like he's a guy who goes to the va yeah yeah so like i like i don't know56900:49:25,400 --> 00:49:29,240what they're talking about at the va like you know like there's a yeah i don't know who like57000:49:29,240 --> 00:49:34,760there has to be some sort of some sort of individual that he's more comfortable with maybe57100:49:34,760 --> 00:49:39,800it's just very interesting it's kind of a pattern i've noticed with people it's definitely57200:49:39,800 --> 00:49:42,600it's definitely how people process trauma yeah57300:49:44,600 --> 00:49:50,680very interesting yeah very interesting um we're gonna head on into the boost57400:49:53,080 --> 00:49:58,120folks america plus is a value for value or as shannon likes to say favor for favor57500:49:58,920 --> 00:50:03,720that means this show is fully listener supported folks we have a insanely awesome57600:50:03,720 --> 00:50:09,400segment for you this value for value segment this is let me get my phone this is um so what's going57700:50:09,400 --> 00:50:13,800on here is and i need to talk to you about this so i need so we're going over the boost but i also57800:50:13,800 --> 00:50:17,880need to like i need to like come clean about something real quick i need to like just talk i57900:50:17,880 --> 00:50:23,720need to be real with the audience i need to be real with you shannon oh god so next week so today58000:50:23,720 --> 00:50:30,920is the 23rd next week is the 30th the last sunday of the month yes what does that usually mean58100:50:30,920 --> 00:50:38,520uh that means it's a sat slinger episode saslinger that's right saslinger uh your boy58200:50:38,520 --> 00:50:44,040doesn't have enough money for saslinger this month your boy needs to pay bills and like work and like58300:50:45,320 --> 00:50:52,600get cash i got you this coming week so what i'm what i want to bounce an idea off you yeah and58400:50:52,600 --> 00:50:58,200if like people in the crowd want to help out with the with the value with the value given um i'll58500:50:58,200 --> 00:51:04,200i i have a question for you but um and that question is what if we just like push back one58600:51:04,200 --> 00:51:11,320saslinger and originally the saslinger was going to go for a year but then if i'm going to take58700:51:11,320 --> 00:51:19,080away a month i need to push it back a month right so a year and a month no no sure but as in like58800:51:19,640 --> 00:51:26,360if april doesn't happen i i need to work my ass off to be able to do it for may58900:51:26,360 --> 00:51:33,400june july which was which would be the original end in july yeah but then go into august for one59000:51:33,400 --> 00:51:39,480more to make up for april to make up for april okay what do you think about that no i love that59100:51:39,480 --> 00:51:45,240that means um i can draw a little bit longer yeah yeah and if you don't know what a saslinger59200:51:45,240 --> 00:51:51,080saslinger is that is when i give you thousands of satoshis so this whole value for value thing59300:51:51,080 --> 00:51:59,320this is where i i just i read your value value if you don't know this is the the new um i gotta59400:51:59,320 --> 00:52:05,400show you this chan this is the new value for value ai go to value for value dot info for more info59500:52:05,400 --> 00:52:10,520then download the fountain dot fm app it's the best way to support the show that's a little ai59600:52:10,520 --> 00:52:18,520voice that i had made um her name's uh natasha from australia and that's what the name was on59700:52:18,520 --> 00:52:22,840the website oh okay i was like so how long have you guys been dating i was getting you have a59800:52:22,840 --> 00:52:29,480whole backstory i found her last week i was scrolling and swiped right and i hit play and59900:52:30,600 --> 00:52:36,200then i hit download oh my goodness i love that pretty much um yeah but yeah uh that's60000:52:37,640 --> 00:52:41,320this pitch is so hard this value for value pitch it's like a constant evolution yeah60100:52:42,680 --> 00:52:47,960value for value is a feedback loop if you go to value for value dot info from our info you'll60200:52:47,960 --> 00:52:54,280understand what's going on this is a new layer of monetization and i prefer to do it through60300:52:54,280 --> 00:52:59,240the fountain app about now what's nice shannon i don't think i've told you this 70 percent60400:52:59,240 --> 00:53:04,840of all listens are already on the fountain app oh okay yeah so it's pretty cool so now but i60500:53:04,840 --> 00:53:12,920still have this 30 percent that is off of fountain i got one guy on on alexa i'm on alexa and i can60600:53:12,920 --> 00:53:17,000i see these percentages i'm able to see these percentages i got very cool it's literally like60700:53:17,000 --> 00:53:25,800two percent alexa so they're like alexa play america plus yeah yeah that's really what's60800:53:25,800 --> 00:53:30,440going on that is so cool and i've stayed i've i've been looking at this for weeks yeah and60900:53:30,440 --> 00:53:36,920it's consistent two percent of the listens i love that are on alexa that's so shout out to my alexa61000:53:36,920 --> 00:53:43,640guy who's the alexa people come on now like it's your mom that's actually funny it actually might61100:53:43,640 --> 00:53:49,080be that's actually super funny because they use alexa they have like five that's freaking hate61200:53:49,080 --> 00:53:55,320alexa i hate alexa anyway no hate on america plus we're building better systems61300:53:59,160 --> 00:54:05,880we're reading the boost uh what a boost is on the fountain app your if you like what we provide61400:54:05,880 --> 00:54:11,000if you like the content at america plus you can be involved in the feedback loop and you can talk61500:54:11,000 --> 00:54:16,520about i don't know talk about a good moment with your family share a fun number that may be like61600:54:17,000 --> 00:54:22,200like your grandpa's favorite number your favorite number some sort of like memory tied to a number61700:54:22,200 --> 00:54:26,200that could be a boost last week we got we got a bible boost that was really cool that was insane61800:54:26,200 --> 00:54:32,040that was the largest boost of the show's history which is like a huge blessing yeah a huge blessing61900:54:33,720 --> 00:54:38,440and now there's a huge uh an even bigger opportunity for even for even more blessings62000:54:38,440 --> 00:54:41,480we're gonna bring them to the lord we're gonna bring them down62100:54:45,640 --> 00:54:50,280um i'm gonna read the boost right now i mean is it i'm shana i'm sorry i'm way too high and i'm way62200:54:50,280 --> 00:54:55,640too i'm way too loose right now you're good i don't know i'm not someone in the country just62300:54:55,640 --> 00:55:07,640said alexa turn off america plus most likely most likely legend thank you so the value for value62400:55:07,640 --> 00:55:13,800begins with a person who hasn't i haven't seen this person in a minute this person is a regular62500:55:14,520 --> 00:55:20,760was a regular is a regular listener um no they're definitely a regular listener but they just haven't62600:55:20,760 --> 00:55:28,680they just haven't boosted in a while and they felt compelled to boost and uh they felt compelled to62700:55:28,680 --> 00:55:35,240uh say remember the bible boost let me just this is from zan new me seven seven seven what up zan62800:55:35,240 --> 00:55:45,320new me uh he goes he sends in 221 sat shannon 221 he goes remember the baller boost in episode number62900:55:45,320 --> 00:55:52,60030 be blessed cool face emoji with the sunglasses and the peace sign uh yeah and then he did give63000:55:52,600 --> 00:55:56,360me a little bible boost it was a different number different value but it wasn't a bible63100:55:56,360 --> 00:56:03,240boost so zan new me has the official blockchain history boost chain boost chain verified you did63200:56:03,240 --> 00:56:07,800the first bible boost thank you zan new me ever love that and then there's a random comment under63300:56:07,800 --> 00:56:16,360zan new me a random comment from from amanky at amanky no boost no sat it's a comment okay it's63400:56:16,360 --> 00:56:24,200no zero sats just a comment uh smiling and sweating emoji my pocket parentheses my buttocks63500:56:24,200 --> 00:56:33,320has given you this like i guess they liked zan new me's thing like a pocket like yeah must be some63600:56:33,320 --> 00:56:40,200must be some higher power smiley face i love that random ass that's amazing and then we got63700:56:40,200 --> 00:56:47,560viking at viking usa 1111 sats that's a satchel of richards baby what up oh wait hang on zan new me63800:56:47,560 --> 00:56:54,840zan new me boost me bitch thank you zan new me uh viking uh viking usa what up dude uh i'd like63900:56:54,840 --> 00:57:02,280this guy this guy's coming back i like the name it's tough it's america plus he goes mindset fine64000:57:02,280 --> 00:57:07,880oh and these are these boots are from number 66 puppet sticks i talked about the henson company64100:57:07,880 --> 00:57:13,640okay and i was talking about innovation with storytelling and uh just what the henson company64200:57:13,640 --> 00:57:20,680is doing with puppets and digital stuff and unreal engine um viking king usa i want to say viking64300:57:20,680 --> 00:57:30,040king for some reason um anyway viking usa king mindset find the flow yes sir boost thank you64400:57:30,040 --> 00:57:35,000that was fowchie if you didn't know that shan you forgot boost telling you to get a boost64500:57:35,720 --> 00:57:43,480and then the last one last but not least the very lovely the very strong the very consistent the very64600:57:43,480 --> 00:57:55,800awesome at joel w 1111 sats another satchel of riches we got to go to value for value dot info64700:57:57,400 --> 00:58:04,360i did not hit the pad i just like slammed on the table table applied don't do it again it's not64800:58:04,920 --> 00:58:11,240i don't know how that happened anyway um what did he say uh he goes you want to see some amazing64900:58:11,240 --> 00:58:17,160puppet tree watch dark crystal if you haven't seen it henson's top work in my opinion65000:58:19,160 --> 00:58:27,160and now as the french say it is time for the boost yeah so have you seen dark crystal do you65100:58:27,160 --> 00:58:33,160know what that is um i've not watched it i i know what it is i've seen stills from it and pictures65200:58:33,160 --> 00:58:37,640and stuff i haven't actually watched it all the way through it's some of people's really favorites65300:58:37,640 --> 00:58:45,720it's really it's um it has a people put it in the same category as they would a pans labrinth oh yes65400:58:45,720 --> 00:58:50,840yes it's that type of quality even though pans labrinth is more about like it's more about65500:58:50,840 --> 00:58:55,960costumes and puppets um it's still on that level like it looks like they went inside of it like65600:58:55,960 --> 00:59:01,240they just went deep um i haven't seen it though so joel w we got a that it's like a show it's a movie65700:59:01,240 --> 00:59:06,120from the 80s and it's a show yeah yeah i think they brought it back we'll have to watch it so65800:59:06,120 --> 00:59:09,400yeah we definitely have to watch i tried well i think i did watch 10 minutes of it65900:59:10,120 --> 00:59:13,640seemed interesting but i didn't know the lore so i felt uncomfortable i didn't want to disrespect66000:59:13,640 --> 00:59:18,120it yeah you're like hang on let me research first yeah i gotta watch i gotta get caught up figure out66100:59:18,120 --> 00:59:21,800the order of it i gotta get caught up but folks those are the boost thanks dude thank you to everyone66200:59:21,800 --> 00:59:30,120who gave me a boost whoa too loud sorry anyway um it's a wonderful time it's a beautiful time to66300:59:30,120 --> 00:59:35,240be alive thank you to everyone who chimed in on value for value um i continue to innovate with66400:59:35,240 --> 00:59:41,240value for value i haven't made a final decision with the satslinger yet i don't know if that's66500:59:41,240 --> 00:59:46,360gonna happen usually it's just like a simple promotion on fountain but this is like pragmatic66600:59:46,360 --> 00:59:59,720folks this is like some like i just gotta eat so uh so yeah so we're pushing back satslinger most66700:59:59,720 --> 01:00:06,200likely um but it's okay and you can still do a spring drawing in may if you want or no you did66801:00:06,200 --> 01:00:11,560a spring drawing right no it was gonna be this month it's gonna be this month right right well66901:00:11,560 --> 01:00:17,000july is more summer anyway so yeah it'll fit or no june is more summer so like yeah it'll be fine67001:00:17,000 --> 01:00:22,200it'll fit july is still july and we'll go to fourth of july will be the last one then yeah and67101:00:22,200 --> 01:00:29,240august will just be like winning it'll be the tiger blood satslinger okay yeah because for67201:00:29,240 --> 01:00:34,680i wanted to end like i begun satslinger like in july like i was like yes fourth of july we're67301:00:34,680 --> 01:00:41,400gonna end it on like it's gonna be like a patriotic july satslinger it'll still be patriotic just67401:00:41,400 --> 01:00:46,040bonus month well no what i'm saying on july will still be patriotic but it won't be like the67501:00:46,040 --> 01:00:52,040final i wanted i wanted to it to end with the fireworks you know yeah but we're just trying67601:00:52,040 --> 01:00:56,600to make a shift i got you but who knows i could get 20 grand in the next few days so anything can67701:00:56,600 --> 01:01:02,120happen i'm in los angeles i'm living in the united states of america or we're gonna build it back67801:01:06,200 --> 01:01:12,040folks what do you uh not folks shannon yes you're an individual yes thank you what do you think of67901:01:12,040 --> 01:01:16,360those boosts i love them what do you think of favor for favor and value for value and68001:01:16,920 --> 01:01:23,480i'm a big supporter of it i think it's very cool i remember favors yeah i remember when you first68101:01:23,480 --> 01:01:27,800explained it to me i was kind of like i don't really understand um but now where are you at68201:01:27,800 --> 01:01:33,000like like okay you're on the clock what is value for value value is when you68301:01:35,800 --> 01:01:39,560i want to say it wrong because last time i said favor for favor um but basically you68401:01:40,680 --> 01:01:47,640trade something of value for you but basically favor for favor like i produce something68501:01:47,640 --> 01:01:55,000and then someone shows me that value yes someone shows me that value yes or it could even be like68601:01:55,000 --> 01:01:59,480i through the form of money yes yes that's all it is that's all it is68701:02:01,400 --> 01:02:06,200no it's a difficult concept it's yeah it's an international lifestyle it's a layer of68801:02:06,200 --> 01:02:12,760monetizing things yeah it's a feedback loop of type of content you produce and what's going on68901:02:12,760 --> 01:02:18,440it's it's complicated i thought it's not always easy and i i would put what is it like you give69001:02:18,440 --> 01:02:24,200sats to people that listen and then they're free to give sats back to what you that was the original69101:02:24,200 --> 01:02:28,760concept for for sasslinger yes that's exactly what i was about to say actually that's perfect69201:02:28,760 --> 01:02:35,080that was the like i used to viewed value for value in a way where i was like oh okay if i have an69301:02:35,080 --> 01:02:42,680opportunity to give value and values always discussed in the form of money and things like69401:02:42,680 --> 01:02:49,320fountain gives you the ability to promote and that means that i give satoshis to people i've69501:02:49,320 --> 01:02:55,880viewed that as value yeah for value yes please send me satoshis because i'm sending you satoshis69601:02:55,880 --> 01:03:03,320yeah i'm like but and so and i'm sort of just like ran that down yeah it's a favor loop it is a69701:03:03,320 --> 01:03:09,400favorite it's a favorite loop wow i like that thank you another one you need it wait69801:03:09,400 --> 01:03:18,760we love it thank you we love the soundboard value for value favor for faith um i usually talk about69901:03:18,760 --> 01:03:24,280what i've been creating the last week um but this week has been like a week of just getting ready70001:03:24,280 --> 01:03:30,280for this for this past weekend memories and i really don't have anything to say about70101:03:31,160 --> 01:03:36,520what i've been creating shena what are you creating are you painting anything yes i went to hobby70201:03:36,520 --> 01:03:43,480lobby with my mom while you were right before you left actually for the weekend and i got a um70301:03:45,240 --> 01:03:49,400it's not a wreath but it's like a little door decoration and it says happy spring they put on70401:03:49,400 --> 01:03:57,480a door and it's in a circle yes yes but it's it's by like string yes um and you paint it it's just a70501:03:57,480 --> 01:04:01,960wooden canvas and you paint it and it just says hello spring so you can make it your own and i've70601:04:01,960 --> 01:04:09,400been enjoying that nice what colors do you have um right now it's like teal purple and then some70701:04:09,400 --> 01:04:14,520light pinks but i'm gonna add a little yellow and orange it's beautiful yes thank you i wanted to70801:04:14,520 --> 01:04:20,280do all all spring colors i took a break drawing taking like a longer break drawing i did do some70901:04:20,280 --> 01:04:24,120drawings i actually did do a drawing today let me just talk about what i drew today what do you71001:04:24,120 --> 01:04:28,360think of this drawing i was at the airport i was listening to clips figuring out what i wanted to71101:04:28,360 --> 01:04:34,440what sections i wanted and just to get my mind just like free flowing this is what i did what71201:04:34,440 --> 01:04:40,920do you think can you describe this image well that's cool um yes so you have a bunch in the71301:04:40,920 --> 01:04:49,160middle it's looks like a river and um wavy lines and there's on either side of the wavy lines you71401:04:49,160 --> 01:04:53,720have are you saying like describe the actual drawing or are you asking me to interpret it71501:04:53,720 --> 01:04:59,240in turn i'm sorry yeah i shouldn't interpret okay because as i was going i was like yeah i think71601:04:59,240 --> 01:05:05,720i mean you're not boring everyone you're not an ai i know i feel like vanna white um this reminds me71701:05:05,720 --> 01:05:13,400a bit of like an airport a little um like a tarmac just with the really the dash lines there but now71801:05:13,400 --> 01:05:20,920i'm looking at it as well it looks like um two sides of a river um like on one side there's71901:05:20,920 --> 01:05:25,160squares smiley faces this just kind of is like different symbols for different emotions i'm seeing72001:05:25,880 --> 01:05:32,520um but they are there's a divide between them of a river so i'm interpreting it as you trying to mesh72101:05:33,160 --> 01:05:39,320maybe creative and fiscal i don't know just trying to mesh things but right now there's a72201:05:39,320 --> 01:05:48,520river through them and you're trying to find the balance shit i love it i actually have another one72301:05:48,520 --> 01:05:52,280i did another drawing i said i didn't do anything creative but i did a bunch of you're just whipping72401:05:52,280 --> 01:05:56,280them out now i had i did this drawing this was a different practice for me i don't know why i had72501:05:56,280 --> 01:06:02,600this instinct in the in the san jose airport okay um first of all i had an hour flight to san jose72601:06:02,600 --> 01:06:10,600from boise and then i had a two hour layover for a one hour flight to burbank and it's just72701:06:10,600 --> 01:06:15,320absolutely atrocious the same amount of time plus 30 minutes in the airport that you did in the air72801:06:15,320 --> 01:06:20,280just absolutely ridiculous anyway this one actually has a title this this drawing so i was in the72901:06:20,280 --> 01:06:25,720airport listening to stuff and i for some reason i had this instinct to close my eyes and to draw73001:06:25,720 --> 01:06:33,960this one specific shape this is called closed eyes closed eyes scribbled thoughts scribbled not so73101:06:35,240 --> 01:06:41,960closed eyes scribbled hearts oh i really like that and your eyes were closed while you did it73201:06:41,960 --> 01:06:47,400all of these hearts there's like how many like a bunch yeah there's like 30 there's a bunch of73301:06:47,400 --> 01:06:52,760hearts that i drew with my eyes closed and it somehow looks like interesting can you it looks73401:06:52,760 --> 01:07:00,680very interpret this piece that's titled um well some of them are very overlapped because you had73501:07:00,680 --> 01:07:07,800your eyes closed so there's like little um groupings of them in the corner um and some of them are like73601:07:07,800 --> 01:07:13,720more open some are more connected so i'm going to interpret this as just like the season you're in73701:07:14,600 --> 01:07:19,560and there are things your heart is more open to more close to other things and there's more73801:07:19,560 --> 01:07:24,600intensity where the groupings are so i'm going to relate that to different thoughts it's like a73901:07:24,600 --> 01:07:31,080brain scan yeah honestly though it's like there are things that you're open to close to and then74001:07:31,080 --> 01:07:37,560things you're just feeling very intensely a lot of map yeah wow maybe stop ruining my74101:07:37,560 --> 01:07:46,360heart anyway i only had two drawings that was it i only had two drawings today they're both very good74201:07:47,720 --> 01:07:52,040i think they're interesting i do i drew them in blue pen people i like that i was like this74301:07:52,040 --> 01:07:58,520blue pen is iconic people should like pay me to decipher their drawings that could be a podcast74401:07:59,640 --> 01:08:07,160they send in a drawing shannon interprets shannon interprets interpretive shannon watch it be way74501:08:07,160 --> 01:08:15,240off though it's like i'm like this person's pregnant there's no there's no getting there's74601:08:15,240 --> 01:08:21,000no there's no interpreting art wrong no but like i'm trying to like read the person's mind like74701:08:21,000 --> 01:08:25,800in that oh you're trying to predict your entire life yeah it's like an eight-year-old man sends74801:08:25,800 --> 01:08:31,640it in i'm like whoa this person's like very fertile they're trying to get pregnant it's like wait no74901:08:31,640 --> 01:08:37,240no you think you can read the vibe yeah it'd be like so wrong that's so funny that'd be a good75001:08:37,240 --> 01:08:43,160podcast that would be very cool actually i'd listen to that i would too that's really cool that's a75101:08:43,160 --> 01:08:47,640good idea you just came up with that you just came up with that idea you literally just came75201:08:47,640 --> 01:08:52,200up with that awesome podcast idea it'd be fun it's like reading the the palm or like the tea75301:08:52,200 --> 01:08:59,880the the tea leaves but it's a drawing pod tea yeah here's your pod tea folks um thank you no75401:08:59,880 --> 01:09:05,000thank you for interpreting these i i mean i didn't even i think i think my drawings are mayhem i75501:09:05,000 --> 01:09:10,040think everything i draw is chaos like pure chaos i love that i try to have order sometimes and then75601:09:10,040 --> 01:09:16,520i think the order is like still a mess i think the order is like out of order you're just like a fun75701:09:16,520 --> 01:09:23,720chaos though like you're not a perfectionist with it you just do what you want sometimes i hate what75801:09:23,720 --> 01:09:30,520i draw sometimes i love it sometimes i'm really like like i'm all gung-ho about it sometimes i'm75901:09:30,520 --> 01:09:35,640a real gay with it i'm a real kanye with with my own drawings you're like i'm a genius and then76001:09:35,640 --> 01:09:44,520some days and some days i'm just like just sad it's like the the sad kyanu sad kyanu sad con yeah76101:09:44,520 --> 01:09:51,000i'm all of it sad everything gotcha what was the sad aflac yeah it's just different hello darkness76201:09:51,000 --> 01:09:57,960my old friend it's just different ben afleck with dunkin donuts memes oh my god it's yeah it's me76301:09:57,960 --> 01:10:04,040with the cigarette yeah yeah yeah so good that's epic um shanna that's all i have do you have76401:10:04,040 --> 01:10:09,320anything else to add about this family special this family healing i don't have a title for76501:10:09,320 --> 01:10:13,560this thing so whatever the title is it's gonna be good no i just hope everyone can experience76601:10:13,560 --> 01:10:21,480some healing or family unity um any kind of family unity whether it's the family you make76701:10:21,480 --> 01:10:28,520with friends or your actual family the family is the most important system yeah in america76801:10:29,880 --> 01:10:35,400in the world yeah a global system i just hope everyone has a support system in love with around76901:10:35,400 --> 01:10:39,800them i think the the message the biggest thing that i want to like that's been on my heart for77001:10:39,800 --> 01:10:48,440like a minute is like i believe that families can heal 100 and like i just feel like we've been77101:10:48,440 --> 01:10:52,920living through that we have been living through this family healing yeah and it's absolutely77201:10:52,920 --> 01:10:58,280possible and it wasn't anticipated really and to continue to pray for healing yeah and to continue77301:10:58,280 --> 01:11:04,600to like seek out healing for yourself and it's like the whole like pray for your enemy77401:11:04,600 --> 01:11:10,360enemy sometimes your family's your enemy yeah because sometimes like your family's negative77501:11:10,360 --> 01:11:16,760or your family's yeah everyone's everyone's human just pushing you down but it's possible to like77601:11:16,760 --> 01:11:23,160understand an individual while also being blood yeah it's just so interesting yeah77701:11:25,160 --> 01:11:30,440shannon that's america plus bitch stay free stay free77801:11:30,440 --> 01:11:32,440stay free77901:11:33,320 --> 01:11:37,480that was good that was very good how long was that hour 1178001:11:40,280 --> 01:11:44,920okay shit shit check check check folks people i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry this has never78101:11:44,920 --> 01:11:49,000happened before this is never in the in the history of everything that's ever happened shannon i need78201:11:49,000 --> 01:11:53,400to show you this shannon i need to show you this so there's a story that i forgot to tell you about78301:11:53,400 --> 01:12:02,040this whole family reunion we're adding in we're adding in a foreign exchange student to the mix78401:12:02,600 --> 01:12:09,560of a part of like my family's like thing okay and this guy's name is ivan this guy's like a78501:12:09,560 --> 01:12:15,800he was he's from russia so this is the he's from russia okay we talked about the ukraine thing78601:12:15,800 --> 01:12:20,920yeah yeah this guy's from russia and this guy couldn't be like the cool he couldn't be more78701:12:20,920 --> 01:12:26,920of like the coolest kid ever just talking to this like he's 18 years old and he's wicked smart and78801:12:26,920 --> 01:12:32,440he's really into airplanes and his name's ivan and he has a youtube channel and you got to subscribe78901:12:32,440 --> 01:12:37,960to it because like he he this guy has dreams too this guy's america plus this is russia plus79001:12:37,960 --> 01:12:42,360hello my name is ivan and i love airplanes and building robots but as much as i love79101:12:42,360 --> 01:12:47,560airplanes i'm also dreaming of creating my own aircraft manufacturing company when i was 15 i79201:12:47,560 --> 01:12:53,240came across a video of a russian airplane company i met this guy i met this guy that is so cool79301:12:53,240 --> 01:12:57,160yeah incredible incredible i i can't believe i forgot to talk about ivan if you're listening79401:12:57,160 --> 01:13:02,360to this i love you brother like i want you to succeed and you will succeed and i believe in79501:13:02,360 --> 01:13:09,080you ivan ivan what is his his youtube channel his youtube channel is called ivan i v a n markov79601:13:09,640 --> 01:13:17,080m a r k o v ivan markov and he's like documenting him himself building airplanes like he's he's79701:13:17,080 --> 01:13:22,600building these airplanes from from um carbon fiber this guy's like a real engineer this russian's a79801:13:22,600 --> 01:13:29,000real engineer and he knows physics and he's just like he's super duper insanely passionate about79901:13:29,640 --> 01:13:34,280about this topic like he loves doing this he was breaking it down for us he had this he was showing80001:13:34,280 --> 01:13:39,480us his model of how he's gonna do he's gonna he's going for the speed record and he's gonna80101:13:40,520 --> 01:13:44,520i think he's gonna go up to like 650 miles an hour or something like that80201:13:44,520 --> 01:13:50,040oh okay that's his goal at least and it's gonna be crazy that explains the control the top gun80301:13:50,040 --> 01:13:55,000poster i love that he loves it yeah it was started by two students from moscow university who like80401:13:55,000 --> 01:14:01,640me love aviation i was he loves it air aviation aviation he loves aviation ivan i love you folks80501:14:01,640 --> 01:14:14,520thank you good night